BLACKBIRD - thrilljoy - Harry Potter (2024)

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Chapter 1: PART 1 Chapter Text Chapter 2: DRACO - TEE SHIRT THEORY Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 3: HERMIONE - HONEYGLOWS Notes: Chapter Text THU 06 JUL 2009 FRI 07 JUL SAT 08 JUL SUN 09 JUL Notes: Chapter 4: HERMIONE - LAB GIT Notes: Chapter Text MON 10 JUL TUES 11 JUL WED 12 JUL THU 13 JUL Notes: Chapter 5: DRACO - LAB SWOT Chapter Text THU 13 JUL FRI 14 JUL Chapter 6: HERMIONE - "DLM" Chapter Text FRI 14 JUL Chapter 7: DRACO - INTRIGUED Chapter Text FRI 14 JUL Chapter 8: HERMIONE - VERY DECIDEDLY NOT WATCHING THE QUIDDITCH GAME Chapter Text SAT 15 JUL – SUN 16 JUL Chapter 9: HERMIONE - RHYTHMS Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 10: HERMIONE - OPHIOLOGY Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 11: HERMIONE - PUZZLES Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 12: HERMIONE - COASTAL WALKS Chapter Text Chapter 13: DRACO - TREATS Chapter Text Chapter 14: DRACO - GANGLY Chapter Text SAT 12 AUG Chapter 15: HERMIONE - THAWING Notes: Chapter Text SAT 12 AUG Notes: Chapter 16: HERMIONE - LESS WORK FOR THE ELVES Chapter Text SAT 09 SEP Chapter 17: DRACO - PLAY NICE UNTIL DESSERT Notes: Chapter Text SAT 09 SEP Notes: Chapter 18: DRACO - FIRSTS Chapter Text MON 11 SEP Chapter 19: HERMIONE - FALSE START Notes: Chapter Text TUE 12 SEP THU 14 SEP Notes: Chapter 20: DRACO - BIGGER FISH Chapter Text THU 14 SEP Chapter 21: HERMIONE - LUCARD Notes: Chapter Text FRI 15 SEP Notes: Chapter 22: DRACO - ORANGE Chapter Text FRI 15 SEP Chapter 23: HERMIONE - LITTLE BIRDIE Notes: Chapter Text SAT 16 SEP THU 28 SEP Notes: Chapter 24: DRACO - TRUCE Chapter Text FRI 29 SEP Chapter 25: DRACO - PAGE 269 Chapter Text SAT 30 SEP Chapter 26: DRACO - MOVIE NIGHTS Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 27: DRACO - FORAGING Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 28: HERMIONE - BLOODY REDCAPS Chapter Text THU 19 OCT THE HEEL FRI 20 OCT Chapter 29: HERMIONE - DEFORESTATION Chapter Text Chapter 30: DRACO - THE LIST Chapter Text SAT 28 OCT Chapter 31: HERMIONE - FRENCH ORANGE TART Chapter Text SUN 29 OCT Chapter 32: DRACO - FRENCH ORANGE TART Chapter Text SUN 29 OCT Chapter 33: DRACO - BETTER LIES Chapter Text TUE 31 OCT Chapter 34: HERMIONE - 20 QUESTIONS Chapter Text TUE 31 OCT Chapter 35: DRACO - DRUNK TONGUE Notes: Chapter Text TUE 31 OCT Notes: Chapter 36: HERMIONE - EIGHT Notes: Chapter Text TUE 31 OCT Notes: Chapter 37: DRACO - SOBER MIND Chapter Text WED 01 NOV Chapter 38: HERMIONE - BLIPS Notes: Chapter Text WED 01 NOV THU 02 NOV Notes: Chapter 39: DRACO - BLUR Notes: Chapter Text THUR 02 NOV - FRI 03 NOV Notes: Chapter 40: HERMIONE - RECORDS Notes: Chapter Text FRI 03 NOV Notes: Chapter 41: DRACO - DISTRACTION Notes: Chapter Text FRI 10 NOV Notes: Chapter 42: HERMIONE - 4AM Notes: Chapter Text FRI 10 NOV Notes: Chapter 43: HERMIONE - TIS THE SEASON Chapter Text Chapter 44: HERMIONE - FRIENDSGIVING Notes: Chapter Text FRI 24 NOV Notes: Chapter 45: DRACO - NINE Notes: Chapter Text FRI 24 NOV Notes: Chapter 46: HERMIONE - MUNGO'S Chapter Text SAT 25 NOV Chapter 47: HERMIONE - END OF TERM Chapter Text Chapter 48: DRACO - COME BACK TO BED Notes: Chapter Text THU 14 DEC – FRI 15 DEC Notes: Chapter 49: HERMIONE - WINTER BREAK Chapter Text TUE 19 DEC TUE 26 DEC THU 28 DEC FRI 29 DEC Chapter 50: HERMIONE - BLACKOUT BLAKE Notes: Chapter Text SUN 31 DEC Notes: Chapter 51: DRACO - ICEBERG DEEP Chapter Text SUN 31 DEC Chapter 52: HERMIONE - JASMINE Notes: Chapter Text SUN 31 DEC Notes: Chapter 53: DRACO - SOFT AND LOVEABLE Chapter Text MON 01 JAN 2010 Chapter 54: HERMIONE - FINITE INCANTATEM Chapter Text MON 01 JAN Chapter 55: DRACO - SILENCIO Notes: Chapter Text MON 01 JAN Notes: Chapter 56: PART 2 Chapter Text Chapter 57: HERMIONE - COME BACK Notes: Chapter Text MON 01 JAN Chapter 58: HERMIONE - GIRLS' TRIP Notes: Chapter Text TUE 02 JAN WED 03 JAN THU 04 JAN – SAT 06 JAN Notes: Chapter 59: HERMIONE - BETTER LIES Chapter Text SUN 07 JAN MON 08 JAN TUE 09 JAN WED 10 JAN Chapter 60: HERMIONE - SOME WELL-KNOWN, WELL ESTABLISHED, UNIVERSAL LAW Chapter Text THU 11 JAN Chapter 61: DRACO - NOTHING Chapter Text FRI 12 JAN Chapter 62: HERMIONE - BAD COMPANY Chapter Text FRI 12 JAN – SAT 13 JAN Chapter 63: DRACO - GHOST Notes: Chapter Text FRI 12 JAN SAT 13 JAN – SUN 14 JAN Notes: Chapter 64: HERMIONE - FRICTION Notes: Chapter Text SUN 14 JAN MON 15 JAN - THU 18 JAN FRI 19 JAN SUN 21 JAN TUE 23 JAN – FRI 26 JAN SAT 27 JAN SUN 28 JAN Notes: Chapter 65: DRACO - PERSPECTIVE Chapter Text SUN 28 JAN MON 29 JAN – TUE 30 JAN THU 01 FEB – FRI 02 FEB SAT 03 FEB Chapter 66: HERMIONE - HE WILL GET OVER IT Chapter Text SUN 04 FEB – WED 07 FEB TUE 06 FEB - THU 08 FEB FRI 09 FEB Chapter 67: DRACO - SALSA Notes: Chapter Text FRI 09 FEB Notes: Chapter 68: HERMIONE - CLOSER Chapter Text CLOSER WED 14 FEB THU 15 FEB FRI 16 FEB SUN 18 FEB MON 19 FEB Chapter 69: DRACO - EPPUR SI MUOVE Notes: Chapter Text THU 22 FEB – WED 28 FEB THU 01 MAR FRI 02 MAR SUN 04 MAR MON 05 MAR Notes: Chapter 70: HERMIONE - DANCE WITH ME Notes: Chapter Text THU 08 MAR FRI 09 MAR Notes: Chapter 71: DRACO - CASUAL Chapter Text FRI 09 MAR – THU 15 MAR FRI 16 MAR Chapter 72: HERMIONE - ONE MORE NIGHT Notes: Chapter Text FRI 16 MAR - SAT 17 MAR Notes: Chapter 73: HERMIONE - THE OFFER Chapter Text SUN 18 MAR MON 19 MAR TUE 20 MAR – THU 22 MAR FRI 23 MAR Chapter 74: HERMIONE - GO GET YOUR MAN Chapter Text SAT 24 MAR SUN 25 MAR – FRI 30 MAR SAT 31 MAR Chapter 75: DRACO - INEPTITUDE Chapter Text SAT 31 MAR Chapter 76: HERMIONE - THE BEACH Chapter Text SAT 31 MAR – SUN 01 APR Chapter 77: DRACO - SOLET Notes: Chapter Text MON 02 APR Notes: Chapter 78: HERMIONE - PINKY PROMISE Notes: Chapter Text TUE 03 APR – SAT 07 APR SUN 08 APR Chapter 79: DRACO - FOURTH DATE TERRITORY Notes: Chapter Text MON 23 APR TUE 24 APR THU 26 APR Notes: Chapter 80: HERMIONE - ARE WE... COURTING? Notes: Chapter Text FRI 27 APR SAT 28 APR SUN 29 APR TUE 01 MAY WED 02 MAY THU 03 MAY – FRI 04 MAY SAT 05 MAY SUN 06 MAY MON 07 MAY TUE 08 MAY WED 09 MAY THU 10 MAY – FRI 11 MAY TUE 15 MAY SAT 19 MAY SUN 20 MAY Notes: Chapter 81: DRACO - WORTHY Notes: Chapter Text SUN 20 MAY MON 21 MAY – TUE 22 MAY WED 23 MAY THU 24 MAY – FRI 25 MAY TUE 29 MAY Notes: Chapter 82: HERMIONE - NARGLES Notes: Chapter Text WED 30 MAY Notes: Chapter 83: DRACO - THE RUSALKA, THE VEELA, THE SUCCUBUS Notes: Chapter Text SUN 03 JUN – WED 06 JUN Notes: Chapter 84: DRACO - LAST FERRY TO THASSOS Notes: Chapter Text THU 07 JUN – FRI 08 JUN SAT 09 JUN SUN 10 JUN Notes:

Chapter 1: PART 1

Chapter Text

PART 1
“Don’t swear by the moon, for she changes constantly. Then your love would also change.” - William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

Chapter 2: DRACO - TEE SHIRT THEORY

Notes:

“Men like me… are freed from common rules just as we are cut off from common pleasures. Ours, my boy, is a high and lonely destiny.” – The Magician’s Nephew, C.S. Lewis (1955)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

WED 05 JULY 2009

Draco loathed change.

When his expanded role in Snape Lab conflicted with Quidditch practice for the Oxford/Hogwarts Varsity team, Head Coach Hooch had peremptorily dismissed him from the team: Change. He supposed there were always the bouts at the Burrow. But there was something invigorating about playing at a semi-professional level that even the fieriest clashes with Potter couldn’t replicate.

Mother had wasted little time filling his newly lightened calendar with teas, dates, and Society events. Father quickly followed suit, looping him into more Malfoy Estate and Holdings meetings.

There was a bright side to these changes, however. Draco was able to display his business acumen. And the myriad of dates solidified the sneaking suspicion that he might actually want more than a loveless, business arrangement of a marriage. He held that fiendish suspicion behind layers and layers of walls, never letting it see the light of day. Although… sometimes when his defenses were down, and his walls were floating in a sea of something top-shelf, 80-proof, and dreadfully expensive, he’d let his mind wander… And that’s where it tended to go.

He tended to wonder why he’d never felt the spark his parents had. Even after innumerable dates with some of the most beautiful, accomplished, and pedigreed witches in Europe. He was particular, sure, but he didn’t have a list or anything. He wasn’t Mr. Darcy. He wholeheartedly trusted his mother’s judgement in selecting potential candidates to succeed her as the ‘Malfoy woman.’ She knew what it took to be Mrs. Malfoy. He was looking for… something else. Something that moved him. Something… indescribable… Hence, he didn’t have a bloody list. He supposed he’d know it if he found it. When he found it. When he found her. And he hadn’t found her yet. He did, however, have somewhat of an anti-list.

Unfortunately, Astoria had many of the qualities on that list. Their arrangement (which had been convenient at the outset) was swiftly approaching its expiration date. He’d have to let her down gently. And soon. Because she was starting to get that look in her eyes. That mooning, starstruck look like she saw a lavish wedding and tow-haired babies in their future. She’d even dropped a not-so-subtle hint about a courting agreement. Draco shuddered at the thought. They had no future. And a courting agreement would be a complicated and monstrously expensive decision to undo. Not to mention Father would be livid. He abhorred even the hint of bad decisions… and bad matches.

Dating Astoria had once been a good play. Their handful of dates and appearances at Society events with her on his arm had cooled the heels of many of the women Mother and other mothers threw onto his path. Besides, the women who clamored to enroll in courses where he served as T.A (with the hope of catching his eye) put themselves out of the running since it was unethical and forbidden in the Hogwarts University bylaws for Teaching Assistants to fraternize with their students. And yes, that had factored heavily into Draco pressuring Snape to give him more T.A courses. Not that he’d admit that to Narcissa.

The additional assignments and lab responsibilities also provided convenient excuses to skip the incessant teas, salons, galas, and whatever other faff Mother pressed him to attend. Draco taking those additional T.A assignments off Jensen’s plate had afforded the bloke more time to devote to research. He’d recently made a breakthrough and landed his own lab under Snape’s imprint. Jensen’s promotion had led to Snape further expanding Draco’s scope in the lab… A virtuous, yet vicious, cycle.

Pansy agreeing to host an Exchange student with a multisyllabic flower name for a year – Heather or Hyacinth or something: Change. She’d drag the girl to all their dinners and outings, and it would throw off the group dynamic. Draco had honed his circle to those who didn’t need him for status or access, who wanted none of his money, who didn’t leak his whereabouts or spill his secrets to the Prophet, and whose company he genuinely enjoyed. He was required to tolerate infernal, grubby-pawed women on Marriage Mart dates and Society events. He would not abide whatever hanger-on Pansy was babysitting for the year.

Pansy had assured him that the new girl had passed a Muggle background check. Furthermore, the bloke her father used for these kinds of things hadn’t uncovered any concerning intel. “You’re under no obligation to like her, Draco. Just be nice.

He’d chuckled at that. Any witch who’d completed a lengthy personality test and matched with Pansy Parkinsoncertainly had thick skin. She’d need it in spades to survive their den of snakes. He’d be polite, certainly, but he didn’t have to like her… or be nice. Draco loved Pansy dearly, but he couldn’t imagine having two witches with her personality around. Pansy wrapped her wrath in a prim and polished shell he sincerely doubted this American expat could even come close to replicating. And he didn’t think their group had room for a third strong-willed spitfire with a dry wit and fiery temper. He already had his hands full with Pansy and Ginevra!

Snape backtracking and softening on the permissions and research niche he’d carved out for Draco, making him share with some new Apprentice – Graham or some such: Change. Although Snape was his godfather, Draco had clawed his way up the ranks in Snape lab. He’d be damned if some new swotty Apprentice unseated him this late in the game. The git already had an Herbology Mastery, stellar marks in Potions, years of research experience, and was studying to be a Muggle Doctor. Draco was never threatened by anyone, but this Graham swot certainly came close. He’d have to keep an eye on the fellow.

Since her exchange student was due to arrive tomorrow, Pansy was staying in England for most of the summer and would spend a few afternoons a week at her top-secret Ministry internship. All she could say was that she was putting her knowledge of runes and ancient languages to the test. Draco and Lucius had high clearances by virtue of the Malfoy Estate’s business with the Ministry, but even Father hadn’t been read into Pansy’s work.

“The nature of my work is unspeakable,” she’d chided with a wink.

Blaise was interning with the Foreign Investments arm of Barclay’s for the summer and Theo was completing a couple courses toward his Culinary Arts degree at Le Cordon Bleu London. He’d finished his pastry certificate a few summers ago and was completing coursework at Oxford/Hogwarts to fulfill a deathbed promise to his late father. His Econ/Poli-Sci double major was the usual curriculum choice for most heirs so they could educably steward their Estates without total dependence on lawyers and solicitors. Since circ*mstances dictated the snakes remain in England for much of the summer, they’d spent a few weeks at the Parkinson villa in Fiji for Draco’s birthday at the beginning of the summer and planned to do a few weeks at the Zabini Estate in Italy before the start of term. The next few months laid open to Draco, ripe with possibility.

Draco’s mobile buzzes beside him on the bed. Theo, Blaise and Harry in the boys’ group chat making plans for the night. They’d settled on a cigar lounge. Draco declines, opting instead for a quiet night in listening to music. He preferred the cigar clubs in Spain and Italy anyway. He does, however, agree to go out with them Saturday night.

He fumbles among his sheets for the remote to turn the stereo volume up when an old Chaka Khan song starts playing. ‘Captured effortlessly. That’s the way it was. Happened so naturally, I did not know it was love.’

His mobile buzzes again. Astoria requesting ‘help’ choosing a gown for the night’s Gala –endangered animals or something. He’d had his excuse ready that morning at breakfast when Mother extended the invite: late night at the lab. It wasn’t entirely untrue. He had actually stayed a little late today - hunting down Vinea capra for the Fairy potion he was working on. He was under ever-increasing pressure from Snape to lock down a vendor and present the overbearing man with a test brew. The deadline was swiftly approaching, and Snape’s deadlines were monstrous, ghastly, barbed things and utterly immovable.

Draco had a narrow window tomorrow morning in which to find a vendor, execute a purchase order, then start prepping the brew all before a business meeting with Lucius at noon. This development had been met with grumbles from Father, who’d reminded him (as if such a thing were necessary) that he didn’t work at the lab on Fridays and that Estate business took precedence. Narcissa had tapped her pendant and wrapped her gauzy shawl tighter over her shoulders as if she too had caught the chill from Father’s icy glare. One could have heard a Fairy fart in the deafening silence of the dining room. Draco had lost his appetite after that, pushing the sausage and runny eggs around his plate until Mother summoned Celine to clear the plates and bring espresso and biscotti.

Father was right, of course. Draco didn’t work Fridays. He preferred to keep Thursday afternoons and Fridays flexible in case travel or business obligations arose. Which they always did… at the most inopportune times. But he was a Malfoy, “and this was Malfoy business,” his father’s stony drawl would echo from the recesses of his mind, galvanizing him into action. ‘Malfoy business’ was also why he routinely declined Snape’s offer to join the Ministry delegations to conduct consultations and administer their Potions to their creature clients along with representatives from St. Mungo’s and the Magical Creatures Unit (MCU) under the protection of a team of Aurors.

Teal or green, reads Astoria’s next text.

Two more buzzes bring photos. The teal (a low-cut number) or the green (a backless number).

Decisions, decisions, he teases, buying time.

Ultimately, he chooses: The green. While the honorary snakes - Harry, Ginevra, Luna, Ron, and Neville – had attended Gryffindor or Ravenclaw Academies. Draco had attended Slytherin Preparatory School in London with the rest of the snakes. This fact, coupled with the emerald stone in his Malfoy family signet ring, led everyone to assume his favorite color was green. He didn’t correct them.

Blaise and Theo had once commented on the parade of green-clad witches photographed with Draco on Marriage Mart dates, hoping to increase their chances by linking themselves to the Malfoy color in his mind. Or at the very least catching his eye with his purported favorite color.

“But-”

“But green is not your favorite color,” Theo interjected with that whiny voice he used to mimic Draco.

Harry smiled mischievously. “It’s like those graphic tees-”

“The what?” Blaise asked.

“Muggle tee shirts with slogans and song lyrics,” Harry explained.

“Ah. Carry on.”

“There are some that say, ‘If you can read this, you’re too close.’ For Draco, if they don’t know his favorite color’s green…” Harry intoned, quirking a brow at him.

“They’re not close enough,” Draco mused.

And thus the ‘tee shirt theory’ was born. Sure, once upon a time, he’d had the Slytherin green bedding and room decor. But as he aged, his tastes evolved. Now he opted for modern pieces and clean lines. Less of the stuffy, oversized dark furniture that added to the Manor’s imperious grandeur.

Alas, his favorite color was grey, not green. Grey, the color of his eyes. Halfway between white (all colors) and black (the absence of color). He was also partial to red. There was something about its brilliance and vibrance that especially appealed to him. Many of the flowers in the Manor Garden and greenhouse were shades of red. In nature, red could signal poison, beauty, or food – like berries or apples, some of his favorite fruits second only to oranges. He knew all of this in theory, not quite in practice, since the only ‘foraging’ he did - outside of the practical courses for his recently declared Herbology Minor - was through the Portuguese orchards and the Manor greenhouse.

The radio DJ keeps the 80s vibes going with another Chaka Khan song. ‘Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall. For the chance to be with you, I'd gladly risk it all. Through the fire, through whatever, come what may. For a chance at loving you, I'd take it all the way. Right down to the wire. Even through the fire.’

His mobile buzzes again. Want to see what’s underneath?

Astoria was… a lot. But Merlin if she wasn’t sexy and generous with her body. And if she was offering...

Please, he replies.

He tries to calm himself while awaiting her response. Would she call? Would she send a video? A text? The heat of anticipation pools low in his belly. He settles deeper into his pillows and runs a hand down his torso, the sensations a tingling counterpoint to the warm honey in his veins. Three buzzes back-to-back and he’s hardening. He palms himself over his pajama bottoms, feels the throbbing as he squeezes. A groan catches in his throat as he opens their text thread and flicks through the pictures of her in lacy black lingerie.

Merlin.” He exhales a long, shaky breath as he slips his hand inside his pajamas, setting a languid pace with a slow, tight grip. Heart thundering in his ears, chest heaving, his hips buck off the bed and warm seed spills over his fingers as he imagines spilling all over her tit* instead. When his heart rate slows and the last spasms of his org*sm have abated, he vanishes the evidence with a wandless cleaning spell.

He doesn’t trust her enough to send an image or video of him cumming… or the aftermath. As such, his reply is simply: Thank you. Come by later for round two.

Sex with Astoria was… prosaic. Unremarkable. But as the heir to quite literally the largest fortune in wizarding Europe – if not all of Europe – he was particular with his prick. The only ‘talk’ he’d received from Father had consisted of three hissed words. “Don’t embarrass me.” The man would have his head if Draco added any errant branches to the Malfoy tree, not least of which with a witch he deemed unsuitable.

The woman he brought home to Lucius would have Mother’s vociferous approval. She’d be beautiful, accomplished, and worldly. And if he didn’t love her already, he would at least see himself growing to love her in the future. Hmm, maybe he did have a list after all. But surely that wasn’t the extent of it, his mind wondered as he let it wander… to that place. It would be nice if they had some things in common. Something upon which to build a foundation. Bonus points if she had a great sense of humor and a trenchant wit. Integrity and poise… Funnily enough, he was describing someone like… Pansy. But… softer. Not as sharp around the edges. Surely there were other things he sought, but they were stuck in the pre-verbal part of his brain.

He supposed he’d know it when he felt it. If he felt it. Thankfully, Mother never pressed or pried when he rejected a witch. Though the fount of her patience was deep, it wasn’t bottomless. His parents - dubbed ‘Slytherin Sweethearts’ by the Daily Prophet and the defunct French version, Le Présage – had met and fallen in love at Prep School. After pursuing degrees at Oxford/Hogwarts – simply unheard of for a ‘Malfoy woman’ – Narcissa and Lucius married at the ripe old age of 21, very late for a Malfoy marriage. In contrast, Draco’s Potions Mastery and Oxford Economics course work required four years minimum. He was entering his third year in the fall and pursuing his Potions Doctorate could add as much as six additional years.

His paternal grandmother Éve (with whom Narcissa’d had a bitterly contentious relationship) had balked when he said he might prefer a college-educated woman. “A woman like that wouldn’t make you or the children a priority, Draco. Her concerns would be outside of the home,” she’d scoffed. “That is not appropriate of the Malfoy woman.”

He’d disagreed. A self-actualized woman, who was doing exactly the things she wanted to do, would be an expert prioritizer, have her own interests, and wouldn’t be breathing down his neck all the time. A self-actualized woman would know her weaknesses and strengths and hire the appropriate nannies and support staff to fill the gaps. He didn’t want a woman who would consider being his wife – the ‘Malfoy woman’ (an expression he loathed, by the way) – her crowning glory and the yardstick by which she’d measure her worth.

sh*te. Maybe he was Mr. Darcy after all.

After vicious disagreement Draco, Mother and Mémé Éve had reached a compromise: No hard sciences.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
- Chaka Khan songs: Ain’t Nobody – Chaka Khan and Rufus (1983); Through The Fire – Chaka Khan (1984)
- Re Mr. Darcy’s list and the troubles of finding an accomplished woman > From Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen:
“Mr. Darcy: “All this she must possess, and to all this she must yet add something more substantially, in the improvement of her mind by extensive reading.”

Elizabeth Bennett: “You must comprehend a great deal in your idea of an accomplished woman… I am no longer surprised at your knowing only six accomplished women. I rather wonder now at your knowing any.”

Chapter 3: HERMIONE - HONEYGLOWS

Notes:

“Alice felt dreadfully puzzled. The Hatter’s remark seemed to have no sort of meaning in it, and yet it was certainly English." - Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland (1865).

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

THU 06 JUL 2009

Hermione starts her exchange year in England hungover, slumped over her bags in Heathrow Airport, shoveling a sausage roll into her mouth and sipping a (shudder) Chamomile tea. Who’d had the bright idea to road trip with friends for two weeks before her departure date, leaving a mere day and a half to pack her life into a trunk, duffle bag and backpack – with Extension charms, of course – then got dragged out to a surprise going-away slash super early birthday party, got blitzed then dozed in the back of the car as her parents raced traffic to get her to her gate on time? Oh right, this gal.

She hiccups and laments the miserable sight she must make sallow and puffy-eyed, slumped over her luggage with her sweatshirt balled up under her head like a pillow. During a moment of lucidity after she’d stumbled home in the wee hours, she’d sorted her gifts and stuffed the ones she’d need in London into one of her bags. Then she’d showered and dressed in black leggings and a long sleeve shirt before falling into bed. The same leggings and shirt she’d worn to the airport under an oversized Harvard/New College sweater with her feet jammed into colorful Nike sneakers. She was in the UK now so she supposed she should call them ‘jumpers’ and ‘trainers,’ even in her head. She snorts at the Britishisms then immediately regrets it as a jolt of pain zips through her already pounding head.

She’s sprawled on the floor of the Arrivals terminal waiting for Pansy from her host family. Pansy’s last text said she and her friend, Daphne, had hit traffic. She smiles at how close she and Pansy had gotten in such a short time. She didn’t regret not taking a Portkey or the International Floo one bit. She would have spewed all over herself when her feet touched something solid after the disorienting pull of Portkey or the whirl of the Floo. A long red-eye flight to sleep off the worst of her hangover had been the best option.

Merlin, she’d miss Harvard, and New College - Harvard’s original college which housed the Wizarding departments. But she was going to freaking Oxford! And Hogwarts – hoggy, warty, Hogwarts! She had her med school pre-reqs under her belt and was a newly minted Herbology Master – the youngest to obtain an Herbology Mastery in Harvard history! She’d knock out her Potions Apprenticeship this year at the most prestigious lab in Europe (if not the world), take classes with amazing Professors, then return to the States for her final year at Harvard. She’d finish her Potions Mastery, take her MCAT, attend Harvard’s Medical School, obtain her Healer rites at the New College Healer Hospital then channel all those achievements into an illustrious medical career. Hermione was nothing if not a planner. And that was her plan.

First things first, though: hydration… And standing up without seeing double. Hermione sees them walking toward her: two Pansy’s and two Daphne’s pushing trollies. Pansy is tall and slim with shrewd, green eyes, glossy black hair in a pixie haircut, an impeccable royal blue romper, expensive leather sandals and a buttery, brown leather handbag in the crook of her elbow. Daphne is very pretty, curvier, and slightly taller than Pansy, with blue eyes and long, curly, honey blonde hair in soft waves down her back. She’s wearing a white sundress and white leather sandals with a matching white purse in the crook of her elbow. Hermione ignores the pang of self-consciousness that flares in her as the four – er, two – of them walk toward her.

Everyone chooses different ways to express themselves, she counsels herself.

Hermione favored black. And a pop of color. She’d recently cut her bushy, curly brown hair to shoulder length. Freed from all the bulk, her hair now naturally fell into waves or big, juicy ringlets around her shoulders. It even had more dimension and streaks from her recent time in the Australian sun. Besides, there was no contest. She was dressed for travel and had been on the road and on flights for the past week while these girls had spilled out of bed well-rested, then expertly applied their makeup before selecting their crisp clothes. If anything, Hermione had just gained access to two impeccable closets to raid if the need arose. That meant less of the need to shop for clothes and more chances for her to shop for the things that mattered to her – like books and knives and foraging gear. She snorts again, a bad idea with the pounding in her head that the greasy pastry and her least favorite flavor of tea did nothing to assuage.

“Granger!” Pansy’s voice is equal parts miffed and amused at the sad sight of Hermione slumped over her bags. “This is Daphne Greengrass,” Pansy says, pointing to the tall blonde witch beside her.

“Nice to officially meet you.” Hermione ekes out a smile for the blonde witch who’s still fuzzy around the edges. A marked improvement from when she’d appeared in duplicate. “Cool earrings,” she says, hoping a compliment would liven up the chilly reception she’d given Daphne.

“Thanks.” She smiles. “They’re aquamarine, my family stone.”

“Oh right, that’s a thing you all do here.”

“Mmhmm. Pansy’s is peridot,” she says, pointing to the ring with the pear-cut gem on Pansy’s right hand.

Pansy waggles her fingers. “Indeed. The pear cut was popularized by Narcissa Malfoy. You’ve heard of her, right?”

Hermione nods. “Vaguely.” Her response is flat since slogging through the mess of her hungover brain to offer up facts required more energy than she can muster at the moment.

“What’s the damage, Granger? You struck me as a more vibrant person… with all your exclamation points.” Pansy smirks down at her, miming sending an exuberant text message with her thumbs.

It was true. She and Pansy had exchanged loads of texts and emails since being paired together for Hermione’s year abroad and in her excitement, she had used lots of exclamation points. But her head was spinning, and she was trying to keep down her meager breakfast.

The damage? Hermione sniffs and croaks out, “Cuervo.”

Pansy rolls her eyes and slides her hand into the supple leather handbag perched in the crook of her elbow. The light glints off the stone on her ring as she removes three vials from her bag. “Hangover and Pepper Up. And a Rejuvenating, since you’ve been on a transatlantic flight. Drink up, Granger.” She holds out the potions to Hermione who downs them one by one.

“Thank you. I owe you.” She smiles at Pansy as the fog in her brain abates. She feels the tingle of the Rejuvenating Potion spreading warmth and ease through her body. The Pepper Up sends a jolt to her brain. “Whew!” She shudders. “Thank you!” She exclaims, more alive this time. As the fog lifts, Hermione combs her muddled brain for the files marked ‘Malfoy.’ There wasn’t much.

After the Brits declassified the War Inquiry Report and trial transcripts, there had been an article or two in The Chronicle – the national wizard newspaper back home in the US. Narcissa Malfoy and her husband, Lucius, had been members of Voldemort’s inner circle. Her change of heart – and subsequent betrayal of the Dark Lord – had led to his defeat and averted an all-out war. The woman’s fashion choices, however, had not made it into the Chronicle. Or at least not the pages Hermione read. “Narcissa’s a War Hero, right? Like um… Harvey Parker?” Hermione smiles.

Daphne guffaws. “Please call him ‘Harvey Parker’ when you meet him later. He’s so used to everyone knowing his name, he’ll probably get a kick out of someone bunging it up like that. I think Harvey Parker may be a first, right Pans?”

Hermione feels the heat of a blush rising up her cheeks. Mortified, she shakes her head. “Sorry, I-”

“Potter,” Pansy corrects her, amused.

“Sorry. Harvey Potter.”

Daphne laughs even harder. “Ha-” She wheezes. “-Ree.”

Harry Potter! Oh my gosh. I’m so sorry!” The sight of Daphne clutching her sides as she laughs sets Hermione off too. “But you’ve got to admit,” she adds between giggles, “me remembering their names from two half-page articles almost four years ago is really good.”

Daphne pulls her cell phone out of her bag. “I’m texting Harvey. This is too funny!”

Pansy rolls her eyes. “Granger, we won’t fill your head with any more talk of family stones and traditions right now. You’ll get enough of that soon. We want to show you around London!” Pansy exclaims as she motions for a nearby gate attendant to help them load Hermione’s bags onto the trollies. Soon the bags are in the trunk of Pansy’s SUV and they’re speeding down the M4 highway toward central London. After Pansy and Daphne show her around the city, they park in front of an open-air sandwich place with long rows of bench seating. Hermione is grateful her stomach has finally settled so she can keep down lunch.

Soon more people are around the table, introducing themselves and chattering excitedly: Theodore (“Call me Theo!”); Blaise (“Call me Blaise.”); Harry (“Call me Harry. Though I’ll answer to Harvey, just for you!”); Ginevra (“Call me Ginny!); Ronald (“Call me sometime. Ouch! Merlin, Blaise. Fine, call me Ron.”); Neville (“Just Neville, thanks.”); and Luna (“You’ve got some visitors...”).

Luna is so dreamy and aloof Hermione isn’t sure she’s altogether here with them. She frowns and looks to Pansy for help parsing Luna’s cryptic message.

Pansy shakes her head and mouths, “Ignore her,’ before instructing everyone to tell Hermione about themselves and what they’re studying at Oxford/Hogwarts.

Daphne, Blaise, Harry, and Theo are studying Business and Economics at Oxford and Arithmancy at Hogwarts. Ron, who has a striking mop of wavy red hair and a lazy smile, is studying Political Science and Diplomacy at Oxford College and taking the required coursework at Hogwarts to become an Auror. Ginny, his younger sister, studies Kinesiology and Journalism at Oxford College and Charms at Hogwarts. She’d also recently signed to the Holyhead Harpies, a co-ed team in the Premier Quidditch League, with plans to continue coaching or become a Sportswriter after her professional career ends. Next, Luna shares that she studies Veterinary Sciences at Oxford College and Care of Magical Creatures at Hogwarts. Neville is next up since he’s sitting next to Luna.

Pansy leans over to her and whispers, “They’re dating.”

Neville shares that he studies Botany and Geology at Oxford College and is working toward an Herbology Mastery and a Potions Minor. Hermione grins and tells him she just completed her Herbology Mastery and could offer him any help he needed and would also love to accompany him on any foraging quests. He accepts her offer with a smile and invites her to join him on a foraging mission next week. After she and Neville exchange numbers, the group press her to share her majors and Mastery plans next and she marvels at the breadth of the group’s interests. She finds Pansy’s majors and concentrations the most interesting… and puzzling. Pansy studies Arithmancy and Runology at Hogwarts and several languages at Oxford.

Hermione leans into her and whispers, “What languages do you speak, Pansy?”

Pansy rattles off nearly a dozen languages she spoke in varying degrees of fluency.

Hermione chuckles when Pansy says she speaks near-fluent German. “I learned some German when I was considering attending Durmstrang University.” Their Potions program was a close second to Oxford’s.

Pansy frowns. “Why in the world did you think you needed to learn German for Durmstrang?”

Hermione snorts. “I thought it was in Germany.” The location of the draconian university was a tight-lipped secret in the States but Pansy’s, “Everyone knows Durmstrang is in Norway,” echoed the response any witch or wizard who’d spent time in Europe gave Hermione whenever she relayed the story of her blunder. Hermione rolls her eyes. “What does one do with Runes, Arithmancy, and several languages anyway?”

Pansy grins and taps her nose. “That’s an unspeakable secret, Granger.”

Hermione quirks a brow and smirks at her. “Well, you must be an absolute whiz on the Puzzle pages!”

Pansy shrugs. “I dabble. There are a few people in our group who are pretty good at those, but they do them only sporadically. After one fiendish Wednesday puzzle, Neville swore them off altogether!” She grins at Neville who blushes. “Only one person in our group still does consistently. He’s pretty good but-”

She’s cut off by Luna who gasps and exclaims in her breathy, distant voice, “Honeyglows!”

Neville turns to Luna and smiles fondly as she runs a hand through his hair. “What’s up, hun?” His tone is more loving than the one Pansy takes when she echoes his question, her voice dripping with sarcasm and disbelief as she exchanges a look with Daphne.

A serene smile spreads over Luna’s earnest face. “I sense honeyglows.”

Neville’s eyes widen and dart around the restaurant. His face is plastered with an almost comical level of concern. “Where?”

Hermione doesn’t know if he’s serious or just really committed to the bit.

“Here!” She says excitedly. “I’ve never sensed them here before.” Luna places a hand on his chest to calm him. “It’s fine. They follow nargles.”

Neville’s eyes widen even more as he audibly gulps before spluttering, “Are there- Are there nargles here with us today?” Once again, Hermione can’t tell if he’s genuinely concerned or just humoring his girlfriend. She doesn’t understand how the wizard in front of her could possibly be afraid of something he couldn’t see. And with such a cutesy little name, how bad could a honeyglow be? If there were an indeterminate amount of them whizzing about (if Luna was to be believed) but no one else could sense them, how much trouble could honeyglows and nargles really cause?

“Yeah, right,” Pansy mutters under her breath so only Hermione can hear.

“Maybe,” Luna says in her breathy, distant voice. “The honeyglows seem unsettled though. A lone nargle is rare and can be harder to find, even for honeyglows.”

Neville slumps in his seat and sighs in relief. “Phew, just one nargle. You scared me! I thought you were going to say there was a whole herd of them.”

Luna laughs – a tiny, tinkling laugh. “Groups of nargles aren’t called a herd. That would be silly.”

Hermione flashes an incredulous look at Pansy and then Daphne.

‘Ignore her,’ Daphne mouths.

“I can usually sense nargles. But I suppose a bottle of elvish wine will dull one’s senses.”

Neville blushes.

Hermione considers asking Luna what the heck a nargle even is and how one knows when they’re about but Pansy cuts into her thoughts. Leaning into her, she whispers, “This isn’t everyone Hermione. You’ll meet the others…” She waves her hand. “Whenever.” She cuts her eyes to Daphne. “Speaking of others. Daph, where is he?”

Hermione wonders who he is.

Daphne smirks at Pansy. “He’s out with Stori.”

Pansy huffs. “How much longer do you think that’ll last?”

Daphne shrugs. “Guess we’ll just have to wait and see.”

“It’s nice to have another Muggleborn around the group,” Harry says after the meal as they troop out of the restaurant and mill about on the sidewalk. The rest of the gang are hugging each other and talking excitedly about their plans for later.

“Oh right, that’s one of the words that’s different across the pond. We’re called non-mag in the States. Ooh, are there any Muggle things, you miss Harry?”

“Like what?”

Hermione shrugs. “I don’t know… bowling, skate rinks, mini golf, batting cages? Arcades? Going to the movie theater?”

Harry smiles a tad self-consciously. “Erm, a bit.”

“We can do them together,” she offers as Theo approaches them. “It might actually help make me less homesick…”

Theo smiles warmly. “I know what some of those words are, but not all of them. I’m intrigued. I think I’ll tag along to some of these Muggle adventures.”

Hermione swats Theo’s shoulder, smiling broadly. “Oh yeah?”

Theo smirks back at her.

“Well, you’re not invited!” She giggles and his eyes widen as he darts toward her and tickles her. She shrieks and dances away from him.

Daphne and Pansy shake their heads.

The gang make plans to meet up at a pub later before the others head off toward a covert location from which to Apparate. Pansy and Hermione walk back to the car chattering excitedly.

Parkinson Manor is in the ritzy Clifton suburb of Bristol near the Avon River Gorge. Pansy gives Hermione a tour of the Manor and introduces her to the Parkinson elves and Pansy’s parents (Stanislas and Brigitte). Afterward she unpacks in her room, takes a long hot bath in the en-suite bathroom, then settles in for a quick nap. She sleeps through a couple wand alarms and is still rather tired when Pansy comes in to wake her. All the travel and partying have finally caught up with her and Hermione’s body demands rest. Her limbs are heavy, and she knows she’ll be bad company. “I’ll be up for something tomorrow,” she says, snuggling deeper into the pillows as Pansy walks back toward the door to her room.

“We usually meet up every Friday for dinner, but our usual place is still under renovation. We’ll resume that tradition next week.”

Sleepily, Hermione asks why they don’t just go somewhere else.

Pansy scoffs. “We’re Purebloods. Tradition is paramount. It simply wouldn’t be Friday night without Ronaldo’s.”

“So, no plans tomorrow?”

“No. We’ll all meet up on Saturday to watch the boys and Ginny play Quidditch at the Burrow. She has to return to Wales for Harpies pre-season training on Sunday so they’re playing tomorrow instead. They usually play Quidditch on Sundays.”

Hermione yawns. “Okay.”

Chuckling, Pansy teases, “You’re not going to ask me what the Burrow is?”

Hermione giggles. “No, I’ll find out soon enough.”

“Sleep tight, Granger.”

FRI 07 JUL

Hermione awakens obscenely early the next morning. Tossing and turning and unable to go back to sleep, she decides to take a walk through the Parkinson gardens instead. She jams her feet into slippers and ties a robe around her pajamas - soft jersey pajama shorts, and an oversize long-sleeve Quidditch tee from Krum’s rookie year. Maroon with white stripes on the sleeve, the shirt has the team mascot (a lion), his number (09) on the front and his surname splayed in large white letters on the back. She returns to her room and naps for a couple hours before her hunger is too much to ignore. She enters the dining room around 11:30am to find Pansy at the table enjoying a late breakfast. When Mitsy appears, Hermione asks for a plate of whatever Pansy’s having before settling in a chair across from Pansy.

“Krum, as in Viktor Krum?” Pansy asks between bites of egg and sausage.

“The very same,” Hermione replies. Her smile turns into a smirk as she says, “Didn’t take you for a Quidditch fan, Pansy.”

“Gods no. I only go to the matches to see and be seen. But the boys talk about him. He started in the league really young – one of the youngest pros if I remember? And he does all those feints and crazy dives. The boys are gonna lose it to know you know him! And well enough to have his shirt.”

Hermione grins in lieu of telling her she has multiple Krum shirts.

“How’d you two meet?” Pansy asks, waggling her eyebrows.

“We met a few years ago at the World Cup in Australia. I’ve spent a few breaks and summers down there with family. A friend of a friend invited me to their fancy box seats. By this time Viktor had been Pro for a few years and there’s me in a fancy box, no interest in the game - in his line of sight for most of the match as he did his fly overs - engrossed in a book. He catches the snitch and presents it to me. There’s this huge fanfare and I’m like, ‘Um, thanks, I guess?’ He invites me to dinner and everyone in the box is going nuts, so I agree to it.” She shrugs. “He’s hot and it’s a free meal. Surprisingly, we hit it off. He’s all dark and broody, with his accent and his muscles. But he’s also super sweet and kind. He’s a generous lover and not shy in letting me know how much he likes and desires me… There was never a spark though. It was more so just, you know… a rolling boil. We’re not exclusive. He dates other people and so do I. But we’re kind of always there… in the background for each other. It feels good when we’re together but I never… crave him… you know?”

“And you want that?”

Hermione bites her lip. Did she want that? “I don’t know.” She shrugs. “I don’t have time for cravings.”

“Mm.”

“What about you?”

Pansy giggles. “Cravings?”

Hermione nods.

“I’ll tell you about mine someday.”

Hermione smiles. “I’ll hold you to that.”

After breakfast Hermione returns to her room to get dressed for the Lab. She conceals her sleeves of tattoos with glamours and puts her hair in two French braids. She mutters a Spiraligo charm to prevent the braids from unraveling without for hair ties. She prefers braids to a bun or ponytail to combat frizz and humidity while brewing. She opts for a black short-sleeve dress over a white collared shirt and Mary Janes. She slips her knife roll and Potioneering kit into her bag.

Pansy eyes her outfit with a hint of approval before they step through the Floo to Hogwarts. Pansy deposits her in front of the Science building, calling over her shoulder for Hermione to text her when she’s done. “We’ll do lunch on Diagon!”

Snape’s assistant, Millicent Bulstrode, meets her outside his office. She tells Hermione her itinerary for the day includes a few hours in Snape Lab before attending a campus tour. She’s handed a stack of lab journals for her use and three black Apprentice robes with a green stripe on each sleeve and a ‘Snape Lab’ placard on the lapel. She dons one and follows Millicent on a tour of the lab. She’s pointed to her lab station where Professor Snape meets her.

Hermione fishes a stack of pens and pencils from her bag – preferring them to quill and parchment – and drops them on the desk. She removes her new watch and places it on the desk as well. She draws the layout of the lab from memory and fills the page with her notes while Snape debriefs her.

There are big basin sinks and prep stations along a row of windows. There are two desks with printers, and computers tied to the electronic inventory management system through which they track ingredient and potion levels, create purchasing orders and invoices, and receive quota requests from Mungo’s, the Hogwarts Infirmary, and the Ministry of Magic.

Snape bristles at her umpteenth question but answers all the same. “No. No other lab functions have been digitized, Miss Granger.”

There are floor-to-ceiling shelves filled with vials of potions, ingredients, and cleaning supplies.

“Correct, Miss Granger, we use a standard silver thistle-based Everclean for cleansing.”

She co*cks her head as she scans the shelving units again, not quite able to discern the organizational system in use. She just might be on the cusp of cracking the code when Snape clears his throat. She follows the sound to find him a few paces in front of her about to turn down a corridor which – when she catches up to him – he informs her leads to more storage. Further along they pass two large conference rooms, Snape’s suite, and a few empty offices.

She continues her barrage of questions when they return to her lab desk. Snape responds through clenched teeth. She soldiers on with her final question (something about the organizational system had been nagging at her), asking him why certain items are stored near each other.

He quirks a brow at her in slight derision, his response nearly a growl.

Chastened, she averts her eyes. How else was she to learn if not by asking questions?

The walls of the main lab are ringed with individual cubicle-style desks, and many have stacks of paper, parchment, quills, lab notebooks, writing utensils, mugs, and other personal effects. There are two long lab benches in the middle of the room. There are various metal, brass, and pewter cauldrons bubbling at one of the long workstations in the middle of the space. Timers and lab notebooks float beside each active cauldron with notes, observations, and instructions. Beside each cauldron is a thick wooden cutting board. Many of the cutting boards have ingredients in various stages of preparation under Stasis charms.

She fights the urge to ask what they’re brewing but Snape motions for her to explore with a flick of his wrist. She returns to him when her curiosity is slaked. There’s a certain gleam in his eye when he requests a practical demonstration. He says she’s terrific on parchment - though he must certainly be rethinking his decision after all her questions - but he needs to assess her practical skills to know where to place her on the Lab roster. He lists the potions he wants her to brew and extends the empty workstation to accommodate the additional cauldrons he floats over. Wolfsbane, Amortentia, Veritaserum, Soporificus, Dreamless Sleep, Pepper Up, Hangover Potion, Sober Up, Calming Draught. Many of which they brew around the clock to keep a steady supply for Mungo’s and the Hogwarts Infirmary.

Snape hums his approval as she skillfully breaks down 30 beetle carcasses, extracting their hearts with careful, precise cuts after meticulously plucking their beautiful iridescent wings. The wings gave potions like Soporificus their lustrous sheen. “Well done.”

He tuts when she expertly scrapes the skin off a squat, knobby Mortifera root without piercing the flesh (which would have released an acrid scent into the lab). “Truly a fine specimen.”

While she goes through the steps to brew Wolfsbane verbally she does not brew it since it’s not the proper lunar condition for the start of the brewing cycle. She brews the other potions flawlessly, leaving the Amortentia for last.

She takes a whiff of the brew when it’s complete and its aroma has faint notes of scents she associates with Viktor: chocolate and almonds; grass (quidditch drills); figs (he is Bulgarian, after all); the spicy earthiness of his soap and pomade; and the zest of his cologne. The mute blend is rounded out by the pungent acridity of alcohol. Though he sees her whenever he’s in town and often arranges Portkeys for her to see some of his games when he really misses her, she thinks of him most when she’s tipsy… and horny.

Snape lets her help herself to a few potion vials. She nabs a few Hangovers and Pepper Ups since one can never have too many. Besides, she owes Pansy a couple vials. Since she’s an Herbology Master, has stellar grades and completed even more of her Potions course load than initially expected before the start of this Apprenticeship, Snape offers her an expanded role with a pay bump and new title: Senior Apprentice. They set her Summer Hours at 8am-3pm Mon-Thurs, with the plan to reassess at the start of Michaelmas Term based on her classes and workload. She’s getting paid well and will do some independent research, will assist on cases from Mungo’s and the Ministry, and will brew potions to fill their Mungo’s and Hogwarts quotas.

He dismisses her and says she’ll meet the rest of the team on Monday. “Welcome aboard, Miss Granger.”

She stows her robes in her secretly extended beaded crossbody bag and follows Millicent’s instructions to the Student Affairs office in Albus Hall. She joins the tour led by a wizard named Oliver Wood, who’s completing his Doctoral work and plays for the Yorkshire Badgers. There are a few other people on the tour, and he’s not annoyed by all their questions. In fact, he seems genuinely excited to nerd out about the school and shows them all a bunch of secret passages and tunnels. He seems genuinely impressed when Hermione charms their campus maps to display all the secret information he’s given them.

“It’s like we’re marauders, staking out the place and planning our attack,” someone jokes, and they all laugh.

Wood asks for her number and for permission take her out sometime. She smiles and agrees.

“sh*te!” He exclaims, glancing down at his watch. “I’m late for practice. Coach is not going to be pleased to hear I’m tardy from chatting up a pretty girl on a campus tour,” he teases.

Hermione giggles – she can’t help it – and chides herself that she’s agreed to go out with yet another Quidditch player. How do they keep finding me? She snorts, laughing softly to herself, shaking her head as she opens her text thread with Pansy.

She tells Daphne and Pansy about Wood over lunch on Diagon Alley. They use Pansy’s cell phone to look him up in the digital student directory and shriek at the first image. “Hermione, he’s proper fit!” Daphne scrolls to the next picture. “And he’s got a freaking eight-pack in his old Varsity Quidditch team picture!” Daphne exclaims.

“You said he’s a Doctoral Student and a Quidditch player?” Pansy asks. “Is that more your type? Brain and brawn? Sports and smarts?”

Hermione shrugs and smiles at Pansy.

After lunch, they give Hermione a tour of the grid of streets that make up Diagon Alley. Daphne has to make an appearance at a Society tea and Pansy has a date with a suitor whose identity she refuses to divulge. They ask if Hermione wants to entertain herself for a few hours or if she’d prefer to return to the Manor. Hermione opts to explore Diagon for a bit. Her first stop is Flourish and Blotts. She wanders up and down the aisles of the bookstore, tracing the spines of books that look interesting, and plucking a few off the shelf to skim. She’s perusing a text on potion stabilizers – a riveting passage on the superiority of Tutela res versus Stasis charms – when a shadow falls over the page. She looks up to find Ron with a stack of books in his arms.

“Hi Hermione. Bye Hermione.” He calls cheerily over his shoulder as he rounds the corner.

She brings a few books up to the counter to purchase before meandering over to the tattoo parlor around the corner. She decides to get a tattoo to commemorate the start of her time in England. While she has a lot of tattoos on her arms, she still has some empty spaces to fill between bigger pieces and the fleshy undersides of both arms. A bell tinkles as she steps inside the small, immaculately clean shop. The artist introduces himself as Dean Thomas, before leading her to a sitting area. They chat and she tells him she wants something UK-related that’s not Big Ben. “What’s the official… fruit of the UK?”

“Apples.”

“That’s great! My parents met in New York! They both attended Columbia University for Dental School. Two Tar Heels in the Big Apple; what are the odds?” Hermione already had a tattoo of scuppernong grapes - the state fruit of her home state, North Carolina. Her parents had moved back home during her final year at Gotham Preparatory Academy to be closer to family who’d helped them buy the failing dental office they’d reinvigorated into the booming practice it was today. “What about a bright red apple with a bite taken out of it? Ooh, and a worm!”

Dean chuckles, drafting the piece and showing it to her before transferring the stencil to her skin. He completes and magically heals the piece then gives her a charmed business card that updates with his hours. He taps the card with his wand to display his personal cell and gives her permission to text him directly to book appointments and hash out tattoo ideas in advance.

She’s window-shopping in front of a couple expensive dress shops up the street when Pansy texts her that her date is over. They meet up and Apparate back to the Manor for drinks and eventually dinner by the pool while the sun sets. They agree to do another late 11am breakfast the next day before they’ll Floo to the Burrow to watch the gang play Quidditch. “We may end up at the pool at Nott Manor afterward,” Pansy adds.

“Looking forward to it!” Hermione exclaims as they stop in front of the doors to their respective rooms.

Pansy quirks a brow at her. “The match?”

Hermione giggles. “No, the reading!”

SAT 08 JUL

Saturday is a scorcher. Hermione puts on a red bikini, a black mesh tank, frayed high-waist denim cut-off shorts, and flip flops. She transfigures her beaded bag into a beaded tote and chucks in a towel, a bottle of water, protein bars, the copy of ‘Hogwarts: A History’ she’d picked up at Flourish, her well-worn copy of ‘Pride and Prejudice’ and an erotic romance novel charmed with a dark leather cover and silver script on the spine that reads ‘Bardolph’s Theories on Economic Expansion.’

The Weasley Burrow is even more fanciful than Hermione could have imagined. The day is a whirlwind of food and laughter, innumerable gingers, and lots of children underfoot. More of Pansy’s extended friend group arrives and Hermione meets Padma and Parvati (sisters), Connor, Dennis, Paul, Benjamin, and Eddie – all of whom had attended Gryffindor Academy with Harry, Neville and the Weasleys.

Once the match ends, people meander over to the house and side yard to help Molly Weasley prepare a late lunch. Ginny coaxes Hermione onto a broom despite her objections that she’s not a strong flyer. She much preferred swimming. Or simply remaining on the ground. From the snatches Hermione had caught of the game, it was clear that Ginny was a menace on the field. However, she turns out to be a surprisingly gentle teacher. When Hermione says she’s hit her limit, Ginny helps her land smoothly, and they join the others in the side yard. Mrs. Weasley floats out platters of food and they enjoy a late lunch before the group splits up. Blaise says he’ll catch up with them later, jogging to catch up with Ginny as she enters the house to help her mother with the dishes. Pansy, Daphne, Theo, and Hermione apparate to Theo’s Manor and lounge by the pool for the rest of the afternoon.

Blaise joins them later and they’re listening to music and chatting when Daphne gets a call. “Astoria, is everything okay?” She asks when the call connects.

“Her sister,” Pansy whispers to Hermione.

“Wait… what? Astoria, slow down! He did what?” Daphne frowns at Pansy.

‘What happened?’ Pansy mouths.

Though her side of the conversation is garbled, Hermione can tell Daphne’s sister is distraught.

“Stori, it’s okay… No, I’m at Nott Manor… No, he’s not here… Yes, you can. Yes, you can! Just Floo here… Yes, she’s here too. You can tell both of us at the same time.”

The Floo roars from inside the house and the witch who Hermione presumes to be Astoria pops her head out of the deck doors. She has the same deep blue eyes as Daphne but is even taller and more svelte than her sister and has straight, ash blonde hair. “Daph, hurry!” She calls before turning on her heels and retreating further into the house.

“Hello to you too!” Theo crows after her. “That witch never fails to remind me why we never invite her out.” He flicks his eyes to Daphne’s departing form. “No offense, Daph.”

“None taken. But she’ll come out with us tonight.” She rolls her eyes at Theo’s dramatic gasp. “She shouldn’t be alone.”

Theo rolls his eyes in lieu of a response. Wise move.

Hermione chuckles and pads over to the drink cart to refresh her glass.

“He must have finally done it. For the life of me, I’ll never know why he allowed that set up. He should know better. Does he know he can say ‘No’ to mummy every once in a while. Does he have to go on every date she sets for him!” Theo nudges Blaise as they sidle up to her. Theo pulls three shot glasses forward and fills them with tequila. He hands one to Blaise and Hermione. “Trust me, you’re going to need it.” Theo says, motioning for Hermione to knock it back. She does so with a grimace and bites into the lime he offers her. “Good girl.”

“Such a defiant little dragon!” Blaise bites back a laugh. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say he was a bit of a romantic. Holding out for Mrs. Right or something. Must be all that ‘Slytherin Sweetheart’ talk that mummy’s filled his head with.”

They chuckle.

Hermione frowns to herself but bites back her question. None of this sounded romantic. But it wasn’t any of her business. From what she’d learned of Pansy and Daphne, their parents introduced them to eligible wizards but did not schedule their dates – though apparently some parents did – and they were under no pressure to marry any time soon from the looks of it. She wondered what made him – whoever he was - and even Astoria, so different from the rest of their friends.

“And Theo, mate, you owe me a hundred galleons.”

Theo blanches. “I thought we said 50!”

Hermione pours three more shots and places a lime wedge in front of each glass.

“Right. And I had double if he ended things before term started. Pay up!”

Theo grimaces. “I’ll transfer the galleons to your vault by the end of day Monday. Pleasure doing business with you, Zabini.”

Hermione hands them their shots and limes, setting herself up to do another with them. They clink glasses before knocking them back. “Do you guys bet on everything, or just your friends?” She asks, grimacing at the residual taste of tequila and lime juice.

Blaise and Theo grin. “Everything. We’re equal opportunity betters.”

“And what does ‘Slytherin sweetheart nonsense’ mean? How can anyone find a sweetheart if they’re being set up on dates by their mother?” So much for staying out of it!

Theo shrugs. “It’s the Pureblood way. Since the Almost War, things have changed but they’ve also stayed the same. Pureblood status may always have cultural cache and many in our friend group come from families that held those beliefs for centuries. His family still value it but they’re not fanatical. For them it’s a mix of things: romance, duty, tradition… But I think tradition will always come first.”

They continue to talk her ear off about the Sacred 28, Pureblood families, The Dark Lord, and their experience over the past few years since all-out war was averted. She vaguely remembered the Chronicle headline calling it the ‘Almost War.’

Hermione hears the voices of the other girls getting louder as they approach. “… you’ll find someone else, Stori,” Daphne counsels her sister. “He’s not the only fish in the sea.”

“Yeah, but he’s the biggest. And the best. I want the best,” Astoria retorts, rather mulishly.

Pansy scoffs. “Astoria, this isn’t a game. He’s not some prize.”

Astoria snorts. “Isn’t it? Think about it-”

Hermione tunes them out and turns back to Theo. “Who’s this ‘he’ everyone’s always talking about? Does he have a name?”

“Ha!” Theo exclaims. “He-”

Pansy clears her throat, cutting Theo off as the girls come to stand in front of him. Pansy turns toward Hermione and introduces her to Astoria.

“Oh right, the exchange student.” Astoria purrs as if the term was derogative. As if Hermione were nothing more than a mangy rodent. Like her namesake hawk considering its prey, the witch co*cks her head and steps closer to Hermione. “How long are you here for?”

Hermione stands her ground and replies with a tight smile. “A year.”

Astoria clasps her hands together. “Well then, I won’t waste my time getting to know you. We’ll keep it cordial, yeah?” She co*cks a perfectly arched brow as if expecting challenge.

Hermione’s gaze hardens and she bites back a rude retort.

“Stori, don’t be a bitch,” Daphne admonishes.

Hermione gasps.

Pansy quirks one of her perfectly trimmed eyebrows. “What? You were thinking it, Hermione.” They roll their eyes at each other and smirk.

“I was too polite to say it. A courtesy she didn’t give me.” Hermione turns to Astoria, “But it’s good to know where we stand. Goodbye, Astoria.” Hermione pivots on her heel and jumps into the pool. When she comes up for air, slicking her wet curls back from her face, she smiles innocently up at a drenched Astoria.

Astoria scoffs, gesturing at her soaked see-through patterned shift dress. “This is vintage Missoni!”

Hermione mutters a drying spell, flicking just a few more drops with a discourteous wave of her hand in the girl’s direction. “Good as new.” She flashes her a sh*t-eating grin before swimming over to where Blaise and Theo are slipping into the pool to join her.

Flying may not be her thing, but swimming certainly is. She races with the boys, holding her own against them, even beating them a few times, before reapplying sunblock and laying out on a pool chair, dozing in the last rays of the afternoon sun. The gang agree to split up and sort out dinner on their own before meeting at the Leaky Cauldron on Diagon around 9pm. Hermione requests a Muggle Pub experience after the Leaky with beer, darts, and pool.

“That can be arranged,” Blaise answers with a twinkle in his eye.

Back at Parkinson Manor they eat dinner on the balcony in Pansy’s room before separating to shower and change. Hermione dons a little black spaghetti strap mini dress. It hugs her curves, skimming her full hips and bum (as the Brits called it). She’d started to come into her own the past couple years as her figure filled out and she became less self-conscious about it. She enjoyed showing off her curves every now and again. She tames her hair into loose curls with Sleek-EZ and keeps the rest of her makeup simple with mascara and pink-tinted lip gloss. The time she’d spent in the Australia sun over the past few months and doing some of the travel she’d promised herself she’d do before college – and then put off for one reason or another – had her olive skin tanner and glowing, and the constellations of freckles on her cheeks, nose, shoulders, and chest were more prominent. She loved them. She loved ‘Summer Hermione!’ Tan, glowing, sexy, empowered. She forewent her Chacos and Birkenstocks – her ‘adventure sandals’ as her mother called them – in favor of some black platform sandals that were more on trend than she usually went for. Pansy had nudged her toward them while shopping in London her first day.

Pansy grins at the sandals and says Hermione’s outfit is very 90s, grimacing when Hermione digs in her bag for a flannel to knot around her waist for full grunge. Pansy vanishes the flannel back into the beaded bag with a flick of her wand, then tuts at the unpolished toenails she spies peeking through Hermione’s sandals.

Pansy rolls her eyes. “Hermione, really? We talked about this.”

Ad nauseam. “A proper witch wouldn’t be caught dead with unpolished toes. It simply isn’t right,” Hermione parrots Pansy’s words back to her in a nasally voice. She recalls the spell Pansy had taught her by the pool yesterday when she’d deigned to appear without painted nails: Unguis (for nail) and erubesco (for pink or red). She mutters Unguis aurum coruscent instead, coloring her toenails sparkly gold.

Pansy’s nails are painted in her signature blush pink. She’s in a royal blue sundress with matching sandals, and a little silver purse. Her jewelry for the night is silver and diamonds. Hermione twiddles with the rings on her fingers under Pansy’s scrutinizing gaze. Some were plain gold bands. One was the class ring from her high school and the other was the small diamond ring her parents had given her as a high school graduation present. Her ears were pierced with two sets of small diamond studs she always wore which paired with a delicate silver necklace with a small diamond solitaire pendant. She often wore rings and necklaces when she wasn’t brewing or foraging. She also had a few statement earrings passed down from her mother and other women in the family that she wore for dates and other special occasions.

Hermione crosses paths with Astoria on the prowl at the Leaky Cauldron wizarding pub (or ‘Leaky’ for short, as Theo had informed her). She flicks her gaze over Hermione, her eyes snagging on her hips and ass in her little black dress. Hermione wills herself not to slump, cover her body or show any weakness under Astoria’s withering, hawk-eyed glare.

“No bra, Hermione,” the insufferable witch spits. “Are we making a feminist statement?”

“Sure,” Hermione deadpans. Whatever got her out of whatever the hell this was. Why did Astoria hate her anyway?She scoffs. “Are you negging me, Astoria? I thought you weren’t acknowledging my presence?” She chides, pitching her voice to be heard over the din of the club and realizing she’d said more words to Astoria than she cared to utter ever again. If she never ever saw the witch again after tonight it would be too soon. Hermione flicks her eyes over the witch in cool appraisal. She’s tottering on nude stilettos and is in a backless, hunter green dress that doesn’t cover much more than Hermione’s. Honestly, the witch looked good. But two could play this game. “You should really use a cushioning charm, Astoria. I learned a fortification charm that might give your ankles some relief. You look…” Hermione co*cks her head for effect. “Wobbly. I could teach you. Wouldn’t want you to snap your ankles once you get some more liquor in you.”

Hermione hopes she hit the right balance of bitchery and helpfulness, cursing herself that she was being even remotely helpful to the woman who’d decided they were arch nemeses within 0.07 seconds of meeting her.

Astoria rolls her eyes again but mumbles, “Teach me,” so low Hermione almost misses it.

“What’s that?” Hermione teases, leaning in closer and cupping her hand around the shell of her ear.

“Teach. Me,” Astoria bites out.

Hermione rolls her eyes and enunciates the spell clearly. “Fortificus Talus.”

Astoria repeats it, casting it wandlessly before turning on her heel, throwing her hair over her shoulder, and strutting back toward the bar.

Much steadier now, Hermione notes, catching a whiff of her perfume – gardenia, lavender, musk, verbena, and pear. Fruity, floral, and sexy. Hermione curses her good smelling ass. So much for even a perfunctory ‘thanks Hermione; you rock!’ Hermione bites her lip.

Theo and Blaise materialize, each with a shot for her in an outstretched hand, the other holding two shots for themselves. “Drink up, Hermione!”

She accepts and knocks the shots back with them. Cinnamon overpowers her palette while a deep burn of whiskey coils down her throat. She lets out a garbled cry. “Blech, what is that!”

“Ogden’s,” they grin, singing the cursed name of the odious drink in unison.

“Ugh, gross. Never again!” Hermione pokes each of them in the ribs.

They fall over themselves with laughter, following behind her as she elbows her way to the bar to order something to wash away the vile taste. She’s delighted they have Crabbies, her favorite brand of alcoholic ginger beer. She starts a tab with a bottle of Crabbies and two more execrable shots for the boys. They knock the shots back before pulling her and her bottle of Crabbies out onto the dance floor.

Later, a cute guy, Seamus, strikes up a conversation with her at the bar while she waits for another round, distracting her from the text message she’s crafting to Viktor. She spends an hour and two more drinks locked in a heated discussion with Seamus about mythical creatures’ rights.

Pansy taps her and tells her they’re Apparating to the alley near Ivy House, the Muggle pub they’d agreed on.

“Can I come?” Seamus asks, flashing Hermione with puppy dog eyes.

Hermione giggles and nods her head. She attempts to close out her tab and he cuts her off, offering to pay. She smiles up at him as he steps in closer and presses a sweet kiss to her lips.

“Have a shot with me,” he whispers. He orders them two of what he’d been drinking and hands her the glass of reddish liquid. “Tortoise sloe gin,” he whispers in her ear, crowding into her space.

She eyes the shot before sipping it. It goes down easy with hints of citrus and plum and that clean, chemically aftertaste she’s always associated with gin. Her eyes sparkle. “Ooh, I like that!”

“I thought you would,” he beams. “It’s Irish, like me.”

Hermione blushes and raises up on her tiptoes, kissing him again. She turns to Pansy who’s eyeing them with a wide grin. “Lead the way.”

Seamus threads their fingers together as they troop out behind Pansy and Apparate to an alley near the pub. The gang dances and sings along to the music while they wait for a pool table to open up. They’re deep in a competitive game – Pansy and Harry against Hermione and Seamus – when Hermione sees a flash of green streaking through her field of vision toward the door.

He’s here,” Harry deadpans, motioning to the front of the pub. Hermione looks up and catches a flash of icy blond – the back of what she presumes is his head – heads above many of the other patrons as Astoria hugs him from behind.

Seamus pulls Hermione closer to him, nuzzling her neck and whispering that it’s her turn.

“Kiss me for luck!” She grins up at him. They press into each other, Seamus deepening the kiss before Pansy clears her throat. They step away from each other and Hermione lines up her shot. Hermione and Seamus lose the game but call dibs for a rematch against the winners of the next round. She pulls him over to a free darts board. He steps in close and gives her a tutorial. Hermione likes his scent: woodsy, spicy and sweet. There’s notes of plum and cherries, sage, a hint of soap, and light sweat from a night of dancing and bodies pressed against each other. She also smells herself on him - ginger and berries.

He’s tall and strong, kind, confident, steady, and warm. When he lets her win the round, she turns in his arms to face him and runs her fingers along the stubble of his jaw. He tucks a stray curl behind her ear and leans in to kiss her. She smiles up at him, taking in his green eyes and close-cropped, wavy auburn hair. He crooks his finger under her chin as their lips meet. Though she’d switched to beer, he’d been sipping gin-and-oranges and his mouth tastes warm and sweet.

Their kiss starts playful and sweet, his hands playing in her air. Her fingers creep up his lean form before she wraps her arms around his neck, pulling him closer. He presses into her - warm, soft, hard, and everywhere. They take their time, learning each other and building a rhythm with their lips and tongues. He presses his thigh between hers, groaning each time she rocks against him, responding with whimpers of her own.

They’re broken apart by a loud, “Oi! Oi! Clear the board!” to their left. They return – flushed and overheated – to the pool table to lose another game before Seamus pulls her along behind him (as she waves goodnight to Pansy) toward the single-stall bathroom. He presses her against the door and trails his fingers up her thigh. He rucks her dress up to her hips and vanishes her underwear before sinking one finger, then another inside of her while his thumb circles her cl*t. His deft fingers bring her to climax once, then twice as she palms him over his jeans.

She Apparates them to her room in the Manor and they have sex. Sloppy, loud, drunk, fun, toe-curling sex. He teases her org*sms out with his rhythmic thrusts, and she crests with his name on her lips. He kisses her until she can’t breathe and she’s gasping for him to keep hitting that spot, right there. Right. There. Harder, deeper, faster. He’s good. Merlin, he’s good. He slumps against her, muttering cleansing charms and an Alohom*ora to open the balcony door and let in the warm summer night air that feels so delicious on their sweat-slick skin. She’s in a post-coital haze. Sated. Thoroughly shagged and boneless.

He slaps her ass before padding to her en-suite bathroom to shower. He returns, dresses, and kisses her cheek, before scrawling his number on a post-it note on her desk. He taps it and grins. “Call me, Hermione.”

SUN 09 JUL

Sunday morning, Hermione’s awoken by an owl tapping on her window at 9am with a letter from Harry. His note says they should play Mini Golf today since the day will be ‘glorious.’ Sunny and cool, according to the Weather app on her phone. Hermione tears a corner off the parchment and pens an excited ‘Let’s do it!’ She sends the owl off with her response, head scratches, and a handful of treats from her bedside table.

Harry’s response – crammed into a hilariously smaller corner ripped from the piece she tore from his original note – says he also invited Theo and Blaise who were annoyingly curious and were still over at his place where they’d ended up last night. In a final corner torn from his latest response she writes down her number and tells him to text her the details.

She receives his text fifteen minutes later. It includes his address for her to call out at the Floo. He tells her to come by after 10:30am when they’ll have finished breakfast. She receives another owl with ornate heavy gray cardstock and crisp, tight cursive inviting her to T.A a Remedial Potions review course with the option to increase her course-load the following term if her work is acceptable. She considers the offer, weighing the pros and cons. She’d be paid for her time and gain teaching experience but adding this to her plate would mean removing a course and her Elective to make time. On the other hand, it would help keep her Herbology skills sharp and give her the opportunity to forage throughout Europe. Thinking long term, it would set her up nicely for a future Adjunct Professorship. ‘Professor Granger,’ she whispers to herself and giggles. It’s not what she wants now but she supposes maybe someday in the future.

There’s an invite to the Herbology Dean’s office for the following day at 8am to discuss the position details and compensation. She pens a response agreeing to meet and conveying her excitement. She opens her window and clucks a rhythmic owl call, smiling at the imperious white Fen owl from the Parkinson brood that perches in front of her on the windowsill ready to accept her letter. She sends him off with a handful of treats.

She takes breakfast on her balcony and the owl returns just as she’s calling for Poppy and Mitsy to clear her dishes. The owl is laden with lesson plans, resources, a T.A Contract and Hogwarts’ Book of Ethics. She flips through the Ethics guide. A random passage catches her eye and she flips back to the page in question. “Teaching Assistants are expressly forbidden from fraternizing with their students or others over whom they hold a position of power as pertains to their academic and professional standing at Oxford/Hogwarts University, or their professional prospects. Should such relationships arise, they must be reported to the Dean and Headmaster/mistress of College for investigation.”Since he studied in a different academic department, none of this applied to her and Wood, who’d texted to invited her to dinner next week.

She shoots off a quick text to Pansy about her plans for the day before taking a cold, invigorating shower. She opts to wear a spaghetti strap tank, high waisted black cut off denim shorts, Chaco sandals, and knots a random flannel around her waist. She has a collection of old well-loved flannels and sweatshirts collected from her father, boyfriends, and friends over the years. She slathers a generous layer of sunscreen on her face, arms, and torso. While she loved the sun, she’d become almost fanatical about the application of sunscreen since she’d begun her tattoo sleeves.

Hermione enjoys her time with the boys in Muggle London. Theo suggests they do something the following week. The other boys agree, and they plan to meet up next Saturday since, per Blaise, “Sundays are for Quidditch.”

So begins their Muggle Adventure club.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTES
Glossary (mix of Shakespeare characters, Latin, French and made-up words)
- Bardolph: random Shakespeare character surname
- Fortificus talus: strong ankle (Latin)
- Mortifera root: mortifera means ‘deadly’ in Latin
- Soporificus: sleeping potion but not a knockout like Dreamless Sleep
- Spiraligo: combination of spira ‘twist’ and ligo ‘bind’ (Latin)
- Tutela res: protection of things (Latin)

Chapter 4: HERMIONE - LAB GIT

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

MON 10 JUL

Hermione receives her first Daily Prophet owl on Monday. She’s just finished her post-yoga shower and is crossing over to the closet when an owl crests the balcony ledge and lands on the little table. She grabs the treats tin and pads out to the balcony to retrieve her paper and feed the owl. She breakfasts on her balcony while she flips through the paper, acclimating herself to the styles of the various writers and catching up on the stories of the day. Next, she turns her attention to finding the Puzzle page. She finally finds it on page 27. Oddly, it’s right next to the Society page. She snorts in derision. Surely the people who did the puzzles didn’t also read Society pages. Almost immediately the words of her HNC Magical Philosophy Professor echo through her mind in his droning baritone. ‘A well-rounded thinker syncretizes information from various sources to expand their mind and proffer stronger theories.’ As such, she skims the Society page.

CAN DLM’S NEW LINDHURST HEIRESS GO THE DISTANCE?

IS THE GRASS GREENER ON THE LINDHURST SIDE?

The moving picture under the headline shows the back of a blond man’s head as he enters a restaurant, holding the hand of a shorter strawberry-blonde witch in strappy heels and a moss green dress who walks in behind him. Hermione rolls her eyes, thankful that Viktor didn’t subject her to that level of media attention and scrutiny. His team allowed only blind items of Krum and his ‘mystery woman’ to make it to print sans photos or identifying details. Since neither she nor their relationship were famous, when people walked up to Krum and wanted to take a picture of him, their eyes glazed right over her as if she was invisible. It allowed her to keep her privacy and anonymity. Being unknown kept her safe during her travels and foraging and didn’t put her looks or clothing up for debate or discussion. She was not the story.

She turns her attention back to the Puzzle page. Wizard puzzles required a mix of magical and Muggle knowledge ranging from Mathematics and Natural Sciences to History and Anthropology. She skims the prompts, hoping to find some of the tame fare she was used to back home in the Chronicle. She’s floored to find the page hosts two wildly difficult rune and Arithmancy puzzles that are more difficult than the Sunday puzzles back home. Sunday puzzles were the hardest each week and she’d only completed her first Sunday puzzle a couple years ago! This development did not bode well for her mornings. She tries attacking the puzzles from a few different angles but is thwarted every single time.

Disappointed by the lack of progress some thirty minutes later, she resolves to ask Pansy for help. Only this requires waiting – and delayed gratification (which is better than none) – since the witch tended to sleep in most mornings. Hermione figured today would be no different since Pansy’s Ministry internship was in the afternoons. The Puzzle page back home allowed her to stretch her brain. And the burst of euphoria from the completed puzzles kick-started her days. She needed that kick. She craved it. In contrast, the Prophet puzzles had drained her. Hermione trudges to the dining room where she leaves her paper open on the dining room table with her notes and proofs clearly marked along with a plea for Pansy’s help.

She returns to her room, seeking the easy wins: Muggle crosswords. The dopamine hits from Monday puzzles – the easiest of the week – paled in comparison to the thrill of completion of a good Wizard puzzle. But beggars could not be choosers. She wishes she could complete a digital version of the Chronicle puzzles. However, digitizing and organizing all the characters one needed in order to complete the Arithmancy and rune puzzles was surely a Herculean task. Which meant they would likely never be digitized in her lifetime. Grumbling, she navigates to the New York Times crossword app on her smartphone. Although Muggle crosswords and magical puzzles appealed to different parts of her brain, magical puzzles simply couldn’t compete with the snazzy little ditty that plays when she completes each Times puzzle on her phone.

With two little wins under her belt and her mood lifted, Hermione pads over to the closet and sifts through the rack for something to wear to Lab. She’d learned to dress in business casual under lab robes from her previous experiences. That way she’d always be ready for last minute meetings and inspections. She loved her black head-to-toe. With all the time she spent foraging and brewing, black was a sort of armor. It hid a host of things better than any other color could – sweat, Bubotuber pus stains, explosions, dirt, grime, and blood. Black also had dimension, allowing her to play with textures and proportions. And everything matched, making it easier to get dressed! She could go from work to play and day to night with ease. It was one less thing to agonize over in the mornings. Her days were long enough already, spent making innumerable decisions and taking in reams of information. She felt powerful, sexy, put-together, and stylish in black. She often added in a pop of color via shoes and accessories, but black was the basis for the majority of her outfits. She saved vibrant colors and funky patterns for dates and other social events. For the day ahead, she dons a short black dress over a white short-sleeve button down and pebble leather brogue shoes.

After meeting with the Herbology Dean to discuss her T.A. course assignment, Hermione heads over to Snape lab and meets the rest of her lab mates. Snape notifies her that he’s changed his mind about her purview. She will work closely on the experimental potions for Mungo’s and the Ministry with the unofficial Interim Lead Apprentice – a wizard named Malfoy. He’s undoubtedly related to Narcissa, but Hermione could only speculate to herself if he was a son, nephew, or distant cousin. She’d been rather young and thousands of miles away during the Almost War and hadn’t paid the closest attention to news coverage about it. At the time, it was the big scary thing happening in the distant backdrop of her life.

Snape cuts back into her thoughts with instructions to move her things to the empty desk beside Malfoy’s. She’ll be sandwiched between him and their Junior Apprentice, Clearwater. Clearwater helps relocate her pencils and lab notebooks then Snape flicks his eyes to one of the wall clocks and calls their briefing meeting to order.

They’re in the middle of the briefing when the most gorgeous man enters the lab. A tall, trim wizard with silvery blond hair, impeccably tailored robes and trousers, and immaculate shoes. He strides over to the lab station next to Hermione’s then stacks the parchments in his arm neatly onto the desk beside hers.

Snape finishes his sentence then motions between them, “Malfoy: Senior Apprentice Granger-”

Hermione nods and gives Malfoy a shy smile in greeting.

“-Granger: Interim Lead Apprentice Malfoy,” Snape finishes.

Interim Lead Apprentice Malfoy nods in her direction. There’s not a hint of emotion on his face as his eyes flick from her head to her toes, then back to Snape.

“Lead Apprentice Jensen was granted a Fellowship and his own lab in my division, so his post is open. I will make my final decision before the term starts. There are some strong candidates.” Snape looks between her and Malfoy before continuing his spiel.

She gives Snape a tight smile and makes a mental note to ask him some follow-up questions. She didn’t want the position if the Lead Apprentice had to tend to administrative and managerial tasks and directed the brewing of the simple, but necessary, general potions for Mungo’s and the Infirmary. She’d come to hoggy, warty Hogwarts to expand her Potions expertise and conduct research. She wanted to help make breakthroughs and solve complex cases. That was her plan. And she would stick to it. Besides, she had already committed to the Herbology T.A position. She couldn’t take on anything else. Malfoy could have it. She sighs and glances at him.

He narrows his eyes and ever so slightly quirks a brow.

She thought she’d felt his eyes on her, but she couldn’t understand why. If his frosty non-greeting was any indication, he’d already made up his mind about her.

Snape drawls, “Malfoy…” and she tunes him out.

With his attention on Snape, Hermione takes the opportunity to further inspect Malfoy. The shoes are definitely dragonhide, and his slacks are a shade darker than his gray eyes. The collar of a white oxford shirt peeks through the top of his robes which aren’t closed all the way. His hair is a blond so frosty it’s almost silver and looks abominably soft. His skin is pale, but not sallow, and his bone structure is as sharp as chipped glass. He sits ramrod straight and seems to carry himself with an easy, regal elegance.

Hermione straightens her own spine, turning her attention back to Snape when she hears her surname.

“And Granger will show you her technique for processing Mortifera root. It’s perfect. I want that to be the new lab standard. She mentioned something about the organizational system. Fix it,” he spits. “She may be able to salvage those vesica and pumilio root cuttings.” One of the Junior Apprentices squirms under Snape’s withering glare before he flicks his gaze back to Malfoy. “Let her see them. She’s an Herbology Master. Listen to her.”

Hermione doesn’t have to turn to know that Malfoy is glaring. If he could freeze her with his glare alone, she’d already be entombed in ice, slowly melting all over the lab floor.

She pulls her bottom lip between her teeth and chances a nervous glance at him.

He averts his eyes, a muscle ticking in his jaw as he clenches his teeth.

“And Malfoy, I want Granger on the Fairy case with you-”

“Why? That’s Lead Apprentice work.”

Snape narrows his eyes. “Where exactly are you on the Vinea capra?”

“I’m working with a vendor on Diagon.”

“Granger,” Snape barks. “What is the most expedient way for us to source Vinea capra?”

Oh goodie, pop quiz! And what better way to make friends than to undercut and overshadow her lab mates on her very first day? Yay! Thanks, Professor Snape! Hermione clears her throat. “This time of year?” She thinks aloud. Snape nods and she presses on. “The freshest source would be in Spain. Harvested from the Altamira Caves in Santillana del Mar after the new moon.” She calculates the moon cycle quickly in her head. “The next one’s… tomorrow night.”

“And mox ivy?” Snape asks, narrowing his eyes.

She keeps her eyes trained on him and ventures slowly. “Hmm, mox ivy is fine for dried Vinea. However, if we’re using Vinea fresh from the source, we should use dried Dulciradix root to bind instead. In my experience, Fairies hate moxivy. It tastes very bitter to them. They prefer the sweet, earthy taste of Dulciradix. Fresh Vinea and dried Dulciradixwould also decrease the brewing time. Gervase of Tilbury wrote the first Compendium of Fairies. It has some very useful information about their preferences and known allergies. I could lend it to you,” she offers to Malfoy when she dares to meet his eyes.

He reaches behind himself and silently summons the tome into his hand.

“There’s a tabula brevis on page 42. I suspect his ancient publishers required this succinct summary table because Gervase tends to ramble,” she jokes. Like you are now, Hermione. Get it together, she chides herself.

Malfoy doesn’t even blink. If one didn’t know any better, one may have thought ‘tabula brevis’ an ancient calcificuscharm and worried she’d just turned the man to stone.

She wants to snark, ‘That was a joke,’ but fears that would only dig her deeper. “Unless you like rambling,” she rambles, stifling what could only be called a wheeze. Exhibit A: This very moment. “In which case, read chapters four and six at your leisure. But don’t say I didn’t warn ya,” she smiles… or rather, grimaces. Again, nothing? Said smile falters.

His nod of understanding is the only indication that this was in fact very real and not some elaborate pre-alarm nightmare.

She gives him another small smile – one last ditch attempt to break the ice and… his eyes flick down to her lips before he looks away.

Oof, time of death? She glances down at her wrist, forgetting she’d already removed her watch and placed it behind her on the desk. Old habit.

That, Malfoy, is why I want Granger on the Fairy potion case,” Snape drawls, ever the charmer.

She bites her lip. What was Snape’s damage?

“Hand over the case files and turn your attention back to the Bogrels.”

A trill of excitement courses through Hermione. They were working with Fairies and Bogrels! Bogrels were bipedal creatures who lived deep in the Scottish Glen alongside Redcaps and Bowtruckles. Whereas Redcaps were little terrors on the forest floor and winged Bowtruckles ruled the skies, the shy and furtive Bogrels built extensive networks of homes in the dense canopy of trees. They were shrewd, resourceful creatures but very wary of humans and wizards. Bogrels’ relationships with other forest creatures like fairies, centaurs and giants were further soured by their symbiotic relationship with werewolves and Redcaps. It was storied that Redcaps’ robes and caps were dyed red from the blood of their prey, including humans. The forest whispered tales of Redcaps luring travelers deeper and deeper into the glen, never to be heard from again. In fact, it was most unwise to traverse the glen alone. There was even a cautionary rhyme, Allingham’s adage. ‘In the glen, flames are red, caps are redder. In the glen two is good, three is better.’

Malfoy glances at Snape and nods. He seemed to be a wizard of few words and many nods. After the debriefing, he drops a stack of parchments on her lab desk then returns to his own. Without uttering a single word.

She rolls her eyes and reviews the Fairy files before inspecting the stasised ingredients his abominably handwritten notes say are kept at Station K. Though his handwriting was atrocious (as was hers, so it was truly the cauldron calling the kettle black) everything was impeccably organized and well-researched. The ingredients were meticulously prepared and she’s able to easily follow the thread of his thoughts.

Malfoy rejects the first two times Hermione slots onto his scheduler to discuss roots and lab organization. When she finally looks over at his lab desk to see what could possibly be keeping the man so busy, he’s doing the Puzzle Page gnawing on a stupidly expensive wren quill. The f*cking Puzzle page! She hoped he snapped that damned quill.

“You schedule it then,” she huffs, snatching her satchel and the newspaper Pansy had delivered by owl and stomping out of the lab and off toward the Dining Hall. She savors the delicious schadenfreude at the tiny snap she hears just as she clears the door jamb.

After the intensity of the morning, she looked forward to a quiet lunch on the Quad to read, decompress and finish her puzzles. Even back home, her life was full with school, the lab, dating, family and friends, so she always looked forward to her quiet lunches as a chance to rest and recharge.

After lunch, she returns to the lab just as Malfoy’s returning to his desk from Snape’s office. She considers him again. The man, though insufferable, was objectively beautiful. Soon she’d come to appreciate how beautiful and serene he looked during periods of deep focus and contemplation. And how he’d mess it up by giving her a withering glare or appraising her as she approached. He’d snap his eyes down then back up her entire body in 0.3 seconds as if she was the most inconsequential thing he’d ever seen, and say things like, “You’re late.”

“Late…?” She frowns, taking a step back from him, craning her neck to meet his eyes. Merlin, those eyes. “For what exactly?”

He quirks an eyebrow as if she’s the one talking about a phantom meeting he’s late for. “Our meeting.” He lifts his left arm, and the sleeve of his robes pull back to reveal an immaculate silver watch. Which he taps with one of his long, elegant fingers, light glinting off the emerald ring on his right ring finger. “Roots.”

Upon closer inspection – through narrowed eyes – she notices the watch has a slightly duller finish. Titanium. Like the watch she’d thrifted during her recent road trip. Higher quality, more heat resistant, and ten times the price of silver. She didn’t wear rings or a watch to brew anymore. She’d learned her lesson via a Silthswitch decoction cauldron explosion in fifth year. And its embarrassing reprisal a year later. Even though she’d upgraded to her own vintage titanium watch, she still habitually removed it and placed it on her desk whenever she entered a lab. Instead, she brewed with wand alarms, floating alarm clocks, or by consulting one of the many clocks that usually dotted lab walls, including the walls of Snape lab.

She huffs, returning to her desk to consult her Scheduler. He’s behind her in four long strides, bringing his scent of leather and ginger, standing too close, straightening a pencil on her desk as she reviews the change he’d made while she was at lunch. The event he’d slipped onto her schedule in her absence is now a raging, red color signaling that it’s overdue. She swears she can actually feel her blood boil in her veins.

She banishes the angry, red invite with a flick of her wrist and sets a new one to start in one minute. She plucks a small berry from the wintermint plant on her desk and pops it into her mouth. “Lead the way,” she urges, turning to face him.

He towers over her, his face impassive as he looks down at her.

She fortifies herself, squares her shoulders, vowing to just stand here – stand her ground, blinking up at him and those steely, gray eyes. She wills her face not to betray a hint of emotion until Merlin himself returns and tears her gaze away under threat of death. She chews her winterberry, enjoying the sweet minty taste.

They stand there, eyes locked and just … breathing at each other. They remain deadlocked for several long minutes, silently daring the other to fold first. Until she stops glowering and starts... noticing. She notices the soft pink of his lips. She notices the silvery peach fuzz on his cheek and jaw. Notices the way his left nostril flares ever so slightly every few breaths. Notices that his eyes aren’t just light gray. There are flecks of green. Blink and you’d miss them. A blink and she’s taking in his whole face, a composite of little details. Details he’s also cataloguing of her. She wonders what he sees. Another blink and something shifts. The green flecks in his eyes are extinguished, slowly subsumed by a darker gray creeping in toward his pupils.

He’s Occluding!

Now she’s inspecting. Seeing which features slacken and which harden as the mask of indifference settles deeper into his mien. She blinks back up to his eyes which, yes, are definitely darker now… A tad duller, more… vacant. Upon solving the puzzle, her face must reveal her surprise, her concern, her… triumph or some other emotion he finds intolerable. Because in the next second, he tears his gaze away and stalks toward the prep station.

She follows behind him and he tells her – rather snarkily in his crisp, posh accent – that he too had questioned the organization of the lab materials. And Snape had nearly bitten his head off when he moved two ingredients his Freshman year. But now that he’s Interim Lead Apprentice, although he’d never had anything to do with the organization system before, it’s now his problem. And his fault.

“What do you propose?” She asks. This was her first day. He’d been here for years. His ideas should take precedence. And if they were good, she’d support them. After all, one did catch more flies with honey.

“Organize by division, class, order. Not by use. Instead, color code by use and contraindications. That way we can find related things next to each other and follow the color coding as needed.”

It’s what she would have suggested… If Snape hadn’t looked at her like she was belching Bubotuber pus all over his pristine tiled floor when she had broached the topic. “Agreed.”

“And you’ll co-sign?”

She shrugs. “Sure.”

“Any objections.”

“None. Mortifera?” She gestures to the roots and tubers on the tray in front of them. “Do you use the Yukimura technique or Gerevich’s?”

“Yukimura.”

“With a super sharp hook knife? 2.5cm blade?”

“No. 3cm Zwilling.” Zwilling was the preeminent knife brand. Their blades and construction were second to none.

She informs him that they make quarter sizes. “Try a 2.75. That length gives you more control over the blade, with less bulk and heft for closer cuts and less nicks. You have long fingers and if you play the piano or any instrument, you’ll have enough dexterity to adjust and maybe even use the 2.5 soon.” One could say she had a thing for knives. Equipage, the elective course she’d taken on Herbology and Foraging tools had dedicated an entire section to knives. Specifically cultelli, little knives. She was a tad… fascinated with them. “You should read Perec’s ‘L’Art de la Préparation’.”

He frowns. “I’ve read Diekstra’s ‘Prep’-”

“Which is a hackneyed, sloppy plagiarism of Perec’s ‘L’Art.’ A theft he only got away with because Perec wasn’t English.” Everyone knew not to get Hermione started on Diekstra! Or interdictions, the process of censoring fraudulent scientists. “Read Perec and forget all of Diekstra’s tripe. I’ve seen your work, that’s not Diekstra. You’re beyond him.” Gods! She had to stop complimenting opponents in the heat of battle!

“Fine.” That muscle ticks in his jaw.

“Was that our agenda?”

“Yes.”

“Great.” She glances at the clock. “I’ve got to get to the Apothecary then order an official Portkey from the Ministry. Are you coming with me to Spain tomorrow?”

He co*cks his head. “I don’t babysit.”

She frowns. “Babysit?” She stops herself, opting instead to count to five – then ten – to calm herself before responding. “Are you an Herbology Master?” She quirks a brow, echoing Snape’s words from earlier and affecting his bored, dry tone.

Malfoy’s eyes flash. Then he enumerates each point on his fingers as he rattles them off. “You’re going spelunking, alone, in a cave…” Here he pauses, dramatically, for emphasis, before continuing, “At night, under the new moon… in Spain?” Six fingers. “Do you even speak Spanish?”

She shrugs, not feeling the least bit inclined to prove anything to this man. “Conversationally.” She gives him a smug smile. “I’m not entering the cave. I’ll Persuasi some goats to pick the sprigs and return them to me. It’s named after them for a reason.” Goats loved the stuff. “But never fear, you’ll see me bright and early the next day.” She turns on her heel and heads to Snape’s office to update him on her plan. Leaving Malfoy stunned.

He's a… ooh… He’s a… little terror. No. No, she could do better than that. He’s a… he’s a prick. He’s a pompous, arrogant dick!

Pansy and Daphne agree with her when she relays the story of her ‘lab dick’ to them over dinner at a restaurant on Diagon.

“Och! He sounds like a right git,” Daphne quips between sips of wine.

“Git?” Hermione echoes.

“Yeah. I guess you Americans would say ‘asshole’?”

“Hmm, git.” Hermione likes the sound of that. “Lab git.” It fits.

TUES 11 JUL

Although Hermione and Malfoy spent Tuesday arguing over the Bogrel case, she did see him using a 2.75 Zwilling to prep roots. The man had dragonhide shoes and expensive watches. Of course, he could snap his fingers and have a new set of Zwillings. Snape made her lead on a new casefile delivered from the Ministry that morning but instructed Malfoy to check her plan before implementation. The git challenged every single item of her plan and questioned each decision she made. As such, she has a pounding headache by the time she returns home to shower and change. She slams a Pepper Up and a Rejuvenating potion before Portkeying to Madrid.

She enjoys a casual dinner with Viktor at a little French bistro before returning to his hotel and letting him take her mind off the hellacious week in the lab, teasing org*sms out of her with his skilled tongue and nimble fingers. He’s thrusting into her, another org*sm building with each stroke, warmth unfurling through her body when her wand and phone alarms go off at 23:30. She has thirty minutes until midnight, the point when the moon is highest in the sky and at its most potent. Thirty minutes to Apparate to the caves and charm the goats to collect sprigs she’ll set in the field to soak up the light of the new moon. It had to be tonight. If she missed her window, they’d have to wait an entire month since the light of any other moon was too powerful. “Viktor!” She moans, as he hikes her legs up, pulling her back from her thoughts. She arches into him as he increases the speed of his thrusts, the sensations increased with the new angle and pace.

He c*ms with a grunted, “Her-mi-o-neeee,” spilling into her as her walls pulse around him with her org*sm.

She makes it to the field outside the Altamira Caves with scarce minutes to spare. Thanking her lucky stars the goats are amenable, only headbutt her thrice as she does her spellwork, and mercifully exit the caves with a large bounty that will mean they can keep the plant stocked in the lab for a while. The haul is enough to support multiple test batches while they tweak the Fairy potion until it’s perfect.

“Procure better foraging boots!” Pansy scoffs from a nearby sofa as Hermione walks out of the Floo into Parkinson Manor.

Twiddling her toes, Hermione glances down at her Wellies and frowns. “These are perfectly adequate.”

“Perfectly adequate is an oxymoron! But I’m not arguing your grammar, Granger, just your footwear.”

“Wellies work just fine. Leave me alone. I’m going to bed.”

“You have a dragonhide satchel, dragonhide gloves and a bajillion knives and tools. You need higher boots that protect your legs from the elements and brambles, shrubs, and nettles.” Pansy narrows her eyes. “And a tighter fit around your legs and calves.”

“Yes, mom!” Hermione teases as she tromps down the hall to her room.

WED 12 JUL

On Wednesday morning, Hermione and Malfoy reach a consensus on the Bogrels and brew the Fairy potion with her ingredient recommendations in relative peace. Well, as peaceful as it gets between them. They only bicker on the best technique for processing the Vinea. Mercifully, their Junior Apprentice, Penelope Clearwater, settles the argument. Hermione’s method wins and though he grumbles, Malfoy complies. Was it the end of the world if the Vinea was diced instead of pulverized? No. But it did shave minutes off the brew time and would make for a more pleasant mouthfeel.

The afternoon brings a fresh case request – a balm for the fauns (goat men) of the Paravel Forest in Austria. Which sets off a new round of bickering. Maybe she was irritable (as he’d groused) because she’d been to Spain and back in only one night and hadn’t slept very well. Or maybe it’s because he’s impossible (as she’d parried back). The argument had started about the merits of finely ground keratinus versus cornudurum for the brewing of the balm. After devolving into name-calling they’d taken five minutes to snarf down the fruit they each kept on their lab desks before meeting back at their brewing station to pick back up their gauntlets. Hermione argues that keratinus is more than adequate given the fauns have such thin ear skin. Malfoy, of course, disagrees. Stalemated they move on to the overall balm approach and, surprise, another argument.

He wants to use Henri-Philippe Claude’s approach.

She scoffs. “Of course, you do. He’s French, and thus infallible in your estimation.” She’d learned the day before that his family hailed from the Loire region of France, adding more fuel to the jabs and barbs she slung at him.

He rolls his eyes in response.

She advocates the approach of Togolese scientist Yézoumi Akogo. “She was mentored by Claude at the Sorbonne and her text, ‘Le guide définitif des baumes’ – which is truly the definitive guide to balms – has an eight-page digressus. She explains why she no longer follows Claude’s approach and provides head-to-head data for fifty balms made her way versus his way.”

“I want to see it,” he growls.

Hermione Accios the book from her desk and flips to the digressus before Malfoy snatches it from her hands. He devours the eight-page dissenting opinion before handing the book back to her.

“I’m not convinced. I want to see it for myself. I brew Claude’s way. You brew Akogo’s way. Then we compare.”

“Malfoy, no. That’s a waste of lab resources.”

“No, Granger, that’s the scientific process.”

“No, Malfoy,” she grits out, jabbing a finger at the digressus. “That’s the scientific process. There is no need to re-do the work she’s already done.”

“Yes, Granger, there is,” he counters, with a gleam in his eye. “She brewed in pewter. We’re brewing in stainless steel.”

Hermione throws her hands up. “Oh, for fu-” She’s chastened by a maelstrom of tiny “shushes” that whiz around the corner from the corridor leading to Snape’s office. She giggles. “I’ve never experienced one of these in person.” She’d heard a Howler in action, but never a Shusher.

Draco quirks a brow. “Me neither.”

“Really? You’ve never been capital-s Shushed before? I’d think this were a monthly, if not weekly, occurrence for you,” she chides.

He sighs. “Are we brewing?”

“Malfoy-”

“Humor me.”

By the time they’re finished brewing their comparison batches, everyone else has left the lab. Including Snape who’d cast them a dark, chastising look as he’d taken his leave.

There is only a negligible difference between the two salves brewed in the stainless steel. A point she gives to Malfoy. But the Akogo brew is clearly superior. A point he refuses to concede and says, as his final word on the matter, “Since I’m the Principal Potioneer on this case, I’ll be the tiebreaker.” He pauses as if he could ever actually approach this objectively. “We do it my way.” He’s not exactly smiling. No, it’s more a flash of canines. His expression is lupine and predatory as he revels in the kill.

“Yes, sir,” she sneers with a mock salute before stomping over to her desk to gather her things. “That is a dangerous precedent you’re setting, Mr. Malfoy,” she spits rather Snape-ishly. “But I’ll allow it since it is precedence. Remember this moment.” If she had her way he’d come to regret it.

“Come off it, Granger. You’re not a bloody martyr.”

“Hmm, others may think differently.”

Pansy and Daphne certainly did think differently when she relayed the harrowing tale to them over dinner and drinks by the pool at Greengrass Manor.

Astoria rushes through the double doors, perches on the arm of Daphne’s pool chair and picks from her plate. She’s in something tight, slinky, and green. Hermione figures it’s the witch’s favorite color since it was the second time she’d seen her in green in as many days. She must favor it like Pansy favored blue and she herself preferred to wear black. Hermione glances at Daphne who’s in lavender this evening. She didn’t seem to favor any particular color. Two nights ago, she’d been in magenta. The only constant with Daphne were her aquamarine earrings, her family stone. Astoria did not wear any family stone jewelry, in marked contrast to her sister and Pansy.

“Ooh, Astoria, hot date?” Pansy asks.

I am, aren’t I?” She winks, smoothing her hands over her bodice. “I saw D yesterday. He asked to see me again tonight.”

Daphne gasps.

Astoria turns her attention to Hermione. “Hemorrhoid, I would explain, but…” The insufferable witch pauses for dramatic effect, inspecting her nails. “This doesn’t concern you.” She winks.

Enunciating each syllable, Hermione grits out, “Her-mi-o-ne. It’s Hermione. But you knew that already, Pretoria.”

The witch ignores her retort and casts a dark look at Daphne. “Don’t fret Daph. I told him he had to feed me first.” She snickers. “If only so he can complain about that swot from his work over dinner instead of while he’s shagging me.” She adds grimly, adjusting her cleavage. “I’ve brought the gals out tonight, though. I doubt I’ll hear more about her once he sees them.”

Daphne and Pansy squeal.

“Hermione’s also complaining about a git from work,” Daphne says. “Maybe she needs some distraction tonight too.” She smirks at Hermione.

Hermione chuckles. “Don’t worry, I plan to text Seamus later.”

“Oh, how droll your work sounds, little American,” Astoria muses with mock pity. “What do you do exactly?” She asks flatly, inspecting her nails.

“I train circus fleas,” Hermione deadpans.

“Oh… fun?” She intones with a dead-eyed smile before turning her attention back to Daphne and Pansy. “I’m off to Gavroche. Kisses!” She trills as she struts back into the house.

Pansy turns to Daphne. “You don’t think they’re-”

“No… although she did say he texted her late last night.”

“And you let her go?”

“She only told me this morning. Said that he was on and on about work and then they shagged like crazy.”

“Ew, Daph! You know I hate hearing about his sex life.”

“Pans, you’ve got to talk to her. She’ll never take any wizard seriously as long as he keeps her on the hook.”

“Only if you talk to him.”

“Oh, come on, he won’t listen to me. He’s like one of those mice with the lever Hermione was telling us about. As long as he keeps getting treats, he’ll just keep pressing that button.”

“Treats?” Daphne smirks. “Pansy, grow up.”

Pansy purses her lips.

“Get Harry to talk to him,” Daphne offers.

“I don’t have sway over Harry. Get Theo to talk to him,” Pansy counters.

“Theo and I are still… finding our rhythm.”

“Well?” Pansy asks, blinking at Daphne.

“Well, what? She’s an adult. And you know how he is. This will all… sort itself out,” Daphne says, not sounding the least bit convincing.

THU 13 JUL

Thursday, when their bickering reaches a crescendo, Snape prowls from his office with his wand drawn. He pulls Hermione and Malfoy from case work and banishes them to separate sides of the work top to brew quota potions for Mungo’s and the Infirmary. Seething, they cast withering glares at each other, silently blaming the other for their timeout.

Every so often she’d roll her eyes at the mind-numbing tedium of quota potion brewing and catch sight of Malfoy zeroed in on a task. Unwittingly she’d find herself impressed by his meticulousness and awed by his beauty. He really was just so utterly gorgeous. He seems most at peace when he’s in deep focus, concentrated on his task. There’s a confidence and ease about him in those moments. He’s graceful, agile, and light on his feet. His silvery hair almost glows with some kind of inner light. It’s obscene. She thinks she’s seen hair that color before. Maybe in a dream or something because she’d certainly remember it in reality. It has an almost Veela quality to it. She thinks she’d know if he were a male siren. And besides if he were part Veela or Triton, he wouldn’t be so darn sour.

Now she’s outright staring at his hair. It has a whisper of a wave to it and looks soft. So immensely soft. And those eyes. His eyes could be very expressive. She’d seen him interact with others in the lab and there wasn’t that imperial distance he kept with her, or the tension crackling with others as it did between them. No, on her, his eyes were hard and dark like chips of steel. She didn’t know him well enough to deduce how much of the darkness was his disdain for her and how much was the Occlusion. Hard, dark eyes; soft, pale hair and skin. He’s a study in contrasts: soft, hard, lush, angular, darkness, brilliance. He’s reminiscent of marble. How a skilled artist could etch soft scenes out of the hard planes of brittle rock.

Yes, she thinks, this man is art. Too complex for a single glance, he needed to be studied and considered from different angles to understand his many layers. She snorts to herself. That was utter drivel. She might as well be talking about onions. Or ogres. Oh, for goodness’ sake!

He's tall like an ogre but the comparison stops there. He’s a foot taller than her, she guesses. And though they’re all in lab robes she knows he’s trim. He consistently wears slacks that are black or shades of gray under his robes which he often left open, relishing in the arctic temperatures of the lab once brewing got underway. The chill in the lab was a nice contrast to the heat of so many cauldron flames and did help one not feel like a swamp monster during the physically and mentally taxing process of prep and brewing. However, said arcticity was not appreciated first thing in the morning when one had not yet worked up a sweat. Hermione had tweaked the intensity and responsiveness of a body temp regulating charm she’d learned from Seamus and kept her lab robes closed.

The multiple styles of dragonhide leather shoes he wore had also not escaped her notice: various hide colorations and styles of shoe. It reminds her of Pansy’s qualms from earlier in the week. She’d saved up and her parents had matched her dollar for dollar so she could purchase her foraging supplies – knives, dragon-leather gloves, and a foraging case. Zwilling were a premier German Bladesmithing brand, renowned amongst Herbologists and Potioneers the world over for their quality, resilience, and handling. Even though she’d procured the dragonhide at auction, it was still a splurge. She’d justified the exorbitant price because dragonhides were not only high-quality but also stunningly beautiful and resilient. The hide would be able to stand up to the wrath of nature and the wear-and-tear of foraging and potion-making, and if properly cared for would age well and last forever. Her foraging set was created from the hide of the Saharan Hornsnout – a large, regal race with beautiful blue and purple colorings against their inky black hides.She knew the cost of her gloves and satchel. She couldn’t even imagine how expensive dragonhide shoes were – let alone multiple pairs in different styles as he had.

Who was he?

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
- Allingham’s adage is a piss poor adaptation of his poem, The Fairies. Excerpt: “Up the airy mountain, down the rushy glen. We daren’t go a-hunting for fear of little men. Wee folk, good folk, trooping all together. Green jacket, red cap, and white owl’s feather!” – The Fairies, William Allingham (1850).
- “Layers! Onions have layers. Ogres have layers.” – Shrek (2001).
- Glossary (mix of Shakespeare characters, Latin, French and made-up words)
- Cornudurum: hard horn (Latin)
- Digressus: dissenting opinion (Latin: departure)
- Dulciradix: sweet root (Latin)
- Keratinus: keratin
- Mox: random word chosen for sound not meaning
- Pumilio root: dwarf root (Latin)
- Tabula brevis: brief table (Latin)
- Vesica root: balloon root (Latin)
- Vinea Capra: goat vine (Latin)

Chapter 5: DRACO - LAB SWOT

Chapter Text

THU 13 JUL

“What’s the latest on lab swot?” Blaise asks.

The boys are in Theo’s study at Nott Manor for a nightcap after fencing. They’d already heard Draco diatribe about her Tuesday evening after tennis. Then he’d invited Astoria over to… work out the frustrations that tennis and venting couldn’t quite quell. It had been brisk. And rough. And fun. Gone was the witch who used to lie back and think of England. Maybe he’d written her off too quickly. After two harrowing days in the lab, he’d been able to turn his brain off and just… unleash.

“She always has the right answer. Always asks to see your work. Show your proof. Explain why you abandoned other avenues. Defend your approach. I just want to tell her to f*ck off.” Draco gulps his drink, slouching deeper into the buttery leather armchair. “She’s a bloody swot,” he spits.

Theo snorts loudly. “She sounds just like you,” he chides.

Draco glowers at Theo. He was not that bad.

“What did Snape say?” Blaise asks.

Draco huffs. “Snape’s loving it,” he spits. “He’s all like ‘she’s an Herbology Master, Malfoy, are you’?”

“Ah, I see. You’re mad because she’s a more advanced swot than you,” Theo chides.

“She helped solve this case I’d been stuck on, and it actually put us ahead of our timeline but-”

“Oh! Was she an arse about it?”

No! That’s the thing! She’s not even like that. She’s just… argh! I can’t explain it. She’s gotten under my skin. We fight about everything. Where to cut, how to cut, when to cut. Cauldron material: brass, cast iron, copper, gold, pewter, silver; Flame level: high heat, medium heat, low heat, embers; How to stir: clockwise or counterclockwise; Ingredient addition: sprinkle or pour; Preparation: chop, crush, dice, pulverize, shave, tear. I swear she’d make me check the wind direction and tell me how to angle my arse to fart downwind. I just want to…” He drains the rest of his glass in another long swallow then stalks over to the bar cart to refill it. “Throttle her,” he growls.

Theo and Blaise exchange curious looks.

“Oh?” Theo asks in a suggestive tone, waggling his eyebrows. “I haven’t seen you this worked up about a bird since… ever.”

“Babe alert?” Blaise chimes in, returning to the conversation now that the topic was on fit birds.

Draco pours two fingers of Theo’s delicious top-shelf bourbon and considers his glass. He takes a sip. It goes down smooth, leaving a bouquet of caramel, honey, and vanilla on his palette. Its heat pools low in his belly, mixing with the heat already there whenever he got worked up thinking about her. Granger. Merlin, the bourbon even tasted like her … the vanilla of her perfume or shampoo whenever either of them leaned over the other’s workspace to inspect their progress. The honey from her tea. She preferred ginger and herbal teas, a proclivity they unnervingly shared. She also smelled like berries and citrus. And mint from the wintermint berries or gum she chewed during the tedious process of writing lab notes. He preferred a Muggle Ayurvedic chewing stick to get him through the tedium. Better for the teeth and digestion, as he’d told her yesterday. She’d rolled those big, beautiful eyes and said her parents were two of the eight dentists (teeth healers) who’d approved the particular gum she chewed. He’d offered her a stick, if only to watch her grimace like others did when they sampled it for the first time. There were notes of licorice, ginger, apple, cinnamon, and an earthy taste most found off-putting. But she’d liked it. And had happily chomped away on it for a few minutes. He had not tried her gum... that day.

He shrugs. “She’s… cute. I suppose.” Olive skin. Big, expressive brown eyes with flecks of gold. Plump pink lips. Delightfully curly hair that always looked ready to spring from her braid. He turns to face them. “She does this thing with her hair to keep it off her face. It’s-”

If he said ‘cute’ again, he’d never hear the end of it. Besides it was her brain that drove him crazy. She had a breadth of knowledge and experience that rivalled his. He’d swiftly learned why Snape had promoted her before the ink had dried on her contract. When last they’d spoken, the new guy was supposed to be a Junior Apprentice. Monday morning Draco had walked into the lab and the new guy was a woman, and a newly minted Senior Apprentice to boot. She also had a knife-sharp wit. Pun very much intended in light of her knife fetish. He’d know. And that Zwilling tip had paid off. He’d never had a lab mate nerd out about knives like that before. It was… f*ck, it was hot.

Wait, what? He was talking about her… wit. Right. Knife-sharp. He’d seen some of his lab mates doubled over in stitches, laughing and joking with her. He only got the cutting edge of her wit. Others got the laughs. He got the cheek. The sarcasm. The acerbic retorts that stung if he dwelled on them too long. And he lobbed them right back to her. Parrying blow for blow until they were banished to their separate corners to cool off. Literally.

“Yes,” Theo coaxes. “It’s… what?”

Draco blinks in confusion. “What?”

“We lost you for a second there.” Theo chuckles. “Is there a bed in whatever room you were just in?”

“Shut up.”

“What?” Theo asks with feigned innocence. “You were just telling us how cute your little lab swot is. We were hoping for some more of that fabled Malfoy loquacity. I think that was ten words so far? You’re about ten off from your daily limit. After that you power down, right?” Theo chides, miming a robot powering down.

Blaise cackles, earning him a stern look.

“My blond, broody darling, please redirect all that ardor toward Theodore,” Blaise quips.

“More like broady,” Theo jokes and they mime a Muggle high five.

“Do you want me to finish or not?”

“Oh, don’t let us keep you. Will you have to rewind the fantasy to get yourself worked up again or did you stop at a good place?” Theo teases.

Draco rolls his eyes and turns to Blaise, the saner of the two… by a hair.

Blaise smiles. “I’m listening. Tell us all about her.”

Draco shrugs. “That’s really it,” he says, earning an exasperated sigh from Theo. “What? All I see of her is her face and the little peek of her white collar under her robes. You’ve seen my Lab robes. We’re all just heads and feet.”

Theo snorts. “Yeah, right. Draco, you don’t really expect us to believe that all of this is because of some disembodied head. This must be some witch to have you twisted up in knots for an entire week.

He’d texted Astoria again last night to… work out the knots. She was fun when she wanted to be and knew how to spend money well. Too well. She’d countered his offer of ‘company’ with ‘dinner… then company.’ He’d taken her to Gavroche. Somewhere Muggle and expensive to keep the vultures off his back. Despite his feints and ruses, the paps had an almost uncanny knack of finding him and Astoria when they were out at Wizarding establishments.

She’d ordered them oysters, caviar, and blanquette de veau. He requested Duck à L'orange for himself. And refused to be baited into a discussion about his obvious objection to the veal stew, deftly steering the conversation back to lab swot when Astoria wouldn’t let it go. She’d rolled her eyes behind her glass but let him continue his rant while the food and the bottle of Cote de Beaune Chardonnay worked through his system. Over their crème brulée, she’d told him to stick to his guns when he wondered if he’d played his trump card too soon by putting his foot down on the faun balm.

After he’d tuckered himself out, she’d cozied up beside him on the velvet-upholstered booth and rubbed tantalizing patterns up and down his thigh, inching closer and closer to... “Ready for company?” She whispered in his ear.

He swallowed thickly and nodded, closing his eyes as she kissed his neck.

“So am I,” she purred.

Back in his room she’d climbed on top and set the pace. He’d sat back and watched her take her fill. His thoughts floated loose and free on a sea of Chardonnay while she wrung shared ecstasy from them again and again. His hands roved over her body, and he played with her cl*t as she rode him. He was present and fully in the moment until…

Until he ventured behind his walls and found her. With those big, expressive brown eyes. And that curly hair that must be just shy of unruly if she always kept it leashed in two French braids. He wondered what it would feel like if he unbraided them, releasing her hair in a halo around her face. Imagined running his fingers through her soft curls. Imagined tracing his fingers along her warm, olive skin. Mapping her pleasures and swallowing her moans as he tasted the sweetness of her lips. Merlin, those lips. Those plump, pink f*cking lips. “f*ck!” He cried out as he crested again. He buried his head in her neck. Astoria’s neck. And kissed her softly. Kissed Astoria softly. f*ck.

Another snort pulls him back. As I said, some witch,” Theo mutters.

“Your point?” He levels at Theo.

“Draco, you like them… feisty. You keep the company of some… how to put this?”

“Strong-willed women?” Blaise offers. They did share the one brain cell after all.

“Exactly. Especially the ones you date. The ones that get repeat appearances are usually-”

“Spunky?” Blaise offers, working the poor cell overtime.

“After he’s done with them,” Theo jokes, slapping Blaise another ‘five.’ “I was going to say spirited.”

“Nah, they’re well-bred but they’re not horses.”

“Plucky?”

“Too… under-doggy.” They don’t even bother articulating the punchline. They simply communicate it telepathically across that shriveled cell and slap five in triumph. “Frankly, darling, I think you hit the nail with feisty.”

“Agreed! If they’re not feisty, you don’t even bother to hide how bored you are. I think that’s why you instituted the partial face clause. All the Prophet photos of you are from odd angles because otherwise Wizard society would see you stone cold bored over their tea and toast.”

There was one obvious problem with Theo’s theory. “Cho,” Draco challenges.

“Could wipe the field with you in Quidditch,” Theo counters, disgustingly pleased with himself. “Sometimes I fear you’d leave me for Potter if he didn’t have eyes for a certain flower. Cho was feisty in her own way. The point stands. You like feisty women who aren’t afraid of a little… tension. With the ones you really like there’s sexual tension-”

“It’s not like that,’ Draco counters. “This isn’t the tension you… f*ck out.” He’d know.

He’d tried.

“If she’s that irksome, just ignore her,” Blaise offers, unhelpfully. “Can’t you avoid her?” He asks when Draco rolls his eyes.

“No. Snape has essentially made us partners. We work together on everything. In fact, today he pulled us from our cases and had us making Pepper Up and Rejuvenating like we were in third year. He started this, then benched us like petulant children!”

Theo chuckles.

“But enough about lab swot,” Draco says, flashing Theo a conspiratorial grin as he changes the subject. “Blaisey, I heard you dawdled at the Burrow after Quidditch on Saturday. Did Ginevra give you any?”

It’s Blaise’s turn to chuck a cushion.

It smacks Draco in the face just as he raises his glass to his lips. “Ace shot, mate,” he sputters, his voice dripping with sarcasm.

Mate, could you not have broken up with the sister any other day? She took it out on the new girl,” Theo pipes up, changing the subject again.

“Oh yeah, what’s she like?” Draco asks, ignoring the dig about him and Astoria.

“You’d like her. She’s fun.”

“Smart,” Theo offers.

“Funny,” from Blaise.

Feisty,” says Theo, winking, because he just can’t help himself.

“She seems genuine,” Blaise adds. “Feels like she’s been around forever but it’s only been a week. Harry likes her too. And you both can be quite… prickly… with new folks.”

“Good. I’ll meet her tomorrow, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Is she single?”

“Nah. Picked up some bloke at the bar her first night.” Theo pads over to the bar cart to refill his drink. “And Daph told me Pansy said she’s dating some Pro Quidditch player. Said we’d lose it when we found out who. And he went to see her in Spain this week.”

“Hmm, did she give you any clues?”

“No, just that if Pansy hadn’t been in the room when the new girl got a Skype video call from him and talked to him herself, she wouldn’t have believed it. Pansy says she has a ton of his Quidditch jerseys. He keeps her out of the papers, but they’ve been together forever.”

Draco frowns. “Forever? I can’t think of a single Pro who’s not in the paper at least once a month with a new witch.”

Theo holds his hands up. “Hey, I’m just the messenger.”

“And if she’s got a Pro on her arm, why is she rooming with Pansy?”

Theo shrugs.

“Things are not always as they seem,” Blaise deadpans, flashing each of them a dark look.

FRI 14 JUL

Draco’s late to Friday dinner at Ronaldo’s the next night. One of his mother’s tea guests waylaid him at the Floo, peppering him with inane questions. He cursed himself for not using the Floo in his wing. He’d just had to pop in and chat with his mother before leaving like a dutiful son.

When the weather was nice the snakes ate on the back patio under fans and strong cooling charms. Ronaldo’s was a Muggle restaurant, but the owners were Half-bloods, so they helped them take the proper precautions to stay discreet. He chats idly with the owners about the recent renovations before crossing to the hostess stand to put his card down for the meal. He’s just finished up with the hostess and is making his way toward the patio door when he thinks he sees her coming out of the restroom. He’s not quite sure. Her face looks familiar but everything else about her seems different. They’re moving toward each other now. She appears to be walking in the direction of the patio as well.Surely, they weren’t heading to the same destination…

She’s a far cry from the swot with whom he’d bickered all week in the lab. Her hair is off her face in a ponytail and her face is slightly flushed. She looks windswept, sun-kissed, and sweet. Merlin. His eyes slide down her body, wide-eyed as he takes in her attire and… surely his brain is short circuiting. Tattoos? Black sandals; bright pink toenails – the most color he’s seen on her all week; a sleeveless black dress that hugs her curves. Where’d those hips come from? And that ass? He’d only ever seen her in swot mode. Robes closed against the frigid lab temperatures, a white collared shirt peeking over her robes, and prim dress shoes and loafers on her feet.

Clad in their voluminous black lab robes they were all just disembodied heads and legs. He’d known she must have had a body under that robe - she’s human after all. But Gods, never in a million did he think the body looked like that! She’s all curves and soft edges. He tries to remember if he’d even so much as glimpsed her at the pub last week. He supposes his attention had been elsewhere.

She co*cks her head, and he realizes he’s been caught staring.

“Granger?” he splutters, at the same time as the corner of her lips quirk up and she asks, “Malfoy?”

Chapter 6: HERMIONE - "DLM"

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FRI 14 JUL

The day had been perfect so far. Hermione had risen early and decided to venture out on her first Coastal Walk. One of the things she was most excited to do in England was explore the many coasts and beaches. She’d taken a car out from the Parkinson garage and driven 30 minutes from Bristol to Layde Bay in Clevedon. She dressed in bike shorts, a sports bra, and a long-sleeve rash-guard top for added sun protection, put her hair in a ponytail and wore an old Nike cap and trainers. She shrank some wellies into her backpack just in case there were muddy or water-logged areas and threw some books, snacks, and bottled waters in as well.

It was a gorgeous day. Bright and sunny. The sun dappled beautifully between the leaves of the canopy overhead as she walked the wooded path. She climbed the suspension bridge and marveled at the panoramic views of the bay, the beach, and miles and miles of rolling hills. She descended and walked along the rocky beach before setting down an enlarged towel in the sand to read on the beach for a few hours. Later, she hiked up to the Wellington Park Hotel for a late lunch of ceviche, scallops with bacon on wild rice and a glass of Riesling. On her return trip to Bristol, she took a detour to the Bristol Museum and Art Gallery and walked each floor taking in everything from mummies and fossils to paintings and pottery.

Back home she showers and naps and then gets ready for dinner and drinks with Pansy’s friends. She dries her hair with drying charms and throws it into a ponytail. She dons a plain black racerback bodycon dress that hits just above her knees. She chooses not to hide her tattoos under glamours and finishes the look with her black platform sandals and ubiquitous beaded bag.

She Apparates to the alley near the restaurant and just as she’s walking in, her phone rings with a call from her mother. She takes the call, updating her mother on the lab shenanigans since the last time they’d spoken. She’d forgotten to cast a cooling charm so she’s a sweaty mess when she hangs up. She goes to the restroom to freshen up and cast a cooling charm before heading out to the back patio to meet Pansy and the rest of the snakes.

On her way out she stops short when she spies an all too familiar flash of silvery blond hair heads above everyone else in the restaurant. They couldn’t possibly be heading for the same area, could they? Her eyes move down his body as they walk slowly toward each other. He’s in a white button-down linen shirt with his sleeves rolled up his forearms. His lean, muscled arms, and long graceful fingers are on display. As he slips something into his trouser pocket, the light glints off the emerald in the ring he always wears. She wonders whether emerald is his favorite color or simply his family stone. Not that she’d ask him. The ring is like her class ring but… different. The stone is bigger, the ring is heftier, and there’s something… inexplicable about it. Objects enchanted with powerful or ancient magic often had an… essence about them. The ring has that essence in spades. It exudes magical power. He exudes power. Her eyes drift lower. He's in light gray slacks and crisp white trainers. Her brain snags on that detail after a week of seeing his feet clad only in the world’s rarest and most expensive leather.

She realizes only belatedly (after her own inspection is complete) that he is also studying her. His eyes take in her tattoos and slide down her body. He appears… flummoxed. Her lips quirk up in a wry smile, and she wrinkles her nose at him in consternation. As they both reach for the handle of the patio door, her incredulous “Malfoy?” is met with his curious “Granger?”

Pansy finds them both stunned in the doorway as she opens the patio door. “On a last name basis, are we?” She asks as she pulls Hermione out onto the private patio behind her.

Hermione looks back at him, mouth agape.

A faint blush creeps up his neck and cheeks. His gaze is heavy and unfathomable for mere seconds as he drinks her in. His eyes snag on one particular detail. She chuckles and as his eyes snap back up to hers, he realizes he’s been caught checking out her ass.

Pansy guides Hermione over to the chair beside her own.

Malfoy follows behind them, dumbfounded.

Hermione smiles down at Harry who is seated to her right. Daphne is on his right, next to Theo. Blaise is on his right, next to Malfoy who is pulling out his chair. Although the table is a circle, he is sitting at the head of it. Interesting. The rest of the snakes have small plates and drinks in front of them. All that’s left are dregs and crumbs.

“Draco you’ve been quite absent recently. Meet Hermione. Hermione, Draco.” She gestures between them as Hermione pulls out her chair and takes her seat.

“Draco? Draco Malfoy?” Hermione whispers to Pansy as she sits in the chair between herself and Malfoy.

“Yes,” Pansy whispers to her. “Draco Lucius Malfoy.”

“Lucius?” Hermione asks, pinching her nose. “He’s their son, isn’t he?”

Pansy quirks a brow. “Yes?” Her voice goes even quieter. “DLM. He’s also Astoria’s ex.”

Hermione’s eyes widen as the puzzle pieces all slot into place. The notorious him. DLM. Blurry side profiles and the back of his head with a Pureblood darling in the papers. Her mind races, cataloging all the pieces: Puzzle pages; bickering about superior texts and authors, techniques, theorems, proofs, and potion formulations; Nitpicking preparations; Sending, resending, and banishing meeting invites; Dragon-leather, knives and expensive watches; Veelas and ogres and onions. “Oh my- that’s lab git,” she squeaks, fighting the urge to scream at the sick irony of this moment.

She couldn’t do the Puzzle page in the morning without those initials taunting her from the next page. Some inane story about him that she urges herself to ignore despite flicking her eyes over it. Some picture of an arm or the back of the head - she now knew was his - as he led some green-clad Pureblood darling behind him. The Prophet was obsessed with him but wouldn’t (or couldn’t) print his entire name and wouldn’t (or couldn’t) print a decent full-face picture of him? Why? So that people wouldn’t unwittingly be terrorized by quite possibly the richest wizard (second only to his father, of course) and most eligible bachelor in Europe! That’s why!

Not that it changed anything! But it did explain the myriad pairs of dragonhide shoes. The understated but expertly crafted and undoubtedly expensive watches (plural!). The immaculately tailored robes. The ring. The hair. The regal elegance. The imperiousness… Hermione releases a shaky breath.

Pansy chortles. She’d gotten an earful all week about the lab git who, as it turned out, was her dear friend. “Oh, my Gods, this is rich!” Pansy titters, setting down the glass of water she’d been primly sipping. “Of course! How did I not put two and two together?”

Malfoy has his head down whispering to Blaise and Theo who both glance over at Hermione.

Theo guffaws and Malfoy swats him repeatedly with his cloth napkin.

The waitress arrives to take the food and drink order of the two newcomers. Hermione reviews the menu quickly before ordering. They glare at each other when they both order a bottle of Crabbies. She feels a tickle in her brain as he brushes a curious finger of Legilimency against her walls. She only had the claptrap siding up, her baseline. Nothing load-bearing. Luckily the only thing front of mind was menu options. The seared swordfish looked promising, but the shepherd’s pie had caramelized cheese and crunchy onions on top. When she glances at him suspiciously, he looks away breaking the connection. His curiosity had gotten the better of him once again and she caught him every time.

Theo chuckles. “The Ginger Twins! Oh no wait, that’s Fred and George. We’ll come up with a better name later… Mr. and Mrs. Swot?”

‘Swot?’ Hermione mouths to Pansy.

“Know it all. But… not in a good way,” Pansy whispers.

Ah, so a pejorative. She glances at Malfoy who’s already glowering at her. He’s the swot. She holds his gaze, narrowing her eyes at him, wishing she knew Legilimency so she could take a quick peek.

He breaks first and glances away.

Theo continues unperturbed. “No, no, I can do better than Mr. and Mrs. Swot. Bah, it’ll come to me… And for their next trick, they’ll order the same entree. On the count of three, my pretties, one, two-”

Malfoy swats at him again. “Shut up, Theo,” he admonishes, before ordering the swordfish.

She orders the shepherd’s pie.

“Ooh Hermione, your little Irish bloke’s rubbing off on you,” Blaise teases.

Hermione feels her cheeks heat.

“He’d better be doing more than that!” Theo calls.

Hermione chucks her napkin at him.

Pansy rolls her eyes then whispers, “And what about that Wood guy?”

Somehow Theo still hears. “Ooh, more wood for you, Hermione? I daresay, our pond jumper is a little lady’s man. Or er, what’s the woman’s equivalent.” He calls over, ducking the napkin she snatches from Pansy’s lap to throw at him.

“Man’s lady?” Blaise chimes in. “Hmm, no. It lacks a certain je ne sais quoi.

“Whatever it is,” Daphne teases, “she’s got a thing for Quidditch players. First Krum and now Wood.”

Blaise chokes on his water and Theo claps him on the back. “Viktor… Krum?” He ekes out between wet coughs. The guys exchange looks she can’t yet read.

Hermione shrugs.

“Ace roster, Hermione!” Theo calls.

Pansy joins in the fray. “Yeah, she wears his shirts to sleep and everything. She’s got a nice little collection from the looks of it,” Pansy chides, nudging her. “I heard him begging her to see him while she was in Spain.”

Malfoy’s mumbled, “Spain,” is drowned out as Hermione shrieks, “Pansy!” Heat rises up her chest and neck and she knows her face is nearly beet red when the waitress returns with two ginger beers and more warm bread, butter, and olive oil for the table.

Hermione tears into the bread and stifles a moan. The bread was so much better in Europe.

“I know,” coos Pansy, who’d already received an earful about the bread at several dinners throughout the week. “The bread alone is worth the plane ride to you, darling, I know. We can all leave and give you two a private moment.” She gestures to the bread and they giggle.

Theo cuts through their bread lovefest. “Is it only current Quidditch players or will past players do? Any position preference?”

She pointedly ignores Theo, thanking the gods her mouth is too full of bread.

Daphne, however, does not. “I haven’t heard any complaints about the positions Wood’s put her in. Or Krum for that matter, though with a-”

Hermione groans and shoots Daphne a censorial glare.

Pansy, the traitor pipes up. “Well Krum is an active player and so is Wood. The Yorkshire… Puddings? Or something.” She waves her hand dismissively. “So, I’d say current Quidditch players only. Isn’t that right, Granger?” She asks feigning innocence before cutting her eyes to Malfoy as she enunciates Hermione’s surname.

He shoots Pansy an unamused look.

Theo tuts and turns to Malfoy as well. “You’ll need to find some other way to settle your differences, mate. Current Quidditch players only.”

Blaise’s hand shoots out to prevent Malfoy from pummeling Theo as the table dissolves into raucous laughter, only stopped when the waitress returns with the first set of entrees.

Conversation and drinks flow easily among the gang. The sun has just dipped below the horizon and the table is illuminated by the soft glow of string lights and light charms when the waitress returns for their dessert order. The gang orders one of everything on the menu á la mode and rotate the small plates around the table, taking nibbles.

Hermione is enamored of the bread pudding. She’d hated the dish as a child. She nudges Pansy and asks if Mitsy would make some for them over the weekend. “Do you think she’d teach me how to make it?”

Pansy smiles at her. “Sure.”

Theo clears his throat, more serious than Hermione had seen him in the past week. His demeanor, usually so light, is rather stern. Gone is the man who always had a joke on his lips.

Hermione straightens in her seat.

“I can teach you,” he offers.

Her eyes widen. “You can? You-”

“Yes, I’m a Pastry chef. I trained in France.”

Malfoy rolls his eyes when she cuts her eyes over to him at the mention of his favorite word.

“I’m still working on my Culinary Arts degree during the summers though.”

“Wow, Theo! How’d that start?”

“I became obsessed with Muggle baking and cooking competition shows and it grew from there. I took some cooking classes at Cordon Bleu London and then went to France because… France…” He shrugs.

Malfoy narrows his eyes when she glances at him again.

“I can teach you. We can make other things too. And that’s not innuendo.” He chuckles.

Daphne swats his shoulder playfully.

“I didn’t think it was until you denied it, Theo.” Hermione smirks. “But I’d like that. There’s nothing better than a home-cooked meal from someone who really likes to cook, you know? That taste of love in it. I’d be happy to eat anything you feed me-”

Theo’s eyes widen and a grin spreads across his face.

“And Theo, so help me Merlin, if you make a dirty joke or innuendo, I will shoot you the nastiest Bat Bogey Hex you’ve ever felt. You’ll snot green for a week.”

His expression falls. “Fine. But in order for it to be the nastiest I’ve ever felt, I’d have to snot green for a week and a half.”

“My girl!” Blaise chuckles. He raps his knuckles twice on the table. “If we’re done here, my darlings, there’s a band that opened for Mother dearest a few years ago that’s playing a gig at the Roxy tonight. We could check out Roxy and then that new club on Diagon, Snare?”

The gang all agree.

“What kind of music do they play?” Hermione asks.

“A little pop, a little ska. Are you okay with those?”

Hermione nods, draining the rest of her drink. “I love ska. My father was in a ska band as a teen. He introduced me to a lot of different genres of music. I listen to a little bit of everything. And I give everything at least a chance.”

“Good girl.” Blaise chuckles. “Would we have heard any of his stuff? Will I find anything if I look him up online.”

“No, there’s nothing extant. Although if you come for Sunday dinner, you’ll get dinner and a show.” She grins.

Blaise smiles. “Tempting offer.”

She supposes if Friday dinners are always this fun, she can gladly make time in her schedule to attend them. And she doesn’t have to bait Malfoy. She can simply ignore him. There’s enough conversation and laughter to distract her from his presence.

Chapter 7: DRACO - INTRIGUED

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FRI 14 JUL

Draco was sat in his usual seat at their usual table at their usual restaurant. This was just another Friday night with friends. Except it wasn’t. Because she’s here. She did not belong here. Not that any of the other snakes seemed to share this sentiment. They were laughing and chumming it up with her as if she’d been here their entire lives. To them she was a funny, sexy, tattooed bookworm. A chum. A mate. A friend.

They were not with her day in and day out at the lab, bickering and competing with her. And seeing the snakes interact with her, hearing how much they enjoyed spending time with her, and knowing that this witch was also the swot from the Lab had given him whiplash. She was certainly a puzzle.

He liked puzzles. And like puzzles, he found her… intriguing. And when her eyes flickered over to him after he brushed a curious tendril of legilimency against her walls he discovered that she was also an Occlumens. Quite skilled by the speed at which she’d surmised he was the intruder. Startled, he’d retreated.

Loathe as he was to admit it, her Potioneering skills were excellent, and according to Snape she was the youngest Harvard/New College student to obtain an Herbology Mastery. Of course, she’d be a skilled Occlumens. He’d bet a few hundred galleons she was a Parseltongue too. So far, Harry was the only one of their group with that skill. She was probably also secretly an Alchemist, or working toward it, because why not? Since it seemed it was her goal in life to obtain every bloody Wizarding honor and skill possible before she turned 25, maybe 30, and to figure out the meaning of life and the universe. His father had studied Alchemy at Oxford/Hogwarts before taking up the reins of Malfoy Estate and Holdings. The man didn’t have many people to nerd out about the universe with. Those two could beat each other over the head with facts and quibble and snipe about the smallest details. A passion they both shared.

A low growl of frustration rumbles through him. He hurries to mask it with a gulp of Crabbies.

Blaise nudges his water glass closer. He’d eyed him all night, watching Draco knock back ginger beer after ginger beer, coaxing him to slow down and glaring at him until he took a sip of water.

“Happy?” He hisses after a sip of water.

“Immensely, darling,” Blaise retorts.

It didn’t help that she also drank ginger beers and would also ask for another every other time he ordered a refill from the waitress. Seethe, gulp, growl, nudge, repeat. Blaise stilled his hand more forcefully after he switched to top-shelf whiskey. He needed the edge taken way off and didn’t care for the burn of something cheap or the abominably cinnamon pungency of Ogden’s. And tonight was too tame for anything elvish or goblin.

“After this he’s cut off,” Blaise advises the waitress.

Like hell he was. He was paying for this bloody meal. His money, his rules.

“Ignore him,” Draco says as he gives Claire a soft smile.

“Ignore him,” Blaise retorts.

“Yes, Mr. Zabini.”

After the waitress departs, Draco flashes a glare at Blaise who gives him a sh*t-eating grin and claps him on the shoulder. “I tip better.”

Chastened, Draco sips his whiskey and tries to keep his eyes off of her. He does. But who knew she was hiding all that under her robes and imperious academic walls. The couple times she’d smirked at him when Theo said ‘France,’ had sent him into a tailspin. She was convinced he had an unhealthy affinity for his homeland and bringing a relic of their lab feud to the dinner table on the back patio of Ronaldo’s had set off all his alarm bells. It was difficult to reconcile the swot he bickered and competed with in the Lab with the funny, worldly woman across the table from him now.

‘Nd yu tonit,’ he haphazardly texts Astoria under the table.

He’d have to compartmentalize. If he allowed the disparate parts of Hermione Granger to coalesce into a whole, he’d… he didn’t know what. But it would be bad. Especially with where his mind tended to wander when he thought about her. He needed to keep them separate. Granger was his lab mate and Hermione was… a friend of a friend. Whoever she was, Narcissa would loathe her. He chuckled into his drink. Earning a curious look from Blaise. He stares blankly at him before he turns his attention back to whatever Gra- Hermione was saying. Something about ska. He didn’t care much for reggae. He’d heard it at Muggle bars mixed into the DJ sets, but it wasn’t a genre he sought out. He preferred classical music and jazz, and had a budding interest in soul.

She seems to carry on well with the boys. Harry seemed happy to have another Muggleborn around who had similar experiences to him, straddled both worlds, and could catch his Muggle references with ease. She also deftly evaded and shot down Theo’s flirtations and didn’t let Blaise and Theo’s innuendos slide. Good! Because it was unspoken that Blaise was licking his wounds after his last romp with Ginevra – but they belonged together. Theo had been enamored with Daphne since they were in leading strings. And there was something unfolding tortuously slowly between Pansy and Potter if they could both kindly extract their heads from their arses. He wonders how many of these dynamics Her Swotness has picked up on. She seemed perceptive. Though neither of them had figured out they were connected to the same gaggle of people for almost a week despite lambasting the other to anyone who would listen. This failure lessened his estimation of both of them by a smidgeon. It was humbling.

Chapter 8: HERMIONE - VERY DECIDEDLY NOT WATCHING THE QUIDDITCH GAME

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SAT 15 JUL – SUN 16 JUL

The second Muggle Adventure day went off without a hitch. She’d taken the gang Go-Karting and they’d loved every minute of it. She’d ended the day with Pansy by the pool before a dinner date with Seamus. She was awoken early the next morning to the blaring of his alarm. They breakfasted on her balcony before she sent him off with a kiss and bid him good luck on his mission.

She spent the next few hours poring over lesson plans for the Herbology Review course she was T.A.ing. She finalized her lesson plan, allocating time in each class session for lecture and hands-on practical experience. She was excited that the Instructor, Professor Sprout, had agreed to allow her one class a month to take the students foraging and gave Hermione a duplicated copy of her ancient, annotated Almanac to help her plan for the in-class foraging and her own personal romps. She owled the Professor a copy of her finalized lesson plan, then knocked on Pansy’s door with a poppyseed muffin and mug of peppermint tea and told her to meet her by the pool.

They swam and lounged for a couple hours before preparing to leave for the Burrow to watch Ginny and the boys play Quidditch. They showered and Hermione changed into a black tank, shorts, and sandals. She threw her hair into a ponytail, looped it through the opening in her old Harvard cap and threw some sunglasses and her copy of Hogwarts: A History into her bag. She also glamoured a spicy new romance novel that had her favorite romance internet forum all in a twitter. The glamoured book now purported to be the innocuous ‘Guide des Plantes Aquatiques’ by French Botanist Aufidius De’Candolle. Except the man’s real name was actually Augustin and he'd written no such thing.

Malfoy’s at the Burrow, but Hermione ignores him. Or tries to. He’s a whiz on his broom. Second only to Harry. Confident, graceful, and long. Malfoy’s daring where Harry is bold; cautious where Harry is reactive. Not that she noticed, however, because she was very decidedly not watching the Quidditch match. She does not notice his ease on the broom. How it seems like an extension of him. How this was yet another thing he was impossibly good at without breaking a sweat. She does not notice his determination and skill, how his eyes tracked the snitch while simultaneously keeping track of the gameplay. She does not notice how methodical he is. She does not notice how he sends Harry on wild goose chases that end in them completing dives and feints they pull out of mere centimeters from the grass. No, she’s reading her book. Which is forgotten altogether in her lap during their explosive final battle for the snitch!

Lighter on his broom and seemingly possessed of a death wish, Harry just barely edges Malfoy out for the snitch. With a wide-eyed grin, he surges forward. His broom tips precariously as he snatches the flash of gold out of Malfoy’s reach, winning the match for his team who hoot and holler as they zoom toward Harry to clap him on the back.

Hermione knows the precise moment Malfoy’s dark gaze flicks over to her. Can feel his gaze on her skin clear across the field. “sh*t,” she whispers, snapping her eyes back down to her book. She plucks it from her lap and flips through the pages, hoping he can’t see the blush creeping up her neck and cheeks. Or that her book is upside down.

Chapter 9: HERMIONE - RHYTHMS

Notes:

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Hermione soon fell into a rhythm in which she spent the rest of the summer. A rhythm punctuated by birthday parties, Quidditch matches (er- reading at Quidditch matches), Coastal Walks, Friday night dinners at Ronaldo’s, Muggle Adventure Days, Sunday cooking sessions with Theo, Foraging sessions, outings with the girls, dates, great sex, and Lab shenanigans.

Sundays she studied and ate brunch with Pansy before they Flooed to the Burrow to watch the weekly Quidditch match. As always, Quidditch bouts were prime reading time for Hermione, but she would often glance up to catch a stellar play and witness more of the bitter rivalry between Draco and Harry. Although Draco played with grace and strategy, he was no match for Harry’s raw power. She wondered if Malfoy ever let himself go. If he ever surrendered to a moment. To a feeling. To an impulse? Was he always so buttoned up and orderly? Was everything in his life so particular? Always just so?

Harry put his all into the game. He played Quidditch with every bit of his soul. In fact, the man played so hard he often dozed into his plate at their post-Quidditch lunch. A time or two… or three, Pansy even had to ply him with a Pepper-up!

In contrast, after composing himself (which often involved zooming over the forest near the Burrow at breakneck speed) Draco strode off the field and bantered with the others throughout the meal before making his exit to the Manor to study or attend to Estate business. Harry left everything on the field. What did Draco leave? It was evident that Harry played to win and for the thrill of flying and diving.

In a dark corner of her mind, Hermione wondered what motivated Malfoy to show up to lose week after week after week. Maybe he didn’t mind being Harry’s foil. Maybe he enjoyed being a pain in Harry’s ass and strove to make it that much harder for him to clench each victory. The git certainly didn’t mind being a pain in someone’s ass – she knew that from personal experience.

Each Sunday after they helped Mrs. Weasley clear the dishes, the snakes would lounge by the Parkinson or Nott pool before Hermione’s cooking session with Theo. Sometimes they invited Daphne and Pansy to eat with them or they’d eat while watching Muggle cooking shows and cartoons from all over the world.

After recharging at the weekend, Hermione threw herself headlong into each new week. She was off early to the lab Monday through Thursday. Each evening after a sh*t in the Lab, Hermione would eat dinner with Pansy and her family at the Manor or go out with Daphne and Pansy and some of the guys. Some nights she went on dates with Seamus or Wood or a guy she met at Flourish or in the Apothecary. Other nights – usually Thursdays – the boys (Harry, Theo, Blaise; and Neville and Ron if they were free) would join Pansy, Hermione, and Daphne in Pansy’s family media room to watch a movie or a couple episodes of a TV show.

Fridays were Hermione’s solo exploration day. She’d drive off to do a Coastal Walk and hike or tour a museum, and eat lunch at a beach or cliffside hotel. She’d return to the Manor to shower and nap then join the crew for dinner at their usual spot. After dinner they’d catch a show at The Roxy, or they’d go for drinks at the Leaky or another Wizard or muggle bar.

She’d sleep in late Saturday mornings and join the Parkinsons for brunch before she, Theo, Harry, and Blaise would do something Muggle: Arcade, Bowling, Laser Tag, Ping Pong, Tennis, amusem*nt parks, go-karting, trampolining, ax throwing, mini golf, archery… Sometimes, if it was still early afternoon when they lost interest in their activity, they’d catch a movie at the local theater. Pansy often joined them at the movie theater and Hermione would stop the other boys with an outstretched hand to ensure Harry and Pansy sat together in the theater. Then she’d settle in between Harry and Theo. After the movie they’d text Daphne (and Ginny if she wasn’t on the road) to join them for dinner and drinks at a Muggle restaurant. They’d debrief the movie during the meal, arguing about the plot and allowing Harry and Hermione to tell them about similar movies or other movies and shows the actors were in. Some Saturday's Hermione would drag the gang to Karaoke. The gang took to karaoke really well, having boned up on Muggle music after the Almost. After a couple weeks, karaoke became a staple Saturday evening activity.

Professional Quidditch matches were often played Saturday afternoons or evenings. The snakes attended Ginny’s final home matches before she went out on the road. Hermione also attended a few of Wood’s matches and invited Daphne and Pansy whenever she went to one of Viktor’s matches. One Saturday Hermione, Daphne and Pansy took a Portkey to Finland to watch Viktor’s team play the Finnish Wolves. After the match, they went to dinner with a few members of the Bulgarian team then attended a house party with players from both teams.

Afterward, Viktor and Hermione went back to his hotel room, and he worshiped her body as slowly and tenderly as he always did. She always had such powerful org*sms with him. He knew her body like the back of his hand and was so attentive. He liked a slow rhythmic pace with deep strokes that hit every nerve ending. His hands were everywhere, grasping her wild curls and gripping her hips and ass. He couldn’t get enough of her ass. He was always such a gentleman in public, but in private or on secluded walks after dinner, his hand would start wrapped around her waist – pulling her in close – then stray lower and lower. He especially liked when she wore muggle jeans or pants with back pockets that he could slip a hand into. Alone in his hotel room or flat when she visited, he often pulled her into his lap while he reviewed game strategy.

f*cking Seamus was sloppy and sweaty and loud. He’d take her on the counter, on the couch, against the door, against the wall, in the shower, on the floor, and all over his bed. That summer, they christened every inch of his new flat. He was a Junior Auror with Charms and Transfigurations Masteries from Hogwarts and did a lot of undercover work abroad. When he returned from a mission, he’d invite her out for dinner and dancing and she could see the heat and hunger in his eyes as he greedily took her in, pulling her in for a hug, his hands roving down her sides along her hips and ass. Often, they’d go out for a cuisine he’d been missing during his clandestine assignments. Indian, Thai, Mexican, Vietnamese, Ethiopian, Brazilian, Cuban, Jamaican, Chinese. His vast palette and tolerance for spice made eating with him fun and exciting. And Seamus loved dancing. He’d take her ballroom dancing and to reggae and salsa clubs. She’d raid Pansy’s closet for dresses, gowns, and kitten heals to wear dancing with him.

Seamus also liked public sex. Bathrooms, coat check, the side of the building, sitting on the same side of the booth as her, teasing circles along her thighs and then fingering her while she fought to maintain her composure and finish her meal. He’d tease and coax her through org*sms, chiding her to be quiet as he Finite’d every Muffliato or Silencing Charm she cast. Hermione lost count of how many times she’d cum with a strangled moan, knuckles white, her fingers gripping the stem of her wine glass or her knife, her arm halted in mid-air as she brought a bite of food to her mouth trying to appear as if everything was fine at their table. Face flushed, she’d crest, wanting nothing more than to slump against him and sob his name into the crook of his neck as she came all over his skilled fingers.

She returned the favor often. Edging him during the meal, a puddle of precum on his thighs while she dragged her fist slowly, so slowly, up and down, up and down his length until he whimpered and begged and pleaded for her fingers to move. “f*ck!” He’d bite out, his napkin balled in a fist at his mouth. “Faster,” he’d plead. “Tighter.” His breaths coming in short gasps, his legs quivering under the table. “Please, Hermione. Gods, please. Puh-please,” he’d beg.

And when she acquiesced – increasing her pace, tightening her grip, passing her thumb over the sensitive head at the apex of each stroke – he’d cum in spurts that coated her fingers and the underside of the table before they vanished the mess, casting a Scourgify over the entire table. The dazed, blissful look he flashed her each time gave her a heady high. She relished that sloppy kiss he’d place on her lips, his finger crooked under her chin to lift her mouth to his. He’d kiss her deeply until she whimpered and forgot herself and then he’d whisper all the things he’d do to her later then return primly back to his meal. Righting his napkin in his lap as he tucked himself back in, zipped up and muttered a smoothing charm, setting himself back to rights. Those whispers always promised more than just dessert.

Wood was meticulous and had incredible stamina. He was a wonder with his tongue. He liked to eat her out under the stands when he won. Her underwear vanished or dangling around the ankle of the leg thrown over his shoulder, her back pushed against the stands or against the wall of the tunnel to the locker rooms. Her hands fisted in his wavy black hair and his hands on her waist or hips were the only things keeping her up as she dissolved into a boneless puddle while he teased org*sms out of her with his tongue. When he lost, he’d mutter a Disillusionment charm then f*ck her rough under the stands. His co*ck pulled out over the top of his Quidditch kit, her dress rucked up around her waist, fisted in his hands for leverage, her thong pushed to the side or vanished altogether. Taking her in long, sharp strokes that left her gasping and babbling nonsense as he railed her. His hands gripping her hips, her shoulders, and sometimes wrapped around her neck, her back arched against him, the thwack of skin on skin echoing dully under the metal and wood stands. He’d work out his angst and frustration on her body, buried deep inside her, ripping consecutive org*sms out of her until her skin tingled and her mind went blank. He’d slump into her after he came, slowly softening and slipping out of her. He’d watch with hooded eyes as his cum mingled with hers and trickled down her inner thighs before he cast a cleansing charm. Half hard again he’d take her hand and lead her back to the now empty locker room, peeling her clothes off and shagging her again in the shower before rubbing soap over every inch of her and washing her reverently. He’d run his fingers over her body, pulling her flush against him, his co*ck thick and hard against her belly. He’d kiss her until their lips were swollen and he’d bloomed hickies – tiny little pricks of heat and pain – all over her neck, chest, and tit*. Every nerve ending on fire while she stroked him feverishly, panting and cursing as he came in hot spurts against her tummy. The evidence immediately washed down the drain by the hot shower water falling around them. She learned to attend his matches with a spare pair of knickers in her bag and had gotten deft at Mending and Smoothing charms to right the clothes he ripped or wrinkled, balled up in his fists as he f*cked her. They’d join the rest of the team for dinner and drinks, his hand on her thigh throughout the meal as he debriefed and joked with the team. She’d make conversation with his team members and their girlfriends. Then they’d apparate to the Leaky or another wizarding pub. She’d sip a beer or cider while they danced until his post-game and post-coital adrenaline wore off and he began to crash. Then they’d disapparate back to his flat and watch ‘How It’s Made’ reruns on his Tevo and talk about anything and everything under the sun before he carried her to his bed, and they fell asleep with him wrapped around her. Before long, she had a few Wood Quidditch tees added to her collection.

And then there was Draco Lucius Malfoy. He’d split her into Granger in the lab and Hermione outside of it. So, she did the same to him. Draco was essentially a non-entity. They kept their polite distance, were never alone together, never initiated conversation with each other, laughed politely at each other’s jokes, and orbited each other pleasantly. There was no push, there was no pull. They just… existed.

But Malfoy? Malfoy was a thorn in her side. He was under her skin and the bane of her existence. He was more exacting than Snape! He criticized everything she did, undercut and questioned any idea she had, and for every time she corrected him, he gave it right back. Some small voice in the back of her head said that he improved her technique and ensured that her ideas were well thought out, but she would rather die than credit him with anything.

Time and again it floored her that someone so objectively gorgeous could be so unerringly and horrendously, poncey, prattish and swottish. Words Pansy and Daphne had taught her. The better to lambaste him during the thirty minutes a week they allowed her to rant about him. Literally! “Thirty minutes, starting now,” Pansy would say, setting down her phone with the timer running down or charming her wand to vibrate when time was up.

Though Hermione knew Snape could almost feel the disdain they bore each other; he still paired them together on Lab projects and to fill Potion quotas. After weeks of research and tinkering, their project to optimize Wolfsbane to allow for maximum potency, least side effects and cheapest price had finally resulted in a potion that checked all the boxes. Snape would soon begin trialing the potion in ten wolves before reporting the results to the Ministry. And just like that Hermione would soon be co-Author on her first British Wizard research study. They were also working on a potion to cure a mysterious illness that had cropped up in a nearby centaur herd and had been approached by another local Fairy community to help institute a protocol for the distilling process to harness and monetize the medicinal properties of a mushroom indigenous to their lands. Due to her dual Potions/Healing degree, Hermione was also pulled into a longitudinal study about premature death in goblins. When they weren’t at each other’s necks – which was only when they were in deep focus on their individual tasks – she and Malfoy actually worked quite well together. While they scrutinized and inspected each other’s work, they never had any issue with the finished product. Mainly because they didn’t let the other start anything until they first eviscerated the original idea then painstakingly rebuilt it into a plan that satisfied them both.

With all the time she spent around him, she’d come to appreciate his cologne and associate certain scents with him. When he’d lean over into her space to inspect her cauldron or her lab notes, she’d catch a whiff of his scent. Notes of leather, mint, ginger, anise, citrus, parchment, cedar, and eucalyptus. He also drank many of the same mint, herbal and ginger teas as she did. But where she might fight the midafternoon slump with an espresso and an orange or a peanut butter sandwich with dates and honey, Malfoy opted for Earl Grey tea and protein bar or an apple with peanut butter. Or he’d swipe her orange, so she’d started bringing two. In return, she’d nick his apple, so he’d started bringing two. These weren’t favors. No, it just simply wouldn’t do to have a hangry lab mate.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTE
- The Quidditch team’s name ‘Finnish Wolves’ is a VEEP reference. It’s the title of the autobiography written by the Finnish President, Minna Häkkinen. (VEEP S03E06; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-IHL0dPNHb8)

Chapter 10: HERMIONE - OPHIOLOGY

Notes:

Ophiology is the branch of Zoology/Herpetology concerning the study of snakes.

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Hermione soon learned that there were always multiple conversations occurring at the same time among the snakes. During Harry’s birthday party at the end of July she was just catching on to some of the rhythms of the group. By Ginny’s birthday in mid-August she was holding her own amongst the fray.

The guys would have a conversation going amongst each other that they slipped back into if the table devolved into madness or if the group conversation petered out. As did the girls. There was the conversation the group was having with their words; there were the pokes, prods, jokes, and innuendos that made up the sub-text; there were several text threads buzzing at the same time (tertiary conversations); and then there were the micro-conversations they each had on a 1:1 level through glances and meaningful looks.

Hermione soon learned to flash warning glares at Blaise and Theo before or after she said something to communicate that she wasn’t in the mood for their chides or innuendo. They’d know from the depth and duration of her glare how much not to mess with her and would proceed accordingly. After Theo had taken an innuendo too far during one meal, she’d muttered an Arceo charm that sealed his lips. One look from her was all it took to silence them after that!

She exchanged looks with Harry whenever someone mentioned doing something with magic for which Muggles already had a really nifty device or system. With their eyes, they debated whether or not to tell the snakes about said invention or conveyed chagrin that they had previously informed the group, but they hadn’t been interested… or impressed.

Hermione would often glance at Daphne with a plea in her eye to get her to explain something or to remember to tell her the background of a story or anecdote later.

Since Hermione sat next to Pansy, they communicated through elbow and thigh nudges. A quick press of Pansy’s thigh meant don’t take the bait, a long press meant proceed carefully while a hand squeezing her knee meant don’t engage at all. A poke to her rib meant go on and an elbow meant that she’d been distracted and missed something. They each kept their cell phone on the knee closest to the other and would tap it to signal they’d sent the other a text that needed a response asap.

Whenever Ginny was at dinner, they exchanged looks signaling they were thinking of a downright vile curse or hex to direct to someone at the table and would defend the other if it devolved into a duel. During one of the rare occasions where Ginny and Ron attended Friday dinner together, Ron noted that Wood’s playing was all over the place at matches since meeting Hermione and maybe she was a distraction. “Or maybe he’s throwing the games so he can shag you silly under the stands after each loss.” Ron broke into a grin at the look on Hermione’s face. “Oh no was that supposed to be a secret? Come on, Hermione! As if he’s the first Quidditch player to do that?”

She and Ginny exchanged twin murderous glares and cast at the same time. Ginny cast her infamous bat bogey hex – the first time Hermione got to see her do her damage in real-time. Hermione cast a Siccio spicum, a nasty ear drain hex. Thick green boogers flew out of Ron’s nose in the shape of bats and circled his head, tittering and hooting in a growing chorus as more appeared while wax drained slowly out of his ears down his neck and under his shirt. Before anyone could even think to cast a Finite, he’d shot out of his chair so fast that it clattered behind him as he darted over the railing of the patio and sprinted away from the restaurant. Initially stunned at the display, the other boys soon dissolved into belly bursting laughter before gathering their wits about them enough to go after him. Seeing them all vault so easily over the railing had been amazing. Their athleticism had not gone unappreciated. The way they each ran down the alley in different directions like chickens had sent the girls into another fit of laughter.

Hermione did not share knowing looks with Draco. They glared at each other enough in the Lab. They seemed to have an unspoken agreement that until they could tolerate or willingly seek out the company of the other, they would keep a wide, polite distance. Sometimes she thought she could feel his eyes on her but whenever she did glance over at him (rarely ever), he was either looking at his plate or in conversation with someone else. And besides, nothing got past this group. She was sure someone would have said something by now if his eyes were on her as often as she imagined. That didn’t seem the type of thing any of them would let go unnoticed.

She knew because sometimes she would daydream about a dish or dessert she missed from home or that she had a sudden craving for and someone – usually Blaise – would tell her that she’d been staring at Theo like she could kiss him, eat him, or kill him. She’d blush and say that she’d been thinking about baby back ribs or brisket or apple pie or cornbread or empanadas or lemon meringue pie. Theo would joke that Hermione didn’t look at Theo lovingly. No, she looked at him like a hungry baby. She knew that he’d feed her, burp her, and put her down for a nap. She looked at him and just saw food. “If I didn’t know any better,” Theo teased, “I might feel like an elf… or prey.” They’d laugh, and he’d nod or text to let her know that he’d added her requested dish to their itinerary for their weekly cooking lessons.

Their cooking lessons weren’t all one-sided though. While they helped Hermione’s confidence in the kitchen, she also got to help in the preparation of dishes she loved or craved. In exchange, she brought Theo herbs, mushrooms, morels, and other edible plants and berries she gathered on her Coastal Walks and foraging sessions. She introduced him to new vegetables, condiments, jams and other intriguing items from markets and grocery stores. She also brought him vintage cookbooks from her thrifting adventures and travels. At the end of each cooking session, she’d text Pansy, Daphne – and sometimes Ron – to join them. If they were free, they’d Floo over and the four of them would eat the food and dessert for lunch. Theo often pressed them for reviews and suggestions to make each dish better. Ron would eat a bucket of screws if they were slathered in enough sauce, so his reviews didn’t hold much weight. When Daphne attended, Pansy and Hermione would walk through Nott Manor gardens or the conservatory while Theo and Daphne did the dishes and then they’d say their goodbyes and Floo home leaving Daphne and Theo alone.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTE
- “Ron would eat a bucket of screws if they were slathered in enough sauce…” is a double reference:
1) A reference to the Key and Peele Soul Food sketch (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zDHSLDY0Q8)
2) A reference to a quote from Aaron Sanchez on Chopped All-Stars where he told Iron Chef Cat Cora that she could slather chipotle sauce on a dirty boot and he’d eat it.

Chapter 11: HERMIONE - PUZZLES

Notes:

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Pansy was a steady, calming presence for Hermione. She guided her through the group dynamics. She urged her to stake her claim on the Land Rover or Jeep as she drove longer distances to more remote places for her hikes and Coastal Walks. Pansy dragged Hermione along to the shops with her, sniffing less and less at the idea of thrift shopping. She also placed clothes into Hermione’s closet she thought she’d like for her dates and group outings.

Hermione made sure Pansy didn’t sleep for too long in the sun and reminded her to reapply her sunscreen every hour along with her, so she didn’t get too toasty. Though Hermione’s diligent sunscreen practice was to protect her tattoos, Pansy appreciated it because according to her. Purebloods couldn’t be too tan. Apparently, it was frowned upon. For one thing, it signaled too much leisure time and not enough time spent in Society or committed to charitable causes and for the other reason: freckling.

“Darling while your freckles look magnificent, my mother would have a conniption if she saw one on my face.”

Pansy also helped her with the onerous, mystifyingly difficult Prophet Puzzle Pages. Hermione would start them in the mornings, at what Pansy called the ‘Ungodly’ hour of 06:00 AM. “Granger, you’re up before the bloody owls.”

She was. Hermione liked to wake up and do a bit of yoga to ease into the day and get her blood pumping. Then she took a long hot shower before breakfast. Then she’d turn her attention to the dastardly Puzzle page. She would methodically break down each problem, showing her work and proofs and writing down her translations. After throwing the towel in, she’d leave the paper out for Pansy who would finish them, correcting her proofs and owling the pages for Hermione to pore over during her own lunch break.

“Of course, Bertrand’s proof! How could I be so daft?” Hermione muttered to herself one afternoon at the lab. She was crunching away happily on one of his apples, reviewing Pansy’s corrections and the right answers.

“What’s Bertrand’s proof got to do with crushed Chizpurfle shells, Granger?” Malfoy deadpanned.

She rolls her eyes and shoots him a sidelong glance. “Nothing. It’s this freaking Puzzle page. If you must know, Malfoy.”

“Swot,” he jeers, returning to his pulverizing.

“Swot? Me? You do the Puzzle pages too. I’ve seen you.” She had. He’d enter the lab in the mornings – scarcely a few minutes after she did – and set his things on his desk then turn up the thermostat (which Snape would promptly turn back down with a scowl when he entered the lab). He’d sip his tea – sometimes mint, sometimes herbal, often ginger or Earl Grey – and he’d do the puzzles with one of those mind-bogglingly expensive, tiny wren quills. When he inevitably snapped the finicky quill, he’d whip out a pencil he’d nicked from her desk. She knew it was hers because she’d yet to see another black Ticonderoga pencil in the entire country. “You’re a swot too then.” She scoffed. “And so is Pansy, because she completes them when I get stumped.”

“Firstly, I know. I help her help you.”

Hermione’s jaw dropped.

“We have different approaches, and you always choose the most…” He sighed for added effect. “Roundabout way. It makes for a good laugh. And secondly, you only needed Bertrand because you used Grice’s Paradox. You set yourself up for the uncertainty. If you had just stuck to good old Morton’s Fork, you wouldn’t have been in such a tickle, Granger. Sometimes it seems you’re too smart for your own good. That’s why you’re a swot.”

“Pickle,” she said, correcting him.

He co*cked his head. “Pickle?”

“I wouldn’t be in such a pickle.”

He gave her a blank look like she was the one who’d used the expression incorrectly. “But there’s nothing in pickles except seeds. Tickle is better. It signals discomfort.”

Though she’d shrugged them off with a chuckle, his words had replayed in her mind for the rest of the day. She generally thought she was clever, resourceful, and balanced. But her approach to the Chronicle’s Puzzle Page back home wasn’t working with the Prophet’s. She was trying to use the same brute force approach and the Prophet pages required finesse. Bloody England.

Since she now knew Draco was indirectly helping her anyway, she decided to cut out the middleman (read: Pansy) the next day and ask him for help directly.

When she hit a wall at breakfast, she texted him: I’m this close to resorting to Peeve’s proof for Mancy #3. Any tips?

The gang had recently taught her the Hogwarts term related to one of the poltergeists that roamed the magical College halls. Peeve’s proof involved plugging a random number into a problem and hoping for the best.

After ten minutes with no response, she shot off another text. It’s Hermione by the way. Well, Granger to you, but I guess it’s before 8am and we’re not in the lab… So I’m still Hermione?

Go away, I’m not interested in black market grimoires or whatever you’re peddling.

Shut up! I know you’re awake and I know you know it’s me. Help!
After a few seconds she shot off: Please.

Fine. What have you tried so far?

Polanyi’s Principle for Irrational numbers but then Newcomb’s Folly takes me right back to 0.

Ah, I see you’re working on finesse. Good girl. You’re close. Flip the order in which you apply them.

She rolled her eyes at his ‘good girl,’ hating that she kind of liked it. She shook it off and tried his approach… which worked, of course. Swot.

Thank you! She shot back, quickly finishing the rest of the puzzle.

Now your turn. Help me with the rune crossword #7 across. Is that a typo? The Scythians peoples weren’t around in 743 CE.

Ah yes, William Short was a slippery sumbitch. Of all the Prophet puzzle writers, Short’s rune puzzles were always the most diabolical. Hermione rattled off the history and geography, explained the sleight of hand in the question’s wording, then helped him reach the conclusion on his own. She soon learned that he preferred clues and nudges to help set him in the right direction while she preferred for him to just tell her the best proof, theorem, or principle to apply to solve the problem,

His puzzles require too much History. I usually skip them. Came his reply after her text lecture.

Now you don’t have to, with me – the swot whisperer – at your disposal. :)

Ha! Right. Later, Granger.

Slowly this became their thing. Dawn text exchanges requesting each other’s assistance to solve puzzles. Sometimes they’d text about a particularly funny, interesting, or downright outlandish article in the paper. She didn’t comment that the pictures on the nearby Society page of him on a date made him look like he’d just sniffed a vat of spoiled milk - like the messages she knew he received from Blaise and Theo. He didn’t chide her whenever Bulgaria or the Badgers lost, asking her if she needed a Pepper Up potion to recover from a long night - like the messages she received from Blaise and Theo.

They developed a tenuous early morning peace that neither wanted to disrupt.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTE
- Morton’s Fork is a type of false dilemma in which contradictory observations lead to the same conclusion. Source: Wikipedia
- Bertrand’s Box paradox is a type of veridical paradox whose correct solution seems to be counterintuitive. Source: Wikipedia
- “Grice’s paradox shows that the exact meaning of statements involving conditionals and probabilities is more complicated than may be obvious on casual examination.” Source: Wikipedia
- “Polanyi’s paradox is the theory that human knowledge about how the world functions and of our own capability are beyond our explicit understanding… "We can know more than we can tell." Polanyi's paradox is mainly to explain the cognitive phenomenon that there exist many tasks which we, human beings, understand intuitively how to perform but cannot verbalize their rules or procedures.” Source: Wikipedia
- Newcomb’s paradox/problem is a “thought experiment involving a game between two players, one of whom is able to predict the future… “To almost everyone, it is perfectly clear and obvious what should be done. The difficulty is that these people seem to divide almost evenly on the problem, with large numbers thinking that the opposing half is just being silly.” Source: Wikipedia
- Will Shortz is a real-life crossword editor for the New York Times

Chapter 12: HERMIONE - COASTAL WALKS

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Hermione wasn’t much of a collector. But she knew her time in London was limited so she’d prepared to allow herself one collection. She set aside one large mason jar (charmed with an Indestructo spell) in which to collect small stones and seashells from her coastal walks and hikes. She collected a tiny keepsake from each new place she visited and charmed each one to show the date collected, coordinates and the name of the coastal walk or hike when she tapped her wand against it for posterity.

There were other things she brought back from her walks. Tasty pastries, Herbal and citrus soaps. Body scrubs. Tiny sample bottles of interesting perfumes (light, fresh, earthy, clean scents. Creamy, sultry scents with base notes of amber and spices and top notes of citrus). Interesting pieces from boutiques, thrift shops and estate sales for herself, Pansy and Daphne. And bottles of local wine and liquor she’d bring to Friday night dinner or present to Theo during their cooking sessions.

She didn’t bring anything back for Draco from her Coastal Walks. Besides their tenuous puzzle peace, she didn’t have much to go on.

Chapter 13: DRACO - TREATS

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The treats started arriving from the very first of Granger and Theo’s cooking sessions. Narcissa adored Theo’s cooking. Whenever they made something that Theo knew Draco and Mother would enjoy (especially French pastries), he’d owl them over a couple servings in a Tupperware under a Stasis charm.

Granger would kill me if she knew, so shut up about it. Theo had scrawled on the note with the first sample.

That had rankled… Although it was entirely true. Outside of the lab, Draco suffered for Malfoy’s impudence.

As much as Theo keened under compliments, he also appreciated candor. So, after they licked the darned thing clean, Draco and his mother would the clean Tupperware via an Owl along with a small bouquet of flowers from the gardens or greenhouse, and a note with their review.

Draco supposed Granger was growing on him. In fact, he soon came to look forward to his mobile buzzing at 07:00 AM. A phrase he never thought he’d utter. Only two people texted him that early. Father and Granger. Draco had initially thought it best to keep his distance. Why get attached to someone who would only be in their lives for a year? He thought genial cordiality was as good as it could or needed to get with her. But this – the little smidgen that it was – was better than nothing. Gods, it was better than nothing. And he ate it up greedily.

He'd once preferred to do the puzzles later in the mornings, after he’d already settled in at the Lab. But he’d changed his rhythm for her at the drop of a dime (a Muggle expression that hadn’t clicked for him until now). She hadn’t even had to ask. He supposed he was glad she didn’t attempt the weekend puzzles. They were mercilessly difficult. He liked a challenge as much as the next guy, but he wasn’t a glutton for punishment. He supposed he quite missed their banter on the weekend mornings, but he wasn’t usually awake that early anyway.

Morning puzzles was their thing. It was sweet. Innocent. And he could still keep his distance… which was for the best. Then the boys invited him out for Go-Karting.

Chapter 14: DRACO - GANGLY

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SAT 12 AUG

The first time they’d gone Go-Karting with their little ‘Muggle Adventure club,’ Theo, Harry and Blaise had raved about it at boys’ night. They told Draco that he just had to join them next time. He had fast cars, motorcycles, and all the lightest, fastest brooms. He didn’t have to Go-Kart. But he supposed he could see what all the fuss was about. Besides, Theo had pulled the birthday card. He’d been away on Nott Estate business on his birthday, which he never celebrated anyway. A reprisal of Go-Karting was their belated present to him. And little Theo’s birthday wish was for Draco to join them.

They told Draco to dress casually. Actually casual, they’d stressed. Apparently ‘Malfoy casual,’ was not casualenough.

He usually waved them off whenever they teased him. He’d lost count of how many times they’d asked if he knew the definition of the word and ignored its meaning or if he believed that what he called casual was actually casual.

“One can never tell with you, little dragon,” Theo cooed, earning a wandless stinging jinx to the calf.

“Casual,” Blaise pressed. “You’ll be folding those gangly limbs into a teeny-tiny little car. You’ll thank the Gods for soft clothes.”

Casual clothing didn’t have to be soft. The two were not necessarily mutually exclusive. But the more pressing issue was, “Gangly? I am not gangly. Theo is gangly. I am lithe. Agile. And you’d do your best not to confuse the two or I’ll sic Parkinson on you.”

“Oh no, the Word Police? Whatever shall I do?”

Their previous conversation echoes in Draco’s mind on Saturday morning when he rises from bed. Casual. He rolls his eyes and pads over to his closet. From the sea of grey, he selects a soft, charcoal grey short sleeve tee shirt and lightweight joggers. He rounds out the look with muggle trainers. Casual.

Since the Malfoy elves are serving light fare in the Manor this morning, Draco apparates to Grimmauld Place twenty minutes early to feast on whatever delightfully hearty breakfast Potter’s elves will be serving. Kreacher made no bones about wanting his Master to die a young death and served the most sinfully delicious foods in his ceaseless quest.

Draco enters the dining room to find Potter and Granger tucking into bubble and squeak with a runny egg on top. Granger throws her head back in laughter at something Potter says and looks visibly startled when she makes eye contact with him.

She casts her eyes over him in a quick head-to-toe glance before clearing her throat. With a smug grin and a mocking tone, she says, “Look who came to play today. Nice to see you, Malfoy.”

It was indeed nice to see her. Her hair is in French braids – her lab hair, and now he supposes, her adventure hair. A pair of sunglasses are perched atop her head and she’s in her usual all-black – bike shorts, a racerback tank, and some colorful Nike trainers. Her tattoos are on full display. Whenever she didn’t have them glamoured, he’d surreptitiously explore a new patch of skin, puzzling out what each tattoo meant.

He chuckles and shoots her a playful, challenging look as he steps over to greet Potter who grins up at him. “Yes, Mummy said I could play with Harry and the other boys today.”

Grinning, Potter stands and claps him on the back. “Happy to have you, mate.” He waves at the breakfast spread on the table. “Help yourself.” He spies Draco warily eyeing a jar of deep red liquid. “It’s not what you think. It’s lingonberry juice. Non-alcoholic.” He winks. “You’ve got to try some. Hermione brought it back from Norway.” He resumes his seat and turns his attention back to Hermione with a sh*t-eating grin. In a move that clearly surprises her (because it was more like Theo and Blaise to rib her about her maleffect on her beaux’s Quidditch matches), Potter taunts, “Small prize though, considering they clobbered Bulgaria. But we all know you’re not really a good luck charm at Quidditch matches, eh Hermione?”

Her jaw drops and she chortles before swatting at his shoulders. “Et tu, Potter? Don’t start! I get enough from Theo and Blaise. Not you too.”

“I think it’s because you don’t pay attention to the gameplay. You read for Merlin’s sake. Does Krum even bother giving you the snitch when he wins?”

Hermione shakes her head between bites of squeak. “No, that got old quick. And besides, there are kids in the crowd who go nuts for it.” She chuckles softly to herself. “He once said it was rewarding my bad behavior.” She grins at Harry.

Draco cuts in. “What do you read at the matches, Granger? If I may ask.”

She glances at him and though her shrug is nonchalant, he notices her eyes dull almost imperceptibly. He wonders why she requires Occlusion to answer such a simple question. “Nothing special, just… whatever I’m reading at the moment. I bring a couple options in case I tire of one.” Though this line of questioning surely wasn’t new to her, it seemed to have hit a sore spot. “I don’t attend every match I’m invited to. I pay attention to the beginning and whenever the announcers say there’s a battle for the snitch. I catch the highlights. And besides, it’s nice to be around someone doing something they’re passionate about. I’ve been attending Viktor’s matches for years. If he had an issue with me reading at them, he would have stopped inviting me already.”

Point very much taken, Draco holds up his hands in mock surrender just as Theo and Blaise come tumbling in through the Floo. They smack sloppy wet kisses on Hermione’s cheeks. “Merlin, Granger, that Aquavit had us on our arses.”

She grins at them. “Did you drink it from those little glasses?”

They had indeed. And had been wholly unprepared for the consequences. Last night’s Aquavit confidence had lost Theo and Harry scores of galleons to Draco. “Of course!” Theo grins, piling food onto his plate. “Pinkies up and everything.”

“Good boy!” Granger calls.

Theo pretends to keen under the praise.

Blaise and Draco roll their eyes at each other.

Bellies full, they Apparate to an alley near the Go-kart track and walk over. Hermione is up front with Harry while Draco brings up the rear with Blaise and Theo. Draco eyes her figure appreciatively, then takes in his surroundings, trying to look anywhere but back at her. The boys prattle on, explaining all the rules and things they’d learned about Go-Karting from their last excursion. How Theo had begged Hermione to cast an Extension on his cart to accommodate his legs and she’d been scared to do so in case the Magic affected the electronics. After much hemming and hawing, however (Theo had laid it on rather thick), she’d successfully cast at the chassis. Far away from the electronics. But they hadn’t risked casting speed charms. To go faster today they’d bought out the track for a few hours and were riding the karts with bigger engines and higher top speeds. They weren’t as fast as the motorbikes Draco was used to, but they didn’t require licenses and he could race his friends. Something he’d never been able to do before she’d arrived.

Chapter 15: HERMIONE - THAWING

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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SAT 12 AUG

Draco was here. Draco was here. Why was Draco here? Harry had told her they’d invited him but didn’t expect him to show since his parents often pulled him into last-minute business or social obligations. In fact, his exact words had been: “There’s a better chance of pigs flying than Draco actually showing up.”

Hermione got the sense the Malfoy heir didn’t exactly own his own time. Why was he here? Didn’t he have a mega-scale infrastructure project to fund or some currency to back up with one gazillionth of the infinite Malfoy fortune? Now that she was reading the British press frequently, it was hard to miss the goings-on of his family since their names were plastered all over the Wizard and Muggle press. She often read a line or two of a story about one of their latest endeavors before flipping the page but continued to draw a hard line at Society pages. She didn’t give a rat’s ass about whatever pretty bird was perched on DLM’s arm. Wasn’t there a charity tea for the Bowtruckles or a garden fete for a new Mungo wing to schmooze and hob-nob at? Why was he here?

“Oink oink,” Harry snorts when Hermione exits the restroom after breakfast.

She stifles a giggle and pats his shoulder. “It’s fine. He and I are…” She waves her hands, searching for the right word to capture whatever it was they were doing. Thawing?

Harry co*cks an eyebrow.

She sighs. “Thawing.”

Harry smirks. “Thawing, she says.”

Hermione huffs and walks back toward the dining room.

“Thawing,” he parrots incredulously as he falls into step behind her.

Malfoy’s talking to the guys near the Floo. She didn’t know he got this casual. The man who wore crisp oxfords like a second skin is in joggers. Joggers! His legs go on forever. His ass – Gods! And that shirt just… clings to him. It’s obscene. His muscles, his posture, his stature. He was just so… long. He just kept going. Per usual, he’s a spectacle of contradictions. Hard body, soft hair, hard muscles, soft clothes. Broad shoulders on a lithe frame. He wasn’t wiry or gangly, just… substantial.

Hermione drags her eyes up his body. Something she’s never really able to do. Not that she would if she could. Well, she was doing it now so she guessed she would if she could but… Merlin, where was she? She blinks at Harry who’d just stepped into her field of vision.

“I said, all set?” He asks with a twinkle in his eyes.

She nods, flashing him a smile as she grabs her bag. “Mmhmm,” she adds before clearing her throat.

Later, she watches Malfoy take in the track. His keen eyes roving over everything. Regal as he reviews the instructions and jokes with the attendants. Studious as he flicks his eyes over the contract and liability waivers. Reading everything quickly, inhaling it like he did the massive tomes in the lab. As always, the man exudes a raw, unmistakable power. It’s magnetic. It’s intoxicating, it’s… f*ck. It’s hot.

“Draco, darling,” Theo says, nudging Malfoy. “I know it must absolutely pain you to sign a contract your solicitors haven’t personally reviewed. But you’ve made it this far and it’s either zoom-zoom or sulk-sulk!”

Malfoy shoves him and signs his name in a looping, elegant cursive she’s never seen. It’s much different from the strict almost harassed scrawl of his handwriting in the lab.

They go for dim sum after Go-Karting. Pansy’s already seated at their reserved table and coos that she’s excited to see them all in one piece.

Harry grins at her. “You might want to cover your ears for this next bit of news, Pans.” He turns to Draco. “Hermione convinced us to get our motorcycle licenses. We finished the modules, sat for the exams and got our licenses in the post. Now we can start a biker gang!”

Malfoy grins and jokes with the boys about booking a track to race on or booking a trip to Germany to speed down the Autobahn.

Blaise is the voice of reason and says they need more lessons before they can brave foreign roads with no posted speed limits.

“I guess that’s why Mr. Parkinson asked me for my opinion on a few motorcycles,” Malfoy says. He gives Hermione a deep, unfathomable look she doesn’t know him well enough to decrypt.

Is he thanking her? Is he asking if she also got her license too? Is he asking if she’d be racing with them? She’d given him a run for his money on the track and she wasn’t entirely convinced he hadn’t given himself a magical boost around that tight corner in their final race. That could all be in her head though. He was more confident on the track and hugged the corners while she couldn’t quite shake years of cautious driving that had her slowing down into curves. But yes (to answer the question he hadn’t asked), she had gotten her motorcycle license. Theo had purchased a couple bikes and given her permission to ride one anytime. Pansy’s father, Stan, had also purchased a motorbike for her use. He'd been so excited to have an excuse to go down that rabbit hole again.

Hermione blushes. She didn’t know Stan had sought Malfoy’s counsel before making that purchase.

Pansy shoots her a look.

“What? We talked about it at dinner that night-”

“Right,” Pansy interjects. “You said you were getting your license with the boys and they were getting bikes. We did notdiscuss my father purchasing a bike for your use. Or his. Is he getting his license?”

Hermione flushes. “Pans-”

“Don’t ‘Pans’ me. Answer the question, Hermione.”

“He already had one. He rode as a youth. I think he’s just excited. Your mother forbade him from riding once and she’ll do it again.” At the look Pansy gives her Hermione presses on. “Don’t worry. He’s just excited. He’s living vicariously through me a bit. It’ll pass.” Hermione shrugs and bites her lip.

Thankfully the waitress returns to take their orders. Theo squeezes her shoulder as he deftly changes the subject. She sees Draco catch the gesture, but she looks away when his eyes flick up to meet hers.

Usually when they go to the movie theater, Hermione has her own bucket of popcorn with extra-extra butter and an extra dash of salt. Pansy and Harry share a plain unsalted bucket with chocolate covered raisins dumped in while Theo and Blaise share a bucket with light butter. Merlin knows what possesses Hermione to ask Malfoy how he takes his popcorn and why, oh why, when he replies, “with an ungodly amount of salted butter,” she grins and says, “same,” and offers to share with him. That seems like putting the cart before the horse. The cart being an overfamiliarity with him and the horse being the tenuous peace they’d reached with their daily puzzle adventures.

Ever the gentleman, Malfoy offers to hold the popcorn at the concession stand. They troop into Theater 3, falling into single file as they walk down the aisle to their row, illuminated by the title card: Special Screening of The Godfather. Pansy first, followed by Harry with Hermione close behind, then Malfoy with their popcorn, and Theo and Blaise bringing up the rear. They take their seats, and Malfoy settles the large bucket onto his lap. They share the armrest between them. His long legs are splayed a bit wide and press into hers. Hermione tries not to overthink their closeness and the fact that she can feel his heat and smell him over the buttery saltiness of the popcorn. She feels like a truffle hound, locking onto his scent. Mint. Ginger. Eucalyptus. Bergamot.

Then there’s the intimacy of casually reaching over and taking popcorn from his lap. Sometimes his fingers graze over hers absently. Like when she’s too focused on a scene to grasp at the kernels she’d reached in for or when she absentmindedly leaves her hand in the bucket, leaning over to whisper with Harry. The first couple times she and Malfoy whisper apologies, but soon he’d playfully pluck her fingers away. Sometimes he’d just wait, his fingers lazily on hers or entwined with hers to catch her attention as he whispers that he wants to hear what she and Harry are saying or request their insight on the film. Then she’d lean over to him and whisper the anecdote from Harry or get him to settle an argument they’re having. Then he would offer his own opinion, his breath warm and buttery on her neck, their fingers still and curious in the space between them.

Their relationship blossomed in liminal spaces. The early dawn hours over puzzles, and in the dark cocoon of the movie theater. Hermione wondered if they’d ever catch each other’s gaze at the dinner table and have a secret conversation with their eyes. She wondered if she’d ever learn enough about him to bring him back anything from her walks or travels.

After Go-Karting, Malfoy didn’t join them for any future Muggle adventure outings, but he did join them each week at the movie theater. He’d hold the popcorn, settle into the seat next to Hermione with the bucket on his lap and she’d whisper to him and Harry.

Their text exchanges soon expanded to include film and television discussions and recommendations. Though after a particularly thrilling text exchange about a film she found herself reminding him that they had movie nights at Pansy’s and suggested that he attend if he was free. They didn’t text each other about anything personal. But the week before Narcissa’s birthday she did text to congratulate him on his official promotion to Lead Apprentice. Something they’d been bickering too viciously for her to do in person at the Lab the day it was announced. He replied ‘thank you’ with a smiley face – the first she received from him – and a warm feeling coursed through her that she swiftly tamped down.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE
- I’m aware that salted, buttered popcorn isn’t a thing in the UK, but I took liberties for the plot.

Chapter 16: HERMIONE - LESS WORK FOR THE ELVES

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SAT 09 SEP

Hermione’s third month in England started with preparations for Narcissa Malfoy’s birthday party. She rose early and read on her balcony to calm her nerves before picking at her oatmeal with blueberries. She was entirely too nervous to stomach anything more. The stress of meeting Malfoy’s mother, dining with his mother, spending the day with his mother - as well as the other matriarchs - had her nerves fried and her stomach in knots. What if she did the wrong thing? Gods! What if she said the wrong thing?

Sure, she and Malfoy had been thawing recently, but that was on neutral territory like Ronaldo’s and the lab. Today she’d be entering his family home. It felt… illicit. The plan was for Pansy to okay her dress selection for the day, then they’d Floo to Malfoy Manor along with Brigitte for brunch with Mrs. Malfoy and the Greengrass women. Then they’d spend the rest of the day at Mrs. Malfoy’s favorite spa in Wiltshire. Hermione considered bailing for the umpteenth time. She’d done nothing but fret in the two weeks since Pansy had sent the RSVP response on her behalf. She’s crafting her excuse when a knock on the door cuts through her reverie and Pansy pops her head in.

“Let me see what you’ve selected, Granger.”

Hermione didn’t understand why she needed to dress so fancy to go to a spa. Whereupon she’d immediately remove all this faff anyway and don a robe. Why couldn’t they just be casual? Comfortable? Weren’t they overdressed for the spa?

When she’d raised her objections, Pansy had retorted that it was Narcissa Malfoy - slowly enunciating each syllable. “There is no ‘overdressed’ with her.”

Hermione had rolled her eyes and promised to select an appropriate dress. And now, the moment of truth. She gnaws the thumbnail of one hand while pointing to the dress she’d laid out on the bed with the other. It’s a yellow-green color close to the peridot family stone Pansy wears in her ring.

“Granger!” Pansy barks, startling her, and making her drop her hand. sh*te. “You cannot bite your nails at this brunch. It’s impolite.”

“Sorry,” Hermione murmurs.

“And that dress is an absolute no. It’s entirely too casual for brunch. Vetoed.” Pansy flicks her eyes between Hermione and the errant dress. “That dress is not good enough for your first time in Narcissa’s home.”

“Isn’t ‘no’ already absolute, Pansy? If I said something was an ‘absolute no,’ you’d have a conniption.” Hermione huffs and stalks toward her closet to sift through her dresses.

“You only get one first impression, Granger.”

If Malfoy had told his mother half of what she’d told hers, they were well beyond first impressions. And squarely in damage control territory.

Pansy crosses the room and perches on the edge of her bed. “Why would you choose this color, Granger? I’ve never seen you wear green.”

Hermione gives a grunt non-answer and pushes aside another dress Pansy would surely veto. “The Malfoy stone is emerald. I figured Mrs. Malfoy would appreciate the nod.”

Pansy scoffs. “Lucius Malfoy loves green. Narcissa prefers purple. It’s her favorite color. Besides, Astoria will be in green. I know you’d hate it if you two matched.”

Hermione giggles. “Very true.”

“Where’d you get this dress?” Pansy asks, fingering the tiny beading along the hem.

“Malkin’s sale rack.” Deeply discounted at the back of the store. Hermione and her purse strings preferred thrifted dresses but there was something so enchanting about Madame Malkin’s creations.

Pansy holds up the dress for further inspection. “I’ll take this. That way it’ll actually get worn.”

“Or I can charm it a different color.”

“You’d better not be charming any of mine, Granger!” Pansy exclaims. “Play with your own clothes. Any garments of mine must stay their rightful color. Look at me, Granger. Don’t.”

Hermione turns and holds up her hands in mock surrender. “Fine! I won’t. Scout’s honor,” she adds as she drops her hands, two fingers crossed as she hides one arm behind her back.

Pansy rolls her eyes at the Muggle expression.

Hermione returns to sifting through dresses and pulls out a violet sundress for Pansy’s inspection.

Pansy shakes her head as she rises to her feet. “No. Narcissa will be wearing purple. It’s her birthday. You cannot wear the same color as her. In fact, never wear purple anywhere Narcissa will be. Wear the red one.”

Hermione pushes aside hanger after hanger, grumbling that it wasn’t like the woman was the Queen or something. Why couldn’t she wear a color simply because Narcissa Malfoy was wearing it?

“That one.”

“Red? Are you sure?” She’d heard enough about Purebloods and their color rules. “Wouldn’t wearing red to Malfoy Manor make entirely the wrong impression?”

Pansy sighs. “It’s 2009. Our generation aren’t so bound to those rules anymore. You won’t catch Draco in red, but he wouldn’t mind if you wore it. Maybe don’t wear red to public Malfoy family functions. Lucius may not be as understanding. But a private brunch or tea should be fine.”

As ordered, Hermione dons the red dress. A wrap sundress with short flouncy sleeves and a hem that stopped just above her knees. She refuses to wear a stitch of makeup and leaves her hair loose in big juicy ringlets. She finishes the look with nude heeled sandals then chucks a backup outfit (sneakers and comfortable clothes) into her beaded bag and transfigures it into a little red handbag to match her dress. She also packs a new romance novel diverted to her by one of the proprietors of Flourish & Blotts. During a chance meeting with him at Snape Lab, she’d gushed over books and the shop and how she envied him for his access to early releases. Since then, he’d sent her manuscripts and new releases he thought she might like. She glamours the cover to look like some stuffy treatise on creatures’ rights, which none of the company she expected to spend the day with would give a second glance.

Pansy gives her a final onceover when they meet by the Floo. Her mother, Brigitte, gets a call from her co-chair of an upcoming Society event and gestures for them to leave without her, mouthing that she’ll catch up later. Pansy chats excitedly with Hermione as an elf - who introduces herself as Céline - leads them through the Manor.

They pass room after room after room after room. Some with doors closed or ajar, others with doors thrown wide open baring the resplendent décor, plush furniture, ancient art, and sculptures within. Hermione takes in the view of the grounds through each large bay window they pass. She spies the enormous greenhouse in the distance and wonders what manner of ancient, exquisite plants are housed within. Since it often fell to her to forage for the plants Snape Lab couldn’t source from vendors at an acceptable price, she could safely assume the plants therein only held aesthetic value. Just like the greenhouses at the Parkinson and Zabini Manors which she now knew like the back of her hand. Hermione sees rows and rows of tall hedges, all manner of flowers, sloping lawns, and what looks to be the start of a maze. She sees tons of Sycamores and Silver Birch trees with their dappled silver-white bark. Her eyes snag on the leaves. She knows she’s seen that exact shade of green before… but can’t quite place it. The leaves are a lighter green than the huge, knobbly Black Poplar trees that stand tall and proud at Parkinson Manor and almost the same color as the mossy beeches that dot the Nott Estate. Finally, they’re led into a dining room where Narcissa Malfoy is breakfasting with… him.

Hermione thinks she feels his eyes on her before she fully registers his presence. Can almost feel him watching her as she walks toward the head of the table to greet his mother.

Mrs. Malfoy stands and welcomes Hermione into her home then steps in to kiss Pansy on both cheeks. Sure enough, she’s in purple. A lilac linen shift dress. Malfoy is in a light gray t-shirt and dark gray joggers. His hair is more disheveled than usual. It’s Malfoy, so it's relatively neat and tidy, but it’s not his usual brand of carefree polish. In fact, it appears sleep tousled.

Mrs. Malfoy gives Hermione a deep, genuine smile. “Darling, it’s so nice to finally meet you. My husband and I have heard so much about you.” Uh oh.

Hermione glances at Malfoy whose attention is on the quiche he’s slicing. She chalks his pink-tinged cheek up to her imagination, for surely the man didn’t blush.

“Welcome, my dear,” Mrs. Malfoy continues, calling Hermione’s attention back to her.

Hermione’s struck by how the center stone in the flower pendant around Mrs. Malfoy’s neck is the exact shade of her eyes. Forget purple, blue’s her color. “Good things I hope.” She glances at Malfoy again, catching his dark, liquid gaze over the rim of his glass before his eyes travel down.

‘My eyes are up here,’ she would joke if they were a skosh better acquainted. The positive rapport between them seems… tenuous. Fragile. Like any little misstep could derail all their progress.

His eyes rise to meet hers, slow and smooth as molasses. She gives him a soft, curious smile and feels her face flush when she turns back to his mother whose smile deepens as she looks between Hermione and her son.

A new elf steps up to Hermione and introduces herself as Zadie, before pulling out a chair for her. Hermione smiles and thanks Zadie as she settles into her seat.

“Help yourselves, dears,” Mrs. Malfoy offers, gesturing to the crystal decanter in front of Hermione. “It’s finally citrus season. You ladies must try the orange juice.” She smiles proudly. “It’s fresh from our grove in Portugal.”

Pansy smiles and pushes the glass from her own place-setting closer to Hermione as she lifts the juice jug – if one could call a heavy, crystal decanter a ‘jug’ – and pours herself a glass. She gives Pansy the filled glass and is about to fill her own when Malfoy clears his throat, drains the rest of his glass, and reaches over the table, placing his empty glass near Hermione’s elbow. A smirk slowly spreads across his lips.

Hermione bites down on the inside of her lip, before flashing him a smile and shrugging her shoulders. “You’re right, Malfoy. Less work for the elves.” She fills his proffered glass, sets down the crystal decanter and leans back in her chair, sipping heartily from the glass with her eyes locked on his. “Delicious.” She turns to his mother. “This juice is delicious, Mrs. Malfoy.”

“Darling.” She smiles. “Call me Narcissa.”

“Narcissa.” Hermione returns her smile and flicks her eyes back over to Malfoy then down to the table. Her eyes alight on the paper open to the Puzzle page in front of him. Interest piqued, she asks, “You do the weekend Puzzles?”

There’s another one of those obnoxiously expensive wren quills beside the paper. The tiny, delicate wren quills were magically charmed with an ink chamber and a sharp solid gold nib. More absurdist than functional, wren quills were the kinds of things people bought simply because they could afford them.

Draco chuckles softly and shakes his head. “No, I’m not a masoch*st.”

Narcissa fidgets with her pendant necklace and shoots him a censorial glare.

He ignores his mother and leans in. “Why? Are the weekend mornings a little lonely for you?”

Hermione turns back to Narcissa though she can feel her face heating and knows there’s a blush on her cheeks. “You have a beautiful home, Mrs. Malfoy.”

Narcissa,” his mother corrects slowly, waving her hand. “I think we’re past ‘Mrs. Malfoy’.”

Hermione’s blush deepens. What did that mean? “Narcissa.” She stammers, taking a fortifying sip of orange juice. She’s thankful when she hears the distant roar of the Floo and voices approaching. She smiles when Daphne and her mother, Delilah, appear but her expression falters when the insufferable twat, Astoria, enters the room. Daphne and her mother are in aquamarine and turquoise, while Astoria’s sundress is almost the exact same shade of green as the stone in Malfoy’s family ring. A theory Hermione had been turning round and round in her mind suddenly solidifies and she wonders what the witch tells her dressmakers whenever she commissions these pieces. Or if hawk-face just color-charmed dresses she already has. For Astoria’s sake, she hoped it was the latter.

The trio greet Narcissa, Hermione, and Pansy, then settle into their seats around the table.

Hermione feels fortified, flanked by Pansy and Daphne.

Astoria scoots her chair even closer to Malfoy before sitting down.

Hermione catches Malfoy’s eye over the rim of her pilfered glass and smiles before glancing away. She hadn’t seen news of them in the Prophet recently and hadn’t heard the snakes rib him for backsliding with her in weeks. It seemed the witch wanted to remind him what he was missing. Good for her.

As they’d grown closer, Daphne and Pansy had told her about the nightmare dates they’d attended both on and off the ‘Marriage Mart,’ as they called it. Both were unofficially off the market since Daphne was rekindling things with Theo again and Pansy and Harry were ‘testing the waters’ as Pansy had put it. They’d shared dribs and drabs about their relationships with the wizards, but Hermione sensed it unwise to pry further. Instead, she let them tell her what they cared to share in their own time. Both witches were surprisingly adept at deflecting and evading questions they didn’t want to answer. In fact, all the snakes were. She’d never met six more perplexingly cagey or evasive people in her entire life.

Their tales made her think of her relationship with Viktor. They both dated other people. He was even photographed publicly with other witches at Society and non-Society events. Neither of them pressed the other for commitment. She couldn’t promise anyone commitment anyway. Not yet. Her first priority was her education. She’d be in London for a little under a year before returning back home to the States. Back to her real life, as she’d taken to calling it because sometimes this – the people, the rules, the customs – didn’t feel real. Sometimes it felt like this magical, mythical place she’d wandered into through the back of a closet and would leave it all behind when she remembered which coat was blocking the little door back to reality. Crystal decanters and one elf to greet you, another to seat you, and yet another to ask if everything was to Miss’s liking could not be reality. It simply couldn’t be. Not for Hermione anyway. But it was all Astoria knew, and all she wanted. It seemed Draco was a surefire way to guarantee the witch got the life she wanted. Hermione couldn’t fault her. They were both singular in their pursuits. They just had different dreams.

Astoria prepares a plate of fruit for herself and though the decanter is squarely in front of Hermione, she asks her sister to pass her the orange juice. Daphne obliges and Astoria pours herself a glass and offers to do the same for Malfoy. “Did you want some juice, Draco? Orange juice, your favorite,” she says in a sing-song voice as she smiles and bats her lashes at him.

He glances up from his paper and gives her a polite half-smile. “No, thank you.”

“Oh, but I insist,” she insists in that tooth-achingly saccharine tone. “Where’s your glass?” She asks, just as Brigitte enters the dining room and greets Narcissa.

Hermione takes a sip and that liquid heat from earlier rekindles in his gaze as Malfoy’s eyes track the glass’s path to her lips.

“Here,” Hermione says, nudging the empty glass from her place-setting toward Astoria.

“Odd,” Astoria says, eyeing the glass.

“Less work for the elves,” Draco mutters.

Hermione meets his gaze then glances away quickly, refusing to linger as she stifles a giggle. It was always too tempting to laugh at inappropriate times, and she’d never learned to control the impulse.

Astoria sets down the decanter. The glass and servile act are forgotten as she turns her attention toward new prey. “Hermione, dear,” Astoria tuts in faux concern, “you’re in Gryffindor colors.” She turns her attention to Pansy. "Did you not educate our little American friend about the color code?”

No way. This was not happening. There were only two people in this room who would ostensibly be offended by her color choice. And they could not care less. So why the heck did Astoria feel the need to take up the mantle?

Pansy sighs. “Stori, you’re-”

Annoying. Hermione agreed. She fights the urge to fidget – to bite her thumb or tuck a stray curl behind her ear – and stands her ground. If they were doing this, she was all in. “Daphne and Pansy went to Slytherin Prep, but Estonia,” she meets her eyes, daring the witch to correct her. Two could play that game. “You attended Ravenclaw Academy. Isn’t that right?”

Astoria ignores her, refusing to provide the answer they all knew to be correct.

No matter. It was a rhetorical question. “Why aren’t you in blue? You’re in green whenever I see you. Doesn’t that make you a color traitor?”

Astoria narrows her eyes and explains herself slowly as if her green ploy wasn’t painfully, dreadfully obvious. “The Malfoy stone is an emerald, O’Reilly. So when I’m with a Malfoy, I wear emerald.” She gestures to her dress, which is decidedly not emerald, but they’d get there.

Astoria’s folly was the pièce de résistance and Hermione would hold that sad fact to play as her trump card. “And what color is the Greengrass stone?”

Aquamarine, another rhetorical question. Formed from beryl, the same mineral as emerald, but a blue stone where emerald was green.

“You come from a ‘Sacred’ family as well.” Heavens above if Hermione wasn't sick and tired of hearing ‘Sacred’ this and ‘Sacred’ that. “Why does Malfoy heritage precede your own?”

Narcissa touches her pendant. The Parkinson and Greengrass matriarchs clear their throats. But it was far too late for censorship. They were in the thick of it now. Astoria had cried ‘havoc;’ Hermione was merely releasing the hounds.

“Ugh-”

Hermione bulldozes right through her objection. “Emerald is the stone. The Malfoys wear the emerald stone. You wear…” Hermione co*cks her head, appraising the exact shade of Astoria’s dress. “Pine green,” she says derisively.

Astoria rolls her eyes. “This is custom Malkin. And it’s emerald green,” she spits.

“No. Emerald is the stone. Which is formed in metamorphic rocks when lava superheats chromium, vanadium, and iron. The varying concentrations of chromium and vanadium give emeralds a range of color. As such, all emeralds are not the same shade of green. I would venture that unless there’s some big honking rock in the Malfoy vaults all the signet stones are chipped from, that the Malfoy emeralds are not all the same tone.”

Astoria crosses her arms over her chest and narrows her eyes at Hermione. “Swot.”

“There isn’t,” Draco adds coolly. Ignoring Astoria’s volley. Which is nothing they hadn’t already called each other several times in the Lab. “The heir chooses his stone when he reaches the age of majority. All Pureblood heirs do. Theo and Blaise chose their stones and had similar ring ceremonies.”

Narcissa smiles distantly. “Lucius chose a light-toned emerald with a subtle-blue green tint as a nod to me since the Black family stone is sapphire.”

“I chose a medium light crystal. The color of-”

“The trees,” they say in unison, as Hermione finally places where she’d seen the color of those leaves. Had seen it every weekday for months. Light glinting off his stone in the lab or at dinners, or when he tapped his ring on the lab station or her desk to get her attention. She points absentmindedly behind her in the direction of the Silver birch trees as her mind files away the newly reconciled piece of information.

He co*cks his head, appraising her. “Silver birch. Grey and green like my-”

“Eyes,” they say in unison. Again.

Narcissist,” she teases.

He chuckles and gives her another curious look.

“What? I see enough of your eyes in the Lab to have learned their topography by now.” Disapproving looks. Indignation. Dissent. Challenge. “You’re not a mystery-”

“The lab?” Astoria asks, voice dripping with disbelief. “You never said you worked at a lab.”

Hermione frowns. “Why does it matter?”

“Because you said…” Astoria gasps. “You lied-”

Hermione waves her hand dismissively. “Whatever. You’ve been rude to me since we met. Literally the day we met at the pool, you were… What did Pansy call you-”

Granger,” Pansy warns before turning her attention to Astoria. “She works at Snape Lab with Draco.”

Astoria blinks once, twice, thrice, before gasping. Turning to Draco she points toward Hermione. “Is she lab swot!?”

Draco clears his throat.

Hermione chuckles.

Narcissa clutches her pendant, pulling it side to side along the thin chain. “Dear that was…” She clears her throat. “Months ago.” Her look of concern only serves to make Hermione laugh harder.

Astoria gasps again and flashes a glare at Daphne. “Did you know?”

Daphne’s eyes widen. “We- we found out Ronaldo’s at the end of her… first week?”

Hermione nods at Daphne. “Mmhmm.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Astoria asks her sister.

“I… um, it… slipped my mind?”

“Your concern for me is touching, Euphoria. But don’t worry. I gave him a moniker of my own. I called him…” She turns her attention back to Malfoy. “Lab git.” She smiles conspiratorially. “Pansy and Daphne taught me the word.”

Draco and his mother exchange twin smirks.

“And look at the two of you now. Breaking bread in my home.” Narcissa places a hand over her heart. “I’m glad to see your fires have… cooled. It’s been a while since I got an earful about the lab swot-”

Mother,” Draco groans.

“I got an earful about her too.” Astoria directs her eye roll at Hermione. “More than once.”

Draco clears his throat.

“And to think, it was Pansy’s American friend,” Narcissa adds.

“Still doesn’t explain why you’re in red,” Astoria winges again, stuck on that point like a hawk with a bone.

Hermione shrugs. “Pansy said Malfoy wouldn’t mind.”

“She said- she said I wouldn’t mind? Pansy, what? What does that mean? Why would you say that?” He splutters. “Why- why would you say that?” He asks in an accusing tone.

Pansy finishes her bite of food, uncowed by Malfoy’s tone… and pinkening cheeks. “Relax, Draco. I just meant you wouldn’t care.”

“I don’t,” he grumbles, his gaze flickering toward Hermione again. His eyes snag on her cleavage. Again.

He follows her pointer finger from her cleavage to her eyes as she mouths, ‘Eyes up here.’

He smirks, incensing Astoria who excuses herself from the table and exits the room.

Mrs. Greengrass’ voice is small and soft when she clears her throat to get Hermione’s attention. “Miss Granger, you must excuse my daughter. For your peace, in the future you may find it best to just…” She sighs. “Ignore her.”

Hermione takes a deep breath. “Mrs. Greengrass, I hope you didn’t take offense to my aquamarine comment. I only meant she’s not married yet-”

“Darling, I did not. I’m a Greengrass by marriage and I still wear my rubies from time to time. Some things are traditions, other are… choices.” She looks to Daphne and then Pansy. “I believe this generation are getting better about discerning the difference. And making better choices. Though some are a bit more… stubborn.”

Brigitte and Narcissa each give Delilah a soft smile.

“Delilah, she’s young,” Brigitte says in consolation.

“Yes, but she won’t be forever.”

Astoria returns and resumes her seat next to Malfoy. She and Hermione ignore each other the rest of the day. Hermione has no complaints as they’re poked, prodded, scrubbed, waxed, shaved, and moisturized. They soak in the heated whirlpool. They shvitz in the sauna. Then every inch of Hermione’s body is massaged until she she’s boneless and glowing.

Back at Parkinson Manor the girls finish preparing for the party. She refuses to let the stylist team straighten her hair and opts for a braided updo instead with a few loose tendrils to frame her face.

She’d received a bonus for her work in the Snape Lab over the summer and used some of the money for a few new things. The first: a new tattoo. A spray of stars along the nape of her neck and down her spine. She’d asked Dean for a random sprinkling of stars and challenged him to hide some actual constellations within the piece. “Maybe Cassiopeia and whatever stars and constellations are usually around it? That’s the only one I can ever find.”

Secondly, she’d purchased her party dress. A Malkin’s original. An inky blue mermaid style dress with spaghetti straps and a cowl neckline that draped over her decolletage and clung to her curves before flaring out a bit from the mid-thigh. The hem was just under her knee. She’d heard of Narcissa’s conservativeness so she glamoured her tattoos again and ensured the back of the dress wasn’t too low. She didn’t want to scandalize the woman further after her poor showing this morning. Between what Malfoy must have told his mother about her and the day they’d had so far, she wasn’t sure how much lower she could possibly sink in the woman’s estimation.

She slides her feet into the strappy, sparkly silver heels Pansy insists she must wear, replete with a Talus and a bevy of cushioning charms. She finishes the look with two pieces of jewelry. The first: a diamond tennis bracelet. A recent gift from Krum she’d thanked him profusely for but told him she couldn’t accept. He’d left it on the hotel’s bedside table when he left her the next morning with a note that read, ‘I insist. It would make me happy for you to accept.’ And so, she did.

The second piece of jewelry was her final acquisition with her bonus money – earrings she’d haggled over after seeing them in a boutique window during a recent hike around the River Ouse. It was a delicate, simple piece. A line of stars that hugged her earlobe and spanned both piercing holes in each ear before dropping down to her shoulder in thin cords. Each thin line of stars ended with a man-made diamond formed from alluvial deposits mined from the Ouse riverbed. The earrings grazed her shoulder and twinkled softly as the crystals caught the light.

Chapter 17: DRACO - PLAY NICE UNTIL DESSERT

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SAT 09 SEP

The morning had started quietly enough. A quiet breakfast with his parents while his mother gabbed about her party. Lucius made himself scarce halfway through the meal, a little too excited to take what he claimed was a ‘business call.’ Draco would bet a hundred galleons that the call was actually Stan Parkinson luring him away to the golf course.

Draco half-listened to Mother after that, inserting ‘oohs,’ ‘ahs’ and ‘hmms,’ at appropriate places while he flipped through the paper. He even came back to the Puzzle page to give it a once-over, marveling at the esoteric questions. The wording and clues were so abstruse as to render the questions unintelligible. 3-Down appeared to be a mix of Amharic and two other ancient languages he couldn’t place right now, and the asterisk indicated it was an anagram that had to be decoded using the responses of 12-Across and the circled squares from 15-19 Down as a key. His perusal was interrupted by the unmistakable roar of the Floo and voices approaching. He never attended mother’s pre-bash brunches and hadn’t meant to dawdle. Unfortunately, he didn’t have enough time to excuse himself from the table before the guests arrived and he’d pass them in the hallway anyway, so he stifled a groan and prepared for company. He resolved to excuse himself once the company was settled around the table.

And then she’d traipsed in wearing that dress. Merlin, that dress! Besides her shoes, he’d never seen her in color before. Any color. Let alone his color. His thoughts had tripped over themselves to make sense of the sight. The tasteful cleavage, the swell of her breasts, the way the dress hugged her curves and flared over her hips – those hips. Had he shamelessly raked his eyes down, down, over every exposed and glamoured piece of flesh and then back up as he’d wanted to or had that just mercifully been in his head? Merlin, she was beautiful.

He’d drawn his mother’s ire with his masoch*st comment. She’d toyed with her pendant necklace, a sign she was exasperated. The pendant – a white narcissus flower with a rare blue diamond in the center – had been her final courting gift from Lucius. Besides the necklace, a pair of diamond earrings and her two wedding rings were the only pieces of jewelry Narcissa wore most days. And she’d only ever removed the rings once.

Oh! And that display with his glass. His co*ck had twitched at the sight of her lips where his had been, sipping juice with a co*cky grin. Point Granger.

“My dragon!” Mother calls, sweeping into his closet twenty minutes before the first guest is set to arrive for the evening. She pats his cheek. “My dragon, Astoria is threatened by Miss Granger.”

Draco hums distractedly, fixing his tie in the full-length mirror. He’d surmised as much. Astoria technically wasn’t in the picture anymore, so it didn’t matter. Since she was so concerned with Granger, she could date her for all he cared. They were both single.

His mother catches his eye in the mirror and lifts a brow. “Why is Astoria threatened by Miss Granger?” She steps back from him, perching on the edge of the fainting couch.

Draco shrugs. He really didn’t know. For all he knew they’d never met. “Didn’t know they knew each other. I didn’t even know they’d met before today.”

Narcissa huffs. “My stars, of course they’ve met. Didn’t you catch that pool comment? I pulled Daphne to the side at the spa. They met at Nott Manor during Miss Granger’s first weekend here.”

“Hmm.” He vaguely remembered something Theo had said a couple months ago. Merlin, that long? Was it his imagination or had Hermione only been here for a couple months? When did she find time to do all these things? Did she have a bloody time turner no one knew about? People talked about her as if she’d always been here. As if everything about her was common knowledge. He felt like he was always playing catch up. “Beats me.”

“And this Miss Granger has nothing to do with the dissolution of your relationship with Astoria?”

Draco scoffs. And he never scoffs. “We weren’t in a relationship, mother. It was just dates.” And sex. It hardly registered. His mother quirks a brow in disbelief. He rushes to answer her question instead of protesting. “And no, it had nothing to do with Granger. We’re lab partners. And Pansy brings her around. She’s in the friend group now.”

She co*cks her head. “But your comment earlier about puzzles...”

“Yes, we text. We do the Puzzle pages in the morning. We discuss the news, politics, muggle movies, art, and literature in the evening. She’s kind of always…” He waves his hand absently. “In the background.”

Narcissa considers his words with a soft smile and a distant look before her eyes focus again, locking eyes with him in the mirror. “In the background?” She echoes. Since her tone more than belies her disbelief, the air quotes are downright impertinent. She leans forward. “Darling, that doesn’t sound like the background. It sounds like she’s in the foreground.” Her expression turns pensive.

Draco pauses his ministrations and turns to her, waiting for her next words.

“And how long has she been-” She waves her hand again. “We’ll split the difference and say… on your radar.” She quirks a brow at him. “How long has she had your attention? This seems different from when you were lambasting her as the lab terror.”

“I don’t know. Things sort of just… happen with Granger. For a while there’ll be nothing and then one day you’ll wake up and there’s some new routine that you’ve been doing with her for weeks. She’s like a… uh…” He splutters, trying to find the word to describe it. Nothing real comes to mind. His mind wanders to Luna and all of her mythical creatures no one but her could ever see or hear. “She’s like a… nargle that way. Just… nargling her way in.”

Narcissa giggles. Giggles! “But you don’t hate it?”

There’s a swell of emotion in his chest. Did he hate it? Gods no. Not even a little bit.

The Floo roars in the distance and cheery voices call out for Narcissa. She stands and pats his cheek before exiting the room in a flurry of robes and excited chatter.

Later, Draco finds himself following her and Mother around the party like a lovesick puppy. She was here, in his home, again and there’s more contradictions for his brain to reconcile. She’s in midnight blue, another color he’s never seen her wear before. The dress is modest yet shows off her curves. Thin straps with a low back. It skims her waist and hips then flares gently under her bum down to just past her knees. And she’s in heels. Had he ever seen her in heels besides business-looking heeled brogues in the lab or at Ministry meetings? Strappy silver things that catch the light like her earrings. He couldn’t look away even if he wanted to. There’s always something to draw his eye back to her. She’s about all he can see. All he can focus on. Her lips, her eyes, her smile, her dress, her laugh, her wit. Had she always been like this? This charming and effervescent and bright? And gorgeous? Gods, she’s gorgeous tonight.

Mother had warmed up to her as well. A development he had not expected. He’d expected Narcissa to loathe Granger. But she’d taken quickly to the witch. He’d never seen Narcissa like this with any witch. Not even Pansy, who many called her protégé. Narcissa kept Granger engaged in conversation, patted her hair, asked about her dress and earrings, linked an arm through hers and guided her around the ballroom. Mother spent the night fussing over her, made sure her drink was always fresh and that she tasted each of the passed apps. It’s unlike anything he’d ever seen. Even Pansy and Daphne seem gobsmacked. Usually, he’s the one led by the arm through the party like a petulant child one needed to keep close lest they pants the Minister of Magic (Blaise 1999) or get shamelessly Champagne drunk, hop on top of the Grand Piano, and belt out O Fortuna at the top of their lungs (Theo 2000). But tonight, Narcissa keeps Hermione on her arm, introducing her to the Who’s Who of the UK Wizarding World. Often when he strays too far, Narcissa suddenly remembers she has a son, catches his eye, and beckons him over to her with a smile and slight nod. Then he’d find himself in a surprisingly interesting conversation with his mother, Granger and whoever else the duo are charming. He’d catch himself laughing genuinely or offering up an anecdote of his own volition with Granger egging him on. A time or two they’d even snagged each other fresh glasses of champagne from floating trays.

So, it’s not entirely surprising when he makes his way to the dining table to find that the spot near Father that he’d been assigned earlier has been relocated. Earlier he’d been slated to sit between two eligible witches and across from a third he’d cancelled on weeks prior who his mother was still hopeful would suit. Now he’d be sitting to the left of Narcissa, with Granger across from him, to Narcissa’s right. Hmm.

Mother usually allotted fifteen minutes at the start of a large meal for people to converse with their table mates. She would seize the quietude of a natural lull in conversation to stand and commence the meal. Awaiting the caesura, she asks Granger about her family and studies.

Granger explains to Narcissa that her parents are dentists (teeth healers), that she’d already obtained her Herbology Mastery from Harvard, and will be T.A.ing for an Herbology class this term to keep her skills sharp. She’s almost through with her Potions Mastery. To Narcissa’s inquiry about how Hermione’s done so much in so little time, Hermione informs her that she’d completed some required coursework while still in Preparatory school and was further assisted by her practice of taking classes during winter and summer breaks and carrying a heavy course-load in previous terms.

“What’s next after schooling, Miss Granger?” Narcissa asks.

Draco knew the answer already. Medical school, Healer rites, Medical residency then she wants to combine Muggle Healing practices, Wizard Healing and Potions research to improve current treatments and develop new ones.

He’s fascinated. Few Wizards were trained in both Muggle and Wizarding healing practices. Mostly because one could become a Wizard Healer in a fraction of the time it took to become a Muggle Doctor, and one could use magic and potions to heal most wizarding ailments. Besides, wizards were only afflicted by a fraction of Muggles’ ailments. But that did mean (as with many things, he could now openly admit), that wizards had made advances where Muggles hadn’t, and were still in the dark ages in places where Muggles weren’t.

“Miss Granger, your life seems to be devoted to the hard sciences. What do you do for fun? In your…” She glances at Draco. “Sliver of free time?” She leans in, awaiting Hermione’s response.

Hermione smiles, biting her lip in that way he’d learned she did when she was nervous or editing and censoring herself, gathering her thoughts. Mere weeks ago, he wouldn’t have known how she would answer that question, but now he does and none of her responses surprise him. “The Puzzle page, reading, yoga. I’ve also been doing coastal walks and hikes each Friday. I’ve been exposing the boys to Muggle things like bowling, Go-karting, mini-golf and ping-pong.”

Narcissa’s face softens. “That sounds like fun. Does my son join you?” She lays a hand on Draco’s, squeezing softly.

When Granger glances at him, he mouths, ‘No’ as he shakes his head. If Mother knew he was skiving off teas and Society events to watch movies and gallivant about Muggle London, he’d never hear the end of it.

“I don’t know how to answer that,” Hermione concedes, raising her hand to her mouth and gnawing on her thumbnail. She never quite bit it, he’d noticed, it seemed to just hang around for the tactical feel against her teeth.

Narcissa makes a sound like a chuckle but something so base would never escape her at the dinner table of such a large event. “I believe it is a ‘yes’ or ‘no’ answer, dear,” she says, reaching out and lowering Hermione’s hand to the table. “I used to bite my nails,” Narcissa says with a soft smile. “My love gifted me something to expunge the habit.” She touches the pendant on her necklace, pulling it from side to side along the delicate chain.

Draco masks his surprise more artfully than Hermione. He hadn’t known the why of the necklace, just the when. It seems the gift was subversive in every sense of the word. The necklace served its purpose well. Too well. It had replaced one fidget with another and allowed Narcissa to convey a range of emotions without uttering a single word.

His eyes flicker back over to Granger, and he chuckles softly behind his glass. Someone could give that witch a gift to help with her nail-biting. But she didn’t accept jewelry. He’d heard Pansy lambast her about the indignity of refusing several gifts from Krum, particularly jewelry. He'd apparated to Ronaldo’s early one Friday afternoon and entered the back patio in the middle of Pansy’s haranguing.

“Hermione, the man can’t claim you in the press. You’re a ghost! Quite literally an enigma. You don’t think Krum wants to look at you and know that some part of you is his? To lay claim? To know that your identity may be a ‘mystery,’ but his affection for you is not? That’s jewelry.”

No, that was the problem, according to Granger. She did not want to be claimed. Being claimed led to promises and she couldn’t make him any promises. She had her plan and didn’t want to deviate from it. Being claimed meant talk of marriage and children. Per Hermione, ‘once ‘me’ became ‘we,’ plans tended to change. And she didn’t want to make anyone else until she made herself first. “Besides, he has an Assistant who shops for him,” she’d added in closing. “It feels less… personal.”

Personally, he never outsourced gift selections, but Draco wasn’t in the habit of procuring jewelry for witches. He only raided the Malfoy vaults for himself.

“Miss Granger?” Narcissa presses. She still hadn’t answered the question.

Granger’s blush deepens and she takes a sip of her wine. “I’m sure he would… If he’d been invited-”

“Oh,” Narcissa says. He can tell his mother is truly curious. “Why wasn’t my dragon invited?”

Hermione’s lips quirk in amusem*nt at ‘my dragon.’ “Well, he wasn’t there when I offered Harry.” She chuckles. “And Theo and Blaise invited themselves… it’s been the four of us this summer… and Pansy joins for parts of it… Malfoy and I-” Hermione flushes, her mouth agape as she searches for the words. It was equal parts hilarious and sweetly endearing.

Draco co*cks his head and smiles, his turn to take a fortifying sip of wine. He knew how they’d started but they were… thawing recently and it was… nice.

“Oh, darling, I know.” Narcissa squeezes Hermione’s hand and her flush deepens.

He doesn’t know why he’d allowed Hermione to lull him into a false sense of security with her charmed tattoos, her little blue dress, those big brown eyes, and her sweet baby doe act. Granger’s a Viper. She’d have to be to survive their snake den. He supposes he should have seen it coming. The way that look flashed in her eyes before she struck. The look he knew all too well from Granger. Didn’t really see it from Hermione. Although he’d heard from the boys she did have a competitive streak and won almost as many games as Harry whenever they competed during their muggle outings. And he supposes she’d restrained herself this morning. First impressions and all. But she’d been plumbed with expensive champagne all night and was loose and relaxed.

She picks up her glass and he swears he can feel time slow as she brings it to her lips, a sly grin spreading on her face. “Oh? And what has Draco said about me?”

Narcissa does giggle at that. And the sound of Mother’s candid laughter at her preeminent summer event mixed with Granger’s gall makes Draco nearly choke on his wine. With all eyes on her, Narcissa recovers swiftly. She touches a hand to her pendant as she rises from her seat, thanks everyone for attending, then claps her hands signaling the elves to plate the first course.

He’s surprised at Granger’s interest in hearing what he’d said about her. What light questioning he’d asked of Pansy and Daphne had revealed nothing. According to them, Granger had brought him up less and less since her first week. Inanely, he’d countered with, “What about when you and Daph bring me up?”

Pansy had narrowed her eyes. “What makes you think we talk about you, Draco?”

She’d had him there. It seemed he was a non-factor to Granger despite their frequent text exchanges. He, on the other hand, relished any tidbit he received about her. It wasn’t like he ever had occasion to ask her about herself. And with the previous tirades he’d delivered to Theo and Blaise, they would probably eviscerate him if he asked them anything about her now. He was left with whatever information she offered to the group when he was around; whatever Pansy and Daphne jokingly revealed; and whatever Blaise, Theo and Harry teased out of her on Friday nights at Ronaldo’s.

Maybe it was just the law of supply and demand but sometimes he stunned himself with how hungry he was for information about her. He supposed it was a natural consequence of their intense antagonism. And maybe he could admit in the quietude and privacy of his brain, deep behind his Occlumency walls that he was genuinely interested in her. More interested than he’d ever been in anyone else. He thought, bewildered, that he might have the makings of… a crush.

That couldn’t be right. It was absurd! She wanted almost nothing to do with him and he hungered for whatever pleasantly trite and polite specks of attention she gave him after the heat and intensity of their rivalry all day in the lab. It drove him up a wall. They had three modes: rich and effusive over text; explosive in the lab; and sublime and almost dead-eyed around the snakes. But they couldn’t be explosive here. They needed an official truce.

He shoots her a text message while his mother is distracted, whispering with Remi about the second course. If she announces a new course every time you say something to stun her, this dinner will last all of 15 minutes. Truce until dessert?

Her text response is almost immediate. Who is this?

He rolls his eyes and glances up from his mobile at her. Very funny, Granger. I’m serious.

She’s grinning behind her wine glass. Fine. I accept your truce. I’ll play nice until dessert.

Merlin, if his co*ck didn’t twitch at that.

During their dinner truce, they continue to make polite conversation. He shares more about his relationship with each of his friends and tells her stories from Prep. He tells her about his love of motorcycles and cars, which had developed after the ‘Almost War.’ How he and Ginny had bonded over Quidditch. How he was still conflicted about being cut from the Hogwarts Quidditch team due to his increased responsibilities in the lab. He tells her about how he fenced with Theo, played squash with Blaise, and did Jiu-Jitsu with Harry. Every few weeks he played tennis with Daphne and Pansy (those two were an indomitable force in mixed Doubles). And how in just that first day in the Lab she had supplanted Pansy as the person he bickered with most.

“I agree we’re the three most-stubborn members of the group,” Hermione concedes. “Intractable and headstrong-”

“Like goats,” Narcissa muses before signaling the next course.

He and Hermione smirk at each other.

Hermione inquires about his post-Hogwarts plans. He tells her that he’ll finish his Potion’s Mastery, and recently declared for an Herbology minor since he’ll have enough credits at his current rate. Then he’ll obtain a Potions Doctorate while continuing to hone his research. He’ll also spend some time running the Malfoy Estate and helm their businesses. “My wife can assist if she chooses. It’s uncommon but not unheard of… Though she’ll most likely spend much of her time with philanthropic work and following her other passions.”

“And what’s it like running your Estate and business ventures?” She queries, leaning in with her interest.

He tells her that some parts are interesting: the travel, learning about the geopolitical landscape to make better investments, and hearing companies pitch themselves to secure funding. And there are some aspects he doesn’t enjoy: ass-kissing, politicking, and being away from his friends for days or weeks.

She gives him a tender smile. There’s a look on her face like she’s realizing for the first time that he’s… human.

They discuss potions and research and give each other insight into the separate projects they’re working on at the Lab. Since Michaelmas Term is starting soon, she also asks for pointers going into her first T.A. gig. Conversation flows easily between them with only minimal interruption or coaxing from Mother. Draco supposes he’s enjoying himself. The rest of the table falls away. It’s just him and Hermione. Good wine. Good conversation. Good food. They’ve never given each other their full attention in person like this outside of the lab. Even in the lab they’re Granger and Malfoy. This is different. It’s… nice.

They agree to extend the truce past dinner and even dance together for one song. A popular wizarding composition melding together stories from Greek mythology. She’s just as soft as he imagined she’d be in his arms. She smells of the usual scents he associates with Granger – vanilla and ginger. But tonight, there are deeper notes – neroli, patchouli, and sandalwood. The violin cries its last bittersweet notes as Orpheus wailing for Eurydice and he’s working up the courage to ask if she’d care to dance the next song as well when Astoria steps into his line of sight and requests the next dance.

He quirks a brow. It was… unusual for a woman to initiate a dance. Some of the stodgiest members of their set considered it downright rude. “Astoria?” He croaks.

Hermione stiffens in his arms before stepping back from him. Instantly he misses her warmth and sweetness. She meets his gaze. ‘Bye Draco,’ she mouths, before walking away without acknowledging Astoria.

Astoria smiles and steps into his arms as the piano sets the tempo for a waltz.

He spins her just in time to see Theo pull Hermione in for a dance. He watches them joke and laugh and wonders if he himself will ever be that familiar with her. He wonders what will happen beyond tonight. Whether this changes anything or if the truce is like any other. Temporary.

To her chagrin, Draco leads Astoria off the floor after one dance. They would absolutely not be dancing the ‘Sweethearts Waltz,’ the last dance of the night. No Society fete was complete without the chance for married couples, couples in long-term committed relationships and betrothed couples to take to the floor with their sweethearts and declare their love for all and sundry. Many a secret couple had been launched via the ‘Sweethearts Waltz,’ and many a wizard had made his intention known by remaining on the floor with a witch. So, it was no surprise that Astoria would try to keep him distracted whenever they danced the penultimate song of the night, hoping to tip his hand or signal a deeper commitment by trapping him on the floor during the ‘Sweetheart.’ After depositing Astoria with her mother, Draco walks slowly around the perimeter of the dance floor. Interested – like everyone else – in which couples remain. He spies Jensen take the floor with Millicent Bulstrode, his long-term girlfriend to whom he’d recently proposed. He sees the Bulstrode matriarch wipe a happy tear from the corner of her eye. They’re the only couple launching tonight, the rest are couples he’s seen before like Stan and Brigitte and his own parents. If only one couple were launching, the wizard chose the song for the evening. Jensen had chosen ‘Three Little Words’, a piano-heavy wizarding standard. The sonata was a complicated piece to play, but beautiful and sweet under masterful fingers. TLW was a popular choice. It was… traditional, and frankly, overdone.

Or maybe he remembered all too well the stinging pain as his Piano Master wrapped his fingers shouting, “Lenta! Lenta!” Coaxing him to slow down and not rush the coda, the second movement - the blossoming of love. “È amore. Non avere fretta!”

It is love. Don’t rush it!

When Draco launched the ‘Malfoy woman,’ he wanted something… untainted. A new song. A fresh perspective.

And he wanted violins.

The song ends and the other couples leave the dance floor. Jensen and Bulstrode remain for their ‘first look,’ and congratulatory applause. A Prophet photographer materializes to take photos of the happy couple before their friends and family swarm them.

After the excitement dies down, core Malfoy family friends remain. More drinks are poured, and they play Muggle and magical games on the front lawn and throughout the house. Draco finds himself paired with Hermione facing off against Pansy and Harry for a round of Muggle cornhole. They win and Hermione motions for him to follow her. She nicks a bottle of Champagne on her way out of the door and requests a tour of the gardens.

He leads her through the house to the gardens and she marvels at the flowers and plants in the moonlight, leaning in to smell a few along their path. Her step falters when they pass the amortentia roses. She sniffs a few times, a slight frown marring her features. She shakes her head and catches up with him in time to skirt a few peaco*cks strutting down the path to the gazebo. He steers them through a hedge when Odilia, a particularly persnickety peahen with a mean bite, veers toward them. They burst through a hedge not far from Theo and Daphne dancing in the moonlight to the faint music coming from the house. Thwarted, Odilia squawks angrily behind them.

He grabs Hermione’s hand and pulls her back through the hedge, down a hidden path toward the grotto. He casts a few light charms to illuminate the clearing and takes a seat on the stone bench in the copse of willow trees. She kicks off her shoes and he watches her take in the scene. The grass under her feet. The reeds that lead down to the water’s edge. The burbling fountain where the water cascades over several large rocks before spilling over into the pond beneath it. The ducks and frogs playing, the fish swimming just beneath the surface, and the turtles bathing in the light of the gibbous moon. She tiptoes to the water’s edge and dips her feet in, giggling when several fish swim over to inspect her toes.

He can’t fight his smile at seeing the expression of pure joy on her face in his favorite place in the Manor.

Toes sufficiently inspected, she settles beside him on the bench. They pass the Champagne bottle back and forth and talk about everything and nothing in the warm still night. On nights like these – with the burble of the fountain and the chorus of crickets – his mind tended to wander to the heavens, and his late aunt, Andromeda.

“Are you into Astronomy, Hermione?”

“I’m Hermione now, huh?”

He shrugs, elbowing her softly.

“Maybe. I appreciate them aesthetically. I even got a star related tattoo recently. But I couldn’t tell you what was up there besides Cassiopeia… and the Big Dipper?” She wrinkles her nose and smirks.

He’s still stuck on the tattoo. He missed them tonight. “Oh,” he says, bringing the bottle to his lips. If only to stifle the questions he shouldn’t, wouldn’t ask: Where? Can I see?

“Are you into Astronomy, Draco?” She echoes his question, reaching for the bottle.

“Well, seeing as the Blacks all name their children after constellations, I’d say yes, somewhat.”

She takes a swig from the bottle and hands it back to him. “Not to violate the unspoken terms of our truce but I must disagree. Just because one side of your family has a fascination with the stars doesn’t mean you have to.”

“True. My aunt was fascinated with them. She taught me so much about them before…” Before the Dark Lord killed her in his last stand, avenging Narcissa’s betrayal. The bitter words die on his tongue. He pauses to drink deeply of the champagne - crisp, sweet, alive. “I’ve come to appreciate them deeply.”

She hums in response, putting her hands behind her on the stone bench and leaning back, tipping her head to take in more of the night sky. “What am I looking at?”

He drinks her in. Gods, she’s exquisite. He blames all the alcohol he’d consumed this evening for him swaying closer to get a better look, to catch her scent again, to feel her warmth, to trace a path through her soft freckles. He must have been silent too long because she turns to him. He leans away slowly, handing her the bottle. He looks up and studies the sky, orienting himself. He feels her eyes on him but he couldn’t, wouldn’t meet her keen gaze. He swallows thickly and starts at the constellation she knows, Cassiopeia. Then he tracks a path west through Vega; north through Cygnus, Cepheus; then southwest through the Andromeda galaxy, Andromeda constellation and its twin constellation Leo – one of the brightest constellations – which chases Andromeda through the sky. Furthest in the summer heat and closest in the winter chill, they’re always separated by a waxing and waning Saturn. “The furthest planet we can see with the naked eye.”

“Where’s Hermes?” Her namesake.

“Not Hermes. Its technical name is actually Lyra. The harp. Start at Vega,” he says, pointing to the constellation’s sentinel star. “Then up,” he adds, tracing its shape for her.

He looks down and watches her trace the path with her eyes again, then track a path from it to Cassiopeia for reference.

“You should track it from Polaris too. The North Star. It’s usually the brightest.” Unless Venus, Saturn, or some other planet was showing off. They could be here all night with the particulars and caveats of the stars. Aunt Andromeda had taken it slowly, teaching him the rules first. The constants. Then the exceptions.

With Lyra mapped to both reference points she turns her attention back to him. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” Their eyes meet and she doesn’t look away.

She quirks a brow. “What’s going on in that big, beautiful brain of yours?” She reaches up, hesitating before she commits to the action and sweeps a lock of hair off his forehead.

No one touched his hair. He gives her a lopsided smile, melting into her touch despite himself. Big, beautiful brain. He files that away for later.

“Nothing.” He hiccups.

“Thinking of extending this truce?”

He nods softly and gives her a sheepish smile.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTES
- Re Draco’s response when Narcissa asks him if he hates Hermione’s nargling: “I hate the way I don’t hate you. Not even close. Not even a little bit. Not even at all.” – Ten Things I Hate About You (1999).
- I made up basically everything about those constellations lol. Just go with it. :)

Chapter 18: DRACO - FIRSTS

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MON 11 SEP

Monday is a day of firsts. It’s the first day of their last week before pre-term break and the first official day of their truce. Draco can sense the shift between himself and Hermione. Their guards are down, and their fangs are sheathed. He’d been genuinely excited to see her this morning. And by the way her smile had brightened her face and reminded him of how utterly beautiful she was, she’d been happy to see him too.

Around mid-morning, Hermione took a break from restocking the lab shelves in accordance with their new lab organization system to polish off some tea and toast. She’s crunching contentedly on an apple from his desk, watching him shelve the galea root and ibi vine. He ticks off their respective checkboxes on the inventory sheet then floats over a jar of dried incassum root into the slot next to the ibi vine. Hags went into estrus in early autumn. They always kept a hefty supply of incassum to brew anti-wart potions after the annual Hag mating rituals. One could set their clocks by the yearly Hag warts outbreak.

Hermione chucks the apple core in a nearby bin. “I think that spot should be for the ignis root, Dra-Malfoy.”

He smiles at her slip-up. “We don’t have any more,” he says as he floats over a jar of fresh juniper root. He sets down his wand and checklist and steps toward her. “I can hear you thinking, Granger. What’s wrong?”

She frowns. A sure sign of bad news. “We need ignis for the goblin potion, the wrackspurt potion, and the pelican potion. Diagon Apothecaries are running low so they’re charging triple. I told Snape we had enough. He asked me and I-” Her eyes are wide with panic when she meets his gaze. “He’s going to kill me. He’s going to grind my bones and put them in the wrackspurt brew instead. That’ll bind it quite well, don’t you think?”

Draco touches her shoulder. “Calm down, Granger. His bark’s worse than his bite.”

She chuckles darkly. “Of course you’d think so. You’ve worked with him for years. I’m fresh meat.”

He chuckles. “Granger it’s okay. We can get more. Sna-”

“Exactly!” Her eyes brighten. “We can get more!” She grabs his hand.

And before Draco can stop her, he feels her magic curl around him then that familiar fuzzy tug of Apparition behind his navel.

“I know just the place!” She exclaims. “Neville and I-”

One minute they’re in the lab and the next they’re-

“-Saw a patch of ignis growing around here just last week!” Her eyes are trained on the ground, following the trail of dark grass and scorched earth that signals the presence of the fiery red ignis plant. “I need gloves,” she says, reaching her hands deep, deep into the pocket of her robes.

Draco scans the woods around them, trying – and failing – to pinpoint their surroundings. “Hermione, where are we?” Draco growls.

“Epping!” She calls excitedly over her shoulder. “Neville and I always find good stuff here since it’s so ancient. We steer clear of the northeast quadrant though. Those giants are fierce.” Her voice grows more and more distant as she tramps through the brush in search of ignis. “Quanfertimus was such a sweetheart, but his mate didn’t like me and Neville picking all her…”

He’s stands there dumbfounded, having been Apparated against his will clear to the other side of England and the witch was chattering away as if this were an everyday occurrence. As if she habitually kidnapped people in the middle of the day.

He flushes as he remembers the warm tingle of her magic on his skin. The way she’d pulled out of a panic-stricken tailspin about Snape’s wrath and just bam! Apparated them to some ancient forest to pick ignis because she remembered it was here. There’s a tantalizing swirl of emotions coursing through him. Awe, fear, lust… frustration.

He hears the snapping of twigs and branches first, then her voice. He chuckles softly. Apparently, she hadn’t stopped telling her story.

“… In the end it was fine because she and Quanfertimus liked the scarves, but it’s still a bad omen to run out of red thread.” She startles when she sees him and whirls around to look behind her as if she’d find him there too. She narrows her eyes at him. “You’re like… gawping.” She mocks him, dropping her mouth in a wide ‘O,’ before grinning. “Are you stuck?”

He shakes his head. And closes his mouth.

She closes the distance between them, coming to a stop right in front of him with a hand on her hips, her gloved hand closed around a riot of blood red ignis roots with thick stalks and bushy, dark green leaves. She co*cks her head. “Do you have anything I can put this in?”

He fishes in his pocket for an enchanted mesh bag into which she deposits the ignis.

“There’s a Wizard Tavern nearby with the best fish and chips I’ve had in England so far. Even Neville was impressed. Their chips were so light and crisp, they were almost airy.” She turns his wrist to look at the time on his watch. “Care to join me?” He feels that tingle again and steps back from her.

“Hermione…”

She looks up at him, meeting his gaze. “Yes?”

“You can’t surprise side-along someone. Didn’t you learn that in sixth year?”

She blinks and color rises high on her cheeks. Her hand smacks her forehead. “I’m so sorry. I went from like panic to euphoria and didn’t stop to think. I- You don’t- We don’t know each other like that- I should’ve- I’m sorry, Dra-Malfoy. I should have asked first. And Gods! I was about to do it again! Do you accept my apology?” She scuffs the toe of her black Oxfords against a little rock, biting her cheek as she waits for his response.

His shoulders relax as his ardor cools. “Yes, apology accepted. Warn people first, Hermione.”

She bites her lips as she looks up at him, stifling a grin. “Fish and chips?”

It’s Draco’s turn to stifle a smile. He holds out his hand, which she accepts. “Lead the way, Hermione.”

The fish and chips at Smith’s truly do live up to their hype. They snag a table outside and sip crisp ales, crunching on the stellar fries and sandwiches while they natter on about proofs and theorems from today’s puzzles, current brews at the lab, and a few stories from the day’s paper they hadn’t texted about earlier. He allows Hermione to pay for their excursion and Apparate them back to the lab.

The afternoon brings another first. Snape hands them a new case file and Granger says she’ll let him craft their approach while she finishes processing the ignis root. Even Snape is taken aback since usually they’d snatch at the case file the second Snape placed it between them, vying to be the first to read the dossier. Another first follows twenty minutes later when Granger agrees to his plan after a scant few questions and no corrections or substitutions!


There’s a pep in his step when Draco leaves the lab and not even Theo or Blaise’s good-natured ribbing during their squash game can sour his mood. Life was good. Life was really, really good.

Chapter 19: HERMIONE - FALSE START

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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TUE 12 SEP

Tuesday brings more firsts. The first day in the lab with their completely revamped organizational system. Unbeknownst to Hermione, it’s also a day of lasts. She and Dra-Malfoy are both at Cauldron K, brewing their latest attempt at the Wrackspurt potion. At this stage they’re mostly tinkering. Tweaking the preparation of this and that ingredient, testing different Cauldron materials, and comparing various flame heights.

She’s marveling at his immaculate cuts on the Cupio root. Distracted. Too distracted to stop him when he slides the cuttings off the cutting board into Cauldron F. Remembering a second too late that Cupio is positively explosive when mixed with Ferita flower, the new binder they’re testing today since they’d swapped out Satago for Vorax root. A fraction of a second later the cauldron explodes with a loud boom! Instinctively Hermione pulls Malfoy with her as she jumps back from the cauldron. Without thinking she reaches for the nearest wand – his – and casts a spell Seamus taught her.

Reviewing declassified mission details and learning new spells was her new favorite form of pillow talk. He’d let her pick his brain about odd spells and charms that he’d used to disorient and surprise his opponents and turn the tide of a case in his favor. She hopes at this moment that she’s using the right wand movement. She’d only practiced it in the air with her fingers, not with a wand the length and heft of Malfoy’s. She vehemently hopes his wand accepts her magic. She’s relieved when the remnants of the cauldron and its exploded brew are floating gently in a sheer, blue shield ball that shimmers and crackles with their shared magic.

Their shared magic. Meaning his wand – and by extension his magic – hadn’t rejected her. His magical core had accepted her and didn’t view her as a threat. Not just anyone could pick up a sorcerer’s wand and use it. Wands had ancient self-protective mechanisms tied to the magical core of their bonded owners. That she’d been able to use his wand and it hadn’t turned on her or miscast the spell meant he trusted her. Deeply.

They blink at each other in disbelief, unable to form words.

His eyes flick between her face, her hand holding his wand, and the floating blue shield ball. They hear footsteps approaching from down the corridor that leads to Snape’s office. Malfoy’s eyes widen. ‘f*ck,’ he mouths, raking a hand through his hair.

Snape tears around the corner at top speed already mid-sentence as he lays into them, berating them for their folly. It doesn’t seem to matter that it’s her very first mistake since she’d arrived months ago because his “Senior and Lead Apprentices should bloody well know better!” Though he’s boiling mad at the both of them, Snape directs the brunt of his ire at his Lead Apprentice, Malfoy.

While Snape berates Malfoy, Hermione inspects the wreckage. She tries to derive any data she can about the failed brew before banishing the remnants as the argument escalates behind her.

“Ah, well maybe I made a mistake naming you Lead Apprentice, Malfoy,” Snape hisses.

Hermione turns, eyes wide, mouth agape and looks at Malfoy.

His eyes dull as his Occlumency walls slam into place. He stiffens and bites out a challenging retort, “Maybe you did.”

Hermione’s shoulders sag. One did not poke the Snape. Even she knew that!

Snape recoils slowly, not backing down. “Fine. I’ll give it to Granger.”

Ah yes, Snape’s patented manner of making a gal feel just swell!

Malfoy’s jaw drops before he snaps it shut again. His eyes are heavy on her as Snape turns his back on him to face her.

“Miss Granger?” Snape seethes.

Wow, what a way to make an offer. Her mind is reeling. Snape narrows his eyes when she meets his gaze. She didn’t want this. Not like this. Definitely not like this! They’re both just spooked… and angry… And they don’t mean it. Her mind races to find the words to buy them all some time. To slow the train down before it ran off the damned rails! “Um- uh… I’ll think about it?” She splutters, fidgeting with the wand in her hands.

She glances at Malfoy. Something flickers in his gaze as his walls crumble for a second before they’re built right back up. His glare turns murderous before he stalks to his desk and grabs his things. Seething, he snatches his wand from her and storms out toward the Floo.

Snape adds insult to injury when Malfoy returns to the lab after lunch. A parchment whizzes out of his office and hovers in the space between their lab desks. On it she can see revisions to the Lab Roster. Her name is in red ink at the top under Snape’s, in the slot labeled ‘Lead Apprentice’ for this division of the lab. Malfoy’s name is where hers used to be along with Samuel DiLaurentis, the other Senior Apprentice. Her eyes track down to where there’s more red ink under the T.A course-load section. She’s now slated to T.A a section of the Potions Research Methods course for the upcoming term. A course she’d only just finished her previous term at HNC.

“I can’t T.A another class.”

Draco’s eyes flash to her. “Why not?”

“I already agreed to T.A an Herbology course.”

“But you’re an Herbology Master. Why aren’t you teaching the course yourself… as a Professor?”

“Because I don’t have the necessary teaching experience.”

“You’d make quite a Professor,” he spits.

She channels her best Pansy and takes the comment the way he didn’t mean it. As a compliment. “Thank you.” She shoots him a sarcastic grin. “But I don’t want to be a Professor… not yet anyway.”

He sniffs dismissively.

“Malfoy, I can’t teach this class. I only accepted the Senior Apprentice promotion because Snape offered me more credit hours and the University will allow all my research and work product to count toward my capstone. Which HNC will accept. I can’t take on this additional course, and I can’t drop any of my other classes. They’re either requirements for my Muggle degree or my Potions Mastery. Please talk to Snape.”

“Why? You got what you wanted.”

She scoffs and throws her hands up in resignation. “Have you listened to a word I said? Listened to understand, not just to rebut?”

He turns from her, and rifles through his folders for an active case to work on.

She rolls her eyes and snatches down the parchment. Snape’s quill angrily nudges her elbow. Signing the paper would accept the changes and update the Lab’s magic. She can’t sign this. This is wrong. All wrong.

Malfoy doesn’t so much as look at her the rest of the day in the Lab… or the following day. And Snape is gone most days, returning at the end of the day for debriefs and status reports before locking himself in his office. The three of them remain at an impasse.

THU 14 SEP

Hermione vows to discuss the position with Snape on Thursday. To ask him so many questions and make so many irrational demands that he rescinds the promotion and gives it back to Malfoy, who’s absent from the lab all day. Snape doesn’t make an appearance either. She spends the day brewing technical potions with the rest of her lab mates then returns to Parkinson Manor for dinner. When she finally updates Pansy on the situation in the Lab, the witch’s jaw drops.

“This happened Tuesday, Granger? Why’d you wait so long to tell me?”

“Because it’s not the usual barbs and bickering, Pansy. This is huge!”

“Huge because you accepted the position and betrayed-”

“Pansy, could you at least pretend to be impartial here?”

“He’s one of my best friends, Granger. Maybe if this was Blaise or Theo… but I can’t really be impartial about Draco. It’s not in our DNA. He and I shoot straight with each other. Even when it hurts. And so, I’m going to do the same with you. By accepting the position, you betrayed him.”

“I did NOT accept the position! Snape clearly offered it up to spite Malfoy. I said I would think about it! I made a split-second decision to stall them so Snape wouldn’t ask someone else who would accept. I thought Snape would have come to his senses by now or that Malfoy would have apologized… But they’re both-”

“Stubborn.” Pansy smirks. “Yes. And Snape’s his godfather so they fight dirty. Like family.”

“Snape has played us off each other since day one. And we fell for it. We reined it in recently. We still bicker about every little thing, but it’s lacked teeth for weeks. And at Narcissa’s party it felt like we were really starting over. Then the explosion happened before we’d even gotten off the ground! His wand accepted my magic, Pansy!”

Pansy’s eyes widen. “What?”

“I used his wand to shield the explosion. I told him I didn’t want the position. I flat out said, ‘I don’t want this, and I can’t accept this’.”

Pansy quirks a brow. “You said that?”

“Yes! He didn’t believe me. Why didn’t he believe me? If he thinks I’d snatch something like this away from him… he doesn’t know me at all!”

“Darling, he doesn’t know you at all. You’ve been here two and a half months! Daph and I have gotten to know you a bit better than the boys, but none of us really know you. Draco, least of all. So yes, he doesn’t know you. You come in here – all beautiful and tattooed and fun and brilliant and talented with your Herbology Mastery and your big plans. He’s never met someone like you. None of us have. And if you were anything like the people we’ve met (especially the people in Pureblood Society), you’d be vicious and conniving and would mow down anyone in your way to get what you wanted. And the fact that you didn’t just grab the position outright… He must think you’re just taunting him or playing with your food. Trust me, the fact that you won’t take it is probably more baffling to him than if you were to take it. I’ll talk to him about being so suspicious of you since you’ve given none of us any reason not to trust you so far. But you have to understand where he’s coming from. Between the women after him for his money and status and what his family endured in the first Wizarding war and everything that went down with the ‘Almost,’ he’s suspicious of anyone not in our circle. He’ll take time. Snape is… very hard on him. He expects excellence. Between Snape and his father, Draco’s under a lot of pressure. So this mistake in the lab is about more than just the mistake. And it seems like Snape thinks you’re competent. He immediately started you working on actual cases with the Lead Apprentice and was willing to make you Lead Apprentice without hesitation. Of course, Draco’s threatened.”

“I asked him to talk to Snape.”

Pansy chuckles and rolls her eyes. “Men.”

“He knows I don’t want it. I want this on my own merit, not through the backdoor.”

“Why haven’t you talked to Snape?”

“I resolved to do it today, but he wasn’t there. He left a note saying he expects my answer before the start of term.”

“And.”

“He can rot. I’m sick of all of this. I need a break.”

Viktor was in town for League business, and they’d already agreed to a date at a new French restaurant tomorrow evening. Pansy had already lent her a pair of sandals for the occasion.

“Krum?” Pansy asks with a gleam in her eye.

Hermione smirks as she flicks to their text thread on her cell phone. “Krum.”

He wouldn’t mind her company two nights in a row.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE
The Latin terms in this chapter do have meanings but I chose them primarily for the way they sounded > Glossary:
- Cupio: to long for; desire
- Feritas: wild, savage
- Satago: have one’s hands full
- Vorax: gluttonous, voracious

Chapter 20: DRACO - BIGGER FISH

Chapter Text

THU 14 SEP

Thursday evening finds Draco alone in his study, taking the edge off with music and a tipple of brandy. He’s tuned to an Oldies radio station that’s playing music from the 50s and 60s. The Righteous Brothers’ rendition of Unchained Melody starts slow and low. ‘Oh, my love, my darling, I’ve hungered for your touch. A long, lonely time. Time goes by so slowly and time can do so much. Are you still mine? Lonely rivers flow to the open arms of the sea. Lonely rivers sigh, ‘Wait for me…’ Wait for me.’

He’d skived off from Lab today, requesting a rare sick day in a terse email to Snape. There’d been no response. Not that he expected one.

He’d slept in then played tennis with Blaise, Theo, and Daphne. After a late lunch he’d returned to the Manor and gone for a swim, before showering and retiring to his room to read. After dinner, he’d skulked to his study to ruminate. Again.

He eyes his wand beside him on the desk. “Traitor.”

More jarring than the explosion had been the fact that his wand had cast true. It hadn’t ignored her command, or worse, backfired. It had obeyed her. At the height of the Dark Lord’s reign of terror, he’d charmed his wand with several protective and impediment charms. In case those failed to prevent someone from casting a nasty curse with his wand, he’d also woven in a strong Vestigium which collected geographical data as well as the fingerprint and magical signature of the spellcaster. Information that would provide incontrovertible proof that could keep him out of Azkaban. Luckily, no one else had tried to use his wand… until her. And because of his extra security, he’d always be able to lock onto her magical signature. He could use the information gleaned from the Vestigium spell to put an illegal trace on her. He could follow her. Show up wherever she was in the world at any moment. Plot her movements on a map. On a dime, he could vanish things to her, wherever she was. Not that he'd ever use the information in these ways. He didn’t wish to track her… or harm her. That would veer over from grey magic into the black depths of dark magic.

She’d managed to override his protection spells and the wand’s innate magic. His wand – and by extension his magic – had accepted her and bended to her will. That amplified her betrayal. He sighs. He’d trusted her and she’d f*cked him over for a position she swore she didn’t want. His thoughts continue to spiral, deeper and deeper and darker and darker until a knock pulls him out of the morass. He drains the rest of the glass in a single gulp. The second knock is louder, more insistent. Couldn’t be Father – the man would rather blast the door off its bloody hinges than suffer the indignity of knocking twice. Mother likely would have sent a Patronus first. And elves didn’t knock. He sighs as he pours himself two more fingers of brandy. “Who is it?”

“Pansy,” comes the voice from the other side.

“Enter,” he says. “Brandy?” He offers as she settles into one of the chairs in front of his desk.

She accepts.

“Draco, how drunk are you? Scale of one to ten.”

He shrugs. “Six.” It had been a long week. He pours a finger of brandy and slides the glass across the desk to her.

She takes a sip, pulling a face as it hits her tongue. “It always takes me a few sips to get in the right headspace for brandy,” she croaks before taking another sip.

“Much as I enjoy your company, Pansy…”

She sighs. “I talked to Hermione.”

A bolt of anger slams through him. “That f*cking wi-”

“She said she didn’t accept the position.”

“She did.”

“Draco, what did she say exactly.”

He frowns, jogging his memory for her exact words. “She said she’d think about it.”

“Doesn’t sound like ‘yes’ to me, Draco. Did you hear her say ‘yes’?”

He huffs, slumping against the back of the chair. “Snape is operating like she accepted. He changed the roster. He changed the course assignments. All that’s left is for her to sign her name on the dotted line to update the lab’s magic.”

“Has she signed it, Draco?”

He rolls his eyes. “She hasn’t signed it yet.”

“What makes you say that?”

He scoffs. And he never scoffs.

Pansy quirks a brow. “No, Draco, it’s a valid question. What about her makes you say that? What has she done?”

He sits mulishly in the cavernous silence, while inside his brain he’s pilfering the Hermione and Granger files. By the time he begrudgingly grumbles, “Nothing,” there’s a slight flush on Pansy’s cheeks and she’s topping up her empty glass. Absolutely nothing. And therein lied the paradox. It didn’t make any bloody sense.

“She used your wand, Draco,” Pansy says softly.

He closes his eyes, and takes a deep breath, girding himself against a swell of emotion. He tries to tamp it down, but his brandy-soaked walls are useless. She’d used his wand. She’d used his frigging wand.

“She used your wand, Draco,” she echoes. “You trusted her. Who are you really mad at?”

Her.”

Draco.”

Pansy.”

“You’re not mad at her. You’re threatened.”

He rolls his eyes. So?

“She’s nipping at your heels. You were next in line for years and all of a sudden there’s a threat to the throne. You’re not mad at her.”

He sighs. This isn’t anything he hadn’t already admitted to himself.

“You trusted her. You’ve bickered all summer. But she’s never gone above you to Snape. She’s never undercut your decisions. She’s never cut you out of discussions. She’s never amplified your mistakes. So why would she betray you now?”

“Bigger fish.”

Pansy scoffs. “Oh, come on, Draco.”

“Why do you trust her so much?” He counters.

“She’s dated Krum in secret for years.”

Draco rolls his eyes. Big whoop. That was her secret. One measly secret didn’t a vault make.

Pansy continues unperturbed by his skepticism. “We’re at Ronaldo’s once a week. Have any paparazzi ever shown up there? Potter and the boys are with her every week in Muggle London. Have any paparazzi ever swarmed them coming out of a bowling alley or the Go-Kart place? Have any paparazzi shown up at the movie theater? At any restaurants on Saturdays? We’ve told her some outlandish stories… most of them true. Have you been called by Rita Skeeter to provide comment? She used your wand, Draco. Why do you trust her so much?”

He shrugs.

“She said Snape hasn’t been around much at the lab this week. Is that true?”

It was. Since the explosion, they’d only seen him coming or going, robes billowing behind him.

He nods.

“So, when exactly would she have spoken to him?”

“She could have emailed him.”

“Right,” she snarks. “And ruined the chances of Snape ever giving her another opportunity? This requires more finesse than an email, Draco. You know that. She said she gave a noncommittal response so that he wouldn’t offer it to someone who would take it. And to give you two time to cool off. Was she wrong?”

He could think of at least three Junior Apprentices and one Senior Apprentice who would jump at the promotion.

He sniffs.

“Ah, I know I’ve swayed you when you sniff.” She smirks. “My work here is done,” she says, rising to her feet.

“I’m still mad at her.”

“Of course, you are. It’s distraction.”

“From?”

She smiles. “Only you know the answer to that question, darling. See you tomorrow.”

“No, I have a date with Helena tomorrow,” he says, refusing to meet her eyes.

“Ah, second date?”

His eyes flash to her and he nods.

Pansy smiles. “Theo owes me a lot of money. Where are you two going?”

That brand new French restaurant in Mayfair. “Lucard.”

Her smile curls into a rather wolfish smirk. “Enjoy.”

Chapter 21: HERMIONE - LUCARD

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

FRI 15 SEP

Lucard received rave reviews in Friday morning’s Prophet, which Hermione had read over breakfast with Krum. They’d talked excitedly about their upcoming date, speculating on what dishes the chef would feature in the menu degustation, the seven-course tasting menu every fine French restaurant put their own spin on. It was their tradition to sample the tasting menu whenever they tried a new French restaurant. Krum was a Pureblood after all, and tradition was ‘paramount.’

In the afternoon Pansy (who will make her excuses to the group at Ronaldo’s) helps Hermione prepare for her date. She’d thrifted her dress during one of her recent Coastal walks. A dark, terracotta orange knit dress with a plunging neckline, a halter back, and a slit up to her mid-thigh. She transfigures her beaded bag into a brown clutch and finishes the look with sable brown platform sandals from Pansy’s closet. They tuck her hair behind one ear, pinning it in place with an orange begonia from the Parkinson greenhouse. They leave Hermione’s face bare except for mascara and tinted lip gloss. She glamours her tattoos and puts a complementary patterned shawl in her bag for when the temperature drops. She allows Pansy to cast an Unguis on her fingers and toes in the pale pink shade she jokingly dubs ‘Pansy Pink’ to Pansy’s utter un-amusem*nt.

Viktor pounces on her the second their feet touch the ground in the alley near the restaurant. She’d barely gathered her bearings after the pull of Apparition when his hands are everywhere, his lips chasing hers as he pulls her closer into his embrace. He kisses her soundly, palming her ass as he crowds her into the wall. He groans low in his chest when she pulls away from him. “Hermione, this dress,” he whispers, leaning in for another kiss.


She lets him indulge then pushes him away softly. “Viktor.” She giggles, swatting his chest playfully. “Our reservation.”

He chuckles. “Let them wait.” His hungry smile dies on his lips as they register the bright zing of a camera flash.

There’s a loud whistle and in seconds, the paparazzi descend upon them.

Viktor swears under his breath. “We gave them a decoy location! I don’t know why they’re here. I’m sorry, Hermione.” He pulls her into him, twirling a curl around his finger. “Don’t worry. I’ll handle it.”

She smiles up at him. “I’m not worried.”

“Coach Iliev will haggle them down to a blind item. You’ll see.”

She nods and gives him a small, appreciative smile. “Thank you.”

He takes her hand and leads her to the restaurant, dropping it only to fish a wad of cash from his pocket and hand it over to the hostess after she’d remarked upon their late arrival and informed them that she’d already released their table.

While Krum butters up the hostess, Hermione spots that familiar, surreal shade of silvery blond across the restaurant. She’d know it anywhere now. Him.

She gasps as realization dawns. The paps are here because he’s here!

The stoic, bored expression he wears around Astoria is absent. So that must be some other build-a-blonde across the table from him. He’d backslid with Astoria a few times since their breakup. Indiscretions for which Blaise, Theo – and even Daphne – ribbed him mercilessly. With all the turmoil he’d been in since the lab explosion, Hermione’s surprised he hadn’t pressed the Astoria button this evening. But she supposed it made sense. To be back on the media merry-go-round with Astoria would signal their relationship was something more serious than sex. Something it most assuredly was not. Not that it was any of her business… but one couldn’t eat dinner with the snakes in peace without the barbs and innuendo. As with the Society page, she could do her best to ignore it, but it was her milieu and thus unavoidable. From the bored look on his face though, Hermione surmised Malfoy would likely press that button later.

She hoped for Astoria’s sake he would. If only because Astoria seemed to like him so much. Though Pansy – and even Daphne – were not convinced. Fine. Maybe the witch didn’t like him as much as she liked… his trappings. That was Hermione’s working theory anyway. From the little she knew of Astoria, she supposed there was much for the witch to like: he was objectively attractive, wealthy, agile, fit (in both the American and British senses of the word) – and that athleticism surely translated to bed sport. He had long, nimble fingers from piano and Snape’s exacting standards. The sex had to be good, right? Otherwise, Draco wouldn’t be chasing her tail at the slightest inconvenience. And she certainly wouldn’t entertain him if he wasn’t… master of his domain. Although… she supposed the illustrious Draco Malfoy didn’t really have many options. With the Prophet tracking his every move, it must be difficult for the infamous DLM to have casual sex without the hounds sniffing out his trail and exposing him. Astoria had been thoroughly vetted and was a frontrunner for his hand in marriage. It would hurt her suit to expose their arrangement… therefore she was trustworthy and discreet… but only because she had to be. The man at the apex of the Wizarding world couldn’t screw whoever he wanted without it being front page news. How sad. Honestly, they deserved each other. She was a hawk, and he was a snake – apex predators destined to devour each other.

Malfoy’s date flips her hair over her shoulder, and Hermione catches a glimpse of his face again. His visage is only slightly less stony than it was with the hawk, but from the little she knew of him, she can tell he’s miserable. If she were a betting man, she’d put up some galleons that Astoria would definitely be hearing from him tonight. Viktor seeking her hand and playing absentmindedly with her fingers pulls Hermione from her thoughts and back into the present moment.

The hostess grabs two large dinner menus, smiles and beckons for them to follow her. “Suivez-moi.”

Viktor leads them behind the hostess hand-in-hand, doing the happy little wiggle he does when he’s about to eat good food. A blink and you’d miss it action Hermione’s honed to catch after so many years. She giggles then stifles it self-consciously. To avoid drawing too much attention, she turns her head as he looks back to catch her eye in an attempt to make her laugh harder. A mistake because she locks eyes with him across the crowded restaurant. Time slows and Hermione registers the exact moment he notices her. She watches the spark of recognition in his gaze heat up to something dark and molten as he drinks her in head to toe. There’s a storm in those gray eyes. She feels like a sculpture on display.

Rapt, his eyes track slowly back up her body. She stumbles when their eyes meet again.

Viktor notices her misstep and turns back to her, pulling her in by her waist until she’s in front of him. He trails behind her, his hand warm on the small of her back, skimming his fingers softly, teasingly along her skin.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
- 'Master of his domain,' is a Seinfeld reference (S04E11)
- Begonias symbolize harmonious communications between friends. Ironic, no? They also symbolize future misfortunes or challenges. ;) Source: flowermeaning.com/begonia-flower

Chapter 22: DRACO - ORANGE

Chapter Text

FRI 15 SEP

Draco’s out with Helena Machado, Portuguese Natural Gas heiress, polyglot, piano pedagogue, and Quidditch afficionado. Evidently, they’d had a lot in common and their first date had been… Honestly, he didn’t remember much about their first date. But the overall impression was… passable. He’d still been buzzing from the news of his promotion at Snape Lab when he agreed to see Helena again, making her the first witch to make it to a second date since Astoria. Then Snape had thrown a strop in the lab and demoted him. And now his chickens were coming home to roost. An expression he’d learned from her. He’d let Helena take the lead on the details of the date and she’d chosen the new French restaurant, Lucard, which had furnished them with one of their best tables. He sips the excellent Beaujolais Bordeaux and picks at the sundry amuses she’d ordered for their appetizers.

He couldn’t believe Hermione had betrayed him like this. She’d accepted the position she’d sworn up and down she didn’t want. Who knew the little American interloper would be the biggest snake of them all? Granger still hadn’t declined the position. And Snape was maintaining radio silence. If Snape had wanted to return the position to its rightful owner, the insufferable man would have already placed a meeting on Draco’s Scheduler at the most inopportune time or presented himself at the Manor to discuss his intentions forthwith.

Pansy was convinced it was a matter of finesse. Declination was a delicate matter that Granger needed to conduct in person. Pansy seemed convinced that’s why Granger still hadn’t done it. And despite all her flaws he didn’t know Granger to be a liar. Pansy was correct. No personal information about him or his friends had been leaked to the press since Granger’s arrival. Mother had welcomed the witch into their home twice, and she hadn’t absconded with any precious heirlooms. And he’d let his guard down around her.

After the splendor of the grotto, Tuesday’s lab meltdown had given him whiplash. He simply could not get his bearings. He supposed he’d know whether Granger had fed Pansy tripe or truth when they returned to the Lab after break. If Snape offered him his position back, then he’d know whether Granger was as impeccable with her word as she claimed to be. Until then, his thoughts would roil.

Helena places a hand over his on the table, repeating her last question.

He meets her eye as he responds, then asks her one of his own so he can escape to his thoughts again.

She turns toward the clamor of the paparazzi outside.

“Vultures,” he grumbles into his drink, ever thankful the Malfoy Estate kept the Prophet deep in their pockets and Skeeter continued to play by their rules… for the most part. He tunes out the paps’ furore and brings his attention back to Helena who splutters midsentence. “Merlin, is that Viktor Krum?”

He glances toward the hostess station to find that Viktor Krum has indeed entered. Unfazed, Draco turns his attention back to his wine.

“In Portugal we call him El Sombrio,” she says, almost worshipfully. “Did you know?”

The better question was, ‘did he care?’ He shakes his head. “No.”

“It’s because he’s dark and broody.” She gestures to her face.

Draco gives her an unamused look.

Helena brightens. “Sim, assim!” She exclaims, gesturing to Draco’s face. “Just like that! On the pitch, the opposing Seeker doesn’t see El Sombrio until he’s just behind him. Like a shadow.”

Draco quirks a smile as she giggles. Then she loses him again, rattling off facts about the bitter rivalry between Krum and Shahzad, the Portuguese Seeker. He schools his face into a neutral mask, curious to see which new tart Krum has on his arm tonight. He glances over when he sees a flash of orange behind the Quidditch Pro and it’s… her.

Orange. Another color he’d never seen her in. He now knows she reserves color for fun and special occasions thanks to Astoria’s ribbing.

He clenches his teeth as thoughts of her enter his mind unbidden once again. This time of a different vein. Like how beautiful she looks tonight. As beautiful as she’d looked at Mother’s party where he was sure he’d spent full minutes on the bench near the grotto just staring at her, moonstruck and tipsy. Merlin, that dress. A décolleté halter-neck dress in deep orange that skims her curves and grazes the floor as she steps closer to Krum. Tasteful. Sexy. And that slit - his mind slips to all sorts of naughty places between her soft thighs. sh*te. He’s vexed with her. Vexed!

For years Draco’s eyes had glazed over blind items about Krum and his ‘mystery women’ gallivanting and cavorting across Europe. Across the globe. He’d never given them a second thought. Somehow that had changed recently, and those brief stories had taken on new meaning since he’d developed a hunch that the ‘mystery woman’ moniker was not code for multiple unnamed women, but for just one. Just for her.

His eyes skim her body again. He tries to school his features back into a neutral mask when their eyes meet. sh*te.

He and Krum notice her stumble at the same time. Draco flinches in his seat, powerless to do anything if she fell. His traitorous body reacts nonetheless. When Krum turns back to her, Draco returns his attention to his date who’s signaling the waiter for another glass of wine. He takes another sip from his wineglass. Something red and delicious she’d ordered that was going to gravel in his mouth ever since she’d arrived. He needed something harder.

He flicks his eyes to her again and sees Krum smile down at her and coax her to walk in front of him. Krum’s other hand – the one not in hers – skims down her back and rests just above the ample curve of her bum, his fingers trailing along her skin. Draco grinds his teeth when he notices her shudder. He combs his mind trying to think of something else. Anything else.

He comes up empty. Landing again on that dress, speculating about its provenance. It’s another dress with an interesting texture, like the one she’d worn to Narcissa’s party. Thrice now Granger had called Pansy and/or Daphne in a near panic as she prepared for a date with Krum, and they’d left Draco at a restaurant or on the tennis court to help her prepare. Events like the Mungo’s Annual Charity Gala (which he’d skipped) or a Quidditch Premier League function (which he’d read about in the Society pages not looking for a glimpse of her and only finding a blind item about Krum and his ‘mystery woman’) or the opening of the new wing at the British Science Museum (which he’d also attended). She seemed to attend only certain kinds of functions on Krum’s arm and tended to skip things like club openings, restaurant openings, and Society events. After those events Krum’s name and picture would be splashed across the Society pages with different witches, often Purebloods. Well, they’d have to be for the Pureblood Society events. Granger wouldn’t be allowed at those, even if she cared to attend. Though he supposed that restriction was more de rigueur than de jure these days. Not that anyone tried to challenge it or had occasion to.

When she did accompany Krum to an event, it seemed Hermione attended as ‘mystery woman.’ Well, that was Draco’s hunch, anyway. Since any time Pansy left him to help her, the blind items in the paper the next day discussed Krum’s mystery woman. She’d been dating Krum for years in secret while his other dates were constantly splashed across the Society pages. The requirement for anonymity surely wasn’t Krum’s condition. While Draco didn’t know the exact reasons Granger required secrecy, he could certainly empathize. Given the opportunity for anonymity, he’d take it in a heartbeat. Blaise and Theo didn’t garner the same media attention as he did, and since the ‘Almost,’ Potter featured less and less in the Prophet. He and Pansy seemed to be slowly rekindling things and their first date in years had been given a few lines below the fold a few weeks ago. Besides, if Hermione was a headline chaser, the snakes would have already ousted her from the group. One thing they did not tolerate was a leak. Still, he wondered…

Krum’s mystery woman sat across from him – enjoying her wine and the tasting menu – while Draco’s own wine and food went to ash in his mouth. It took all his effort to focus on Helena and not steal yet another glimpse across the room.

At the end of the night, the only things Draco left Lucard with were a new appreciation for a particular shade of orange, more fodder for his hunch, and a headache. Helena had made her excuses and left before dessert. There would notbe a third date.

Draco returned home and finished packing for Italy before taking a hot shower and falling into bed. The next day he Floo’ed directly to the Zabini ancestral Estate in Tuscany. He’d done enough business with Blaise in Italy and Portugal that they’d linked his Floo directly to the Zabini properties years ago. He enjoys a week and a half of peace with the boys, drinking good wine and eating amazing food at the Estate and little hole-in-the-wall restaurants they ride to on scooters and motorbikes.

They’re on the beach eating seafood and drinking white wine spritzers when Blaise reminds them that the girls are coming by for a few days. Draco had managed to distract himself from her for a few days but didn’t think he could bear them being in the same house right now.

At breakfast the next morning, Draco informs the boys that he’s been recalled to England on Estate business. Blaise and Harry don’t press him, but Theo gives him a knowing smirk he itches to hex off his gitty face. He rolls his eyes and turns his attention back to his frittata and cappuccino.

The joke’s on Draco however, because the next day Father sweeps into his study, drops a thick prospectus on his desk and tells him to read it cover to cover before a meeting he’s scheduled for them in Stockholm the next day.

Chapter 23: HERMIONE - LITTLE BIRDIE

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

SAT 16 SEP

Hermione Apparates from Viktor’s hotel room early the next day. She locks away the memory of gray eyes molten and intent upon her at Lucard behind thick mental walls and turns to the task of packing for a well-deserved vacation. She meets Pansy and her parents by the Floo a few minutes before the Portkey activates. They spend the next week and a half traveling across Southeast Asia. She spends her 21st birthday on a white sand beach in Bora Bora shopping for crocheted dresses and skimpy bikinis, eating roast corn and fresh seafood on the beach while the waves lap at her toes.

The Parkinsons give her birthday gifts back at the villa. Two pairs of dragonhide boots. One laces up to her knees and the other stops around midcalf. She hugs each of them and thanks them profusely. They also give her a Weatherall cloak – lightweight, packable and suitable for all kinds of inclement weather – and two dragonhide wand holsters – one for around her thigh and the other for around her chest and shoulder.

“These are from me.” Pansy winks at her as she opens the box to find a brand-new set of Zwilling knives forged with Damascus steel and another box with gunmetal black dragon-hide platform Mary Jane shoes with silver bands under each scale. The shoes appear glossy black until they catch the light and sparkle. “There’s a matching folio for all you patents, breakthroughs, and important lab documents.”

Hermione smiles and wraps Pansy in a tight hug. “The knives... How’d you know?” She asks when they part from the hug.

Pansy shrugs. “A little birdie told me.”

Ah yes, more snakey, coded language. Which Hermione finds curious because she’d only ever ranted to one little birdie about Zwilling knives. If she were talking to said birdie, she’d thank him for the gift. On the off chance they repaired things by Christmas, maybe she’d put a little effort into his gift.

They join Theo and Blaise for a couple days at the Zabini Estate in Tuscany. The ‘knee of Italy’ as Blaise jokingly calls it. Apparently, Malfoy had made his excuses and left the day before they arrived citing ‘Malfoy Estate business.’ Hermione figures the timing is too convenient to be true but she’s too busy gorging herself on honey-roasted feta, insalata caprese, beef and salmon carpaccios, panna cotta, crostatas, focaccia, canederli, tiramisu and innumerable pasta dishes to very much give a f*ck. Malfoy is not her problem until next week. Until then, she’ll enjoy some peace and quiet.

Blaise gives them a tour of the gardens, orchards and vineyards and they enjoy a wine tasting and meal at a long table in the lee of a picturesque ridge. They spend their nights laughing, singing, and dancing to the music played through the stellar Zabini sound system, each offering up a different song for the gang to rate. They get tipsy off the different drinks Hermione and Pansy brought back from their travels through Southeast Asia including Rice Whisky from Laos and Sangsom rum from Thailand. They also enjoy the slew of fruits they’d smuggled from their travels and kept under Stasis on the dining table.

THU 28 SEP

The two-week break passed in a haze of fun, sun, drinks, good food and good company. Hermione and Pansy return to England on Thursday to gray skies and heavy clouds that portend rain.

An appointment with Snape appears on Hermione’s Scheduler for the next afternoon. She accepts the invite, grumbling about insufferable baby-men and stubborn goats as she pads over to the bathroom to shower. She ends the night reading a few more chapters in her Terpenes text, putting her a month ahead of her required reading. With her obligations at the lab and the potential for frequent Ministry travel, it seems best to give herself a buffer and stay ahead on her course work.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
- ‘In the lea of a picturesque ridge’ is a Schitt’s Creek reference (S01E06).
- Re: Terpenes: “Medicinal plants/herbs have been used in traditional medicine practices since prehistoric times. The earliest historical records of herbs are found from the Sumerian civilization, where hundreds of medicinal plants including opium are listed on clay tablets. In ‘De Materia medica’ (60 AD), the Greek physician, Dioscorides, documented 1,000+ recipes for medicines using over 600 medicinal plants. Drug researchers use ethnobotany to search for pharmacologically active substances in plants. This search has yielded hundreds of useful compounds used in the most common drugs like aspirin, digoxin, quinine and opium. The compounds found in plants are diverse, with most categorized in four biochemical classes: alkaloids, glyocisides, polyphenols and terpenes.” Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Medicinal_plants

Chapter 24: DRACO - TRUCE

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FRI 29 SEP

Though Draco would never admit it aloud – and certainly never to Blaise or Theo – he missed the easy text banter with Hermione. He even missed their bickering at the lab. That cursed parchment whizzes off her desk and into Snape’s office minutes before she walks in. Her robes are open and underneath she’s dressed more casually than she’s ever been in the lab. He spies a tank top and biker shorts. Coastal Walks, right. His eyes drop to her feet. She’s in open toed sandals. His eyes snag on her toenails, which are painted red. He pulls upon his knowledge of roses under Narcissa’s tutelage to pinpoint the exact shade. Upon closer inspection, he sees they’re actually cerise. A deep pink that’s almost red, the color of ripe raspberries.

She clears her throat, and his eyes snap up to hers.

He recovers quickly. “No open-toed shoes in the lab, Granger.” He keeps his tone measured, imperious. Dry.

Her retort is swift and icy. “Is that the tone you’ve taken with all your Lead Apprentices, Mr. Malfoy?”

His eyes widen in shock before he can slap his Occlumency walls into place. His anger is visceral and consuming. Acrid bile rises in his throat.

She fidgets with one of her braids as she walks to her desk and rifles through the neatly stacked lab journals and parchments for the one he knows is in Snape’s office.

“He summoned it to his office,” he grumbles.

She sighs before muttering under her breath. “You’re both arrogant… insolent… petty… stubborn goats.”

“Pardon?” He asks, intrigued despite the anger he can feel roiling inside of him at the sight of her once again.

“I’m. Not. Accepting. It. You. Git.” She bites out before striding to Snape’s office. Her pace quickens when Snape barks out, “Granger!”

Her words send him reeling. His mind races a mile a minute. Granger rounds the corner, returning to her desk scant minutes later and he doesn’t have time to… to think, to apologize? To… to do much of anything before Snape bellows, “Malfoy! Here! NOW!”

She rolls her eyes at him as they pass each other. She’s gone when he returns to his desk but there’s a little note that just says ‘GIT’ in large block letters floating over it.

He chuckles and mutters a sticking charm, affixing it to the wall in front of his desk. He’s Lead Apprentice again and all should be right with the world. Except there’s no ‘Congratulations’ text coming from her. In fact, there’s no texts from her at all. Not for the first time in as many weeks, he misses their truce. And their easy banter from Narcissa’s birthday, which feels like a lifetime ago. He’d missed his nargle.

After firmly setting his mind to skip tonight’s weekly dinner at Ronaldo’s, Draco texts Theo and Blaise to inform them of his absence citing the need to work late (a blatant lie). Theo threatens to hex his balls off if he’s indeed a no-show.

On Brontham’s! Blaise’s text swiftly adds.

A shiver runs down Draco’s spine. Brontham’s Almanac was tied directly to the Blood Magic of the Sacred 28 and updated itself automatically with the ever-expanding family trees and errant branches of the 28 families and their descendants. The book also duplicated itself for each twig’s later use whenever a child was born. No truer or more incorruptible text existed in the known universe. It was their code. A sentence preceded or succeeded by swearing on Brontham’s was the bone deep truth. Deeper than a promise or a threat, anything backed by Brontham’s was a vow.

As such, Draco Apparated to Ronaldo’s promptly at 5:57 pm.

“Draco, don’t even bother sitting,” Pansy admonishes as he steps through the door onto the patio. He feels a presence behind him and glances back to find Hermione a few paces behind.

Pansy’s eyes dart between the two of them. “You two need to talk.”

“Pansy!” Granger whines behind him.

“You’re both on timeout until you kiss and make up!” Ignoring Draco’s searing glare, Pansy dismisses them with a wave. “Ta!”

Granger huffs before turning on her heel, retreating back into the crowded restaurant toward the front doors.

Draco follows suit, rolling his shoulders and taking a deep breath before stepping out of the front door. He finds Hermione leaning against the wall and stops a couple paces in front of her. He slips his hands into his trouser pockets and looks down at her. She’d changed since he’d seen her earlier at the lab. Her hair is now in a ponytail. He now knows braids are her lab hair and her adventure hair. She’s in a fitted sleeveless dress with a scoop neckline that shows a whisper of cleavage, her beaded crossbody bag is slung over her shoulder, and she’s in different sandals. Again, his eyes catch on the berry-red color of her toes. He wonders why she hasn’t painted her fingernails the same color and supposes his question is answered when she starts absently gnawing at her thumbnail.

He launches into his apology. Explaining how he should have taken her at her word when she’d said that she didn’t want to be Lead Apprentice. He concedes that he should have talked to Snape sooner instead of dragging this out for weeks.

She counters that she hopes she’s proven that she’s not gunning for him (a Muggle expression that means she’s not going to undermine or sabotage him, she clarifies). And that maybe they can stop believing the worst of each other because really, what have they done to warrant such suspicion?

Neither can think of anything though their narrowed eyes and absent expressions show they’re really trying. After a few minutes she continues. “Haven’t we proven our competence to each other?”

He grumbles in agreement. “Don’t fish for compliments, Granger. It’s beneath you.”

She huffs, but there’s a small smile on her face.

“It’s a mindf*ck to keep splitting you between Malfoy and Draco. Do you not tire of splitting me into boxes?”

“No.”

Not that he’d ever admit it to her but there was a tactical reason for the splitting. In the Lab, she was Granger. When they were arguing, she was Granger. When things were… pleasant and his walls were down, she was Hermione. When he needed distance or was Occluding, she was Granger.

She frowns. “Well, I’m tired of it. Can’t we just be Draco and Hermione?”

“Tell you what, we spend most of our lives in the Lab anyway. We should just be Granger and Malfoy. Agreed?” He quirks a brow.

“Truce?” She raises her head to meet his eyes, extending her hand for him to shake to seal the deal.

“Any other concessions before we shake, Granger?” He jibes.

“Come to movie night. Just one.”

Why? It’s moments like these that stumped him. To Occlude or not to Occlude. He narrows his eyes.

She holds his curious gaze and does not flinch.

He agrees with a caveat: “Just one.”

“Okay. And hey, congratulations… again.” She smiles, a faint blush kisses her cheeks.

“Thanks.” And he means it – all of it – as he slots his palm against hers and shakes on their second truce.

“And thanks for the knives?” She says tentatively.

He can feel his face heat as he nods.

Her smile widens.

He’d have a few stern words with Pansy.

The snakes cheer and applaud when they return. Theo presses a bottle of Crabbies into each of their hands and signals for the waitress to take their orders. They talk and drink and part with plans to Apparate to the National Quidditch field grounds the next day for the World Cup.

Chapter 25: DRACO - PAGE 269

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SAT 30 SEP

The Quidditch World Cup match rages on for a whopping six hours before Argentina wallops Finland. Hermione read for most of it. Draco’s still thinking about their moment as he crawls into bed in the wee hours of Sunday morning, bleary eyed and buzzed off Elvish wine. The day had been a blur of insane plays, theatrical feints, several melees for the snitch, a bottle of ace Argentinian red and Theo’s Boeuf Bourguignon with apple tarts for dessert.

After dinner, they’d all sat in the grass drinking and laughing well into the night. The girls turned in for the night at a more respectable hour while the boys stayed up playing exploding snap and a few rounds of poker that saw Theo winning back his losses to Blaise from the last two boys’ nights.

As Draco reviewed the day’s events in his mind, it snagged on that moment again. He’d returned from a snack run with drinks and bags of popcorn and nuts. He been passing out the drinks and throwing each person their requested bag of snacks when he caught the subtle glimmer that tipped him off that Hermione had glamoured her book. His doubt had solidified further when he’d squinted to read the spine.

Firstly, there was no Ophelia Fletcher.

Furthermore, Fineas Fletcher had not posited any theories (extant or otherwise) on Reanimation. He would know. Father had studied Alchemy – and even completed a couple feats – before being ensnared in the Dark Lord’s web. The Manor Library boasted all of Fletcher’s known works and personal journals.

Odd.

With the rest of the gang distracted – rehashing a play during a timeout – he’d leaned forward and muttered a Finite over her shoulder. Before Hermione knew what hit her, he’d plucked the naked book from between her fingers.

She’d gasped and turned in her seat while he read the cover. ‘Tessa Dare, A Lady by Midnight.’

He skimmed through the text while she swatted at him and tried to pry the book from his hands. He kept it out of her reach as his eyes slipped over the page.

“I’d expect this from Theo, but not from you,” she chided.

“He’s not familiar with your glamours.”

“And you are?” She challenged.

She had him there. He glanced at her. “What’s the matter, Granger? Are you ashamed?”

She huffed. “No. I just don’t want to be in the corner of a photo of you in the Prophet reading smut…” She grinned as an idea struck her. “But I can owl you the book when I’m done.” She took on a mockingly helpful tone. “Since you seem so interested. In fact-” She tapped her pointer finger against her lips. “Let me know what you like. I have loads more in my trunk. I might have something more your speed.”

Ha ha,” he’d jibed, shoving the book back into her hands, more affected by the words he’d skimmed than he could ever let on. He’d tucked them away behind his Occlumency walls for later.

The next morning over breakfast in their tent he looked at her. Did she just sit there at Quidditch matches, knickers wet, getting slowly worked up while everyone around her watched the gameplay? Engrossed in her book, mentally edging herself for a few hours? How did she seem so utterly calm and unaffected, even at the World Cup? There hadn’t even been a blush on her cheeks or neck.

He quickly stifled the next thought. Refused to give credence to the notion that he envied the bloke she would text or owl to help her work through the sexual frustration she’d been stoking all day between the covers of that book. The next thought strikes him like a thunderbolt.

That’s why Wood took her sixty ways from Sunday after every Quidditch match she attended. The bloke had tanked his stats with mounting losses because his head was full of thoughts of her mewling and panting under him, losing himself in her tight, wet, c*nt and spilling into her saucy, f*cking mouth.

That’s why Krum begged her to come to all his matches. What he’d known and gotten to experience for years. And why he didn’t mind even one single iota that she paid more attention to her books than his game. He’d bet a bushel of galleons Krum stopped presenting the Snitch to her so that no one would investigate the cheeky made-up titles she glamoured onto her books if a shot of them made it into the Prophet.

That’s why she’d Occluded that day at Potter’s house.

Just when he thought he’d locked another puzzle piece into place, he realized he’d been looking at the entire thing from the wrong angle. And instead of being one step closer to solving her, he’d instead looped right back to the beginning. The witch was an enigma wrapped in a blasted riddle!

She’d sat there yesterday, reading for hours. Had she spent all that time horny, waiting for the moment she could return home and pleasure herself or call someone to get off with her? Merlin, this witch! He wondered how slick she’d be if he slid his fingers into her while she straddled his lap, reading that passage… and more.

He recited it in his head again as he pushed the eggs around on his plate. ‘She stroked him there, softly. Tenderly. Because everyone deserved a bit of tenderness, and she was so very hungry for it herself.’ Merlin.

Back in his study after Sunday dinner, he hears a tap on his window. He opens it to find Cowan, a snippy white owl from the Parkinson brood with a small roll of parchment tied to his ankle. He gives Cowan treats and scratches before untying the scroll. The parchment is bare except for a word in quotations. “Muto.”

Muto,” he says, and the parchment transfigures into Hermione’s novel. He wouldn’t read it. He couldn’t read it. Erotic fiction wasn’t for- he banishes the thought. Hadn’t his earlier fantasies shown that the genre had its merits? And besides, this was a challenge. He did not back down from challenges. Especially not when they came from her.

He finishes annotating a prospectus for a business deal his father had looped him into then reviews the invoice from Flourish for the upcoming term’s textbooks before grabbing the novel off his desk and decamping to his bedroom. Upstairs, he settles into bed and inhales the book. He sees himself – and even her – reflected in some of the characterization.

‘Nothing was fussy, just precise.’ Hermione was the least fussy woman he knew. She was a good counterbalance to Pansy and Daphne. Pansy could be cunning and shrewd, but her edge rattled people. And Daphne tended to have her head in the clouds unless there was some emergency. Hermione had a calm self-assuredness that he quite admired. He tended to wear the Malfoy name like a shell or a suit of armor. Sure, she had a healthy amount of adult skepticism, but her shell wasn’t as thick. Unlike him, she didn’t seem to exist behind leagues of walls and barriers. She was like Harry, and even Theo, in that regard. And sometimes… Sometimes, he envied them.

‘Why couldn’t a woman let an action speak for itself? If he’d wanted to use words, he would have used them,’ he reads, and chuckles. As a man who spoke through his actions, he felt oddly seen. Even if the author was poking a bit of fun.

He sees them both in the line, ‘I started to see that there was honor to be found in doing a task well, no matter how small.’ Self-motivation and an innate quest for excellence were two traits Snape had an uncanny knack of screening for in those he accepted into his Lab. It’s why they were constantly innovating and barreling through their budget expectations. Surely one day soon they’d outpace the Ministry’s and Mungo’s resources… Then where would that leave them?

‘He loved knowing anticipation worked just as well as application.’ Anticipation and application. Draco figures that precise combination is the primary ethos of and motivation for reading erotic fiction. Not to mention the delicious heat pooling in your belly from an author capturing a look, a feel, or a deep, burning love so well you felt it in your soul.

He sighs. Fine, maybe Granger had a point. Maybe it was okay to read erotic fiction in order to have a private thing that was just for your pleasure and enjoyment.

He returns the book to Hermione via owl the next morning with a similar note that says, ‘I read it and I enjoyed it. 6/10.’ He cues the note to rain little dick-shaped confetti all over her when she touches it. He wasn’t so heinous as to make her clean up the confetti herself – or worse, embarrass an elf by asking them to do it – so he sets the confetti to vanish after five minutes. Just enough time for her to panic.

Her text reply is three simple words: Prove it, dick.

His mind went instantly to a passage near the end of the book. Page two hundred and sixty something. He’d taken a picture of the page. He summons his mobile and navigates to the image in his photo library:

[“He sat next to her and drew the fabric of the borrowed shirt aside to bare her shoulder. “You please me…” His lips traced the slope of her neck. “There is no comparison. None.” He slid his hand beneath the shirt to cup her breast. His strong fingers molded and shaped her.

She moaned as he teased her nipple, rolling it under his thumb, “Samuel.”

“Yes.” His voice was husky as he drew the shirt up and over her head. “Give me my name.”

“Samuel,” She whispered, glad that he’d given her this one way to please him. “Samuel, I missed you every day that you were gone. I’ve missed you so much.”]

He knew from the stack of books on Granger’s lab station that she annotated everything. Charmed post-it notes filled with her scrawl stuck out from every page. She’d grab one of her books to read during her lunch break and refreshed the books every few weeks. He’d even teased her about it. She’d replied that she had unfettered access to one of the oldest surviving academic libraries in the world for one year and wasn’t wasting a single second of it. When he’d first caught sight of her reading some dusty text during a Quidditch game at the Burrow, he’d completely believed the charade. He hadn’t even bothered to squint to make out the title.

She was good. She didn’t simply alter the books’ appearances, she wholeheartedly committed to the bit. Everyone around her believed that she was really reading a dense, dry text. They believed that she was actually enraptured with some archaic tome on magical. That she truly found the esoteric text more interesting than the Quidditch match hundreds had crammed into uncomfortable seats to watch while they spilled beer and pumpkin juice all over themselves, cheering for their favorite players to bludgeon each other and catch a shiny little snitch. And until yesterday, he’d found the act entirely plausible. But if the subtle rippling on the page was any indication, those words had affected her as much as they affected him. They’d even brought her to tears.

He shoots off a final text. Pg. 269.

She does not respond.

Romance fiction did not nargle its way into their text conversations. They did not talk about her romance books after that, though he’d shoot her a knowing smirk anytime he caught her reading a book that looked too dry to be real after her lunch break at the Lab or while waiting for the rest of the gang to arrive at dinner or whenever she watched them play Quidditch at the Burrow. He supposed it was an inside joke they shared, since the books were always about the same size, had an innocuous dark leather binding and silver lettering on the spine. They always had some tell like Shakespeare or song references and always purported to be Compendiums, Guides, Tracts, Treatises, or White Papers.

He did not ask her what she was actually reading. He did not ask her to share quotes. His eyes did not linger on her when she shifted in her seat or reached for a glass of water, so engrossed in the ‘dry treatise’ that Theo and Blaise would have to repeat themselves to get her attention and resort to throwing bits of parchment or the paper covering from their straws to jar her from her reverie. He did not begin to yearn for the day when his own future sweetheart would share such quotes with him, bookmark scenes to try with him, and ask him to stop what he was doing to come ravage her.

Nothing had changed between them.

Chapter 26: DRACO - MOVIE NIGHTS

Notes:

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Chapter Text

True to his word, Draco attended the very next movie night after their second truce, arriving just as they’d selected a movie. He’d gotten the memo that they usually kept things super casual – soft comfy clothes in which to lounge, drink, and stuff themselves with snacks. Hermione had been in yoga shorts, fuzzy slippers and a 2007 Bulgaria World Cup shirt that had never hit the market since Bulgaria got shut out that year after their loss to Moldova. He’d wondered if she’d been at that match. Another errant thought had hit him, and he'd yearned to sink his fingers into the thick curls in a wild, beautiful halo around her face. He’d greeted everyone and taken a seat on one of the sofas piled high with cushions and blankets that were arranged around the room in such a way that offered each an unobstructed view of the screen. The gang had selected ‘Alice in Wonderland,’ a classic that Hermione and Harry insisted they watch. Besides the two of them, Draco was the only one who’d read the books. After pressing play on the movie, Hermione had sat on the opposite end of his sofa. They were movie buddies after all. She’d crossed her legs under her, nestled into the cushions and pulled the soft, plush blanket he’d had his eye on closer to her. Not that he’d ever admit it, but his heart had sunk a little when he’d realized that she’d actually chosen the couch because it was her usual couch (hence the blanket)… And not to be closer to him.

There’d been a few bottles of white wine from Zabini Vineyards on ice and she’d co*cked an eyebrow asking if he wanted a glass. He nodded in assent. She’d sat closer after handing him his glass and leaned in to whisper, “This is one of my favorite movies.” He could hear the smile in her voice when she said, “I think you’ll really like it.”

“Mm, looking forward to it,” he replied as her berries and vanilla scent surrounded him.

“I love animated movies, but this one takes the cake. I have a few Wonderland tattoos as well.”

He chuckled. “I’ve noticed.”

She giggled. “What drew you to these books as a kid?”

Draco shrugged. “Dunno. They had these silver embossed spines with tiny, intricately detailed scenes on the spine. I’d never seen anything like it. Then I read them and quite liked the March Hare and the Mad Hatter.”

Hermione smiled. “You would. You’re as frustratingly dense as them. You’re always changing the subject-” She chuckled as he swatted her shoulder. “And you’re even more of a grammarian than they are! “You might just as well say,” added the March Hare, “that ‘I like what I get” is the same thing as “I get what I like!” She’d chided him, reciting the passage in a horrendously snooty, posh accent that smacked of pretense and indignance.

He swatted her with a cushion, and she giggled.

“Hush,” Pansy (the Mad Hatter to his March Hare, if one followed Granger’s analogy) spat, making them giggle harder.

Twas brillig, and the slithy toves did gyre and gimble in the wabe!” Hermione recited the nonsense poem in a high-pitched accent that had Potter joining in on their giggles.

Pansy threw one cushion then another at her. “Desist, Granger!”

The gang polished off all the bottles of wine and by the end of the movie they were all wine drunk and not quite ready to end the night.

Theo suggested they play a game. “Something tame,” he clarified.

Hermione and Harry volleyed names of Muggle games back and forth before settling on one with a name more unusual than the ‘Charades’ Harry had taught them to play during their Prep School days: Pictionary.

The night had been fun. Draco supposed he could make himself available for more of these movie nights. Nargles.

When Draco missed the next movie night, Theo texted him first since the movie had been chosen for Blaise and Draco’s edification. Hermione had performed a Celine Dion song at Karaoke that week and the gang had chuckled at the callousness of the line, “I finished crying in the instant that you left.” She’d followed it up with another Celine Dion hit. ‘My Heart Will Go On.’ They’d discussed the beauty of the classic ballad. Hermione and Harry told them it was from the movie ‘Titanic.’

“Is that the blimp that went down?” Blaise had asked.

“It’s nice to see that your body was present for Muggle Studies in Prep School, even though your mind, sadly, had been elsewhere,” Hermione had retorted, chuckling as a stinging jinx from Blaise narrowly missed her.

“The blimp was the Hindenburg,” Harry explained. “The Titanic was the ship.”

“Right!” Draco exclaimed. The information jarring something in his brain. “The iceberg!”

“Yes!” Hermione and Harry exclaimed in unison, beaming at him.

“There’s a movie about it!” Hermione gushed. She was always telling him when there was a movie or documentary about some Muggle thing that interested or perplexed him. Lately he’d been viewing her recommendations so they could discuss them.

“There’s a movie about the Hindenburg?” Blaise asked with mock confusion.

Hermione swatted at him. “The Titanic, Blaise. Keep up!”

“Surely it’s a documentary?” Theo quipped.

“No, it’s a dramatization. It’s not just about the ship. It’s about the people on the ship. And there’s a love story in it.”

“What? How?” Draco, Blaise, and Theo all echoed.

Hermione rolled her eyes. “The film gave us so many things like the sweaty handprint car sex scene, the quote "draw me like one of your French girls," and an everlasting argument pertaining to a certain piece of driftwood.”

Grinning, Draco had declared, “We should watch it next.”

He’d received a text from Hermione next asking why he wasn’t present. He’d blamed last minute business and pocketed his mobile, turning his attention back to his date, unsure why he lied in the first place. But it was a little white lie. He and… er- Charlotte were at a Brazilian steakhouse in Muggle London. He’d already rescheduled on her twice. He couldn’t cancel on her again lest her father tank a pending deal with the Malfoy Holding Company. And truly it wouldn’t have mattered except Charlotte wanted ice cream. Not gelato, or custard or any other Muggle variant. No, she wanted Fortescue’s! He’d smiled and reached for her hand, Apparating them to Diagon. After a short walk to Fortescue’s, he ordered the chocolate overload: chocolate ice cream with all the fixings and some enchantments because why not? They’d come to Fortescue’s for the Fortescue's experience after all! He’d been too engrossed in his ice cream to notice the camera flash.

At breakfast the next morning he was greeted with his stupid grin in the Society page. Mother commented that he looked happier than he ever had on a date. He didn’t have the heart to tell her it was the blasted ice cream. He couldn’t tell her he’d been chuckling to himself about how he agreed with Granger that chocolate ice cream was just the unsweet, flavorless, chalky vehicle for the sweet fixings. Truly, nothing beat vanilla. When Hermione had proffered the theory to the gang, they’d all disagreed and ribbed her that it was such a vanilla take and quite unlike her! She’d agreed that not all chocolate ice cream was created equal, but the vast majority was chalky and flavorless, not the rich, creamy, decadence they countered her argument with. This had led to the ordering of ice cream from various muggle grocers across London and an impromptu taste test and movie night.

Sure, there’d been a smile on his face in the Prophet picture and sure, he looked like he was enjoying himself on the date, but it hadn’t been present company. Since he wasn’t touching or kissing the witch, the image of his unobscured face didn’t violate any of the agreements the Estate had with the Prophet, so they’d blown it up to three-quarters of the page and went into the details of what they’d both ordered. Something about that level of detail had Skeeter’s frigging fingerprints all over it. Florian would never squeal, which meant he'd have to break it off with Charlotte and her loose lips.

He doesn’t receive any messages from Hermione that morning, and he doesn’t pry. After all, the Puzzle page was always near the Society page. She’d have to be blind not to see his gigantic face, regardless of whether or not she actually read the Society page. Once again, he wondered why he hadn’t just told her the truth. He supposed he’d brought this upon himself. He could have just told her he’d had to reschedule a date. What had he been afraid of? That she’d be upset he was missing a movie night? He’d committed to one as part of their truce and he’d more than held up his end of the bargain. Besides, the snakes all missed one group outing or another for family or other obligations. They didn’t own each other’s time.

He never used to see the snakes this much before she’d arrived. Friday dinners had been the only standing event the entire Slytherin group (plus Harry) attended. Sure, they’re done the odd Saturday Quidditch match at the Burrow, or a Quidditch match here or there but now there were movie nights on Thursdays; Muggle adventures and theater trips on Saturdays; and Hermione and Theo had their Sunday cooking time. Besides squash, tennis and jiu jitsu, boys’ nights didn’t have a set schedule. They kept a loose ‘catch us if you can’ setup. Harry usually left after one drink, unless someone needed to rant or to workshop a decision before they made it or debrief a disastrous decision after the deed was already done. Draco’s life was certainly fuller now than it had been before her. While it was great to use their activities as an excuse to get out of tea or dates, if duty truly called, he had to answer. It didn’t matter what day of the week it was.

Hermione didn’t attend the Friday night dinner that evening but sent a bottle of Ouzo from Greece. According to Pans and Daph, it was a spontaneous thing. Seamus’s mission in Greece wrapped early and he’d arranged a Portkey for her to visit him. The girls had forbidden Hermione from refusing by using one of their vetoes. Their trio had gotten miserably drunk recently and emerged from that evening with an unbreakable vow that gave them each three vetoes. Apparently, Pansy had exhausted hers almost immediately but Hermione and Daph were more sparing with theirs. He wondered if the recent closeness between Pansy and Harry, and Daphne and Theo were the result of any vetoes. The gang enjoyed the ouzo and agreed that this would be a new tradition. If they ever had to miss a Friday dinner because of travel or other obligations, they were required to send a bottle or token from wherever they were. And if multiple people were missing, there’d be a competition and the loser would be exiled. Nargles.

He receives a text message from Hermione just as he was settling into bed. I think lying should be against the terms of our truce.

Are you sure? Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking their clothes off. It was a new thing they’d started. Replying with relevant song lyrics. The most points were awarded for seamless integration and relevance. Nargles.

Point, Malfoy, is her nearly instantaneous reply.

He hadn’t been able to resist, and he knew she loved pop punk.

But seriously, it’s no honor among thieves not no honor among snakes, she adds.

It was a quick lie. A measureless lie.

Still, you wound me, Mr. Malfoy. Mine honor is my life. I know you have no moral compass, but your dishonesty offends my honor.

Oh, that was not to be borne, he sat up in bed, and leaned back against the pillows. His fingers worked faster than his brain as he pressed the call button. He heard her breathy giggle on the other end of the line. This was new.

“You wound me, Miss Granger.”

More giggles, and shuffling. He couldn’t tell if she was alone, remembering only belatedly that she was with Seamus. There was a surge of… something through him at the thought that she’d taken his call even if she wasn’t alone. Warmth pools in his belly. And lower… a tingle. He leaned deeper into the pillows, crooking the other arm around his head.

“Are you still in Greece?” He asked, his voice low in his chest.

She let out a puff of air that zipped right to his... “Don’t distract me. I’m cross with you.”

He chuckled at her piteous attempt at Britspeak.

“I’d bet a stack of galleons you’re at the window now. Or on the balcony.” He paused, closing his eyes as he listens. He heard her breath hitch and the whoosh of waves in the distance. “Have you got a balcony in that room, Hermione?”

That was the only question he would allow himself since his mind had screamed at him (despite being delightfully hazy and wall-less after a night of Ouzo and Grappa) not to ask her, ‘what are you wearing.’ Because why… Why would he ask her that?

Her soft, almost imperceptible chuckle was all the confirmation he needed that she was indeed on a balcony. He imagined her… naked. She tended toward dresses where she couldn’t or wouldn’t wear a bra. Maybe she’d had on knickers earlier in the night, but Seamus seemed the type to vanish them or rip them off. He seemed the type to sleep wrapped around her, a leg thrown over hers, a hand on her waist or hips. Draco knew, because so was he. Was she naked in Greece on the phone with him right now? Leaned over the railing of the balcony at her beachfront hotel? Everyone else asleep but her… and him?

“What do you see?” He bent one knee and slid his foot up the bed, slouching deeper into the pillows.

She huffed. “Malfoy.”

“Fine.” He smiled. “I’m sorry.”

“And?”

And? And? What else was there to say? He promised no one absolute honesty. As a Malfoy and a Slytherin, his approach was to ‘tell the truth, but tell it slant.’

“Granger, I don’t promise absolute honesty… just… Better lies. That’ll have to be enough for you.” His voice was gruffer than he’d meant it to be. This… all of this… this whole thing was… new… weird… disorienting…

His heart hammered in his chest as he waited. Waited for her to say something… anything. Waited in the silence that stretched through the unfathomable darkness and the thousands of kilometers between them… Where the only sounds were her breaths and the distant crash of waves.

“Fine.”

Finally. He let out the breath he didn’t know he’d been holding. Softly, slowly, through his nose. “What do you see?”

“Malfoy. It’s 02:00 AM here.”

“Sorry, I forgot about the time difference.” It was midnight in Wiltshire. “Why are you still up?”

“Long story.”

“Everything alright?” There was genuine, innocent concern in his voice.

“Yes, I’m fine. The suspect wasn’t talking, so Seamus got recalled to put the screws on him. I walked on the beach though. It was nice. Peaceful.”

“What do you see now?”

“I see the water, the tops of beach umbrellas and maybe some lights in the distance. There’s some bioluminescence. Maybe some jellyfish or lumies.”

Lumies. Duplicating her lab experiments and proofing her lab manuals had been head-scratching work in the beginning of their acquaintance before he’d learned ‘Granger’s Rules of Grammar.’ He used to return her lab manuals and proofs with big red question marks over mysterious words like “lunies” and “lumies” that she’d written in her shorthand to save time while foraging or brewing but had forgotten to elongate in the final version of her reports. Now that he’d caught on to her grammar rules, he could revise the shorthand with a flick of his wand. Lunies became lunar plants and lumies became bioluminescent plants.

“Where in Greece are you?”

“Took a ferry out from the mainland since there’s no Apparition points here. I’m in an old hotel. It’s meticulously well maintained. White sand beach. I walked through some olive groves and a pine forest earlier while Seamus napped.”

Ferry. Pine Forest? “Thassos Island?”

“Yes.” He heard the smile in her voice. “Limelas, the capital. We’re on Makryammos Beach.”

“I haven’t been. But I hear it’s lovely.”

“Did you like the Ouzo?”

“You know I did. We tend to enjoy the same flavor profiles, Granger.”

They quipped back and forth. Ginger. Apples. Pears. Grapes. Stone fruits. Spicy. Oranges. Limes Lemons. Sour. Herbal. Sweet. Minty.

They talked about food and other preferences then Greece and other remote islands off major countries they’d visited until the cadence of conversation decreased and their responses were slower and farther between.

He heard the snick of a lock clicking and the soft metal on metal sound of her closing the balcony curtains then shuffling as she settled into bed. The crash of waves receded but was still discernible in the distance. Her voice was thickened with sleep but her swotty little brain pushed her to ask more questions and tell him more facts which in turn tickled his own swotty brain and kept him asking for more or sharing some of his own. Their brains yearned to share and learn but their bodies begged for rest. For quiet. For sleep.

He turned in bed, finding a comfortable angle while lying on his stomach. His mobile - set to speaker mode – lay on the pillow beside him.

The device slipping between the pillows startles him awake sometime later and he finds the call is still connected. It’s 04:30 AM. The call time matches the time on the clock. He’s lulled to sleep again by the soft cadence of her breaths, the distant waves, and the chitter of birds rising with the Grecian sun. It’s 06:30 AM where she is after all, closer to 07:00 AM by the time he feels his eyelids droop and Morpheus tug him into his dreams.

“Sweet dreams, Hermione,” he mutters sleepily as he rolls over, accidentally disconnecting the call.

And so, they broke the call barrier. When the speed of thumbs angrily or excitedly typing out opinions or facts became too slow for their thoughts, they’d call the other. They still did their puzzles in the morning in sober silence, but some nights ended with them falling asleep to the sounds of the other’s sleepy mumbles and deepening breaths. Nargles.

Suffice it to say, Draco does not miss the next Movie Night. Since Pansy’s currently refreshing her wing of the Manor ahead of her 21st birthday, Movie nights are now held in a newly renovated room. Draco arrives early and Pansy gives him a tour, explaining her plans for the space. There’s a pang of something when Pansy waves at a door offhandedly and says, “That’s Hermione’s room.”

Draco slows his pace subconsciously and drifts closer. He wonders what the room looks like inside. Are there personal touches or collections? Merlin knows Pansy wouldn’t have let Hermione design it herself for fear that the decor would be all black with wall-to-wall floor-to-ceiling bookshelves. By now he’s so close he can hear Hermione talking on the other side of the door.

Pansy glances back at him when he isn’t further along the hall beside her at a window she’d been talking about. He quickens his pace to catch up to her. On their way back down the hall, the door to Hermione’s room opens. Her mobile is crooked between her ear and shoulder, she’s got a towel slung over one shoulder and she’s reaching up to take her hair out of the bun atop her head. There’s so much for Draco to take in. Her feet are bare, her toes are colored a shade of orange that puts him in mind of Portugal… and Lucard. She’s in a sports bra, and yoga shorts slung low on her hips. He sees more skin than he’s ever seen before. He can see snakes and vines, flowers and butterflies, and a dagger in a piece that wraps around her hips.

Pansy steps forward and traces some of the ink. “Is this the piece Dean did at the Tattoo Expo?”

Hermione nods.

“What was the theme?”

Hermione covers the mic. “Shakespeare. We went with Lady Macbeth, ‘Appear the innocent flower, be the serpent beneath it’.”

Pansy smiles. “It’s gorgeous. Did he win?”

“Second pla-…” Hermione frowns. “Sorry mom, repeat that last bit. She did what?”

Draco takes in her room, stepping in closer with his curiosity. The room is in the same style as Pansy’s though there are more bookshelves (as he’d suspected). There’s a television across from the bed. The bedding is also white. There are less pillows than Pansy’s, with a plush patterned blanket folded at the foot of the bed. There are a few neat rows of small pictures on the wall near her desk, which houses a neat stack of books and a printer. The sight reminds him of how they continue to hound Snape to modernize the lab and allow them to type up their lab notes using digital lab journals. The man wouldn’t hear it! There’s a purple yoga mat with blocks, straps, and a bolster on the floor near the bed and her laptop is open with a video paused on a woman laying on her back with her legs akimbo and her arms crossed over her chest. The room smells resoundingly like Hermione – berries, citrus and vanilla with something deeper, muskier. He spies a cone of incense on her desk, curling a faint tendril of its smoky spice into the air.

He steps forward again, absently crowding further into Hermione.

She looks up at him. “Mom, I gotta go. Chat later, okay? Also, please add some Twizzlers and Nutter Butters to the care package, would ya? They don’t sell them here and Pansy wants to try some. Get a few flavors of Twizzlers, and the peel-off kind if they have some…. Ok… yup… yeah… will do.” She huffs. “I will… Mom!” Her eyes flash to Pansy. “Pansy, she said she’ll only get the Twizzlers if you promise to brush and floss right afterward.” Hermione’s eyes widen and she nods at Pansy. “Mom, she’s nodding… Yes… great… no… no! Please! C’mon I can’t… yes... Ok, bye. Love you too!” She steps back, her eyes moving between him and Pansy then back up to meet his. Her face softens. “Are you two on a tour? Is my room the last stop?”

He blinks dumbly. Not sure why or how he even got so close, but he’s here now. He gives her a sheepish grin and nods, carding his fingers through his hair.

She steps backward into the room and waves her hand. “Chez Hermione.” She points to a pile of clothing on the couch which he pointedly ignores. “Pans, for your approval. Austria and Bulgaria.”

“Right! Meeting the folks.”

Hermione grumbles. “Yeah, it’s too soon.”

Pansy balks. “It’s been three and a half years.”

“Three and a half years of nothing. It sends the wrong message.”

“It sends the message that he cares about you. Don’t beat the man over the head with how this is ‘just casual.’ He knows. Let him show you off, Granger. Let the man wine and dine you. Don’t be so allergic to nice gestures. You deserve it.”

Hermione flushes. He knew she got an earful of something similar at least every other week. Whether he witnessed it at dinner or heard Daphne and Pansy discussing it at tennis. The gist of the rants was always that she didn’t have to try so darned hard to be unlovable. That whatever insecurity was pushing her to so vociferously reject that man needed to be wrangled and strangled before she lost him. And if that prospect sent a pang to her stomach, then she liked him enough, and shouldn’t sabotage it. End of story. That was Pansy’s way of saying she wouldn’t entertain any further argument on the matter. Try again next time. ‘End of story.’ Draco agreed with Pansy. But he didn’t have any body parts he wanted hexed off, so he kept his lips sealed. And besides, it wasn’t any of his business. He was not about to coach Hermione on how to accept another man’s gifts and affections.

Draco runs his hand over the blanket at the foot of her bed. It’s warm, soft, and fuzzy like the blanket they’d fought over during a recent movie night. She’d argued that it’d been her blanket since the start of the tradition and as a newcomer he had no claim to it. He’d rebutted that he actually had a stronger claim to it since he was a guest and she technically lived here, albeit temporarily. She’d countered that since she’d purchased it on a Coastal Walk it was hers in every sense of the word, final offer. He suggested she cast a Duplicatus so they could each have their own blanket. Which she did. Problem solved. Even if pressed, he’d never admit to the relief that she’d performed the wandless charm so flawlessly that the duplicated blanket smelled like the original: a mix of her – sweet, citrusy, and floral – and a mix of him – familiar and warm. And how that unique mixture pleased him, appealed to the primal, possessive part of him, and sent a lick of heat down his spine.

She glances over to him and sees him running his hand along the blanket on her bed. “Malfoy, you cannot have it.”

He catches her eye and chuckles but doesn’t release the blanket. Gods it was soft. “You’re supposed to be giving me a tour.”

“No, I’m supposed to be showering. I was coming to tell Pansy to start the movie without me.” She turns to Pansy who nods and leaves the room. Hermione turns back to him.

His eyebrows are still raised expectantly.

She giggles and gestures around the room. “Books, desk, Polaroids, art, closet, couch, bed, television, bathroom, balcony.” She walks to the balcony and throws the doors open, letting in the fresh, crisp night air.

“I expected more black.” He teases. With a slight frown, he asks, “What are Polaroids?” He steps closer to her desk and bends down to inspect them.

“They’re instant photos. There’s this camera and special film you use, and it spits out the photo that you shake to reveal the image.”

“Can I see this camera?” He asks.

“No, I don’t have it here. It's my father’s. They’ve been off the market for a while, but you can get the camera and film secondhand if you’re lucky. The photos don’t move but I think you guys would like the process of seeing it develop in front of your eyes.”

He hums in response, his eyes tracking down the spines of the books on her desk. He taps the top one. “You didn’t tell me you got your hands on Navender’s Ghost.” He quips, picking up the book and flipping through it. Padma was the Prophet’s Book Editor and she’d given it a rave review in a recent edition. He was excited to read it when it was finally released. Hermione had charmed clear post-it notes so she could annotate the book without marring the pages. He flips through again, skimming her notes.

She grins. “I’ve got a guy at Flourish.”

“A guy at Flourish.” He echoes, turning to face her. “You mean Ron? He doesn’t give me early access to books.”

She shakes her head. “No, I met the owner-”

“What? How?” He splutters. “Flourish has been on Diagon for centuries. Even if Flourish and Blotts were real people they’d be positively ancient. They’re long dead by now.”

She swats at him. “Flourish and blot are literary terms; Artistic flourish; ink blot. Snape and the owner are friends. Snape introduced us at the lab. We chatted about books, and he said he’d send me advanced copies of books I might be interested in. Including treatises and guides.” She winks. “He can’t possibly read all the stuff he gets sent.”

“Lucky swot.” Draco gripes.

She rolls her eyes. “Take that,” jutting her chin at the book in his hands. “It’s really good. We’ll talk about it when you finish.” She motions to the shelves which he walks toward, noting the singular flower floating under stasis nearby. “Take whatever you like, and we’ll compare notes.” She strides over to her en-suite bathroom, leaving him to take in every inch of the room at his leisure and comb over her books. “I imagine we’ll have a similar take on that one.”

Thus begins their book exchange. Nargles.

He doesn’t miss the following movie night either. She enters wearing actual clothes and not the Quidditch shirt, shorts, and slippers she usually wore. Though actual clothes for Hermione are usually some all-black Muggle athletic wear. You won’t find him complaining, however, the view is usually quite terrific. True to form she’s in black: a long sleeve black shirt tucked into fitted black cargo pants with her wand holstered to her thigh… and fuzzy pink socks.

“Those socks are abominable!” Pansy screeches.

Hermione grins and looks down at her feet, wiggling her toes. “Oh pish, and I’d planned to give you one in every color for your birthday.”

Pansy scoffs. “Not unless you want me to string them together and strangle you with them! Although, you would like that if-”

“Pansy, Desist,” Hermione squeals. “I told you that in confidence! Do you really want to play ‘spill the biggest secret,’ hmm?”

Muzzled, Pansy purses her lips and nuzzles into a faintly blushing Potter.

Hermione deposits the jumble of items in her arms onto the coffee table. A jumper. A dragonhide forager satchel and gloves he’d seen around her workstation a few times. A well-used almanac. A field notebook and pen. And boots.

He reaches over despite himself, touching the boots though he could tell by the slight iridescence when they caught the light that they were also dragonhide. He’d know. He wore his namesake like armor. The boots had to be new. Ah, that’s why Pansy had asked about his dragonhide guy all those months ago. They appeared to be Tavastian Ridgeback. Rare, ancient dragons with colorful striations reminiscent of nebulae. Ridgeback hides made for perfect ‘forever pieces’ since their inner suede was supple and warm and their innate magic made them able to rejuvenate their hides and scales after injury. This primordial magic survived even after death. Ridgebacks only died of old age or sickness. This meant they were never on the market and when they were, their hides sold for a mint! The entire hide usually went to the highest bidder who stored it in their vaults to make pieces until every scrap was used, like the old ways. Those boots would be soft, warm, weatherproof, resilient, and last for lifetimes. The perfect gift for a forager. Money was like water for a family like the Parkinsons, but such a gift showed their affinity for Hermione, their support of her adventures and her future career choices, and their faith in her ability to achieve her aspirations. He knew Pansy cared a lot for Hermione but a gift like this showed that despite her constant ribbing about the witch’s fashion choices, she did see Hermione as more than just a plaything.

“What’s with the get up and the gear, Granger?” Draco asks, turning the boot to catch the light, illuminating the hide’s striations and iridescence.

She reaches up to put her hair in a ponytail and her shirt rides up. His eyes track along the top curlicues of her hip piece before he drags them up to her face.

She tells him she and Neville have started foraging together during new and full moons to harvest plants that bloom or at full potency during those stages of the moon cycle. Snape Lab had secured a major grant to brew a new bone potion for lycanthropes since many older lycanthropes – if they lived that long – were afflicted with brittle bones. Snape had made Granger Lead Potioneer on it, which made sense since this kind of research was right up her alley. And she’d looped in Neville, who hadn’t been selected for a brand new Herbology Apprenticeship in Sprout lab. Snape had pulled some strings and snatched him up to consult for Snape Lab. In his role as Lead Apprentice, Draco had helped Snape prepare the budget for the next funding cycle. As such, he knew Snape had put in for more Fellows, another Senior Apprentice and one or two Herbology Apprentices. However, none of those new lines were guaranteed without significant grant funding or capital investment from Hogwarts or the Ministry, or a donation from a munificent alumnus or benefactor. For all his faults, Snape knew talent when he saw it.

Granger and Neville had isolated two potential plants with osteoregenerative properties tied to moon cycles that might be useful in the potion. The first was Candesco lunam, a bushy lunar plant that looked like mint and was most potent (and toxic) during the full moon. Since flowering sucked energy from the plant, they only flowered during the full moon, throwing up beautiful lilac flowers. Though the plant was less potent during the new moon it was also at its least toxic, making the new moon prime harvesting time. They could worry about harnessing the full power of the plant and counteracting its toxicity once they proved its usefulness in their potion. The second lunie they were testing was Campana opisthotonos, a bell-shaped plant that grew in the Fen marshlands in eastern England.

“We’re also collecting Vinea celosiostrum samples with the Ministry Magical Creatures Unit,” Neville chimes in as he enters the room, in a similar get up to Hermione’s. “Marshmen are complaining about algae blooms and we think that’s the culprit.”

Draco continues to inspect the boot in his hand as Neville continues on about how the invasive species of purple vines with clam-shaped flowers thrived in marsh conditions, sucking nutrients from native plants and disrupting the delicate balance of the surrounding ecosystem. Draco zones back in at the sound of Hermione’s voice.

“Snape Lab and Sprout lab are working on something to counteract it,” she adds.

He’d heard about their foraging adventures and wanted to see cool plants as much as the next guy. He was a Potioneer for Merlin’s sake. While Draco kept his course-load focused on Potions and his Muggle majors, he’d taken an Herbology course every other term and had recently declared for an Herbology Minor. He wasn’t uninterested. He had recently given Granger an earful about how much time they all spent together but he did want to see these lunar plants in their natural habitats. Should he ask to join them? It was just one night, right? One night couldn’t hurt.

“Draco we can hear you thinking from over here!” Pansy jibes as she snuggles into Harry’s side. “Just say you want to go. And remember, don’t follow the hinkypunks!”

They all chuckle.

He grins up at Neville and Hermione. “Can I come?” Nargles. Tiny bioluminescent nargles.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
SHAKESPEARE REFERENCES:
- “It was a quick lie, a measureless lie,” is a composite of: a) “Measureless liar, thou hast made my heart too great for what contains it.” – (Coriolanus), Coriolanus; and b) “Tis a quick lie, sir. ‘Twill away gain from me to you.” – (First Gravedigger), Hamlet
- “Mine honor is my life” – (Mowbray), Richard II

LATIN GLOSSARY
- Campana: bell (Latin)
- Candesco: glitter
- Lunam: moon
- Opisthotonos: a disease where the body is curved backward
- Vinea celosiostrum: vinea (vine) + celosia (co*ck’s comb plant) + ostrum (purple/oyster)

OTHER QUOTES/REFERENCES
- “Tell all the truth but tell it slant.” – Emily Dickinson, Poem 1263
- Morpheus is the Greek God of dreams

Chapter 27: DRACO - FORAGING

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Draco enjoyed foraging more than he cared to admit. On bank holidays, magical holidays, or during their late-night foraging sessions, he’d tramp along behind Neville and Granger as they nerded out over their almanacs and field guides. His favorite part was eating the wild berries and edible plants. He soon learned that his native Loire region of France had the best labruscas. Wild Meslier grapes were crisp and tart while wild Meunier grapes were a juicy, naturally effervescent varietal that tickled the tongue. He took several home to Narcissa along with a few cuttings which she planted in the Manor greenhouse post-haste.

Hermione knew the best places for wild pomums since apples were one of her favorite fruits. She preferred wild German apples. They picked several varieties while foraging in the Harz forest in Northern Germany, renowned (even amongst Muggles) for its magical properties and abundance of creatures. They picked crimson and yellow Jonagold apples. He liked their crunchy texture and sweet, honey taste. Hermione and Neville preferred Braeburn apples. Bright red apples with pink and orange dappled skin that were tangy, sweet, and creamy. When they returned to Harz during a full moon to pick silver thistles (the main antibacterial agent in the lab’s Everclean potion), they stumbled upon a tree heavy with ripe mondapfels. According to Hermione, the white moon apples were only edible in autumn and sweetest under a full moon. It was the sweetest, juiciest apple Draco had ever tasted. He polished off the first and immediately picked a second.

After eating the moon apples, the world had taken on a deliciously hazy quality. They heard the stars whispering to one another while the moon sang the sweetest, saddest melodies they’d ever heard. Drunk on the night’s giddy laughter, they let the warm autumn breeze tickle their fingers and cheeks as they danced through the underbrush. Buzzing and breathless, they stumbled into a copse of tall trees and laid down in the soft, soft grass. The universe shared its secrets with them for ceaseless eternities and lulled them to sleep with hauntingly beautiful lullabies. Draco’s last memory before the oblivion of sleep was of his favorite twin stars smoothing his hair behind his ear, brushing soft kisses on his cheeks like Mother and Andromeda often did after telling him a bedtime story in his youth. He yawned, content and loved, and sank into his dreams.

He came to lucidity eons later, his back slumped against a tree, taking a hearty swig of the cold water in his canteen. He glanced around the clearing to find Hermione and Neville sat with their backs against trees as well, babbling and giggling about something the moon said. They bickered for a while, calling out for the moon to settle the argument but he never did. A passing Fairy shushed them.

Draco snorted, asking Hermione if that counted as a capital-S shush? Hermione threw an apple at him but the effort of dodging it sapped his energy and he nestled into the tree and dozed again to the susurrus of Hermione and Neville’s whispered speculations about the moon’s silence.

Draco awoke to the sun’s bright light filtering through the canopy and the return of most of his wits. He fumbled in the grass for his water canteen. Neville and Hermione stirred as he drank deeply. Sated, he passed the canteen to Hermione and Neville who both guzzled thirstily.

“That was…” Hermione shook her head, crooning Jefferson Airplane in a dreamy, distant voice as she fished around in her bag. “When you’ve just had some kind of mushroom, and your mind is moving low.” Grinning triumphantly, she extracted three granola bars and chucked one each at Draco and Neville.

Draco tore the wrapper off hungrily and jammed the entire bar in his mouth. “What exactly does your almanac say, Hermione?” He asked after swallowing.

Hermione bit her lip as she searched her bag for her German almanac. She flipped to the page about the apples they’d consumed and muttered a translatus charm to properly translate the information. She slapped her palm against her forehead in exasperation. “You can pick them when they ripen on the full moon, but you can’t consume them raw until the gibbous moon five days later!” She bit her lip and gave him and Neville sheepish looks. “I’m sorry guys. I mixed up a few words… My German is rather rusty,” she said, with a silly grin on her face.

Draco asked her the question he should have asked the first time he’d followed them to Germany to forage. “When did you learn German, Granger?”

“I picked it up at Gotham Prep when I was considering Durmstrang.”

He chuckled “You were going to choose Durmstrang over Harvard/New College?”

She shrugged. “Their Potions Program is in the Top Five. Snape did an Exchange year there.”

He knew that. “Why German though? Everyone knows Durmstrang’s in Norway.”

“Not everyone,” she retorted darkly. “Their Admissions Director arranged a Portkey for my interview and thank Merlinshe spoke English because I soon learned their primary language is Norwegian and they are definitely not in Germany.”

He and Neville doubled over in laughter. To think the indomitable Hermione Granger had made a co*ckup of that magnitude!

Hermione rolled her eyes at them and leaned her head against the tree. Soon he and Neville followed suit from the bases of their own trees, goggling at the brilliance of the sun filtering through the canopy of leaves overhead. “We really should go.”

“Yeah,” Neville agreed. Yawning, he added, “We’ve been here for eons,” as he nestled deeper against his tree.

Draco glanced at his watch, tutting at the hour. The elves would be putting the finishing touches on breakfast and his parents would be heading to the dining room. “Mmhmm, in a minute,” he said, his eyes heavy.

Growling bellies and the call of nature finally broke their trance around noon. They stood on shaky legs and brushed leaves and twigs and… Fairy dust… from their hair and clothes. They gathered up their canteens and foraging haul, parting with incredulous looks before Apparating to their respective homes.

Their next foraging session is on Priscus, the wizarding Day of Remembrance. Since Hogwarts was closed for the day, Draco, Hermione, and Neville meet early at Parkinson Manor to eat a light breakfast and Portkey to eastern Athens. They hike Mount Hymettus into the Kaisariani Forest. Draco helps Hermione and Neville pick several plants and mushrooms they need for many of the potions they’re currently brewing at the lab. Hermione spies a couple boulders and asks if they can sit and take a 15-minute water break. The boys agree and they each break out their canteens and snacks.

Hermione’s eyes lock on a point just over Draco’s shoulder. He follows her gaze, turning his head slowly on the off chance they have creature company one shouldn’t spook with sudden movement. And he sees… meters and meters of pale pink flowers with tightly closed buds. He follows closely behind her as she ambles into the field of flowers. They’re pretty, sure, but there are no discernible features he can recognize. Upon further inspection only one of the flowers has started to bloom. Once his eyes become acclimated to all the sameness, the nascent bud – whose bulb is but a wee bit more open and infinitesimally darker than all the rest – sticks out like a sore thumb (another Muggle expression she’d taught him).

That’s the flower Hermione plucks… and hands to him, “For Narcissa.” She smiles. Bright and sweet, so sweet. “It’s a Dionysia triduana,” she explains. And he has to coax himself to focus on her words – for surely Narcissa will want all of these facts about the flower – and not… observations about her lips, and how her eyes sparkled as she shared her passion with him. “These only bloom for three days. On the fourth day they wilt and drop their seeds from their styles. Narcissa can plant the seeds and have Dionysia for the rest of her life.” Her smile deepens. “The first bloom of the season is good luck.”

And she was giving it to his mother?

“Thank you,” he replies, floored. “She’ll love it.” He smiles and accepts the flower, cushioning the delicate bud then shrinking it with a brevis charm before placing it in the small outer pocket of his backpack since (per usual on their foraging adventures) his cargo pockets were already full. The Manor elves loathed this new habit of his.

“Those plants are finicky and demanding,” Neville says when they return to him. “And they only grow along the most pristine water source.” He smiles. “That’s good news for us, though,” he adds, pointing to the stream below them. “That means we can fill our canteens there.”

Before resuming their hike, they trek down to the stream and fill their canteens with the coldest, sweetest water Draco’s ever tasted in his entire life. Canteens full, they hike back up to the path and continue along until their satchels were full. They summit and take in the breathtaking views before taking a steep shortcut back down to the base of the mountain. Lunch at the Kaisariani Monasteryincludes mineral water and Mastiqua (a Greek sparkling water with Mastiha resin from the Greek island of Chios that tasted like licorice and pine), and a few dishes to share: moussaka; papoutsakia (stuffed eggplants); and fasolada (bean soup). Hermione insists on dessert, and they all share a bougata (phyllo stuffed with semolina custard dusted with cinnamon, almonds, and powdered sugar).

Narcissa loves the Dionysia flower and bougata pastry Draco brings back from Greece. He relays the story of how Hermione plucked the sole bloom among thousands of Dionysia in the clearing just for her.

“That Miss Granger is so thoughtful.” Narcissa smiles and pats his cheek. “Like you, my dragon.”

The next day he helps Mother select flowers for a bouquet she plans to send Hermione. Or tries to.

“My stars, does Miss Granger have a favorite color?” His mother asks when he arrives in the greenhouse per her summons.

He stares at her blankly. “Erm…” He couldn’t tell whether Hermione favored any color besides black. Whenever he saw her at movie nights her nails were always whatever odd shade that had struck her fancy that day. Although, whenever he caught a glimpse of her nails in public, they were always a shade of pink. “I don’t think so. Maybe pink? Deep, vibrant hues. Nothing pale.” That precluded half of the greenhouse flowers, which only ranged in color from snow white to blush pinks and soft peachy shades the color of ripe cantaloupe.

“And does she have a favorite flower?”

Was this something he should know? She’s an Herbologist; every flower’s her favorite. He’d never heard her talk about receiving flowers and that day in her room, besides a few pots of plants, there’d only been a single flower.

Upon closer inspection the stasised flower appeared to be a Cuppedia florensis. A large salmon-colored flower with a thick stem and jagged, ovular petals that resembled a crocus. The Cuppedia’s calyx and stamen were edible at full bloom and its ovule produced a sweet nectar one could drink from the stigma like a straw. He’d pressed his nose to the bud and inhaled. Beneath the powdery, floral scent were deeper notes of citrus and honey.

He’d also spied the wintergreen plant on her desk. Its leaves tasted like muggle Winterfresh gum, which she also chewed. She kept some of the little red mint berries (which were only edible when ripe) in a little tin on her lab desk. He did not sneak a berry or two when she wasn’t around. Just like she didn’t sneak any of his tooth sticks when he wasn’t around.

From what he knew and glimpsed of Hermione, she appreciated a good backstory. And from the way she’d picked just one Dionysia for Narcissa instead of a bunch, and the way the sole Cuppedia had floated in her room, she would appreciate one flower as a token of Narcissa’s gratitude instead of killing a few. “No, give her one with an interesting provenance. And just one, not a bouquet.”

Mother gives him a soft smile and beckons for him to follow her. They venture into the bowels of the greenhouse where pots are packed cheek by jowl on floor-to-ceiling metal shelves. His mother whispers a Venio charm and floats down a dark stone pot. Inside sits a thick thorny bush with vibrant magenta buds in dark, dense soil. The geosmin scent of fresh, moist soil mixes with the sweet, ambrosial aroma of the plant.

“This is Sato satiata,” Narcissa says as she hands him the pot and fishes her pruning shears from the pocket of her robes. She selects a little flower in full bloom and snips close to the branch. “Satos are said to be the primoris plant. These are the first to grow in magically enchanted soils, appearing almost of their own volition. It is likely that many of the places you all forage for the most crucial plants in your potions come from soils once blessed by the Sato.

Back in her study, Mother pens a ‘thank you’ note and sticks the Sato to the other side of her thick taupe cardstock with an Adhaero. She hands the bundle to him to send off by owl. As he takes his leave, she pats his cheek. “I like her, Draco.”

So did he. So did he.

Greece, and even their trippy night in Germany, turn out to be positively idyllic compared to their run-ins with creatures like imps and ghouls. But none would end up comparing to their first run-in with those bloody Redcaps. He’d take tripping balls on moon apples over pretending to drink warm Redcap mead any day!

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE
LATIN GLOSSARY
- Sato: to sow; plant
- I took liberties with ‘Satiata’ from satio (to satisfy; sate) and satis (enough; sufficient)

Chapter 28: HERMIONE - BLOODY REDCAPS

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THU 19 OCT

Hermione quickly grew accustomed to Draco’s presence at movie nights. Thursday nights she’d Floo home from the lab then do a few hours of homework, reading or grading. Then shower and talk to her parents back home for a half hour before meandering over to Pansy’s new media room. If she wasn’t foraging with Neville, some movie nights she’d walk in wearing a Krum or Wood Quidditch shirt to mess with the boys. Other days she’d wear a tank or shirt and leggings or bike shorts. His eyes would take in her freshly washed, still damp hair, and her shirt. She never missed the flash of something behind his gaze if it were a Quidditch tee, then his eyes would drop to her feet.

She’d fought it at first but now she allowed herself to like that he noticed and was interested in the color of her toes. She’d settle in beside him on the couch, and he’d lean over, closing the distance to ask her what inspired today’s color. She’d tell him what plant, bug, piece of media, or random thought inspired the color choice. He’d chuckle and return to his side of the couch. But they’d get closer as the movie went on, side by side on his corner or hers to whisper about the film. They stayed there longer and longer after each movie, their conversations taking turn after turn until a yawn would escape them, and he’d walk her back to her room then Floo home.

Tonight, he seemed sleepy. Last night, he’d joined her and Neville foraging in Puck’s Glen, the woodland in western Scotland. They’d been on the hunt for Capsanguis mushrooms and gotten waylaid by a band of Redcaps in the middle of a raucous Blood Moon Ceremony. The Redcaps had chittered smugly, excitedly passing their trio goblets of warm mead. Hermione muttered for them to pretend to drink the warm liquid and then pour it out whenever no one was looking. The Redcaps tried to ply them with the mead for hours, topping up their goblets again and again, chittering among themselves and growing increasingly impatient and agitated until it was clear the drink wasn’t leading to its desired effect. Finally, they’d grumbled and granted their trio clearance to collect the mushrooms.

The Redcap Chief waddled closely behind them as they tromped through the brush, skirting mounds of rotting fruit to harvest the Capsanguis. Some of the stinky mounds came up to their knees and were prime spots for large mushrooms with caps the size of fists. The Chief eyed them curiously and tutted when they harvested too many mushrooms from a single mound. When they returned to the rest of the horde the Chief motioned to one of his comrades.

From what they could decipher of the squat fellow’s thick brogue, the Redcap horde had heard about Snape Lab from the centaurs and requested their services.

Hermione counseled the chief and his deputy to request a consultation from the Magical Creatures Unit (MCU). A cavalcade of boos and cries erupted from the horde. They categorically refused to enter the Ministry.

Neville suggested they send a Patronus to request the form and someone from the MCU could hand-deliver it to the Glen.

“With a few Aurors. They wouldn’t come alone,” Draco hastily added.

“And one of ye will join them?” The Chief asked.

The trio exchanged nervous glances.

“Certainly,” Draco acquiesced.

She was grateful for his bravery since she couldn’t have given a convincing response through her blush, nor Neville due to his flop sweat. “Unfortunately, Chief, our Portkey is activating soon, and we need some… erm-”

“Sable root,” Neville chimed in. “All the way on the other side of the Glen. We have to go.” He mimed checking the watch on his wrist. “Thank you all for your… erm-”

“Hospitality!” Draco added, smiling convincingly.

When the Redcap Chief handed her a goblet of warm mead under the auspices of sealing the deal, Hermione pretended to startle, swinging her satchel wide to knock over the proffered goblet. “Until next time!” She croaked as they walked backwards off the little knoll.

They crept along, eyes trained on the knoll until it faded into the distance. When they were well out of the Redcaps’ earshot, they’d slumped against trees laughing and marveling at how they’d almost been made into Redcap dye.

Draco declared that they needed a codeword to signal when it was unsafe to eat or drink anything from a band of creatures. Not all creatures were carnivorous or dangerous but for the ones that were the code word would be…

Persephone.” Hermione suggested.

It was 03:00 AM when she’d finished the last leg of their trip, Apparating from the International Floo Arrivals platform to her room. Scant hours later her phone alarm blared. She managed to snag another hour of sleep by foregoing yoga and the puzzles. Instead, she and Draco had completed them together at their desks during lunch. It was the first time they’d done a puzzle in person together. It was nice.

He’d fallen asleep on her shoulder during the movie, having moved closer to ask her why the décor looked so dated. She’d felt the weight of his head on her shoulder partway through her explanation. In his defense she had been rambling. She’d chuckled and pushed him down to lie on the cushions behind him. Per usual, everyone else slipped out at different times during the film, until only she and Malfoy remained.

The screen goes blank after the credits roll and Hermione casts some soft light charms. She reaches for him then pulls back, unsure if what she meant to do was crossing some invisible line. But it just looks so soft. And just this once. He looks so peaceful and beautiful in repose. “Malfoy,” she whispers as she runs her hand through his hair. It’s just as soft and silky as it looks.

He stirs and looks up at her with a soft, lazy smile. “Those bloody Redcaps.”

She giggles. “Let me walk you to the Floo.”

“No, I’m comfortable here,” he grumbles, closing his eyes again. “Besides, we didn’t discuss the movie.” He yawns. “Talk to me about the little monsters.”

She giggles. “You didn’t watch the movie.”

He grins and opens his eyes. “Play it again.”

She scoffs. “We got maybe four hours of sleep last night. And you just got another two! You’ve officially gotten moresleep than me. I need to go to bed. I’ll be delirious soon!” She stands and reaches to pull him up off the couch.

“Fine.” He swats her hand away and rises, following her out the door. “No Krum tee today?” He jokes.

She shakes her head. “I mostly wear them now to mess with Blaise and Theo. But I do really wear them to sleep.”

“Should give you a Malfoy tee,” he mutters sleepily behind her.

“Why? To burn?” She jokes, whirling to face him and walking backwards.

He chuckles and his eyes flick down to her toes. He hadn’t asked about them earlier.

She’d had one thing on her mind when she’d charmed them a dark cherry red.

They’d told Snape about the Redcaps during their morning debrief. Little was known about the inner workings of their hordes since few people had ever survived Redcap encounters. None with their wits intact. He’d had them repeat the tale to Carter Murphy, the Director of the MCU.

“Logs and mead. Interesting,” mused Dr. Murphy, frowning at Snape. “Redcaps aren’t known for their hospitality. They’ve never offered us a place to sit. And they’ve never served anything on any of our encounters. We’ll keep an eye out during the Consult.”

“The mead is putrid,” Hermione added. “There’s no way anyone willingly drinks it.”

“The operative word may be ‘willingly,’ my dear. We’ll keep you apprised, Snape,” Dr. Murphy said as he rose from his seat.

“Those bloody Redcaps,” she says, giggling. “They were still on my mind.”

Draco smirks. “Night, Granger,” he says as he grabs a handful of Floo powder. “Malfoy Manor,” he calls sleepily.

THE HEEL

FRI 20 OCT

They text about the puzzle pages as normal the next morning but Hermione’s not at Friday night dinner. In her usual spot is a bottle of grappa from Italy with a set of tulip style glasses.

Blaise scoffs. “Sending a competitor’s grappa? That witch must have a death wish.” Which he echoes in their group chat and minutes later chilled bottles of Zabini Reserve grappa appear beside them with additional tuliped flutes. ‘Good girl.’ He shoots off in the group chat.

The snakes compare the two bottles of grappa head-to-head. The Zabini grappa wins by a landslide since it’s more unctuous and jammier than the competitor’s.

Later, Hermione sends through some stellar olive oil for the table and fresh tiramisu for dessert. Blaise texts her images of gold stars in the group chat and she responds with a smiley face.

Draco texts her later in bed. We missed you at dinner, Granger. How’s Italy?

Breathtaking.

Where are you?

You want clues?

No, I’m not good with Italian geography. We don’t have a property there. I know it’s shaped like a boot. Where in the boot are you?

I’m at the tip of the heel. In the Apulia region. The Ionian Sea is right outside my window.

Can you hear the waves?

Yes. His breath hitches as he debates whether to ask if he can call her. Unsure if she’s with someone on this last-minute trip.

Do you want to hear? She asks. And he supposes he’s thankful for her bravery.

Yes.

His mobile buzzes with her call seconds later.

“Hi.” Her greeting is breathy and sweet.

“Hi,” he replies. They fall into a comfortable silence as he listens. To the waves. To the sound of her breathing. To the quiet night. To the faint click of keys as she types on her laptop. “What are you writing?”

“My report about the goblins. Snape Owled me this morning with a last-minute request to Portkey out to meet with the Russian clan. They agreed to give blood for our research proposal. There were a few phlebotomists and Creatures Rights people from the Ministry.”

It’d been less last-minute when Snape had asked him to go, but Draco had declined citing ‘Estate business.’ He didn’t see the appeal of Ministry trips. They were more Granger’s speed anyway.

“And what brought you from Russia to Italy?”

“The Floo Network.” She giggles.

“Granger.”

“The beach.” He can hear the smile in her voice. “One of the MCU guys said the heel is divine this time of year. He gave me some great recommendations and I hopped the International Floos to get here.”

“How are you getting back home?”

“I’ll program my return Portkey tomorrow afternoon. I’m getting really good at it!” He can hear the joy and pride in her voice. It’s earnest. And sweet. And puts a smile on his face too.

“Tell me about Apulia. Where are you?”

“A little town called Torre San Giovanni.”

“What’s it like?”

They talk about the beach, cases, classes, teaching… And soon he’s drifting off to the familiar sounds of her breathing and the waves.

Chapter 29: HERMIONE - DEFORESTATION

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FRI 27 OCT
A week later, Hermione’s with the girls in the Maldives for Pansy’s birthday. Per the group chat, Blaise and Malfoy are in Madeira on Zabini Orchards business. Theo’s along for the ride. Upon request, they charm the dining table with a Vestigium and text the boys its magical coordinates. In seconds, two bottles of Madeira materialize atop the table along with a set of glasses. They send the boys several fresh green coconuts, pre-cut with a straw through each hole.

Hermione’s phone buzzes with a text from Malfoy during dinner. Hey, what are you up to?

We’re decanting the Madeira. Looks yummy. How were the coconuts?

Perfect.

Anytime I’m in a country with fresh coconuts I guzzle them. I’m rather shameless.

Wow! Major causes of deforestation: logging, mining, overpopulation, fires… and Granger. Who knew?

Hardy har.

What are you ladies up to tonight?

Madeira. Food. Karaoke. In that order. You?

Coconuts. Food. Wine. Bed. In that order. :)

I’ll text you when we get back. Is that okay… If you’re still up?

Sure. Later, Granger.

Madeira-drunk and ready to boogey, the girls troop down to the resort nearby. They dance the night away at the little resort club then close down the karaoke bar a few doors down. Ginny says she wants to walk along the beach, which somehow turns into a race onto the sand, stripping off their clothes at the first dune when someone – they’ll never settle the argument about who – dares them to streak into the ocean. They race each other, ripping their clothes off and shrieking as they clamber into the warm water. They swim and splash each other, then retrace their steps, donning their clothes before sinking into the sand and laying there, talking about anything and everything until Pansy has to pee. They walk back to their villa with their arms linked and bid each other good night as they split off and head to their respective rooms.

Hermione showers and settles onto the couch on the balcony, downing a glass of water, then another, and refilling it one more time before texting Malfoy. Are you still up?

A few minutes pass and she’s buzzing, awaiting his reply. Itching to call him.

Yes. Are you back at the villa?

Yup. What time is it there?

11pm. You?

2am.

Merlin, Granger. Go to bed.

No! I’m not tired. You can’t make me! :p

We can talk tomorrow.

It is tomorrow. Let’s talk now. I was looking forward to our chat! I like them.

Can I call you?

2am and he calls me ‘cause I’m still awake…

LOL. Point Granger. Is that a yes?

Merlin, yes! She wants to hear his voice. She clicks the call button and presses the phone to her ear. “Hi,” she trills, tipsy and buzzing.

“Where are you?”

“Earth to Malfoy! The Maldives.” She giggles.

He chuckles. “Yes, zoom in.”

“You usually guess.”

“Granger, The Maldives is a string of hundreds of atolls. We’ll be here all night. And it’s already morning where you are.”

“We’re in a huge villa on Maguhdhuvaa Island. I’ve got a big bed and a balcony and can walk out into the pool.”

“Did you swim today?”

“Mmhmm, we went to the beach.” Several times. “Did you swim today?”

“Yes. The hotel has a heated pool.”

“That sounds lovely,” she says.

He chuckles. “It was lovely. Did you hike?”

She huffs. “Technically, I went on a very flat walk. Did you know there are no hills in the Maldives? None.”

“No, I didn’t.”

She can hear the smile in his voice. It’s thick with sleep, in that timbre that makes heat pool low in her belly.

“There are mountains in Madeira.” He chuckles.

Tease,” she chides, giggling.

“What did you sing at karaoke?” He asks after their laughter dies down, and she’s asked him to describe the views from the peaks.

She rattles off the titles, humming the melody of the songs he’d never heard or doesn’t recognize by name alone. “You’re such a good sport letting me hum off-key in your ear like that. And this isn’t me fishing for compliments. I’m just being honest.”

He chuckles softly. “Granger, it’s not a problem… I like your voice.”

She blushes, grateful that he can’t see her. “Can I tell you a secret?” She hiccups.

He hums in assent.

“I like your voice too.”

“You do?” Deep… and chesty. Zip!

“Don’t do that! That’s not fair! I can’t turn on the deep throaty thing like you can.”

He laughs. “Give it an hour or two. When you’re snuggled under your blankets, in your pillows, fighting sleep to tell me more facts with that swotty brain of yours… That’s how you sound.”

She gasps. “Really? I had no idea.” She pulls her lip between her teeth.

“Have you not stayed up all night talking much before?”

“Honestly, no… Have you?”

“A little.” She can hear him shifting in his bed. “I had a girlfriend the last year and a half of Prep. Cho Chang. Harry introduced us after he went on a couple dates with her. She was on the Quidditch team at Gryffindor Academy.” Chuckling, he adds, “Seems you’re not the only one with a thing for Quidditch players.”

She snorts.

“Cho attends Université Beauxbatons.”

Good for Cho. “Do you two still keep in touch?”

“Not really. I text her on her birthday and she gets a holiday card addressed from the family. She also attends Narcissa’s New Year’s Eve party if she’s in town. Invites to that should go out soon FYI.”

She doesn’t know why this line of questioning is so important to her, but she presses on. “Would you be dating her if she hadn’t gone to Beauxbatons?”

“I convinced her to go to Beauxbatons. And besides, the relationship fizzled out. It felt better to be friends than to keep pressing us into a shape we didn’t fit. It was… what’s that Muggle expression… little love? Kitty love?”

She giggles. “Puppy love.”

“Right.” He chuckles. “It was puppy love at best. So no, Cho and I are non-starters.”

It was oddly comforting to hear that he was capable of something long-term and steady. More comforting to hear that it had ended. Hermione would explore neither line of thought.

Chapter 30: DRACO - THE LIST

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SAT 28 OCT

Draco couldn’t remember the last time he’d thought about Cho, let alone talked about her. “Cho was a while ago. So, it’s been a while since I fell asleep on the phone talking to someone.”

Or even remotely wanted to. She’d changed that. Nargles.

“Why does it seem easier for us to connect over the phone or like, in the dim light after movie night?” She asks.

He contemplates her question for a few moments. “There’s no baggage there… You joke with Harry and the other boys, and they push your buttons but… I don’t know. Maybe the buttons I push are bigger? Maybe your feelings about me are… different?” This is new territory for him. He feels himself creeping toward some precipice, some new discovery. Emboldened, he presses on. “Maybe you should explore what makes me different?”

She remains silent. Neither responding nor objecting. He imagines she’s biting her lip like she does when she’s deep in thought.

He continues. “Also… we don’t trust each other. We got off on the wrong foot in the Lab and that experience gave us some trust issues. Even though we called a truce.” He pauses, gathering his thoughts. Closer to the edge now and he can see it. “Furthermore-”

She giggles. “Swot.”

He chuckles. “Furthermore,” he enunciates. “The truce. Truces are inherently temporary. Maybe we end it-”

She gasps.

“And usher in a new era. Let’s call it a second chance.” He waits for her response.

“Do you give many second chances, Malfoy?”

“No. Do you, Granger?”

“No.”

“Fine. Let’s take it for the gift that it is and not waste it.”

“Okay. So, do-over?” She offers.

He nods in agreement and smiles at the motion she can’t see. “Yes,” he says, finding his voice. “Do over.”

He hears the smile in her voice as she says they’ll seal it with a ‘pinky promise’ when they see each other next.

Frowning in consternation, he asks, “What’s a pinky promise?”

“It’s in the name, Malfoy.” Swot. “It’s a promise you seal by locking pinkies together. It’s Muggle.”

“Hmm, sounds magical,” he replies, hearing the double meaning just as she starts to giggle. He smiles. “You know what I mean.” He can hear the waves picking up and a breeze rumbling through the phone. “Is there rain in the forecast, Granger?”

“Yeah.”

“Can you smell it?”

“Not yet. But the temperature dropped.”

And just like that he’s thinking about her again and what she may or may not be wearing. There are a few minutes of relative silence punctuated by the sound of her chair scraping softly and her feet padding over to the bed. He can hear the rustling of fabric as she settles in, getting comfortable.

“Malfoy?”

“Yes,” he croaks.

“Have you explored what makes me different?”

“Pardon?” He asks, stalling.

She chuckles. “You said I should explore what makes you different from Blaise and Theo…” Right. “Have you explored what makes me different?”

“Ah… a little.”

“Hmm… Have you made a list, Mr. Darcy?” She asks with a fake English accent.

He chuckles. “Yes.”

“Swot.” She lets out a breathy sigh. “How long is it?”

“Three items.”

“Oh. Given it just ‘a little’ thought, huh?” She teases. “What’s the first item?”

He rolls over onto his side and flips the pillow onto the cool side. “I find you intriguing.”

He hears her tap a fingernail on her tooth. “I think that would be number one on my list as well...”

Long minutes of silence pass where he doesn’t want to interrupt her thinking. Because she could say just about anything right now. Literally, anything.

She giggles. “No, actually number one – which is good and bad – is that you’re annoying… Aggravating. You’re a know-it-all who calls me a know-it-all as if you’re not a freaking know-it-all! You make my blood boil!”

Draco hears her shifting in bed, undoubtedly sitting up, innervated by her tirade.

“But I also…”

He waits, with his breath caught in his throat. “Continue, Granger,” he coaxes on the exhale. “Finish the sentence.” His voice is so gruff it’s almost a growl.

She sniffs. “You’re annoying and you make my blood boil. But I keep coming back for more.” She huffs. Her voice is muffled on her next words, and he envisions her resting her head in her hand. “It’s like I have no control or self-preservation instincts around you. They go down the drain. It’s like my brain doesn’t trust you but it like… doesn't know that.”

“You can trust me,” he whispers. He closes his eyes, shocked again by his sincerity with her. His care. His patience. He’d always considered himself a patient man… until he met her. She thought she lost all her self-control around him? Well, he’d had to dig deep to find more. “I won’t hurt you.”

She sighs. “You don’t know that.” Her voice is distant. Small. “You’ve already hurt me once. You can’t promise that. You may not want to hurt me… now… But you don’t know that you can’t… again. That you won’t.” He hears her deep breath in. Out. “That’s not something either of us can control or prevent. Not with 100% certainty.”

“The fact that I care enough not to hurt you means something. It means something to me… It should mean something to you.”

“Is that on your list?”

He huffs. “Gods… it is now. Number four.” He chuckles. “And since you said it. I too find you annoying (that’s number two). But you’re not vapid. You annoy me and we bicker, but I’m not put off by your presence. I don’t crave your absence. Well, maybe a bit in the beginning but…”

“But not anymore?”

“Granger, I start my mornings with you. I end my days with you. We sit and chat at the movies … and at movie nights. I think I’ve shown I don’t find you annoying outside of the lab.” He chuckles.

Outside of the lab. Thanks for the clarification,” she teases. “Wow, we do spend all day at the lab with each other, huh? We spend quite a lot of time together.” She chuckles. “Much of it is spent snarking at each other… and then in silence.”

“I don’t mind silence… Neither do you. In fact, I think we enjoy it and enjoy that we don’t feel the need to fill it with inane chatter. I like talking to you because it’s not hot air and fluff. You interest me. You listen and consider my opinion. I feel heard. I… didn’t know I needed that.”

“You’re welcome,” she says. Once again he hears the smile in her voice.

“To second chances?” He offers after a few minutes. Grateful she hadn’t asked for the third item on his list.

“To second chances,” she agrees, and it’s such a sleepy, dreamy sound. He knows she’s drifting. He hears the rain start falling. “I smell the rain,” she mutters in that dreamy, sleepy voice and he wishes he were there to smell it too.

Soon the sound of the rain is louder through the phone as it starts to rain harder in Torre… erm… wherever she is. Before long he’s just listening to the roar of the rain, the rhythmic crash of the waves, and her sleepy mumbles before they cease entirely, replaced with her sleep-deepened breaths. And soon he’s drifting too. His list is forgotten and it’s just this moment, stretching on.

Chapter 31: HERMIONE - FRENCH ORANGE TART

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SUN 29 OCT

Michaelmas (Fall Term) was shaping up to be way different than the summer. The Quidditch season ended with the World Cup, so Hermione had gotten her Saturdays back. Well, just until the spring, when the new season started. She used the free time to study and grade coursework or watch Ginny and the boys play Quidditch at the Burrow. Which it seemed they would do until they froze to death on their brooms. Sometimes she and Pansy would troop to the Lido Spa in Clifton to get massages and swim in the heated pool.

The nip in the air also called to mind snow and the winter holidays. Pansy had broached the topic of holiday plans while they’d lounged on the beach in the Maldives. One benefit of Oxford’s trimester system was the long breaks between each term. The Winter Holiday break would last four weeks. “Granger, what are your plans for Winter Break?”

“Viktor and I usually go somewhere warm right after my final exams. Then I spend Christmas Eve through New Year’s with family.”

“And after New Year’s?”

“Nothing planned yet. What about you?”

“My parents used to stay in town through Christmas for business and social calls and then travel in January. But since the Almost War they spend December and January travelling. They pick a couple countries and travel slowly from end to end. They come back for a day or two for the Malfoys’ New Year’s Eve Ball. This year, they’re travelling throughout the Indian Ocean. I’ll be joining them in the Seychelles after Finals. Would you like to join us after you leave Krum?”

Hermione smiles. “I’d love to Pansy! Thank you for the invite.”

“Great. So, you’ll go from Seychelles back to the States. Have you gotten your invite to Narcissa’s New Year’s Fete yet?”

Hermione frowns in confusion. “Yet? I can’t imagine-”

Pansy waves a hand in dismissal. “Narcissa adores you. You’re frequently at her teas. You’re going to the New Year’s ball. You should start searching for a dress. Or am I styling you?”

Hermione chuckled. Teas were one thing. Balls were another. Narcissa’s birthday party had likely been an exception. An invite extended to her as a guest of the Parkinsons’. It wasn’t a requirement to extend an invite to her again on the same grounds. But to Pansy, her attendance at the fete was a foregone conclusion and as such, no longer up for debate. “Uh, I think I’ll find something.” She adds a smile at the end to make it sound more convincing. A non-existent dress for the non-existent invite.

“Ok. After that, we snakes usually go skiing for a week at someone’s chalet. This year we’ll be at a Malfoy property. Do you ski, Hermione?”

She grinned. “If you count the bunny slopes.”

Pansy tutted. “Yes, as a future Linguist, I cannot deny that skiing on a bunny slope is still skiing. And Cauterets has plenty of-”

“Cauterets?”

“Yes. In France.”

Hermione chuckled. “I take it the Malfoys aren’t superstitious. They bought a cabin in a place whose name connotes burning and wounds?”

“If this a Seinfeld reference, Granger, save your breath. It’s not a cabin. Don’t let any Malfoy hear you say that. It’s a mansion.”

“I thought you said chalet.”

Pansy rolls her eyes. “A quibble.”

“Oh, it’s a quibble when I object? But when you-”

“Granger, with all the reading you do one would think you would appreciate the attention-”

“Obsession-”

“The care,” Pansy stressed, punctuated with a glare. “The care I show for words.” This was followed by a five-minute haranguing on a word Hermione had used last week to describe a rare book she was reading. She’d mistakenly called it ‘arcane’ which meant understood by few, instead of ‘recondite’ or ‘recherché’ – rare or only accessible to a few. “And did I correct you, Granger?”

“You knew what I meant.”

“Yes, but did you?”

Hermione rolled her eyes. “Hmm, maybe it’s your delivery?”

“Oh Granger, there is simply not enough time in the day. Where were we? Right, Cauterets. After skiing we usually split up. The boys go gallivanting while Daphne and I head off in the opposite direction. We were thinking Australia this year.” She smiled. “You’ve piqued our interest. Care to join? Care to plan?”

Hermione smiled. “I’d love to.”

From there the conversation had turned to other things. Like where she stood with Wood. She admitted she’d seen him with less frequency since the end of the season. He texted her for a fix and the sex was just as intense and leg quaking as it had been during the season, but Hermione suspected she filled a particular niche in his life and had told him they could cool their heels. He was under no obligation to date her or turn this into a relationship. It’s not what she wanted or needed from him. He’d looked equal parts confused and relieved.

With the pressure of the semester and other responsibilities since the start of term, Muggle Adventure days had decreased from all-day affairs into afternoon trips to the movies, followed by dinner and karaoke. Pansy, Daphne, and Malfoy were now fixtures for their outings and Ginny attended when she didn’t have Harpies obligations. Hermione knew from Viktor’s experience that the post-season could be just as grueling as the actual Quidditch season with all the workouts, strategizing, rehabilitation, appearances, philanthropy and volunteering the players were contracted to complete.

Her truce with Malfoy was holding strong. They’d slipped back into their routine of morning puzzles and late-night text convos - puzzles, politics, news, movies, literature. She started and ended her days with him. She found she quite looked forward to picking his brain. Their conversations still flowed much easier over text than they did in person, but their current ease of interactions were night and day compared to the summer. He’d even kept his word and attended movie nights at Parkinson Manor. Each evening after the movie ended, the others would drift away and they’d have their nightly literature and film conversation in person instead of over text.

Recently their nightly conversations had evolved from text exchanges to all night phone conversations where she fell asleep to the waves, his sleepy mumbles, and the cadence of his breaths.

And then there was the most recent development: his list. He had a list… about her. And had counseled her to make one about him! Which she had, on the beach after breakfast:

  1. Although he was annoying, she enjoyed his company. Their conversations and the energy between them were different than with Blaise and Theo. She considered herself an open and honest person but had quickly learned that communicating with the snakes was all about strategy. She learned to hold her cards a bit closer to her chest since anything she shared with Blaise or Theo inevitably made its way back to her in jest. They were two of the most unserious people she’d ever met. Their constant ribbing and the fact that they did not keep secrets unless specifically asked had made her a bit more selective about what she shared with them. Technically, that was also true with Draco. It seemed that they could talk about everything under the sun, except themselves. She still didn’t know any personal details about him besides his name, a few anecdotes, and the layout of a few rooms in his Manor. Did she want to learn more?
  1. He was brilliant and challenged her constantly but was also generous with his knowledge. They shared similar academic and personal interests and could talk about anything and (almost) everything. In contrast, her conversations with Theo and Blaise tended to be more superficial and fun. She knew Theo and Blaise had serious sides, but they reserved them for academics and Estate business. She supposed she knew Draco’s academic and business sides because she spent most days with him in the lab and his interests intersected with her own…
  1. Draco was objectively attractive and positively gorgeous and confident without being smug. Although he could be arrogant at times. Theo was tall and slim with foppishly curly black hair and rugged good looks while Blaise was tall, with dark olive skin and short wavy black hair. Honestly, Blaise was almost too handsome and charming. She could see how Ginny had fallen under his spell, and why she and Blaise couldn’t stay away from each other. Blaise often joked that Ginny was his Krum, so he knew exactly what Hermione was going through in a long-distance relationship with a Quidditch player with insane stamina and a high libido.
  1. Hermione was attracted to him. She was not attracted to Blaise or Theo… or Harry. They’d become like brothers to her. She did not view Draco like a brother. In fact, between her and the beach, she had the mild beginnings of a… crush. Not that he ever would make any advances (since he didn’t appear to have casual flings with witches)… but Hermione wouldn’t deny his advances if he ever made them. Though she supposed he wouldn’t since he only dated Pureblood witches on dates his mother arranged with the intent of finding him a wife. Although she also supposed that if he did have casual flings, he would keep them a secret. She’d giggled to herself at the thought of Europe’s best kept secret being the identity of the woman Draco Malfoy was casually shagging and not the location of Durmstrang. She supposed she wouldn’t mind being DLM’s mystery woman. She was already Krum’s, another of Europe’s closely-guarded secrets.

Her reverie is cut short by the tinkle of her phone alarm signaling she has thirty minutes to pack before her Portkey back to Parkinson Manor activates. Back home, she unpacks before Flooing to Theo’s for their weekly cooking session. She’d been looking forward to today’s menu for weeks.

“French orange tart!” She’d blurted one evening at dinner when Blaise had asked her for the second -or third- time what Theo’s gitty face had made her think about tonight.

The lackluster lemon meringue from the Muggle trivia bar a few nights prior had plagued her thoughts. The dud had left something to be desired and she wanted it done right. A buttery, flaky crust. A sweet yet tart filling with a hint of tang. Mint and fresh or candied oranges on top. With a dollop of whipped cream.

After her exclamation, Theo had exchanged a look with Malfoy that Hermione hadn’t known how to decipher. She’d bit her lip and returned to her visions of delicious French pastries.

“Ooh, and a Croque Monsieur! Also let me know what you all want from France.” Viktor was due in France the next weekend for League business and had invited her to join him for a few days.

“Ooh, chummy Krummy’s taking ickle ‘Miney’ to France,” Blaise cooed. Earning him Hermione’s napkin to the face.

“You finally settled on a place?” Daphne asked.

“Yes.” Hermione smiled. They’d be in Provence and Occitanie before jetting to Monaco for the Yacht Show. Krum’s best friend had invited them aboard for the race.

“You’ll let me get veto power over your outfit selections, right?” Pansy added.

Hermione grinned. “Yes ma’am.”

“Good girl,” Pansy cooed.

Between the hectic start of term and travel and business obligations, it was weeks before her scheduled aligned with Theo’s again. But French Orange Tart was finally on the menu tonight… and it was well worth the wait!

After their session, Theo packs a Tupperware container with two slices of tart and another with candied orange slices.

Allowing her curiosity to get the better of her, Hermione leans over to ascertain the identity of the person to whom Theo had been addressing samples of their delectable treats since the start of their Sunday sessions. She’d seen him reserving portions and writing messages on his pale blue cardstock during their previous sessions but never thought to ask who they were for.

She frowns. “Narcissa and Draco?”

“Indeed,” Theo replies, continuing to pen the message in his beautiful script.

“Why them?” Hermione asks as she helps herself to another slice.

“For one thing, the oranges are from their grove in Portugal.”

“So?” She retorts between bites.

“And Draco really likes tarts-”

Unable to resist she interjects, “I know. He’s got a new one on his arm every week,” in a very Theo-like move.


Theo’s pen clatters onto the table as he doubles over with laughter. “Point, Granger,” he wheezes.

“Will he really eat it even though I helped make it? He tends to… scrutinize everything I produce. We may have reached a truce but we’re still incredibly hard on each other. It’s not as bad as the summer though. Back then I couldn’t fart without first telling him how I planned to do it and fielding inane questions about if the timing was right; if I’d considered simply overriding my body’s innate biological urges; and if I didn’t think a burp would better serve.”

“Funny. He used to say the same about you.”

Smirking, Hermione rolls her eyes.

“Besides, I’ve sent him dishes before. He’s got a thing for citrus.” Ah, so that explained that one cryptic look. “That lemon loaf we made with the icing and the candied lemons got top marks. He asked me to make it for his next birthday brunch. And that citrus sugar we made? He puts some in his tea every now and again. Narcissa loves it too. It’s an open secret among our crew that Malfoy’s a citrus head.”

“Hmm.” Hermione shrugs. She knew he ate the desserts they all passed around during snake dinners but everyone in the group had a sweet tooth. It was something that they all shared in equal measure. And sure, she knew he liked citrus. It’s why she’d led them to the little copse of wild pomelo trees at the base of Mount Hymettus before they’d Portkeyed back home from Athens. “I knew that.”

“Right,” Theo says, not sounding even remotely convinced. “And what else do you know about Draco?” He chides.

She glances at Theo. “His middle name, Lucius,” she says with a goofy grin. “Ooh, and gray, his favorite color.”

Theo smirks.

As was quickly becoming apparent, she didn’t know much about Draco Malfoy. She knew his views on many things, his literature and film proclivities, and his predilection for gray. But she didn’t know anything about his childhood or life beyond the lab. As she’d realized on the beach earlier, they seemed to talk about everything and anything under the sun except themselves.

Theo clears his throat. “I said, ‘you don’t mind do you’?”

Drat, she’d been lost in her thoughts. “Fine. We can send him a slice,” she concedes. “I suppose that’s fine…” She takes another bite of her tart, swiping it through the fresh cream. Something didn’t sit right with her, however. What was it Theo had said about top marks? “Just as long as he hasn’t been, like, rating them or something. I know he gets a har-”

She shoots a wild glare at Theo at the sound of his pen clattering onto the table for the second time this evening. A flush creeps up his neck and cheeks.

Hermione gasps. “Show me!”

Chapter 32: DRACO - FRENCH ORANGE TART

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SUN 29 OCT

Draco’s in his study reviewing a prospectus and listening to classical music when Theo’s owl finds him. A precocious little fellow who pips for more treats and enjoys Draco’s head scratches while he unties the parcel to find two Tupperware dishes in a little basket. The first one contains two slices of some kind of tart, topped with whipped cream, candied orange slices and garnish. The second smaller one is full to bursting with candied orange slices. The clues point to French Orange tart.

The first note is in a tight scrawl he knows so well from Hermione’s lab notes: ‘Enjoy!’ When he touches the page to trace the letters, the note bursts into flame nearly singeing his fingers. Likely an Ambustor charm. Swot. He chuckles when the fire congeals into the shape of a dick before it fizzles out. Payback for his own confetti dicks after the World Cup.

The second note starts off cheery. From Theo: ‘French orange tart, whipped cream, extra candied orange slices for Narcissa, mint to garnish. Hermione thinks you’ll like it because you like tarts (and she didn’t mean the dessert kind).’Cheeky.

Before the paper shreds into a thousand tiny pieces that fall into his lap (a Sparga charm, her doing; again, swot) he makes out the rest of the words in Granger’s scrawl, messier as it tends to be when she’s excited or worked up: ‘Send your “rating” and rationale post-haste or better yet, say it to our face! Oh, and do bring along your pastry degree, cookbooks you’ve authored, your critically acclaimed food column or something, anything(!) that qualifies you to pass such lofty judgments! We (don’t) wait with bated breath.’

A challenge. A flash of antagonism he hadn’t seen in a while since they’d settled into their extended truce.

Not one to back down from a challenge, Draco vanishes the confetti then shoves his feet into his trainers. He mutters a spell to tie his laces and Apparates to Theo’s, his mind on the little kitchen and pantry tucked away in the East Wing that he knows Theo’s commandeered for his own use, leaving the elves to the main kitchens and pantries. He’s crafting his rebuttal all the while, planning to open with the fact that Theo had requested feedback on the dishes. The words die in his throat when he sees the sweet, idyllic scene of Theo and Hermione together in the warm, cozy kitchen.

They’re washing dishes, dancing, and singing along to Muggle music on the radio. She’s in a black tank and bike shorts. Her ubiquitous flannel is thrown around the back of one of the stools in front of the long wooden table. She’s barefoot and one of those orthopedic Muggle Birkenstock sandals she loves so much are discarded off to one side. One would think her parents were foot healers given her odd collection of ergonomic trainers and sandals. He’d never paid much attention to toes before her but with her penchant for black, her shoes and nail polish were often the only color he saw on her. Her toes are colored the same shade of purple as the irises in the Nott greenhouse. Those irises had won Theo’s late mother, Ephigenia, many a blue ribbon in Muggle flowers shows.

Draco notices that once again her fingernails aren’t painted. He’d seen her absentmindedly gnaw on her thumbnail enough now to know this was likely to make them less noticeable and prone to end up in her mouth. That, or her rebellious streak meant she’d do just enough to get Pansy off her back while asserting her own free will to remind Pansy (who could be a tad overbearing) that she was her own person and not Pansy’s doll. Good girl.

He doesn’t think he’ll ever tire of the sight of her beautiful curly hair around her face. It’s his favorite version of Hermione. Though he’d take ponytail adventure Granger in a pinch. He’s coming to enjoy the full range of her hairstyles – whether it’s pulled off her face into a tight bun or in braids at lab; wild around her face, tumbling down her neck like it is now; or in a ponytail, those big juicy curls bouncing as she dances or laughs; or even when she tames it into waves.

He still rarely gets the chance to really look at her. They were always in group settings with other people or traipsing through dim forests. And there was always so much happening at once. He never got to sit still with her in a well-lit room, to really take her in while she was in her element. As they’d agreed per their truce, he’d been working to reconcile lab swot Granger with real world Granger instead of splitting them. However, he always got a light fluttery feeling in his gut that made him shift in his seat when he thought of her, just her. Hermione.

He wonders if the feeling is fascination or puzzlement. She was so different from the other witches in his life. He’d been acquainted with her for almost five months now and wondered if his pervading interest is a signal of something more. Something deeper. Some more permanent interest… like… a crush? Something had struck him on that bench in the grotto months ago when he hadn’t wanted the night to end. He'd kept it arrested and suspended in his chest in the aftermath of the explosion. But it had slowly taken root in the ensuing weeks after their truce. The notion that he might just have a crush on Granger. A teeny-tiny, itty-bitty… little crush.

The time she spent in the sun – by the pool and on those Coastal Walks that Pansy and Daph had told him she’d started the week she arrived and continued to go on (by herself no less) – kept her tan and glowing. All that walking gave her shapely legs, hips, and an arse which he could appreciate objectively. He was a hot-blooded human with two eyes after all. His impression of her hadn’t changed since that day in Ronaldo’s months ago: curvy and soft. And then there were her tattoos. He tried to focus on a different patch of skin whenever he could. He couldn’t be seen roving his eyes over every inch of her. No, that would be ludicrous! From his examinations, he’d gleaned that her tattoos were mostly Muggle literature and music references. Some of the pieces that stuck in his mind from his cursory inspections were references to the Alice in Wonderland series he’d also enjoyed as a child. So far, he’d spied a Cheshire Cat, a bunny in a vest with a pocket watch and monocle, a small blue vial with a pink tag reminiscent of the ‘drink me’ vial, and a dancing ace of spades. Other pieces that had caught his eye included purple raindrops, a flaming guitar, a Wild thing, and a bust of the Bard. He also noted that she appeared to use flowers and plants as filler pieces.

All the dancing must have her overheating because she throws her hair into a messy bun atop her head. He’s heard through the grapevine (read: his mother) that the girls had all trimmed their hair at the spa before one of her recent teas. He would have noticed without her confirmation, however. Not because he studied the witch but because he was… attentive. He’d filed the tidbit about Hermione attending Narcissa’s teas to discuss with her later, but their text conversations always went in a hundred different directions and there hadn’t been an appropriate segue. Furthermore, his mother had been rather cagey about it. Dissembling. According to Narcissa, inviting the young lady to tea was another way of thanking her for the interesting flowers and fruits Miss Granger gifted her from their foraging outings. Granger didn’t attend every tea she was invited to, however. A habit that Pansy detested but his mother paradoxically found charming and assertive. Furthermore, he supposed he’d hear from his mother (or worse, Pansy) if Hermione ever embarrassed herself at a tea. Nevertheless, he always made himself scarce when he knew she’d be in attendance. He couldn’t suddenly increase his tea appearances on the off chance he’d see Granger there. His mother would then begin to wonder if his infrequent attendance should be more frequent…

With her hair up in a ponytail and off her neck, he can see that the vines that creep up her arms and shoulders trail into a splash of stars up her neck. It’s undoubtedly the tattoo she’d alluded to at Narcissa’s birthday, which felt like a lifetime ago with how much their friendship had since blossomed. He wonders if there was any method in the madness. If one could trace constellations in that galaxy of stars. Not him, of course. This was as close as he would ever get. From his distant vantage point, the cloud of stars is merely a nebula – a distant, formless smudge. But someone could, someone… closer.

The song changes again. A tune he doesn’t know the words to despite hearing it a few times prior. Theo and Hermione dance faster to match the increased pace of the song and he can’t distinguish one tattoo from the other. Soon he’s just watching her dance. He casts his eyes along her delicious curves. A hand towel falls from the counter, and he roves over the terrain of her hips and her glorious bum as she bends down to retrieve it. His spoon falters a breath away from his lips as he takes in the view, dumbfounded. He’s lost his train of thought. He jogs his memory as he brings the final bite of pie to his lips. Merlin, one could get lost in all those curves. Not that he’d ever have the chance.

He presses a finger to some of the crumbs left on the little plate and brings them to his lips, watching her sway to the music. Between movie nights, nascent foraging adventures, and late-night phone calls, they’d grown even closer recently. But he wouldn’t press his luck. One could get lost in all those curves, but not him. He wasn’t dating for the fun of it. He was looking for a wife. She was squeamish at the prospect of getting expensive gifts… Merlin, knew how she’d warp the space-time continuum to evade an offer of commitment. Besides, he was getting ahead of himself. They were friends. Period, full stop. That didn’t mean he couldn’t wonder if she had any hidden Wonderland tattoos besides the conspicuous pieces on her arms. Everyone in the gang counted ‘food-motivation’ as one of their many predilections. He’d bet any amount of galleons that she had an ‘eat me’ cookie hiding somewhere he’d never see.

Speaking of eating, the tart was bloody delicious. He could go for another piece. He’s dragging a finger through the last of the crumbs, considering floating the pie plate toward himself from the other side of the long wooden prep table when he hears the Floo roar in the distance.

Daphne’s familiar voice calls out a cheery, “Hullo!”

Hermione turns with a smile to greet Daphne and shrieks at the sight of him perched on a stool at the long wooden prep table licking his fork. “For f*ck’s sake!” She swears as the platter in her hand clangs against the table. “How long have you been there?” Her eyes flash down to the plate of crumbs he’s pressing his fingers through to gather every bit. “Do-”

He sees her tamp down the smug smile at the thought that he’d enjoyed the tart so much he was licking the crumbs. He knows she must be fighting the urge to serve him so she could see him enjoy another slice herself. He’s entirely sure that if he asks her to cut him a slice, she’d cut out his liver with the pie knife and serve him that on the little plate instead. So, he waits. Absentmindedly pressing a finger to the very last of the crumbs and licking them off his finger.

“Do you want another slice?”

There she is.

Draco nods. He catches her scent as she steps into his space with the pie plate and pie knife poised to cut a piece much smaller than he’d prefer. The familiar whiff of berries and vanilla is mixed with ginger from the tea she’d been drinking. He’d seen her take a few sips between belting out lyrics and dance moves. It was really Theo dancing and washing the dishes; Granger singing, dancing, sipping tea, and drying the dishes. There’s a sheen of perspiration on her skin and he smells her faint musk, light and heady. He feels himself swaying toward her in his seat, drawn to her. He leans in closer under the pretense of scrutinizing the slice. He reaches out, softly pushing her hand away, broadening the angle to allow for a bigger cut. “There,” he coaxes.

“Okay,” she says, her voice barely above a whisper.

Her skin is warm. The kitchen is warm. Too warm. He needs air and water. A stiff drink and… a cold shower. Drink me, eat me, bite- the apple! The apple with the bite and the worm that she said she’d gotten her first day in Diagon. That was the ‘bite me.’ He’d yet to see it. Maybe a flash of red when she chucked something at Blaise or Theo.

She cuts the slice and places it on his plate.

“Thanks.” He looks up at her. “May I have some tea as well?” She leans her hip against the table, maintaining eye contact. A frisson of heat shoots straight down his spine, pooling low in his belly. Gods. She is utterly unaware how much of a vision she is. How much she has him by the balls at this very moment. He’d gladly let her slice out his liver – take the spleen too(!) – and serve it up to him on that pie plate. And he’d lap it up hungrily. Greedily. If she willed it. f*ck.

She points the pie knife at him, only slightly menacing. “I want your rating first.” She gestures to the pie and then back at him with the knife. “No tea or pie until I hear your rating.”

His seeker reflexes activate, and he shoots a hand up to still her knife-wielding hand. His hand wraps around her wrist. He can feel her pulse quicken under his fingers. She tries to wriggle out from his grasp. He tightens his hold and lifts his arm to maintain his hold as she brings her arm up over her head trying to get free. His eyes catch the telltale flash of red. The apple. Drink me, bite me, lick me. f*ck. Me. Merlin. Where was his head? He rises from his seat to keep his hand wrapped around her arm. Their dynamic shifts as he rises to his full height, towering over her, looking down into those big, brown eyes. Whereas before she was over him, his head tipped up to meet her gaze; now he’s over her, crowded into her space – the pie between them – staring her down.

Her lips part, revealing a flash of pink as her tongue wets her lips. Those lips. Flashes of challenge and hunger war in her gaze.

Maintaining eye contact, he moves his other hand slowly, slowly to pluck the pie knife from her grasp and place it on the table beside them. He lowers their hands and loosens his grip on her but doesn’t let go. Merlin, he can’t let go.“10/10.”

She scoffs. “You're just saying that so I don’t flay you with the pie knife.” Except he’s not. She doesn’t have the pie knife anymore. Cheeky witch.

“Before he ever trained in France, Theo could make French pastries with his eyes closed and a hand tied behind his back. And French Orange tart is a particular specialty of Remi, our Head Elf. You’ll meet her in Cauterets. She spends most of her time between the French properties. The texture is smooth. Unctuous. Theo’s is more orange than sweet, which is a thin line and easy to cross. And the candied oranges are divine. A nice touch. Mother will weep into a napkin when I give them to her. So… 10/10.”

He can see on her face that there are so many questions she wants to ask him. He’d just given her so much information with so few words. He knows, by the way she pulls her bottom lip between her teeth and the way her eyes dart over his face trying to read him – his brows, his eyes, his cheeks, his lips. By now she certainly knows how much he can communicate and hide from his expressions alone and is cataloging every single detail before he shutters back up again.

He wonders what she sees.

She drags her eyes back up to his and gives him a sheepish grin. “I helped.” So earnest as she bites her lip, waiting.

He doesn’t know what to say. Can’t help the smile that ticks up one corner of his lips. “I know,” he whispers.

She glances down at their hands, his thumb unwittingly rubbing a slow circle around her pulse point. She’s warm. And soft. He swears there’s sparks where their skin meets; can feel her pulse under his fingers. He doesn’t register that he’s just stood there, goggling at her, stroking her wrist until he feels her pulse increase. Literally feels it tick under his thumb. He meets her gaze and drops her hand, breaking the spell. He takes a step back, bringing the offending hand up to rake his fingers self-consciously through his hair.

She blinks. “Tea? It’s ginger.”

He smiles. “I know.”

“Citrus sugar?”

“Yes, please.” He swallows thickly, taking the pie plate from her hands just to have something to do. To have a moment to gather himself. “Daph, should I cut you a piece?” He croaks. Refusing to meet either Theo or Daphne’s gaze. He knows they’re together, leaning against the sink, watching them. He telepathically begs her to respond. He’s not above using a bit of Legilimency to plant the idea in her head. Luckily, he doesn’t have to.

“Sure!” She exclaims cheerily. Too cheerily.

Cheeks ablaze, he meets her gaze only after she responds. By the wide grin on her face, he knows he’ll hear about this night again soon. He hazards a glance at Theo who smirks at him. Yup, definitely hearing about this soon.

Starting the next day whenever Hermione had something citrus or ginger flavored, she brought him one too. Nargles.

A Crabbies at the bar, a scone, a slice of gingerbread or lemon loaf, fruits, a random plant, or herb that smelled or tasted like citrus or ginger – wild lemons, lime, oranges, pomelos – foreign biscuits and Stasised pastries from her travels. And soon he started returning the favor. Nargles. Big, hairy nargles.

Chapter 33: DRACO - BETTER LIES

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TUE 31 OCT

On Halloween, the gang meet up at Nott Manor to pre-party. Having forsaken a theme this year the costumes are… all over the place. Daphne and Theo are an Angel and Devil. Pansy and Harry are Nurse and Doctor. Blaise and Ginevra are Vampires. Neville and Luna are Explorer and Grumpkin (another of the creatures Luna is always nattering on about… And for some reason it’s purple.) Ron is with his new girlfriend, Lavender Brown. Ron is a Quidditch Star (for the umpteenth year in a row) and Lavender is a Muggle Cheerleader. Padma and Parvati are also dressed as Muggle Cheerleaders. Draco is dressed as a Muggle Detective which means he’s ‘just wearing his usual clothes with a trench coat, Fedora, and pipe’ (as Pansy had so astutely observed). Hermione is Catwoman, a muggle superhero. She’s in cat ears, a soft black long sleeve catsuit that zips down the front, and black knee-high heeled platform boots. She’d charmed a long cat tail that flicks and moves but doesn’t exist in meatspace so she can ‘dance and move without tripping over it all night.’

They gather in a sitting room decked out with streamers, pumpkins, ghouls, and goblins. There’s a little bar where elves dressed as tiny vampires serve drinks and custom co*cktails. Couches and chairs are arranged in a circle around low tables laden with finger foods and hookah pipes.

Draco’s on one of the couches sipping a whiskey neat and smoking a mango-flavored hookah when he sees Hermione hit her limit with Lavender, Parvati and Padma who are blathering about Divination. Hermione’s eyes plead for Pansy to save her, but the witch simply smirks at her and turns back to Harry. She looks to Daphne who’s engrossed in a conversation with Neville and Luna. He knows she’s about to look at him next when her chest rises and falls on a long sigh. Draco had swiftly discovered Hermione’s tell whenever she was about to look at him in group situations. A vestige from the height of their frost when he was quite literally the last person in the world she’d wanted to acknowledge. He knew to look away whenever he saw a long sigh or her roll her eyes in resignation. Tonight, it’s the former, and Draco busies himself with ashing the hookah. He’d let her stew for a bit. He wonders if he has any tells she’s picked up on. From the corner of his eye, he sees her fish her mobile out of the top of her boot and pretend to take a call (she doesn’t even bother checking the screen or pressing any buttons), snagging a fresh bottle of Crabbies on her way out. He’d bet any amount of galleons she’s heading to the library.

After twenty minutes his glass is empty, he’s a bit lightheaded from the hookah… and he decides to test his theory. He excuses himself from a conversation about the Cannons with Blaise, Harry, and Ginevra, and heads to the library. On his way out, Theo calls for a game of beer pong. Potter pipes up from his spot on the couch next to Pansy. Draco says he knows just the person to take them down.

Sure enough, she’s in the library. Sat in one of the overstuffed chairs, reading a collection of 19th Century Muggle Poetry.

“Granger, it's Halloween. You can’t spend it in the library.”

She giggles. “Oh yeah? What’s your excuse?”

He smirks. “Detective work.”

Her eyes flash and she lets the book fall closed in her lap. She brings her wrists together in supplication. The motion pushes her breasts together and deepens his view of her cleavage. “Are you here to arrest me, Mr. Malfoy?”

Zip! His mind goes blank and his co*ck twitches at the sight.

What would she do if he locked her wrists together? Smirking, he drags his eyes down to her lips, her chest, her wrists then back up to her eyes. “I’ll let you off with a warning.”

She grins and picks the book back up.

“Anything good in there?”

“Actually, yeah. I just learned the provenance of the expression, ‘Water, water everywhere and not a drop to drink’.”

“Hmm, never heard it. Who said it?”

“Coleridge. ‘Day after day after day after day. We stuck, nor breath nor motion. As idle as a painted ship upon a painted ocean. Water, water, everywhere, and all the boards did shrink; Water, water, everywhere, and not a drop to drink’.”

Water, water everywhere… A sea of witches and the one that intrigued him most…

“Potter and Theo want to play beer pong. A little birdie told me you beat some fellow countrymen in the Maldives. Something about them having to buy you all a round of drinks and when they lost the rematch they had to streak into the ocean?” He quirks a brow.

She grins. “I plead the fifth, your honor.”

They trounce Potter and Theo in beer pong. Since the night was still young, they’d played for fun only. No stakes. Which meant the losers didn’t have to perform dares or submit to punishment.

After pong, Draco and Hermione return to the sitting room, squeeze in beside each other and pass the pipe while they each down another bottle of ginger beer. Slightly buzzed and hazy from the hookah, the group all Apparate to the Apparition point in Diagon and troop noisily to the Leaky.

Hermione gets a real call just as they’re turning the corner and hangs back to fish her mobile from her boot. Her face lights up when she checks the call screen. “Mom!” She exclaims.

Draco and Pansy look back at her and she waves them off mouthing for them to go in without her. Once inside, he’s pulled to the back corner for a game of dare darts. After each round, the highest scoring person challenges the lowest scorer to a dare. It starts off rather tame. Blaise dares Theo to dance on the bar for the next song. The next round, Draco dares Blaise to take a belly shot off Ginevra. Next Draco dares Theo to take a belly shot off Daphne. Draco to Blaise: another belly shot off Ginevra.

Theo to Draco: “Take a belly shot off of… anyone.”

Draco shoots Theo a challenging look. “That’s not fair. I didn’t come with a date.” He liked seeing his friends paired up, but it certainly had its disadvantages.

Theo claps him on the shoulder. “Mate, we’re in a bar full of people. No one here would say no to you.”

Draco’s eyes dart to Pansy. “Pa-”

“Don’t even think about it,” Pansy deadpans.

“Would you let Harry do a body shot off you?”

Pansy flicks her eyes to Potter over at the pool table and she smiles. “If he asked.” She pats him on the cheek and saunters over to Potter.

Draco’s eyes drift to Hermione who’s dancing with some bloke. “Give me another dare,” he snarls.

Theo shrugs and shakes his head. “Can’t, mate. That’s the dare.”

“Is this a precedent you’re setting for the game moving forward or just tonight? Because that’s dangerous. Have you thought through the implications?”

Theo scowls. “No backsies…” He demurs a bit. “Just for tonight.”

“Fine.” Draco stalks to the bar and turns on the charm to ask the bartender.

She grins up at him, pours the shot and hands it to him as she lays out on the bar. The crowd gathered around them whoop and holler.

Draco wins the next round and with zeal in his eyes dares Theo to streak naked around the block.

Theo chortles. “Well, that is quite the escalation. Are you sure?”

Draco shrugs and nods defiantly. “I’ve commissioned a dare and apparently, there are no backsies.” He narrows his eyes at Theo. “Are you refusing? Commissioner!” He whirls around, searching for Blaise over the heads of the crowd. He knows he’s being absolutely obnoxious, but Theo’s stunt had rankled, and payback did have a certain reputation to uphold. “Commissioner! Who’s mediating tonight?”

“Right.” Theo chuckles. “Who’s gonna watch my pasty white arse as I run away?”

Blaise steps in dragging over Pansy and Potter. “Well, when ya put it like that!” He teases Theo who’s making his way toward the front door.

Hermione stumbles over to them with the random bloke she’d been dancing with following close behind her.

Draco watches Pansy fill Hermione in on the details, her eyes widening with each new piece of information. He blinks, dazed, as he registers her next words.

“I’ll do it with him!” She squeals.

Theo grins.

Pansy scowls at Hermione. Her look turns positively murderous when Mr. Random agrees to streak too. She grasps Hermione’s shoulders. “Look at me, Granger!” Pansy barks. “Are you sure?”

Hermione smiles at her and nods.

“How drunk are you on a scale of one to ten?”

Hermione gives her a lazy smile. “Four.”

“Granger!” Pansy admonishes.

“Okay!” Her face drops a little. “Five.”

Pansy narrows her eyes.

“Pansy, we streaked in the Maldives. What’s the problem?”

He quirks an eyebrow up at that. He hadn’t heard that they’d streaked.

Pansy scoffs. “That was nighttime beach vacation streaking. There was no one else around. Not to mention Rita f*cking Skeeter was thousands of miles away. This is Diagon. We’re not exactly anonymous here.”

Hermione shrugs.

Pansy can’t let it go. “I feel like ‘sober Hermione’ would want me to stop her.”

Hermione shakes Pansy’s hands off her shoulder. “Well, this Hermione wants to do it! Let’s make a deal: I’ll do it and you can give me a Sober Up potion right after. If I regret it, you give me this memory and show me how adamant I was. But if I sober up and don’t regret it, we belly back up to the bar and get me loosened up all over again! Deal?”

Pansy huffs. “Deal. But your tattoos stay hidden. And get rid of that blasted tail!”

Hermione flashes Theo a thumbs up and a big grin, then Finites her tail and tears her cat ears off her head, throwing them to Draco.

He smirks at her when he catches them.

“Count us down!” Theo yells.

Their friends start counting down from ten and soon the rest of the crowd is too. Most don’t even know what they’re counting for until they get to ‘two’ and the streakers start running, tearing off their clothes and shoes. Everyone’s laughing and cheering as wands, shoes and costumes fly into the air and the trio races down Diagon and hooks a left at Vertik to loop around the strip. Spurred on, more people join in, tearing off their clothes and hoofing it behind the original crew. Pansy, Ginevra, and Daphne dart out to collect Theo and Hermione’s cast-offs.

Blaise is charged with gathering the clothes for the random bloke. He gathers them, grumbling all the while that such a task is beneath the Commissioner. “That should be written into the rules!” He yells as he plucks up random bloke’s unmentionables.

The crowd erupts again as the bleary silhouettes of the trio solidify in the distance. Draco doesn’t look down as Hermione approaches. He keeps his eyes on her face as she shimmies into her costume, with Pansy and Daph shielding her from the cheering crowd.

Sobered up, Hermione grins and says that she’s still fine with the streaking. The bartender calls over to them and offers them a round of free drinks.

“Yippee!” Hermione calls as she stalks toward the bar. “I have to catch back up to everyone anyway.” She and Theo grab seats at the bar. Daphne stands behind Theo. Under the auspices of placing Hermione’s cat ears back on her head, Draco steps up behind Hermione, cutting off Mr. Random who skulks away.

Hermione leans back and giggles up at him, adjusting the ears.

“What can I get everyone?” The bartender asks, smiling at Draco.

A beer for Daphne, a ginger beer for himself, and tequila shots for Theo and Hermione. The bartender sets up a row of shots and pours the tequila across all of them, placing a lime wedge in front of each glass before handing them each a saltshaker.

Theo and Hermione knock back one shot after the other. Theo hands his fifth to Daphne and Hermione giggles, swiveling on the bar stool to hand her fifth to Draco.

He steps into the space between her parted legs and accepts the shot as she pours the salt on the junction between her thumb and pointer finger. He smirks, holding her gaze as he licks the salt. He closes his lips over the sensitive skin and sucks gently. She gasps and squirms in her seat. After he knocks back the shot, she reaches behind herself for the lime wedge which be bites from between her fingers.

He smiles down at her, and she tilts her head to meet his eyes. He removes the lime wedge from his mouth then knocks on the bar with his ring to signal the bartender and orders Hermione a glass of water. He motions for her to drain the glass, which she does after pouting up at him. He drags his eyes down the column of her throat, to the top of her cleavage, finding the catsuit is zipped lower than it was earlier in the night.


She swivels to set the empty glass on the bar before turning back to him. “Done. See, ah!” Her jaw drops and she sticks her tongue out.

His co*ck twitches at the sight and he swallows thickly.

She co*cks her head. “Pool?”

He chuckles. “I heard you sucked at pool.”

She crooks a finger and beckons him in closer. He bends down and she pulls him in by the collar until her lips are a breath away. Her breath is warm as it ghosts over the shell of his ear. “I’ve been practicing,” she whispers. She gives him a conspiratorial smile as he meets her gaze. Their faces are millimeters apart. She puts her finger to her lips. “But shh, keep that hush-hush. Let’s use that to our advantage.” The look on her face is equal parts smug and happy.

He quirks a brow at her, and she mimics his face in jest. In case her newfound confidence is just bluster and liquid courage, he’s good enough at pool for the both of them. “Let’s do it,” he agrees.

She taps the side of her nose twice. Our little secret. “Better lies.” She winks.

He smirks.

They make their way over to the pool tables and call dibs on the next game. Once they get possession of a table, they rack up and win the first game off his skill alone, with her playing the role of fuddy-duddy. The next game they win with a series of her ‘lucky shots.’

“You had me worried,” he whispers as she lines up her penultimate shot. “I’m impressed.”

She gives him another smug look as the losers clear the table. Theo and Blaise stumble over and demand a match. He lets her at it, and she wins with a perfect game, down to 8 ball corner pocket and a trick shot that she looked so f*cking sexy landing. Merlin only knows when he’d ditched the trench coat. He thanks his lucky stars that he made it through the game without anyone commenting on the bulge in his pants. Blame the sight of her bent over the table, the flash of cleavage as she lined up her shot, and the sight of her pert, round ass in that catsuit. His co*ck twitches again. Gods, his brain was an obscene place during those three games.

He needed air.

Chapter 34: HERMIONE - 20 QUESTIONS

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TUE 31 OCT

Hermione’s spoils include a hundred galleons and two dares each from Theo and Blaise. Draco disappears after their final win citing the need for some fresh air and the chance to search for his missing trench coat.

“What are the rules on saving dares?” She asks Theo and Blaise.

Blaise tells her that she’s untested and so doesn’t have the clearance for wild dares. Her dares can only be used during an active dare-based game.

“Fair. What are dare-based games?”

“Truth or dare, dare-darts. Dares can also be built into the rules for Never Have I Ever and 20 Questions.”

“Can I use a banked dare to deny a dare levied against me?”

“Yes, but only if you have a banked dare from that person. You can’t use a banked dare from Theo to block a dare from me.”

“I see. And can another person dare me to do the thing I just refused from Theo?”

“In a veritaserum game? No, it’s one and done. However, if there are no truth agents (like veritaserum), compulsive agents or spells (like Comperio), dares may be repeated.”

“Brutal,” she mutters as she shakes hands with Theo and Blaise. “I accept those terms.” Turning to Draco, who’s returned with Pansy and Harry in tow, she says, “I’m going to the bar. You coming?”

He smiles down at her. “Sure.”

Blaise trails behind them with drink orders from those remaining by the pool tables.

They do shots with Blaise by the bar before he returns to the rest of the group. She and Malfoy knock back another before she drags him onto the dance floor. They’re dancing to a new wizard pop song when they’re surrounded by the group corralling them out the door, toward the Apparition point. Their next stop is a Muggle club where Harry got a VIP section so they can eat and regroup before more drinking and dancing.

They Apparate to the alley near the club and walk around to the front, and skip the line before being ushered inside by Harry’s contact. He leads them to a VIP table laden with bottles of champagne on ice. They settle in around their table. Hermione finds herself sat between Malfoy and Pansy.

“We should eat first. Then champagne,” Pansy counsels, as she passes around the stack of menus.

Hermione puts her hair up to get it off her neck then sets her cat ears on the table in front of her. Malfoy snaps them up, placing them on his head in place of his fedora and grinning down at her.

She smiles at him. “If you were a cat, what would your name be?”

He quirks a brow at her. “Did you snort some gillyweed when you were running down Knockturn?”

She smirks. “Come on.” She unlocks her phone, navigates to her camera app, and snaps a photo of him. Showing him the photo, she asks, “What would you name that cat?”

“Benvolio.”

She grins. “I was thinking Bartholomew.”

Draco chuckles, “That was the name of my Classics tutor.”

She giggles. “How many tutors did you have?”

He shrugs. “Lost count.”

“Did you run them off?”

“Not all of them...” He smirks as he places the cat ears onto her head. “What would you name yourself as a cat?”

“Hmm… I forgot what I look like,” she demurs, handing him her phone to snap a pic.

He turns the phone to show her the image. “Kitty.”

He smirks.

“No, Snuggles.”

Draco chuckles. “I pegged you for the type to name a cat something weird like Mingus or…” He pauses, eyes closed while he searches his mind for a doozy of a name. “Crookshanks.”

Hermione giggles. “Ooh, Mingus. That’s your cat name!”

She scrolls to the photo of him with the cat ears and turns the screen toward him. “Meet Mingus.”

They laugh.

“I’ll text this one to you,” she says.

“Hermione, have you decided what you’re ordering yet?” Pansy asks, jostling Hermione as she spreads out the comically large menu. Hermione’s thumb slips and scrolls too far left, displaying a selfie she’d taken earlier to send to Viktor. A mirror selfie from the bathroom at Nott Manor. One hand is in her curls and her catsuit is zipped alluringly low, exposing a precarious amount of cleavage of her cleavage.

“Send me that one too,” Draco teases before getting roped in by Theo and Daphne, seated on his other side, to strategize food selections.

Why does she tap the sexy selfie then scroll right to also select the image she’d originally intended to share with Draco… And then sends him both? Blame liquid courage. Bold, brazen, shameless liquid courage.

They’re so close she can feel his phone buzz in the pocket of his trousers.

And they’re so close she can see the faint blush spread up his neck and cheek when he flicks to the second image. He clicks the screen off when Theo leans in to ask him another question. He clears his throat and glances down, smirking at her when their eyes meet. “Well played,” he growls.

Her own phone buzzes with a text from Viktor reminding her to send the promised picture of her costume. Another buzz brings a text asking her to call him. She leans over to Pansy, asking her and Potter to stand so she can exit the booth.

“Wait, what do you want?” Pansy calls after her.

“Order me a cheeseburger with everything; fries; and a big honking co*ke, please!”

With that Hermione traipses outside to call Krum. The frigid night air feels good on her skin. Viktor’s spending a few quiet days with family in the Bulgarian countryside. His reception is spotty, so their conversation wraps quickly, effectively cut short when a younger cousin begs to play the beta version of a new game featuring furious fowl on Viktor’s smartphone.

When Hermione returns to the snakes, she squeezes back between Pansy and Draco in the booth. Pansy is mid-snog with Harry and Draco resumes his conversation with Theo and Blaise. She puts her hand on his thigh under the table, feeling his muscles flex in surprise under her palm. When he turns to her, she asks if the waiter took their order. He shakes his head, his eyes flicking down to her hand on his thigh. Feeling a blush spreading over her cheeks, she removes her hand while his eyes track its path back to her own lap. A moment later, the waitress appears with towers of nachos, salsa and guacamole for the table.

They’re munching on the chips when Malfoy turns back to her and asks. “On a scale of one to ten: How drunk are you right now?”

She considers it. “Three? You?”

“Five. How drunk were you planning to get tonight?” He asks.

“Seven. You?”

He shrugs. “Same.”

“Okay. Do you want to do a bottle of something?”

He looks down at her drink. “Rum would go with your co*ke.”

She smiles. “Let’s do it!”

He signals the section attendant, who returns with the rum and sparklers a few minutes later. They giggle. “Let’s play a game,” he says, nudging her thigh with his.

She lets out a puff of air, scanning the rest of the group. All of whom are whispering (or more) with their dates for the night. “Everyone else is busy.”

He gestures between her and himself. “You and me.”

She narrows her eyes at him. “What game do you play with two people?”

He shrugs. “20 questions. Answer or sip. Tame. No dares.”

She smirks. “Fine. You go first.”

He shakes his head and chuckles. “Flip for it.”

She conjures a galleon, and he calls tails as she flips it. It lands heads up on the table between them. “You go first.” She repeats before Vanishing it.

True to his word, he starts off tame. “Middle name?”

She smiles. “Jean. Favorite season?”

“Summer.”

“Why?”

“My birthday’s June 30th.”

She scoffs. “That’s it? It’s your favorite season because of your birthday? Not because of the weather, or the beach, or long vacations?”

He shrugs. “Must there be a deeper reason, Granger? You asked, I answered.”

She taps her lip while she considers. “Touché.”

He winks at her. “Best advice you’ve ever received?”

Way off-key, she croons, “True to your heart. You must be true to your heart!”

He chuckles. “Did you show us The Goofy Movie just so we would understand that reference one day?”

She giggles. “Maybe.”

“Real answer, please.”

She sighs. “Honestly, it’s not that far off from that. ‘To thine own self be true.’ Hmm… what’s your favorite thing about yourself?”

He pauses to consider. “Thoughtfulness. It’s something I can use both for myself and for other people.”

She smiles and nods in understanding.

He narrows his eyes at her. “What’s a question you’d never answer?”

As if! She rolls her eyes at him and takes a sip. “I thought you said tame. Do you have any favorite colors?”

He smiles. “I have two.”

“And they are…?” She coaxes.

“Gray and red.”

Gray, she knew. But red? Really? She frowns. “Not green?”

He shakes his head slowly, a gleam in his eye. “Not green.”

“Astoria said it was green.”

“I bet she did,” he deadpans.

She snorts. “How many people know your actual favorite colors?”

He smiles. “The people around this table.”

“Is this you trusting me with a secret?” She asks, tapping the side of her nose.

He chuckles. “Granger, this whole game is about trust.”

She co*cks her head. “I thought it was about getting me drunk.”

“That too.”

“You wear gray all the time. I never see you in red. How is red one of your favorite colors?”

He shrugs. “Just is.”

She narrows her eyes. “Is that all I’m going to get out of you?”

He gives her a lopsided smile. “I figured you’d understand. You’re in black all the time… But I don’t think it’s your favorite color either.”

She smiles as she shakes her head.

“What is it?”

“Is that your question?”

He shrugs.

“It’s changed a few times in my life. When I was younger it was purple. Now I think it’s pink. Deep pinks. Magenta, fuchsia, hot pink. No pastels. Who knows, in a few years it may be something else.” She smiles. “What’s your actual question?”

“Do you believe in love at first sight?”

Hermione considers the question. Love was devotion and affection, connection and delight. Love grew over time. It wasn’t just a feeling. Love was an ethic. Love was a verb. Lust at first sight, she believed in. But love at first sight? “No, I don’t believe in love at first sight.” She smiles softly. “Do you?”

Cautiously, he meets her gaze. “Maybe,” he says faintly.

Oh. “Has it happened for you?”

He narrows his eyes at her, breaking the spell. “Is that your question?”

She glances away. “Yes?”

He reaches for the bottle and takes a swig. “What’s your idea of a perfect date?”

She takes a deep breath. “That’s a tough one. It’s never really about where you are so much as what you make of it, ya know? Is it one of those dates with good meaty conversations and you’re only stopping to take a bite or a sip of wine? Is it one of those fun dates filled with laughs, banter, and good conversation? Is it one of those really sexy, romantic first dates where you’re like giddy and almost breathless? The wine is good, and the lights are low. You feel sexy and desired, and your date is just scrumptious. Everything feels like a prelude to sex and you’re vibing off each other and it’s all innuendo and coy smiles?” She shrugs. “It depends. There’s no one size fits all date.”

Though an eyebrow’s quirked, he’s nodding in understanding.

Maybe she’s pressing her luck but… she doesn’t stop herself from asking, “What did you like about Astoria?”

He meets her gaze. “I would answer that question for you in private. Nut not here.” He lifts the bottle to his lips.

She stills his hand. “What about a Muffliato?”

That muscle ticks in his jaw.

She keeps her hand on his. “Don’t drink. It’s okay.”

“Nope, that's the rule.” He nudges her thigh with his and smiles. He takes a sip but doesn’t retract his thigh. “What’s the stupidest excuse you’ve used to get out of a date?”

She smirks at him, takes the bottle and swigs. “When did you realize that you’d rather chase a great love and risk losing it than not have love at all?”

His eyes grow hooded. His gaze heavy and lazy upon her, slipping from her eyes to her lips to her neck, then back up where she’s sure she’s blushing under such charged appraisal.

Damn her physiology for always betraying her innermost thoughts. What trickster god invented blushing anyway?

It’s the most intense look he’s ever given her… Not that she’s keeping track. His hand is a warm weight over hers as he tries to take the bottle and she silently vows to ask simpler questions.

Chapter 35: DRACO - DRUNK TONGUE

Notes:

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Chapter Text

TUE 31 OCT

This is why Granger held her own in the den of snakes. “That question presupposes too much, Granger,” Draco says as he tries to take the bottle from her.

She meets his steady gaze and holds firm. “It presupposes nothing, Malfoy. It is empirical.”

Empirical? She’d been here four bloody months. She didn’t have enough data to be empirical. That question was a whammy! “No, Granger. It’s a whammy.”

She tightens her grip on the bottle. “Switch to co*ke for a bit.” She smiles and places her co*ke in front of him with her other hand. “Give me time to catch up.”

He narrows his eyes but complies, sipping the soft drink. Since they’d taken the gloves off, he asks, “What are you most afraid of? I’m not talking spiders or rats. What keeps you up at night?”

She gives him a rueful smile, holding nothing back. “Failure. I fear being exposed as a fraud. I’m afraid to be found lacking… or worthless. I fear losing myself.” She sighs. “Not just abandoning myself but… giving away too many pieces and not getting them back when I need them. Or ever again.”

He holds her heavy, searching gaze until she breaks it, bringing the bottle to her lips for a long pull. A physical burn to rival her aching heart.

He chides himself, ‘what the f*ck happened to tame?’

She wipes a drop from her lips. “What’s the worst thing about being single, Malfoy?”

He takes a deep breath. “A cold bed. What’s the best thing about being single?”

Her response is instantaneous. “The freedom. What’s the second worst thing about being single?”

His response is just as swift. “The pretending.” Gods, the pretending. An old Sam Cooke song plays in his head. ‘Oh yes, I’m the great pretender. Pretending I’m doing so well. My need is such, I pretend too much. I’m lonely but no one can tell.’

He gives his next question a bit of thought before asking, What’s the worst thing about being single?”

She’s silent in her contemplation. “Not feeling like someone’s priority. Their first choice. Feeling like maybe it’s because I ask for too much…” She snorts before chuckling darkly. “Or honestly, maybe I offer too little. Maybe I’m simply not willing to pay the price that’s asked of me for a great love.” Sighing, she shrugs. “What’s the best thing about being single?”

“The anticipation,” he says without missing a beat, eyes tracking the hitch of her breath, the flash of her tongue as it darts across her lips, and the kiss of pink blooming up her neck and cheeks.

His stomach growls as he smells food. Merlin, he’s hungry. Not just for food. For her. For her he’s… ravenous. Three waitstaff appear laden with trays of food. They set down all the snakes’ burgers and fries and Pansy directs them to set an order of mozzarella sticks in front of him and Hermione. One waiter refreshes her co*ke, and Draco signals for him to bring a glass for him and some more pitchers of water. The table is silent while the snakes devour their meal, savoring the crunchy fried goodness after a night of drinking, dancing, and hijinks that’s far from over.

Soon the table is buzzing with chatter again and they’re each cracking open their own bottle of Champagne and toasting to good times. The other couples slowly drift downstairs to the dancefloor while Draco and Hermione return to their game.

He nudges her thigh, picking absently at one of the mozzarella sticks she hadn’t eaten. He swipes it through the marinara sauce and pops it into his mouth. He looks down at her as he brushes the corners of his mouth with his thumb and pointer finger and licks his fingers. “Number ten.” He winks at her. “Do you enjoy massages?”

She rolls her eyes and takes a swig from her champagne bottle. She stares pointedly at him. “Do you enjoy massages?”

He shrugs. “Depends on who’s offering.” He swivels in his seat and points to his shoulder. “Took a bludger here the other day and it still smarts. Don’t be shy.”

She giggles and swats at him.

“Do you like grand gestures?” He asks as he turns around, his eyes intent upon her face.

She frowns. “I don’t know. I think it’s really the little things for me. Grand gestures always seem so… public, you know? They’re like, ‘hey look at this thing I did for her’ instead of ‘here’s this thing I’ve done for you. Or with you.’ The grand gestures never seem to be about the recipient. They can sometimes feel embarrassing. Or maybe I’ve been getting the wrong gestures?” She sighs. “I don’t really know…” She peters off, reaching for her Champagne bottle.

He nods and stills her hand. “‘I don’t know’ is a valid answer. You don’t have to drink on that.”

She smiles at him. “And what about you?”

“Well, with Pureblood families there’s courting and betrothal and the requisite gifts. The wizards aren’t really on the receiving end of gestures. Grand or otherwise. We’re usually the ones making the grand gestures and giving the gifts. We’re the ones that have the power and the resources, so it makes sense, but you know… Sometimes it would be nice to get a little token of affection. To answer your question: I wouldn’t know.”

A “Hmm,” escapes her as she considers this information. “Interesting.”

He grins. “Though I suppose in the old days, when you offered a lady your handkerchief and she gave it back to you… you had something of hers. Does that count?”

She giggles and swats him. “Gross!”

“Why are you still single?” He asks before he can stop himself.

She scoffs. “I’m not single.”

He co*cks his head at her and taps her bottle with his ring.

“Fine,” she grumbles and takes a swig. “In my defense, I don’t have the bandwidth for anything more than casual right now. I can’t do serious. Viktor and I have been… playing it by ear for a few years now-”

He frowns. Once again, the words are out before he can stop them. “He hasn’t claimed you-”

She sighs. “The minute we show up on the Society pages there’s going to be an Inquest about who I am, and what I want. Am I after his fame? His prestige? They’re going to call me a distraction when he doesn’t catch the Snitch. They’re going to follow me around. I’m going to get Howlers. And all for what? He’s the Star player of his Quidditch team. He doesn’t need the distraction and I don’t need the stress. His team management likes that with me around he’s not chasing as many skirts as he was when he first went Pro. He’s less distracted, incidentally. They’re squashing Prophet headlines about us and downgrading them to blind items once or twice a month. That’s the Prophet’s new racket: extorting the team to pull stories and blind items. And I’m sure you know the price goes up just a smidge every single time. They dubbed me his ‘mystery woman.’ He hasn’t claimed me because I don’t want to be claimed.” She smiles softly. “They’ll call me ‘just the girlfriend’ or a ‘fling.’ Which will be fine until they start counting how many years it’s been without a ring. Then they’ll cast me as pathetic. Or if we just show up in the Society pages with no statement, then I’m the kept woman… Or worse, a gold-digger. I can’t win for losing. And besides, I didn’t move all the way to England to-” She catches herself and slaps her mouth shut self-consciously.

Finish that sentence woman. Didn’t move to England to what? Didn’t move to England to what!

She shakes her head, her lips caged behind her fingers.

He rolls his eyes in jest.

“No, I already drank,” she says. “I don’t have to answer. Do you believe in soulmates?”

“No,” he spits without missing a beat.

She smiles and raises her eyebrows in surprise. “Really, but you believe in-”

He narrows his eyes at her, cutting her off with, “Is that your next question?”

“Sure.”

“Then it’ll have to wait until I ask mine.

“Oh, come on, Malfoy. Just ‘no,’ end of story. Who are you - Pansy?”

“No is a complete sentence, Granger.”

She rolls her eyes and slumps down in the booth because she knows he’s right.

He hooks his hand under her leg and pulls her closer to him, leaving her leg resting on his thigh. He leans in and says, his voice almost a growl, “What turns you on.”

She flushes. “That.” And takes a swig. “Why don’t you believe in soulmates?”

He rolls his eyes and drops his head against the back of the booth. “Oh, come on Granger. There’s seven billion people alive right now and I’m supposed to find my soul’s mate in the 70 years I have on this earth? Get a grip. Do you know the machinations it would take to finagle two souls to be in just the right spot at the right time and have the right chemistry? That sounds like one of those unsolvable Sunday Prophet puzzles-”

“They’re not unsolvable,” she interjects.

“Have you solved one?” He asks, sounding mulish to his own ears.
She smirks. “Not yet.”

He scoffs. “And what if there’s more than one soulmate? How many million, billion souls have existed and currently exist on this Earth? You don't do calculations with billions of variables on the scale of log10. You and I both know that’s not possible. That’s not good data science. Why can’t Theo be my soulmate and Blaise and Pansy and Daphne and whoever else. My soulmate can only be my wife? If soulmates were real, Pureblood families wouldn’t be set up the way they are. That combination of magic and near-infinite resources would have been honed over generations to divine each person’s soulmate through… blood magic or something. So, no, I do not believe in soulmates…” He quirks a brow. “Do you?”

“Is that your question?” She spits.

His eyes flash to her. “No.” He chuckles.

“You would combine your magic with someone who you don’t believe is your soulmate?”

“For the good of my family and because of my responsibilities as the sole heir and future head of the Malfoy Estate?Yes. I would absolutely do that. As have so many Malfoy heirs before me. Marriage isn’t all ‘rainbows and butterflies,’ Granger-”

‘Point Malfoy,’ she mouths mockingly.

“It’s business.”

She scoffs. “If you truly believed that, you would have settled down with – I don’t know – Astoria. In fact, why didn’t you? From the looks of it-”

He spits Muffliato and Disillusionment charms. “Because she was f*cking annoying! They all are. I’m casting my lot with the witch who makes my skin crawl the least! With whatever precious time I have, I’ll find that witch and we’ll scratch out a life together. Hopefully we’ll grow to love each other before the little ones ship off to Prep and we can spend our lives traveling, eating good food and drinking good wine. Maybe my friends will like her but if they don’t then she’ll have her own friends. I’ll have my Potions and Estate business and other businesses and whatever the f*ck else I want to do. Marriage is but one part of my life, Granger. It won’t be my entire life. Please, I beg you, don’t bring Astoria up again. I don’t think about her anymore. Neither should you.”

He narrows his eyes at her, unsure if that look on her face is sadness or pity. Or worse… both?

She reaches for him, confirming his suspicion.

“Don’t.” He turns his head. He didn’t want her pity.

She returns her hand to her lap.

When he’s got his emotions under control and some walls up, he turns his head back to her and tracks his eyes down her body to her hand in her lap. The other is wrapped around the bottle in the crook of her leg resting on his. He knows his gaze on her is heavy, hungry. When he meets her eyes again, she doesn’t look away. “Where’s the ‘eat me’ cookie?”

Her eyes widen and her mouth drops in surprise. She narrows her eyes. “I don’t-”

He chuckles, tapping her bottle with his ring again. “Better lies, Granger. Lying poorly is against the terms of our truce.”

“How-”

“Ah ah ah.” He taps the bottle again. “Drink first, then question.”

She huffs at him before taking a reluctant swig. That look of challenge he both fears and adores crosses her face. “Why do you want to know where the ‘eat me’ cookie is?”

His smug, triumphant look at her confirmation of the cookie is short-lived because- sh*te. He pokes his tongue into his cheek. He takes a sip, refusing to answer. “Why tattoos?”

She bites her lip in thought. They sit for a while, him studying her as she crafts her answer. “I got tired of hearing that I didn’t seem like the person to xyz... Everything I did people were comparing it against some version of me I thought I’d left behind years ago. Why are they clinging so hard? Here I am in front of them and they’re talking about her. I think the tattoos started as a statement, ya know? Like a ‘f*ck you.’ Then I found I liked the whole ordeal. And I could become a collage of the things I loved most. Not just books and plants and stuff, but ideas. And they’re all so pretty. When I got my first few, I would just sit and stare at them. Now they’re all just ‘my skin.’ I don’t think about them so much. But I will say there’s a thrill in seeing someone get to explore them for the first time. There’s a rush of being traced and explored in that way. Like I’m the art. It…” She smiles self-consciously. ‘It turns me on a little bit. And I come with built-in conversation starters, ya know? ‘Oh, what’s that one?’ And ‘what’s that from?’ Sometimes I’ll forget if I have something and I have to text my guy back home like, ‘Did we already do the one of Pooh Bear fisting himself with honey’?”

He splutters on the sip of water he’d taken and Hermione cackles.

“I think it forced people to see me as an adult. My own person. A person who contains multitudes and doesn’t just fit into the simple little box they’d put me in. Would you ever get a tattoo?”

“Almost had one,” he replies, distant.

She frowns. “Really? What happened.”

His eyes snap to hers. “The Dark Lord fell.”

Slowly her eyes widen with understanding. “So… out of the question?”

He shrugs. “Tattoos and marks were touchy subjects with us for many years… Then you came along. I’ve heard Daphne and Pansy talking about it. I think… I think if you were to propose matching tattoos, that it would mean a lot to them. I think they’d say yes if they thought it meant a lot to you too.”

He can see the emotion in her face. He loves that some of his oldest friends have met someone who was moved to tears at the thought that they’d want a permanent way to remember her.

“Would that count as a grand gesture?” She asks.

He gives her a soft smile. “To them, the grandest.”

He hears the faint sound of Jay Z rapping over the Muffliato, ‘I don’t be at places where we comfy at with no be-atch. Oh no you won’t see that.’ “Have you ever cheated or been cheated on?” He asks.

She smirks. “That’s two questions.” Swot. “But I’ll answer them. To my knowledge, I have not been cheated on. And I have not violated the established terms of a relationship either in letter or in spirit. That’s my definition of cheating, by the way.” She winks and pokes at him. “A little bonus for ya. What about you? Same question.”

He looks down at her. “No. Never.” He licks his lips. “I’ll massage the truth. I am, after all, a Slytherin and a Malfoy. But, if I didn’t want to do something, I wouldn’t do it. If I don’t want to answer a question, I won’t. But I’m selfish, and possessive with what’s mine. I’m also careful, discreet… and loyal. I appreciate those qualities in the people around me, especially my friends. And they’re paramount in a partner. So no, I do not – how’d you put it? ‘Go against the established terms of a relationship either in letter or in spirit’.”

He takes a sip. Searching for another question. Something light this time. He remembers her rolling her eyes earlier while talking to Lavender and Parvati before fleeing to the library. “Do you believe in Divination?”

She scoffs. “Do not get me started on that drivel they dabble in. That is not Divination. Hmm,” she adds, tapping her chin while she ponders her next question. “How do you like to be loved?”

He closes his eyes and can’t help the smile that spreads across his lips as he gets lost in his thoughts. They wash over him in a warm, tipsy haze. Like her, he valued the little things above all else. As a man – and wizard – who had everything and access to anything, what else was there? She couldn’t possibly know how she’d stumbled onto so many of his love languages: bringing him good food and snacks; giving him things she knew or thought he might like; talking and texting with him for hours; expanding his worldview, respectfully challenging his beliefs (or, more politely than she did in the lab!); listening to him, seeking his advice; … making him feel smart and seen and… cherished. She was a good friend, after all. So, it was undoubtedly second nature to her, but not many people in his life did things for him just for the sake of it. Few people did anything for a Malfoy without ulterior motive. That he counted her such a good friend after only four months… meant the world to him. He feels a flush creep up his neck and cheeks and shakes his head, then raises his bottle for a sip.

“Malfoy!” She teases, waiting until he meets her amused gaze. “Surely you started this game to share information about yourself, and not just to get drunk,” she chides.

He shrugs. “I want to tell you things. There’s a war in here.” He taps his head. “Tell her, don’t tell her, tell her, don’t tell her…”

She chuckles. “Hmm, next time we play we should take veritaserum.”

His eyes flash to her and she puts her hand up in mock surrender. “I’m joking.”

“We only do Veritaserum on New Year’s. Just you wait. I hope you’ve been paying attention. Start preparing your questions now. We go for blood…”

She chuckles. “Good to know.”

His next question is, “Do you prefer kissing or cuddling?”

“Both. Don’t make me choose!” She grins. “I really like being touched. I like a hand on my shoulder, my thigh, my ass. I like being close. I like to sit on the same side of the table on dates. Seamus doesn’t mind but it… sometimes flusters Viktor. It’s kind of… cute.” She looks up at him. “Sorry, you don’t want to hear about Viktor.”

He smirks. “I don’t need visions of Krum slurping spaghetti at a little table playing footsie with you under the white tablecloth when I’m watching him play-”

She cuts him off to joke, “We play more than footsie,” descending into giggles when he growls at her.

“Granger, it’s fine. You can talk about them… But no, I’m not chomping at the bit to hear about your dates. As I’m sure you’re not interested in hearing about mine,” he hedges.

“Malfoy, do you actually enjoy dating? Getting dressed up, picking the restaurant, reviewing the menu? The nerves, the jitters, the excitement?”

He shrugs. “When it’s good, it's good. It gets tiring though. I want to be at the stage where I’m planning stuff for and with someone special. Not yet another first date. There are places I go alone or don’t take anyone but Mother so they remain untainted by dates. And so that the vultures don’t look for me there. I have some places I’d like to share with someone special but… I have to find her first.” He gives her a lazy smile, absolutely not imagining her across from him at that rooftop restaurant in Paris with breathtaking views of the city or that little beachside place in Solet. He slaps up some more walls. Speaking of which, “Who taught you Occlumency?” He asks.

Her eyes flash up to him. “I taught myself Occlumency. Who taught you Occlumency?” She asks.

It hadn’t been some hobby or passing fancy. Learning Occlumency had meant the difference between life and death… or worse, Azkaban. He gives her a weak smile and goes to take a sip.

She stills his hand and shakes her head.

His smile deepens with his next words. “Twenty. Let’s end the game off right, Granger. Tell me a secret about me. If you accept, I’ll give you a free dare for your dare bank.” He leans into her, so close their noses almost touch.

“Two dares,” she hedges.

He quirks a brow, nodding to accept the counteroffer.

She narrows her eyes. “Challenge accepted,” she whispers, not moving an inch.

“Good girl,” he growls.

“You are the most gorgeous man I’ve ever seen in my entire life, Draco Delicious Malfoy.” She grins ear to ear, eyes sparkling as she settles back into the booth.

His eyes widen. Delicious? He was Draco Lucius Malfoy. He was everybody’s cup of tea. But hearing it from her lips… and with that wordplay? His co*ck twitched. Merlin.

“Same question, same terms,” she offers, placing her champagne bottle on the table before plucking his bottle from his hands and placing it on the table beside hers with a smug grin, betting on him taking the bait.

He wonders if he should go for the gusto: You’re like nothing and no one I’ve ever met before… I can see myself falling in love with you.

Gods, he’s clobbered. He’d lost track of his alcohol consumption ages ago. He’s still trying to figure out how much of a bombshell to drop on her when her eyes widen and she Finites all his spells.

He can hear the music pounding in now. In one swift motion she pulls her leg off his and shoots up to her feet, albeit a little unsteadily. The DJ is scratching at the track and restarting the song as everyone hoots and cheers.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
Re Draco chapter titles ‘Drunk Tongue,’ and ‘Sober Mind’ (next Draco chapter): Reference to the expression “A drunk tongue speaks a sober heart,” and alternate phrasing, “A drunk tongue speaks a sober mind.” It means that people often say what they truly mean and act on their actual intentions after gaining some (or lots of) liquid courage.

Chapter 36: HERMIONE - EIGHT

Notes:

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Chapter Text

TUE 31 OCT

“Finally, they’re playing some freaking reggae!” Hermione squeals in excitement. Up on her feet, she grabs at the water pitcher and pours them both a glass. She thrusts one into Draco’s hand and drains hers, motioning for him to do the same. When he sets his empty glass on the table, she drags him down the stairs onto the dance floor. She grins, holding his hand up and rocking her hips rhythmically from side to side. “Dance with me!”

‘If I ever tell you ‘bout Maxine, you would say I don’t know what I know but… Murder she wrote!’ The crowd roars the lyrics as the lights flash and their bodies press against each other. The DJ deftly strings together song after song. ‘Soon you will find out the man I’m supposed to be! Bam bam, what a bam bam!’

‘I would like to get to know you baby. Like to get a piece of that sexy body.’

‘For the longest while we’re jamming in the party, and you’re wining on me. Pushing everything right back on top of me… Let me hold you. Girl, caress my body. Turn me on, turn me on.’

‘Hot and groovy in the soca party. She’s hot and groovy. Baila with me baby… She show me a motion that get my attention. Jam me in a cozy corner and whisper softly to me. Groove me and move me in the soca party. She said to move me and groove me, work up me body.’

For every song he’s there, singing along with her when he knows the words. His hands around her waist, gripping at her hips while he moves in time with her. Even if they’re pulled apart from each other for a song or two, they find their way back and it feels like heaven in his arms. His hips pressed against her, his hands everywhere.

‘We danced all night to the songs they played. Weekend come again, do it just the same… Remember the songs used to make you rock away. Those were the days when love used to reign.’

‘When I find that girl, I’ll lock her down. I swear that girl will be the only one for me. The one that makes my life complete… Could you be in front of my face? Good love is something that I want to embrace. I got a King size bed but no Queen to share it with me. I want to know your name, right now. Right now.’

When the DJ starts transitioning back to Top 40, Hermione pulls them off the dancefloor for some air and to use the restroom. He waits outside the lavatory for her while she goes and then they swap places. He grabs her hand when he exits the restroom, diverting her from returning to the dance floor and leading her out of the side door to the alley instead. The crisp air hits them and she lets out a breath as she leans against the wall. He casts a warming charm and a modified Impedimenta so people wouldn’t want to open the door unless there’s an emergency.

His hands play in her hair as he crowds into her. “So beautiful,” he whispers reverently. He runs his thumb along her jaw then back up along her lips.

She pushes her hips into his, feeling how hard he is.

He rocks against her. Stepping in closer, he lowers his head to the crook of her neck. He breathes her in and on the exhale, he says her name so deep and slow that heat pools low in her belly like warm honey. “Hermione.”

She gasps. He hadn’t called her ‘Hermione’ in ages. Not since Narcissa’s party. Since that night there’d been nearly two revolutions of the moon around the earth and fifty-two revolutions of the earth around the sun. The earth had moved, but they’d stood still. Despite establish routines, traditions, and countless minute changes, they’d steadfastly remained ‘Granger,’ and ‘Malfoy.’

Except tonight. This moment. This thing whatever it was – was between Draco and Hermione. For fifty-two days he’d withheld her name, and as it fell from his lips laced with heat and longing, it’s manna and sweet nectar. She could live on that sound alone. She recalls that novel and the passage that had moved her to tears. Dredged up again, she feels it so deeply it sends tingles down her spine.

She closes her eyes as he rests his forehead on hers. The seconds tick by slowly until they’re nose to nose. He shifts and softly, so softly, kisses her cheek. She smiles. He kisses the other cheek. Then the other. Back and forth. Back and forth. Slowly, slowly, making his way closer to the corners of her lips. His ginger-champagne breath ghosts between them when his lips graze hers.

She opens her eyes, turning her head when his lips graze hers again. “Malfoy,” she whispers.

“Draco,” he urges her as he playfully chases her lips with his.

She turns her head in the other direction as he closes in. “Malfoy.”

“Call me Draco,” he begs, wedging his thigh between hers and pressing into her. She can feel him harder still. “Give me my name.”

She drops her head to his chest and closes her eyes as she catches the reference, knowing he feels it too. They shouldn’t do this. He’s drunk. They couldn’t. “Malfoy,” she whines, looking anywhere but at him. She knows his eyes are on her. Can feel the weight of his gaze. When she finally, finally looks up at him, his gaze is heavy, and hungry. “Let me take you home.”

The quick flash of a frown is replaced with a wry smile that quirks up a corner of his lips. “Why?”

She blinks up at him, incredulous. “Why?” She smirks. “How drunk are you right now? Scale of one to ten.”

He shrugs, stepping back from her. “Eight.”

She pokes him gently in the chest. “That’s why.”

He shakes his head, confused. “What? It’s not like I said ten.”

She scoffs. “You should never be at a ten.”

His turn to scoff. He flicks his eyes down to her finger.

She brings the rest of her fingers and her palm flush with his chest. He leans onto her hand slightly. A little pressure, a little heat. She can feel his heart hammering under her palm. Oh.

“Pish, I’ve been at ten.”

She co*cks her head. “Yeah? Happy times? Best night of your life?” She asks, her voice tinged with sarcasm. “Tell me, were you drinking to remember… or to forget?”

Merlin, that look. That look he gives her is so sad and tender. And that’s why he needs to go home.

“That look,” she says, tracing his frown then touching the corners of his lips. “You wouldn’t look at me like this… at five or six.”

He scoffs again. Another sign. She’d never heard him scoff before. “f*ck five Draco,” he mutters.

I would. She thinks through her own tipsy haze. Tonight, I would. She lets out a long breath. They stay like that for a while – studying each other’s faces. His hands are on the wall on either side of her, holding up most of his weight.

“One thing,” he says after a while. “You glamoured your tattoos earlier. Show me one no one’s seen before.”

She lets out a puff of air and smirks. “The artist who does them is the first to see them. Even before me.”

Another scoff. “Right, fine. Someone besides the artist. They don’t count. The painter thinks of his masterpiece differently than the patron.”

“I don’t have one.”

He smirks. “A patron or a fresh tattoo?”

She chuckles. “You know what I mean.”

He shakes his head. “I don’t buy it. ‘The lady doth protest too much.’ But Granger, it’s your body. Your choice. You can say no.”

She runs her hands along his arms. “I know that.” She reaches out for his hips and pulls him into her. He steps in closer, dropping his hands from the wall, down by his sides. She pushes her hips against him. “I know that,” she repeats, smiling up at him. “I just don’t know if you’ll remember it.”

He gives her a soft smile, his hand back in her hair, playing with a curl. “You’ll have to pluck the memory out yourself… I know you can.”

She frowns. “I’m not a Legilimens.”

“Have you tried?”

She bites her lip and shakes her head. “I’ve read the theory but have not applied it.”

He tugs gently at a curl. “Try me.”

She searches his face, his eyes. “Are you sure?”

He nods his head.

She watches him for a while, unsure if he’s putting the walls up or taking them down… Or simply waiting. Like she is.

“Yes,” he says in assent.

She knows the first step to Legilimency is eye contact, which she maintains. She’s not doing this. This is a breach. He couldn’t want this. This wizard who kept all his secrets closely guarded, who was so meticulous about everything, would not want to be explored in this way. Invaded. That would be a violation. She bites her lip again.

He frowns. “I don’t feel you in there.”

She gives him a soft smile. “I didn’t do it.” She puts her hands on his chest. Feeling his heartbeat under her palms again. Still racing. She taps her pointer lightly over his heart. “I don’t want to do anything you’d regret.” She taps again for emphasis. “Anything.”

He leans into her and strokes his nose in the crook of her neck. “Tattoo reveal?” Back to their previous topic. He inhales slowly before placing a gentle kiss to her throat, then another, moving up slightly, another. Up, another.

She can feel the warmth of his breath on her sensitive flesh. Can smell him. Can feel him. His warmth, his heat. The full force of his affection and attention on her as it had been all night was heady. Intoxicating.

She lets out a shaky exhale. “Is all that part of the request?”

He frowns and steps back. “No. I just have you here and I want to touch you. I’m greedy. I like this place and could willingly waste my time in it’.” More Shakespeare. He rakes a hand through his hair.

She misses him being so close and... everywhere. She rocks her hips off the wall and tugs him back into her.

He pushes into her, his hard length against her. She sinks back against the wall under his weight once more. He steps closer into her, slotting his thigh back between her legs. He lowers his head back into the crook of her neck, breathing her in before one tender kiss. Then another.

“I can’t unglamour specific areas. I’ve been practicing but I don’t have the focus right now,” she says, sighing as he nibbles at a sensitive spot. “And you’re distracting me. So, everything’s going to be visible.”

He gasps, excited that she’s met his request. He raises his head to meet her eyes and his smile is equal parts smug and genuine joy.

She can’t help but grin back at him. She snakes her hand between them to unzip the front of her catsuit, but he stops her, bringing her hands down by either side. He skims his hands up her hips, her waist, up her sides, her ribs, then up to her shoulders. Then back down. Gooseflesh trails in the wake of his curious fingers and she can feel the warmth of his palms when they meet in the middle of her chest. He unzips slowly down to her navel. She pushes the sleeves down her shoulders a bit, exposing more of her neck and chest and her tit* with the little cat-face pasties over her nipples. His irises are liquid pools of obsidian as they drink in the sight of her.

He traces a path up from her navel with a finger and she places her hand over his, stopping him at the place under the swell of her breasts where the piece will be when she Finites the glamours. Her new sternum piece. She whispers the incantation, and all her ink appears.

He traces the curls and intricate lines of the piece with his fingers, his knuckles grazing the underside of her breasts. He takes each of her hands in his and raises them above her head pressing them into the wall. He groans as her breasts rise with the motion. He lifts his hips then rocks them into her again, grinding against her.

She lets her head fall back with a moan that he swallows with a kiss. She thrusts into him, meeting his hips, grinding her cl*t along his thigh. Heat pooling low in her belly, pressure rising up her spine as she meets him thrust for thrust. Her nipples harden to peaks under her pasties and the pressure sends a frisson of heat to her core, mixing with the delicious sensations he’s building. He groans before rocking into her again. And again. And again. She whimpers as she meets each stroke, panting as she breathes out his name, “Draco.”

He groans, rocking against her again and again. And again. Harder, faster. His gaze upon her is heavy and molten as he drinks in every inch of exposed flesh. He drops his head down to hers bringing them nose to nose. He rests there letting them enjoy all the little points of contact. His lips graze hers, his breath a ghost on her lips before he captures them in a kiss that leaves her whimpering as he deepens it. Rocking all the while, unfurling something deep within her that demands release.

She shouldn’t want this. Not now. Not like this. She turns her head, breaking the kiss. “Malfoy,” she chokes out, breaking the spell. She’d gotten caught up in him again.

“I know.” He releases her hands, and she lets them fall limp by her sides. His hands find her waist as he dips his head to trail kisses down the column of her throat, then lower and lower still. She feels a slow, sensual trail of wet heat as he flicks his tongue out, laving at her skin, before sucking gently. Down between the valley of her breasts and finally onto the tattoo. He rubs his nose and lips against her skin, and she hums low in her throat, letting her head fall back against the wall. She feels his lips quirk up in a smile as he places one last kiss before righting her sleeves and zipping her back up. He thanks her and presses a soft, lingering kiss to her forehead. She wraps her arms around his waist and pulls him into her. They stay like that for a while, swaying softly. Silent but for the sound of their breathing. And the distant sound of cars passing on the nearby street. The faint thrum of music and the bass line from the party inside.

“Apparate with me?” He asks after a while.

She nods in agreement against his chest.

He takes her hand and cancels the Impedimenta before Apparating them to his wing in Malfoy Manor. He points out the Floo to her as he leads her through the hall. “The Floo is just through there. Whenever you’re ready.”

She smiles up at him, nodding in acknowledgement.

He leads her to his room and casts soft light charms throughout. He steps into his closet and returns with some clothes folded in the crook of his arm. He hands her an oversized long sleeve Malfoy Quidditch tee with a huge grin on his face. His name is emblazoned in all caps across the back along with a Basilisk. His number, 04, is embroidered on the upper right corner on the front. He also brings her a pair of socks. “You can transfigure one into shorts and maybe the other into slippers? And here’s a tote bag for your clothes.”

She smiles up at him, tiptoeing to press a kiss to his cheek. “Thank you.”

He walks over to the en-suite bathroom and after a few minutes she hears the shower running. She changes and explores his room. It’s crisp and modern and smells utterly like him – ginger and bergamot. There’s a TV mounted on the wall across from the bed. There’s a small writing desk in one corner with a laptop and a few books. There are some bookshelves along the wall between his desk and the closet door. She pads over to his massive closet where the scent of cedar and mint are strongest. Her eyes widen at the sight of the fainting couch and go wider still as her eyes trail the spiral staircase leading to another level. She hears the water shut off and pads back out to the bedroom proper. There’s a couch at the foot of the bed which sits between two giant windows that overlook the manor gardens. Each window has a padded seat with plush gray cushions. There’s another small couch along the same wall as the bathroom. The bedroom is painted a soft, off-white color, the plush carpet is light gray, and the bedding is white with black trim. The two bedside tables appear to be a pale oak wood. There’s a book on the left bedside table, which Hermione assumes is the side of the bed he sleeps on most often.

He chuckles when he returns from his shower to find her exploring the books on his desk. There’s a heavily annotated text on Philosophy, Politics and Economics. Under that lay a book about Neoliberalism in South America. And underneath that is an advance copy of a Chinese high fantasy novel.

“Swot,” he whispers before pressing a kiss to her forehead.

She taps the novel. “I want to read this one when you’re done. Padma called it ‘hauntingly beautiful’ in her review, and she’s always so spot on.”

He smiles and nods then conjures two glasses and casts an Aguamenti to fill them with water. She chugs the proffered glass as he does the same then motions for her to take the right side of the bed.

On his side, he pulls back the duvet and top sheet, climbs in under them, and beckons her over. She casts an Aguamenti on both their glasses to refill them and sets her glass down on the closest bedside table. She climbs in and he pulls her to him. “Thanks for making sure I got home okay.”

She smiles. “You’re welcome.”

“Can I kiss you?” He asks, his eyes on her lips. He lowers his head closer to hers when she pulls her bottom lip between her teeth.

It’s so hard to deny him when he’s all dark eyed and flushed. And so darn kissable.

“What if I kiss you?”

He nods.

“Lie back.”

He obeys her command, sinking down into the pillows.

She curls into him and presses a kiss to his cheek, his jaw, his neck and then snuggles into the crook of his neck. Breathing in his scent of citrus and warm spices until their breaths synchronize and deepen into sleep.

Extricating herself from his soft, warm embrace in the morning is harder than all the ‘no’s. It’s hard to give up the possessive arm around her waist and the leg thrown over hers. Hermione instantly misses the pressure and heat, the attraction, being desired – so thoroughly desired – and kissed – so heartily kissed. She knows she’ll think about his lips and his touch everywhere in the days to come. She will welcome the memories. Their private ghosts.

She conjures a sticky note from his desk and pens a note requesting that he text her later. She leaves it on his bedside table under a fresh glass of water. She quietly gathers her belongings and casts a five-minute Silencio on the Floo, grabs a fistful of powder, calls out clearly for Parkinson Manor and steps through the Floo into Pansy’s wing.

She pads down the hall to her room, strips down, takes a scalding hot shower and washes her hair. She falls into bed twenty minutes later, casts a Muffliato, and sobs. Her body screaming to release the full range of emotions she’d had to bottle up last night and processing all the new information and feelings that all felt so illicit.

Last night’s experiences had happened to a woman who knew how to navigate them better. She’d been in control (though he’d tried like hell to chip away at her resolve). She’d given herself over to the moment yet kept them back from the brink over and over and over again. She had no more ‘no’s’ left in her. She felt unmoored, like a farce had crumbled around her and she was floating out to sea amid the flotsam. Somehow the rum and Champagne had given her a clear head but in the new dawn her brain’s gone all fuzzy, and she feels raw. Exposed.

Draco was sweet and intense in equal measure. She still felt off-kilter and out of her element around him. Sometimes when the only thing between them was hundreds of miles and a fuzzy cell connection, she’d wake to his drowsy mumblings and listen to his soft, sleepy breaths and there’d be a tiny twinge of… something… A scintilla so small and middling she could blink it away. All of those little nothings had caught spark last night and if she wasn’t careful…

She sighs and glances over at the clock. 06:14 AM. She thanks the Gods that Snape gave them the day off from the lab and snuggles deeper into her pillows. Willing herself to calm the roiling in her brain so she can catch a few more hours of sleep. The weight and pressure of his embrace, his molten, raging heat and the scent of ginger and warm spices are decidedly absent.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
DJ's reggae set list:
- ‘Murder She Wrote,’ Chaka Demus & Pliers (1993)
- ‘Bam Bam,’ Chaka Demus & Pliers (1993)
- ‘Dat Sexy Body,’ Sasha (2003)
- ‘Turn Me On,’ Kevin Lyttle (2004)
- ‘Hot and Groovy,’ Militant (2009)
- ‘Rock Away,’ Beres Hammond (2001)
- ‘That Girl,’ Jan Cure (2015) – I know it’s anachronistic, but the lyrics were too perfect

Shakespeare references
- “The lady doth protest too much, methinks,” is from Hamlet, William Shakespeare (1605)
- “I like this place and could willingly waste my time in it,” is from As You Like It, William Shakespeare (1623)

Chapter 37: DRACO - SOBER MIND

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WED 01 NOV

Draco’s not sure if it’s the rays of the sun harassing his eyelids, the pounding in his head, or the insistent elf at his bedside asking him if he needs anything and adding that Mister doesn’t usually sleep this late on Wednesdays but he’s bloody awake now. Snape (in his bountiful mercy) had given his Apprentices the day off, knowing they’d probably need it to recover from the night before. How right he was.

Draco peeks through one slitted eye to ascertain the identity of the elf. “Céline, may I have a Hangover potion, a Dreamless, and some…” His eyes flicker to the wall on the clock but his vision is too blurry to read the dastardly time. “…whatever meal it is?”

She nods and disapparates with a pop, reappearing a minute later with his requests. He thanks her, downs the vials, and devours the meal.

He’d been present last night and had only used a faint baseline Occlumency to keep himself in check… until thatquestion during 20 Questions. He hadn’t gone full tilt so he could still feel everything. As such, he’d been lucid. Present. He hadn’t gotten too drunk in case things escalated, and he hadn’t known until he’d pulled her outside just how much he’d wanted her. And it wasn’t just the alcohol and the lowered inhibitions. It was number three on his list: He wanted to f*ck her. But they had so much baggage despite their wicked chemistry. And it seemed shagging him was not on her list. He certainly didn’t regret pursuing her so… brazenly. And he could chalk last night up to a bit of drunken fun. He wasn’t going to erase or jeopardize all the progress they’d made by making a big to-do about it. Especially since she wasn’t as interested as he was.

She’d been an excellent mate and ensured he made it home safely. Trust was important to him, and she hadn’t broken his trust in any way. Consent was also paramount, and she hadn’t taken advantage when she didn’t know if she had his anymore or if he was even in a state to give it freely. He’d offered her his mind and body and she’d protected them instead of… violating him. And for that he was grateful. He didn’t want to hurt her and now he knew that she didn’t want to hurt him either. Despite their incessant bickering, they bore no ill will toward each other. He was surprised that he didn’t feel embarrassed or indebted to her. She had a good heart and was truly impeccable with her word.

What he did feel, however, was… rejected.

She clearly welcomed his advances and had even returned his interest. But she’d leaned away when he tried to kiss her lips… Several times. And that last kiss in his bed had been sweet, so sweet, but… chaste, so chaste. He shook his head, refusing to wallow in those thoughts any longer. It was too early, and his mind was a buzzing, jumbled mess. He felt the slight pressure at the base of his skull as the Dreamless Sleep started to kick in. He needed to text her before he fell asleep again. He’d thank her. They’d put last night behind them. And they’d move on. No harm, no foul… as the saying went.

After Céline returns to retrieve the empty vials and breakfast tray, he reaches over to grab his mobile from his bedside table. He sends her a brief message. Thanks for making sure I got home okay, Granger. He puts the phone next to him so he can feel the buzzing if she responds before the Dreamless Sleep pulls him under.

He wakes hours later – parched and groggy – to the last rays of sunset and a message from her: You’re welcome, Malfoy! :)

Céline pops in again and asks if he wants to take his dinner in bed. He tells her to set it on the couch instead and he eats while finishing the new novel. There’s radio silence from Hermione the rest of the night and he tries to distract himself by starting a book she’d recommended.

He reads until midnight. His eyes are strained, and he’ll only be guaranteed a few hours of sleep if he can’t shut his brain up. It’s too soon to take another Dreamless so he asks Céline for a Sleeping Potion. He vows to try again tomorrow as he drains the vial. He’ll text her about the puzzles, give her the book in the lab, and they’ll return to normal. They will. They have to. He settles himself against his pillows and welcomes sweet oblivion.

Chapter 38: HERMIONE - BLIPS

Notes:

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Chapter Text

WED 01 NOV

A cloud hangs over Hermione’s day. She’s restless and insatiable all day. Her brain was too jumbled to do the puzzles or crosswords that morning. She’d even been too distracted to focus on the news stories and kept reading the same sentences over and over again. After late lunch she took a long, calming walk through the Manor gardens admiring the dark oranges and ochres of late fall. But after a nice, hot shower she was restless again. She attempted some light reading before getting dressed for class but couldn’t recall an iota of what she’d just read as she headed for the Floo.

She passes her lecture in a daze before muscle memory carries her to her tutoring appointment. Her phone buzzing during the session jars her from her torpor. She scrounges in her backpack for her phone to find… a text from him.Thanks for making sure I got home okay, Granger.

She thinks better of responding immediately, opting instead to wait for a follow-up text, because surely, he has more to say about his uncharacteristic behavior. She turns her attention back to her tutorial group and their discussion on… um… lycopods.

There’s still just the one text from Malfoy as she’s exiting the classroom, so she shoots off a quick, ‘You’re welcome, Malfoy!’ and puts it out of her mind.

THU 02 NOV

Thursday is more of the same, and Hermione’s thankful at first. ‘You can do this,’ she coaxes herself. Believing it, living it… until her brain wanders to that text… again.

Thanks for making sure I got home okay, Granger.

Halloween was fun. He’d been drunk and flirty. She’d been tipsy and… there. She’d been a willing participant. And yes, she’d made sure he got home okay and didn’t do anything he’d regret. They were friends. It didn’t mean anything.

Halloween was an… outlier. Thus classified, she’d remove it from her dataset like a proper researcher. Like he had. Fine.

Outlier removed, she takes a hearty bite of her blueberry muffin, opens her paper, and attempts the Puzzle page.

Her phone buzzes with a text from him inquiring about the proof she’s using. She replies to his request then requests a clue of her own. They’re texting about the Puzzle page over breakfast and it’s just like any other Thursday… Because it’s just another Thursday.

Her thoughts are still a jumbled mess as the elves clear her breakfast tray. She needed an objective observer. Someone who knew them both. Someone with a shrewd intellect and a keen eye to cut through the bullsh*t and chatter and ask the hard questions. Someone like… Hermione’s brain comes up empty. Pansy could fit the bill, except she’s one of Draco’s oldest friends… and admittedly biased, as evinced by their Lab kerfuffle. The witch had grown up with Malfoy and understood him better than almost anyone else. If Pansy told Hermione that last night meant nothing, she’d wonder what exactly Pansy meant by that. On the other hand, if Pansy told Hermione that it was something, she’d wonder what more she knew. Draco had played his cards quite close to his chest – never letting her get more than a quick peek – until last night when he’d let them slip in a drunken fumble. What’s more, Hermione couldn’t bear the alternative: That he’d only pursued her because he was drunk.

What exactly was she expecting here? This was Draco Lucius Malfoy. He only dated pretty, rich witches who were bred stricter than most dogs, lived in huge mansions, and came with trust funds and deep Gringotts vaults. Jean and Harlan Granger didn’t come from a long line of snippy, upper crust Lords and Ladies. Malfoy was out to find a wife. His intentions with any woman would be far from casual. Not to mention, he didn’t really do casual. Literally! She’d seen his attempts at casual, and they still involved bespoke tailoring and expensive pieces from esoteric French brands.

Draco Malfoy didn’t dress casually, didn’t carry himself casually, and certainly didn’t date casually. The Prophet and Witch Weekly didn’t plaster photos of his dates and pepper the Society pages with headlines about him because he was a playboy. They did it to be the first to get the scoop on what could potentially be his future wife. A woman who would ascend to the top of the Wizarding world like a queen. A woman who would have properties all over the world and access to unfathomably deep vaults full of jewels, galleons, and Merlin only knew whatever else rich wizards stockpiled. His family had near infinite resources at their disposal, influenced the lives of wizarding folk and magical creatures across the globe, were involved with several European Ministries, and even had their hands in Muggle politics! She’s so far out of his league that she’s surprised he’d even noticed her.

Halloween had simply been a fluke. They’d been friendlier as of late. They spent long days in the lab, and often talked well into the night. He’d gotten his wires crossed, mistaking affection for attraction. That’s what it was. She and he were just… a blip. Halloween had been a blip. The heat from his touch, possessive and curious all over her body: blip. The mounting pressure and pleasure from rocking herself against the swell of what she knew would be an impressivelittle dragon: blip. The feel of his lips on her skin, chasing hers for another deep, disorienting kiss: blip. His lips and tongue swirling and sucking, nipping and nibbling on her skin, trailing hickies in their wake: blip. His gaze heavy, hungry, and dark upon her lips, her neck, her breasts, her ass: blip. Blip, blip, blip!

But the thought of seeing him and pretending like all those blips hadn’t happened was too much to bear. She needed time and space alone to catalog and file them behind her walls. She needed the chance to tamp down the big feelings that were threatening to spill over and that couldn’t be allowed to grow another inch.

In utter need of a break, Hermione decides to play hooky. She could always tell Snape she was foraging if he asked where she’d been. She decides she’ll go to class and then get the heck out of England, planning to be on a beach well before sunset. She settles on a country she hadn’t visited yet: Portugal. She searches Google for a ranking of beach towns in Portugal. After cross-referencing that list with the location of Portuguese national parks, Aljezur emerges as a top contender. She’ll Floo from the British Ministry to the Portuguese Ministry in Lisbon and finally to the International Floo at Faro Airport. From there she’ll rent a car and drive west up the coast to her hotel in Aljezur. She’ll do the reverse trip when she returns and plans to check out the Magical District in Lisbon on her way back home.

She texts Pansy to alert her about her last-minute travel plans. She also texts Seamus to invite him to join her if he’s free.

Going to see Seamus? Pansy’s text asks.

Sure. Her noncommittal response, ‘Sort of,’ is not entirely a lie. Although it’s made even less true when Seamus responds that he’s on a mission and can’t accompany her.

Pansy’s reply comes shortly thereafter. We’ll talk when you get back.

Hermione feels her pulse quicken in a mini panic at the thought of rehashing all of this.

She packs her backpack as normal and adds a couple bikinis, some clothes to hike in, clothes for a nice dinner or two, and some other bits and bobs. She texts Penelope to cover her tutoring sessions to bring them even for previous favors and makes a mental note to bring the witch a bottle of something delicious from Portugal. She attends her mid-morning class, then lets her Herbology students out early and heads for the International Floo departures at the Ministry.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE
“She’s so far out of his league that she’s surprised he’d even noticed her,” is a reference to Emma (Jane Austen, 1815). The passage where Emma asks Harriet what Mr. Martin looks like, and Harriet tells her they’ve passed each other often. Emma replies that for all she knows she could’ve seen the man a thousand times but never registered because a farmer is as much above her notices as he is below it: “I may have seen him fifty times, but without having an idea on his name. A young farmer, whether on horseback or on foot, is the very last sort of person to raise my curiosity… A farmer can need none of my help, and is, therefore, in one sense, as much above my notice as in every other he is below it.”

Chapter 39: DRACO - BLUR

Notes:

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Chapter Text

THUR 02 NOV - FRI 03 NOV

The Thursday Society page was filled with pictures and tidbits from Halloween. The largest image was one of Draco and his friends – minus Granger who is a friend, just a friend – walking past the line of people into the Leaky. Immediately below were the results of the annual costume contest and a blind item about several people streaking. There were no distinguishing details, so their secret was safe. He texted Hermione to ask if she was okay with the implications.

Her text response came almost immediately: Correlation does not imply causation… Besides, we weren't the only ones that streaked that night. I ran really fast. I’m sure if any images exist, I’m a blur. :)

Their text conversation continued to flow easily after that, and they were even joking with each other. It seemed Halloween was squarely in the past. So, he was surprised when Hermione wasn’t at the lab on Thursday.

Or at dinner on Friday. In her place are a few bottles that turn out to be from Portugal. He tamps down the thought that he missed her voice and likely would have called her and fallen asleep to the sound of the waves from her hotel room last night if he’d known she was out of town.

“Krum?” Daphne asks Pansy, co*cking her head at the bottles when she enters with Theo.

“Seamus.” Pansy shrugs, placing her napkin onto her lap. “Didn’t get more details and didn’t veto any clothing. Seemed spur of the moment.” She glances at Draco. “I haven’t seen her much this week.”

He clears his throat and gestures toward the bottles. “Pansy, share.”

Pansy reaches for the bottles and passes them to him.

The first bottle is Medronho, a translucent almost straw-colored fruit brandy from the Algarve region. Sweet with a pleasant burn. Next is Aguardente bagaceira, a clear grape pomace distillate more vegetal and less sweet than grappa. It’s better than the competitor grappa she’d previously sent from Italy. The third is a squat, ornate crystal bottle of Singeverga that he knows from the smell alone (before everyone else has spit it out) was sent with him in mind. It’s caramel colored and hits so many of his favorite herbal notes: vanilla, coriander, cloves, saffron, cinnamon, and nutmeg. He reads every single word of the label, learning how the liqueur is produced by the Benedictine monks at the Singeverga Monastery. In fact, it’s the only liqueur produced at a Monastery.

“When will that witch learn to stop sending me wines from rival vineyards,” Blaise jokes, eyeing the bottle of Aguardente murderously.

“Why, because you’re jealous?” Daphne quips. “Threatened?”

“No, because now we must acquire them. This,” he holds up the bottle, his mien softening, “is bloody fantastic.”

Blaise shoots Draco a conspiratorial look. Through mergers and acquisitions, Blaise continued to expand Zabini Orchards throughout Italy, Spain and Portugal. His expansion was proving to be quite the cash cow (another muggle expression he’d learned from Granger). He would, of course, accompany Blaise to any acquisition meetings and throw Malfoy Holdings’ hat into the ring. Say what you wanted about the man, but Blaise did have a good nose for business.

He texts her later as he climbs into bed. What time is it where you are?

11:15pm, comes her reply a few minutes later.

We’re in the same time zone for one of your adventures. Is this a first?

I think so! :) How’d you like the Singeverga?

Delightful. Though I was quite singular in my opinion. :) More for me. I’ve added it to my collection. Did you tour the Monastery?

Yes! I did a little cheeky Apparition.

Ah, where are you staying?

Not gonna guess?

He knew Portugal like the back of his hand. Several Malfoy Estate properties dotted the country and he’d had to learn everything about Portugal’s geography and terroir for some Zabini deals. Give me clues. Can I call you?

He waits, his heart pounding in his chest. Hoping against hope that she’d say ‘yes.’

He lets out the shaky breath he didn’t know he’d been holding when his mobile buzzes with her call.

“Hi,” she says softly, so softly, when he picks up.

He closes his eyes and smiles. “Hi.”

He hears her rise from the bed and open the balcony doors, amplifying the crashing waves. They sound close. So close that he almost feels like he’s there with her.

“Wow. You must be right on the beach.”

“I am.” He can hear the smile in her voice. “I visited the Nature Park and some cathedral remains today.”

He smiles as she begins to rattle off facts.

“Did you know this is one of the areas of Portugal the Moors occupied? One of the drinks is from this region-”

“Ah, the Algavre region. Medronho only became regulated a few years ago. Most Portuguese people prefer it homemade.”

“So, I’ve learned. I’m not in a very touristy place – coastal, natural. I came in through Faro and drove West, right along the bottom of the country. It was spectacular.”

“Why didn’t you stay in Lagos?”

“I’m a bit north from there actually. I wanted to visit the Park.”

“Aljezur?”

“Ding ding ding!”

He smiles. “What were you doing when I called?”

“Listening to a record.”

He admits he likes when hotels have record players and records. “What are you listening to?”


“Sam Cooke,” she replies.

“Ah, I’ve heard some of his stuff. What song were you playing?”

I Belong To Your Heart. One of my favorites.”

He hears her pad over to the record player then the scratch and whirr of the music resuming as she drops the needle back down. He presumes it’s the hook by the swell of the orchestra.

‘I belong to your heart. Like the sun to the day. Like the stars to the night. I belong to your heart! As I kneel at your throne, say you love me alone. Let me hear from your heart, my love, that I belong.’

“Beautiful,” he whispers when the song ends.

“I love Sam Cooke. My dad has a lot of Cooke records in his collection. If I ever started one, I’d start with those. And I’d hunt down a copy of Lee Moses’ Bad Girl record.”

“I don’t know that one. Sing it for me.”

She giggles. “I wouldn’t do it justice.”

“Doesn’t matter. Let me hear you, Granger. Pretend we’re at karaoke. You sing me something…” He doesn’t know where he gets the gusto when he adds, “And I’ll sing you something.”

Years of piano had taught him how to carry a tune. He was more comfortable tickling the keys, but he could hold a note just fine.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
‘I Belong To Your Heart,’ Sam Cooke (1960)

Chapter 40: HERMIONE - RECORDS

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

FRI 03 NOV

Karaoke was one thing, backed by the scratchy instrumental, buoyed by liquid courage in a dark room. Singing for him,was another thing entirely...

“Okay.” Hermione takes a deep breath, marshalling her courage and swaying her hips as she gets into it, holding her cell phone like a microphone. “Mama, they call her a bad girl. All because she wanted to be free. But I'm in love with the girl, and I believe that she loves me... Love is a mystery, can never be explained by anything. But I believe one of these days, the whole world will understand… What my heart feels, my lips must confess, and I would never let her alone… I don’t care if they call her bad, bad girl!” She’s breathless when she finishes, dissolving into nervous, excited giggles when she hears him applaud on the other end of the line.

“Brava, Granger.”

“Your turn,” she calls, launching herself onto her hotel bed, propping herself up on her elbows.

She hears him shift in his own bed, his voice low and sure in his chest.

These. Arms. Of. Mine.”

She can’t help the gasp that escapes her lips at the deep rumble of his voice in her ear. Gods, his voice was good. Deep, silky, and smooth. Merlin! Was there anything the man couldn’t do?

“They are lonely. Lonely and feeling blue. These arms of mine. They are yearning. Yearning from wanting you. And if you would let them hold you. Oh, how grateful I will be.”

Hermione had never wanted to be serenaded before. Had always cringed at the thought. She’d always imagined it would be mortifying. Maybe it was because he wasn’t in front of her. There was distance between them, and she couldn’t feel his heavy, searching gaze. Or maybe it was because he was always so reserved, astute yet genuine. Something about that combination meant being serenaded by him couldn’t be cringey or awkward. ‘Hold my brain. Be still my beating heart.’

His voice was glorious stripped bare like this, sans tinny backing track at the karaoke place. Just him. All him.

“That was beautiful.” She knows she’s gushing but can’t help it.

“Thank you, Granger.” She hears him shift again. “What are you doing tomorrow?”

She smiles. “What are you doing tomorrow?”

He chuckles. “Grading exams, then helping Mother finalize the guest list for the New Year’s Eve party. Then we must select the invites. I was planning to duck out to attend that Lord of the Rings marathon at the theater. We’d planned to surprise you at dinner tonight, but… you won’t be back in time-”

“No, I won’t.”

“So maybe we’ll get the DVDs and do it ourselves some other night.”

“That would be fun!” It genuinely would. “What’s the dress code for New Year’s? Is it puffy ball gowns and tiaras?”

“Formal dress code. Long dresses and gowns, but not ball gowns. Some women wear dress robes, and the men wear suits and ties, but not tuxedos.”

“Are any of your mother’s event’s ball gown and tuxedo shindigs?”

“Black-tie? No. The only black-tie event is the Debutante Ball in the Spring, which is hosted at a different Manor each year. Next year’s will be hosted at McMillan Manor. Their heir’s banned from almost everything else so they’re… clinging to this. The rest of the Society fetes and innumerable teas and garden parties are all formal attire.”

“Like what?”

“The Parkinsons’ Litha fete in June for midsummer. The Faulkners’ Lughnasadh Ball in August-”

“Do you attend all of those?”

“Yes, I must. Mother wouldn’t hear otherwise.”

“Do you enjoy them?”

“No, not since we were children.”

“And now?”

“They’re inane. I sulk. I drink. I exchange tight smiles and trite remarks with the Pureblood witch on my arm. Mother and Father network. I abscond to the betting tables and take everyone’s money. I drink some more, maybe smoke a cigar…” He sighs. “Then I go home.”

She’d noticed he hadn’t brought a date to Narcissa’s birthday party. “But you don’t always bring a date, do you?”

“Rarely do I consider the witch on my arm my ‘date.’ Usually I’m ‘escorting’ someone.”

Hermione frowns. More of his March Hare word play. What exactly was the difference? “Those sound the same to me. What’s the difference between a date and an escort?”

“Context. An escort is a duty. A date is a choice. A pleasure.”

"The line must be gossamer thin, Draco, because I can’t see it.”

“The line is whether I’m seen with them again or whether we were seen together before. Are we dating or will we begin dating? Unless I’m dating someone, my escorts for Society functions are planned well in advance. I usually escort someone as a favor to Mother or upon request from Father to raise the profile of a business partner’s daughter. Context. Furthermore, I don’t bring dates to fetes hosted at Malfoy Manor. It would send the wrong message about my intentions. The woman on my arm at a Malfoy event is or will be the next Malfoy woman. It’s a tradition most heirs still follow. Besides, at Malfoy Manor events I’m usually playing host. The witch would either feel abandoned or they’d have to be on my arm or near me the entire night which would send the message to her and everyone that we were rather serious. Even without dancing the Sweetheart…”

“Wow. It all sounds so… grand.”

“Oh, it is. Just delightful,” he retorts, voice dripping in sarcasm.

“What’s New Year’s like?”

“It’s like Narcissa’s birthday party but bigger. Grander. Loads more people. We use a larger ballroom. There’s no dinner. Just passed apps and a refreshments table. People can graze or make plates and sit at small tables set off to one side. The snakes usually meet in my study around 8:30pm to exchange gifts. Officially, the festivities start at 9pm. Dance, drink, mingle, repeat. Countdown and then secret friends and family only stuff.”

“I see,” Hermione says.

“You’ll stay through all of that and breakfast.”

Oh? “Oh, for the… the secret friends and family stuff?”

He chuckles. “Yes, they might involve some veritaserum.”

“Right, Never Have I Ever-”

“And other things.”

Other things?

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
- The song Hermione sings is ‘Bad Girl,’ Lee Moses (1967)
- The song Draco sings is ‘These Arms of Mine,’ Otis Redding (1964)
- “Ha! Hold my Brain. Be still my beating Heart.” - William Mountfort, Zelmane (1705

Chapter 41: DRACO - DISTRACTION

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

FRI 10 NOV

By the next Friday, he and Hemione have slowly returned to their rhythm. It seems Halloween is a snafu they’ve buried in the past with no intentions to exhume. Fine.

Friday’s Full Moon is the Wolf Moon – one of the longest Full Moon nights of the year – dubbed the ‘Werewolf Moon’ by the snakes. It had been their annual tradition since childhood to spend the night at someone’s Manor, eating snacks and sweets, and watching movies all night long. As the years passed, the tradition had evolved from video tapes to DVDs to blu-rays to streaming services, and alcohol had been added to the menu. This year they’d spend Wolf Moon at Draco’s watching the Lord of the Rings trilogy, Harry’s favorite film franchise. Draco had seen the movies countless times but hadn’t made it even halfway through the first book – Strider was poised to tell the gang the tale of Tinúviel – but Draco had abandoned the quest, unable to bear yet another blasted song!

The snakes’ presence would also give the elves a captive audience upon which to test recipes for the NYE refreshments table. The day had been… interesting. Though neither he nor Hermione worked on Fridays, they’d both found themselves in the Lab for one reason or another. He’d been tweaking the heart potion for the Abbasi giants ahead of the looming deadline. As with many of the potions they were contracted to create on the Ministry’s behalf, the giants’ heart potion was a negotiation bargaining chip. An enormous deposit of sandstone had recently been discovered in the Bowland Valley smackdab in the middle of the Abbasi giants’ catchment area. Sandstone had several applications including the manufacture of glass, TV screens, and computer chips. The Ministry was brokering a deal wherein the giants would lease the land to developers who would provide the labor and mining equipment. The deal would directly line the vaults of at least half the Wizengamot members (including the Malfoy vaults) and the other half would benefit when the stock they held in the partner companies increased (including the Black vaults).

The giants, who dwelled in the caves and hills of the Bowland forest, were fierce negotiators and refused to continue talks until a working potion was offered for in vivo testing. In vivo testing - which the giants called ‘live testing’ - involved using the potion in a few test cases to evaluate the side effects and therapeutic benefit. If a potion was intended to cure or solve a particular issue in a small group, the next phase after in-vivo would be rolling out the potion for use. If the potion was intended for large-scale or commercial use, the next phase would be a Phase I research trial. The giants had gone radio silent with the Ministry and Wizengamot, only responding to inquiries from Snape Lab for more blood and specimens to support Draco’s in vitro (in the lab) testing.

And if the pressure from Snape weren’t enough, Draco’d also been pulled aside at Society events, business deals and even dinner at the Manor last week by Wizengamot members to apply pressure more directly. Hence his presence in the Lab today, tweaking a new iteration of the potion. He hadn’t been satisfied with the results from the batches he’d brewed in the steel cauldrons and found considerable improvements from the copper and brass brews. He’d been able to brew the potion at higher temperatures in the darker metals which made for a more cohesive product and faster brewing times. These features would help drive down the potion’s price at scale. He wouldn’t even bother with gold since the Apothecary that brewed their potions at scale charged a hefty premium for gold brews. He’d hoped for a breakthrough today. His research and fidelity tests with torqueo root signaled the root would be a perfect binder for the potion and would provide many cardioprotective benefits. It would also impart a deep, sweet woodiness to the potion that would significantly improve the taste. A feature he now optimized for in his brews thanks to Granger.

Speaking of whom… He’d been in front of his brass cauldron inspecting the brew and waiting for it to come back up to the appropriate temperature to add the torqueo when he looked up to find Granger strolling over to her Lab desk. Her hair was in a messy bun atop her head with her wand stuck through it. Her hair was always in two French braids at the lab. Always. This aberration meant she’d been called into the Lab very last minute. And there was yet another aberration that sent his mind reeling: her lab robes were open. She never kept them open, preferring instead to tweak the temperature charms he could feel whenever he stepped into her space to inspect her cauldron or proofread a report over her shoulder. There’d been a chill in the air that morning and Snape, who tended to overcorrect with the thermostat, had the lab hot as blazes. As such, everyone’s robes were open… including hers, it seemed.

He was treated to a rare sight as he flicked his eyes over her. Patent leather Mary Jane heels with a black and oxblood brogue pattern, sheer black tights, and a little black Corduroy dress she wore over a crisp white collared shirt. This Lab Granger was prim and proper with her collared shirt and pinafore dress, but heat licked up his spine as he remembered Hermione, and the planes of her delicious curves from Halloween. The champagne-tinged memories were fuzzy, but his body remembered heat and softness, lust and desire. The precise chemical co*cktail was stronger than it had been with a woman… ever. He hungered for that brew again.

The Floo roared to life again and a number of officials from Mungo’s and the Ministry had tromped in just as Snape rounded the corridor from his office to greet them. Draco saw Hamish Fischer fall behind the group. The bloke had been a couple years ahead of them at Prep and favored himself the wizard Doolittle, much to his father’s chagrin since he came from a long line of bankers. Hamish Senior was President of the Swiss National Bank and commanded the largest and richest Pureblood Estate in Switzerland. To make up for this divergent interest, Fischer had tacked on the standard heir majors (Econ and Poli Sci) to his Magical Creatures Mastery. It wasn’t enough to lead a hedge fund or a bank, but it was enough to head off bamboozling business associates and swindling solicitors.

“Are you coming, Hermione?” Fischer called over his shoulder.

An avowed animal whisperer, the bloke had landed himself a cushy gig with the Magical Creatures Unit (MCU). Although Draco had crossed paths with Fischer on previous potions projects and preparations for the subsequent Ministry delegation trips, he’d never attended any of those trips and Fischer never came to the lab. This arrangement worked for Draco because the git was almost as bad as Luna. Except he rambled about creatures Draco had actually seen with his own two eyes like kappas and kelpies.

Hermione smiled. “Yes, I just need my manticore file. I’ll see you in there, Blac- Blake.”

Blake? Draco had never heard anyone actually call the bloke, ‘Blake,’ since he’d always preferred to go by his surname, Fischer. There’d been a spell when the git had first made Slytherin Quidditch Captain where he’d wanted the boys to call him by his middle name - ‘Blake’ - but it had never stuck.

‘Blake’ stopped in his tracks. “Are you going to give me a tour, Hermione?” He teased.

A tour? He could not be serious. Unless one needed to know the precise location of the crushed Euglossini wings, one could take in the entirety of the main lab in a single turn. But this was not Draco’s business, and he certainly did not need the distraction. He’d taken a deep breath and busied himself with measuring out the volume of diced torqueo required for this volume of potion.

Granger giggled. “I could give you the tour now. It’ll be quick.”

Draco snapped his head up. She could not be serious.

“Oh yeah?” Fischer winked at him. “Malfoy.”

He nodded at the bloke, refusing to even speak his name. Not even ‘Hamish,’ which he knew would rankle. Instead, Draco returned his attention to his lab manual to double-check his calculations. He couldn’t stand the git. During his final year at Prep, the git had always bragged to the guys in the locker room before Quidditch matches about his hippogriff tattoo. He always kept it glamoured and apparently only his select few seventh-year friends ever got to see it. All the other boys just had to believe the rumors. That was ‘Blake’ for you: smoke and mirrors. Draco, Blaise, and Theo had never cared to ask what one needed to do to get into the inner sanctum. However, as he watched Fischer swagger over to Granger from the corner of his eye, he wondered if the conditions had changed. No matter, he’d never cared much for hippogriffs anyway. Draco rolled his eyes at Fischer’s act. He’d seen peaco*cks at the Manor display their balls with more tact. And self-respect.

Granger placed her arms on Fischer’s shoulders. “Spin for me.”

Great minds did think alike.

Fischer chuckled. “What’s that?”

She met his gaze. A look of challenge tinged with heat. Draco knew that look. Didn’t like that it was directed at some other bloke. In his presence, no less. “Spin.”

Fischer licked his lips. And spun. Slowly.

Draco stood to inspect his cauldron, ensuring he’d be found otherwise engaged for the rest of the ‘tour.’ He scooped the allotted torqueo into his palm, stirred once counterclockwise, then checked the time on his watch to note in his lab manual.

“Et voila,” she said. Not phased in the slightest that he could hear the smile in her voice. “The tour.”

“That was quick.” Fischer joked “Will you be in-”

“Draco, no-” Granger cut Fischer off, casting an Exorio, which lifted the torqueo out of Draco’s hand just as he was about to drop the handful into the cauldron. The stalled cuttings bobbed gently as they levitated mere inches above the rim.

He spluttered in confusion. “Granger, what the fu-” He looked up to find a 13” Khaya wood wand in her hand still pointed at his cauldron while, curiously, her 11” rosewood wand still sat atop her head keeping her bun in place. He narrowed his eyes. Just how close were she and ‘Blake?’

She rushed over to him with Fischer hot on her heels. “Torqueo is a class 1 accelerant. It’s positively explosive with copper. It denatures the metal simply by coming in contact with it. Page 712 of ‘Roots and Shoots,’ Malfoy. You said you’d read it,” she bit out.

He had. And didn’t appreciate the dressing-down. ‘Roots’ warned of torqueo’s explosive properties, but ‘Rhizomes’ said it was hogwash and that brass (an alloy of copper and zinc) was safe. “Yes, but Voinnet’s ‘Rhizomes’ said that brass was fine.”

It was written by a fellow Frenchman, so he’d taken his word for it. Furthermore, in his experience, ingredients that were contraindicated with copper often performed fine with brass. One just had to ensure they were using strong stabilizers. Which he was.

She scoffed. “What’s with you reading all these frauds and plagiarists? Alain Voinnet was interdicted last year. He’s a fraud, Malfoy.”

Interdiction was the harshest penalty for academic misconduct. A tradition started by the French Wizengamot (the Conseil) centuries ago and adopted unchanged (down to the name) by the English shortly thereafter. It was reserved for the most egregious cases and was particularly rare since it required unanimity. It was censorship, plain and simple. After interdiction, books were recalled, chapters rewritten, and all research credit stripped from the author.

“I’m surprised the book didn’t pulverize itself when the Conseil handed down the verdict. Unanimous, Draco. The first unanimous interdiction in 150 years. Burn it. It’s going to get you killed.” She’d demonstrated by plucking one of the cuttings and swiping it along the rim of the cauldron. The rim sizzled and bubbled, and a dark mark bloomed in its wake.

He let out a puff of air and felt his shoulders sag as he muttered, “f*ck.” He thought he’d done his due diligence. Thought he’d been using best lab practice by seeking two premier sources. Sources he trusted. But seeing the reaction on the rim proved his theory false. He’d now be adding ‘rim check’ to his pre-brew workups, thanks to her.

She gestured to the floating roots with Fischer’s wand before the bloke plucked it gingerly from her hand. A look of surprise crossed her face for half a second, but she recovered swiftly, her hand reaching up to find that her wand still sat squarely atop her head. She cleared her throat, a faint blush spread across her cheeks. “This much torqueo could level the workstation.”

She’d just narrowly avoided a second lab explosion all while flirting with ‘Blake.’ “Thanks, Granger. I mean it.”

She smiled. “You’re welcome.” The moment had been short-lived, however, because she just could not help herself. “You’ve got to start reading the trades, Malfoy. Herbology and Potions. I’ll get you subscriptions for Christmas.”

“You wouldn’t,” he retorted. He didn’t need some bespectacled bird showing up sweaty and winded from flapping those tedious tomes all over England. He’d tried to read a couple back-issues of Nostrum, the Quarterly periodical published by PSOP (the Professional Society of Potioneers), that Snape kept in his office, but they were nothing more than sheep food. He couldn’t make it a full page without yawning. “Just give me the highlights. That’s beach reading for you, right?”

She chuckled and gave him that look - the same one she’d given ‘Blake.’ “You know what I read on the beach.”

Oh. He quirked a brow. “On the beach too, eh?”

She nodded, straightening her spine as Snape bellowed her name from the conference room near his office. She sped off toward the corridor, leaving him and Fischer at his lab station.

“That was hot!” Fischer called out after her.

She waved him off. A stack of parchments and a pencil whizzed off her desk and disappeared down the hallway behind her.

Draco plucked the suspended torqueo from the air and deposited them back on his cutting board.

Fischer winked at him “She’s quick, that one. Beauty and brains. No wonder you had performance anxiety. Happens to the best of-”

“That’s not what I would call it,” Draco gritted out through clenched teeth.

“Which part did you take issue with?”

Since he was intent on adding torqueo, he had a tough decision to make. Go back to stainless steel or upgrade to gold. He needed to think. “Did you need something, Fischer?”

“What does she read on the beach?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Draco deadpanned.

Fischer co*cked his head. “I attended the Mungo Gala last week. You were decidedly absent. Astoria was there. Ditched Faulkner to cozy up to me.” He winked suggestively.

“She’s a free agent.”

“Free? You’re not… circling? She is a Greengrass.” He quirked a brow. “Or have you netted a bigger fish?”

Draco narrowed his eyes.

“Ah, a non-denial denial. Must be some witch. Wedding bells?” Not quite.

“Did you need something, Fischer?” Draco repeated. And he hated repeating himself. An hereditary aversion.

“Is there anything between you two?”

This could not be happening. He hadn’t so much as thought about Astoria in weeks. “Astoria and I are done. I’m not her keeper.”

Fischer clutched his middle as he doubled over in laughter. “I’m not worried about Astoria, mate,” he wheezed after he’d gathered himself… And had the gall to wipe a happy tear from the corner of his eye. “I’m talking about Hermione. You weren’t exactly giving that cauldron your full attention, if you know what I mean.”

“I was distracted,” he grumbled.

“Ah, you do know what I mean.” Fischer smirked. “How committed are you to this… distraction?” He co*cked his head.

“I’m not her keeper either.”

“Yes, but would you like to be?”

“I am not your competition.” And he wasn’t. Anyone who wanted that witch’s attention had to crowd out Finnigan and Krum. He wasn’t even on the board.

“You forget, Malfoy. I’ve read from the same ‘divert, not divulge,’ handbook for heirs as you have. We can stand here and talk in circles all morning, but you’re a busy man. And I’m not above calling dibs.”

But he certainly was. “My dates are front-page news, Fischer. If she and I were… anything, it’d already be in the bloody Prophet.”

Fischer scoffed. “Not if it’s a mésalliance.” An unsuitable match.

There hadn’t been a British mésalliance in almost a century. The French, however, had exiled one of their own just fifty years ago. They’d rebuked the union between Denis Delaire and his half-blood bride, Ursule Saint-Pierre. The French Prophet, Le Présage, and French wizard society had been whipped into such a frenzy that the couple – fearing for their lives or sick of the intrusion and vitriol or both – had simply vanished. Afterward, Delaire had made a name for himself in the Muggle press as a McLaren driver on the Formula One circuit, but had remained notoriously private. The Prophet had restructured shortly after the couple’s disappearance and kept a tighter lid on its operations, preferring to be more subtle and proving to be more receptive to payola than Présage (which folded shortly thereafter) may have been.

Fischer narrowed his eyes when Draco refused to take the bait. “Lucius would never allow that.”

Draco didn’t know if ‘that’ meant ‘him dating Hermione,’ or ‘news of their escapades being printed in the Prophet.’ Either way the git’s subtext was clear. He believed that whatever Draco and Hermione were (or were not) was damned by circ*mstances well beyond their control. That if the Fates didn’t doom them, Lucius’ prejudice surely would. And would be bolstered by the traces of anti-Muggle discrimination that still lingered in people’s hearts despite the strides made since the Almost War.

Besides, asking for clarification would have signaled interest and tip his hand. And he couldn’t stand there ignoring the git forever. So, he’d had to – how’d the git put it – ‘divert, not divulge.’ “Look, I am a busy man. If you want to explain to the Wizengamot why this potion is further delayed, by all means let’s keep nattering away. You got the tour and you’re…” He glanced down at his watch. “Ten minutes late for that meeting. You know how much I loathe repeating myself…” He paused for emphasis. “But did you need something-”

“Blake?” Granger called as she rounded the corner. “They need you to give report from your last site visit. They’re not convinced by the data. They want you to paint a picture,” she added dryly.

Fischer gave Draco a onceover before winking. “Coming, dear!” He called, bounding over to her.

She swatted him in the gut. “You’re in rare form today. Jones invited me out to trivia in Glasgow next week. You didn’t tell me he-”

Draco lost the thread of their conversation when they got too far down the corridor. Didn’t tell her what? Didn’t tell her what! Once again, he found himself wondering just how well Granger knew a person and when they’d even met. He’d declined previous Ministry delegation trips since he never knew when Lucius would spring a new prospectus on him and pull him into a business meeting or Estate deal. But it seemed high time he joined a delegation or two… Just to see what all the fuss was about.

It wouldn’t do to have a Lead Apprentice with no field experience. Snape had said something similar months ago before assigning Granger her first trip. Yes, he’d talk to Snape about adding him to delegation trips in the new year.

After that, the hours had ticked past slowly as Draco started his brew from scratch in the stainless steel. He’d directed the caterer elves to put the leftover food on the end of the second long workbench around 12:45 PM, then picked at a sandwich while the brew came up to temp. The torqueo was added to the stainless steel brew without incident and somehow the feeling of success was anticlimactic in the shadow of the morning’s tumult. He bottled the test brew, finished his lab report, and added a Monday debrief meeting to Snape’s scheduler.

Back at the Manor, Draco’s waylaid at the Floo by his father and Stan Parkinson who ask him for an update on the giant potion. “There has been a development. You should receive an official update on Monday.” They hem and haw, pressing for details until they hear the voices of Narcissa and Brigitte Parkinson approaching.

“Draco, will you dine with us at the Moonrake tonight?” Brigitte asks as she kisses both of his cheeks.

Mother tuts, patting him on the cheek. “Oh, Birdie, you know he hates the club.”

He did.

The Moonrake in Wiltshire was England’s oldest wizarding social club. Even older than White’s. The true etymology of the club’s name was a hotly contested issue. Some argued moonrakers were the Wiltshire gangsters who had smuggled casks of moonshine between hay-covered drop sites under the cover of darkness and others argued it referred to the Wiltshire drunkard who tried to rake the moon out of the Shearwater lake whenever he was deep in his cups. Either way, the name paid homage to the town’s deep thirst for spirits. Pureblood Elders went to the Moonrake to tipple, dance, and gamble, tucked away from the prying eyes of the Prophet. Draco rather preferred to get drunk in the privacy of his own home, but his parents were more socially inclined than he was. Hence, they frequented the Moonrake on Friday evenings. Sometimes they popped over to France to imbibe at its sister club, Balivernes.

He loved his mother dearly, but tipsy Narcissa was a handful. And his father? The closest the man got to letting loose was within the confines of his club. The two of them together was a nightmare.

Draco smiles at Brigitte. “I must decline tonight, Mrs. Parkinson. I’m hosting friends for dinner.”

She smiles. “Next time then.” She turns to his parents. “We’ll see you in an hour?”

Narcissa nods.


Draco takes his leave and returns to his room to shower and change ahead of dinner. Since it’s going to be a long night, he opts for a tee shirt and joggers with a jumper draped over his shoulders in case there’s a chill.

Hermione’s the last to arrive. Zadie leads her into the sitting room where they’ve gathered for pre-dinner aperitifs, custom co*cktails the elves had developed to ring in the new decade.

“Sorry I’m late,” she calls to everyone, smiling at him as she accepts the drink he proffers.

“It’s a silver bell,” he says. “Gin, lime, sugar, mint, club soda, cucumber.”

“Mm, refreshing,” she says as she takes another sip. “How’s the heart potion?”

He smiles. “I switched to stainless.”

“And…”

“No explosion.”

“Malfoy!” She swats him. “Is it done?”

“Yes, I finished it. I’ll brief Snape on Monday. We’re ready for the rollout.”

“This is exciting! Did you toast already?”

He chuckles. “There’ll be no toast.”

“Malfoy! At least cheers with me.” She smiles. “This is huge!”

He clinks his glass with hers.

“To torqueo,” she chides, earning her a tickle hex.

She’s giggling and clutching her sides when Theo and Blaise sidle up to her.

“What’s so funny, Professor?” Theo asks.

Draco cancels the hex so she can catch her breath.

“What?” She asks.

Blaise chuckles. “We’ve heard so much about buttoned-up, swotty Granger, but had yet to see her in the flesh.”

Draco scowls at him.

“So, this is what’s always hiding under those dastardly robes,” Theo adds, earning him an elbow to the ribs. “Do your students call you Professor, Professor?”

Granger rolls her eyes. “No, they call me, Hermione. And if you call me Professor again, I’ll hex you.” She flashes Theo a devilish grin. “Something new I learned this week.”

“Ooh, a little Irish Delight?”

Draco stills her hand as it inches toward her wand and nods toward the elf who’d led her in. “Zadie, we’re ready for dinner. Please inform Céline.”

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTES:
- Moonraker is an actual slang term for a person from Wiltshire. Per etymonline it can refer to a stock joke about people who mistook the reflection of the moon in a pond for cheese and tried to rake it out. Or it can refer to moonshine smugglers who smuggled along the coasts of Kent and Sussex under cover of darkness. Source: https://www.etymonline.com/word/moonraker#:~:text=moonraker%20(n.),tried%20to%20rake%20it%20out.
- Balivernes – the name of Moonrake’s sister club in France – is French for nonsense.
- Torqueo is Latin meaning to twist, curl, torture, torment, distort, test
- The ‘Abbasi Giants’ are based on the Cerne Abbas Giant in Dorset, England. Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cerne_Abbas_Giant

Chapter 42: HERMIONE - 4AM

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

FRI 10 NOV

They’re in yet another Malfoy Manor dining room, eating a sumptuous spread prepared by the elves. Remi and Céline, explain each dish and the wine pairing before disapparating to let them eat the course away from their curious gazes. After each dish, Draco summons the elves to hear reviews before they plate the next one.

They’re eating and talking excitedly, discussing a lamb dish when Narcissa and Lucius enter. The gang all stand to greet them. Hermione glances over at Pansy to make sure she’s not breaking some obscure Pureblood rule or ritual. One could never tell with these people. The witch looks shocked and almost pale when they lock eyes.

‘What?’ Hermione mouths.

Pansy just shakes her head and looks down.

Hermione follows her gaze, hoping she hasn’t spilled something on herself or that she wasn’t about to be found by the regal and formidable Lucius Malfoy to have used the wrong fork.

Narcissa and Lucius circulate around the table, greeting each person in turn. Soon they’re in front of her. She’d only seen Lucius at Narcissa’s birthday party and had exchanged less than a handful of words with the man. He looks like an older, shrewder Draco. With the same silvery blond shade of hair, in a long straight ponytail down his back. He’s severe and imposing in pitch black robes, black trousers, and a walking stick. His inky dragonhide boots are so matte they seem to smolder and suck the light into themselves. His eyes are a darker gray than Draco’s and don’t have the same specks of green. He has a few gold and jeweled rings on his fingers, including an amethyst on his pinky she imagines is from Narcissa. But his signet ring catches her eye. The band is gold – whereas Draco’s is platinum – and while Draco wears his on his right hand, Lucius’ is on his left hand, signaling it’s his wedding ring and tied to another’s. Narcissa is dazzling today in a rich aubergine robe and black heeled boots that match her clutch.

Hermione kisses Narcissa on both cheeks and Narcissa compliments her shoes as they step away from each other. “My darling, they’re divine.”

They were a practical gift from Viktor. She’d started accepting those. Her eyes flicker over to Pansy again to find the witch’s eyes are even wider. Hermione fights the urge to roll her eyes. How could she possibly be f*cking this up?

Narcissa continues to cluck over her, peppering her with questions about the lab and her courses. Lucius remains stoic and unreadable. Hermione knows enough from Draco’s expressions to know that the man is not bored. She might even venture to say he appears curious, almost keen.

“My dear.” Narcissa says as she reaches for her hand, slotting their palms together then raising their arms. It’s only when she feels Narcissa trace along her skin that she realizes why Pansy was having a f*cking conniption. She gotten new tattoos in Portugal. One piece for each snake and she’d glamoured them to surprise them later. She’d modified a vestigium spell to lock onto the traces of magic that her tattoo artist, Francisco, had left behind after healing each piece.

Vestigium spells had a wide host of applications. They were used by Aurors to detect magical signatures at crime scenes and on dark artifacts. Vestigia were also used to review the recent spells cast by a wand and were the basis of traces, Portkeys, and the spells they used to vanish items from one place to another or send items through to Ronaldo’s. Despite its track and trace functions, a vestigium wasn’t necessarily dark magic, but the way she was applying it was certainly gray. Now that she knew what to look for and could pinpoint the vestiges that foreign magic left behind, she had found the last faint tendrils of magic left behind by Dean when he’d healed her tattoos during their last session. The trace was too faded to manipulate with a glamour charm like she’d done with Francisco’s traces, but she wondered if Seamus knew any spells she could use to amplify the trace. Although, if he did, that would certainly be crossing over into dark and unspeakable magics.

“These are beautiful,” Narcissa says, cracking into Hermione’s reverie. “How long have you been collecting tattoos?” Narcissa has full view of her forearms since Hermione had forgotten to roll the cuffs of her sleeves back down and glamour the rest of her tattoos when she’d walked through the Floo.

Stunned, Hermione splutters and trips over her words. She never thought she’d ever discuss her tattoos with this woman. She tells Narcissa she started collecting them – her word – when she was 18 and that they’re mostly related to literature, music and film with some plant-related filler pieces and any random bits that had struck her fancy.

Draco snorts – no doubt thinking of frisky Pooh – and his father snaps his eyes to him in censure. Blaise and Theo slump against each other in silent laughter. Daphne covers her mouth with her hand. Pansy and Harry exchange looks, begging each other not to react lest they start laughing and receive the same scathing glare from Lucius.

“Well, your glamours are impeccable, Miss Granger. I’ve seen you a handful of times and never would have known you had these. Wouldn’t you say, dear?”

And though Hermione appreciates Narcissa for always making her feel welcome in her home, she wished she could tell her she didn’t have to make the block of ice she called a husband thaw to her. She already had her hands full with one Malfoy man.

“Fooled me,” he drawls in his crisp imperial tone, without a hint of emotion. His eyes slip lazily to hers then flick over her arms before he turns his attention back to his wife.

Hermione shudders at how much he sounds like Snape. Hermione notices Narcissa fidget with her pendant necklace.

Having said his piece, Lucius places his hand in the crook of his wife’s elbow, and they bid everyone a good night as they depart.

It’s only after she hears the roar of the Floo that Hermione allows herself to slouch in her seat. “Why did that feel like meeting the King or something?”

Theo winks at her. “Those two are far worse. When you meet the royals on New Year’s Eve, it’ll be much tamer.”

She glances at Draco, who just shrugs. After dinner he leads them to a sitting room in his wing with a gigantic TV, a sound system, and assorted media players. She’d never imagined the space he used to consume all her media recommendations. But this warm space with plush sofas, high-pile carpet that she imagines will feel so warm and soft under her bare feet, and top of the line electronics certainly tracked.

Pansy pulls her aside and informs her that Narcissa never gives compliments like that. “Divine is not a word Narcissa uses often. She tells people they look ‘well,’ that she likes a color they’re wearing. She compliments an attribute, but never a look or a thing. Not unless she means it.”

Hermione smiles and thanks Pansy for the translation of that weird encounter. She supposes she should be happy to get Narcissa’s approval. But her shoes are starting to pinch, the tights itch, and she’s tired of being in stiff, business casual clothes. She wants to be in a soft sweatshirt and leggings, sprawled on one of the soft, plush couches watching a movie with Malfoy beside her, warm and delicious-smelling, peppering her with questions.

She catches his attention and gestures for him to meet her by the door, out of earshot of the others.

Once he’s in front of her, she starts, “Hey, I need to go change-”

“Oh, do you need a change of clothes?”

She shakes her head. “No, I brought some.” She quirks a brow at him. “Why? Are you trying to get me in another one of your Quidditch jerseys?”

He smirks at her as she exits the room, heading for his bedroom. She hears Pansy let out a loud “Oh?” behind her, but it’s none of her business. Her itchy tights and aching feet are her primary concern. She enters his room and closes the door softly behind her. She unlaces the shoes and kicks them off, sighing in relief to have her feet flat on the ground. Even with the cushioning and Talus charms her feet ached from being kept at that angle for so long. She rolls them and vows to massage them during the movie. She smirks, wondering what Draco would say if she asked him to massage them. They hadn’t exactly given each other straight answers on Halloween.

She removes her tights and is just bending over to pick up her discarded dress when there’s a soft knock on the door. “Come in.” She whispers.

“There you are.” He lets himself in, shutting the door softly behind him. “Pansy gave me the third-degree. Asked why you turned right.”

Hermione frowns in confusion.

Draco gives her an understanding smile. “There’s a washroom down the hall. If you were going there, you would have turned left.”

She shrugs. “I didn’t know.”

“Exactly. Hence, the conundrum. What did you tell her about us?”

She flushes. “Nothing?”

“Nothing?” He frowns at her. “Why not?”

She glares quizzically up at him and can feel her nostrils flare. She calms herself, choosing instead to take the Slytherin tack. She co*cks her head. “What would I have said?”

He steps away from her, rubbing the back of his neck.

She smirks up at him. “Right.” She gestures to her body where she’s standing in just her collared shirt and underwear with her dress, and tights in her hand. “Look, I’m in the middle of something here.”

“Right,” he says, a faint blush spreading across his cheeks. On his way out, he stops by his desk and taps on a book. “For you. I expect your thoughts this week.”

Everyone makes it through much of the first movie, but a few begin to doze during the second. Soon people are whispering ‘Good night,’ and slipping out of the room toward the Floo. As the only two who’d read all the books, Malfoy and Hermione are awake throughout all the films, whispering about each one. Soon it’s just the two of them. The final movie ends, and they tidy the room until Gabriel and Zadie Apparate in and shoo them out.

Draco slings her backpack over his shoulder, and they walk back to his bedroom. They settle onto the couch at the foot of his bed.

She glances at the wall clock above his desk. “Gosh, it’s 4am.”

“I’m not tired. I think I got my second wind.” He quirks his brow at her to make sure he’s used the expression correctly. “But if I hit that bed I’ll be out like a light.”

She giggles.

He smirks. “What? Did I not use that one correctly?”

She smiles. “Yes, you did.” She crosses her legs under herself and rests her head on the back of the couch.

“About Halloween-” he starts, breaking the silence.

She closes her eyes, batting down the swell of emotion in her chest. “Malfoy, it’s 4am.”

“So… you don’t want to talk about it?”

“I’m still gathering my thoughts.”

“Still?” He frowns. “It’s been two weeks.”

“It’s too soon.”

“Too soon?” He shifts so he’s facing her. “Too soon for what?”

She shrugs and stands. “It’s 4am. Nothing good happens after midnight. Can we agree to disagree about having a conver-”

“You can stay.”

Oh.

“Stay?” She echoes, her voice a whisper.

“Yes. Here.”

“Here?”

Granger.”

“I…” She bites her lip. “I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“It’s just to sleep. I won’t touch you.” He shifts again, this time angling his body away from where she stands. “I won’t even look at you,” he teases.

After a minute, she sighs. “Halloween… you were so drunk-”

“I wasn’t so drunk.” He shifts back around and lifts his head to look up at her.

She rolls her eyes.

“I had my wits about me that night. I Apparated us here, didn’t I? And I don’t see you splinched. You weren’t splinched. I wasn’t splin-”

She interjects. “Yeah, but you were at an eight-”

“Which is just one more than the seven I was aiming for-”

“You were…”

“What? I was what?”

“You were different.”

“How so?”

She chews the inside of her lip as she tries to find the words. “You know… different.”

He chuckles softly. “Granger, use your words. I know you know all of them. Use some different ones.” He nudges her foot with his.

She huffs.

Something flickers in his gaze. “We said do-over, right? Fresh start. This is me using mine. What are you doing?” There’s an edge in his voice. Blink and you’d miss it.

She flops back on the couch and lets her head fall into her palms. “It’s 4am.”

“No one else I’d rather talk to.”

She feels the heat of a blush rising up her cheeks. “Why aren’t you like this around everyone else?”

He chuckles, gently placing a hand on her back. “I gained your words, but I lost your face.”

She stiffens and turns her head to meet his gaze. “I can’t have this conversation right now.”

“I can see that.” He lifts an eyebrow, removing his hand from her back before waving it in mock dismissal. “Well, when you’re ready, you know where to find me.” He stands and she leans back, resting her head on the couch, taking him all in. Socked feet, dark gray joggers, a light gray Oxford University sweatshirt. Her fingers ache to run through his soft, disheveled hair. His eyes are keen and searching. “Shall I walk you to the Floo? Or would you rather slip out without saying goodbye?” His lips curl into a smile.

Despite the teasing, it still feels like she’d failed some test. They’d agreed that trust was important to them. She’d pulled them back from the brink many times that night, stopped them from doing more than they ought. Despite the distance, her mind was still a jumbled mess. And somehow this was her fault?

She feels his eyes on where he knows that tattoo is, and Merlin help her but she takes the out. “I got a new one.” She smiles. She’d explored the Bairro Mágico in Lisbon during her return from Aljezur and had gotten a few pieces at a Magical tattoo shop.

“Is this a world premiere?”

“Yes. I got a Celtic Friendship knot for Nott; a grape cluster for Zabini; pansies for Pansy; daphnes for Daphne, and…” She quirks a brow up at him, signaling for him to guess.

“Sexy for Draco? What, you got a little mudflap girl on your arse for me?” He beams. “You shouldn’t have!”

She swats at him, pushing him away as she stands.

“No, a dragon.”

He co*cks an eyebrow. “Where?”

She takes a step closer to him. “Guess.”

His eyes flick back down to her feet. She’d noticed him catch a glimpse earlier. “How do you decide on a color?”

She shrugs. “Pansy taught me the charm. No doubt hoping I’d stick to ‘Pansy pink.” She snorts. “But if I see a color I like, I set a snapshot in my mind then I say the unguis spell.” She wiggles her toes. “Et voila. Gamma Leonis.”

“The exoplanet from today’s Prophet? The one near Neptune.”

She nods.

“But they’re blue.”

She smiles. “So is Neptune.”

“And not your fingernails because?”

“Because I’d bite them down to the quick.”

He smirks down at her as she puts on her poshest accent.

“And Pansy said a proper lady doesn’t bite her nails. It’s less tempting if I leave them bare.”

“Hmm. First guess.” He touches the side of her hip where his grip had been possessive, almost bruising, weeks ago. “Here.”

“No.” She giggles, shaking her head. “But you’re gonna lose it when I tell you what is there.”

“Here,” he says, his fingers grazing her ribs. She rolls her eyes and moves his hand down when she feels his thumb grazing the underside of her breast.

“No. Final guess?”

He skims his hands down to her hips and spins her around so her back is to him. He trails a finger down her spine, bringing his hand to rest on the small of her back above the curve of her butt. “Here,” he croaks.

She turns her head, looking up at him over her shoulder before shaking her head.

He steps into her and presses a warm, lingering kiss to her temple as he pulls her flush against him. He takes her hands in his and wraps both of their arms around her body and begins to sway them from side to side.

She leans her head back on his chest as he starts humming, the vibrations a low rumble against her back. She catches the tune and hums along. ‘And I'd give up forever to touch you, ‘cause I know that you’d feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now… And I don't want the world to see me, ‘cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am... I just want you to know who I am.’

She unwraps their arms from around her and releases them at her sides before turning to face him, resting her forehead on his chest. She should go. It was nice to just stand still with him and breathe. But it was late and the longer she dawdled the harder and harder it was to deny the prospect of falling asleep in his big bed, with his arms, scent, and warmth around her.

His hand finds her wrist and he absentmindedly rubs lazy circles with his thumb like he’d done that day in the kitchen. Looking back on it now, that day had shifted things between them.

She looks down at their hands and chuckles, catching his gaze as she looks up at him.

He quirks a brow in surprise. “Here?”

She nods and he rolls back the cuff of her right sleeve to reveal a dark, thin dragon with jewel-colored striations coiled around her wrist, breathing fire.

His smile spreads slowly across his face. “I’m honored.” He brings her wrist to his lips, trailing kisses along his namesake. “And where are the pansies and daphnes?”

She glances at the clock over his desk and gives him a soft smile. “Some other time?” She meets his gaze. “Goodnight, Malfoy.”

He starts to follow her, but she puts her hand on his chest and gently backs him up until the back of his legs hit the couch and he perches on the edge of it. He catches her wrist as she pulls away and pulls her into him, nuzzling into her neck and kissing her there once, twice. “Night, Granger,” he whispers.

Neither brings up the preempted conversation again. Though they return to their routine, they can feel something building but neither wants to be the one to call the other’s attention to it and break the spell.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
- The song they hum and sway to is “Iris,” Goo Goo Dolls (1998)
- Gamma Leonis is the brightest star in the Leo constellation. It’s a binary star and its companion was discovered on 06 November 2009. Source: Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gamma_Leonis)

Chapter 43: HERMIONE - TIS THE SEASON

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As Thanksgiving approached, Hermione felt more pressure to source gifts for her new snake friends. If she were back in the States, she would have had everyone’s gifts wrapped and tucked away in the back of her closet by now. In fact, she’d already sent off a package with gifts for her parents and a few friends back home. That left Pansy, Daphne, Theo, Blaise, Harry, and Malfoy. Rich people were already hard to shop for. Purebloods even harder. Because what exactly did one get a person who has everything, the means to procure anything, and magical powers on top of that?

She’d formulated Theo’s gift ideas first. She wanted to get him copies of the first French pastry and entree cookbooks. Before she went too far down the rabbit hole, she asked Malfoy if Theo would already have such resources in the extensive Nott Library.

His response: “Cookbooks have not been known to grace wizarding libraries. But Theo adores the books you get him. He’s started a new section and continues to add to it.”

She took that as a greenlight to begin her research, which uncovered that Francois Pierre La Varenne had written the first French cookbook, ‘Le Cuisinier François’ in 1651. She also discovered another cookbook which had modernized haute cuisine, the 1903 cookbook, ‘Le Guide Culinaire.’ The author, George Auguste Escoffier, had been dubbed the ‘King of Chefs and the Chef of Kings.’ She’d originally attempted to source either book through F&B, but the prices had been exorbitant. Incidentally, she’d stumbled upon both books and another – the annotated personal journals of Escoffier – at an Estate Sale during one of her Coastal Walks. The journals were a treasure trove, detailing the testing and development of the recipes he ultimately published in ‘Le Guide,’ recipes that hadn’t made the cut, and the notes for the collection of pastry recipes he’d intended to publish before his untimely death. Hermione haggled over the trio, wrapped them, and crossed Theo off her to-gift list.

For Daphne and Pansy, she’d found dresses at Estate sales with histories as rich and intricate as their designs. One of a kind, showstopping pieces that would prove to the witches that vintage could rival or even beat the new. She’d placed a charmed parchment with information about each dress in their gift boxes. Astoria had clearly embraced vintage shopping. Hermione knew she could sway Daphne and Pansy with the right pieces.

She’d decided to give Harry a piece of the childhood he’d never gotten to experience for himself. From what he’d shared of his youth, he’d lived with relatives who’d given his cousin everything he ever wanted while Harry subsisted on scraps, leftovers, and hand-me-downs. He hadn’t played Sega-Genesis, Atari, and Gameboy when they’d originally been released. So, her gift to him was vintage game consoles and game cartridges she’d purchased on eBay.

That left Blaise and Malfoy whose names remained stubbornly on her list. She sought advice from her mother during one of their recent phone calls, which started with a reminder that it was never too late to start Christmas shopping.

“I’m well aware Mom.” She giggled. “Presents are in the post.”

“And for your new friends?”

“I’m working on it,” Hermione grumbled. “What do you get a man who has literally everything and is rich as Croesus.”

“Draco?”

“Mmhmm, and Blaise.”

“Get him more of the things he likes.”

“And if the things he likes are too bloody expensive?”

“Then you get it for him next year. And this year, slap a bow on a bottle of whatever he drinks.”

“How did you and dad decide what to get for each other?”

“Over the years we found our rhythm. When he gets stumped finding a pressing, I put my hand on his and ask, ‘What have you tried so far?’ He tells me and I say, ‘Move on.’ That’s my code for, ‘Let me try.’ Then I move hell or high water to find the record by Christmas or his birthday. Sometimes I’m not able to come through and that record gets moved into the long-term project column. Months or years later, someone will call or email and say they saw my post or email about xyz record and that they’re open to offers. I’ll purchase it and add it to the stack for the next gift cycle. And I get him the usual old man gifts: socks, tie, underwear.”

Hermione giggled and the conversation moved to other topics.

Later that week she broached the subject with Malfoy. First asking him about her Theo idea and then his suggestions for Blaise.

“Honestly, get Blaise some expensive scotch. One year Harry taught him how to rip music off the web. You could get him a newer iPod with more space. You know, Granger, you’re hard to shop for too. Since we’re talking about it.”

She huffed. “No, I’m not! I’m simple: potions supplies, foraging gear, books. How hard is that?”

He tutted. “Those are all things you can get yourself.”

“Sometimes those are the most special gifts because it shows that you pay attention.”

“Do you accept jewelry as gifts yet, Granger?”

She shrugged, a motion he couldn’t see. “Pansy converted me. She told me to stop making Viktor work so hard to do something nice for me.”

He chuckled. “So I’ve heard. Besides being hand-selected, are there any other stipulations?”

She scoffed. She didn’t think that stipulation was so scandalous. “I don’t know… It should mean something. So I can pick it up, smile, and say ‘ah yes, this references this’ or ‘this stone is from here,’ ya know? So that it’s not just another shiny thingamabob.”

Draco chuckles. “Okay… so you’ll accept jewelry with a story?”

She considered that for a moment. “Sure, a compelling story or purpose. Krum got me a cool watch. Uh… a Vacheron Blancpain?”

Draco chuckled and said he’d noticed that she still refused to brew with it even though it was the best watch on the wizard or Muggle market. Even he didn’t yet own a Vacheron Blancpain, he’d added. Then he’d rattled off facts about the brand and its clientele. Some stuff she knew, some she didn’t. They were an ancient, esoteric Muggle watch brand that made nigh indestructible limited run watches. They were the watch brand of choice for extreme sports champions like Krum’s countryman Petar Stoychev who’d crossed the English channel in under seven hours a couple years ago; Ocean Ramsey who swam with sharks; Reed Timmer who chased storms and tornados; and Herbert Nitsch who free-dived to superhuman lengths. Hermione never wore jewelry while brewing, so she took it off whenever she entered the lab and left it on her desk until it was time to leave. Draco said he’d seen it on her desk and had meant to ask her about it. “There’s a multi-year waiting list for their watches, Granger. And they only sell them to daredevils, world record holders and top athletes.”

“After our run-in with the Redcaps, imps, and oh gods, the harpies(!), I think we more than qualify as daredevils.” She giggled. “He told me about all the features, and how it was indestructible. He knows I won’t brew with jewelry because of the risk. But he didn’t tell me about the waitlist. He told me they were expensive when I pressed. I would have been just as happy with a Casio.” A muggle brand Draco had likely never heard of despite their ubiquity.

He confirmed her suspicions with an incredulous, “Casio?”

She’d informed him that Casio was, “An affordable Muggle watch brand.”

Draco chuckled. “Well, however much he told you that watch costs… Quadruple it.”

She gasped.

“Compelling story or purpose and lie to you about the cost. Got it,” he teased.

“Don’t lie to me about the cost! But maybe don’t lead with it either. Gifts for me don’t have to be expensive. And they don’t have to be jewelry. Proceed at your own risk.”

“You wouldn’t reject it,” he challenged.

“I would!” She countered. “I have.”

Draco chuckled smugly. “Challenge accepted.”

“That wasn’t a challenge! Why are you pressing me about this?”

She heard the smile in his voice when he said, “Just asking.”

She scoffed. Draco Malfoy was never ‘just asking.’ He was either genuinely interested or already knew the answer and wanted to watch you lie. Anything else was beneath his notice and he didn’t even ask. “Draco Lucius Malfoy, do notget me jewelry.”

He chuckled. “Hermione Jean Granger don’t make me conference in Pansy to reprise her ‘accept nice things’ speech. She’ll do it in a heartbeat.”

“Fine, fine. I yield! You’re hard to shop for too, ya know! What do you get the man who has everything?”

He was silent for a moment, and she had no idea if he was going to respond with a joke or an actual wish list of items that cost hundreds or thousands of dollars… or galleons. “Something he can’t get himself. Something he wants more than anything. Something he’s lost.”

Well look at that, a list she could actually use!

“Okay… what’s something you can’t get yourself?” She asked.

“No offense, Granger, but if I can’t get it… Neither can you.”

She sighed. “I guess I fell for that one. At the risk of setting myself up for further offense, Malfoy… What’s something you want more than anything?”

“You don’t want to know,” he deadpanned.

She cleared her throat. “And uh, at the risk of going 0 for 3. What’s something you lost?”

“I don’t know.”

She threw a hand up in resignation. Why did she bother with this man? “Malfoy. Did you play with… I don’t know… stuffed animals as a child?”

“Yes. A little stuffed dragon that flew and breathed charmed fire. You could actually feel the heat of his flame.”

Now they were getting somewhere. She could work with this. “What happened to it-”

Him,” Draco corrected.

“Him. What was his name. Cornelius?”

Draco snickered. “Definitely not Cornelius. Filbert.”

“That was literally my second choice. Do you miss him?”

He chuckled. “No. I got a broom. I learned to fly. I learned to play Quidditch. I discovered my magic; my dick; chicks.”

She scoffed. “This, Malfoy, is why you’re hard to shop for! Do you even want anything?”

“Honestly, Granger, no. Every year, people get me expensive sh*te that I re-gift to business associates and foreign dignitaries. Zadie and Narcissa shrink them down and keep them organized in extended drawers in our studies. Each item is inventoried and gets a little tag. ‘This item is appropriate for this type of person and/or this kind of occasion.’ And we just Accio them when we need them. It’s something most Purebloods do with the things they don’t really want. Otherwise, our Manors would feel even more like museums.”

“And what if I don’t want my gift to go into the gift mill?”

“Then you’d better dig deep, Granger.”

She dropped her face in her palm and felt her shoulders sag in defeat. She would have none of these problems if she’d just opted to live in student housing!

“Ask Pansy. She can help you,” he counseled. “She knows me very well. She has a 60% success rate.”

“I want to do this on my own! Besides, 60% is paltry.”

“It’s the highest among our friends. And when the next highest rate is 30% (Theo), 60% is stellar. And like you said, I already have everything. My expectations are quite low for anyone besides Mother. She manages to stun me every time.”

Hermione rolled her eyes, not willing to touch ‘comparison to his mother’ with a 10-foot pole.

“It’s the thought that counts, Granger. And honestly, it’s more about the company.”

“Then why do you try so hard?”

“Because for me it’s about getting it right and getting the best gift.”

“But that’s so one-sided.”

“Chin up. Some things are. I accept a bit of unfairness. Not in all things, and not forever. But in this, I do. I’m privileged. What is all this money for if not to spend it? What are all the connections and access worth if they’re not leveraged? The holidays are about joy and memories, not just the gifts. Our group did a few years with no gifts. But those felt quite dismal. Then we did gag gifts… Then competed to outdo one another. We’ve settled into a ‘do what feels right’ kind of arrangement these days.”

“You’ve given me a lot to think about, Malfoy.” She supposed that was the boon and the bane of joining such a well-established friend group. They’d been through so much, tried everything, and knew what worked. But they’d let her in and now they had movie nights, Muggle adventure days, theater outings, and karaoke. It seemed that even an established friend group was ripe and receptive to the right kind of change.

Their conversation soon shifted to other things but was in the back of her mind while Hermione shopped for another person’s gift: Viktor’s. When he’d learned that she did ‘Coastal walks,’ Viktor had asked her a million questions. It was odd to him that a magical being who could Floo, Apparate, ride a broom, and ride any number of magical creatures would choose to walk. She’d explained that it gave her the chance to explore the landscape, forage, and learn the geography. On her walks she could enjoy local cuisine, window shop, and visit thrift stores and Estate sales. When she explained the amazing heirlooms and vintage pieces she’d seen, he’d asked her to buy him a mint-condition, black leather jacket if she ever saw one she thought he’d like. It didn’t matter if it fit because he could always resize it with magic, but he was particular about pretty much every other detail: structured, buttery soft, faded only on the crook of the arms and the elbows, a belt detail, pockets, not too many zippers and other faff. It was a tall order, mostly because he wanted something like a character wore in a movie he’d seen. But no, he didn’t remember the movie. She’d asked him why he couldn’t commission one from dragon-leather.

He’d shrugged. “I want this to be from you. From your walks.”

She’d smiled and kissed him, letting him take her into his arms and settle her into his lap. They’d been watching Seinfeld reruns and he’d kissed her lazily between commercial breaks. She’d drifted to sleep in his lap – warm and snuggly – his nose grazing against her nose and cheeks, his breath a whisper on her lips.

The one jacket that came even remotely close to his specifications had been so faded it was almost grey and wasn’t in the best condition. She’d held out hope that she could find one at an Estate sale, where the price tended to be cheaper, instead of having to resort to a consignment shop or one of the shops on the high street that specialized in vintage leather jackets. She finds the jacket that checked all the boxes mere weeks before Christmas. By that time, she’d already found an alternate Christmas gift, so she decides to give him the jacket for his birthday. It’s on this trip that she also finds her Christmas Gift for Draco. And not a moment too soon because was already resigned to the idea of getting him a bottle of something expensive like it was any other Friday dinner she missed – yet another item for him to add to his gift mill in defeat.

She finds the perfect jacket in the attic at the Delaire Estate Sale in Dover. She’s heading back downstairs with it to haggle with the widow when driving gloves in a shiny black box catch her eye. They look expensive, textured, and out of place among the other Muggle items. She’s laser-focused on procuring the jacket so she doesn’t give them a second thought.

She waits until the widow finishes with a previous customer before she steps up and starts haggling. The woman drives a hard bargain. They’re stuck at a price point Hermione finds absolutely intolerable when she tells the widow she’ll only agree to that price if she also throws in the pair of riding gloves she’d seen upstairs.

The woman’s eyes widen in surprise. “Which pair, dear? Bring them here.”

Hermione runs up the stairs and returns with the gloves in the glossy black box that seems to suck light into it.

“Oh, dear, these gloves are priceless.” She runs a finger reverently over the gloves. “I assume you know their provenance?”

Hermione nods her head slowly as realization dawns. She gasps. “They’re dragonhide. You’re-”

“Yes, dear. I’m a demi-sang.” Half-blood. “My husband, Denis, was the Delaire heir. We met in Marseille at the Vestimentaire where I worked. I was a Tailor’s Apprentice at the dress shop, as we used to call them. We made mostly dresses, but we were trained in la mode totale, so we would also do menswear.” She smiles. “I was training with Miriam Malkin before she inherited and returned to England to open her shop on Diagon. Denis came into the Vestimentaire one day to mend his racing uniform. At the time, he was a motor racer in the World Driver’s Championship. And the rest is history.” Her smile falters. “We were hounded by the press after his younger brother, Damien,” she snarls, “leaked that we were dating. Their father was furious. If it hadn’t been about my blood status, then it would have been because I was a working girl. And I was not willing to give that up. I’d wanted to be a modiste my entire life. That was my dream. And why should I have to give that up? I met his mother. She invited me for tea with Denis’ sister, Danielle. We talked, we laughed. They got to know me. His mother watched us together. She softened when she saw his love for me. His mother was the Delaire. Comprends-tu?” Do you understand? She implores, searching Hermione’s face.

Tears well in the corners of the widow’s eyes. “His mother was the Delaire,” she stresses. “The only reason she was not the heir is because the Fates made her a woman. She married Benedict and made him Delaire! She would have given us her blessing! She promised to convince her husband if I agreed to stop working. I would not. I thought I could change her mind. I would work in secret. I would hide. Benedict refused. He said I could be a Saint for all he cared, it did not erase my mauvais sang.” Bad blood. “He believed we were a mésalliance and wizard France agreed,” she says darkly, tears threatening to spill down her cheeks. “My love married me despite his family’s objections. Danielle was the only member of the Delaire family who attended our ceremony. And yet she was heavily disguised. His father smashed the trajette in his study after it added a new row for me.”

Hermione had seen her very first trajette at the Burrow. She’d later learned from Theo and Pansy that trajettes were usually displayed in studies or libraries. Since the Burrow had neither, their trajette was proudly displayed in the Family room for all to see. Each family had a different style of clock. Some smaller and simpler. Some larger and more ornate. Regardless of how they looked, the internal mechanisms worked the same. The blood magic tied to the Estate showed the location and condition of each member of the family. During their wedding ceremony, at the precise moment when Ursule and Denis combined their magic, the Estate would have recognized her as its own and added a new space for her on the trajette.

Hermione gasps as Ursule recounts how the Delaire patriarch had Apparated directly to the courthouse and disinherited his eldest son on the steps as rice and confetti fell and pooled at their feet. “He gave Denis two hours to pack then burned him from the family tree. Denis smuggled out the piece of the trajette with my name on it. Ursule Delaire.” She smiled sadly. “We’d done it.” The widow closes her left hand into a fist then runs the fingers slowly over her palm. “Yet it turned to dust in my palm and faded into the wind after Benedict disavowed us.” Her eyes are glassy when they meet Hermione’s gaze again. “We tried to stay in France, but the paps were relentless. The Présage were ruthless. They followed us day and night. I couldn’t work anymore.” Her face hardens at the irony. “They threatened my customers. We were the first mésalliance in decades. There was fury. Outrage. We felt unsafe. We tried to stay. We tried to reason with the Présage. We tried to negotiate. They would hear none of it. This was the story of the century, and they would not miss a single morceau.” Her eyes darken. “Their word. I remember sitting in that little office, begging them to stop. And they likened us to food. Morceau,” she spits. Morsel. “We’d been exiled from our families. We had no money and no protection. We were hunted. We were food. We fled France. Packed up one night and drove. When we reached the water, we sold the car and took the ferry. We found this quiet little seaside village and made a life here. We blended in. My love helped the drivers reorganize under the Formula One rules, and he became a driver for McLaren. His career took off. We were saved. We were safe.”

Hermione reaches for her hand.

Ursule sniffles and gives her a wet smile. “I would not change a thing,” she chokes out, her voice strained as she lets the tears fall.

Hermione closes the distance, wrapping the woman in a hug as she collapsed into herself.

“I would not change a thing. I would not change a thing,” she mutters over and over again until her tears subside. “Thank you,” she whispers.

Hermione nods. “You’re welcome.”

The widow shakes her arms, resetting herself. “Alors, the gloves. They’ve never been worn. They have a mind of their own, however. Every day I set them out and every day they are not where I left them. However, it seems they think they have a home with you.”

“Oh, no, they’re not for me.”

She smiles. “A gift? Let me guess. For a wizard who has everything and likes fast things.”

Hermione giggles. “That sums him up.”

“My dear, those aren’t just any old gloves, and not just any old dragonhide gloves at that. That is hide from the Paladruvian Noir. It’s been in the Delaire family for generations. The Noir was the first dragon to be hunted to extinction. Only the oldest and richest French families from the Alps region ever had access to its hide. Slowly, over a few generations, the DuPont family bought up all the Paladruvian Noir hides and pieces. Except those held by the Delaire family, who refused to sell. The DuPonts hoarded their leather and lost it all in Le Grande Feu. Their Manor was burnt to the ground and the fire blazed so high that it congealed the hides into a giant dragonstone ball. That ball is still on display at the Ministère de la Magie in France. That ball is sans prix.” Priceless.

After the Great Fire, the only extant Paladruvian hides were held by the Delaire family, making that hide not only priceless but invaluable.

“The only reason those gloves are here today is because they were delivered by owl directly to my love and I by the hidesmith after we were turned out by his family. You are holding the only piece of Paladruvian not owned by someone with Delaire blood.” Ursule picks up the gloves and points to the amber gems on each of the glove’s knuckles. “These are dragonglass. Aussi sans prix.” Also priceless. “The gloves were constructed by René Auclair, the last dragonhide Master of the Auclair family. The preeminent French dragonsmiths. When he died, centuries of his family’s hidesmithing knowledge died with him. The history of this hide, the construction of these gloves, and the gems make these gloves priceless.” The widow pauses for effect, allowing her words to sink in. If Ursule hadn’t already said she’d been a tailor, Hermione would have guessed actress instead.

“The authentication papers and the invoice for the gloves are in the box. I can owl you a parchment with all the details I’ve given you. I’m sure you and the recipient would appreciate that information.” She winks. “The gloves have judged you and their intended recipient worthy. May I ask who they’re for?”

“After we agree on a price.” Hermione grins. “And a vow of secrecy.”

“You drive a hard bargain, mademoiselle.”

“Draco Malfoy,” Hermione divulges after they shake hands and trace the trelluna motion with their wands to seal the vow. The sealing charm that bound the vow to their innate magical essence was especially useful since there was no witness.

“You were wise to hold that card close to your chest, my dear. I would have charged you double. Maybe triple.” They both chuckle. “The Malfoys will be delighted to have some Paladruvian back in the family, Miss Granger. You have done well.”

Hermione blushes. “Thank you.”

“If I find any more artifacts that may be of interest, I’ll owl you.”

Hermione smiles. “I’d like that.”

Chapter 44: HERMIONE - FRIENDSGIVING

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

FRI 24 NOV

With her gifts for Christmas and Viktor’s birthday sorted, Hermione was finally able to get into the holiday spirit. She got a pang of homesickness as Thanksgiving approached. The thought of her parents spending the holiday at the ranch in North Carolina with her father’s side of the family made her wish she wasn’t so busy in the lab and could return home to join them now instead of waiting until Christmas. So, she was happy when Pansy said that Friday night dinner would be a family style meal at Theo’s house, and they’d go to a Muggle club afterward.

After her weekly Coastal walk, Hermione showered and studied until the words ran together, then napped until it was time to get ready for the night’s activities. She pulls her hair into a ponytail and dons a long-sleeved, fitted cardigan dress. The dress is ribbed and stops midway down her calf. She leaves a few buttons undone at the bottom, creating a slit that goes up to just above her knee. A few top buttons undone shows a whisper of cleavage. She’s in nude mesh lingerie underneath, a gift from Seamus. She finishes the look with high top Chuck Taylors, and a long wool coat. She slings her crossbody beaded bag over her shoulders and meets Pansy by the Floo.

She and Pansy Floo to Nott Manor and the gang yell ‘Surprise!’ when the pair enter the Dining Room. The elves have decorated the space with streamers and turkey decorations, and the table is laden with traditional American Thanksgiving dishes.

“Thanksgiving was yesterday!” Hermione chides Theo as she hugs him.

He shushes her and frog-marches her over to her seat between Draco and Pansy. Theo is at the head of the table, with Daphne to his left next to Ginevra and Blaise, with Harry rounding out the group next to Pansy.

Draco moves his chair closer to Hermione’s as he takes his seat. He starts the meal with his hand on her thigh, rubbing the ribbed fabric absentmindedly between his fingers and palm as he converses easily with everyone. Soon he dipped his hand between her legs, trailing patterns along the warm skin of her inner thighs. He’s even undone two of her buttons, moving her slit up, uncovering more flesh for him to explore. His slow, insistent ministrations distract her from conversations and send shivers down her spine. He’s the picture of elegance and ease, while she swears her face is flushed and she’s uttered pure nonsense for the past 45 minutes.

She’s dazed, wet and horny when Pansy nudges her to make a ‘Thanksgiving speech.’

Behind the rim of his glass, Malfoy mutters a charm to redo her buttons as he slowly removes his hand from her lap. He smirks as she rises slowly from her chair.

“Um.” Hermione swallows thickly. She glances down to find he’s checking out her ass.

His eyes slowly track up her body. Their eyes meet and he doesn’t look away, his smirk widening into a grin.

Pansy clears her throat.

“Go on,” Daphne whispers encouragingly.

Hermione takes a deep breath and launches in. “I’m so thankful for you all. You’ve welcomed me with open arms. I’m so grateful to have met each and every one of you.” She turns to Pansy. “Pansy, thank you for guiding me through everything. You’re like a sister to me. Thank you for being you.”

She turns to Daphne. “Daphne, I’m thankful for your friendship as well. If you two are amenable, I’d love to show my thanks by helping design a tattoo for us. Something we’ll each have. It can be the same exact piece or a variation on a theme.”

Pansy and Daphne exchange looks with each other, tears welling in the corners of their eyes as they smile.

Hermione swallows against the prickle in her throat that signals her own tears and forges ahead. She thanks Theo, Blaise and Harry for their friendship and Ginny for the laughs. When she turns to Malfoy, his eyes are heavy and dark, and she can’t think when he looks at her like that. She thanks him for a second chance, and he gives her a fond smile.

“To friendship!” She raises her glass in a toast and they all clink.

“Let’s party!” Theo calls, clapping his hands twice. The dishes and food are vanished and replaced with various bottles of wine, liquor and chasers. Once everyone has a fresh drink, Theo calls for another toast.

“What are we toasting to?” Blaise asks as Ginny excuses herself from the table.

Theo grins. “To me and Daphne. We’re back on!”

Daphne giggles and the gang toasts to their relationship.

They chatter excitedly, peppering the couple with questions and when their curiosity is sated, everyone looks to Pansy and Harry.

Harry’s face flushes.

Pansy rolls her eyes and holds up her glass. With a smirk, she exclaims, “To Daphne and Theo!” Everyone laughs and takes another sip from their drinks.

When Ginny returns from the restroom, the gang look between her and Blaise expectantly. Ginny frowns. “Why’s everyone being so weird?”

“They want to know if we’re back together,” Blaise deadpans.

Ginny shrugs. “Well, yeah… but it’s early days.”

“To Daphne and Theo!” Blaise calls and they all giggle and drink again.

They nurse their drinks in lively conversation before putting their coats on and Apparating to the spot near the Muggle club. Malfoy buys the first round, Theo the second, and Blaise the third before couples start leaving for the dance floor one by one. Daphne pulls Hermione onto the dance floor with her and Theo. She dances with them for a few songs until Draco finds her and pulls her into him.

She loses track of time dancing in his arms. Soon the drinks have caught up with her and her bladder cannot be ignored. She pulls him along behind her and he waits outside the restroom door while she slips inside. When she’s done, they swap places and soon she’s pulling him back onto the dance floor. There are a few more Top 40 songs, then the DJ transitions into reggae and dancehall.

‘Before the end of the night, I wanna hold you so tight. You know I want you so much. And I’m so tempted to touch!’

His hands are roving up her waist as she dances against him, grinding their hips in time to the rhythm of the music. Soon his fingers are skating along her ribs and back down to her hips, gripping and pushing her deeper against him. She can feel him harden in his trousers as she grinds her hips in a slow, circular motion against him.

‘If she says she wants that, if she says she need. Don’t you keep her waiting. Give it to her please!’

When the DJ transitions back to Top 40, Draco grabs her hand and leads her out of the side door, casting a bevy of charms as he pushes her against the wall. Crashing his lips onto hers in a frantic kiss. “What are you wearing under this?” He whispers in her ear, rocking against her.

She smirks up at him, slowly unbuttoning her dress, revealing the mesh lingerie underneath.

His eyes are hooded, his gaze dark and hungry at the sight of her nipples under the thin, translucent fabric. He palms her breasts, lowering his head to suck one nipple into his mouth, laving and teasing until it’s a stiff peak.

Hermione whimpers, her fingers playing in his hair as he kisses a path to the other breast. Sucking and licking before he nibbles at the other taut, sensitive peak. Warmth pools in her belly as he explores her with his lips, teeth and tongue.

His fingers skim lower and lower, undoing buttons to expose more flesh to his plunder. He smirks as he reaches down to touch the ‘eat me’ cookie. “Is this okay?” He whispers into her ear trailing his finger over the lines of her hip piece, teasing her as he reaches the nadir of the piece where the two points meet centimeters above her mons. He leaves goosebumps in his wake as he licks and kisses his way back up to her breasts.

She nods, sucking her lip between her teeth, ekeing out a breath, “Uh huh…”

He charts a path south again, trailing his fingers down her belly, and her mons, teasing her vulva before sliding the fabric of her lingerie to one side. He hooks her leg over his waist as he sinks two fingers into her.

She arches off the wall, moaning as he sets a rhythm inside her. Her hands find purchase in the soft hairs at the nape of his neck. She’s horny and sensitive from the edging during dinner and his fingers are so long and agile and skilled. He feels so good inside her. She revels in the heat and intensity of his gaze on hers. He leans forward, nuzzling into her neck and trailing kisses and hickies down her throat and chest. She’s moaning and whimpering as the pressure and heat build within her. She’s close, so close.

Suddenly, he removes his fingers. Mischief in his eyes as he brings them to his lips and sucks her juices into his mouth. “You taste so good, Hermione.” He smirks before licking into her mouth.

She tastes herself on his tongue. The kiss bruising and deep as he rocks against her again and again and again. She pushes him away, creating space between them to kiss along his jaw and neck. He hisses and rocks against her as she sucks hickies into his soft, sensitive flesh.

Touch me,” he begs as he dips his fingers back inside of her.

She grasps his co*ck through his trousers, groping and kneading him in time to the rhythm of his strokes. The pressure increases, heat rising once again and she’s closer and closer. And she won’t forgive him if he stops again. His fingers had been on her all night, and now they’re in her and she’s close. So. f*cking. Close.

“Granger, I’m gonna cum,” he bites out.

She stills her hands so he doesn’t blow in his bespoke trousers.

“Don’t stop,” he growls, increasing the pressure, rubbing tighter against her cl*t as his other fingers continue their rhythm against that spot inside her. He kisses her hungrily between whimpers and desperate pleas. “Don’t stop. Gods, Hermione. Don’t stop.”

Clenching around his fingers, her brain goes blank as she org*sms. He watches her face, memorizing the planes of her pleasure and her surely dazed expression as she rides it out.

He kisses her cheek and neck when she slumps against the wall to catch her breath. He releases her leg, and she lowers her foot back to the ground.

She watches as he slides his fingers out of her, brings them to his lips again and sucks her juices off. She grabs his hand and bringing his fingers to her lips to suck them too, swirling her tongue over and through his fingers.

He groans before licking into her mouth for another disorienting kiss. “Apparate with me,” he growls, grinding his hard co*ck against her core. “I need you.”

Those words, uttered barely above a whisper tease the aching need in her core. “My coat… My bag…” She mutters, fumbling with the buttons of her dress.

He chuckles as he helps her with the rest of the buttons, halting her as she steps toward the door. “No, you look positively ravished.”

She smirks. “What?”

His eyes soften. “You have marks all over your jaw. Your neck.” He pauses to trace them with his fingers. “Your chest... Your eyes are glazed.” He bites his lip. “You look shagged out.” His thumb ghosts over her bottom lip. “And these…” he says, stepping into her, kissing her softly before licking into her mouth, his hands on either side of her neck. Her hands snake around his waist as she deepens the kiss, raising up on her tiptoes for leverage. Craving closeness and more… Just more.

He pushes her back into the wall moaning as she threads her fingers into his hair.

Hermione,” He drawls, purring the last syllable, her name a plea on his lips. He’s rocking against her again and she’d let him f*ck her right here outside this club if he asked but their first time can’t be in the alley of a Muggle club, sloppily disillusioned under a warming charm.

Oh, what the heck!

“Cum for me Draco.”

He whispers a cushioning charm and lifts her up, hauling her against the wall as she rucks her dress up to her waist and wraps her legs around his hips. He presses into her, his hands now under her thighs, bracing her, holding her legs open as he starts to thrust, rocking his co*ck against her core. He grinds against her again and again and again. He buries his face in her neck, babbling and nipping and moaning her name as his org*sm builds. Bringing her closer and closer to that precipice as well. She’s close. So close.

“You’re so vocal for me, Draco,” she whispers. “Let me hear you cum for me.”

His breath hitches in his throat. He lets it out with a groan, his rhythm stuttering as he c*ms in his trousers. His thrusts are erratic as he lets himself go. She rakes her fingers through his hair. He whimpers as she reaches between them, palming his sensitive co*ck through his trousers, feeling evidence of the mess he’s made in his pants.

He’s sucking at the sensitive flesh of her neck as he comes down from his high. “Round three we cum together with me deep inside you,” he says before nipping.

She hisses, arching into him.

“Clean up your mess, Hermione,” he growls as he releases her legs. She slides down his body. When her feet are back on the ground, he steps back from her, giving her space to glide her dress back down her legs.

“That’s your mess, Draco.” She smirks up at him before muttering cleansing and smoothing charms, and a glamour toward his neck.

He drops the Disillusionment and opens the door. The music from the club spills out into the alley momentarily until the door closes behind him. “Stay here,” he commands. He returns in a few minutes with their coats and her bag in hand.

“Ready?” He asks, reaching a hand for hers to Apparate them to his Manor.

Time slows as she reaches for his outstretched palm.

Suddenly there’s a resounding “Crrrrrrrrrroakkkkkkk,” that’s so out of place in the back alley of a London street that it catches them both by surprise. An enormous frog patronus materializes, hopping toward them. It reaches them in three bounds, its mouth falling open to bellow, “You are hereby notified that Junior Auror Seamus Finnigan is in Mungo’s Level Nine. Dark Curse Ward. Level Yellow,” before hopping away.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
Reggae songs played:
- ‘Tempted To Touch,’ Rupee (2004)
- ‘Give It To Her,’ Tanto Metro & Devonte (2005)

Chapter 45: DRACO - NINE

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

FRI 24 NOV

Hermione’s face falls and she slumps against the wall. She drops her head into her hand. After a few ragged breaths, she looks up at him with tears brimming in her eyes.

f*ck. He’s rocking a major hard-on. His co*ck’s a 9 or 10 on the Mohs scale but needs to be as soft as a co*ck’s wattle stat. Draco imagines frogs in floral, granny nightgowns which reminds him of that sickly sweet Prep Teacher they had in fifth year with a penchant for punishments. Then his mind goes to her husband, the skeevy groundskeeper, and his weird cat. Sails sufficiently deflated, Draco clears his throat. “First things first, Granger. Do you have a Sober Up?”

Hermione shrugs, sniffles, hiccups. “I don’t need one,” she chokes out, her voice brittle. “I’m at a three… maybe a four.”

“Granger, his family will be there. You should be at a zero.” He musters a slight smile.

She takes another deep, shaky breath. “In my bag. Just stick your hand in and Accio it. I don’t have time to teach you the organization.”

He nods and follows her command, handing her the potion which she drains in one gulp.

“Secondly, he’s Yellow, not Red-”

Her face breaks.

sh*te, that was meant to help her, not make it worse!

“But that could mean anything! He could be sedated. He could be missing a limb!” She sniffles.

“Granger, it’s Seamus. From what you’ve told us, the man knows every spell in the book. He’s fine. It’s Level Yellow. Go there and learn more about his condition before you spin out.”

She gasps before burying her face in her hands, hiding her tears, spiraling down into the dark depths of her mind. Before long, her shoulders are shaking and she’s wiping away tears. When she meets his eyes again, she’s wrecked and forlorn.

He steps closer, pulling her into a hug. Her cries deepen as she sags against him, settling into his embrace and he’s literally holding her up as she sobs over another man in his arms. He steels himself, erecting a few sloppy walls to distance himself from this moment… and their moment from mere minutes before.

After a few minutes, he hears her attempt some calming breaths, but they keep catching in her throat.

He squeezes his eyes shut, taking a deep breath of his own. “Breathe, Granger. In. Slowly for five, four, three, two, one.” He hears her inhale a shaky breath. “Good. Hold. And then out for three, two, one. Again. In… five, four, three, two, one. Out…” He repeats his instructions for as long as she needs. In, hold, out. Again. In, hold, out. Again. Merlin knows how long they stand there, hugging, breathing. In, hold, out. Again. In, hold, out. Again.

She stiffens as her breathing finally evens out and he releases her from his embrace, dropping his arms to his side.

She steps back from him and shakes out her hands. When she looks up at him, her eyes are dark, dull, and vacant. He searches her face. Her cheeks are relaxed and it’s like she’s looking through him, not at him. He’d never seen her fully Occlude before. Even at the height of their frost her eyes had always been keen and clear.

“Granger?” He recoils a bit as their eyes meet. It’s like looking at a different person. He hates it. He’d never realized how inherently kind and warm her face was. And how tender a look she’d begun to give him over the past couple months. The comparison is disorienting. A chill runs down his spine.

“I’m fine,” she quips. Even her voice is different. Distant. Formal. Flat.

Draco holds her coat out for her to step into. She shakes her head, wrapping the straps around her beaded bag before she takes the coat from him and folds it over the crook of her elbow. She vanishes the empty potion vial and takes another step away from him. “Thanks, Draco.” She takes another deep breath, her face softening slightly as she says, “You’re a g-”

His mind roils, walls slamming into place helter skelter.

She must sense the shift – must see it in his eyes, his cheeks, his mouth, the same signs she’d worn – because she too recoils. She knows. Her perusal is slow, senses slowed by the mental and magical effort of her own Occlusion, but she knows. She’s seen this before. She knows. Then she’s gone in a crack of Apparition. Doesn’t even bother to finish her-

He tears open the club door and stalks toward the bar. He drops into a stool toward the end, knocking twice on the bar with his ring to signal the bartender, then orders a double shot of top-shelf whiskey. “Keep ‘em coming,” he orders before tipping the contents down his gullet. Then another.

And another.

And another.

And… he’s lost count.

He must be at an eight on the Pansy scale. No, a nine. Definitely a nine. There are many little Theos and Blaises in his field of vision. He groans. He doesn’t hear as much as feel it reverberating through his chest and skull.

Ooh, that’s quite nice actually.

He does it again, feeling the trill all the way down to the base of his spine. He swats at all the Theos and Blaises. They’re irksome. Meddlesome. Annoying.

They’re speaking.

Yapping.

A dreadful cacophony of voices. Too many voices. And questions. Many, many questions.

He hears a word he likes. Or rather, his body likes.

There, that word again! His co*ck twitches when he hears it. His pulse quickens a little too. His mouth wants to smile. His brain remembers kisses and nibbles and other things. Many, many other things. Delightful things. Naughty things. He could be very, very naughty when he wanted to be. Mummy had always said that growing up. As did many, many tutors. His naughty streak hadn’t gone away.

Mm, that word again. She brought his naughtiness back. He was very, very naughty with her.

“Where is she?” The chorus of Theos and Blaises asks.

“Who?” He snorts. Being naughty again.

He knew who. Just wanted them to say it.

The Blaises roll their eyes. “Hermione,” he annunciates.

As if Draco could ever forget his favorite word when it sends such a sweet lick of heat to his co*ck.

He blinks blearily, the Theos and Blaises are coalescing. There’s fewer and fewer with each blink. Cheeky, cheeky, doing sorcery in a Muggle club! Naughty, naughty boys.

But not as naughty as him. He chuckles as they divide again. Less Theos and Blaises now when one nudges a glass of water closer to him. Draco drinks heartily. The chill extinguishing the fire in his blood at the thought of her. Hermione.

“Draco, where’s Hermione?” The spell is less potent this time, fires banked, his body less reactive.

He hiccups. “Mungo’s.” He tips the glass back, draining the last drop. Water, water everywhere, and not a drop to drink.

He can still smell her on his fingers whenever he brought the drink to his lips. “She’s at f*ckin’ Mungo’s,” he drawls. Instead of in his bed.

The Blaises recoil and their eyes widen. “What? Is she okay?”

Draco scoffs and slides off the bar stool. Like hell he’d comfort yet another person about friggin’ Finnigan. He commands his legs to exit him from this bloody conversation, but they rebel! Twisted up by his f*cking limbs, he crashes against the bar, knocking the wind out of himself.

“Draco?” The Blaises’ voices are full of concern. Their hands shoot out to steady him. “How many drinks have you had?” They ask outright, because Blaise doesn’t do that scale bullsh*t.

Draco’s response is just a smirk and reaching for the half empty whiskey he’d forgotten about when the Theo’s had slipped him water. They snatch the glass from his reach like Potter with a f*cking snitch.

“Another water, please? And can we close out his tab?” The Theos asks the bartenders. They gawk at the receipts the blokes hand them.

Draco chuckles darkly. He’d done some bloody expensive damage on the ascent to ‘nine.’

And then there was one. One Blaise who commands, “Get him home,” to the now singular Theo. “I’ll pay.”

Draco fights Theo every step of the way on wobbly, new baby lamb legs compounded by the whiskey goggles distorting the ground and the walls. Between his knock-kneed stumble and the flashes of color, he feels like he’s walking through a f*cking kaleidoscope. And could it stop spinning for one bloody second? He kicks up a right fuss as Theo tries to usher him through the side door into the alley that had been the site of so many little deaths tonight.

“Draco, calm down,” Theo growls. “Calm down! Don’t make me limb-lock your f*cking arms.” Theo seethes as he wrenches the door handle out of Draco’s grip.

Draco continues to fight as Theo attempts to pull him into the alley.

True to his word, Theo whispers the charm to lock Draco’s arms to his sides. “f*ck,” he growls, as he finally drags Draco into the alley.

Theo shoulders the door closed then Apparates them right into Draco’s bedroom, shoving Draco down onto his bed and canceling the spell the instant their feet touch the carpet. “Celine!” He bellows, shoulders slumping when the elf appears with a soft ‘pop.’ “Could you bring your Master two Sober Ups, a Dreamless Sleep, and a bucket?”

Blaise arrives, slumping into the sofa across from Draco’s bed moments before Céline returns with the requested items and a large bottle of chilled water.

“Drink,” Theo commands.

Draco rolls his eyes, knocking back the potions then chasing them with a hearty swig of water. The potion co*cktail courses through him, weakening his walls.

“What. Happened?” Blaise demands.

“I had to comfort her while she cried about some other bloke in my f*cking arms!” Draco roars as his walls crash down.

“Who?”

“Granger.”

Blaise drops his head. “Was crying about whom?”

Seamus.”

Blaise snaps his head back up, eyes darkening.

“How do you know?”

“She got a f*cking Patronus.”

“At the club? Why didn’t we see this?”

“We were in the side alley.”

“How do you- Wait. You went to comfort her?”

Draco frowns. “No, I was with her when she got it!”

“Why?”

He holds Blaise’s penetrating glare. “You know why.”

Theo’s eyes flash. “Draco Lucius Malfoy! We just had to peel you off the f*cking bar. It’s about time you admit what the f*ck is going on with you two.”

Draco drops his head into his palms as the drowsiness hits him, knocking some fight out of him. “I can't get her out of my head,” he mutters.

Theo’s voice is hesitant as he poses his next question. “And you two were…”

Draco snaps his head up and rolls his eyes at Theo. “Hooking up? Yes. We were just about to Apparate when she got the f*cking Patronus.”

Theo frowns and exchanges a look with Blaise, tapping him back in. Blaise proceeds in a cautious tone just shy of patronizing. “Theo…” He pauses, searching for the right word. “Hypothesized… that something was happening. But I thought you were just…” He makes a confusing motion with his hands and his eyes dart to Theo.

“Flirting.” Theo has the guts to say. “How did it get this far? She- She’s dating other people.” He proceeds cautiously. “And you…”

Draco narrows his eyes at Theo, daring him to finish that sentence.

“You don’t… share,” Blaise finishes diplomatically.

Draco slumps back on the bed and yanks the covers from the other side of the bed over his face. “Thanks for bringing me home, lads.” He was utterly unequipped to have this conversation.

Draco, we need to talk about this!” Theo pleads.

“We just did,” Draco grumbles, voice petering off as the Dreamless mercifully begins pulling him under. He’s dead to them now, sinking deeper into the wild depths of his own mind. He slips soporifically through memories of her scent, her touch, the feel of her against his co*ck, against his fingers. The sight of her in that lingerie, the chiaroscuro of her dusky nipples against the light mesh. Her tit* in that catsuit, soft and warm in his palms. Her ass. Merlin, her ass. He tries to pause the snapshots, to feel the feelings again, to be still with them for just a second, just one bloody second. But any vision he tries to hold onto dances away from him. Just. Like. Her.

He might hear the two pops of disapparition, but they don’t register, drowned out by the sound of her. Her voice, her moans, her whimpers. He’d torn down all the walls and partitions and let the carefully stacked files crash down. Free and unleashed, they spilled their contents like confetti. He’d clean up the wreckage in the morning. For now, it’s just her. Them. He floats along on the current of the deluge until his brain is empty and light, and there’s nothing but static and the steady pull into the quiet, steady oblivion of sleep. Another night alone in his cold bed. He longs for waves. He always slept better with the waves and the breeze through distant palm trees.

He wakes – brain addled, mouth dry - to a note floating above his head in Lucius’ neat hand. He is to be ready to Portkey to Spain at 17:00 for a meeting at the Ministerio. Draco wouldn’t dare attend the meeting without first organizing the carnage of his mind. He’d start with a Hangover potion and breakfast. He glances at the clock – er, lunch.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE
“My brain swims empty and light like a nut on a sea of oil. An atmosphere of quiet wraps me about from the turmoil and clamor of life.” – Robert Louis Stevenson (poem)

Chapter 46: HERMIONE - MUNGO'S

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SAT 25 NOV

Seamus’ family are sweet when they meet Hermione (for the very first time) in St. Mungo’s Wizarding Hospital. At the very last minute she’d remembered to glamour the marks that dot her skin (and by extension) her tattoos, whispering the incantation just as she’d rounded a corner, into their gaggle.

They update her on his condition. The curse is out of his system, but there are some aftereffects and they’re keeping him for observation overnight. He’s lucid and awake. They thank her for coming so soon, ‘we’ve heard so much about you,’ and allow her to see him for the last ten minutes of visiting hours.

Hermione rests against the door after entering his room, taking a beat to drag in one shaky lungful of breath after another before dropping her walls.

“Hermione.” Seamus smiles wide he sees her.

She stops in front of his bed to peruse his Diagnostics. Some things make sense to her from her Dark Arts and Potions coursework, but she can’t quite grasp the full picture of the physiological and medical aspects this early into her schooling. Her interest is piqued, and she makes a note to ask his Healer about his condition and their interventions.

She perches on the chair near his bed.

Seamus frowns. “Why are you so far away from? Come closer.” He taps a spot next to himself on the bed. “Get in here with me.” He smiles hesitantly. “You can touch me. I won’t break,” he whispers.

She approaches the bed slowly.

His gaze is tender and his smile warm as she runs her hands through his hair. He pats the bed again. “Sit.”

She shakes her head, slipping her hands down his cheek, cupping his jaw in her hand.

“I won’t bite.” He chuckles. “Would you really make a sick man beg?”

She giggles and tears prickle in the corners of her eyes.

“Aw, Hermione, don’t cry.” He reaches for her hand and pulls her in close.

She settles down onto the bed next to him.

“Closer,” he whispers.

She scoots back, until her back is against a pillow.

He closes the distance and kisses her cheek. He runs his fingers through her ponytail and cups the back of her neck. “You’re glamoured. Why?”

She presses her lips together and averts her eyes.

He smirks. “I see. And you came?” He pauses to chuckle at his double entendre. “I’m touched.” Another chuckle.

“I’m glad you’re in such high spirits,” she teases sardonically.

He runs a knuckle down the buttons of her dress. “What’s under this dress?” He asks.

She smirks, changing the subject. “What happened to you?”

“Get comfortable and I’ll tell you.”

She sighs teasingly but complies, pulling her feet onto the bed. She snuggles into him and places a hand over his chest. He’s warm and his heartbeat is steady under her palm.

He tells her as much of the story as he can without sharing Classified details. Recounting the preparation, the weeks of research, the informant, the sting, and how they were ultimately outmatched. The Aurors had split ranks. Seamus and a few others had gone after the main target. He’d cornered the target, catching the brunt of a nasty dark curse that his partner deflected while Seamus landed a strong binding charm that took the wizard down. “He’s in custody now.” He smirks. “And I’m here.”

Hermione tilts her head up to kiss his cheek.

“Thanks for coming, Hermione.”

“You’re welcome, Seamus.”

“And he’s not too mad?”

She shrugs. “He was with me when I got the Patronus. But he knows about you. And Viktor. I’m an open book... It’s casual.”

He chuckles. “Ah, so he’s another bloke that’s on the road a lot for work. You like those.”

She giggles. Malfoy did travel a bit but not nearly as much as Viktor and Seamus. “Sort of. But, Seamus, you think you and I are casual because you travel all the time?”

“Absolutely. If I were around more, I’d be wooing you hardcore. I’m talking stage-2 woo: Dinners, flowers, chocolates, gifts, trips. I’d be trying to lock you down, woman.” He grins. “But alas, you’re only here for a year. Well, seven more months.”

She nods.

“I guess I’m safe… so long as the bloke doesn’t hunt me down and hex me for stealing you away tonight.” He chuckles he snuggles deeper into the pillows, pulling her into him. “Stay with me, tonight?”

“I don’t think I can stay the entire night. I may only have until visitor hours are over.”

He runs his hands down her back to her bum, then down her thigh, hooking his hand under her knee and crooking it over his leg. “That’s fine. I want you for as long as I can have you. Are you okay? I didn’t scare you too much, did I?”

She thinks back to earlier. The Patronus; the potion; crying in Malfoy’s arms. Both of them Occluding… “You did. But you’re lucid and… joking. It’s in the past.” Truly, it was all in the past.

“Good.” He kisses her forehead and breathes in the scent of her hair.

He rests his head atop hers, a soft weight. She’s cozy and thinks she’ll rest her eyes for a little while in his warm embrace. Just for a little while.

She’s woken by a tap on her shoulder. The lights are dim, and she’s being asked to step away from the bed so the Healers can examine their patient. Hermione watches the care-team assess Seamus and administer additional Potions.

“You’re not here and we didn’t see you,” the Senior Healer says as she strides toward the door. “If you were here, it would only be to make sure he stays awake until the potions kick in. Another ten minutes or so.” She winks as she closes the door behind her.

He’s propped up on a few more pillows now and she settles in beside him. He looks up at her with a wry smile. “Hey, while I’m still lucid…”

“Yes?”

He reaches over, repeating his action from earlier, tunning the knuckle of his pointer finger along her chest buttons. “What’s under this?”

He’d bought her a few sets of this lingerie in different colors. It was one of his things. If he wanted to see her in it, he’d buy it. If she liked it, she’d wear it. If she didn’t, he’d return it and try again. She was learning what she liked. She preferred lace and mesh to satin; preferred thongs and boy shorts to panty styles; preferred soft bras to push up styles. He liked her in crotchless, mesh styles so he could shag her with the lingerie on and still see and access everything. She had to admit, mesh had its merits.

“I show you and then I leave, okay?” She wanted to shower and sleep in her own bed. “When you get a clean bill of health and get out of here, you’ll let me know and you can have me every way you want me.” She pauses for emphasis, biting her lip. “Okay?”

He grins.

“Okay?”

“Yes, Ma’am!”

She stands and undoes the trail of buttons down to her thighs, slowly pulling the dress open to reveal the mesh lingerie set underneath. His eyes track down her body. From her lips to her neck to her breasts – the soft curves and hard nipples on display under the translucent material – down to her belly then lower, tracking the trail of soft curls between her thighs.

Hermione,” he begs, reaching for her.

“Seamus. Rest. Recover.” She redoes the buttons and steps around to his side of the bed, letting him hook his arm around her and pull her in close.

He rests his head on her chest and runs his hands up and down her back and bum. Soon his strokes slow then cease as his breathing deepens.

Hermione presses the call button, and a Junior Healer arrives to help her lower Seamus in the hospital bed and settle the thin top sheet up to his chin.

The Junior Healer holds the door open for her and blinks at her, his polite - but firm - way of indicating that Hermione needs to leave. Hermione dons her coat and bag and follows him out of the room. She updates Seamus’ mother and sisters about his progress, how he was smiling and joking and assures them she’d stayed with him until he’d fallen asleep. His sisters pull her in for a hug and promise to send Patronuses with updates when he’s released.

Hermione exits Mungo’s, walks to the Apparition point and Apparates to her room in the Manor. She takes a long hot shower and falls into bed in a Krum tee and pajama shorts. She stares up at the ceiling – her mind racing, trying to catalog and organize her feelings about all that had happened tonight. She feels a pang of grief at the sight of Seamus in his hospital bed, but the tears won’t come. She’s all cried out. What she can’t square is the sight of Malfoy’s stony, vacant mien as he retreated further into his mind, behind his Occlumency walls after she’d thanked him. Why he found the prospect of whatever she was going to say after ‘you’re a’ so intolerable… And why he no longer felt like just a ‘good friend’ to her. Why calling him a ‘friend she fooled around with’ didn’t quite seem to capture what they were doing.

We’re just casual, she coaxes herself. We’re just casual, she repeats. She worried they might begin to stray from the boundaries of casual if she wasn’t careful. Casual, casual, casual, she reminded herself. The mantra does nothing to cut through the jumble of thoughts. She doesn’t know how long she lays there, lost in her own mind. But she’s tired and sore and depleted when she crawls out of the morass of tangled thoughts. She reaches over to her bedside table, opens the drawer, and removes a vial of Dreamless Sleep. She drains the vial before she vanishes it and settles back against her pillows. Before the potion pulls her under, she runs through her to-do list for the day ahead, setting reading targets to hit before she sets out for her coastal walk in Wales.

She wakes to a hazy recollection of a plan to do a Coastal walk in Wales instead of meeting the boys. She texts Potter to inform him that she won’t be at the movie theater later, and flicks through the text updates from Seamus’ sister (‘Hi it’s Belinda - got your number from Seamus! :] They released him and we’re heading home.’), and finishes her reading as she picks at her breakfast.

Her phone buzzes again, this time with a text from Draco asking if Seamus was alright and if she’d made it home okay. She answers yes to both and thanks him for being there for her.

Another buzz brings a text from Theo asking to cancel Sunday cooking sessions until the start of the next term citing finals and vacations. Since her weekend’s now wide open, Hermione books a night at a hotel in the little village near the end of today’s walk before dressing in warm layers and driving to Langland Bay in South Wales. She walks along the beach marveling at the brightly painted beach huts which remind her of the bathing boxes on Brighton Beach in Australia. She goes for an early dinner at a pub near the hotel before returning to her hotel to shower and curl up with a new novel. Early the next morning, she drives to London and explores the Holiday Market, cobbling together a breakfast from the delicious offerings from the vendors’ stalls. She peruses a couple thrift stores nearby until she finds a stunning silver and black dress that has good bones. She plans to enlist Daphne and Pansy to help turn it into something stunning for the Malfoys’ New Year’s Eve party.

The dress is everything she wants for the fete. A sleek, fitted silhouette with a high neck that clasps around her throat, long sleeves, and a long hem that will graze the floor. It’s modest with edgy details and completely backless. There’s no fabric between the clasp along the neck and the hemline that resumes just above the dip of her bum. The dress has two layers: a black slip with a sweetheart neckline that stops at her midthigh and the sheer black overlay that has silver beading over every single inch of the dress, save for thin black stripes that give the dress dimension. Standing still, it’s one column of fabric down to the floor that hugs Hermione’s curves beautifully but the fingers of fringe that drape from her thigh to the floor move like liquid as she walks, revealing her legs and shoes. The sleeves extend to her knee with slits up to her wrist that allow for full use of her hands with a bell sleeve effect. The front says ‘modest,’ the back says ‘party,’ and the silvery-glittery color is very New Year’s Eve. Hermione had already thrifted the perfect shoes: Black platform leather pumps with a super high, thick heel. She’ll cast Talus, cushioning and lightening charms to make her stable and light on her feet so as not to trip or stumble while dancing.

Chapter 47: HERMIONE - END OF TERM

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The next two weeks are the twin hellacious weeks of Reading Week and Finals Week. Long days and late nights in the lab on top of studying and T.A work saw texts between Draco and Hermione slow to a trickle. They began completing the Puzzle Pages together during their downtime in the lab instead of in the early mornings over breakfast. Some days she attempted them with him over her shoulder, sipping tea, double-checking her proofs, and offering alternatives. Other days she stood over his shoulder, watching him solve them with practiced ease as she snacked on an orange or crunched happily on an apple she’d nicked from his desk. Snape turned into an absolute tyrant about their deadlines, demanding results like a taskmaster. When they stalled on a few projects, Snape sent them over to Sprout’s Herbology lab for her expert opinion and a fresh pair of eyes.

Hermione saw Pansy during any meals they didn’t take alone in their rooms surrounded by books, parchments, and notes. The Saturday before Finals Week, Pansy, Daphne, Ginny, and Hermione meet for their final dress fitting at Malkin’s. Pansy surprises her by offering her the use of a tiara from the Parkinson vault for the night.

Hermione counters that her dress is one big piece of bling. “Wouldn’t it be redundant?” She asks as Madame Malkin slips a pin into her sleeve, tightening the fit just a hair along her forearm.

Pansy smirks. “This is the event to lean into it, Granger. We’ll keep your hair in waves and do a braided updo with a chignon at the nape of your neck, some soft curls left out framing your face… and the tiara.”

Pansy knocks on her door later with a box in her hand. Hermione gasps when she opens it to reveal the tiara on a velvet stand inside. It’s stunning in its simplicity, and a nod to Hermione’s Herbology expertise with white gold wrought into delicate vines and leaves, studded with peridots – Parkinson family stones – and diamonds that glint in the light.

Hermione hugs Pansy. “Thank you! It’s gorgeous. I’m so honored!”

Chapter 48: DRACO - COME BACK TO BED

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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THU 14 DEC – FRI 15 DEC

The end of term couldn’t come fast enough. When he walked out of his last final on Thursday, Draco felt like he could finally breathe. He comes up for air, flicking through a week’s worth of missed text messages to discover Hermione’s off gallivanting with Krum.

She calls him that afternoon from the poolside in her hotel suite.

“Hey. How are you holding up?”

Between the lab, his own exams, and the mountain of papers and exams he still has to finish grading, he’s barely hanging on. “By a thread,” he teases.

She giggles.

“I’m this close to using the stair method,” he jokes.

“What’s that?”

“Throwing the papers and tests down the stairs of the Albus Building and assigning each grade according to what stair they land on.”

She giggles. “That’s cruel!”

Draco hears her name being called in the background, “Her-mi-o-ne,” in Krum’s Belgian accent. He can’t make out the rest.

“Ooh, yes definitely. Babe, give me one minute,” she whispers. To him, she says, “Malfoy, I have to go. Can I call you tomorrow?”

“Sure.”

As if he’d say ‘no.’

The next evening she’s once again chattering happily with him from her balcony. Draco can hear the waves in the distance, and though he feels like a secret, he wants to hear her voice. Will take her any way he can have her.

It’s late. He’s talking about a new Estate business venture and she’s asking questions excitedly. His gut roils when he hears Krum ask her to “come back to bed.”

Come back to bed.

‘Tell him you’re busy,’ he wants to quip, just narrowly caging the words before they slip his tongue. She is busy. Just not with him. He’s the other guy, and she’s busy.

He supposes if she would have cast a Muffliato or silencing charm he’d never have heard Krum in the background but that would also mean she was hiding something and this… whatever this was… was not something to hide and she wasn’t the hiding sort.

He thinks back to the bar he’d meandered over to after dinner with his father weeks ago in Barcelona. Though Lucius had called an early night, Draco had fancied a digestif himself. He’d spied a bar near their hotel – a Wizarding hotel with views of the Balearic Sea – and popped in for a nightcap. He settled on hierbas ibicenas – an herbaceous Ibizan liquor distilled from herbs and spices macerated in anise. “Just the one, thanks,” he told the bartender in Spanish as she settled the drink in front of him. He’d slid her twenty galleons and told her to keep the change.

He was nursing the drink - savoring the base notes of anise and the top notes of citrus, verbena, and fennel - when a song started playing that had people clamoring en masse to the little dance floor. His eyes caught on a curly brunette in a red dress swaying to the music and singing along with her friends. She’d twirled and locked eyes with him, smiling as she swayed her hips seductively, her hands skimming suggestively up her hips and waist. She’d co*cked her head, inviting him to join her.

He couldn’t think of the last time he’d danced at a club or bar with someone other than his friends… Or her. With a pang, he realized he didn’t want to. He remembered the feel of her in his arms all night, running his fingers over her curves, settling on her waist, gripping her hips, pulling her into him closer and closer as they danced. He’d declined the brunette’s offer with a shake of his head and a soft smile, holding up his drink in salute to her. He was more intent on parsing out the meaning of the song’s lyrics.

‘Dile que bailando te conocí. Cuentale.’ He knew a few of those words. ‘Bailando,’ meant dancing. ‘Tell him that you met me dancing.’

‘Dile que esta noche me quieres ver. Cuentale.’ ‘Noche’ was night. ‘Tell him that you want to see me tonight.’

‘Cuéntale que beso mejor que él... Cuéntale que te traigo loca.’ There was ‘beso,’ kiss, and ‘loca,’ crazy. ‘Tell him that I kiss better than him. Tell him that I drive you crazy.’

Draco chuckled. This singer’s a co*cky one, eh.

Que quizás fue la noche la que te traicionó. Ó el perfume de mi piel lo que te cautivó.’ ‘Traicionar,’ to betray; ‘Piel,’ skin; ‘Cautivar,’ to captivate. ‘Maybe it was the night that betrayed you, or the perfume of my skin that captivated you.’

‘Entonces a mí dame otra noche. Otra, otra noche, otra… aunque tú vuelvas con él.’

Ah yes, good old begging. The singer had been brought to his knees, pleading, ‘Give me another night. One more night… even if you go back to him.’

When the song finished, he’d drained the rest of the glass in a fiery gulp and strode out of the bar, wondering if he’d ever want someone that bad. So bad he’d beg them for scraps – a look, a touch. One more kiss, one more night. Malfoys were a proud stock. He didn’t think he had it in him.

“Granger, we’ll talk later,” He says, his mind pulled back to the present moment. He did have his pride after all.

“No, hold on a sec-” Her voice softens to coo, “In a minute babe.” Not to him. Not to him. Not to him. And he hears the faint sound of a kiss. “Malfoy.”

“Hmm?” All he can choke out. He’s not angry. He’s not angry. Has no claim to her. She’s not his.

She’s not anyone’s.

He hears the smile in her voice as she bids him good night. He wants it to wash away the swell of… Of what? He doesn’t know… Anger? Jealousy? Longing? This pang of whatever in his chest and the thickness in his throat. “We’ll talk again soon,” she says. Hopeful.

‘Otra, otra noche otra.’

“Night, Granger,” he replies. Gruff. Mechanical.

‘Come back to bed,’ replays in his head as he tosses and turns alone in his bed.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
The song that plays in the Spanish bar is ‘Dile’ by Don Omar (2003)

Chapter 49: HERMIONE - WINTER BREAK

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TUE 19 DEC

Hermione spends a few days with Krum in Cyprus before taking a Portkey to the States to spend Christmas with her parents. On her first night they went out for dinner in town before returning home to decorate the tree and bake cookies while singing along to Christmas carols. The next few days were filled with friends, family, and neighbors who stopped by to spread holiday cheer, exchange gifts, and hear stories of Hermione’s European adventures. Hermione and her parents spent Christmas Eve with her mom’s side of the family and Christmas at the ranch with her dad’s. She ended Christmas night stuffed and sleepy on the couch in the living room with the family watching the Grinch’s antics.

TUE 26 DEC

Hermione and her parents drive back to their house in the morning. She stuffs her gifts and a few new purchases into her extended bag, hugs her parents and takes the Portkey back to Parkinson Manor to pack for a few days with the Parkinsons in the Seychelles.

Back at the Manor, Hermione unpacks her gifts and sets out her laundry for the elves as well as her gifts for them. She loved that the British Ministry’s post-Almost-War reforms had improved wizards’ relationships with the other magical creatures across Europe. It had led to pay for elves and the banishment of the silly rules that had kept them basically illiterate, dressed in rags, and unable to accept even the simplest kindness and gifts. Additional advancements in Wizard-Creature relations kept Labs like Snape's in search of potions and advances to improve the health and welfare of wizards and creatures alike. She appreciated that she could see the tangible effects of her work on the lives of others, one of the main reasons she was pursuing a career in Potions and Medicine.

She was going to dearly miss the Snape Lab after she departed. Thus far, the experience had surpassed her expectations. She was on far more research studies than originally planned and had co-authored more papers than she’d imagined she would. Furthermore, the bounds of her Herbology knowledge, her creativity and her passion were tested every day. She took some time in the quietude of her room, on her way to yet another incredible destination, to reflect on how life-changing her decision to come to England had been, and how much she’d miss all of this when she was gone. After such bittersweet contemplation, her eyes prickled with the telltale sign of tears. Refusing to cry, she slapped the thoughts behind walls and returned to packing. Her Portkey would activate in one hour to take her to the villa on Silhouette Island. Though the Seychelles island chain comprised 115 islands, only eight were permanently inhabited. A fact she was sure she’d tell Draco soon if the swot didn’t already know it! She chuckled to herself.

“Happy Boxing Day!” The Parkinsons exclaim after Hermione’s settled into her room and changed into a bikini and sarong to join them by the villa’s pool. She smiles as an Elf, Josue, sets a plate on the little table next to her pool chair. There’s grilled fish beside a pile of spicy pickled vegetables, fragrant herbed rice, and a fizzy drink.

“Thank you!” She exclaims as the elf bows and disapparates with a soft pop.

The next few days are calm and relaxing. They’d wake up, eat a breakfast of porridge and a selection of ripe, local fruits then pass the morning lounging by the pool. After a lunch of local Creole cuisine, they'd trudge through the nearest resort to the beach to take a dip in the ocean, or lounge and read on the beach. Around sunset, they’d return to the villa, shower, and change before trying a different restaurant for dinner and drinks.

THU 28 DEC

On their second to last full day in the Seychelles, Hermione and the Parkinsons peel themselves from their pool chairs and decide to have an adventure day. They go snorkeling near the shore then join a boat tour to swim and fish around a coral reef. They dock on a nearby island and grill up the fish on slats over open flames before picking the fish clean with their fingers. They wash the fish down with bottles of local SeyBrew beer.

Later that night, Hermione’s in bed when her phone buzzes with a text from Draco. Are you still alive?

She smiles and clicks the call button, giggling when she hears his voice. “You have no idea how fitting your question was. Today, we literally hopped on a random boat to go snorkeling on a coral reef in the middle of the Indian Ocean then motored over to a nearby uninhabited island to grill fish over open flame.”

He chuckles. “Sounds glorious. The best vacations are made of those kinds of spontaneous thrills.”


They compare their top three spontaneous vacation hijinks, before catching each other up on the days since they’d last spoken.

“Did you all settle on your itinerary for Australia?” He asks. After New Year’s, Hermione, Pansy and Daphne were travelling across Australia, hitting major cities from East to West. Draco, Theo, Blaise and Harry would spend some time in Hawaii before they all met up with Ginny, Luna and Neville for skiing and après ski at the Malfoy Estate in Cauterets, France.

FRI 29 DEC

The next night, Draco texts her about a story from the day’s papers. A wizard had smuggled a wild baby erumpent into his house and called the MCU to rescue it when the creature quadrupled in size in just a few months and nearly caved a wall in.

They exchange texts back and forth before they devolve into silliness, and she posits that if the erumpent could speak he’d have an Australian accent. Draco countered that if the erumpent could speak he’d probably sound quite posh, like Patrick Stewart. Hermione calls him to mimic the accent and they joke about how different creatures would sound if they could speak. They laugh well into the night. Her sides are in stitches when sleep finally claims her.

Hermione and the Parkinsons spend the next day by the pool before Flooing back to the manor in the afternoon. Hermione unpacks and spends the rest of the night reading some of her textbooks for the semester ahead.

Chapter 50: HERMIONE - BLACKOUT BLAKE

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

SUN 31 DEC

The next day Hermione and Pansy eat a light breakfast and return to Hermione’s room to pick her outfit for the day ahead: a spa day with Narcissa and the Parkinson and Greengrass women before the NYE party. Pansy selects a dress for Hermione to wear. A cream long-sleeved knit dress with a square neckline, tie-waist and a slit up to mid-thigh that exposes her right leg. Hermione dons a pair of heeled snakeskin boots from Pansy’s closet and finishes the look with jewelry her mother gifted her for Christmas. The delicate necklace with a single pearl on a V-shaped pendant and matching stud earrings had been her grandmother’s.

When Pansy emerges from her room, she’s in navy blue. A floor-length wrap dress and snakeskin heeled booties that match Hermione’s. They meet Pansy’s mother by the Floo and walk through to Malfoy Manor just behind the Greengrass women who’d arrived seconds prior. They exchange air kisses with the women and Astoria pointedly ignores Hermione after coolly appraising her outfit from head to toe.

Hermione rolls her eyes and falls in step behind Pansy. They follow the Greengrasses into the dining room where Narcissa and Draco are eating breakfast. She feels his gaze on her as she trails in behind Pansy who’s updating Daphne on their time in the Seychelles. He’s in gray again, a color he favors like she favors black. His hair is longer than it was when she’d last seen him and it has a slight wave to it. She wonders if it would be stick straight or curly if he ever grew it out like his father. Their features start to blend together into a discomfiting image which she banishes with a shudder. When their eyes meet, he glances down at the seat next to him, indicating she should sit there. However, Astoria has her own designs on the seat and makes a beeline for it after greeting Narcissa.

Hermione smirks at Draco before greeting his mother. “Thanks for having us, Mrs.-” She stops herself as Narcissa touches a finger to her pendant necklace. A gesture she’d seen several times before. “Narcissa,” she says, correcting her error before they exchange kisses on each cheek.

“A pleasure, dear.” Narcissa smiles warmly at her and squeezes her hands. “Astoria, darling, come sit next to Pansy and tell me about your new beau.” Nothing escaped Narcissa’s eagle-eyed gaze!

It would do you some good to remember that Hermione,’ she reminds herself.

“I know these two do their puzzle pages in the morning and if I know my dragon he’s been in a right state while his puzzle partner was back in the colonies.”

Hermione’s jaw drops at the levels of humor, snark and motherly embarrassment baked into that single sentence.

Draco blushes while Astoria glares disdainfully at Hermione.

Hermione stifles a giggle as she straightens her spine and walks around the table to take the seat on his left.

Under the guise of situating her closer to his newspaper, he slowly pulls the chair closer to him with his outstretched leg as she approaches. His eyes skim over her as she nears, snagging on the flash of skin under the slit of her dress. She’s reminded of his fingers skating between her thighs during their Friendsgiving meal. He wouldn’t dare.

And what was Narcissa’s angle here? She knew they didn’t do the weekend puzzles. Did she dislike Astoria for Draco too?

As Hermione settles into her seat, Draco moves his glass out of her reach to the other side of his plate. They chuckle quietly at the motion. She helps herself to some of the sliced fruit and pours herself a steaming mug of anise tea with two cubes of sugar. She glances at him out of the corner of her eye as she plucks a piece of pineapple from her plate and pops it in her mouth.

His eyes track the movement, snagging on her lips which she quirks up into a smile. His eyes flick up to hers and he clears his throat, shifting in his seat when he realizes he’s been caught. She rolls her eyes and glances around the table. The other women mercifully have their attention on Astoria who’s telling the story of her new beau. Some rich Pureblood heir named Ames... or something.

Astoria’s attention however had been on Draco. As such, she’d caught their entire silent exchange. Her glare is menacing when she turns it on Hermione. The witch continues to drop detail after salacious detail about her recent dates with Ames, trying in vain to get Malfoy’s attention. But it’s split between his paper and Hermione’s thigh under the table.

Twice she catches a flicker of motion in her periphery, his left hand reaching for her thigh under the table, stilling when he realized where they were, then retreating to his own thigh, his paper, or to his plate.

Hermione tunes Astoria out, trying instead to parse the signal conversations the women are having around her. The table is round with Narcissa at the head, Draco to her left, then Hermione close to him on his left. Down the table to her own left sits Daphne, Mrs. Greengrass, Mrs. Parkinson, Astoria, then Pansy to Narcissa’s right. Daphne and Pansy exchange looks with each other, while Narcissa exchanges looks with the other matriarchs. Sometimes his mother’s gaze would flick to him, then to herself, then back to Astoria.

Hermione finishes her fruit while Astoria drones on and on about how Ames had taken her to Switzerland for the weekend and given her a tour of the animal sanctuary on his property. That detail sticks in Hermione’s craw because she imagined not too many wizards had an animal sanctuary on their Swiss property. That sounded like Blake, who she’d hooked up with a few times since November. She and Blake had developed a rapport during previous Ministry delegation trips. Their first dinner date had been during an emergency delegation trip to Croatia the week she returned from Portugal. The ghouls had a sickness running through their camps and had called in the Ministry for medical checks and the collection of samples to support the brewing of a new potion.

After dinner they’d returned to her room for a nightcap that escalated with him between her legs. He was a skilled cunnilinguist and made sure she came a few times before he slid inside her and sought his own release. Then she’d climbed on top. He’d already cum once deep inside her, begging her to keep going as he bent his knees to place the soles of his feet flat on the bed for leverage as he pumped into her and played with her cl*t. He’d crested again shortly after her, the org*sm ripping through him. In fact, he came so hard he’d blacked out with his hands on her tit* as she rode him. She’d rolled off him panting and freaked out, slapping his cheeks, trying to revive him. When that didn’t work, she’d rolled him over to his side, trying to do something, anything, to help him regain consciousness!

When he came-to, he was dazed… and amazed. They’d showered together afterward, partly so she could monitor him. He’d also made a compelling case with his fingers while he assured her that it had never happened before, he was fine, and that it was the hardest he’d ever cum in his entire life. She’d smirked and he’d continued to finger her as the hot shower washed away the stress of the long day… and their encounter.

She’d told Daphne and Pansy the story one night while they were talking about their weirdest and wildest sexual encounters. A couple weeks later, she and Blake had a reprisal on a fairy delegation trip in Lithuania. Dinner at a local restaurant then back to his room for dessert. He did not black out again, but he had taken her nice and slow on the couch in his room, building up several org*sms before he came buried inside her.

Their last encounter had been in Romania, on a delegation trip with the Mures Marsh dwarves who lived in the swamps along the Danube. The dwarves had complained about a blight affecting the brackshoot pelicans they hunted and a mysterious illness that was running through their den. After a long day spent conducting medical checks and collecting plant samples to potentially use for their potionmaking, she’d gladly accepted Blake’s invitation for dinner and drinks in the nearby city of Arad. Afterward, they’d decamped to her room, and he’d sank to his knees in front of her. Kissing up her legs before making himself at home between her thighs and helping himself to dessert, teasing several org*sms out of her as she ran her fingers through his hair.

“I want to f*ck you on the balcony,” he’d growled, when he came up for air.

She’d agreed, giggling as they stripped and raced out to the balcony. He’d taken her from behind, hard and fast under warming, silencing and disillusionment charms, his hands around her throat, her back arched against him, her hands gripped on the balcony railing for purchase as he pounded into her, watching her ass jiggle with every stroke.

Whenever she returned from Ministry business abroad, Pansy would ask whether she’d seen Blackout Blake and if he’d survived the night with her. What were the chances Ames and Blackout they were the same guy?

Hermione interjects, “Does he work for the MCU?”

That catches his attention. She can feel his eyes on her as he stills mid-page-turn.

Astoria narrows her eyes at Hermione. “Yes,” she hisses.

Hermione blinks. Unsure where she’s going with this. Unsure why she’s baiting the hawk. “Does he have a hippogriff tattoo on his forearm?”

Scoffing, Astoria sneers, “I don’t know.”

Weekend trips but he didn’t unglamour his tattoos around her? Hmm, maybe there were multiple wizards who worked for the MCU and had animal sanctuaries on their Swiss estates, after all.

“Oh, okay. Never mind. Of course not. It’s just that I know someone at the Ministry with an animal sanctuary, hippogriff tattoo, and vox nihili tattooed on his inner lip.” She says, gesturing to her lips.

Astoria continues to look through her.

Hermione shrugs. “Is his last name Fischer? Maybe it’s his brother? Does Ames have a brother named Blake? Blake-”

“It’s Hamish, not Ames,Astoria spits, pointedly enunciating each syllable. “Hamish Fischer.”

Daphne gasps, barely able to contain a squeal. “Hermione! Hamish Blake Fischer.”

“So, no brother?”

“No!” Daphne exclaims. “That’s Blackout Blake! Sole heir to the Fischer fortune!”

“I had no idea.” Hermione shrugs. “It’s never come up at dinner.” And it would never have come up after dinner either.

Astoria narrows her eyes. “He took you to dinner?” Several times. “He blacked out at dinner with you?”

Daphne snorts. Hermione and Pansy shoot her twin warning glares.

Hermione musters her best Slytherin impression and ignores the question.

Astoria’s garbled response is cut off by her mother. “Miss Granger, does my daughter have anything to worry about with Mr. Fischer?”

Hermione’s startled by the stern tone the previously soft-spoken Greengrass matriarch uses to address her. “In what way?”

“For one, his health. But more importantly, what is the nature of your relationship with Mr. Fischer?” She inquires. Her normally kind features are stern and rather pinched.

“Over,” Hermione deadpans, punctuating it with a vacant half-smile. “Excuse me.” She heads for a nearby restroom she remembers from the night of Narcissa’s birthday. If only to get some distance and clear her head.

She hears footsteps padding behind her on the carpet and she turns. “Pansy, I’m fine. You know it was ju-” But it’s not Pansy. It’s him.

“Blackout Blake, Granger?” He co*cks his head and tuts.

She rolls her eyes. “You think you want to know, Malfoy, but you don’t.” She smirks. “I promise you don’t.”

He steps forward and picks up the tie at her waist, his knuckles grazing against her tummy. “Ignore her,” he says, wrapping the tie around his fingers.

“You ignore her,” she challenges, smirking up at him.

“I was.” He rolls his eyes, tugging on the tie to pull her into him.

She places her hands on his chest to steady herself, his shirt impossibly soft beneath her palms. Probably spun from unicorn hair. She looks up at him and smiles. “Hi.”

“I like having you here.” He looks down at her, skimming the fingers of his other hand across her thigh, tracing along the slit of her dress.

“Yeah? Are you gonna give me a tour?”

He’s nodding when voices echo down the hall from the direction of the dining room. They step apart and he slips into the sitting room ahead of them, just as Daphne and Astoria come into view.

Astoria scoffs when she sees Hermione. “You,” she spits.

“Me?”

“Stori, it’s nothing,” Daphne coos in a placating sing-songy voice.

“What are you doing with Hamish?”

“Hamish?” Hermione asks, feigning confusion.

Blake,” Astoria spits.

“As I told your mother... nothing.”

“And you’re not trying to sink your claws into him?”

Hermione scoffs. “Claws?” That’s rich coming from the woman whose name literally meant hawk.

“Stori, enough,” Daphne pleads.

“And what’s with the little nickname anyway? ‘Blackout Blake.’ What’s the story there, Granger?”

Hermione shrugs. Not wanting to divulge the details for several reasons. One of whom was on the other side of the wall, undoubtedly eavesdropping.

“Speak, Granger,” Astoria commands as if she were a f*cking dog.

“Astoria. Enough!”

Astoria rounds on her sister. “Daphne, you can’t possibly be taking her side!”

“There are no sides!”

“Then tell me, Daph! Tell me what it means.” Didn’t the woman know the word ‘please?’

“You don’t want to know,” Hermione deadpans, echoing her words to Malfoy. “It’s nothing for you to worry about.”

“That’s for me to decide-”

Hermione scoffs. “Actually, it’s for me to decide. It literally happened to me-

Astoria huffs and turns to her sister. “Just f*cking tell me already, Daphne! Isn’t there some sister code this is violating? We’re blood!”

Hermione shakes her head as Daphne gives her a sad look.

sh*t. Paper covered rock, rock beat scissors, scissors cut paper, and blood trumped water. “They went on a date in Croatia-”

Astoria gasps. “He took her to Croatia?”

Hermione rolls her eyes, having already accepted her fate. “No, we were there for a Ministry delegation trip. It was for work.”

Astoria ignores her, keeping her eyes pointedly on Daphne. “Continue.”

“They had sex and he passed out… hence, the name. We plied the story out of her during a game. We’re the only ones who know and it should stay that way, Stori.”

Except now Malfoy knew too.

“Fine.” Astoria turns to level a hostile glare at Hermione. “But if you ever tell anyone-”

Enough was enough. Hermione had let this woman talk to her like she was less than dirt one too many times and she was making a habit of it. No more. She cuts the witch off, stepping in close with a finger in her face. “If you ever tell anyone-”

Astoria gapes at her.

“Enough!” Daphne screeches, pushing them apart.

Hermione stalks off toward the bathroom to calm herself down. When she exits, the long hall is empty save for Draco waiting by the door, arms crossed, smirking at her.

She rolls her eyes and walks past him.

“Granger-”

She whirls on him. “Don’t.” She pokes her finger into his chest. “Don’t.”

He chuckles. “Was just going to ask if you still wanted that tour?”

She narrows her eyes at him. That is not what he was planning to say. He’d been planning to give her sh*t about Blake. She knows it. Nevertheless, she drops her hand. “Sure.”

He gestures for her to follow him, and they continue walking down the hallway, away from the dining room. “You know the small dining room; we take most meals in there. You know the Green Salon (the room I was in), and you know the Green bathroom. Further down this hall leads to Father’s study and my parent’s wing so we’ll turn left here.”

“Why are they called the Green Bathroom and the Green sitting room?” She asks. “Nothing in there is green.”

He chuckles. “It refers to the level of comfort. Green rooms are for family and close friends. Everything’s plush, oversized and comfortable. Next level is the yellow. For acquaintances and people in good favor who we mildly tolerate. The red rooms are on the other side of the manor. Head-scratchingly obtuse abstract art. The rudest, vilest family members’ portraits. And numbingly hard chairs. Hardly worth sitting down in a red room. Better on the bum to stand.” He grins. “Hostile business acquaintances and enemy governments are received there. Purple rooms are Mother’s rooms for tea and philanthropy work. Blue rooms are Fathers’. Family rooms, game rooms and the library are upstairs. And you know my wing is upstairs as well.”

Hermione giggles. “That’s a lot to keep track of!”

He smirks down at her. “We’ll go slowly.” They stop in front of a large room with pristine hardwood floors, a grand piano, an old gramophone, and shelves and shelves of vinyl records. There were various other instruments, a little stage area and a small dance floor. “This is the primary music room.”

She smiles, her eyes roving over all the instruments. “Did you take music lessons here?”

He nods. “I did. Mostly, piano and dance.”

“Can you play me something?” She asks.

Draco sits at the piano bench, lifts the fallboard to reveal the keys, and cracks his knuckles. He plays a few warmup scales and it’s just begun to coalesce into something melodic and rather sweet when an elf appears with a soft pop of Apparition. That muscle ticks in his jaw before Draco asks, “Yes, Gabriel?”

Hermione smiles as Gabriel bows to her. “Mistress is requesting Miss Granger’s return to the dining room. The ladies are leaving.”

Draco thanks him and the elf disapparates with another soft pop.

Hermione closes the distance between them. Draco swivels on the seat to allow her to step between his legs and wraps his arms around her waist. He kisses the soft skin of her chest right above her cleavage and grazes his lips across her skin as she rakes her fingers through his hair. She shivers as a frisson of heat coils through her. He can’t start this now… no matter how nice it feels. Not when it would be hours and hours before she could finish. She tugs the hair at his nape, tilting his head back to kiss his forehead.

He hums low in his throat. “More,” he whispers, fingers trailing down her waist toward her hips.

She smiles and kisses his forehead again.

He closes his eyes. “Lower.”

She kisses the space between his brows.

“Lower,” he whispers.

She kisses the tip of his nose.

He chuckles softly. “Lower.”

She kisses his cheek.

He hums in delight.

She kisses the other cheek. Back and forth, her breath ghosting over his lips in her path left to right, closer and closer to his lips with each pass. Her lips graze his softly, slowly, before she places a kiss at the corner of his mouth.

Hermione,” he husks, his voice so low in his throat it’s barely a whisper.

She taps his hands to release her before stepping out of his embrace and his magnetic pull. “Later,” she says, placing her hand on his chest to keep him seated when he tries to stand. “You and I both know I cannot keep Narcissawaiting.”

His gaze is heavy on her as he nods, taking her hand from his chest and bringing her knuckles to his lips for a soft kiss. “Promise?”

She bites the inside of her lip as she nods. “I promise,” she whispers.

He smiles softly. “Pinky promise?” He asks, holding out a pinky.

She smiles in return, hooking her pinky around his. “Pinky promise.”

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTES:
- The Manor room color categorization is a nod to ‘Commoner’s Guide to Bedding a Royal (olivieblake)!’
- “Hardly worth sitting down in a red room. Better on the bum to stand,” is a reference to Veep S02E07 (Shutdown): “Madam Vice President, you have been squeezed out of the budget deal. It’s tough, but I don’t care. Now you see why we have the hard chairs. Hardly worth you sitting down.”
- Draco cracking his knuckles before playing the piano is a reference to the Seinfeld ‘Pez Dispenser’ episode (S03E14).

Chapter 51: DRACO - ICEBERG DEEP

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SUN 31 DEC

Draco allows himself to be excited at the prospect of having her in his arms later. To dance with Hermione and to have her to himself after the festivities ended. He attempts to channel all the pent-up energy and sublimate all these feelings and emotions into a rowdy fencing session with Blaise and Theo. He swears the boys to secrecy (on Brontham’s) before divulging the gossip about Hermione and Hamish. “And get this, the git’s even got her calling him Blake.”

Theo chuckles sardonically. “No way! I’m sure that sets him off like a rocket. What a cad.”

Blaise grins. “Another Quidditch player. That witch has got a type!”

“Yeah, she must be circling the drain if she’s shagging has-beens though. Maybe you do have a shot after all Draco?” Theo teases.

Draco attacks Theo mercilessly after that. Advancing, lunging, flunging and fleching in assault after assault until Theo is a sweaty, cowering mess begging to forfeit.

That’ll teach the git to tease.

Draco offers Theo a hand up from the mat, feinting at the last second to watch Theo fall flat on his arse.

f*ck’s sake, Draco! Are we children?” He bellows from the mat. “I’ll make you pay for this!” He challenges.

“Bring it on,” Draco counters as Blaise peels Theo’s sweaty arse off of the mat and pushes him off the piste. “I’m not scared of you.”


Theo flips him off as he skulks off to lean against the wall to catch his breath.

Blaise wipes his hand off on his kit before assuming his stance opposite Draco. Draco trounces him soundly, then they all head for the showers. Afterward they meet up with Harry at a quiet restaurant in Muggle London to finalize their Hawaii itinerary over lunch. Before they part, Draco pulls Blaise aside. He’s Commissioner for tonight’s snake activities and had requested an amortentia rose from the Manor greenhouse. Draco had instructed Zadie to pick the most potent rose at the peak of its bloom. “Zadie will deliver it this afternoon,” Draco informs him.

Blaise claps him on the shoulder. “Thanks, mate. See you later.”

Draco naps when he returns to the Manor before taking a dip in the indoor pool then showering and taking dinner in his room. He’s getting dressed in his closet when his mother enters in her slip and stockings, her hair in rollers, her makeup half-done, with two glasses of white wine in her hands.

“Mother?” He frowns. “Is everything alright?”

“Yes, yes, your father opened an ‘86 Chateau Lafite and I wanted to speak with you before I imbibed.” She gives him a knowing grin and offers him a glass which he swirls and sniffs before taking a sip. It’s a sweet, creamy white Bordeaux with notes of honey, citrus and gooseberry.

He gives her a tight smile. “Thank you.” It did not bode well that she needed him liquored up for whatever conversation she had planned. And it was too late to slap a few walls up without her noticing the shift.

“Darling…” Her face softens. “Tell me about Miss Granger.”

He drops his head. Way too late. A small sigh escapes him which he tries to cover with a sip of wine.

Oh.” His mother says, the sound coming from low in her chest, a timbre he’d never heard from her. She perches on the edge of the couch. “Nargles?” She inquires softly and he can hear the smile in her voice.

He wrinkles his nose self-consciously as he nods.

“Do you wish to start seeing Miss Granger?”

He sighs and meets his Mother’s warm, steady gaze. “It’s not that simple.”

She quirks an eyebrow at him.

“We… I… I need… time. I need time to get my head together. We’re never really… alone. I wasn’t being cagey when I said she’s in the background. I like her… I think she likes me. I think we’re trying to figure out what that looks like. What it means. The best we have right now is…” He peters off, at a complete loss for words. He lets out a puff of air. “We haven’t talked about it, actually. We’re never alone but if we were, the Prophet would go berserk. And she would not want to be in the paper. It would put too much pressure on it… On us. Besides, Krum's team already suppresses stories and blind items about them. She says the Prophet likes to call her his ‘Mystery Woman’ in the pieces they do publish. If I went on a date with her, they’d already know who she was… it would be-”

“A nightmare,” his mother interjects, nodding.

“She’s gone in a few months anyway…” He shrugs. His thoughts tend to spiral where she’s concerned, straying pell-mell when he really starts thinking about their situation and what the f*ck he’s doing with her. What she’s doing to him.

“And your other dates?”

He huffs and feels his shoulders sag. The last few had been disastrous, to say the least. All he can muster in response is a rueful half-smile.

Narcissa sighs. “Do you think we should we pause those for now? I’ll keep the ones we’ve already scheduled on your calendar but won’t agree to any new ones on your behalf. Until you get this situation with Miss Granger sorted, she’ll have your entire focus. And the other ladies… well, it wouldn’t be fair.”

As if he gave a- “Fair. Right.” He nods, unable to meet her gaze.

She stands and pads over to him, placing a hand on his cheek.

“My stars, do you know what you’re doing?”

He lets out a long shaky breath before he meets her gaze. Shaking his head, he whispers, “No.”

She smiles before coaxing, “Talk to her.”

“It’s comp-”

“Oh, my dragon. Anything that might be ruined by one simple conversation is not worth the price,” she says, fidgeting with the pendant necklace she’d only ever removed once. During an argument with Lucius about the Dark Lord. An argument that had turned the tide of war.

She’d ripped her necklace and wedding ring off and thrown them at Father’s feet, while Draco cowered behind the curtains. It had taken years for her to put them back on. Years, apologies, renewed vows… and a second wedding ring, slotted right above the first. That conversation had cost Mother her sister’s life and had nearly taken her marriage as well. Narcissa Malfoy knew the price of a conversation. All too well.

“You must tell her know how you feel. She needs to hear you say the words, Draco. You need to give her time and space to react and to tell you how she feels in return.” She smiles when he meets her gaze. “You need to talk to her, my darling boy.”

He nods and gives her a soft smile. “I will.” He just didn’t know when.

Theo is the first of the snakes to arrive. He finds Draco in his study and beelines for the bottle of Lafite that Lucius had passed off to Draco on his way to greet guests with Mother. They polish off the bottle together with Blaise when he arrives. Pansy, Daphne, and Hermione arrive together half an hour later. They all rise to greet the women.

Draco’s breath hitches when Hermione spins for Theo and he catches sight of the back of her gown. His fingers itch to trail the length of her spine, tracing constellations in the spray of stars he knows are hidden under her glamours.

She smiles up at him as he pulls her in for a hug just as Ginevra arrives. Hermione’s skin is so soft and warm under his palm, and he doesn’t want to let her go just yet. Later, he reminds himself as they part.

“Shall we?” He calls to the group, and they conjure their gifts and start enlarging them. He hands Hermione his two gifts, tapping the smaller box and instructing her to open it in private.

She places them on the ground beside her and rifles through a comically large extended bag for his gift. Her hand returns from the depths of the bag holding two bottles. The first is a long, thin bottle of clear liquid adorned with a red bow. The second is a short, squat bottle with amber liquid. This one has a green bow.

Cheeky.

He narrows his eyes at the bottles of liquor. “I see you weren’t kidding when you asserted that I was hard to shop for,” he deadpans. He’d put a tremendous amount of effort – and money – into her gifts. He didn’t expect her to get him a Vacheron Blancpain, for Merlin’s sake, but something that showed at least some forethought would have been appreciated.

She smirks and hands him the bottles, which he promptly places behind him on his desk. She points to the clear bottle. “That is fae-afengi, okay? Fairy liquor from Iceland. It’s made with moss and glacier water. Draco, look at me.” She pauses, waiting for him to meet her gaze. “The moss imparts a slight vegetal note but otherwise the afengi is odorless and near-tasteless. Don’t let that fool you, though, because it is potent. It’ll f*ck you up,” she says, eyes widening for emphasis. “But you’ll be like, happy about it,” She grins. “It’s trippy. Not moon-apple trippy, but close.” She smiles. “See, I did put some thought into it. ‘You’d better dig deep, Hermione’,” she mocks him in a deep, posh accent. She grins. “I dug deep.” She winks. “Iceberg deep.”

He rolls his eyes, refusing to be charmed. But his efforts aren’t working. “What’s the second bottle?”

She smiles blankly. “I got that one from an Estate Sale.”

He glances over at the bottle. “Granger, there’s no label. It could be anything.”

She shrugs. “It’s old and expensive. That’s all I know.”

“Thanks a lot, Granger. But... you know where these are going, right?”

She gasps. “But… fairies,” she whispers with a mischievous expression.

He shakes his head as he starts to walk away. “Better luck next time.”

She grabs his hand. His eyes slide down her body (Merlin, that dress) to that little point of connection. She squeezes. “I’m joking.”

He sighs and meets her eyes. “You had me worried.”

She winks. “I couldn’t resist.” This time when she reaches her hand into her gift bag, she returns with a large parcel.

She hands it to him and his eyes widen when he feels its heft.

She stills his hand as his fingers search for the seam in the dark wrapping paper. She smiles. “Open it with me later. There's a rather long backstory.”

He narrows his eyes. “Like fairy wine and ancient unmarked bottles of rotgut?”

“Better.” She smiles.

He nods and places the parcel on his desk.

“Can I open my first gift now?” She asks.

He nods, smiling as she tears open the paper to reveal the vinyl records they’d discussed a couple months ago. He’d enlisted the help of the Flourish and Blott’s proprietor in his search for the obscure records, and the wizard had not disappointed. Both records were highly prized collector’s items in their own right. Released in 1967 to critical declaim, the Lee Moses record had been a commercial flop, and had only garnered a limited run. As such, copies of Moses’ ‘Bad Girl’ vinyl were rarer than rare and so eye-wateringly expensive that even Draco had blinked at the asking price. The Sam Cooke record, on the other hand, had been released and re-released many times over the years and had sold out during each limited run. Each copy was prized dearly by its owners, none of whom agreed to part with it easily. In fact, Draco and the F&B proprietor had only secured the record after a series of sales, barters and trades of even more limited and rare pressings. To call their effort ‘Herculean’ would be a severe understatement. But he’d done it for her. To see the smile on her face when she opened the vinyl.

And Merlin, that smile does not disappoint, lighting up her beautiful face as she steps in closer to press a kiss to his cheek. “Thank you, Draco,” she whispers.

He savors her smile, the kiss, and gives her a fond smile of his own.

She winks at him before walking over to Theo to exchange gifts with him. Theo tears into his gift and his eyes widen as he reads the title of each book. He scoops her into a hug and kisses her cheek. “Thank you, Hermione! This means so much to me!”

Theo had consulted with him on Hermione’s gifts which include some first edition Foraging texts and a Protean Wizarding Almanac with centuries of historical information about land and soil conditions, native flora and funga, weather conditions and harvesting schedules for every plant and fungus known to wizard and mankind.

Blaise gifts Ginevra a new Firebolt 10 and Potter gifts Pansy jewelry from the Potter vault. Draco sees her shed a tear as Harry places a necklace that belonged to his late mother around her neck. Draco exchanges looks with Blaise and Theo. He knows they’re all sighing in relief. ‘Finally,’ their looks say. ‘Finally these two are getting it together.’

Once everyone’s gifts are exchanged, Draco calls for Gabriel and Zadie who hand each person a tote bag with their name on it. They each shrink their gifts into their respective tote and the elves disapparate to place the tote bags in their rooms for the night. Draco chuckles as he watches Hermione shrink all her new foraging and Potioneering supplies, illegal portkeys, and open-ended plane tickets for her parents to use to visit her into her tote bag. He lifts his second gift from her hand just as she’s about to stuff it into the bag and places it on the desk on top of his gift from her.

“Come open it later,” he whispers before striding over to the sideboard and pouring shots of brandy for everyone. They pass the shots around and down them together, toasting to 2010, laughing and chattering excitedly.

Chapter 52: HERMIONE - JASMINE

Notes:

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Chapter Text

SUN 31 DEC

The snakes take a few more shots before bursting out of Draco’s study and trooping over to the Grand Ballroom.

“Now the party can begin!” Narcissa calls as they near her and Lucius. “Welcome, my dears. It’s always good to have you. Blaise, hands where I can see them and Theo, shoes off the pianos,” she coos.

The boys snicker and kiss Narcissa’s cheeks.

Narcissa hugs Pansy, Daphne and Potter before she takes Hermione’s hand in hers, placing her other hand on top. “Hermione, dear, this dress is gorgeous.” Narcissa spins her. “And I adore the back.” She removes her hands from Hermione’s and reaches up to pat her son’s cheek. “There are people you need to greet, my dragon.”

He nods at his mother, offering his arm which she takes.

“You too, Miss Granger.” Narcissa smiles and reaches her other hand out for Hermione. “There are people who’ve been asking about you.”

Hermione finally breaks away from Narcissa after chatting with a beloved Malfoy cousin and Wilbur Maynard, a Wizengamot curmudgeon who sidles up to them, interjects with a non-sequitur, and hijacks the conversation, enamored with the sound of his own voice. Six measly months she’d been in England and Maynard had tanked additional funding for at least nine projects at critical junctures then lambasted their Lab during closed-door Wizengamot sessions, making Snape beg and wheedle for additional appropriations that were but a shameful fraction of the amount they actually needed. Luckily, she and Neville were avid foragers and had begun developing relationships with some of the creatures in the forests they frequented. They could not have made the same headway on their countless Lab potions if they’d been forced to rely on the Ministry budget to source ingredients from Diagon Apothecaries, and begging Sprout Lab for scraps when procurement efforts failed.

Hermione would rather drink Bowtruckle slurm straight from the teat than socialize with this rotten git for a second longer. She knows Narcissa feels the same from the way the woman slowly drags her pendant back and forth along the delicate chain, an action Hermione was beginning to recognize as her tell. Hermione clears her throat, not waiting for Maynard to complete the umpteenth self-serving, facile detour he’d dragged them down. “Excuse me. I think I hear my name being called.”

“Ah, and mine too?” Narcissa asks with a gleam in her eye, tucking her arm through Hermione’s and steering them away from Maynard. “Good save, darling,” she whispers, tucking a curl behind Hermione’s ear before stepping into a conversation with her husband and some other stone-faced wizards.

Hermione strolls to the champagne tower and nabs a glass. In a move she’s sure would earn Pansy’s disapproval, she turns her back to the guests and drains the flute in three gulps then presses a hand to her mouth to cover the little champagne burp that tickles her nose. She snorts and places the empty glass on the discard tray and watches it vanish. She plucks another from the tower – to sip this time – as she eyes the canapes on the food towers. An idea forms in her head, and she puts a few nibbles on a small plate and covers them with a napkin.

When she turns back to the party, she’s relieved to find everyone is still focused on their conversations and dance partners. She seizes the moment to slip out a side door and head toward Draco’s study with plans to eat there before opening her second gift from him. She’d already opened her first gift. The two records she’d mentioned to Draco when she was in Portugal, the cornerstones of her dream record collection. Her father didn’t even have these records in his extensive collection!

She couldn’t even imagine what the second gift would be, and it takes her by surprise: Jewelry. Her initial reaction – that she can’t possibly accept this gift – is quickly stifled upon further reflection. She’d given him the parameters for the jewelry she’d accept, and he’d followed them to the letter. She could accept it. It’s a showstopper piece. Something to wear to an event like tonight. It’s more outré than the pieces she usually gravitated toward but that’s not necessarily a bad thing. ‘It’ll grow on me,’ she thinks, letting out a sigh of relief that she’d finally found an actual gift for Draco. Otherwise, she’d feel like a complete ass having presented him with two bottles of liquor when he’d gotten her jewelry and rare records!

Upon her return to the dance floor, the music is louder, and most of the witches and wizards in attendance are on the dance floor, cutting a rug with a dance partner to a lively tune from the band. Clusters of people dot the outskirts of the ballroom still engaged in conversation. Hermione pauses to chat with Harry and Pansy by the refreshments table. They’re exchanging Wizengamot member horror stories when a brunette wizard, who introduces himself as Randall Faulkner, asks Hermione to dance.

Hermione glances at Pansy, who nods her emphatic approval with an encouraging smile. Hermione accepts and allows herself to be led onto the dance floor. They pass their first song in pleasant conversation. She follows his lead as he takes her skillfully through the steps. Due to the cut of her dress, he places his hand low on her back so it’s not touching her skin, an action - he whispers - that would be scandalous since they’d only just met.

Merlin, there was always some new pitfall to avoid with Purebloods. If it wasn’t one thing, it was something else! “How do you keep all the rules straight?” She grumbles, the words escaping her before she realizes she’d said them aloud.

He chuckles. “The voice of the governess who taught them to us is stuck on repeat in our minds.” His eyes twinkle with amusem*nt. “Mine was Frau Ilsa Hahn, which means ‘rooster’ in German. So, she’s in my mind squawking and clucking like a chicken.”

Hermione giggles. The latter part of his name meant wolf in Old German. She wonders aloud, “Did she call you wulf?”

His eyes light up and he breaks into a grin, clearing his throat before launching into a German accent. “Nein wulfi, that is ein soup spoon!” He adds an ‘I’ to the end of the word the way Germans did for cutesie nicknames. “How’d you know?”

She smiles. “Ich spreche ein bisschen Deutsch.”

“Just a bit, huh?” He winks. “Fascinating language. What’s your favorite word?”

She thinks for a bit. “Treppenwitz, that thing you wish you’d said in the heat of the moment. That good comeback you think of days later.”

“Good one!”

“What’s yours?”

"Schnapsidee. An idea that’s only good when you’re drunk.” He purses his lips in thought as he expertly glides her around a few couples. “Saddest word?”

“You first,” she counters. How sad were they going?

“Hmm, Fernweh. Wanting to be somewhere else.”

She chooses the word that had gutted her when she’d learned it. World weariness, though it translated literally to ‘world pain.’ “Weltschmerz.” A deep sadness about the insufficiency of the world. “The feeling that reality can never satisfy the expectations of the mind.”

“Oof. You win.” He chuckles.

“My prize?”

“Another dance.”

She giggles. “Accepted.”

At the end of the second song, another wizard cuts in, clearing his throat before introducing himself and asking for the next dance. Conversation is light after that, none even broaching the existential dread of wanderlust and world-weariness. Hermione repeats the pattern with several wizards, dancing with them for one or two songs before another gentleman cuts in and requests the next dance. She’s already plotting her escape from the dance floor as the second bridge of a popular wizarding standard plays when she sees yet another wizard step up behind her current partner, Liam Sinclair. After the cellist plays her last resounding chord, Hermione asks the new wizard for a raincheck and leaves the dance floor, hoping for a drink and to rest her feet. Her path to rest and refreshments is clear until he steps into her path.

Draco extends an arm to her. “May I have this dance, Miss Granger?”

She giggles and swats his arm away. “No, I’m thirsty.”

His eyes flick down to her lips, his voice is lower in his chest this time, “Dance with me, Hermione.”

She blinks and meets his gaze. “I need a sip of water first. Join me?”

He nods and follows her to the refreshments area. He watches her drain a glass of water then bring another to her lips.

She looks up at him. “You’re staring, Malfoy.”

A faint blush creeps up his cheeks as he looks away.

“Good boy,” she jokes, and his gaze flick back to hers. “Malfoy,” she coaxes.

He takes the glass from her hand and sets it on the discard tray from whence it immediately vanishes. He holds out his arm to her which she swats away.

She reaches for two more glasses, smirking as she holds one out to him. “You’re thirsty.”

When their eyes meet, his gaze is dark and... hungry. Their fingers brush as he accepts the glass from her, which he drains in four gulps. “No, ravenous.”

She snorts, lowering her half empty glass to the tray alongside his. This time, she takes the hand he offers, allowing him to lead her onto the dance floor. He is warm and familiar, and she lets herself enjoy the feeling of being in his arms, his hand low on her back as they move to the music. He’d start to trace patterns into her skin, trailing goosebumps and a frisson of heat along her spine. Then he’d remember where they were and still his hand. Seconds later he’d resume his path, remember, pause.

“The other gentlemen found it best to put their hand here,” she says, moving his hand down to her lower back where the fabric formed the top of the skirt.

He pulls her in closer. “Interesting alternative.” His hand does not stay there for long, however, soon drifting back up to resume its path after a twirl and a dip.

“Is this okay?” He asks, after tracing what she imagines is the final petal of a flower.

She nods. “Mmhmm. I’d tell you if it wasn’t. Rose?” She asks.

“Jasmine.”

She makes a mental note to ask Pansy what jasmine symbolized in the Pureblood linguafloris. “What song were you playing earlier?” She asks. “On the piano?”

“An old piece my piano teacher taught me. ‘To a wild rose’.”

She glances up at him and co*cks a brow. “Wild rose?”

He nods.

“Lovely sentiment.”

A corner of his mouth ticks up in a knowing smile. “I sense a ‘but’ incoming-”

However, have you ever seen a Hermione rose in the wild?”

He chuckles and pitches his voice to mimic hers. “Thanks, Draco. Lovely sentiment. I asked you to play me a song at the crack of dawn and you managed to select something with my namesake. Bravo.”

She snorts. “Crack of dawn? It was brunch.” She affects his snotty accent. “I dare say you are most welcome, Granger.” Drawling the two syllables of her surname in that unsettling way he and Snape had.

His eyes widen. “Take that back. I do not. That sounds nothing like me.”

She would not because it did.

He’s arguing the finer points of his accent when the song ends, and a deep voice clears behind them. Draco stiffens. “Father.”

Hermione lets out a deep breath and steps away from Draco. Turning, she offers Lucius a small smile that freezes a bit when she sees he’s accompanied by a pretty, blushing brunette witch with a tasteful gown and a shy smile.

Lucius appraises Hermione with cool indifference before addressing his son. “Miss Ratcliffe tells me you two haven’t had a chance to connect in a while. And after such a delightful jaunt to Fortescue’s. I remember that image in the paper, son. You looked... incandescent.”

Incandescent?” Draco mutters, a tad bemused.

Indeed,” his father quips. “I haven’t seen you look at a witch like that... ever.” He smiles encouragingly at Miss Ratcliffe who glances shyly at Hermione.

If Hermione remembered that image correctly, Draco's ‘incandescent’ smile had been directed at the bowl of ice cream in his hands. But she was sure Lucius would turn her into a pillar of salt with just the flick of his eyes should she breath even a single word in challenge.

“Mm,” is Draco’s only response.

“I’m Charlotte, by the way,” the witch says, extending a hand to Hermione.

Hermione smiles and shakes her hand. “Hermione.”

Lucius puts a hand on Draco’s shoulder. “You two must dance. Catch up,” his father quips.

That muscle ticks in Draco’s jaw.

His father’s hard expression softens as his gaze travels from his son back to Charlotte.

Hermione smiles up at Draco before taking her leave, calling over her shoulder, “You two enjoy!”

She can feel his gaze on her as she walks away. She heads for one of the many sets of glass doors that each lead onto a small balcony. She steps out into the cool night air and closes the door softly behind her. She casts a warming charm before sitting in one of the wrought iron chairs to finally, finally rest her feet. She removes her shoes then stretches and massages each foot before recasting her charms and slipping them back on. She fishes her phone out of the concealed pocket in her dress to check the time and for messages or missed calls from her parents.

There’s a tersely-worded text from Pansy castigating Lucius and Charlotte for cutting in on her dance with Draco. Apparently, a witch asking for the dance was ‘simply not f*cking done. Don’t let her sweet, doe-eyed bit fool you, Granger, she’s got claws. She definitely put Lucius up to that.’

Hermione has a hard time believing anyone could manipulate Lucius Malfoy into doing anything he didn’t want to do. Which opened up an additional line of questioning that she didn’t care to explore. Hermione didn’t blame the witch – or Lucius – for cutting in. After all, the Germans had a saying, ‘Alles hat ein Ende, nur die Wurst hat zwei.’ Everything has an end, only the sausage has two.

Draco finds her on the balcony sometime later. She’s texting with her mother who’s just arrived at a party with her father. “I want to open my gift now,” he whispers as he closes the door behind him, then mutters a disillusionment charm. “The anticipation is killing me.”

She smiles. “Okay.” She stands and leans against the railing.

“Ooh,” he hums, shivering as he steps closer to her and into the space covered by a strong warming charm she’d learned from Seamus. “Toasty.”

She holds her hands out, palms up for him to set the box onto as he opens the present. He pulls it from his pocket, places it onto her outstretched palms and returns it to its previous size with a whispered “Autus.” He follows the path of her hands closer to her, stepping further into her space as she pulls her hands in, giggling. She can smell him in the crisp night air. Champagne, cedar, and citrus.

He unties the bow and lets the ends slip from his fingers as he trails them along the top, searching for the seam of the paper.

“Malfoy,” she chides.

He smirks at her. “Jealous?”

She bites the inside of her lips.

He cups her chin, running his thumb along her lips.

She kisses his thumb when it stills.

“Can I kiss you at midnight?” He whispers.

She meets his gaze and nods.

He gives her a soft smile and drops his hand back to the gift, drumming his fingers along the top before vanishing the wrapping paper to reveal the box underneath.

She casts several lighting charms to further illuminate the balcony.

They smirk at each other as he trails his fingers along the seam of the glossy black box.

His jaw drops when he opens the box. “Hermione! Where’d you get this?”

She grins. “Estate Sale.”

“Estate Sale?” He furrows his brow. “But they- Estate sale? Where?”

“Dover.”

“Dover? Dover, England?” His eyes widen. “That’s where they went,” he whispers with a distant look in his eyes.

Hermione gasps. “You know about them?”

“Granger, everyone knows about them.” His eyes darken. “It was a travesty.”

“I met her,” she says, smiling. “She’s the one who sold me the gloves.”

“Hermione, this is… incredible!” The look he gives her is unfathomable. A mix of awe and bigger feelings too deep for her to explore. “Even the Malfoys sold their Paladruvian.”

“How’d you know what it was?” She asks, surprised.

He gives her a co*cky smile. “Two things I know, Granger: Stars and dragons… The Paladruvian Noir’s nesting grounds were along the banks of the Paladru lake in Rhône-Alpes region. The families there collected the hide for centuries until the DuPonts diversified their investment strategy and reached a new level of wealth with railroads. Then they wanted something distinguishing to mark their preeminence. So, they started buying up all the hides. The Delaires were the last holdouts. And lucky for them because the Great Fire burned up everything. In his hubris, DuPont kept the hides at his Estate instead of at Gringott’s.” He smiles smugly.

“Swot,” she teases.

He shrugs. “How’d you get this, Granger?”

She tells him the tale. How she’d happened upon the Estate Sale and perused the offerings with a few people in mind. She’d been haggling with the Delaire widow over another item at her late husband’s Estate Sale but refused to pay the asking price unless she threw in the gloves. That had shocked Ursule who’d asked her to fetch the gloves. Then she’d told Hermione how she’d been trying to sell them for a while, but the naughty gloves had a knack for disappearing. They’d settled on a price and, “Voila. Now they’re yours.”

“I’m the first Malfoy in generations to own a piece of this hide. You’ve given me a piece of history, Hermione. Literally, a piece of my history. I didn’t think that was possible.” His voice is reverent and thick with emotion as he runs his fingers along the gloves in the box and looks back up at her.

She smiles at him and does not avert her eyes as he searches her face. “Merry Christmas, Draco.”

He vanishes the box then closes the distance between them. His hand clasps lightly around her throat, tilting her chin up as his lips crash into hers. He wraps his other arm around her, placing his palm on her lower back, pressing her into him. Her hands grip the sides of his suit jacket, steadying herself as he licks into her mouth, deepening the kiss. Like him, it’s passionate and sweet.

Soon, all too soon, she feels herself getting lost in the haze of lust and the rhythm of the kiss, their breaths and their soft whimpers. She turns her head, breaking the kiss. “Draco,” she whispers. Despite his disillusionment, there are hundreds of people on the other side of the glass door to the balcony. Any number of whom could step through at any minute.

He dots soft kisses along her jaw. “Please,” he whispers, running his nose along her cheek, chasing her lips.

She turns back into the kiss and he’s more tender this time. The pace is languid and unhurried as he drops his hand from her neck, trailing a finger down her chest, between her breasts, down over her belly, and around her waist, before bringing it to settle with his other around her lower back. He skims them up and down, gripping her waist as he deepens the kiss with a groan. “Hermione,” he pleads when he breaks away, resting his forehead on hers.

She releases his suit jacket and places her hands on his chest. She can feel his thundering heartbeat under her palms.

“Thank you,” he whispers. He kisses her again, a soft, lingering peck. “Thank you.” Another. “Thank you.” One more.

She smiles into the last kiss, turning her head away. “You’re welcome. You are very hard to shop for. I’m glad the gloves found me because it seemed like the liquor was all you were going to get.”

He chuckles.

“I’m at a complete loss for how to top that for your birthday and I have exactly six months.”

“Use them wisely,” he deadpans. “Did you like your second gift?”

“Yes.” She smiles up at him. A diamond and white sapphire choker of her name in morse code. The diamonds are the dots, and the sapphires are the dashes. The gang had seen a special showing of ‘Independence Day’ at the theater one afternoon when none of the other films struck their fancy. They spent the film’s runtime giggling at all the plot holes. Harry and Hermione had explained Morse Code to the snakes. The movie’s interpretation aside, she’d whispered with Malfoy about the ingenuity of Morse Code and other nonverbal communication systems like braille and sign language.

“Now you have something to match that tennis bracelet. For when you want to go full bling,” he jokes.

She giggles. “Who taught you the word ‘bling’?”

He shrugs. “I know things.”

She laces her hands around his neck, pulling him down to kiss her again. “Thank you for the present, Draco,” she whispers when they part. She drops her hands and mutters a smoothing charm over him. “Do I look utterly ravished?” She teases.

He steps back from her, his gaze heavy and hungry. “Not yet.”

She blushes and rolls her eyes.

He quirks his brow and steps back into her space. She keeps him at bay with her palm placed low on his torso, just above the waistband of his trousers. She Finites their charms. “You’re being naughty, Mr. Malfoy.”

He chuckles and they both shiver as the frigid air hits them. Recasting a warming charm, he places his hand over hers and moves them lower with each step towards her.

He’s leaning in to kiss her again when they hear the balcony door open. He drops her hand but does not step back from her as he turns his head to see the intruder.

Narcissa looks up at her son, smiling when their eyes meet. “There you are, my dragon.” She glances over to Hermione and smiles softly at her. “May I steal my son, Miss Granger?”

Hermione grins at her. “Please.”

Narcissa giggles softly before covering her mouth. She glances back up at Draco then turns back to the ballroom.

His eyes flick down to Hermione’s lips before returning to her eyes. The promise in his heated gaze sends a warm thrill through her core. ‘Midnight,’ he mouths before turning to follow his mother.

“Settle an argument between your father and Mr. Denellux,” Narcissa says as she and Draco walk back through the doors into the ballroom. Their voices peter out as they retreat further into the crowded ballroom.

After a few minutes, Hermione steps back inside the party and makes her way to the drinks table. The wizard from earlier steps into her path and introduces himself as James Kitteridge before cashing in his raincheck. She smiles warmly at him, placing her hand in his as he leads her onto the dance floor. Kitteridge asks her for the next dance as well, the last song before the Sweethearts Waltz, the final dance of the evening. Pansy had told Hermione all about the hallowed Pureblood tradition during Narcissa’s birthday party. Partners for the Sweethearts Waltz are usually married, betrothed or in a very serious relationship. Apparently, many a Pureblood bachelor had signaled his interest and intent through his choice of partner for a Sweethearts Waltz, and many a betrothal or secret marriage had been launched to the members of Pureblood Society via a Sweethearts Waltz pairing. In fact, the tradition was so sacred that an unspoken rule forbade leaking the dance partners to the press. It was up to each new couple who took the floor for their very first Sweethearts Waltz whether they would have their picture and announcement printed in the paper, and a single Blind Item had never been published about the Waltz.

Just as Hermine’s about to agree, Blake cuts in and requests the penultimate dance. She’d spied Astoria on his arm several times throughout the evening. With the memory of this morning’s unpleasant conversation front of mind, Hermione’s eyes dart around the ballroom searching for Astoria or her mother. Delilah is dancing with her husband. Astoria is... batting her lashes at Draco, who guides them through the first steps of the dance. Since the hawk is otherwise engaged, Hermione agrees. Smiling at Kitteridge as he hands her off to Blake.

“You’ve been a hard witch to track down tonight, Hermione,” Blake chides as he pulls her in closer.

Hermione snorts. “I’ve been around.”

He chuckles. “So I’ve seen...” His smile turns mischievous. “You haven’t been avoiding me, have you.”

Hermione’s smile falters as she bites her lip.

Blake tuts as his eyes widen. “Ah, so you have been avoiding me! Did I leave you wanting in Arad?” He teases.

Hermione can’t help the faint blush creeping up her neck. “No.” She glances over at Astoria who’s smiling up at Draco like he hung the moon. “A little birdie told me things were getting rather serious with you and Astoria. Why didn’t you tell me? We shouldn’t-”

“I didn’t tell anyone that things were getting serious with Astoria,” Blaise interjects, a frown marring his face. “Why would-” He follows Hermione’s gaze over to Astoria. He sighs. “Hermione, in confidence... I have only escorted her to a few Society events. Any other... extracurriculars are our business. Just like our extracurriculars...” He punctuates his point by migrating his hand down slowly, ghosting over the swell of her ass before trailing back up, settling on the small of her back. “Are between you and I.”

Something didn’t add up and she wasn’t well-versed enough on Pureblood etiquette to know what she was missing. Nevertheless, she smirks up at him, following his gaze back to Astoria and Draco only to lock eyes with Draco and his charged gaze.

“Point taken,” she chides, when her gaze returns to Blake.

“So, you’ll stop avoiding me?”

No. “I’m not avoiding you.”

“Well, I beg to differ.”

“And I beg...” She smirks up at him. “To change the subject.”

He rolls his eyes in jest but complies. Sending her into a twirl before pulling her in closer and telling her juicy tidbits and behind-the-scenes details of the harrowing rescue of the Erumpent that hadn’t made it into the papers.

Before long the song ends, and they’re being carried along in the swell of people exiting the dance floor.

“I need to find Astoria,” he whispers to her.

Hermione frowns in consternation. Whatever was going on with Blake and Astoria didn’t pass the smell test... “I thought you said-”

“To talk,” he clarifies.

She gives him a lazy half-smile as he kisses her knuckles. “Good luck.”

Hermione finds Pansy in the crush, and they link arms, perusing the couples who remain on the floor as the violin plays its first sweet notes. Hermione catches Harry wink at Pansy from across the dance floor as he, Blaise, and Ginny exit through a glass door onto one of the small balconies. Pansy gasps and points to the dance floor. Her other hand finds and squeezes Hermione’s as she looks as directed to find that Theo and Daphne have remained on the dance floor. Daphne smiles up at Theo who pulls her in closer and kisses her cheek.

“Is this their-”

“First Sweetheart Waltz? Yes,” she squeals, squeezing even harder.

Beyond them Hermione sees Astoria roll her eyes up at Draco who’s just escorted her off the dance floor. The witch crosses her arms over her chest and stomps away.

Pansy drops her hand and huffs. “I need to talk to her so Daphne can enjoy this dance.”

Hermione sees Blake intercept Astoria and lead her toward one of the doors that lead out of the ballroom and into the Manor proper.

“Good luck,” Hermione whispers. Tracking the silver head of hair as Draco moves around the perimeter of the ballroom, coming closer and closer to… ‘me?’.

When they make eye contact, he inclines his head toward the door they’d entered at the start of the evening.

Hermione nods slightly in acknowledgement then turns her attention back to the couples on the dance floor, counting to ten. At eleven, she turns and slips out of the ballroom through the door closest to her.

She hears voices down the corridor and the unmistakable sound of her name in Astoria’s raspy voice, then nothing but an eerie silence.

“Come with me,” Draco whispers once the door is finally closed.

She looks up at him. “It’s almost midnight.”

“I know.” His eyes are hooded. “At midnight, I want you all to myself,” he says, reaching for her hand and leading her down the hall.

“Where are we going?” She asks breathlessly, trying to keep pace with him in her heels. “Slow down.”

“The conservatory,” he whispers, slowing his pace.

She giggles. “I still haven’t gotten a full tour!”

“Later.”

The conservatory is crisp and cool and offers a stellar view of the night sky. Hermione turns slowly in a circle taking in the trees, plants, another grand piano, and the little clusters of seating options throughout the rich and varied foliage. When she turns back around to Draco, he steps in closer, running his hands up her arms. She can feel the heat of his palms through the fabric of her dress. “You’re beautiful, Miss Granger,” he whispers, placing a hand on the small of her back.

She smiles up at him. “Thank you. You look rather handsome yourself, Mr. Malfoy.” She unbuttons his suit jacket then undoes his bowtie, gripping the ends to pull him even closer.

He smiles as their lips meet. Their kiss is sweet and inquisitive. The heat builds slowly, slowly, then the kiss turns deeper and rougher. His hands grip her hips, pressing her into him as he walks them backward into the wall.

She hisses as the cool stone meets the flesh of her exposed back. They break apart for him to cast a warming charm.

She bites her lip. “Sorry, I meant to wait until midnight to kiss you.”

“Never apologize for kissing me, Hermione.”

She looks up at him and quirks an eyebrow.

He shakes his head and growls, capturing her lips again and licking into her mouth. “Granger, I love this dress, but I miss your neck,” he jokes as they pull apart again.

“Later,” she whimpers, chasing his lips with hers.

He turns his head from side to side, avoiding her lips, relishing the reversal of roles.

Now it’s her turn to growl. A distant, puny rumble in the back of her throat that has her dissolving into giggles.

He chuckles and rests his forehead against hers.

She turns her head and tries to push him away.

“Aw, don’t do that,” he says closing the distance again, chasing her lips.

She turns her head the other way, smirking. Balance restored.

He chuckles. Switching tack, he palms her breasts over her dress.

She moans, resting her head back against the wall.

He covers her lips with his in triumph, greedily swallowing her moans.

They hear the countdown echoing from the ballroom and break the kiss to join in. Forehead to forehead, nose to nose, eyes closed. “Five, four, three, two, one. Happy New Year,” they whisper in unison before his lips are on hers again and her arms are around his neck, fingers tangled in his soft hair. She gives herself over to the kiss, deepening it, swallowing his moans and whimpers. His hands palm her ass, he’s rocking against her again and again and again and she’s unsure how much time has passed since the countdown. She breaks them apart. “Malfoy.”

He groans.

“You said everyone would gather in the sitting room after the countdown. Someone will come looking for us,” she scolds playfully as he palms her ass and rocks his hips again.

“I hate that you’re always the voice of reason,” he growls.

She chuckles, pushing him away. “Someone’s gotta be.” She mutters a smoothing charm over him. “Do I look ravished?” She teases.

His eyes slide languidly from her head to her toes, then back up, pausing on her lips. Finally, he shakes his head. “Not yet.”

She reaches out an arm to brace herself against him as she bends down to remove her shoes.

His eyes drop down to her toes, and he quirks a brow. “No color today?”

“Shh.” She smirks, putting a finger to his lips. “Don’t tell Pansy.”

The couches and armchairs in the sitting room are arranged in a circle and people are milling about the room, chattering excitedly. “Happy New Year!” They all cheer when she and Draco enter, then again and again whenever a new pair enters. Hermione walks around the room nibbling on the snacks and sipping champagne. Daphne and Theo stumble in and they all shout one final, “Happy New Year!” Malfoy closes the door behind them and an elf Apparates in and tells him that everyone’s usual rooms are ready.

“Thank you, Céline. Everyone got that? Your usual rooms are ready!”

Hermione frowns at him and opens her mouth to state that this is her first year, she has no ‘usual room,’ but Draco taps his nose twice and shakes his head. She nods, places her empty champagne flute on the refreshments table and grabs a bottle of Crabbies. She finds an empty armchair and sinks down into it. He sits in one across from her.

Blaise stands up from the loveseat he’s on with Ginny who looks gorgeous in a royal blue gown. “Everyone, find a seat.” Pansy and Harry settle into a loveseat near Daphne and Theo. Ginny and Blaise are across from Ron and Lavender. Luna and Neville squeeze onto a couch beside Hannah Abbott and Benjamin Miller. Cho Chang and Amelia Thomas choose the loveseat near Padma and Connor. Parvati and her date, Richard extend an armchair into a loveseat and settle in. Blaise looks around the room and continues once he’s confirmed that everyone’s seated. “As last year’s reigning champ, I am the Commissioner for tonight’s game of… ‘Saints and Sinners’.”

“You cracked it, mate?” Theo asks, his expression full of wonder.

Blaise winks. “I did,” he says smugly, before launching into the rules of the game he’d designed. “We’ll go around the room. On your turn as the Inquisitor, you say a statement that’s true for you,” he emphasizes, his eyes squarely on Ron. “And if it’s false for anyone else they take a sip. The Inquisitor may ask up three Sinners to share their sordid tales or can decide to be a Saint and have no one share. Veritaserum shots for all. Dares are wild. When prompted, you may either share or cash in a dare you have banked with the Inquisitor to avoid sharing. If you have no more banked dares and you refuse to share, you must sniff the Amortentia and say three scent notes. Amortentia means resurrection. Once resurrected, you may rejoin the game until the next time you refuse to share and don’t have a banked dare. At that point, you lose and you’re out of the game.” He steeples his hands and twiddles his fingers in a menacing way. “Tonight, the amortentia is in the form of… a prized rose from the Malfoy greenhouse.” Blaise beams down at Ginny who gasps dramatically. He conjures a large rose in full bloom with a head larger than his fist. They all inspect the rose as it floats above Blaise’s palm. It has a long, thick, thorny stem the length of his forearm. There’s a soft pink tint at the apex of each of the pale white outer petals. The pink hue deepens toward the style in the center of the rose where the petals are almost fuchsia.

Pansy and Daphne pour the veritaserum into rocks glasses with a shot of the brandy from earlier and pass them out. The group counts down from three then knocks back their shots.

Blaise starts them off. “I’ve never gotten head in a movie theater.” Everyone drinks except Blaise, Connor, Lavender, and Padma. Hermione and Draco eye each other as they tip back their bottles.

Blaise points to Connor who shrugs. “I’ve never been to a movie theater.” Many people scoff and roll their eyes at him.

“Oh mate, you’re missing out!” Benjamin calls.

Connor grins. “Didn’t say I’d never gotten head. Just… not at the movies.”

Blaise chuckles. “Alright, Connor, you’re up.”

“I’ve never given head in a movie theater.”

Blaise, Ron, Padma, and Pansy don’t drink.

Connor selects Ron to go next. “I’ve never shagged someone under the stands during an active Quidditch match.”

Draco’s eyes widen in surprise as Hermione takes a sip of her ginger beer. She, Ginny, and Blaise are the only ones who drink.

“Ginny!” Ron exclaims. “I don’t even want to know!”

“Cover your ears!” Ginny orders her brother, before launching into the story. “Coach put me on timeout, subbed in my alternate and told me to get my head in the game. Blaise helped me get my head in the game.” She waggles her eyebrows at Blaise before motioning for Ron to unplug his ears.

Ron looks to Hermione. “If it’s Wood, someone in here owes me 50 galleons.”

Hermione smirks. “Nope, freshman year at HNC. I hooked up with a guy under the stands when the match ran long. He’d speed up when the crowd roared and slow down when they were quiet. I came during a rowdy play and was rather vocally climaxing when they all settled down. The silence was deafening after that. You could’ve heard a Fairy fart.”

“And then what happened?” Ron asks, leaning in.

Lavender huffs and swats him before shooting an angry look at Hermione.

“I think I already answered your question, Ronald.” She giggles.

Ron blushes and snarls at Ginny to go next.

Ginny cackles. “I’ve never been caught checking someone else out on a date.”

Draco, Blaise, Ron, Benjamin, and Connor take a sip of their drinks.

Ginny narrows her eyes at Ron. “When?”

“Last year?”

“Who were you checking out?”

Ron chuckles and nudges a blushing Lavender with his thigh, “Lav.”

Ginny turns her attention to Draco. “Where?”

A muscle ticks in his jaw. “Lucard, a few months ago.” His eyes are on Hermione who looks away, remembering that night all too well.

“Who?”

He tuts. “Greedy, greedy,” he teases. “I believe I answered your question, Ginevra.”

“Fine,” Ginny hisses. “Your turn.”

“I’ve never shagged anyone in Parkinson Manor.”

Pansy shrieks and throws a pillow at him. Pansy, Harry, and Hermione all drink.

His eyes widen as Hermione takes a sip. “All three of you, spill!” He chuckles.

Pansy: “Harry”

Harry: “Pansy”

Hermione: “Seamus.”

Draco smirks. “Pansy, your turn.”

Pansy stays on theme. “I’ve never shagged anyone in Nott Manor.”

Theo, Daphne, Ginny, and Blaise drink. Pansy does not follow up and selects Theo to go next.

Theo’s eyes survey the room as he crafts his statement. “I’ve never fooled around with two people in one night.”

Almost everyone in the room drinks.

Theo co*cks his head at Hermione. “Spill, Granger.”

Hermione smirks and shakes her head. Not on his life. “I’m cashing in a dare, Nott.”

Theo chuckles and nods. “That leaves you with just one more in my bank. Your turn, Granger.”

Crap.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTES:
- I continue to take extreme liberties with Latin. I think ‘linguafloris’ (which is supposed to mean flower language here) had a better ring than ‘lingua floreo.’
- Jasmine flowers, which bloom at night, symbolize beauty and sensuality.
- Slurm, a Futurama reference (S01E13), is an addictive drink produced from the teats of an alien slug/worm/snail that is enslaved in a Wonka-esque factory. Slurm is paradoxically marketed by a perpetually partying slug/worm/snail of the same species.

Chapter 53: DRACO - SOFT AND LOVEABLE

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MON 01 JAN 2010

“Hmm, let me think.” Hermione pulls her lip between her teeth in that adorable way she does when she’s thinking. Her mobile buzzing from a hidden pocket in her dress is the only sound in the room as everyone waits for her question. She extracts it and looks down at the screen. Her face falls and she bolts up to her feet. Draco shifts in his seat and her eyes flicker to him. ‘My mother,’ she mouths, putting her hand up to still him as she bends down to collect her shoes.

She turns her attention to Blaise as the phone starts buzzing again. “I relinquish all banked dares and forfeit the game. I’ll take whatever sick, twisted punishment you devise, Blaise.”

Theo and Blaise eye each other, grinning mischievously.

Draco takes in the view of her back in that delicious gown as she crosses the room toward the door. He doesn’t miss the hiccup in her step as Theo and Blaise shout her punishment in unison, “Amortentia!”

He knows the boys are digging for dirt on how far he’d taken things with Hermione when Theo says, “I have never snogged someone in an alley outside a bar or club.” Though many others drink, Theo chooses to ask him, Ginevra, and Padma for their tales.

Draco cashes in a dare to avoid answering. He didn’t take Marriage Mart dates to Muggle clubs, he and Cho hadn’t snuck into clubs while they were dating, and he hadn’t pressed any witches into walls in the alleys outside clubs and snogged them senseless before her.

Padma follows up with, “I’ve never gotten or received a handjob (including fingering) in a club or restaurant bathroom.”

After a few rounds that result in Lavender smelling the amortentia rose and rattling off a revolting combination she assures the group is reminiscent of Ron, it’s Blaise’s turn to ask a question. “I’ve never gotten or received a handjob (including fingering) outside a muggle or magical club.” And they’ve got him there because he doesn’t have any dares banked with Blaise. He drinks and refuses to answer.

Blaise grins at him when he’s formulated his dare. “Read aloud the last text message you sent to the last person you snogged.”

His last text exchange with Hermione was from a couple days ago. He’d texted her about a story from the day’s paper and they’d joked about how different animals would sound with human voices. He’d sent off his last text message and mere seconds later his mobile buzzed with a call from her giggling on the other end. “Say something in this posh erumpent’s voice,” she’d begged, starting off the chorus of mimicry that had them laughing well into the night.

He clears his throat dramatically and recites, “No, I rather think if that erumpent could speak, he’d sound like Patrick Stewart.”

Blaise balks, shoots up from his seat and stalks over to Malfoy to check the phone screen for himself. The man dissolves into a fit of laughter, clutching the arm of his chair to keep himself upright after he sees the name of the person the exchange is with. He even has the nerve to scroll up their text thread, reading the prior messages from that night. “Mate,” he wheezes, clutching Draco’s shoulder. When he rolls his eyes, the git laughs even harder. When he finally pulls himself together, Blaise levels Draco with a challenging glare. “One more chance then…” He clicks his tongue twice and makes a garroting motion as he strides back to his seat. He points to Pansy, signaling it’s her turn to ask a question.

On her turn, Pansy locks eyes with Draco. Unblinking, she says, “I’d like to shag someone who is not in this room tonight.” Her too-shrewd gaze is locked onto his and even the subtlest bit of Occlumency to fight the pull of the veritaserum would tip his hand. She’d know. And she’d call foul. sh*te. The muscles in his arm scream as they contract, lifting the drink to his lips as he fights against them with his very essence. Pansy watches him sip, without the slightest care for anyone else who might be taking a sip. He feels cool liquid on his tongue but tastes none of it. He swallows with a gulp and maintains eye contact, challenging her to ask for follow-up. Pansy is a slippery f*cking snake. “Malfoy. Dish.”

“No,” he says, soundly refusing.

She turns toward Lavender. “Lav, dear, please pass Draco the rose.” She’s grinning when she turns back to Draco.

Lavender turns to where the rose is hovering beside her and whispers an incantation that floats it slowly over to him.

Draco narrows his eyes at Pansy as the flower looms closer. He can smell her as it advances. It’s three people away. Now two. Now one, and she’s flooding his senses as he plucks the rose from mid-air. The scent so unmistakably and unequivocally Hermione as he touches the soft, dewy petals to his nose. Heat pools low in his belly. He knows what she tastes like on his tongue now. He knows what she feels like clenched around his fingers. He knows the scent of her in the lab: citrus, mint and ginger mixed with parchment, eucalyptus and Everclean. He feels her heat leaning into him at the movie theater and during movie nights, her breath warm and buttery as they whisper in the dark. He knows the warmth and feel of her skin and the scent of her musk as he trails kisses down her jaw and throat, across her chest, down her tummy and into the soft, wet valley between her thighs. Knows the sound and cadence of her moans, her whimpers, her pleas, her body warm, pliant and responsive in his hands. He squirms in his seat as his co*ck stiffens because this is all that and more. He tries to pick the most innocuous scents, things that could be anyone and from anything.

“Mint.” Tea, gum, breath mints, garnish.

“Citrus.” She always, always smelled like citrus. Her soap. The two oranges on her desk every day since she’d first lambasted her lack of sun during long days at the lab and needing to fight scurvy or rickets or some other Muggle disease. There’s always an orange for him, of course, because it’s their unspoken rule. The scent filling their little corner of the lab whenever they tore into them, and lingering on their fingers until they washed their hands and returned to prepping or brewing or scribbling lab notes; Neroli from her perfume; And bergamot (a scent he also favored in his colognes) on the rare days she got a cup of Lady Grey tea before the Dining Hall ran out.

And lastly because he cannot help himself: “Vanilla.” The sweet scent as he leaned in close to whisper something in her ear during a movie; her head bent over his Puzzle page or Lab notebook; a flick of a braid over her shoulder while brewing; his hands fisted in her hair as he pulled her in for a kiss; the warmth and intimacy between them as he nuzzled into the crook of her neck and made her whimper and moan with his fingers and questing tongue that couldn’t ever, ever get enough of her.

Blaise chuckles. “Sounds like a tart.”

Draco smirks, charming the rose to hover beside himself before taking a swig of his drink. “She’s not.”

Theo narrows his eyes at him, his gaze shrewd and assessing. Draco often forgot that under that gooey, lovable-goof shell, Theo was the snakiest of them all. Shrewd, self-possessed, confident, and calculating. Theo could afford to be all soft and lovable because he had the world figured out and considered no one and nothing a threat. That’s why Draco trusted Theo with his life. Even above Blaise. And why he didn’t discuss anything with Theo he hadn’t already explored from 45 different angles first. Only Theo could cut through the noise and chaff and bulldoze Draco’s walls, leaving him bare and exposed. It scared him how Theo could rob him of his sense and senses without a lick of Legilimency. Sometimes with just three little words. “French Orange Tart.”

And Draco knows he’s not talking about the dessert.

Speaking of whom… “I have to check on my other guest,” Draco says as he stands and takes his leave of the group. He finds Hermione in his bedroom. In the window seat, talking to her mother.

She smiles softly as he enters and strides over to her. “Mom, Malfoy is here. I’ve got-”

“Draco? Put ‘im on!” He hears her mother exclaim through the phone.

“Mom, no, you’re drunk,” Hermione cautions.

“Am not! You’re drunk!” She retorts. “Hermione Jean Granger, put ‘im on this instant!”

Hermione huffs and rolls her eyes. She clicks the speaker button, and he hears the faint rumble of conversation and tinny music in the background.

“Draco! It’s a pleasure to meet ya!” He hears the twang of her Southern accent.

“You too, Mrs. Granger.”

“She’s drunk,” Hermione whispers as she pulls her feet off the window seat and turns to face him. She pats the seat beside her, and he sits.

“Don’t listen to her, darlin’! I’m just tipsy. You’ll know I’m drunk when I start slangin’ and twangin’!”

Hermione grins and rolls her eyes. She leans into him and whispers, “When the North Carolinian twang comes out and she starts dropping her g’s.”

Draco’s eyes widen and he stifles a chuckle. “Good to know, Mrs. Granger.”

“Honey, call me Jean,” she insists. “Shoot, I’ve heard enough ‘bout ya by now. It only seems right!”

“Good things, I hope.” He chuckles, reaching for the mobile Hermione holds just out of his reach, a warning glare in her eyes.

“Depends on your definition of good!” Jean Granger chortles. “Though sweetheart, what’d you use to call him? You went through so many names, but there was that one that had your father and me in stitches!”

“Mom!” Hermione squeals. “This is not fair. I asked your mother what you said about me, and she started the dinner twenty minutes early to avoid answering!”

“Gabbit, Labbit…” Her mother continues, unperturbed. “Lab git? Yes. Lab git!”

He laughs heartily at that.

“Mom! I’m hanging up now. Happy New Year!”

He’s still laughing as she rises from the seat. He shoots out his hand to pull her back down.

“Malfoy!” She giggles. She removes the tiara from her head and twirls it between her fingers. He plucks it from her hand and vanishes it to Pansy’s vanity, his mind set on the vision of it in the corner of her immaculate room.

“Where did you-”

“Her vanity.”

She thanks him as he nuzzles into her neck. Vanilla.

“What did your mum want?”

“She missed me and wanted to hear my voice.”

He pulls away, straightening to look into her eyes.

She sighs. “They agreed to sell the house and the practice, downsize into a condo, and start traveling. They always talked about it but she’s ready, but dad’s… dragging his feet. They’re arguing about the records again. She wants him to digitize his collection so they can sell them or donate them and still have all the songs when they start traveling. This is the last project before they can fix up the house and list it. He doesn’t want any old strangers in the house picking through his collection. She thinks he’s dragging his feet and that it should only take six more months. He thinks she’s underestimating the task and that it’s a huge project that will take a lot of his free time. He says he needs at least a couple years. They got into it today because it’s the start of a new year. Another year they’re not on the road and she blames him. She said they could be in England right now with me or we could all be on a beach somewhere if not for the records.” Hermione sighs again. “Which is not true. They can take a trip anytime they want. They just have to name their replacements and decrease their caseload. The records are the foil, you know?”

He nods and squeezes her shoulder.

“Leaving them at Christmas was hard. Seeing me make the move and always in a new place for work or fun has Mom itching for her next chapter as well. I guess my dad’s not quite ready yet. He’s comfortable. They worked so hard to build the practice, it must be hard to sell it. He worked so hard to build that collection, it must be hard to abandon it, even if it’ll all be digital. They lived many years in that house. I think he’s grieving in his own way.”

He scoops her into a hug and settles her into his lap. They sit there a while, arms wrapped around each other as she collects her thoughts and processes her mother’s words. “I think I’m ready for that tour now.”

He takes her hand and leads her into the closet, down the spiral stairs to the first level which houses his suits, formal wear and the gift mill. He presses the secret panel, and the door opens into his study. They explore the ground floor, going as far as his parent’s sitting room before cutting through the library and over to the greenhouse. From there it’s through the conservatory and toward the small ballroom where they hosted Narcissa’s birthday. He shows her the different sitting rooms, salons and guest rooms that comprise the manor. He takes her down another flight through the pantries, storerooms, wine cellar, the indoor pool, and the kitchens. They climb back up toward the ground floor on the other side of the Manor. They cross back into his wing and end the tour in the sitting room where the gang are all sloshed. They’re moving the seats to face the television having settled on watching Jumanji to end the night.

Draco see Theo’s been crowned the winner, with a literal crown this year. He pops the movie in and turns to face the room. His mouth is poised to cast a ‘Nox,’ to cut the lights when he locks eyes with Draco. His eyes slide from him to Hermione who's curled up on the other side of the loveseat. She’s grumbling about how she doesn't really like Jumanji as she’d only recently gotten into scary movies.

She doesn’t see Theo’s grin as he glances between them before barking, “Granger!”


Out of the corner of his eye, Draco sees her stiffen and sit up straighter.

“Yes, Theo?” She calls in a tight voice.

“Your punishment awaits!”

A smirking Blaise conjures the rose and floats it to Hermione. He’s awash in her scent once again as it approaches.

Five notes, Granger!” Theo bellows as she accepts the rose and brings it to her nose.

She scoffs. “You said three!”

Blaise cuts in, “That was during the game. Which you forfeited. Punishment is five.”

“Fine,” she snarls before closing her eyes. She breathes the scent in once, then twice in slow, deep inhales.

Draco hears the faint hum in her throat as she stifles something. A sound, a cry, a hum of appreciation, he couldn’t say. All he smells is her and it’s intoxicating. He’s watching her parse and appreciate the scents and he yearns to be in her mind. Wants to see her visions and memories of her person as clearly as he’d seen, tasted, and remembered her.

She stiffens as she gives Theo her answer. “Leather, ginger…” She stills. “Apple, pine.” Another pause. She smiles. “Mint.” Merlin, that could be any warm-blooded wizard with a wand holster and pricy warlock cologne walking the Earth! What was he expecting? That her amortentia would smell like the scents he associated with himself? Eucalyptus, expensive cologne, cedar, and bergamot?

He sees Pansy co*ck her head out of the corner of his eyes.

Blaise vanishes the rose and exchanges a curious look with Theo.

Theo glances at Draco before telling Granger she’d appeased the Game Gods.

With a ‘Nox,’ the lights are finally dim, and they start the movie.

Chapter 54: HERMIONE - FINITE INCANTATEM

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MON 01 JAN

Hermione’s mind is stuck on the amortentia rose. The scent of him washing over her like whenever he pulled her into him, kissed her and nuzzled into her neck, his curious fingers and soft lips roving over every inch of her skin. The rose had carried his heat and scent to her. The spices and herbs of his ayurvedic tooth stick and tea; apples, pears, and citrus to beat the afternoon slump; the taste of ginger, mint, citrus, champagne as he licked into her mouth; salt and butter as he whispered with her in the dark theater; warm cedar on his neck and clothes; the smell of pine as he tramped alongside her and Neville in the forest.

Leather and ginger, two scents linked inextricably to him in her mind, had spilled from her mouth before she’d had her wits about her. Pine from the forests. Mint from his teas and the gum he never admitted to pilfering from her desk. And the faint scent of fresh mint atop the tart that day they’d bickered in Theo’s kitchen.

She’s trying to pinpoint when exactly her amortentia could have possibly begun to smell like him, when he slides over to her on the couch and presses his thigh into hers. He’s leaning over, his breath warm and Champagne-sweet on her neck, tickling her nose as he asks her how long she plans to sit there and stew. “Your eyes are nowhere near the screen.”

Which means his eyes were nowhere near the screen either.

She traces his lips with the back of a finger, stands, and walks out of the room without looking back at him. A few steps into his bedroom, she turns to find him mere paces behind her.

He locks the door and casts a Silencing Charm before reaching for her hand to pull her into him. He tilts her chin to reach her lips, as she pushes him backward against the door.

She Finites the Silencing charm before their lips meet.

Groaning, he licks into her mouth.

She pulls his shirt out from his trousers and undoes the rest of the buttons as he deepens the kiss. She helps him remove his suit jacket and the shirt. They part so he can pull his undershirt over his head, their lips meeting again as she pops the button on his trousers and palms him through the fabric.

“Silence, Mr. Malfoy,” she chides as she unzips his trousers and pushes them down.

When they pool around his ankles, he steps out of them and kicks them away. All that remains are his boxer briefs. He groans as she palms him again.

She turns and points to her neck, gesturing for him to undo her clasps. He mutters another Silencing charm which she Finites as the dress slips down her body with a soft rustling sound before she kicks it away.

He palms her ass and runs his hands along the lines of her knickers. She’s in a red mesh lingerie set with crotchless underwear. She turns and he groans again as he takes in the sight of her. His eyes are hungry as they track lower and lower, from her eyes, to her lips, to her breasts. He smirks as he snaps the thin band of her knickers over the ‘eat me’ cookie.

He casts Silencio again as she hisses. She steps closer to him, palming his co*ck again through the thin material of his boxer briefs. His head falls back against the door as he moans, deep and low in his chest.

“I haven’t gotten to taste you like this yet.” She lowers to her knees and Finites the charm again as she looks up at him through her lashes, lowering his briefs down his hips. His co*ck springs free, a bead of precum on the tip. She smirks at him before slowly licking it away.

He squeezes his eyes shut and lets out a strangled breath.

She vanishes his underwear then licks up and down his length. “Such an impressive little dragon. Truly a fine specimen.”

He grits out another Silencio as she sucks his balls into her mouth and strokes him with a tight fist. He groans when she releases them with a wet pop and Finites the charm again.

She smirks up at him, as the sound dies in his throat.

His eyes are hooded, heavy and glazed as she swirls her tongue around the head of his co*ck. He shivers when she wraps her lips around the tip. His hands are in her hair, taking down her pins. As she hollows her cheeks and sucks down his length, his hands stutter in her hair and he jolts at the suction increases. He lets out a long, slow groan as he f*cks into her mouth.

“Hermioneeee” he begs, the sound low in his chest. She keeps the suction steady, swallowing his precum as she sucks back up his co*ck and lets it fall from her mouth with another wet pop.

Chapter 55: DRACO - SILENCIO

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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MON 01 JAN

Draco casts another Silencio as Hermione takes down the rest of her coiffure. “You’re going to pay for those stunts, Granger,” he growls.

She grins up at him.

He smooths her hair back from her face, gathering it into a ponytail in his fist. Slowly, he guides her head back to his waiting co*ck which is slick with her saliva and dripping precum. He’s a f*cking hydrant for her, ready to go off at any second.

She swipes her thumb over the tip before popping it in her mouth. He groans in anticipation of returning to the wet heat of her skilled mouth. A loud moan escapes him as she closes her fist around his shaft. He f*cks into her palm as she swirls her tongue around the tip. She closes her mouth around him and lets him f*ck into her mouth in slow, shallow strokes before she takes him in deeper. Her hand pumps up and down along his shaft while her mouth sucks the tip. She keeps the pace tortuously slow, increasing the suction as he moans and whimpers above her.

He’s leaned heavily against the door for purchase, his head is thrown back and it’s taking everything in him to keep himself upright as he thrusts into her tight fist and her warm, wet mouth. His pace stutters when she rakes the nails of her other hand up his leg and belly, playing in the thatch of hair above his co*ck. “Fuuuuuuck,” he drawls lazily as his hips buck and his pace increases. Soon her other hand joins her first on his hips to modulate the force and depth of his thrust in case he gets too excited and she’s letting him f*ck into her mouth with deeper, faster strokes that hit the back of her throat.

And the fact that she trusts him to set the pace and depth while she plays with his tight, aching balls makes this feel even more special, even better. His org*sm is slowly building and coiling out low from deep within him. Her mouth and hands feel so good, so wet, so tight. He loves the sounds of her moans mixed with his. The sound of her slurping up his precum and the wet sounds of him moving in and out and in and out of her mouth add to the echo chamber where everything feels so f*cking good. There’s pressure and heat at the base of his spine and his belly. She swirls her tongue on his tip and he jolts again, f*cking even deeper into her mouth. She’s taking everything he’s giving her. He’s lost to the ecstasy, thanking her and babbling nonsense about how good it feels. He’s so far gone he’s surprised he can still string together a coherent sandwich-

Then she tightens her grip and he shoots off like a rocket! “I’m cumming,” he growls as he crests, exploding in her mouth, knees utterly weak, hands fisted around her ponytail. The rhythmic pulsing of his org*sm slows as he empties down her throat in shallow thrusts. She slurps up every single drop. With her eyes heavy on him, he feels so exposed and it makes him cum harder because it’s her and… f*ck! She dips two fingers inside herself and rubs them against her thumb so he can see how wet she is. The sight is so delicious and sexy. How is she this sexy? This playful? This naughty?

He’s still catching his breath but he’s greedy for her and growls for her to get on the bed. Those crotchless knickers! He buries his head between her thighs, lapping up all her juices, increasing the pressure as he sucks and licks against her cl*t until she’s squirming and mewling beneath him, begging for more. He slides two fingers inside her, curling them against that bundle of nerves.

“Draco,” she moans.

He considers canceling the Silencing charm in retribution, but he wants to hear her, all of her, at full volume. ‘No payback tonight,’ he resolves. He vanishes her knickers, continuing to swirl his tongue around her cl*t as he f*cks into her with his fingers. She c*ms, clenching around his fingers as she rides out her org*sm. With his eyes he seeks permission, which she grants and in one swift motion, he’s over her on the bed and f*cking into her in quick, sloppy strokes as she moans and arches into him. He can feel the force of her rhythmic clenching increase against his co*ck buried deep inside her as her org*sm builds, then crashes like a wave, dragging his org*sm out of him with every spasm. They both come so hard that they’re silent and breathless, their mouths agape and eyes locked on each other. The only sound in the room is the thwack of skin on skin as he chases their pleasure, his rhythm stuttering as she spills into her.

Foregoing a cleansing charm, she pads to his bathroom to shower and perform her post-coital ablutions. Naked, save for the beads of water that dot her skin, she pads across the room to his closet, returning to his bed dressed in only a Malfoy tee.

“Do I look ravished?” She jokes, as she climbs in beside him, accepting the cup of water he’d conjured and filled with an Aguamenti.

“Utterly.” He smirks, leaning over to kiss her. She drains the glass and sets it on the bedside table. He pulls her into him and falls asleep with his head in the crook of her neck, drifting to the scent of berries and warm vanilla, champagne and him. His.

Notes:

END OF PART 1 :)
“They slipped briskly into an intimacy from which they never recovered.” – F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of Paradise.

Chapter 56: PART 2

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PART 2

“Doubt thou the stars are fire;

Doubt thou that the son doth move;

Doubt truth to be a liar;

But never doubt I love.”

- William Shakespeare, Hamlet

Chapter 57: HERMIONE - COME BACK

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE
Hunchin’ is American slang for dry humping, though it usually involves more clothes.

Chapter Text

MON 01 JAN

Hermione starts the first day of the New Year with Draco curled around her under the covers of his large bed, his hand on her waist, his co*ck hard against her ass. She stirs and he’s over her in an instant, kissing her, settling between her thighs, hooking her legs over his waist as he rocks his hips, his co*ck grazing against her cl*t until she’s wet and begging for him to f*ck her.

He’s inside her, teasing out her org*sm in long, languid strokes. His kiss is slow, deep, and possessive, swallowing her moans and stealing her breath as she arches into him, coming once, then twice until his rhythm stutters, his strokes erratic and spasmodic. He’s buried so deep inside her as he chases his own release.

She pulls him down onto her, enjoying his weight and heat on top of her, his face buried in her neck as he c*ms.

When he catches his breath, he mutters a cleansing charm before slipping out of her and rolling over onto his back beside her on the bed. She throws a leg over him and curls into his side, kissing his jaw and neck as they drift back off to sleep.

“Breakfast?” He whispers when she wakes again.

She shields her eyes from the sun streaming in through the windows and hums in agreement.

He rolls on top of her, shielding her further from view under the covers and braces himself on his elbows before he summons Gabriel who appears with a pop. He asks for a little bit of everything from the dining table on a tray for two. The elf is gone and back again in two minutes while Draco rocks against her, his eyes hungry on hers and his co*ck half hard between them.

Draco stills when Gabriel returns and places the tray on the edge of the bed, disappearing with a pop. He sinks more of his weight onto her again and lowers his lips to hers again. He kisses her lazily, rocking against her slowly. There’s no rhythm she can discern, he seems to rock against her whenever he remembers he can, groaning faintly and kissing her just a bit deeper. He hooks an arm under her thigh raising her leg to his waist, angling her just so. His pressure and angle are perfect and soon she’s even wetter as the pressure builds deep inside her core and she knows another org*sm isn’t far off.

The food is forgotten as they chase their next org*sm that he’s building up between them impossibly slowly. Their shared breaths and moans echo around them as he rocks his hips again and again. The delicious sensation has her arching into him, pressing deeper against his him and his next thrust is harder and faster. His pace increases as they both feel their imminent climaxes, and she can’t remember why she ever stopped hunchin’ like this. Can’t remember if it ever felt as good as it does with him. Can’t remember if anything’s ever felt this good. How does it always feel so good with him? Soon his rhythm stutters and he’s cumming in warm ribbons against her belly as she bucks against him, chasing her own release. She crests, buzzing from the release of that slow, slow burn. He drops her leg and mutters a cleansing charm as he presses his full weight against her, his head in her neck, kissing along her jaw.

Their stomachs growl and she giggles, pushing him off of her and crawling down the bed to sample the food. Her ass is in the air as she reaches for a slice of bacon. She pops it into her mouth and is reaching for the spoon to pick up some eggs when she feels the sting of a slap on her ass. Startled – and intrigued – she drops the spoon and gasps. She swivels her head to watch him over her shoulder just as she feels the thwack of his hand on the other cheek. She hisses, and he does it again. His eyes are hooded and heavy, watching her ass jiggle as he alternates cheeks. Thwack, thwack, thwack, thwack, thwack. The zing of each spank spreads warmth over the soft skin of her ass and she knows there must be pink Draco-sized handprints now. She lets out a low moan as the pain gives way to a prickly pleasure that she finds she quite enjoys. Thwack, thwack, thwack. “Dracoooo,” she begs, unsure what she wants, as her legs turn to jelly. Just more… more!

“Hermione,” he groans, kneeling on the floor behind her, grasping her hips to pull her closer, burying his face between her thighs. She spreads her knees wider on the bed to accommodate the new position, supporting her weight on her knees, shins, and elbows. Her breasts and ribs are pressed into the bed and her ass is in the air. She moans as he swirls his tongue around her sensitized cl*t. She feels herself tremble as he increases the pressure, laving his tongue against her sensitive bundle of nerves before f*cking into her with his tongue. She’s so, so sensitive, that the sensations are heightened even more and she’s mewling and whimpering as he increases the pace of his ministrations. She’s lost count of the org*sms he’s given her this morning alone and yet another one is imminent. Oh, f*ck! She clenches against his tongue and drops her head to the bed. He replaces his tongue with a finger, hooking against her just so.

“Dracooooo,” she moans, clenching around the finger inside of her as he increases the pressure on her cl*t with his thumb. It’s too much and not enough at the same time. “Draco f*ck me, please,” she begs.

He stands, lining his co*ck up, teasing the head through her wetness before slamming into her, his hands gripping her hips as he sets a punishing pace. She hears and feels the thwack of his balls against her. She hears the squelch as he moves through her wet, sensitive puss*. She hears his groans as she clenches around him, shuddering. She hears her moans, deep and rasping to her own ears and she’s trembling, barely able to hold up her own weight under the force of yet another org*sm. She feels its power and force spreading tendrils of pleasure through her veins, her core is warm, gooey mess as she lets go, crying out his name as she c*ms around his co*ck.

His pace never falters, riding her through her org*sm. He places one hand on the middle of her back, pressing down so she arches deeper. The angle is too much, too good, too right, his co*ck hitting that spot inside of her just so over and over and over and over. So right, so good, so much that she squirts! An thunderclap of pressure and pleasure zips through her. She squeezes her eyes shut so hard she sees stars and can’t help the sound that’s ripped from her throat. She can hear as much as feel the sudden release of liquid gush out of her.

“f*ck, Granger!” He cries, bucking his hips.

She hears the squelch as he f*cks against the pressure of her release before she feels it drip down her inner thighs. She shudders and clenches reflexively in the aftermath and he gasps as he pounds into her immensely tighter, hot, wet c*nt.

Her next cry is hoarse and garbled as the pressure surges inside of her again. Her hands are fisted in the sheets and she’s breathless. Her mind is a blank void, every nerve ending tingles and buzzes. His grip on her hips is bruising as he pounds into her, groaning and frantically chasing his release as she squirts again, bearing down around him.

“Her-mi-o-neeee,” he chokes out as he c*ms, shuddering as the aftershock hits him. He pulls out of her, and she slumps down onto the bed, stretching her legs out and crooking her arm to rest her head on it. She squeezes her thighs together, moaning and clenching internally as more aftershocks hit her.

He staggers to the bed and plops down on the other side of the breakfast tray.

She looks over at him. His chest is rising and falling as he pants, struggling to catch his breath. His hair is wild. His face and neck are flushed. Her eyes trail down to his co*ck which is still half hard and bobbing lightly, dripping with her juices and his release. He’s looking at the evidence of his ardor on her skin and in the sheets and he looks truly lost for words. He looks just as dazed as she feels. “That was intense,” she whispers.

He nods, looking just as confused as she feels, wondering how this morning was even hotter, better and wetter than last night.

She can’t help the smug feeling inside her. Suddenly, she doesn’t feel so alone in her confusion about the magnitude of things between them. She realizes that it’s not just about the effect he has on her… but also the effect she has on him.

Her hand is shaky as she reaches for the bacon. She needs sustenance and water. And for him to keep his hands off her because she doesn’t think she has another round in her. She mutters the cleansing charm this time, vanishing the various fluids, including the wet spot under her thighs.

He reaches for an English muffin, tears it in half and drags it through the lingonberry jam. He feeds it to her before swiping the other piece through the herbed butter and pops it into his mouth.

She feels steady enough, finally, to push herself up onto her elbows and then her hands and knees. She sits back onto her heels and summons her glass from the bedside table. She fills it with an Aguamenti and downs it then refills it and drains it again. She refills it a third time and hands it to Draco, who croaks out a ‘thank you’ before he drains the glass and repeats the spell.

She forks some eggs and fried potatoes in her mouth before she climbs off the bed and heads for the bathroom. She hears him stir behind her and forbids him from following her. “I swear Draco, if you even so much as touch me right now I might come again. No. Sit. Stay.” She giggles as he bounds over to her. He tries to kiss her, and she turns her head. “No!” She squeals. “I need to shower.”

He grabs for her. “No! Come back.” Is that… is that a puppy dog face? “If you shower, you’ll leave!”

“That’s the plan!” She teases, dancing out of his hold. “I need to pack. Pansy is going to kill me!”

“Fine,” he says, letting her go with a kiss.

She turns on the tap then removes his Quidditch tee, letting it fall to the floor. She steps under the spray and lets the hot water fall over her for a few minutes. She reaches for his shampoo and squirts a dollop into her palm. The scent of mint and rosemary tickles her nose as she lathers it into her hair. She rinses and does the same with the conditioner. After sectioning her hair in two, she detangles the first section and puts it into a French braid before repeating the process with the second section. She mutters a Spiraligo to bind them then rinses out the conditioner. She is just beginning to soap up her body when he steps into the shower.

“Draco,” she groans.

He cuts her off with a kiss. He switches places with her under the stream and shampoos then conditions his hair as she lathers herself up with body wash.

“Switch places with me,” she requests.

“Not yet.” He grins as he places his hands on her breasts. She giggles as his curious fingers venture lower, skimming over her ribs, down her belly, around her waist and down to her ass. She bends down to retrieve the body wash and his hands are back on her breasts, palming and kneading before teasing the nipples until they’re pebbled. She squirts body wash into her hands and runs them down his neck, across his chest, his ribs, down his abs, across his hips, and down his tight, firm ass, stopping at his thighs when he grasps his co*ck and asks, “And what about him?”

“Ah yes, the little dragon,” she jokes (he grins) as she rinses the soap from her hands under the stream of water and palms his co*ck in her wet fist. She squeezes gently and he hisses, f*cking into her palm once, twice as he groans. “Mr. Malfoy!” She relaxes her grip. “Stop distracting me! Switch places with me.”

“Hermione,” he pleads.

She shakes her head and releases him. A bead of precum glistens on the tip as his co*ck bobs gently in the space between them. It takes all of her effort to tear her eyes away. “Pansy is going to murder me! I cannot miss this Portkey.”

He bites his cheek and shuffles so she’s under the stream again. She puts more soap on her hands and gets into her bits before rinsing off. She switches places with him again and he leans down to kiss her just as she hears her phone alarm blaring from the other room. The alarm she’d set before leaving for the NYE party to indicate when she had twenty minutes left to finish packing and meet Pansy and Daphne by the Floo to Portkey to Australia.

“Malfoy!” She squeals, stepping gingerly out of the shower. “I have to go!” Once her feet are on the carpet again, she races to his closet and chucks on another Quidditch tee. She spies a stack of sweatshirts and grabs one from the bottom of the pile she hopes he won’t miss. It’s faded, surprisingly soft, and the Hogwarts lettering and crest are different. From her reading, she knows the more recent iterations by sight, but these look rather old. She makes a mental note to ask Draco about it later. She’s gotten it over her neck and one arm in a sleeve when the five-minute snooze activates and the alarm blares again signaling there’s only fifteen minutes until Portkey activation.

She grabs one of his joggers and shrinks them a bit before pulling them on. She shoves her feet into a pair of his thick wool socks and dashes around the room gathering her dress, underwear, shoes, cell phone before stuffing them into the tote with her gifts. “Malfoy, I’ll see you in France,” she calls over her shoulder as she unlocks the door and tears it open. She sprints down the hall to his Floo in her socked feet.

Pansy’s waiting in an armchair by the Floo beside her own fully packed bags. Her eyes widen at the sight of Hermione. She doesn’t need Pansy’s reaction to know how silly she must look: damp hair in two French braids; Malfoy Quidditch tee; one arm poking through an old Hogwarts sweater she doesn’t know is coming on or going off; dark gray joggers; wool sock; and her clothes from last night spilling out of the tote bag in her arms.

“Granger,” she glances her eyes to the wall clock. “It’s 11:03am, you have twelve minutes. Throw your feet into some boots and some sh*t in a bag and be here. Daphne will be arrive any minute.” She flicks her gaze up and down Hermione’s body once again. “And don’t bother changing.”

Hermione races to her room, throwing bikinis and sundresses and sandals and tanks and shorts and underwear and towels and novels and a few textbooks for next term, her laptop, phone and their charging cords all into her extended suitcase. She summons all her toiletries into the other side and zips them in. She slams the bag closed and whispers a zipper charm. She floats the bag to the Floo area as she jams her foot into warm sheepskin boots and pushes her hand through the second sleeve of Draco’s sweatshirt.

She makes it back to the Floo area with two minutes to spare. Daphne and Pansy each have one hand on their suitcase and the other on the Portkey. She wrangles her bag down and touches the Portkey just as it activates, feeling that familiar tug behind her navel. They’re headed to Exmouth in Northwest Australia. Their first stop on their tour of Australia is the Cape Range National Park. Their feet touch down around 19:00 PM local time. Before their nighttime snorkel session, they swing by a local superstore for Hermione to get a few items she’d – for obvious reasons – invariably forgotten to pack.

Chapter 58: HERMIONE - GIRLS' TRIP

Notes:

“If you were here, we would not talk at all. Our eyes would whisper for us and your hands fast in mine, we would not ask for language.” - Emily Dickinson (letter) to Sue Gilbert

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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TUE 02 JAN

The next morning, they’re lounging by the villa’s pool when Daphne and Pansy interrupt Hermione’s peace by trying to give her the third-degree about New Year’s.

“Guys, it was just sex. Really good, tipsy New Year’s Eve sex. Honestly, it doesn’t mean anything.”

Skepticism is written all over Pansy’s face.

“C’mon Pansy, you know him even better than I do. We’ve just been… orbiting each other. This has been building for a while. We’re just friends. And he knows that I prefer to keep things casual. In fact, I’ve been very clear about that. No minced words or anything.” She grins. “You’d be very proud.”

Pansy is not amused. In fact, she and Daphne respond, in unison, that, “Draco Malfoy doesn’t do casual.”

As if it were some rule or something that had been drilled into them since birth. Statute 2809 of the Pureblood Code of Etiquette, ‘Draco Malfoy shan’t do casual.’ Whatever, rules were meant to be broken.

Hermione simply shrugs and returns to the novel she’s reading.

Things in the lab had been hectic since Friendsgiving. Snape had pressured them to close their active case files before term ended. He’d been especially strict with the case plan for the Campo Marzio vampire potion. A breakthrough for the potion to cure the mysterious ales of the Roman vampires continued to elude him. And then there’d been Reading Week, then Finals, and in the hubbub, she’d forgotten to get the girls’ input on their tattoo. This all comes flooding back to her when Daphne interrupts the silence that they’d settled into by saying they should get their tattoos on this trip.

“I know a place!” Hermione exclaims. “We can go when we’re in Perth… After we agree on an idea, of course. Do either of you have any thoughts?”

“I think I want a bird in flight?” Daphne shrugs. “All my life I’ve felt like a… caged bird who would only be freed long enough to fly from my parent’s cage directly into my husband’s.” She lets out a shaky breath. “I vowed not to get married to a man who would just set up another pretty cage for me. And… and as much as I loved Theo – and as dreadful as this sounds – until his father died… another pretty cage was the best he could offer me.”

There are tears in her eyes when she looks back up at Hermione who nods in encouragement. She continues, voice thick and tremulous. “Even as much as he loved me, and I know he did… He does. I just couldn’t do that. I told him I preferred his friendship over his cage. Even his cage wouldn’t suit. It hurt him. I know it did. But I had to choose me. I had to choose myself. Thankfully, we remained friends. It was hard but we just kind of… settled into it. After his father died, I helped him with his grief, and… somehow, we got back to that place and we tried again. But it got too heavy too quickly. For some reason, we thought we could just pick up where we left off and make up for – I don’t know – lost time? Plus, we were so young. It felt like Theo wanted me because he was used to me, because I was there. We hadn’t really ever considered ourselves as anything other than imminent… We hadn’t even explored if there was something else out there for us.” Daphne pauses, tears welling up in the corner of her eyes.

Pansy and Hermione cross over to her and settle in beside her on the pool chair.

Hermione pulls her into a hug. “So, you two broke up again?”

Daphne nods her head. “It hurt so much to see him with other girls. I dated other guys and we kind of just… got used to not being together again. But it never felt the same as it did when I was with him. No other guy made me feel like he did. Nothing ever felt like it did with him. And I didn’t know why I was depriving myself. I didn’t know how to get us back again… since it was me – yet again – who’d ended things. But thanks to some dares and vetoes-” She pulls away from Hermione and Pansy to swat at them. “We’re trying again. He made the announcement at Friendsgiving, and of course, the waltz…” She blushes. “We’re serious guys.” She smiles up at Hermione and Pansy. “Like… serious.”

Pansy’s mouth drops.

“I know he won’t put me in a pretty cage.” She chokes up and the tears spill down her cheeks. “He'll let me spread my wings. He’ll set me free.”

Hermione blinks back tears. “Oh my gosh, there’s this Beatles song I have to play for you!” She runs back to her pool chair and fishes her iPod and headphones from the depths of her beaded bag. She navigates to the song and settles back beside them on Daphne’s pool chair.

Daphne pops one earbud in her ear and Pansy takes the other.

Hermione presses play and watches them listen to the song. Daphne sobs at the words, and Pansy’s face softens. ‘Blackbird singing in the dead of night. Take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life, you were only waiting for this moment to arrive.’

“So, birds?” Daphne asks hopefully, wiping away the last of her tears.

Pansy and Hermione look at each other and nod. “Let’s get birds.”

Hermione grins.

“I just want an outline of the bird, I think. No color or filling.” Daphne frowns. “I don’t think I can take the pain.”

Hermione smiles at her. “That’s fine, Daph. And you, Pansy?” Hermione asks.

“I’ll get a bluebird.” She rolls her eyes and smiles at them. “My favorite color.”

Hermione thinks of the tattoo on her forearm she’d been meaning to cover up and sighs. “I have a piece I no longer want, so I’ll get a blackbird to match with our theme and to cover it up.”

Daphne giggles. “Like the song! Blackbird!”

Hermione grins at her, turning her attention to Pansy.

“Pans, what about you and Harry?”

Pansy frowns. “What about us?”

Hermione levels her with a challenging glare.

Pansy sighs and tells how she and Harry had gotten off on the wrong foot all those years ago and had slowly developed a friendship even as they’d oscillated between bickering and ignoring each other. Ultimately, he softened her, and she tempered his brash, daring side. She shrugs.

“We’re good for each other. And it was easy after a while… Too easy.” She gazes off into the distance. “I think that’s why it didn’t work out at first. I don’t know... Harry couldn’t go anywhere or do anything without massive attention. Then after the ‘Almost,’ he was a complete thrill-seeker. It was like he was seeking the highs from fighting with the Order and opposing the Dark Lord. And I didn’t want any of it. He needed excitement and was looking for it in the wrong places. It affected our relationship. So, we split.”

She pauses and her look is distant, pensive… then she gives them a soft smile. “But he’s grown up a bit. He faded from the public eye and decided not to go Pro. It was so hard for him to step back from Quidditch. But he focused on his studies and businesses. He’s come to enjoy being behind the scenes… Quidditch with the boys and Ginny at the Burrow and even Muggle Adventure days give him that adrenaline fix he needs. He’s calmed a bit. And slowly, we’ve… come back together.”

“And now?” Hermione coaxes. Remembering how Pansy hadn’t waltzed with Harry on New Year’s Eve. In fact, she and Pansy had exited the dance floor arm-in-arm with each other, and watched Theo and Daphne for a little while.

Pansy gives her a soft smile. “And now we’re taking it a day at a time…” The soft smile is swiftly replaced by a smirk. “What about you and Draco, Granger? Don’t think we haven’t noticed.”

Hermione huffs and lets her head fall into her hand. This again. “What about it? It’s casual.”

Pansy gives her a warning glare. “Hermione Jean Granger!” She counts off the list of damning evidence on her fingers. “One: You went to his room to change during Wolf Moon. Don’t think I didn’t notice,” she hisses.

“Two: He disappeared with you several times during the New Year’s Eve party. I was dancing with Harry when Charlotte sidled up to Lucius and Narcissa and asked him to suggest a dance so the two of them could catch up. Narcissa wasn’t going to let him interrupt until he commented on Draco’s wandering hand.” Pansy narrows her eyes at Hermione who curses her physiology for the warmth creeping up her cheeks. That dress had been worth every penny. “He even scolded him about it later, Granger.”

Hermione rolls her eyes.

Pansy continues, catching steam with each point she enumerates. “Three: You were with him all night. Four: You didn’t come down for breakfast. Five: You arrived home TWELVE MINUTES before we portkeyed. Spill!”

With a sigh, Hermione tells them that after they’d thawed, they’d begun… orbiting each other. “We do the Puzzles before lab. We bicker all day, but we work pretty well together. We text each other most nights. You know he joins Neville and I on our foraging trips.”

She tells them about all their close calls including the Redcaps who’d tried to plumb them with warm mead and wouldn’t let them leave for hours. She even tells them about the Lillyrumps who emit a sweet sugar-roasted almond aroma that has a soporific effect. They’d tried to trap their trio in their burrows while they were foraging for horthap root for a potion for the Highland Hippogriffs (Draco had fumed that if he died for some f*cking hippogriffs the irony would be too huge. When pressed, he'd refused to explain to her what he meant. Pansy and Daphne have absolutely no qualms about explaining it to her, however.) Then she tells them about how the Abraxas stone amulets inlaid with runes and charmed with gray magic that were supposed to repel the Lillyrumps must not have been soaked in the moonlight long enough and they only got out because Neville offered the creatures all the sachets of dried gillyweed he’d been saving in his backpack for a party at the weekend. Gillyweed produced even more euphoria and ecstasy in Lillyrumps than it did in humans, and they’d fallen all over themselves to snatch up the sachets Neville had thrown on the ground as the trio hightailed it out of the burrow system.

“And-” Hermione returns from the digression back to enumerating all the ways that she and Draco had grown closer in recent months, “we often talk for so long on the phone that we fall asleep.”

Pansy and Daphne exchange wide-eyed looks. “Hermione!”

She blushes. “What? I said we were friends! You didn’t believe me.”

Daphne smiles wide at Hermione. “He likes you!”

Hermione rolls her eyes. “Duh. And I like him too. We talk, we fight, we forage, we f*ck-”

“No, he like-likes you,” Daphne clarifies.

Pansy interjects. “Draco is getting married. And soon. He is not casually dating. He is dating with intent-”

Hermione interrupts her. “He can continue to do that. We are not exclusive. We are casual,” she stresses, repeating herself for the umpteenth time. “In fact, we are not anything. We haven’t put a label on it.” She waves her hand dismissively. “We haven’t even talked about it that much. We tried on Wolf Moon, but it was too late, and then he asked me to stay over, which would’ve… complicated things...”

Pansy scoffs. “What do you mean you haven’t talked about it? Hermione, you need to talk to him.”

Hermione frowns. “Why? It’s just sex! I think you’re making too big a deal of it. I’m only here for six more months. And like you say he’s looking for a wife. He can’t build a marriage off a long-distance relationship, and I’m not offering one. We’re having fun. Pansy, don't worry about me.”

She thinks she hears Pansy mutter, ‘It’s not you I’m worried about,’ but can’t be sure because it’s the same time as Daphne says, “Well so long as you’re both clear on what you’re doing, I say have fun. And if you say it’s been since Wolf Moon, then that would explain why we haven’t had to do any 30-minute vent sessions in a while.”

Hermione blushes at Daphne’s sly grin. “Actually, things kind of heated up around Halloween.”

“We noticed,” Daphne deadpans. “We were all drunk but when you two started playing your secret little game at the table…” She waggles her eyebrows. “You looked quite… cozy.”

Nothing happened that night.”

Right. And what happened after the Friendsgiving party? In fact, what happened at the Friendsgiving party? You seemed… out of it.”

“You don’t want to know.” Hermione smirks and Daphne giggles.

Pansy purses her lips. “So, Friendsgiving at the club?”

“We drank, we danced. We were hooking up when I got a Patronus about Seamus being admitted to Mungo’s-”

“Seamus was in Mungo’s!” Pansy shrieks. “Hermione, why didn’t you tell me?”

She put her hand on Pansy’s thigh. “He was fine. He took a curse and was admitted for observation.”

Daphne’s eyes widen and she exchanges a dark look with Pansy. “Are you sure it’s just sex? That night, Draco-”

Hermione lets out a deep sigh. This was all too much. She cuts Daphne off. “Draco is a grown man. I’ve stated my boundaries. He has agreed to them. If he cannot handle them, he should stay away.”

Pansy scoffs. “Hermione, nothing is that simple and you know it.”

“Pansy, if Malfoy cannot handle casual, he will tell me, and we will stop. We haven’t had an issue. I think you’re overreacting. I like him but there is no future here. I can imagine how hard it must be for the man to have casual sex. I know you can too. He’s having fun. I’m having fun. End of story.” She smirks as Pansy narrows her eyes at her.

Pansy opens her mouth to say something else but then closes it. She’d stolen her line.

Daphne just looks at her with a soft smile, mercifully changing the subject. “So, you’ll call your artist, yeah? Tattoos in Perth?”

Hermione grins.

They eat a late lunch around the pool before lounging in the sun. Around 2pm they gather their items and drive one of the villa’s cars down to the public beach in Turquoise Bay for their snorkeling session along the Ningaloo Reef. They swim with the stingrays, turtles, fish and even see a few sharks. They walk along the boardwalk before settling on a restaurant where they have dinner and drinks while the sun sets.

WED 03 JAN

Hermione falls asleep texting him and wakes early the next morning to join a guided tour at the National Park. After the tour, she returns to the villa, showers, and eats breakfast with Pansy and Daphne before they catch their Portkey to their next villa in Broome near Cable Beach in Southwestern. They lounge by the pool reading and chatting until they depart to have lunch at one of the nearby resorts. They can’t swim in the water this time of year because of the irukandji jellyfish who swim close to the southwestern shores of Australia from November to May. Instead, they ride 4WD vehicles along the beach, get into a game of beach volleyball and then lay out on towels in the sand until it’s time to head over to the Camel tours kiosk. They sit through the brief training before being helped onto their camels and ride the magnificent beasts along the beach as the sun sinks toward the horizon, painting the sky with pinks, oranges, and reds. The camels are tied off to trees and posts then the guides start a bonfire. Their group sits on benches and chairs around the fire, drinking local beers and passing around platters of roasted fish, meats, and vegetables. Sleepy, full and a little buzzed, they catch the shuttle bus back to the resort and walk back to their villa.

Hermione’s showered and dozing in bed when Draco texts her asking about her day. She sends videos and pictures of them riding camels and ATVs. He sends back images of the boys riding 4-wheelers in Hawaii and climbing coconut trees.

Give me your coordinates, he texts her.

She reaches for her wand on her nightstand and taps it with her wand, casting a Vestigium. The wand displays its magical coordinates, and she texts them to Malfoy. With a light pop, a fresh green coconut, precut with a straw through the small hole drilled in the top appears on her desk. There’s also a yellow hibiscus, Hawaii’s state flower, which she plans to eat the next morning with her breakfast.

She sits up in bed and squeals. OMG thank you! She texts him.

You’re welcome :)

As she drinks the coconut, they text about the past couple days and their plans for the days until the gang will all be together at the Malfoy property in Cauterets.

The little dragon misses you.

The little dragon will see me soon ;)

THU 04 JAN – SAT 06 JAN

Thursday they’re in Esperance for swimming and kangaroo-watching in the Cape Le Grand National Park. They Portkey to Perth in the late afternoon and spend the night at the home of Hermione’s Aunt June. Friday morning, they eat an early breakfast before driving to the tattoo shop where Hermione’s friend Maggie designs and inks their bird tattoos. Maggie heals the tattoos with magic then the girls head to Hillarys Boat Harbor for lunch and sightseeing. They return to Aunt June’s house to shower and nap before helping her prepare dinner. They talk with her into the wee hours of the morning over bottles of local wine before heading to bed.

On Saturday morning, they Portkey to Adelaide. They deposit their bags in their hotel suite before they join a local bike and museum tour of the city. They return to their hotel in the early afternoon to shower and nap for a few hours before checking out the nightlife. They eat and drink at a popular Filipino restaurant and hear a group at their next table talking about a nearby karaoke place. They ask if they can join them and do a couple hours of karaoke before heading back to their hotel.

Hermione’s in bed when she gets a text from Malfoy. I miss your voice. Can I call you?

She smiles sleepily and texts him that he can call her whenever he’s ready. Her smile deepens when her phone immediately buzzes with his incoming call.

“Hi,” he says, his voice deep, breathy and thick with sleep.

“Were you sleeping? What time is it there?” They’d gone through several time zones during their travel across Australia and she’d lost track of the time difference between Maui.

“It’s 6am here. I just woke up. We’re driving out to this ziplining place up in the mountains.” And she’d been the first thing he thought about? She swallows thickly.

She smiles. “Have fun today.”

“What about you?” He chuckles softly. “I hear your sleepy voice. Why are you still up? What time is it there?”

“It’s 2am. We got back from karaoke a little while ago.”

“I’ll let you get back to sleep then.”

“I wasn’t asleep yet. Tell me about your day.”

He chuckles. “I can tell you later. I just wanted to hear your voice.”

She giggles. “Stop being so sweet.”

“Fine,” he huffs. “The little dragon misses you.”

“Oh? Well put him on the phone let me talk to him.”

He chuckles. “I would if we were on Skype.”

She giggles. “Darn it.”

“I could send you a picture of him.”

She gasps, surprised by his boldness, and thrilled by the thought of him taking a picture of how hard he’d woken up this morning to thoughts of her. Heat licks down her spine and pools low in her belly. “I’d like that,” she husks.

She hears the rustle as he rearranges himself in bed and the click as he takes the picture. Her phone buzzes with a text from him and she clicks to open it.

He chuckles softly when she gasps upon seeing the image. He’d pulled his co*ck and balls out of the band of his boxer briefs and his hand was wrapped around the shaft. A bead of precum glistened on the tip.

“Touch yourself for me, Draco,” she whispers. “I want to hear you cum.”

He groans and she can hear his shaky breaths as he begins to jerk himself off.

“What are you thinking about Draco?”

He moans. “You.”

“Yeah?” She smiles. “What about me?”

He groans. She can hear the hesitation in his voice when he says, “Your tit*.”

If she were there with him, he’d be asking her, ‘Is this okay,’ to check in. Something she really, really liked about him.

“You want to see them?”

He groans. “What are you wearing?”

She’s wearing the Malfoy Quidditch tee she Flooed to Australia in because in her haste she’d forgotten any other sleepwear. She giggles. “You’ll see.”

She throws the covers off and takes a selfie in his shirt. Then she lifts the shirt over her tit*, squeezes her arms together a bit to give herself more cleavage and snaps another pic. She sends both to him.

“f*ck, Hermione,” he growls. “You’re in my shirt. You look so cute. You’re all sleepy. And your hair. I want to sink my finger into those curls…” He groans again. “You look so good in my shirt,” he rasps.

She blushes, thankful he can’t see her. Can’t see what he’s doing to her with his words alone.

He views the second image and moans, his breath hitching in his throat. “Fuuuuuuuck. Your tit* look sooooo good. I want them in my mouth. I want you so much, Hermione.”

“I want you too, Draco. I want your hands all over me. I want you fingers inside of me. I want you making me cum on your tongue. Your fingers. Then I want your co*ck deep inside me.”

“f*ck, I want that too,” he says. “Wish you were here with me.”

“Yeah. What would I be doing to you?”

“Kissing me.”

“Kissing you?”

Yes.” He hisses.

“Am I kissing your neck?”

“Yes.”

“Is that my hand on your co*ck?”

“Yeah,” he moans.

“Is it moving up and down your co*ck? Is that my hand jerking you off, Draco?”

He whimpers. “Yeah.”

“Does it feel good?”

His breath is shaky, so shaky as he hisses, “Yessss.”

“Tell me how good it feels.”

“So good.”

“Moan for me, Draco.”

His moan is deep and low in his throat.

“I want to see you cum, Draco.”

“Okay. Can you – can you moan for me, b- please? I want to hear you.”

She moans for him, long and low in his ear and he groans. She can hear his hands moving on his co*ck now, his palm and shaft slickened by his precum. She moans again at the thought of it, and he swears.

“I’m so close, Hermione,” he bites out.

“You’re gonna cum for me, Draco? If I was there with you, where would you cum on me? On my tit*?”

“On your bum.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. Love your bum.”

She moans again. “Cum on my ass, Draco. I want to feel your hot cum all over my ass before you f*ck me so hard I forget my own name. Can you do that for me, Draco? Cum for me so you can f*ck me with your big, pretty co*ck.”

“Hermioneeee. I’m cumming.”

She moans for him again and hears the trill as he starts recording. She hears his breath hitch in his throat as he crests and comes all over his fingers. “f*ck, Hermione. Thank you.” He says when he catches his breath. She hears the trill again as he stops recording. “I’ll send you that video after I clean myself up.” He chuckles.

Hermione wakes late the next morning. She watches the ‘money shot’ video from Draco before her shower. After showering, she takes a few selfies of herself in her bikini before putting on her tank and cut-off shorts. They eat a late breakfast then take their penultimate Portkey to a wizarding hotel in Melbourne on Brighton Beach. They stow their bags with the concierge and head down to the beach. They marvel at all the brightly painted bathing boxes (rows and rows of colorful beach huts as far as the eye can see) before getting fizzy drinks, skewers and roast corn and laying out on beach chairs in the sun. Since the irukandji don’t migrate this far east, they’re free to swim and frolic in the ocean and play beach games until late afternoon. They eat an early dinner at a beachfront restaurant then collect their bags and Portkey back to Parkinson Manor. They all hug and gush about the trip and their favorite experiences before Daphne Floos to Greengrass Manor.

Melbourne is thirteen hours ahead of London, so it’s 05:30 AM when Hermione arrives at the door to her room, starting her day all over again. It’s an hour ahead in France and Draco – who’d arrived in Cauterets last night – should be waking in a few hours.

Hermione sends him the video she’d taken earlier in response to his video. It’s from her POV as she dips two fingers inside herself and pulls them out, slick with her cum. She spreads her fingers for the camera, runs her thumb over them then sucks them into her mouth, flipping the camera to catch her fingers entering her mouth as she licks them clean.

She showers, packs, then naps for a couple hours. Around 08:00 AM, she wakes to her phone buzzing with a text of a video of him lazily fisting his co*ck to the memory of her video with the text, ‘Brava, Granger.’

She sends him two of the bikini selfies she took earlier, one prominently featuring her ass.

Minutes later her phone buzzes with another video of him in bed, her name on his lips as he c*ms in spurts over his belly.

Only a few hours left until you’re cumming in my mouth, Malfoy.

Looking forward to it, Granger.

She smirks and zips up her suitcase. She organizes her laundry into piles for the elves and leaves them a few gifts and trinkets from her travels through Australia. She’s sad to part with the soft Hogwarts sweater she’d nicked from Malfoy’s closet, but it could use the wash. She dresses in warm layers and meets Pansy by the Floo with her bags. They step through into the Malfoy property in Cauterets, high up in the Pyrenees mountains with visions of buttery croissants, French wine, and French tarts.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTES:
- The bird scene is inspired by Henrik Ibsen’s ‘A Doll’s House,’ in which the protagonist, Nora, tells her husband, Torvald: “[My papa] called me his doll-child, and he played with me just as I used to play with my dolls. And when I came to live with you… I was simply transferred from papa’s hands into yours… I have existed merely to perform tricks for you, Torvald.”
- Nora’s husband also called her ‘his singing bird.’ “My frightened little singing bird. Be at rest, and feel secure. I have broad wings to shelter you under. How warm and cozy our home is, Nora. Here is shelter for you. Here I will protect you like a hunted dove that I have saved from a hawk’s claws. I will bring peace to your poor beating heart.”

Chapter 59: HERMIONE - BETTER LIES

Chapter Text

SUN 07 JAN

The girls drop their bags in the Foyer and greet the elf, who introduces herself as Remi, by the Floo. “I’ve heard so much about you, Remi. It is a pleasure to finally meet you,” Hermione addresses Remi in French and the elf bows low.

They chatter excitedly with the elf in French as she leads them to the dining room where most of the gang are already eating breakfast. Hermione and Pansy settle into their seats and tuck into the little bowls of Oeufs cocotte with Gruyere cheese that Remi sets in front of them. There are slices of buttery, crusty bread to dip into the cheesy, baked eggs. They also tuck into the array of fresh fruits and juices. Daphne and Ginny soon arrive and when breakfast is finished Malfoy leads them to their rooms. He leaves Hermione’s room for last. This fact is not lost on Daphne who smirks at them as they walk away from her. Hermione’s backpack and extended suitcase are already in the room, in front of the little sofa.

“Where’s your room?” Hermione asks as he closes the door softly behind them.

“Why? So you can come visit me?” He smirks.

“No.” She grins up at him as he steps closer to her. “So that I can stay away.”

He tickles her.

She dances away from him and flops on her back onto the bed.

He crawls over her and she welcomes his weight on top of her, his warmth, his familiar scent.

She bends her knees and wraps her legs around his hips as he settles on top of her. She’d missed being able to reach out and touch him. Missed the weight of his gaze on her skin, and the flitter flutter of butterflies in her stomach when she thought about him for a beat too long.

He kisses along her jaw then presses soft kisses to her lips. He tastes like butter and herbs and coffee.

She whimpers as he deepens the kiss and rocks against her. “Draco,” she whispers, breaking the kiss and turning her head.

He nuzzles into her neck. The tickle of his nose against her sensitive flesh sends a shiver down her spine.

“You left me hard and horny on New Year’s, Granger,” he chides. “Not the first time, I might add.”

She giggles. “Not my fault you start things you can’t finish.”

He laughs deep in his chest, and she can feel the rumble in her own. “Yeah, I kind of lose my mind around you a little bit.” He raises his head to meet her eyes. “I hope New Year’s was okay? With the… with all of it.”

She nods.

“We didn’t really talk about- And I got intense. Rough. I like rough sometime… But we didn’t establish limits or boundaries. And with your little Finites…” He smirks. “I figured you wouldn’t mind… Like I said, I got carried away. And Merlin you have such a nice ass! You’ll let me know when I… when I’m crossing a line?”

She smiles and brings a hand up to stroke through his hair. “Yes. We should come up with a safe word. I think that would help both of us.”

He smiles. “What word are you thinking of in that big, beautiful brain of yours?”

She grins. “Octopus.”

While the rest of the gang spends the day on the blue and black diamond slopes, Hermione joins Ron, Neville, Luna and Lavender for snow-tubing and a ski session. They spend the afternoon in the warm, toasty lounge of the nearby ski resort drinking hot chocolates and eating flaky pastries. One by one the rest of the gang come off the slopes and warm themselves up by the fire before settling down in front of a hot chocolate and a pastry. After a few hours, they return to the Manor to shower and change for a late dinner in town.

After dinner they each go their separate ways. Hermione returns to her room, showers and changes into a Malfoy Quidditch tee and soft black jersey pajama bottoms. She crawls into bed, planning to read some more pages from her advanced copy of a memoir from F&B. However, the super long day catches up with her and she’s asleep before she finishes a full page. Sometime later she’s awoken by a light knock on her door. Drowsy, she calls, “Come in.”

“It’s Draco,” he whispers as he pads over to the bed. “Did I wake you?”

She yawns. “Yes.”

“Sorry,” he whispers as he slides under the covers.

“It’s okay. I’m glad you came,” she whispers with a soft smile he can’t see in the dark. She can feel his damp hair as he nestles into her. She mutters a drying charm and pulls him in even closer. He curls around her, and they fall asleep to the sound of their breaths and the wind howling in the trees.

MON 08 JAN

Hermione awakes the next morning on her back, with him curled against her, his arm wrapped around her waist and his leg thrown over hers. She can feel him hard against her thigh and smiles as she runs lazy circles along his arm with her fingers.

He stirs and stretches, his co*ck pressing harder into her thigh. He groans at the contact and when he repeats the motion, she mutters a Silencing charm. His eyes are heavy with sleep when he opens them and smirks at her.

She pushes him onto his back and rolls over onto her side, hooking a leg over his as she undoes the strings of his joggers and pulls his co*ck out.

He shudders as she skims a thumb over the head, smearing his precum. She sets a slow pace with a firm grasp that soon has him begging for her to go faster. She smirks and nuzzles into his neck, licking circles before sucking the flesh into her mouth until it leaves a faint red mark as he hisses and bucks his hips. She rolls up onto her knees for leverage, vanishes his shirt onto the floor then continues to trail hickies down his neck and chest as he mewls and whimpers, pumping into her tight fist.

When she reaches the top of his abdominal muscles, she pauses. “If you’re not done by the time I finish my trail, you’ll have to finish yourself off… Or maybe I’ll limb-lock your arms and leave you here trapped in this bed with your co*ck hanging out of your joggers, hard and dripping, begging for release. While me and your best friends in the whole world eat breakfast just a few yards away in the dining room. Would you like that, Mr. Malfoy?” She smirks up at him.

He groans and braces his feet on the bed to pump into her fist faster. He whimpers when she loosens her grip, missing the friction and pressure. He inches a hand toward his co*ck, and she clicks her tongue. “Drop your hand, Malfoy,” she commands.

His hand stills in the air, but he does not drop it. She releases her grip on his co*ck. It falls, pink and heavy, onto his tummy with a wet thwack.

“Hermioneeeee,” he begs.

“Drop. Your. Hand. Malfoy.” She repeats.

He complies this time and she returns her fist to his co*ck. Her hold is slightly firmer but not as firm as when she’d started him off.

He continues to pump into her fist, moaning and whimpering, his hips rocking lazily as she trails her path of hickies down his abdomen. He lets out a strangled cry when she reaches the thatch of hair above his co*ck and releases his co*ck again with another wet smack.

She sits back onto her heels and looks down at him, shaking her head with a patronizing look. “How ever did you make Lead Apprentice without the ability to follow such simple directions? Tsk tsk,” she tuts. “What are we going to do with you?”

He whines and stretches his legs back out, reaching for the hand she holds just out of his grasp. “Please! Please Hermioneeee.”

She hardens her glare, and he drops his hand to his belly, inches from his hard, dripping co*ck. She looks down at her handiwork. Equidistant pink circles dot his skin from the corner of his jaw, down the side of his neck, between his pecs, marching down his abdomen, down further still into the thatch of dark silvery-blonde hair above his co*ck. His hair is disheveled, his face and neck are flushed, his pupils are blown wide, and his molten eyes are desperate and hungry. His chest rises and falls with his panting breaths. His voice is hoarse as he begs her to help him find his release.

She’s heady with the power she has over him. He’d let her lock his arms and walk out of here. Would let her perform her morning ablutions and change and wouldn’t call ‘Octopus’ even as she closed the door behind herself and headed toward the dining room to eat breakfast. He’d lay there hard and raging, not even Occluding because he f*cking loved this.

She sucks her lip between her teeth and meets his gaze, reveling in her power, basking in the knowledge that she could deny him… Or she could make him cum so hard he’d see stars.

Cincinno Membri.”

He gasps, his eyes widening as she enunciates the spell that snaps his stiff arms to his sides.

She reaches down and closes her fist around his co*ck, her grip firm and sure as she sets a quick pace. He bends his knees and plants his feet in the bed, thrusting up to meet each stroke, elongating the contact, the pleasure, as he thrusts into her fist over and over and over and over.

She keeps her gaze locked on his face, biting her lip to stifle her own heady moans as she watches him unravel. His pupils are blown wide, his face flushed, mouth agape as he chases his org*sm.

“I’m gonna cum,” he bites out and squeezes his eyes shut. She angles his co*ck toward his belly as he comes with a groan in thick, white spurts.

She Finites his arm lock as the first spurts hit his belly. Freed, his hands fly up to his face, his hands cover his eyes, his fingers tangling in his hair as his hips buck his co*ck into her tightened fist. She massages his balls with one hand and concentrates her attention on the sensitive head with the other as he hisses and whimpers.

“Hermioneeee! f*ck!” He exclaims as the aftershocks hit him. “Oh, f*ck,” he whines, as she continues to play with his sensitized co*ck.

He props himself up on his elbows to watch her lick some of his cum off his belly then lick the tip of his co*ck before sucking down the shaft cleaning off his cum before releasing him with a wet pop.

She mutters a cleansing charm, slips him back inside his joggers, and re-ties the knot.

He drops his head back into the pillows while he catches his breath. “Show me how wet you are,” he pleads when his breathing returns to normal.

Hermione leans back into the pillows and opens her legs, sliding her pajama bottoms off and dropping them on the floor next to the bed. “Come see for yourself.”

He does, making her cum twice with his tongue laving at her cl*t and two fingers inside her, his name on her lips and her hands fisted in his hair.

“Would you have let me limb-lock you and leave you there while I ate breakfast?” She asks as she pulls her pajama bottoms back on. She pulls her hair into a ponytail and Accios a hair tie from her toiletry bag in the en-suite bathroom.

Although he smirks and shrugs, he can’t hide the faint blush creeping up his neck and cheeks. “I wanted to see how far you’d take it. Octopus was the furthest thing from my mind.”

She grins up at him. “I thought about doing it. There was a... 75% chance for a second there.”

He huffs. “You’re going to be the death of me.” He opens the door and lets her out in front of him. She feels his finger trace the letters of his surname on her back. “You’re wearing this?”

“To breakfast, yeah? Cat’s out of the bag.”

He smirks. “I know that one!”

She grins. “Do the boys know?”

He nods, his face turning serious. “Since Friendsgiving.”

She frowns. “Seamus.” She reaches for him. “I’m so sorry. I know that was a bad-”

“It’s fine. Couldn’t be helped. We’re…”

She looks up at him with expectant eyes, waiting for him to gather his thoughts and finish his sentence. “We’re good?” She coaxes.

He smiles at her and nods. “Yeah, we’re good.”

She rises up on her tiptoes to kiss him then whispers a glamour over his skin.

“Get a room!” Theo calls as he and Daphne exit their bedroom and trudge down the hall in front of them.

They smirk at each other and follow the pair to the dining room.

Later that night over dinner at the chateau – after a day of skiing and après ski – the girls are chattering about their time in Australia and the boys assert that they should get tattoos as well! After the meal Luna, Neville, and Ron split from the group to go to a local club while the rest of the gang bundle into coats, hats, boots, and scarves, and Floo to the Quai des arrivées (Arrivals Platform) at the Ministère then apparate to the Quartier Magique. They find a pristine tattoo shop where the artist is just finishing up with another patron and chatter excitedly about their tattoo ideas.

They each decide to get the twin piece to Hermione’s tattoo for them. Theo gets the Celtic friendship knot (“Knot for Nott. Not your best word-work, Granger, but I’ll take it,” he’d said months ago when she’d first showed it to him). Blaise gets the grapes (“Hermes, darling, you’ve captured my essence so well.”). And Draco gets the dragon (A shiver runs through her at the memory of the night she’d shown him the piece).

Draco and the artist, Claude, design the piece with the dragon coiling around his triceps with the majestic beast’s head on his right shoulder breathing fire along his trapezius. After Claude heals the dragon, Draco asks him if he knows what nargles look like.

Theo snorts. “Nargles?”

They gang exchange looks with each other before dissolving into laughter.

Blaise steps in closer to Draco and places the back of his hand on his forehead. “Mate, are alright?” He asks, his concern only half in jest.

Draco stands firm despite their jokes and jeers, going so far as to text Luna when Claude shakes his head and informs him that no one’s ever asked him for a nargle tattoo. Luna texts him an image of a nargle she’s drawn on a co*cktail napkin at the bar. Claude embellishes the image, adding color, detail, and dimension before starting the piece on the soft fleshy part of Draco’s left arm, a few centimeters from his armpit.

“It’s very… cute?” Hermione remarks as the tattoo artist heals the piece and nods in agreement. “Why a nargle?” Hermione asks, unable to help her curiosity. It seemed so out of character for him since he doesn’t believe in anything he can’t see and prove for himself.

“That’s private,” he teases, grinning.

She gasps. “Draco, do you believe in nargles?”

He shrugs and gives her a lazy smile.

“Let’s all get friendship knots!” Daphne exclaims after Theo’s piece is finished. She looks at Malfoy, Pansy, and Blaise. They exchange looks, and smiles spread slowly across each of their faces.

“Let’s do it.” Blaise assents. “It’ll be our group insignia.” He claps Theo on the shoulder.

Theo grins and turns to Hermione. “Now we need to get something else that’s just between us.”

She smirks at him. “I don’t follow your logic.”

“The knot isn’t just ours anymore. We need something else.” He flashes her puppy dog eyes, “C’mon, for me?”

“Oh! Okay, let’s do it.” She grins. She really didn’t need much convincing. Tattoos could be… addictive like that. She and Theo toss out ideas and eventually settle on bees. They had the industrious insects to thank for earth’s veritable bounty. Without them there’d be no food… or potions, passions they both share.

When they return to the Manor, the gang polish off a few bottles of wine and dance to music in one of the sitting rooms until the wee hours of the morning. Draco pulls her along behind him to his room and they peel off each other’s clothes. She Finites his glamour and traces the path of hickies down his neck, chest, and belly, giving his co*ck a few lazy pumps as the shower water heats up. They f*ck in the shower then soap each other up and rinse off. She braids her hair before he casts drying charms over them, and they drift asleep, snuggled against each other naked under the covers.

TUE 09 JAN

The next morning, she wakes to him between her thighs, her legs hooked over his shoulders as he swirls lazy circles over her cl*t. She c*ms twice before he sinks into her and teases another org*sm out of her impossibly slowly, his lips on hers as she whimpers and moans into each kiss. They fall back asleep with her running her fingers in lazy circles over his scalp. When they awake again, he spends an hour combing over every one of her tattoos and kissing every inch of her skin before slowly teasing another org*sm out of her with his skilled fingers. He asks her about a few of her pieces including the stars (which she says are random and they could be there all morning if he tried to plot constellations in them) and the drink me/eat me duo he’d alluded to on Halloween.

“Is there a ‘f*ck me’ that I missed?”

“You mean a mudflap girl on my ass?” She smirks. “No.”

Later, Hermione and Neville test their newfound ski skills on the bunny slopes, pizza-ing all the way down. They eat lunch at the lodge and share eclairs, profiteroles, and pains aux raisins in the ski lodge before exploring the nearby town. Hermione returns to the Manor and the elves ply her with more pastries and hot chocolate while she lounges in the hot tub with Pansy and Daphne. They shower and dress for dinner and decide to check out the Muggle club the others visited the night before. They drink Armagnac neat and dance all night to French and English Top 40 songs. She and Draco tumble into bed and have drunk, sloppy sex before passing out with their limbs tangled in the sheets.

WED 10 JAN

The next morning, Hermione wakes up thirsty and warm, sprawled diagonally in bed with Draco slumped over her, drooling on her tit*. She shakes him awake, conjures a glass, fills it, drains it, and hands it to him before taking a hot shower. At breakfast the girls decide to ditch the slopes and head to the Spa instead. Hermione spends the day lounging in the whirlpool, then gets a massage and facial before they return to the Manor for a late lunch. She naps and reads for the rest of the afternoon with Daphne and Pansy in a sitting room. They meet the boys for dinner at another local restaurant and decide to spend a quiet night in. They put on music and break out the board games and Wizard Chess.

She beats Malfoy with a long con that sees her playing bumbling fool with Ron (a renowned Wizarding Chess Champion) before losing to Blaise and Theo. Her skills magnificently improve through “beginner’s luck” and “quick learning” while playing Harry. Draco wants to test her newfound skills and puts up more and more galleons after she wins each game – convinced her luck has to run out soon – allowing her to wager other favors. He’s forgotten the cardinal rule of their truce. ‘Better lies.’

Better lies sees her 250 galleons richer by the end of the night. On their way to his room, he asks her to tell him the truth about how she’d improved so quickly.

“Better lies,” she says, grinning as she taps her nose twice.

His eyes widen and he grins as he chases her down the hall.

She giggles as she dances out of his grasp and into his bedroom.

He catches her and pulls her into him, pushing her against the door as he locks it and mutters a Silencing charm.

“I’m afraid I’ll have to punish you for your deceit, Granger.”

She grins and palms his co*ck through his joggers. “Show me your worst.”

He does, making her cum so hard she sees stars.

She catches a glimpse of herself in the bathroom mirror after she finally extricates herself from him. There are hickies all over her body and bitemarks and handprints all over her thighs and ass. She runs her fingers along the trail of hickies from her throat to her mons. That path had been her favorite, ending with her legs splayed wide as he sucked and laved at her cl*t then crooked two fingers inside of her. She swivels in the mirror to get a look at her back and ass. A twin path trails from her nape down her spine to her ass. That time he’d made her beg for it. The evidence of his ardor is unmistakable and sends a shiver down her spine.

She hadn’t invoked a single 'octopus' and had enjoyed every delicious minute of her punishment.

Chapter 60: HERMIONE - SOME WELL-KNOWN, WELL ESTABLISHED, UNIVERSAL LAW

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THU 11 JAN

Vacations occupied a different dimension of time and space. They existed on a liminal plane that was neither real nor fake. Therefore, on vacation she and Draco were neither casual nor… uncasual. They just … were. We’re … enjoying each other, Hermione thinks as she listens to him dozing in the weak rays of the early morning sunlight.

While they’d agreed to have fun in Cauterets (and they were), the week was slowly ending, and reality was elbowing its way back to the front of her mind. She wonders how things will feel when they return to the real world. Back to England, back to the Lab, back to movie nights and Friday dinners. You’re overreacting, she counsels herself. It’s just sex… Really, really good sex. That’s it.

It's the sex haze.

She’s in a Malfoy bubble.

She reckons that as soon as she’s not in his orbit, and his hands and lips aren’t all over her, and she doesn’t have his scent around her 24/7, and he’s not in a room across the hall from hers, or in her bed every night, and when she can’t feel his eyes on her counting down the seconds until he has her alone… she imagines she’ll feel differently.

Once she’s out of this Cauterets bubble, once they have some distance, she’ll think straight again.

Nothing’s changed.

Nothing, she reminds herself when her phone buzzes at dinner with a text from Draco to stay back while the rest of the gang go to another Muggle club. She texts him a smiley face and makes her excuses to the group, saying she wants to stay in to read.

Over dessert, Draco makes his excuses as well.

Daphne smirks at them.

Pansy rolls her eyes.

They do actually read, snuggled up on the couch in his room for hours until it starts snowing. The beauty through the window distracts Hermione from the page until she abandons the pretense of reading altogether and pads out onto the balcony to watch. Draco follows her sometime later, settling onto the balcony sofa, pulling her onto his lap and charming a soft, warm blanket over them. She casts a warming charm, and they watch the snow sparkle and swirl from their little cocoon. The flurry is over all too quickly. Hermione casts a Nix charm to reshuffle the snow around them. The effect is less magical than the real thing but no less beautiful.

He’s nuzzling her neck, and his hands are playing with her tit* under the impossibly soft sweater she’d purchased at a local boutique earlier in the week when there’s buzzing. He groans, nipping at her skin as she stirs in his lap to reach for their phones. “Whose is it?” He murmurs, running his hands down her belly.

The buzzing stops before her hand connects with the phones and she slumps back against him. She shifts in his lap, pulling his head down to resume their kiss.

They’re kissing lazily when the buzzing starts up again. This time he reaches for the phones. He drops the one that isn’t buzzing onto the seat beside him, then clicks the buzzing phone’s screen with his thumb.

“Whose is it?” She asks, running a hand through his hair.

“Yours.” His voice is tight, almost robotic as he reads her screen. “Calendar reminder: VK bday.”

“sh*t!” She exclaims, squirming in his lap and reaching for her phone. “I usually call him at midnight on his birthday.”

He tightens his hold on her and kisses her neck. “You’re busy,” he murmurs.

She’s trying to remember if Bulgaria is one hour ahead or one hour behind France when his lips are on hers again and his hands resume their trail under her sweater. When her phone buzzes again it’s the prolonged buzzing of a phone call. Her screen lights up as the ringer sounds.

“Let me guess,” Draco deadpans.


She smirks up at him as she extricates herself from his arms. “I told you that I usually call him at midnight on his birthday. It’s tradition.” If there’s one thing she knows about him, it’s that he honors traditions. “I gotta take this,” she says, noticing how that muscle ticks in his jaw. sh*t. She walks back through the warm room across the hallway into her own, closing the door softly behind her.

She ultimately misses the call and when she calls Viktor back, he doesn’t pick up. She texts him that she’ll call him later if he’s still awake.

She paces the room, gathering her thoughts. She’d come face-to-face with the conversation they’d been dancing around for months while she told herself, her mom, and anyone else who asked that they were friends. That things were casual. That this was nothing. She’d held firm even when his bestest friends said, “Draco Malfoy doesn’t do casual,” like it was some well-established, widely known, universal law (scoff!). To think she’d ignored them. Telling herself they were overreacting or worse, infantilizing him! But now there was too much data to ignore. All the times it felt so deep and intimate between them. Halloween. Whatever had happened on Friendsgiving after she left. The balcony on New Year’s Eve. Him all but begging her to stay on New Year’s morning so he could continue to f*ck her six ways from Sunday. His arms tightening reflexively around her earlier. And that muscle ticking in his jaw.

The signs were all there. How had she missed them?

How had she not seen it? It was a freaking law of nature, for Merlin’s sake.

Why, oh why, had she been so dense?

Draco Malfoy didn’t do casual.

She takes a deep breath and pads back to Draco’s room to face him. Her thoughts are abuzz and there’s a swell of emotions in her chest. Chief among them is fear. She’s scared! Scared to bring herself and Draco back down to earth and anchor them in the tough reality of their situation. Scared she might ruin what could have become a really good friendship with more time and patience. Scared… Because she has nothing to offer this smart, beautiful, generous, worldly man who has everything and seems to want the one thing she could not give him.

Chapter 61: DRACO - NOTHING

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FRI 12 JAN

Draco had to remind himself to breathe. Again.

Krum’s voice asking her to come back to bed from a month ago is replaying in his head. Breathe.

That f*cking Patronus from Mungo’s summoning her to Seamus’s bedside from two months ago rears its ugly froggy head next. Breathe.

Hermione had no space in her life for anything else. For anyone else. And he could not share her. He could not come third. It was a matter of pride and yet, more than pride. It was the blasted principal. He could not have her ripped from his arms every time he got close to her. Other men could not have dibs on her. He could not share her. He would not share her! BREATHE.

He would not give her an ultimatum. But he had to tell her. She had to know that he could be serious about her if she gave him the chance.

He shivers. She’d taken her warming charm with her and just left him... cold and alone on the balcony. Pitifully, he retreats back inside with the blanket. He stalks over to the couch, plops down rather inelegantly and snaps his book open, hoping it will clear the jumble of thoughts in his brain. He tries to focus on the words on the page in front of him, but his eyes aren’t registering text. The words are just black splotches on the page.

For Merlin’s sake, breathe.

She’s back impossibly fast. Too soon for him to organize his thoughts so he slams them behind some light Occlumency walls.

She pads softly back into the room “We should talk la-” She says at the same time he says, “We should talk.” His voice is gruffer than he’d intended. f*ck.

Her eyebrow quirks up in challenge. “Okay. You start.”

“What are we doing?” He asks.

“What are we doing?” She echoes. “I already put all my cards on the table, Draco. I’m single. I’m dating. I’m keeping things casual.”

“And you’re still committed to casual?” He asks.

“Yes. Nothing’s changed.”

Had his ears deceived him? Had she truly said ‘nothing’s changed?’ Nothing? Nothing had changed for her. How had nothing changed for her?

“Nothing’s changed?” He challenges. “Nothing?”

He’s losing control of himself, of this. This was not how this was supposed to go.

“I’ve been very open with you, Draco. You know about Viktor. You know about Seamus. You’re dating as well. Are you stopping your other dates?”

Yes! He was stopping all the dates. He couldn’t see anyone but her. Literally! He’d spent the last few dates comparing the witch across the table from him to her and wondering what she was doing, hoping he’d received a text from her every time his mobile buzzed in his pocket.

“I have to take this,” he’d said to Camille Levesque, a Principal Ballerina at the French Royal Ballet, former Muggle Beauty Queen, and Alchemist Doctoral candidate at Beauxbatons. They’d been at a quaint Italian place she’d suggested. He couldn’t remember what he’d eaten or drank that night. Didn’t think he’d even tasted it.

The last crop of Marriage Mart dates his mother had arranged were even more accomplished and beautiful than his previous candidates. His mother had adapted quite adeptly to his new… interests in the fall, but Granger was nonpareil. He’d tried, he really had. But she clouded his thoughts, and he couldn’t get through dates without at least some baseline Occlumency. One witch had flatly informed him that he looked bored to tears before walking out on him.

So, he’d had to pull back the walls, which let thoughts of her flood in. Then one witch said she’d repeated herself three times, was he even listening? No! No, he wasn’t. Which meant he often missed a key detail… Like an allergy. Poor Olivia had been a trooper when he’d offered her a bite of his premendo i mare, a delicate ravioli stuffed with ricotta, swordfish, and pine nuts in garlic wine sauce and parsley garnish. Not to shut her up, no. Just to… get a minute to think.

He’d gotten exactly that until she’d squeaked. He’d looked up to find red splotches on her face and her lips swollen to twice their normal size.

“Did that have parsley?” She’d croaked through a swiftly closing throat.

In his defense: who the f*ck was allergic to parsley?

Luckily, they’d been at a wizarding restaurant, so he’d cast a Respiro spell to help her breathe easier and signaled the waiter who swiftly returned with an epi-pen. The date had ended unceremoniously there.

The dates with Camille and Olivia hadn’t been the only ones to end early. He didn’t always bungle them. A few times he’d cried off citing Estate or Lab business… just to take Granger’s phone call. He knew what he wanted, why didn’t she?

Was he stopping the dates? Yes! He was mercifully done with those dates thanks to his conversation with Mother.“That’s the conversation I thought we could set about having… Granger, I can’t do casual.”

She sighs. “I can’t not do casual.”

“Why not?” He’s struck by how much this sounds like pleading.

“Draco, I’m leaving in a few months. It’s quite literally pointless… And I did not come here for… I came here to study, research, and focus. Us- we… would be a major distraction. One that I did not plan for. And it bears repeating that I’m leaving.”

“So why don’t you stay?” He hears himself asking. “Stay in England, Granger. Why do we have to end this before it begins?”

“This? What is this, Draco? You still call me ‘Granger’,” she levies, hooking her surname in air quotes. What is ‘this’ exactly?” She steps closer to him.

He didn’t know what this was. But it was something. Something new. A little seedling of a thing. It needed patience, and tenderness and care. It wasn’t nothing. The way he lost himself in her, could lose himself in her, it wasn’t nothing.

She searches his face as she waits for an answer. “What would we do? How would we date? What would we tell your friends-”

“My friends? They’re your friends too.”

“What have you told Theo and Blaise?”

Too much. He’d told Theo and Blaise entirely too much. After a day of hiking on Mount Haleakala in Maui, Potter had turned in early, leaving the rest of the boys to their own devices. They’d gotten pleasantly buzzed off passionfruit rum punches and talked about their witches. After Theo waxed poetic about Daphne and Blaise finally broke down and told them the full story about recent developments with Ginevra, conversation had turned to Draco. Talk of Granger had erupted out of him. Blaise and Theo had expected him to be cagey and aloof, but their eyes widened at the speed and alacrity with which he had started sharing. He’d even surprised himself as he exposed them to the cacophony in his mind.

He’d taken them through the winding turns of their truces. Told them of how his feelings for her had grown and stretched until it felt like the ground itself had shifted under him. He was unmoored and drifting and every time he tried to anchor himself, he just fell deeper. And every time he tried to address it with her, she evaded him until it seemed pointless to do anything but enjoy the dizzying fall. But this was no feint. He’d tried to pull up out of the drop and had veered off course instead.

He stammers, trying to find his words. She frowns and a coil of rage licks up his spine. He pivots to offense instead and counters, “What have you told Pansy and Daphne?”

She huffs. “The truth: that it’s nothing s-”

“Nothing?” He spits, cutting her off.

That f*cking word again.

She recoils. “Compared to your Marriage Mart dates in the Society pages? Yes. It’s nothing. It’s nothing serious.” She scoffs. “Pansy would just-”

“Pansy could help you understand.”

“I want you to help me understand,” she coaxes. “What would I be getting myself into?”

He’s taken aback at that. “Getting yourself into? What does that mean?”

She sighs and rubs her eyes. “I feel like we go two steps forward, one step back. And the one step back is when we try to get feelings involved. Can we just-”

“Granger, I can’t do casual.”

“Just to make sure we’re on the same page… How do you define casual?”

He steps closer to her, tilting her chin up to meet her eyes. “Granger, I can’t just have sex with you.”

Because it wasn’t just sex anymore. There was passion and heat there. They were pushing each other’s boundaries and exploring each other’s kinks. They had a safe word for Merlin’s sake! He’d sent video evidence of him wanking to her moans, her whimpers, her body… to her. He didn’t do that for anyone. Ever.

“Why not? I’m gone in six months anyway. What does it matter?”

“It matters.”

It mattered. He couldn’t go backward. Now that he’d seen what it felt like to have her in his arms every day, how could he go backward? How could he go without, with no promise of having this again? They could slow down but they couldn’t stop. Merlin, they could not stop. They could get to know each other, for real. Not just media, puzzles, and politics. They could talk about real things like their childhoods, their futures, their dreams, their goals. They could give it a real shot. They had a lot on their plates right now and could keep it simple, but they couldn’t keep ignoring this. He knew she felt it too. She had to.

She felt it too. Didn’t she?

“I’m not stopping you from going on your dates and balls and teas or anything else. I don’t have time for anything more serious. Plus, I wouldn’t be allowed within 50 feet of half your stuff anyway… so it’s still just sex. So, why can’t you do casual?”

She’s just lashing out, he tells himself, don’t take the bait.

“I’ll rephrase,” he says, getting to the heart of the matter. “I can’t do casual with you.”

Her breath hitches and she puts a hand over her chest as she steps back from him. “And why not?”

He stills and rakes a hand through his hair. Why not? Because he was in too deep and falling and off kilter and many other mixed metaphors for ‘beyond the point of no return.’ Why not? Because he liked her – really liked her – and had to finally be honest with himself about that. He had real, undeniable feelings for this witch and it was breaking his f*cking heart to hear her say she felt nothing, and nothing had changed! What was she afraid of?

They were talking in circles and over and around each other and there was no hope of resolution or understanding now. He’d said none of the things he’d wanted to say, had put her on the defensive then asked her to stay and nothing had - what was that expression she’d taught him? Nothing had ‘moved the needle.’ It was too late for this talk. They needed a break. A pause.

“I…” He rakes a hand through his hair. “I need a pause button. Can we do that?” He asks. “Is that a thing? Can we just hit pause right here? Right now? We pause. We go to bed. It’s late. A wise woman once told me nothing good happens after midnight.”

He reaches for her, and she recoils from him, shaking her head. He sees her deflate and sink into herself.

“You cannot keep me up half the night wondering what it is that you said and didn’t say; what you meant and didn’t mean; what I caught and didn’t catch; what’s going over my head. I– I can’t do it.” She shakes her head again, her face and chest flush as a flood of emotion rises in her chest, straining her voice to something brittle. Wobbly. “Your heart wants me more than your brain does. You want more from me than I’m willing to give – that I told you I wasn’t available for – and you won’t tell me why. You can’t even tell me why, Draco!” Her voice cracking sends a jolt to his heart. “So, no. No pause. You do not get a pause. Finish what you started.”

She takes a shaky breath. Then another, deeper. Calming herself. Fortifying herself. Staking her line in the sand.

“We– we will stop, rewind, eject. Okay?” She lifts her head to meet his eyes. “You can’t do casual… and I don’t want more than that. We gave it a good go. We should try the thing that we said we would when we agreed to second chances. We should be friends.”

“Hermione-” He steps closer, reaching for her again.

“No. Don’t.” She raises her hands and steps back, out of his reach once again. “I’m out of here by the summer anyway so… Why even start something we can’t finish? Right? No harm, no foul. No one says anything they’ll regret.” She motions between the two of them. “No one catches feelings the other can’t reciprocate.”

Too late.

“This was fun, right?”

He recoils at that, had she not heard a word he’d said? This wasn’t just some fling… it didn’t have to be. “Fun? You think this was fun for me?”

She’s stunned and her face falls. Her look is murderous. He doesn’t know what she thinks he meant by that, but she didn’t take it well. Or how he’d intended.

He drops his hands to his sides, “Granger,” his voice is pleading. “I asked for a pause. When I wanted to talk, you didn’t, and I just asked for a pause and-”

Chapter 62: HERMIONE - BAD COMPANY

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FRI 12 JAN – SAT 13 JAN

“So, this is my fault?” She asks, cutting Draco off. No way is he pinning this all on her! “Let me put you out of your f*cking misery, Malfoy-” If all this hurt him so much, they’d cauterize the wound and relieve the pain right now. “We are friends,” she spits, raising her hand to count each point on her fingers. “Do not touch me. Do not kiss me.She stiffens and her eyes harden as he takes a step toward her with those soft, sad eyes. “And do not follow me.”

She’s shaking as she exits his room, but she will not cry. He will not see her tears.

What the heck did he want from her anyway? How had she found the one man in England who didn’t just want to f*ck! She was nothing like the witches the back of his head was pictured leading into swanky restaurants each week. She wasn’t svelte and pedigreed and glamorous. She tinkered with plants and powders all day and tramped through forests at night. She wasn’t arm candy! She wasn’t a Society darling. She wasn’t a Pureblood Princess. She wasn’t Astoria, well that was a bad comparison, if she were Astoria, he wouldn’t be pressing her for more… She wasn’t Daphne or Pansy. Astoria was right to try to knock her down a peg or two every time their paths crossed. She didn’t belong in his world. In fact, half the time Hermione didn’t even take it seriously! Half the time she felt like an Anthropologist doing field work, studying the culture and rituals of a secretive tribe.

She wasn’t the only one addled by the time spent in this house. The Cauterets bubble had muddled Draco’s brain too if he was somehow convinced that they could be more than friends.

Sure, she’d thought about it. One did not have chemistry and earth-shattering sex with someone and not consider buying the cow but… it was little more than a thought experiment. Because Draco Malfoy, who stood at the top of Pureblood Society hierarchy, wasn’t going to net a Muggle fish from across the pond and claim her for his wife. What would that look like? Would he demand they open Society events to her? Or would he turn his back on them altogether? What would he be giving up to be with her? Had he even thought this through? Was she worth the sacrifice? And what would she have to give up in return?

Surely Draco was thinking with his little dragon and not the impressively astute mental faculties she knew he possessed if he was here making demands of her without considering just how life altering of a request he was making… for the both of them. Once again, she’d had to be the voice of reason. She’d had to draw the line he insisted on bulldozing through because Draco Malfoy got whatever the f*ck he wanted. Hadn’t he once told her she didn’t want to know the one thing he wanted the most? Now she knew, and she’d run from it. From him. They’d imploded in his bedroom, and she’d left him in the wreckage.

Her breaths are coming faster as she throws all her sh*t into her bags. She could not stay here a minute longer. She needs space to think and distance to feel her feelings. She trips down the hall to the Floo, grabbing a handful of powder before throwing it down onto the hearth. She hears his door slam in the distance after the Floor roars to life. She steps through the Floo into Parkinson Manor and stalks to her room. She closes the door and sinks down to the floor against it.

Casual wasn’t supposed to hurt this f*cking much.

She hugs her knees and lets the tears fall. Replaying the conversation over and over and over in her head until she can no longer make sense of anything. She’s sniffling and hiccupping when her phone buzzes.

She flips it over to find a text from Viktor. Is it later yet?

She sniffles and smiles through her tears as she presses the call button. She sighs when she hears his voice, buttery and low on the other end.

“Hermione. Come see me.”

She sniffles. “Viktor, I’m bad company right now.”

She can hear the smile in his voice. “But it’s my birthday.”

“I know. I’m sorry.”

“Let me cheer you up. I just want to see you. I want to hold you, to touch you, to kiss you, to smell you. I miss you.”

And the tears are falling again, because he’s so sweet and so kind and her feelings for him aren’t complicated. He was all she’d needed for so long. And with time, he could be enough again soon.

She sniffles again and wipes her tears. “Okay. Let me pack a bag. I’ll be there soon.”

She packs some warm clothing into a small duffel bag and uses one of the illegal Portkeys he’d given her. Twenty minutes later she’s in his arms. He’s on her as soon as her feet touch the carpet of his living room. He backs her up onto the sofa, kissing her as his hands rove down her body, starting to remove her clothes.

Just as she’s never asked about the marks on his skin, he doesn’t ask about the marks on hers. And they’re everywhere. All over her neck and chest, her belly, her hips, her thighs. Malfoy’s hands, lips, and fingers had been curious and bruising and everywhere. Everywhere. And his scent still clung to her.

“Let me shower first,” she says.

Viktor nods and backs away.

Hermione pads down the hall to the shower as he gathers her bags and follows behind her. She can feel his gaze on her back as she walks in front of him. She knows he sees the marks down her spine, the palm prints and bite marks on her ass.

They’re from last night when she’d beaten him in Wizarding chess. Another skill she’d improved under Seamus’ tutelage, like pool, nifty spells, and flying. She’d conned him. Lost the first few games to Theo, and Blaise, pretending that the tide turning as she began to win was dumb luck and her skill improving on the fly as she went a few rounds with Potter.

Draco had once told her she couldn’t expect the full truth from him, only better lies. Better lies had won them pool games on Halloween. Last night, better lies had her beating him in chess and winning 250 galleons. Better lies had her naked, bent over the side of the bed cumming on his tongue as he ate her out, her belly pressed into the mattress, sheets balled in her fists, his arms hooked under her thighs, angling her c*nt as he sucked and nibbled at her cl*t and f*cked into her with his tongue. He’d bloomed hickies across the sensitive flesh of her inner thighs, up the back of her thighs and across her ass before biting down, sharp enough to elicit a hiss but not to draw blood. She’d begged for him to f*ck her.

“Ask me again,” he’d growled, nipping and nibbling.

“f*ck me, Draco,” she begged.

“Again.”

“f*ck me, Draco,” she pleaded.

“And you won’t lie to me again?”

She stilled. “I can’t promise that,” she whimpered as he sucked and licked at her sensitive cl*t.

“No more lies?” He demanded, making her tremble as he swirled his tongue around and around, increasing the suction on the sensitized bundle of nerves.

“Better lies,” she husked between moans, echoing his words from that night back to him. “Draco!” She screamed and bucked as he nipped lightly at the sensitive, sensitive flesh at the apex of her thighs. Her body jerked in his grasp. She whimpered as he unhooked one arm from under her thighs and slapped her ass cheek. She jolted as he slapped the other cheek, then the other – right, left, right, left, right, left. When she was a whimpering, quivering mess he’d trailed kisses and hickies and nibbles up her back until his mouth was right beside her ear, rocking his hard co*ck against her, coating his shaft with her juices as she moaned and begged for him to f*ck her. “f*ck me! Fuck meeee…” She’d pleaded, her voice hoarse as she bucked wildly against him.

“Better lies?” He demanded as he f*cked into her. She squeezed her eyes shut and moaned as he filled her to the hilt and set a punishing pace. He’d stood back up to full height, his hands gripping her hips for purchase as he f*cked her in long, tight strokes.

She rasped out his name as another org*sm ripped through her, panting and breathless when he came with a roar buried deep inside her.

Still inside her he bent down, holding himself over her with his elbows on either side of her. Breathless, he gasped, “Was that okay?” His breath ghosted over the shell of her ear. He nuzzled into her neck and kissed her softly.

“Yes.” She’d nodded, fisting the sheets as he pressed his weight onto her and continued to nuzzle and suckle at the sensitive flesh of her throat.

He’d kissed the side of her mouth, her jaw, her neck before withdrawing from her and muttering a cleansing charm. Afterward, she padded over to the en-suite bathroom to urinate and shower, catching sight of the marks all over her body. She’d angled in the mirror to see her bum and smirked at the sight.

So, she knows what Viktor sees. But he doesn’t ask. Never has.

He deposits her bag in his bedroom while she heads for the shower. After cleansing her body, she washes her hair and puts it in two braids then casts a drying charm. She pads out to his bedroom with a towel wrapped around her and rifles through a drawer for one of his old Quidditch tees. She dons it and slips into bed with him.

She kisses his lips and jaw and neck, down his chest and torso, and palms him through his boxer briefs. “Happy Birthday.” She smiles softly as he groans. She pulls him out of his briefs and laps at the tip before taking him into her mouth. She fists around him and pumps while she sucks at the tip. Soon he’s spilling into her mouth, her name on his lips and his hands in her hair.

“Happy birthday.” She smirks up at him, his co*ck twitching as she sucks and laves at his balls.

“Happy birthday,” as she straddles him, rubbing her core up and down his co*ck. Up and down and up and down, coating his length as he hardens again underneath her.

They moan in unison as she slips him inside her and sinks down onto him. His thick, meaty co*ck stretches her walls as he fills her up. His hands grip her waist and hips as she rocks and scoots, building a slow rhythm as she rides him. He is warm and hard inside of her and his eyes are glazed and hungry. He bends his knees, planting his heels into the bed so that he can pump into her, lengthening each stroke and increasing the pace. She braces her hands on his solid chest, and he palms her breasts, teasing the nipples with his fingers. Her org*sm starts to build, and he stills, letting her grind against him to climax. She throws her head back as she c*ms, his hands drop to her hips to keep her grinding against him as she crests.

He flips her on to her back, on top of her now, pumping into her in deep strokes with her legs around his waist, playing with her cl*t, building up another org*sm inside of her as her back arches off the bed.

“Kiss me,” she begs, pulling him in closer as he f*cks into her and licks into her mouth. He trails hickies down her neck and chest. Her fingers are on her cl*t, rubbing lazy circles as he hooks his arms under her thighs, lifting her ass off the bed and f*cking into her in faster, deeper strokes, hitting that spot inside of her that makes her unravel. The pressure builds and heat coils low in her belly. Their cries echo along with the sound of skin on skin and she’s wetter and tighter as another org*sm approaches.

He’s whimpering and groaning, his rhythm stutters and she shudders with the force of her org*sm. He drops her legs and slumps over her, cumming in short, quick thrusts, his face buried in her neck, his kisses wet and rough, his groans muffled against her skin. His hands wrap around her shoulders as he f*cks her into the mattress.

“Happy birthday,” she whispers as he slumps against her.

He chuckles after he catches his breath and pulls out of her, muttering a cleansing charm over them.

“Where’s my present?” He asks, his voice deep and sleepy when she returns from the bathroom.

She giggles as she pads over to her bed and pulls it out from her bag. She places it on the bed and returns it to its proper size. His eyes widen as the box expands. She hadn’t given him any indication that she’d found the leather jacket and had instead given him an antique Chess set he’d requested for Christmas.

He tears into the box, sending the wrapping paper and ribbon flying, the top of the box is thrown clear across the room before he gingerly extracts the jacket from the box. He leaps out of bed to try it on and checks it out from all angles, expanding it just a tad for a more oversize fit before vanishing the mess and launching back on the bed, scooping her into his arms and kissing her. “Thank you, Hermione!” The kiss is sweet and tender, and she sinks into it and lets herself be adored and cherished. They kiss and kiss like it’s the only thing. Like it’s not the wee hours of the morning. Like he doesn’t have workouts and training he needs to be well rested for. He kisses her like he doesn’t know the next time she’ll be in his arms like this. Like it’s all he’s ever wanted to do. And she supposes that’s how he’s always kissed her. And she used to get lost in his kisses. Couldn’t tell up from down and in from out and the world didn’t exist beyond his lips and his warmth and his hands on her. But not right now. Right now, kissing him like this makes her sad. Because she can kiss him like this and not get lost in it, in him.

Kissing him is not the same. Her mind gets just a little bit fuzzier whenever Draco pulls her in close and kisses her deep and lazily. Like he’s saying with his lips all the things he can’t with his words. And it’s not fair. It’s not fair that she’s thinking of him while in Viktor’s arms. It’s not fair to anyone. She hums and Viktor slows, leaving her with a few more tender kisses, drinking his fill before he pulls away.

She cups his cheek in her palm and places a gentler kiss to his lips. Her eyes search his gaze though she is not sure what she’s looking for.

“I sense we are not alone tonight,” Viktor says, his voice thick. His eyes are guarded. “Tell me about him?”

Hermione closes her eyes and shakes her head. “I can’t.”

“I don’t want to lose you.” He kisses across her jaw and down her neck. “But I will step aside. If he is worthy of you. You would not let him do… that… to you…” She doesn’t know if he means the marks, the bites, or the tears. “If he wasn’t worthy.” He extricates himself from her, takes off the jacket, hangs it in his closet then pads over to the bathroom to shower.

She’s asleep when he comes back to bed, stirring slightly as she feels herself being pulled into him, his scent of plums, chocolate and spices tickles her nose, and she nestles into his warmth.

She’s already awake, staring up at the ceiling lost in her thoughts, when Viktor rises at dawn and unwraps his arms from around her and rises from the bed. Through sleep-hazed eyes, she watches him dress for practice in the soft, early morning light. Hears him bustling in the kitchen, humming to himself as he makes breakfast and a smoothie. The roar of the Floo signals his departure and the ensuing silence echoes through the apartment.

Hermione drifts back off to sleep and doesn’t wake again until early afternoon. Sluggish and a bit disoriented, she pads to the kitchen and makes a sandwich from odds and ends in Viktor’s fridge. He finds her on the sofa a few hours later watching a Balkan sitcom with English subtitles. She snuggles into him, and he explains all of the jokes that go over her head. They order an early dinner from a local takeout place. Rice, kyufte meatballs and sauce, pickled vegetables, parlenka bread, and Etar elderberry sodas. He switches to the English language channel, and they doze on the couch watching Seinfeld reruns. Teasing her that she’s reciting the characters’ lines in her sleep, he carries her to bed and pulls her into his arms.

She leaves him Saturday morning and goes for a late brunch alone in Muggle London and then to the movies. She walks around Covent Garden, exploring the Winter Market and taking in the last of the New Year’s and Christmas decorations before they’re removed. She returns home to change into a swimsuit then heads to Lido Spa to soak in the heated whirlpool and gather her thoughts.

She and Malfoy have to see each other in the lab soon. They would have to clear the air soon in order to coexist in peace. Many of her fears and questions had gone unsaid and the few questions she had voiced had gone unanswered. If this was how they fought, maybe it was for the best that they never got off the ground.

Back home, she showers and eats dinner, then decides to call him. Time was not on her side. She’d stalled for most of the day and France was an hour ahead. If she waited any longer, she risked him being out with the snakes or already in bed. They came from two different worlds. How was he going to integrate her into a world that had nearly torn itself asunder to keep people like her out? Which still kept people like her out? His family had been at the center of the melee. His mother accepted Hermione into their home as Draco’s friend. Would she truly accept him as his girlfriend? Fiancée? Wife? Because he was looking for a wife, not a girlfriend. She couldn’t be anyone’s wife for many, many years. Not until she took her Healer rites and completed Medical School and her Residency. That wait would be hard for someone who wasn’t already on a set timeline of their own. For someone like Draco, she imagined it would be brutal.

Could he wait?

Would he wait?

And on top of all those years of schooling, she still wanted to brew and see patients after she was married. She wasn’t getting all these degrees for nothing! What would their relationship look like if they were both travelling and spending long days and nights in various pursuits? She couldn’t see herself bringing children into the equation without clarity… or support. Not just from family and friends, but from her husband. Her partner. And that was another thing(!), he came from a super traditional family. She wanted to stand beside her husband, not behind him. She wanted a partnershipwith her husband, not subservience. She didn’t want to be an ornament.

Malfoy wanted her to uproot her life to pursue a relationship with major barriers they’d never acknowledged or addressed. It seemed he was enamored with the puzzle, the challenge. Not with her. He only saw the possibility and not the long, hard road it would take for them to get there together. He had asked her to essentially walk out on faith, on hope, but hadn’t been clear about what he offered in return…

But that was in the past now. They’d put the cart before the horse then ran the damned thing over. The question now wasn’t how to take the next step but how to claw back from that night in Cauterets and remain friends. That is, if he even wanted to be her friend anymore.

She couldn’t bear the idea of returning to Cauterets to talk to him face-to-face in the wreckage of their explosion. Maybe she could offer for him to come to Parkinson Manor, or for them to talk at Malfoy Manor? He could receive her in the hardest, stiffest chair in the reddest room deep in the bowels of the place for all she cared. Just as long as they fixed this. We have options, she thinks as she presses the call button.

The call goes straight to voicemail. She panics and hangs up a millisecond before the beep, coaxing herself to look on the bright side after a few ragged breaths. At least she’d be able to say her piece without interruption. She chuckles darkly before organizing her thoughts. She could do this. She could do this. She sighs and dials again. This time she’s prepared and launches into her spiel at the beep. She hangs up and throws the phone onto the bed before falling onto the pillows beside it and curling up into a ball.

The ball’s in his court now.

She tries to remember whether she or Harry had taught him that one yet.

Chapter 63: DRACO - GHOST

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FRI 12 JAN

Draco slept like sh*te after the fight with Hermione. He tossed and turned, rose early, knocked back a Rejuvenator potion and arrived at the dining room early for breakfast.

Pansy is the last to meander into breakfast and looks around the table as she settles in. Frowning, she asks, “Where’s Hermione?” Her eyes never leaving his face.

“Something came up with Krum,” he grumbles. It’s not exactly a lie.

She narrows her eyes at him but blessedly, stays mum as she turns her attention to her mobile, her thumbs a blur as she types. “Hmm,” is all she says after a few minutes. Her eyes flash to Daphne who checks hers, scanning quickly then glancing anxiously between him and Pansy, her lips a tight line as she forces herself to remain silent.

There’s a hollow pit in his stomach. He tastes nothing as he shovels breakfast and coffee into his mouth, then hits the slopes. Hard.

He bets she’s with him now. He wonders what they’re doing. If they’re talking, laughing, kissing, cuddling… f*cking. A spark of rage surges through him and he throws his walls up to quell it. It wouldn’t do to get lost in his own thoughts, miss a curve, and careen off the side of a f*cking mountain. Although if he survived the fall, he’d finally qualify for a f*cking Blancpain watch.

His blood continues to simmer all day and he’s poor company in the lodge as they sit around sipping hot chocolate. He’s picking halfheartedly at a chaussons aux pommes (apple turnover), lost in his thoughts, grumbling terse responses, and catching jokes late. Seething. He excuses himself and returns to the Manor. He soaks in the bathtub, the heat and bubbles doing f*ck all for his nerves though his muscles uncoil and release.

He returns to his room, dons a jumper and joggers, and tries to relax. Merlin, he tries, but it smells like her. Like them. Her sweetness lingers, taunting him. He feels himself slipping into the dark, churning waters of anger, longing, and sadness. Rejection and… jealousy, bitter jealousy are roiling in his chest and his thoughts are tumbling over each other and he can’t be in this f*cking room anymore! Not when her laughs and moans echo in the silence and flashes of their time together dance behind his eyelids. He can’t stand it, she’s everywhere! In his thoughts, his dreams, everywhere. Everywhere but here.

He launches off the couch, wrenches the door open and stalks toward the study. The hardest stuff is always in the study. That’s where Blaise and Theo find him, drunk, sprawled out on his belly on the sofa, scrolling through their texts and pictures. At the sharp knock, he jolts, nearly dropping his phone in his haste to gather his bearings and click off of one of the pictures of her in his Quidditch shirt.


Theo’s face falls when Draco meets his eyes, and he knows how he must look. Walls down, cheeks flushed, eyes glassy, dazed, jaw tight. Dejected.

Draco-” Just that one word in Theo’s little voice and the bile is rising in his throat. His tone is laced with pity and concern and a hint of ‘I told you so.’ It’s too much.

Draco pushes himself up and finagles his f*cking limbs into a sitting position leaning heavily on the armrest to keep himself steady as the room spins. “Feo, don’t,” he slurs.

“Draco. No.”

Theo,” Blaise warns.

“f*ck that. This is the second time. The second time you’re off your ass about her. What happened?”

Draco drops his mobile in his lap and his head to his palms, deflated. Now that he has to explain it to someone, now that he has to admit what happened, he’s not angry. He’s not sad. He’s embarrassed. Because he’d let it get this deep with someone who’d told him in no uncertain terms that she was not available for more than casual sex. And he’d let it become so much more than that, thinking she felt the same way too... Only for her to deny the feelings he knew she had to feel too, and say they meant nothing. That they changed nothing.

He’s embarrassed that she kept choosing other wizards over him.

He’s embarrassed that he feels like a secret and has to keep her a secret. That they’re supposed to just throw it all away like he wasn’t having the best sex of his life. They started and ended their days together, spent countless hours in the lab together and their chemistry was off the charts…

And she’d just walked away as if it all meant nothing.

‘Nothing’s changed,’ she’d said. And it left him reeling. Theo was right, it wasn’t healthy. But he couldn’t give up. Couldn’t give her up.

“Jush a mistundershtandin.” It’s not a lie.

“A misunderstanding?” Theo scoffs. “A misunderstanding has you moping about all day? Fuming? Reckless? Drunk? And she’s gone off to…” Theo catches himself, clears his throat.

Draco’s eyes flash. “Where?”

Theo blanches. “She texted Pansy.”

“Where is she?” He barks, more forceful than he’d meant to. He can feel his pulse pounding in his ears. He’s too drunk for this and can only erect sloppy walls that come crashing down the instant he slaps them up. f*ck.

Theo shakes his head and Blaise steps closer him, reaching for him. “Let’s get you a So-”

He lets that dark wave wash over him. “Where is she?” He snarls. His chest rises and falls as his breaths come faster.

“You said it was casual.” Theo challenges. “Remember this moment the next time you try to delude us… Or yourself-”

“f*ck you, Feo!” He shouts.

Because it’s easier to be angry at Theo than to feel all the other feelings. He can work with anger. Knows its precise chemical co*cktail. Knows where it sits in his chest. Knows how to tap into it.

“Theo!” Blaise shouts as he shoves the git backward. “You’re. Not. Helping.”

“No, Blaise. No. Because he’s here wallowing in whiskey when he told us it was casual and that he could handle it. Remember him in Hawaii, all co*cksure and breezy. Where’s that Draco now? ‘Friendsgiving was a hiccup,’ my arse! We’re supposed to just act like this is fine? Like this is okay? They’re going to go back to the Lab on Monday and pretend like nothing’s happened. Again? And they’re not going to talk about it. Again? Then the next time she leaves him we’re going to peel him off the f*cking bar. Again? No. No, f*ck that!”

“Theo. Walk!” Blaise barks, pointing at the door.

Theo plants his feet and stands up to his full height, flexing the several inches he has over Blaise.

Blaise snickers and shoves him toward the door, managing to force Theo a few steps back. “Go! I’ll handle this,” he spits.

Theo flashes Draco a murderous glare and narrows his eyes before turning on his heel and exiting the study, slamming the door shut behind him.

f*ck Theo.

Blaise points to the bar cart. “Sober Up. Now.” They glare at each other for a few minutes before Blaise mutters something. A vial whizzes at Draco and thunks him repeatedly on the head until he snatches it out of the air and drains it.

Blaise perches on the other end of the couch. His voice is distant when he says, “You have to stay away from her if you can’t play by her rules, Draco.” Blaise turns toward him. “Have you thought this through? How does this end for you? She’s not staying, mate,” he whispers.

“I know.”

“You know? Then what are you doing?”

“I don’t know.” And it’s the truth. He has no f*cking clue.

Blaise chuckles. “You’re clearly not ready to talk about it but you can’t stay here and drink. Take a Replenishing, change your clothes, and come to dinner with us. Get some fresh air and be around people. You don’t have to be good company.”

“Just answer me one thing-”

Blaise huffs. “No.”

“Blaise.”

“No! Why do you want to know? What does it change? You want to know so you can feel even more sorry for yourself? I don’t know where she is.”

Liar. He can’t meet Blaise’s gaze. “Fine.”

Draco begrudgingly returns to his room to change. His friends try their best to keep him engaged through the rest of the weekend, but he spends the rest of the vacation feeling like a ghost haunting the chateau and the slopes.

SAT 13 JAN – SUN 14 JAN

On Saturday night the snakes go to a local karaoke place in the valley. They quarantine Draco in a private room. A small, dark, cramped thing with overstuffed leather sectionals and a couple chairs. Meanwhile, they remain in the main karaoke room with the rest of the revelers who are happy to be alive. He sings the saddest, darkest, most lovelorn songs he can find, slouched on one of the couches, nursing the ginger beers and shots of whiskey his friends bring him. Every few songs one of the snakes would pop their head in and sit with him for a song or two before retreating back out to the light, joy, and hope of the main room. Each time the door opened he’d hear snips and snatches of people laughing and singing to upbeat pop, enjoying their f*cking lives while he’s croons miserably to ‘Gravity,’ ‘She Will Be Loved, ‘Apologize,’ ‘Sweet Disposition,’ ‘That’s What You Get,’ ‘The Man Who Can’t Be Moved’…

“A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes. I screamed aloud as it tore through them and now it’s left me blind. The stars, the moon… they have all been blown out. You’ve left me in the dark. No dawn, no day… I’m always in this twilight in the shadow of your heart.”

“Tell me where our time went and if it was time well spent. Just don't let me fall asleep feeling empty again. 'Cause I fear I might break, and I fear I can't take it. Tonight, I'll lie awake feeling empty.”

“And I'd give up forever to touch you, ‘cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now. And I don't want the world to see me 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.”

“Your walls are up, too cold to touch it. Your walls are up, too high to climb. I know it’s hard, but I can still hear it beating. And if you flash your heart, I won’t mistreat it. I promise... Our love was lost in the rubble are all the things that you've been dreaming of. Keep me in mind. When you're readyI am here to take you every time.”

“There's just too much that time cannot erase…”

Theo comes in to refresh Draco’s drink while he’s singing Evanescence. “Really? ‘My Immortal’?” The git snorts. “Reel it in. She’s not dead.” He snatches the remote and jabs the forward button and the synthy intro to Sade’s ‘By Your Side’ starts playing. “Oh, mate…” Theo groans, plopping down on the couch beside him.

Draco turns to face him, sheepish. They sit in silence as the song plays around them, listening to the lyrics.

“And if only, you could see into me.”

The track changes to ‘I Belong to Your Heart’ by Sam Cooke and he nearly chokes on the dregs of his ginger beer. He’d scrolled the Cs in a daze. Of course, one of her favorite songs slipped in. He’d only heard it the one time she’d played it, and only the very end. The song starts with a chorus of ‘aahs’ backed by strings that fall to silence as Sam Cooke comes in. ‘I belong to your heart. You alone can possess me. No one else can caress me. I belong to your heart.’

“Ooh,” Theo remarks curiously, scrolling through his phone to purchase the song on iTunes. “I like this one.”

The structure is the same for the next verse. Cooke starts the verse in silence before the band picks up again under him. The passion in Cooke’s voice and the cinematic swell of the percussion is a stark contrast to the gentleness of the introduction and the first verse. ‘I belong to your heart with devotion unseeing. Every part of my being is a part of your heart. And when you reach out for me, your two arms are a magnet. And I’m caught in the dragnet. Oh, but who wants to be free?’

He fishes his mobile from his pocket, hoping for enough cell service to do a quick Google search for the word ‘dragnet.’ Less than thrilled at the one bar of reception that seems to be flashing on and off. Cell service in this valley was spotty at best, and he’d been stowed away in a back room so as not to infect the other patrons with his mopes. He lets out a huff of air triumphantly when the definition loads: ‘A net drawn through a river or across ground to trap fish or game.’ It picked up everything in its course. No one was safe. No one could get free.

He shakes his head and drops the phone into his lap. ‘And I’m caught in the dragnet. Oh, but who wants to be free?’He could beyond relate. Except soon he would have to find a way to disentangle himself and get free. Because unlike Sam, he did not belong to her heart.

His mobile buzzes once, signaling a missed call. Poor valley reception had sent the call straight to voicemail. He picks it up and sees that it’s a missed call from her. Speak of the…

He’s not ready to take her calls just yet. He’s too punch-drunk and drunk-drunk for Round Two. She could duke it out with his voicemail. He pauses the music. “She’s just called,” he says flatly to Theo.

“And?”

He shakes his head.

“Are you going to call back?”

He shakes his head again.

“Why not?”

He takes a swig from his bottle in an attempt to stall, forgetting the bottle was now empty. Why not? Why not? Because what would he say? Since they’d went up in flames, he’d been too busy tending his feelings to organize his thoughts. Somehow, he’d found the quickest, brightest witch to tussle with and he was too lovesick and hurt to expose himself to more injury. She’d hit him in all his soft places… and he was scared. Couldn’t they just breathe for a second. Why couldn’t he have just gotten his f*cking pause!

His phone buzzes twice. He taps the screen. Another missed call… and a voicemail. “She left a message.”

Theo frowns. “Should I leave?”

Draco meets his eyes and shakes his head.

Theo takes another sip of his drink. Then a larger one before offering Draco the bottle, which he refuses. “Ready?” Theo asks, leaning in closer to the phone.

Draco takes a deep breath and presses play. The words don’t register until Sunday night when he’s back home in Wiltshire, in his study, with his walls and his books and his files and his liquor and his music in his chair behind his desk. Alone. Until he plays it yet again.

She’d committed to the course she’d set in Cauterets. They should be friends. Just friends. His feelings toward her hadn’t been ‘just friendly’ in a long time. He didn’t know if he could do it. He didn’t know how to just be her friend.

“To delete this message, press one. To replay this message, press two.” Beep.

“Draco, I know you’re upset but… f*ck, I don’t know how to do this.”

Her voice is muffled here, just above a whisper, as if she’d lost all steam after the beep and was regretting her bravado.

“I didn’t come here for this. I feel like you only want me this badly because you know you can’t have me. I know that’s not fair – and you can’t rebut it now – but I’ll always wonder. I know it took courage for you to ask me to stay. And I applaud that, I do. But… But if I stayed just for you and it didn’t work out, I’d be heartbroken. And embarrassed.”

He hears her take a deep breath. Then another. A softer exhale.

“And if I stay and we last, I’d wonder if you feel beholden to me. That fear will be stuck in the back of my mind, and it’ll never leave me, Draco. I’d worry that you’ll come to resent me. Because I made such a big sacrifice to give us a chance and you feel like you owe it to me to stick it out through whatever. Even if I don’t end up being who you think I am.”

Her words from Halloween come to him. How she feared to be found a fraud. To be found lacking.

“I can’t stay just for you. It’s not enough. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry but you can’t factor into my decision like that, and nothing has changed. As much as I like you, I’d rather have your friendship. Even if I can’t have you. Even if I can’t have you on your terms.”

She emphasizes that bit. ‘Your terms.’ His terms. As if asking a witch to submit to being wined and dined and cuddled and f*cked and to see where things went were such abhorrent terms. The witch had some f*cking gall!

“I can’t start this with you and leave in six months… It would make leaving too hard. I’d be too sad. I’d be losing you. I’d be losing everything we built. That would hurt too much.”

There’s a long pause after her breath hitches. The first time he’d listened, he’d worried she’d run out of time. That the beep would sound, and the words would die on her lips. And she hadn’t called back. There’d only been the one voicemail. And it’s not like he could call and ask her to finish because asking that witch to speak when she shut down was like fishing in mud.

But all too soon her voice comes back in. Distant and soft. “Do you know how much that would hurt? Are you not scared? Why would we willingly sign up for that? I need you to understand.”

She gains steam and now she’s pleading.

Please, Draco. I really like you but… I need you to understand and not hate me for choosing myself. For choosing me… for choosing me over you…”

And that’s it. The lines were drawn in the sand. There was nothing he could offer her. Nothing he could give her could compare to the life she wanted to give herself. She saw this as ‘her vs him.’ He couldn’t win if she thought he was asking her to abandon herself.

To delete this message, press one. To replay this message, press two.” Beep.

He drains his glass and mutters the charm for the bottles to serve him up another round. The bottles Hermione had given him for Christmas. The deceptive fairy liquor that had gone down easy like water when he’d chugged it straight from the lip. And the bottle of smooth, aged whiskey that left a woody, honeyed bouquet on his tongue as it blazed a fiery path down his throat. He’d cut the whiskey with the fairy tears to take the edge off and had been sipping the duo together over ice for the past… He glances down at his watch trying to make heads or tails of the jumble of hieroglyphics on his wrist.

He listens to the message for the umpteenth f*cking time. Has gotten good at parsing out the rhythms. The places where she lost steam and the places where she caught fire. He’s listened to it so many times he can recite it by rote, could probably perform it at a karaoke bar. But each time the prompt gives him the option to submit to the torture again, he takes it. Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

He’s halfway through it again, getting to the good part where she likens pursuing a relationship with him to self-annihilation, when there’s a knock on the door to his study.

“Wizzit?” He slurs. Then giggles. There it was. What had she said when she’d handed him the fairy water? That it’d f*ck him up, but he’d be happy about it?

“Pansy.”

He hiccups. “Ensher.”

He hears the soft creak as the door opens. “Lumos,” she says.

He groans as a million points of light prick his desensitized eyes. His phone clatters to the desk as he squeezes his eyes shut and shields them with his hands. “Ah!” He wails, then giggles at the sound. Who’d have thought he’d finally be taken out by a strong light charm in the very room where Bella had Crucio’ed him night after night. “Pazzy why’d you-”

Pansy gasps. “Draco?” She snatches the bottles off his desk. “Scale of one to-”

“Ten,” he croaks. f*cking ten.

His head lolls back against his desk chair as he tries to look up at her through slit eyes.

She sighs. “Did you eat?’

He closes his eyes the rest of the way and slumps his head in his hand. Did ice count? Gabriel had apparated in around lunch time begging Master to eat something, but he’d dismissed him, brusquely. If the distant rumbling in his belly was any indication, Gabriel was due back soon to pester him about dinner.

“Céline,” Pansy says as she settles into the seat in front of his desk.

The sweet elf apparates in with a soft pop. He can feel her eyes on him. “Yes, Miss Pansy?”

“Please bring Draco some food and water and…” She skims the label of the clear bottle. “Two vials of Sober Up. Whomever among you he’s upset with his antics, have them bring it in.”

Céline nods and disapparates, replaced seconds later with Gabriel who sets a resplendent tray on the desk between them.

“Draco?” She urges.

“Umshorry,” he whispers. Hiccups. Then giggles.

“He’s sorry, Gabriel. Do you forgive him?”

Gabriel nods.

She smiles at the elf. “Thank you, Gabriel. That will be all.”

He disapparates with a soft pop.

Pansy pours water into two glasses and nudges one closer to him. “Ten, Draco?” She tuts as she pops the corks off the vials of Sober Up. “Bottoms up,” she says, handing him the first and then the second and then the water, watching as he drains each one.

She picks at the little bowl of fruit beside his steak as he cuts off a piece.

“Where is she?” He croaks.

“Home.” She meets his bleary gaze. “She’s my next stop.”

“What will you say?”

She shakes her head and sighs. “What were you thinking?”

He nods his head as he shovels another piece of steak into his mouth. “Yes! That’s good,” he says between bites. “What was she thinking? I’d love to know.”

“No, Draco, what were you thinking?”

He recoils. “What?”

She repeats her question. “What were you thinking? What was going through your head?”

“We were uh… busy…” He clears his throat. “And she got a call from Krum. She took it in the other room and when she came back, we were having a discussion and I asked her to stay. She refused then left.”

“The elves said she packed her stuff and ran to the Floo. Remi said you slammed your door so hard you nearly knocked it off its hinges. Theo and Blaise found you pissed, and you’ve been downright maudlin. So, tell me what happened. The full story this time.”

He takes another bite and chews slowly. Then another, before tucking into the potatoes and asparagus. The elves had truly outdone themselves this evening.

Through it all, she waits. Tightly coiled behind a cool, calm exterior.

He takes a hearty sip of water then launches into the story of that night, starting with the interminable buzzing and ending with Granger telling him to keep his hands off her. “She said we should be friends. Nothing more.”

Pansy takes a deep breath. “Draco, stop me if you’ve heard this before but, you don’t do casual. You know what it means. You may even truly know what it looks like. You simply refuse.”

“It’s not that, Pansy. There was something there, I felt it. I wasn’t alone in all of this. What we were doing…”

“That’s not what she told me when I asked.”

“Then she lied,” he growls.

“Or you’re both right. For her, this was casual. And for you, it wasn’t. You can have the same experience and it can mean two completely different-”

“Don’t patronize me, Pansy,” he grits through clenched teeth. “You weren’t there. You don’t know.”

“Maybe I would have known if you’d talked to me. You knew she was dating other people. Why do you think it would be you and not Seamus? Or Krum, who she’s been dating for years, Draco. Years. He was here first.”

“If she was serious about them, she wouldn’t have started shagging me.”

“If she was serious about you, she would have stopped shagging them. Do you see, Draco, how-”

“Pansy, how is this supposed to be helping me?” He snarls through clenched teeth.

She chuckles. “So, you want to just stick your head in the ground and cover your ears. Or what are those Muggle things? You want to wear rose colored glasses?”

“She felt it too,” he insists.

“Draco, she obviously didn’t, or we wouldn’t be sitting here. Did you even think about what you’re asking her to do? She has a full life, she’s not going to-”


“No one is asking her to give up anything.”

“Draco, you’re asking her to move here.”

“She’s already here.”

“For a year! This was temporary. You knew this and you let it get this far anyway. Draco, I love you, but you are not the hero. You are selfish.”

He scoffs. “How am I selfish?”

She rolls her eyes. “You’re asking Hermione to disrupt her life and leave her family and friends back home and move her life to a foreign country. I’m sure you’ve given no thought to her immigration status, her visa, her enrollment status, her work at Snape lab, how many of her credits would transfer over-”

“It’s Harvard-”

“Whether she’ll be accepted to the Healer Program at Mungo’s. Whether she’ll be accepted to the Medical College.”

“It’s Hermione-”

“Then there’s the social aspect. She’s away from her friends and family.”

“She can program a Portkey with one hand behind her back. And there’s Skype and phone calls.”

“And the other social aspect as well. Hostile people who will nitpick and watch her every move. Everything she does, everything she wears, everything she says will be compared to Astoria and every other Pureblood witch you dated, escorted, or were even tangentially connected to publicly. Then they’ll escalate to me and Daphne, since we’re in your inner circle. And when they’re ready to go in for the kill, they’ll compare her to Narcissa.”

A forkful of asparagus pauses halfway to his mouth.

“You are hounded by the press. How are you going to date her? Where are you going to take her? Are you going to hide her out at Muggle restaurants, because that worked so well for you with Astoria? Yes, Draco, some of us caught on to that,” she adds after his eyes widen in shock. “That’ll work for a time because she’s Muggle and she likes them. But what about when a new French wizarding restaurant opens up and she wants to go? What are you going to do? Did you know she and Krum go to French restaurants all over the world? It’s one of their things.”

“We’ll just do what she did with Krum. She was always incognito.”

“Viktor Krum is the star player of the Bulgarian Professional Quidditch team. He has the media machine and bottomless budget of the team to bury stories and downgrade them to blind items. He also pads those blind items with exploits with other witches and prominent dates to Society events. He throws the Press enough fresh non-Hermione meat to sate them. In exchange, they bury the Hermione stories. You’re in the Prophet almost every day, Draco. You think they’d let that well run dry without a fight? Not to mention the expense. Narcissa is legend for not touching the Black Estate funds except for investments that earn returns hand over fist. Is she going to pay?”

Draco blinks. This is the first question he doesn’t have an answer for. He’d told his mother he was pursuing Granger and the codename the Prophet used for her, but they hadn’t discussed logistics beyond that.

“Is Lucius going to pay?”

Draco frowns.

“And what is the price for their munificence, Draco? Lucius always has a price. I’m guessing you’ll want Hermione to be exclusive with you. Which means you’ll also have to be exclusive with her. What’s good for the goose and all… Hermione will still want to keep her anonymity, and with good reason. She’s foreign, she’s Muggleborn, she’s private, and she forages with Neville… and alone. Society and the press will notice when you haven’t been pictured on a date with a witch in a while. How long until people start asking questions. Weeks. Months? People will wonder why you’re not escorting anyone to Balls. Why your dates are not in the Prophet. They dedicate half-page spreads to you three times a week and on weekends. You are a racket. The Prophet will not let you fade into obscurity without a fight. What are you offering them for their silence, Draco?”

Again, he had no answer.

“Draco, stop me if you’ve thought any of this through.”

He runs a hand over his face.

“And now to the heart of the matter, darling. Pureblood Society functions.”

“She goes to parties and tea at the Manor all the time.”

“Yes. To Malfoy Manor. As Narcissa Malfoy’s guest. It’s a rather closed loop, don’t you think? Narcissa parades her through the parties to network and bolster her connections. Hermione is an Herbologist and Potioneer. She consistently works with Mungo’s and Foreign Ministries. And at the rate you all are going, she is going to make breakthroughs, lead trials, and run her own Lab one day. She needs to know the names and faces of people who will ease her path so she can curry favor with them. She needs to know who will obstruct her path so she can steer clear. She is there as an operator, Draco. Not as your date.”

She had a point, but it wasn’t the full truth. Narcissa had never led anyone but him through parties. Plural. No witch that he’d escorted had ever received more than the obligatory small talk from Narcissa. Hermione was different. “Narcissa sees someone to fill her shoes,” he mutters, shoveling potatoes and asparagus into his mouth.

“Hmm?” Pansy asks.

“She’ll be the first Malfoy woman to do something beyond Philanthropy. The first woman with the chance to do it. Mother sees that.”

Pansy’s eyes widen. “Draco, you just said Malfoy woman.”

f*ck.

“No, I didn’t.”

“Yes, you did.”

“You’re mistaken, Pansy. I did not.”

You’re mistaken, Draco. Yes, you did.”

“No, I didn’t.”

She scoffs. “So, that was all in my head then?”

He blinks at her. No, it was supposed to have been in his.

“Fine,” Pansy concedes, mercifully moving past it. “You say she attends Society events now. What about Midsummer at the Greengrass Manor? Astoria has taken over the planning of Greengrass soirees. Do you think Astoria will welcome her with open arms? Did you think the McMillans would welcome her to the Deb Ball at McMillan Manor this year? Do you think Cordelia Clearwater will welcome her in next year when they host the Deb Ball at Clearwater Manor?”

He frowns. “We work with her daughter at the lab.”

“Draco, it’s one thing for people to work and study alongside Muggles and half-bloods. It’s a different hurdle to welcome them into their homes. You know that. Vol-” She exhales sharply. “He capitalized on that reticence. He twisted people’s prejudice and fear into something ugly. And worse, deadly. Penelope’s not her mother, but she’s also not in charge of that household. Not yet. Don’t tell me you haven’t considered any of this, Draco. What have you been doing?”

He lets his fork clatter to his plate. “Have you?” He counters. “You lecture me about all this but you’re the one keeping Harry in the shadows. You two have been dating again for months and you still-”

Draco,” Pansy warns.

“Oh, come on. Theo was fourteen when Mauricio threw him out on his ass and threatened to disown him for dating Daphne when he thought she was afflicted with the blood curse. You’ve never fought for Potter. Has he ever even been over to family dinner?”

It’s Pansy’s turn to recoil. Her jaw drops and her eyes widen in shock. She sets her lips in a thin line as she hardens her resolve. He knows he’s in trouble when her eyes flash and her tone is low and husky. “Let me get this straight. You ask a witch to uproot her life for you and move across the world with no f*cking plan, like the selfish prick you are. And all of a sudden, you’re an expert on fighting for people, Draco?” She co*cks her head. “Is that what this is?”

He softens, feeling his shoulders sag. “Pansy.”

“No, no, no. One witch turns you down and it sends you careening down the f*cking slopes, brooding for three days, then drinking yourself stupid night after night. And somehow now you’re a f*cking expert? Enlighten me, Draco.”

“Pansy.”

“Now!”

He places his palms on the table trying to steady himself.

She’s just warming up, however. “You are selfish, Draco. You get that, right? You haven’t considered any of these things. These things that come from your world-”

He clenches his jaw. “Our world,” he interjects.

“The world you want her to join. And I think I know why.”

He shakes his head.

“Ask me why,” she says, eerily calm.

“Pansy-”

“Ask. Me. Why. Draco,” she grits out through clenched teeth.

He rolls his eyes. “Why,” he deadpans.

“Because she collects great guys like trophies, Draco. Pro-Quidditch star, check; Hot Shot Junior Auror – Check; Another Quidditch player but this time going for a Muggle PhD and a Wizarding Doctorate – Check. Not to mention all the other guys that didn’t make it off the bench because there’s not enough days in the f*cking week. And then she added Pureblood Heir to the list, but not just any heir – The Heir. And you couldn’t handle sharing, Draco. That’s what this is. You don’t want to share. You haven’t thought about what life will be like for her. Or yourself, for that matter. You haven’t thought about what she’d have to give up and you haven’t thought about what you might have to give up. You know why? Because you’re selfish. And you could have avoided this if you’d talked to me. Or… novel idea, I don’t know if you’ve heard of it. Talked to her. One conversation with her and you would know that she’s going to be in school for the next decade, Draco. That was the first question Narcissa asked me when she got an inkling about you two. Did you know that? At the spa on her birthday. She said, ‘That Miss Granger must be brilliant if she works in the Lab with Draco. What does she study?’ You want to know what her next question was when I told her she wanted to be a Doctor? ‘Oh, dear. And how many more years of schooling?’ Her next question, Draco. Anyone with duties and expectations like the ones on your shoulders, Draco, would have already asked that question.” She pauses for dramatic effect. Letting it all sink in.

She continues when she’s good and bloody ready. “Narcissa balked, Draco. Balked! When I said something like nine or ten years. Will daddy let you to wait that long?” She jests in a mockingly sweet tone.

Again, she pauses for dramatic effect. This one cuts to the quick. He hadn’t had Pansy’s venom turned on him in… years.

“You think I haven’t fought for Harry because I’m selfish, Draco? I’m scared.” Her lip quivers. “I’m terrified. You’re a Malfoy. Where you lead, others follow. Society looks to Lucius, to Narcissa, to you for their cues. They take their cues from you. If you can’t do it, how do you expect me to? I can’t expose Harry to that kind of danger. I almost lost him once.”

He sees the tears well up in her eyes.

“I can’t lose him again. I’ll never forgive myself if I succeed where the f*cking Dark Lord failed.” She pushes her seat back and rises to her feet. “Congratulations Draco. You’ve won this one.” She places her purse into the crook of her elbow and raises her hands in surrender. “You won.”

“Pans-”

“No, no. Don’t gloat. Good night, Draco. I’ll see myself out.”

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE
Draco’s Sad, Sappy, Lovesick Karaoke playlist:
- Gravity, John Mayer (2005)
- She Will Be Loved, Maroon 5 (2004)
- Apologize, OneRepublic (2007)
- Sweet Disposition, The Temper Trap (2008)
- That’s What You Get, Paramore (2008)
- The Man Who Can’t Be Moved, The Script (2008)
- Cosmic Love, Florence and the Machine (2009) (the ‘Live on KEXP’ version)
- Pressure, Paramore (2005)
- Iris, Goo Goo Dolls (1998)
- Love Lost, The Temper Trap (2009)
- My Immortal, Evanescence (2003)
- By Your Side, Sade (2000)
- I Belong to Your Heart, Sam Cooke (1960)

Chapter 64: HERMIONE - FRICTION

Notes:

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Chapter Text

SUN 14 JAN

Hermione spends Sunday afternoon unpacking from vacation and organizing her textbooks and materials for the coming term. Her door’s ajar and she’s startled by the distant roar of the Floo and the slamming of a door down the hall. Pansy’s back.

A few minutes later she’s surprised when there’s a knock on her door.

“It’s open!” Hermione calls.

The door swings open to reveal Pansy. Her cheeks are flushed and her eyes are red.

“What, did you come off the slopes and Floo straight here?” Hermione teases.

The witch doesn’t even crack a smile. “We need to talk, Hermione,” Pansy says from the doorway.

Hermione is on the floor by her desk changing the black ink cartridge in her printer. She crosses her legs under her. “You start.”

Pansy scoffs. “I was hoping you’d start. What happened? I’d like to hear your side of the story.”

“I haven’t even talked to him about it yet. I really don’t want to talk about this with you right now.”

“Granger, you hurt one of my best friends-”

Hermione throws her arms up in exasperation. “I didn’t hurt him. He gave me an ultimatum and asked me to stay just for him-”

Pansy cuts her off, scoffing and rolling her eyes as she says. “Hermione, it’s Draco freaking Malfoy, of-”

“Pansy, so help me God do not finish that sentence!” Hermione feels the rage surge inside her. “Do not dare tell me that neither I nor any other woman alive can do better than Draco Malfoy. Do not act like I haven’t been crystal clear about what I wanted from the very beginning. You yourself said you cannot be objective about this so before you insult me, knowing that I owe the roof over my head to your family. Please. Please, do not finish that sentence.”

Pansy’s mouth drops and Hermione sees the flush spreading up her neck and cheeks. She closes her mouth into a pout then slams Hermione’s door shut and storms off. What was with these f*cking Purebloods picking fights they couldn’t finish?

Hermione seethes the rest of the night. Neither a brisk walk nor yoga quell her anger. She’s this close to calling Seamus when she remembers he’s undercover this week. Her anger doesn’t abate under the steady thrum of a hot shower and switching the water to cold quenches one fire but not the other! It’s too late… or is it too early to call her mother? She can’t think in her fury, tossing and turning in bed until she finally downs a half vial of Dreamless and surrenders to the bleak void.

MON 15 JAN - THU 18 JAN

She awakes early on Monday for her first day of term and takes her breakfast on the balcony under a strong warming charm. The brisk air is refreshing and biting as she struggles with the f*cking Puzzle page. Her mind is a slurry. Absolute mush. Nothing she tries gets her any closer to the right answers. She tosses the paper back inside the room, glaring at it where it lands on the carpet and resolves to try again during her lunch break.

Snape calls a meeting at 8am sharp to introduce the two new Junior Apprentices and notify the team about the Apprentices who’ve rolled off. She catches Malfoy’s eye during the meeting, but he looks away. He seems sullen, but there are no bags or smudges under his eyes, like she has. He doesn’t look like he’s missed a wink of sleep or tossed and turned or was the least bit torn up about all of this despite not returning her call. Not even a text. He just seems… angry.

Neville walks in late with a stack of parchments in his hands and she’s delighted to see him. After introducing Neville to the rest of the team, Snape informs them that “Mr. Longbottom has joined the lab as a Junior Apprentice and will work with Granger and Lead Apprentice Malfoy.”

She’ll split her time with Neville doing the Ministry caseloads and foraging and the other half with Malfoy helping to brew and test new potions. Malfoy will also be looped into Ministry cases that intersect with his research. He will also focus on research and optimizing existing potions and Hermione will help him review the extant literature, source the ingredients (including foraging with Neville), and brew the test batches.

Their rapport is tame and listless the rest of the morning. They don’t bicker and they don’t get into each other’s space. She brought her customary oranges. He brought his apples. And it doesn’t mean nothing. This part of their routine is almost a reflex now. A hangry lab partner is a hellacious lab partner. It doesn’t mean anything.

She takes another crack at the puzzle before her lunch break but sadly, admits defeat. She refuses to ask him or Pansy for help. She doesn’t want to give either of them the satisfaction. After she abandons the puzzle on her desk, she turns to him and proposes a Lab truce, since they’re on so many projects together. “You can continue to ignore me in the real world but in the Lab, we should at least be cordial, so we don’t jeopardize any of our cases. I don’t want to incur the wrath of Snape… again.” She goes for lighthearted, but he doesn’t take the bait.

He looks through her and agrees with a tight nod, as if a wider arc would show too much emotion or be an affront to his sensibilities.

The rest of the week is quiet. She and Pansy ignore each other at family meals, though they make polite conversation with her parents. On Thursday morning, Hermione texts the group chat asking who’s still coming over for movie night. Only Blaise, Harry and Daphne respond.

They come over and watch Tomb Raider which had gotten bumped lower and lower in the queue as they’d added other movies to their watch list. Harry and Daphne laugh and joke with her. Blaise is a bit standoffish at first but warms up by the end of the night.

Walking back to her room after movie night, reflecting on her tepid relationship with Malfoy, the tension with Pansy, and how Theo hadn’t texted her once all week, Hermione decides to get the heck out of dodge. She remembers hearing Blake rave about the beach in Lalzit, Albania when they were in Russia with the Ministry, and she texts him for his hotel recommendations. He responds within the hour with an offer to arrange a Portkey to join her.

‘Tempting but I’ll have to pass.’

His response: ‘Next time ;)’

She wonders if she should tell Daphne. There’s been no courtship or engagement announcement nor have Blake and Astoria been pictured in the Prophet, but it was clear from the New Year’s Eve brunch that they had some kind of relationship, and that Astoria might even have the expectation of exclusivity.

She puts it out of her mind, choosing to focus on things within her control, like booking a hotel room for the weekend. With a reservation for a Muggle hotel room confirmed, she packs an extended duffle bag, and Portkeys to Lalzit. The seafront town is directly across the Ionian Sea from Torre San Giovanni in the heel of Italy. A fun fact and connection she won’t be able to share with him because he doesn’t give a f*ck where in the world she is right now.

The streets of Lalzit are buzzing with people spilling out of restaurants and a little night club. Up ahead on the beach, Hermione can see a makeshift DJ booth and people dancing on an elevated wooden platform on the sand. After checking into the hotel and depositing her bag in her room, Hermione ventures out in search of a late-night treat. One of the quieter restaurants has a great dessert menu and she orders a slice of cake to take back to her hotel room. She settles into the sofa on the hotel balcony to read while she eats the slice of Shëndetli, a dark, moist, honey cake with a hard, glazed shell.

The beach party winds down around midnight, and she falls asleep with the balcony doors open, listening to the sounds of the waves and relishing the feel of the cool sea breeze on her skin. His voice, his laughter, and his sleep-deepened breaths are decidedly absent. And she misses them.

FRI 19 JAN

On Friday she wakes late, goes down to the beach for a swim, checks out the local Natural History Museum then tours a museum in a preserved nuclear bunker from the Soviet Era. Since she’ll miss Friday night dinner, she decides to pick up a bottle to send through. It is tradition, after all! The clerk at a local liquor store lets her sample a few things before she settles on a bottle of Raki, a fruit brandy that has the sweet taste of licorice with a bitter bite. However, she second-guesses herself during her walk back to the hotel. ‘These people don’t want anything to do with me right now.’

She returns to her room and sets the bottle on the little desk. It’s forgotten as she takes a dip in the pool, then showers and naps with the balcony doors open. At 7:30pm local time – 6:30pm in England – she’s reading one of her textbooks on the balcony when her phone buzzes with a text from Pansy: ‘Where are you?’

Hermione rolls her eyes and ignores it. Fifteen minutes later her phone buzzes again.

Answer me, Granger! I’m your LITERAL host. I NEED TO KNOW WHERE YOU ARE.

She scoffs and responds. ‘Went to Albania for the weekend. Alone. I’m fine. Needed space.

Feuding or not, I’m responsible for your literal wellbeing. DO NOT EVER LEAVE THE COUNTRY WITHOUT TELLING ME WHERE YOU ARE EVER AGAIN. YOU COULD BE SPLINCHED. YOU COULD BE KIDNAPPED. YOU COULD BE DEAD!!

f*ck. Why did the witch have to be right! Pansy, I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.

There’s no response from Pansy and a few minutes later when her phone buzzes again, it’s a text from Blaise in the group chat. Granger, darling, you broke the Ronaldo rule. Booze and treats if you’re a no-show. Pay up or there will be consequences.

She smiles despite herself and pads over to her desk to send the Raki through. Draco will love it, she thinks with a pang. He probably wouldn’t even taste it though. She orders room service for herself – stuffed peppers and crusty bread with Fërgesa (a cheesy dip with tomatoes, peppers, minced lamb, and spices). She orders baklava for dessert and sends some through along with a couple slices of Shëndetli cake to the gang at Ronaldo’s.

Her phone buzzes with another text from Blaise, a private message this time: Gold star, Granger! My Nana and I used to make baklava all the time. I’ve missed the real deal. Thank you for this. You are forgiven and can continue your sex tour.

She rolls her eyes and responds. I’m alone, Blaise. And I hope you heard my eyes roll all the way from here.

Oh, is that what that was? Guess I did :) Take care of yourself, Granger. See you when you get back.

Hours later, she’s in bed reading when her phone buzzes with a text from Theo: No cooking session Sunday?

She frowns and places the phone back on the bedside table, biting her lips as she decides whether to respond. Ultimately, she does. I figured it was off. Was expecting you would come up with some excuse since you so clearly don’t want to see me.

Since you ran off and gave Pansy a fright, I suppose I can forgive you. I’ve never seen her that worried about anyone. I think she really likes you.

She scoffs and replies, Forgive me? For what exactly?

No reply comes after five minutes, or ten, and she’s settled back into the pillows and resumed her reading when her phone finally buzzes again. She’s floored by his response. You’re not the one who has to pick him up off the bar and sober him up every time you leave him. Friendsgiving was bad. Cauterets was worse.

She gasps. Her finger taps the call button before she can stop herself. He picks up on the first ring. “I’m sorry, Theo. I didn’t know.”

“He was like a ghost after you left France, Granger.” Sorrow darkens his voice. “I’ve never seen him like that. I blamed him for not being more honest with you. About everything. About his feelings. And I blame you… because he won’t. Because you left him, again. Because you’re leaving. And apparently none of us have any say in the matter.”

She feels the prickle of tears in her eyes. “It was just supposed to be a year. I wasn’t supposed to like all of you so much. I wasn’t supposed to love you all so much. It’s not fair.”

“It’s not fair,” he agrees and sniffles, which makes the tears fall because she’d hurt Theo too. And Pansy. And oh god was Blaise mad at her too?

“Does Blaise hate me too?”

“No. Blaise has a lot of grace, compassion and understanding. It’s rather sickening. If he hated you, you would know.”

“Do you hate me, Theo?”

“No, Granger. I never hated you. I’m upset for my friend. And sad. We joked that Draco was looking for more than just someone who checked all his mother’s boxes. He was looking for something real. And we thought he was delusional. We didn’t think there was any way he could find something real while operating within Narcissa’s rules. But he did. He f*cking found it! And he can’t have it... He can’t have you. And I don’t know if he has it in him to start over from scratch. And now that we know it’s possible for him, I don’t know if we can let him accept anything less. So, I’m sorry, I know this situation is f*cked up. But give him time. And talk to Pansy. She’s hurt, Granger. Her skin is not as thick and prickly as she pretends it is and you cut her to the white meat.”

Hermione rolls her eyes. “Fine.” She sniffles.

“And if it changes things, Granger. If I have any say in the matter... I’d love for you to stay. Not for Draco. Well... not just for Draco. But for me, for Daphne, for Blaise, for Pansy. Even Neville! If none of them ask you – because it’s such a knobbly, prickly, unfair request – I’ll have the big, snakey balls to ask for all of us. Stay.”

She sniffles. “It means something.” And it really did.

“If you need help, let me help you. If you need a place to stay, you can stay with me.”

“Thank you, Theo.”

“So, you’ll stay?” He asks excitedly, as if it were that simple.

She chuckles. “I’ll think about it.”

SUN 21 JAN

Hermione returns to Parkinson Manor late Sunday afternoon. She has a few hours to rest and unpack before dinner. She knows she has to face Pansy but doesn’t know where to begin. Maybe she should make a list? She’s crossing over to her desk to grab a pencil and a sheet of parchment when there’s a soft knock on her door and Pansy pops her head in. “We should talk, Granger.”

“Honestly, Pansy, I don’t have anything to say to you right now.”

“Then let me talk,” Pansy says. “Please.”

She didn’t know Pansy knew the ‘p’ word. Hermione rolls her eyes and settles onto her couch. She throws up some light Occlumency walls just in case this conversation takes the same turn as their last one.

Pansy crosses the room and sits on the other end of the couch. “What I was going to say before…” She clears her throat and softens her approach. “I was saying that of course he asked you to stay just for him.”

Hermione scoffs.

Pansy holds up a finger and gives her a scathing look. “Granger… don’t. Let me finish.”

Hermione searches Pansy’s face. She’s not an Occlumens. Her face is never exactly open, but it’s not shielded either. Pansy is not one to mince words and she’s never backtracked once they were out. So, if she said she meant to say something, Hermione had never known it to be a lie. She bites her lip and nods.

Pansy continues, “But there are other people who would love for you to stay. Of course, he made it about himself. He’s selfish. He doesn’t know anything other than getting what he wants. I can’t speak for him since his… situation with you is a bit different… Just like he can’t speak for other people. So let me speak for myself. I’d love for you to stay. But I know it’s complicated. You were only meant to be here for a year. But if you want to stay, Granger, I’d like to help in any way I can.”

Hermione feels herself deflate. She’s got no more fight in her. Not for Pansy. Not for Theo. She doesn’t want to fight people who love her. All the walls she’d erected to protect herself from Pansy come crashing down. “I’m sorry, Pansy. I’m sorry for jumping to conclusions about what you were going to say… Any sentence that starts with ‘Draco Malfoy’ only seems to end one of two ways: ‘Draco Malfoy doesn’t do casual;’ or ‘Draco Malfoy should get whatever he wants because he’s some Pureblood heir…’ I guess my insecurities flared up about this whole thing.”

She’d felt bereft since Cauterets. She’d never been in a situation like this and had no prior experience to draw on. Every move felt wrong. Up was down, left was right, and she was clinging to anger and indignation because they were familiar. Safe. Safer than admitting how she really felt: Scared. “Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to offer him. It scares me. It scares the heck out of me because… I’m unlike every other witch his mother chooses for him.”

And even Cho was a Pureblood!

“Why does he want me? Why does he want so much from me? Why does he want me so much!”

Pansy tuts, leaning forward to pat Hermione’s thigh. “Operative words, Granger: his mother chooses them. And you see how that goes. Draco wants you for you.”

Hermione bites her lip and blinks back tears. She’s so tired of crying, so tired of feeling so much. Tired of feeling so lost. So helpless.

Pansy scoots closer and scoops her into a hug. “Hermione, why are you leaving? You love your work in the Lab, you consult with the Ministry, you travel, you forage, you have me, Theo, Blaise, Daphne, Harry… Neville, Ginny, Ron. And if you and Draco aren’t happening, you’re closer to Krum in England. And there’s Seamus. You can do Med School here. You’re T.A.ing. I don’t know if you’ve noticed Hermione, but you’re building a life here. A full life. You can become a Healer and work for Mungo’s. Your parents can visit you. We’ll have you swimming in Portkeys. Why are you-”

Hermione sniffles and giggles, pulling away from Pansy. “The work I do with the Ministry is through Snape Lab and I only have that position for a year. I’d have to extend my Visa, complete a transfer application. The British Med School Entrance exam is different from the one in the States. I’d have to buy all new prep materials and start over from scratch. I’d need an Advisor-”

Pansy’s smile is hopeful. “So, you have given it some thought?”

Hermione bites her lip and averts her eyes. Sure, she’d given it some thought. But her mind would just churn, focused on all the ways any attempt would be fruitless. How she’d be getting her hopes up for nothing. About how she’d feel being the girl who stayed in a foreign country and shifted all her plans… for some guy. But she wouldn’t be staying just for a guy. Pansy was right. She was building a life here.

“Yes.” She finally says, meeting Pansy’s gaze.

“Ok. Let’s start with step one. Have you talked to Snape? Does he know that you’d consider staying? He already made you Lead Apprentice once, I’m sure he’d be delighted to learn he doesn’t have to lose you.”

Hermione shakes her head. No, she hadn’t talked to Snape, hadn’t gotten that far in her planning.

Pansy glares at her. “No? Hermione instead of sulking, crying, and running away, have you tried to do anything to address the situation? Or do you like feeling sorry for yourself?”

Hermione rolls her eyes. “Ouch.”

Pansy rolls her eyes. “Pick yourself up and do something about this, Granger! Call your mum for the bloody pep talk. I’m only here for the tough love.” She pats her cheek before rising and striding to the door. “See you at dinner!”

Hermione glances at the clock. It’s early afternoon back in the States. Her mom would be on the back deck doing a puzzle. She texts her. Mom, can we skype? Urgent.

Her mom’s response comes through a few minutes later. Sure sweetheart. It’s puzzle time but I can slot you in. :)

Her mother is a sight for sore eyes when their video call connects. “Sweetheart, what’s wrong? Have you been crying? Did something happen with your friends?”

“I’m fine, mom. Really.”

“Hermione Jean Granger, don’t lie to me.”

Hermione sighs.

“Sweetheart. Start from the beginning.”

She starts from the beginning. Some things her mother already knew: The frosty first week; the truce; the misunderstanding; the second chance; the thawing (puzzles, texts, phone calls, movie nights). Some things she didn’t know: Halloween; Friendsgiving; foraging trips; falling asleep on the phone; the gifts; stolen moments on New Year’s Eve; and the Cauterets fight. How he pursued her even though she told him it could only be casual. And although it was utterly clear he did nothing casually, he’d committed anyway. How he’d asked her to stay, to give them a chance, and she’d refused.

“Oh sweetheart, your mind must be racing in a million directions!” It was! “You’ve told me what happened, sweetheart. Now tell me how you feel.”

Long minutes pass where Hermione tries to find the words to explain how she felt. How she felt drawn to him. How he was smart, sexy, and intense, and never made her feel less than for liking what she liked or being who she was. How deep down – teeny tiny and hidden behind the fear of not being good enough for him – was the triumph of being the one he wanted and sought despite the parade of witches his mother trotted out in front of him. How all he saw was her. How special that made her feel; how decidedly unfeminist. But it was the truth. She liked him. She really liked him. And she would love to not have to edit herself. Would love to be able to feel all of her feelings for him and not have to constantly pull back when things got too deep, when his kiss got too intense, when his gaze made her feel like she would melt into a puddle of warm honey. She could let herself fall into this and forget breathing, eating, sleeping, and working, and just live in his arms. Ugh.

“Hermione,” her mom gently coaxes. Reminding her that she was supposed to be translating the cacophony in her brain into words her mother could understand.

“I feel conflicted. This wasn’t supposed to happen! I was supposed to come here, study, have some fun, meet new people, and then go home. I wasn’t supposed to… gah!” She groans. “I wasn’t supposed to like someone this much. I wasn’t supposed to be confronted and given ultimatums and expected to uproot my life and decide the rest of my life for… for some guy!” She exclaims.

“Hermione, sweetheart, you wouldn’t feel conflicted if he was just some guy. What are you afraid of?”

“I’m afraid that I’ll get wrapped up in this and lose myself and lose sight of the reason I came here. I want to be a Healer, mom. I want to be a Doctor! I don’t just want to be someone’s wife or someone’s mother. I want to be mine. Not someone else’s. I want to be myself.”

Her mother and father were partners in all senses of the word. In their business, their relationship and even in their approach to parenting. They consulted each other before making major decisions and compromised. Some decisions her father made, and some domains were her mother’s, but there was a sense of equality and partnership suffused in everything they did. She wanted to emulate that in her own marriage… if she ever got married. That was not how Purebloods approached marriage. They dressed up their restrictive, archaic, backwards ass beliefs in expensive fabrics, rare gemstones, and posh accents, tucked away in their swanky, mega-mansions. Thought it was nice to visit,she did not want their lives. The trappings were distractions so one didn’t see the snare until they were already caught. Draco was offering her a cage she’d have to clip her wings to fit into and almost every cell in her body was screaming at her to resist. Except, there was a tiny faction that whispered he was worth it. That he was different. He’d strayed from the path set by his mother and found her and wanted her so much he’d betrayed the very strictures of Pureblood culture to pursue her. See, the faction said, it’s a sign. He’s different. He could be different. He could be… worthy.

“And what makes you think you can’t be all of those things with him?”

“His family is super big on tradition. The only thing women can be with them is a wife and mother. They stand behind their husbands, not beside them. They organize teas and exist to be an interesting bauble on his arm. Like a prized bird.”

“You’ve attended social gatherings at his house. Is that what you’ve heard, or what you’ve actually seen? Does his mother stand behind his father? Is she just a bauble?”

Well… he had mentioned some things at Narcissa’s party but that had just been idle chatter. He’d been talking about his ideal bride. Some nameless, faceless witch. Not her or whether her life plans could slot into his life. Or whether he could fit into hers.

“No.”

“Okay… What makes you think that’s what he’d expect of you? Have you talked about any of this?” No.

“No.”

“Let’s take it one step at a time. What would you be staying in England for?”

“The work I do in the Lab and with the Ministry, the friends I’ve made here, the travel, the Coastal Walks, the Foraging, the Mungo’s Healer program.”

“And Draco?”

Hermione sighs.

“Sweetheart?” Her mother coaxes.

“Maybe,” she grumbles.

The pro-Draco cells were fomenting a rebellion, but she still wasn’t ready to say ‘Yes.’

“And are those reasons enough for you to stay?”

She shrugs.

“And what would you be leaving behind?”

"You and dad, family, friends.”

“All of whom you can visit and who can visit you. Hermione, we’d miss you, but we’d come visit. You would not be alone. And if it doesn’t work out, you come home. You can always come home.

All that remained at home for her was the comfort of the familiar. It seemed life was calling her to take a chance and explore new waters.

“Have you been researching your options, sweetie. I know you always have a plan. Have you let yourself plan for this? Is it an actual option for you? Is it real yet?”

Hermione sighs. “Not really.”

“Would you T.A.? Would you stay in the lab?”

“I could T.A., but I’d rather stay in the lab. T.A.ing would be Plan B. My contract in the lab is only for one year. Snape would have to extend it.”

Her mother’s final advice echoes Pansy’s: Talk to Snape… and to Draco.

Hermione places a meeting on Snape’s Scheduler for the next day. She has a moment of panic when he rejects it, but it’s assuaged a bit when he reschedules it for Tuesday.

TUE 23 JAN – FRI 26 JAN

On Tuesday, Snape tells her that his hands are tied since he’d already put in the budget request for the next academic year. He can only work with what is approved. He promises to talk to the Dean about their options. “I’m making no promises, Miss Granger. So don’t uproot your life just yet.”

She updates the Parkinsons at dinner Tuesday night and they say they’d be happy to host her for as long as she needs. Pansy says she already thinks of Hermione’s room as hers and it always will be. Hermione smiles, bites her lip, and thanks Pansy from the bottom of her heart.

On Thursday, Theo and Pansy join them in their usual sitting room for Movie Night. Malfoy does not. Hermione leaves early to join Neville in a forest in the north of Wales to collect Porcelain musida mushrooms. The mushrooms are at the height of their bloom and Neville believes they may be promising in the stalled vampire potion, which Snape had pulled her and Neville onto in his furor at the lack of meaningful progress.

On Friday, she researches nearby ski resorts so she can take lessons. She remembers how much fun tubing and skiing was in Cauterets and resolves to improve her skills. She plans to replace her Friday Coastal Walks with ski lessons until the spring. She finds a volunteer-run ski resort in Cumbria, a 16-minute drive from Clifton. She dons her ski gear and drives to her first lesson. After the lesson, she swims in the heated pool at Lido Spa, then returns home to shower and nap before dressing for the evening and apparating to Ronaldo’s. In the cold winter months, they gathered in one of the private dining rooms they usually used during inclement weather.

Dinner conversation among the group is back to its usual level of ease, although there appears to be some lingering tension between Malfoy, Blaise, and Theo. And between Draco and Pansy. Their side conversations are stilted but at least they’re laughing and joking with him. She feels transported back to the summer when she and Malfoy wouldn’t acknowledge each other. Back then she often thought she’d felt his eyes on her but when she’d sneak a glance, he’d be looking at his plate or his attention was elsewhere. The deja vu sends a pang of sadness through her. She hated this. They’d agreed to be friends, hadn’t they? This was not friendship. She wanted to give him his space, but he was taking his sweet f*cking time, and she missed him like crazy.

The gang wants to check out the Alleycat club on Diagon that’s playing Wizarding and Muggle music from the ‘90s tonight. Hermione doesn’t have the heart to bail and agrees to join them for a few songs. Draco declines and she rolls her eyes at his grumbled, flimsy excuse about preparing for an Oil sector summit in Ecuador. Back in July, Hermione had read her very first edition of the Prophet cover to cover. She distinctly remembers a tiny article on the back page - the ‘International Perspectives’ page. Said article, crammed between distracting, moving ads for Bertie’s Bouncing Beans and Ruth’s Really Red Rouge, had discussed how Ecuador was considering nationalizing its oil sector. If Malfoy was to be believed, the level-headed, reformist Ecuadorian President had backtracked on a key campaign promise in less than six months and was now holding a summit with potential investors. Not bloody likely.

She feels his eyes on her and this time when she looks at him, he’s looking through her. She blinks and is about to avert her eyes when she decides against it and holds his gaze. She sees his gaze dull and fade before he looks away. He could take all the time in the world if he was back to Occluding around her. Merlin. She couldn’t go back there again. Malfoy had dropped his walls and hadn’t put them back up in a long time. His gaze had been clear, lucid, and keen on her for months. She couldn’t go back to that stony, dull fortress. She couldn’t.

Later, she’s dancing with the group at Alleycat when she feels a tap on her shoulder. She turns to find Seamus. Pansy and Daphne are polite, if aloof, while Theo and Blaise glare at him and walk off toward the bar.

“Whose shoes did I piss in?” Seamus jokes over the din of the music.

Hermione rolls her eyes and waves a hand in dismissal. “Long story.”

They dance to a few songs before she tells him she’s ready to leave.

“I’ll come with you,” he offers.

She puts a hand on his chest. “Alone, Seamus. I’d be bad company tonight.”

He nods and offers to walk her to the Apparition point. When she shakes her head, he takes her hand. “I insist. Your friends will think up new and unusual ways to torture me if I let a lady walk alone this late.”

She smirks and waves goodbye to Pansy before following Seamus to coat check and then out of the club.

“You seem out of sorts,” he says as they near the Apparition Point. “Is it your mystery man?”

She meets his gaze and bites the inside of her lip. She sighs. “It’s… complicated.”

He gives her a rueful smile. “You’ll call me if it gets uncomplicated?”

She smiles and nods, stepping in to kiss his cheek before Apparating home.

SAT 27 JAN

Their Muggle Adventure the next day is at an indoor rock-climbing place. Hermione conquers the short wall and makes it halfway up the medium wall before she reaches her limit and has to be bellayed down. The boys give her a hug and congratulate her for making it as far as she did despite her aversion to heights. They do a few cycles on the full wall, competing to see who can summit the fastest. Harry, shorter and more limber than the other two, wins each time, though Blaise almost has him during one round. They go for Indian food after and are met by Pansy and Daphne before trooping to the movie theater. She holds her own popcorn in her lap and eats half of it. Harry whispers and giggles with her but it’s not the same. It’s just not the same.

SUN 28 JAN

On Sunday, Hermione tells Theo she wants to see what all the hype about ratatouille is. They mandolin all the vegetables and make double the tomato sauce so Theo can reserve some for the next time they need it. They taste the finished product and Hermione thinks it could use some meat. They simmer some sausage in the reserved sauce as they mandolin more vegetables.

They ultimately agree that the meatatouille has more dimension than the original. “Although the French would have my hide if they knew I’d butchered the dish like this.” Theo smirks at her.

Hermione counters that as a peasant dish it maybe would have had meat in it before it was fancified. “Maybe we’ve actually taken it back to its roots.” She shrugs. “What do you care anyway? It’s not like you’re opening a French restaurant any time soon,” she chides.

Instead of snorting or tickling her or swatting her or cracking a counter-joke like he usually did anytime he was the butt of a joke, Theo stills… and blushes.

“Theo?” Hermione asks, stepping closer to him. “Are you thinking of opening a French restaurant any time soon?”

Theo looks down at his feet. “I don’t know. These sessions got me thinking about what I like to cook and what I want to eat. Sometimes I imagine myself opening a pastry shop. I read the journal you gave me cover to cover and found journals from some other French pastry chefs. I would want to finish my Culinary schooling before I opened a brasserie or bistro, though. And it wouldn’t be traditional French. There would be a twist.”

Hermione can feel her eyebrows raise in surprise. He’d given this more than just a little thought! “And what would the twist be?”

She understands his noncommittal shrug. It means ‘this is just a little baby bulb of an idea.’ Too much pressure would crush it. Too much attention and it would shrivel.

“Theo, that’s great! Whatever you decide will be great. You know I’ll eat anything you make. So will the gang… and even Narcissa!”

He gives her a small smile before changing the subject. “Dessert?”

Hermione claps. “Yes!”

They make a gingerbread cake with vanilla sour cream icing. They butter up a muffin tin and with the excess batter they make nonnettes, tiny gingerbread cakes filled with honey. Hermione is on her second slice when Theo stands and starts preparing portions for Draco and Narcissa.

She looks away, trying to tamp down the emotions building in her chest. Would this tradition continue when she was gone? Would she ever get to eat at Theo’s bakery? Would she eat at any of his restaurants? Would she write her name and date on the wall, declaring that she’d been there, wishing the endeavor well before painting over it with whatever shade of off-white paint Daphne had selected? Would she help test the menu? Would he name a dessert after her? Would she be at any of his openings? Would she hang out with him in the kitchen and steal bottles of wine from the cellar? Would her single-minded pursuit of her own dreams cause her to miss out on seeing others achieve theirs?

“Granger,” he says, pulling her out of her thoughts.

She looks up at him. “Hmm?”

He smiles at her. “I asked if you had anything you wanted to add to the note.”

She bites her lip.

“You don’t want to dare him to come rate the food to your face again?”

She shakes her head and feels her lip quiver as the memory of that day sends a shiver down her spine. That was one of those days that felt like a mere blip in the moment. She’d only realized its full magnitude when she was already in its wake, in another moment that surpassed it or made her remember a look, a touch, a smell, a spark of… something. So, no, she did not want to dare him to come here again. She did not want to feel his gaze on her as she danced with Theo. She did not want him making more tattoo connections and understanding her that much more. She did not want the memory of his touch on her wrist again, tracing her pulse point, a spot he now owned. She’s fighting back tears when she looks up at Theo.

Hermione,” he whispers as he reaches for her.

She shakes her head. No more tears.

Theo sends the food containers off to Malfoy Estate and turns on the music for them to clean and wash dishes. Daphne arrives and joins them for a rendition of Cyndi Lauper’s ‘Girls Just Want to Have Fun’ from the kitchen table as she samples both versions of the ratatouille.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Hermione’s monologue to her mother is inspired by this quote from Toni Morrison’s, Sula (1973): “I don’t want to make somebody else. I want to make myself.”

Chapter 65: DRACO - PERSPECTIVE

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SUN 28 JAN

The treats owl finds Draco in his study just as he’s about to head to the dining room for a late dinner. He gives it scratches and treats and takes the Tupperware and the note down to Mother in the dining hall.

“Your father won’t be joining us. His meeting at the Ministry ran late and he’ll eat out.” She eyes the container. “Ah yes, our weekly treats. What have they made this time?”

He sets them down in front of her and she opens the first one. “Ratatouille. Tedious but delicious. And I see they added bits of sausage to the tomato sauce. A hearty touch.” She eyes him with a gleam in her eye. As they lick the container clean, his mother eyes the one holding the dessert. “Shall we be naughty and have a bit of dessert before our dinner?”

He chuckles, opening the container and sliding it closer to her to take the first bite of the iced cake slice and the little round buns.

“Mmm, ginger. Your favorite.” She eyes Draco with a knowing look. “And how is Miss Granger?”

He shrugs. “Okay, I suppose.”

“You suppose?” She frowns. “Is she… no longer in the background?”

“We had a row.”

“A row?” She eyes him curiously. “What about?”

He can feel the heat rising up his cheeks.

“Oh, my stars,” she whispers, reaching for his hand.

“We want different things,” he ekes out through a steadily tightening throat.

“Darling, the way you two look at each other, you do not want different things. You’re drawn to each other like magnets.” She gives him a soft smile when he meets her eyes. “You cannot keep your eyes off her. When you’re together, you’re both buzzing. Vibrant…” She rubs her thumb along the pads of her fingertips as she searches for the right word. “Alive. I know how intoxicating that must feel.”

Intoxicating was exactly how it had felt. Breathless, heady. “Not anymore. She doesn’t want me.”

“Pish.” She waves her hand in dismissal. “Nonsense! She wants you.”

“No, she wanted me. She doesn’t want me anymore. And she doesn’t want us. She won’t give us a chance… She has her reasons. Her independence, her education, her career. She’ll on be in England a few months longer, and we already know how… hot and heavy we’d get. She said leaving all of it behind would break her. It’s too much. And besides, she doesn’t want to stay for me.” The words from that blasted voicemail still rang in his ears.

Narcissa’s eyes widen. Her hand bypasses her pendant and goes straight for her wineglass, from which she takes a hearty swig. He doesn’t think he’s seen her this shocked by anything in… years. She takes a deep breath. “You asked her to stay,” she says calmly. Not a question. A mere statement of fact that she’s wrapping her mind around.

He sighs. “Yes.”

“Hmm. What would she do… if she were to stay?”

“T.A.?”

“T.A.? She wants to be a Professor?”

“No.”

“So why would she T.A.?”

He shrugs. “For the experience.”

“Experience? For what? That’s what she’s T.A.ing for now. She doesn’t want to be an Herbology Professor, she’s said as much. And that’s the only reason she’d continue to T.A. From what I’ve gleaned from her at teas and events, she took the role to earn additional money, to keep her skills fresh, and to forage throughout Europe. That is a side project for her.”

He hadn’t considered that – he notes with a pang of guilt – as Narcissa backs him into the same corner Pansy had. He’d only considered his feelings, his wants, his needs, in all of this. He’d patted himself on the back for being bold and asking her to stay. And now he was licking his wounds - angry, hurt, and dejected - since she’d refused him.

He can (now) admit that he hadn’t even considered what Granger’s life would look like if she had accepted him. Hadn’t considered that ‘yes’ was not a viable option for her. And that her refusal to acknowledge her feelings wasn’t her being obstinate but rather her accepting the empirical limitations of reality. He hadn’t considered her options before, but he could now. And there was a glaring option: “She could stay in the lab.” She’d do that in a heartbeat, right?

“Oh?” His mother smiles, and it lulls him into such a false sense of security that he even gives her a half smile. “Has Severus offered Miss Granger a permanent position? That’s the whole reason she came to England, correct? To apprentice with him for the year. And it’s not like she could be appointed Head Apprentice… That’s your role. Draco, as lovely as you and your friends are – and I say this as your own mother – what else are you offering her? And what makes you enough? It is not like you are offering her your hand in marriage, or courting her…”

Wait, wait. Cart first… then horse. “Snape put in for additional positions, but I don’t know if they’ve been funded. There’s also Medical School. She could do that here and take her Healer rites at Mungo’s.”

“Has she expressed interest in that, darling?”

He thinks back on their conversations, on anything Daphne and Pansy have said. He has a vague recollection. “Maybe.”

“Now you’ve given me something to work with, my dragon! And darling, go easy on the girl. She’s scared.” She pats his cheek. “You’d be too if you were standing between a Malfoy man and something he desires. Doubly so if you were also the very thing.” She gives him a warm smile. “Don’t burn that bridge just yet, my stars.”

The conversation with Mother gives him hope. A hope that cuts through the pain, pity, and longing. The seed it plants in his chest sprouts, germinates, and throws down roots. The fog lifts and he doesn’t feel so f*cking sorry for himself anymore. Because if Narcissa said she had a plan, he believed her. And maybe, just maybe… sh*te. He doesn’t know what he’s hoping for. And he’s too afraid to swing for the fences, as the expression went.

Before he kills the seedling, he decides to be brave again and just text her. To clear the air. To start back from square one, from whence they’d scratched and clawed and constructed the big, beautiful thing they’d burnt down in Cauterets. They’d built it up once, twice, and again on truces and second chances. They could do it once more. Just one more time. One more chance was all he needed.

He texts Hermione. He apologizes for his distance and thanks her for giving him time. He tells her he accepts her terms. They’ll remain friends. He says he wants to be her friend… if it’s not too late.

Her reply isn’t instantaneous. It comes hours later when he’s climbing into bed and setting his alarms for the next day. His mobile buzzes on the nightstand and he scrambles to check it.

I’m still mad at you, but I wanted to give you space.

I missed you.

Two buzzes back-to-back and he’s buzzing because all hope is not lost.

He shoots off a reply. I missed you too and I’m sorry.

I’m sorry too Draco. You asked for a pause. I should have respected that. Friends?

Friends.

Tonight, he doesn’t toss or turn or require a nip of Soporificus to drift off to sleep. For the first time in weeks, his slumber is deep and peaceful.

MON 29 JAN – TUE 30 JAN

The next morning, he texted Hermione about the Puzzle page like he’d wanted to every day since Cauterets, because this was their thing. And he’d spied her half-finished puzzles in the Lab. She’d fruitlessly attempt to finish them during her lunch break, digging herself deeper into the hole with some inane strategy or another. He smirked to himself; she really was lost without him. It had taken all his resolve not to finish them for her or leave his paper where she could see it or conjure a post-it and just give her the bloody answers. But he’d needed space and time. He chuckled at her reply, which included questions about previous puzzles. Swot.

A day later they bicker about something in the lab. Something small. Inane. But it’s an upgrade from the gormless, meek rapport they’d had since Cauterets. To Draco, it signals progress.

THU 01 FEB – FRI 02 FEB

Early Thursday afternoon, Hermione’s packing for class when she turns and asks him if he’ll be at movie night tonight.

He hadn’t planned on it. Still didn’t know if he was ready for… all that closeness. To have to keep her at arm’s length.

He meets her gaze.

She blushes and averts her eyes, fiddling with a pencil on her desk.

A frisson of something skitters through him and the words are out before his brain can catch up. “I’ll be there, Hermione.” He hopes his smile doesn’t look as panicky as it feels.

She nods and turns on her heel toward the door, still unable to meet his eyes.

Tiny, microscopic, Protozoan, amoebic nargles.

He sits on their usual sofa during movie night. He throws up light Occlumency walls to tamp down the emotions their shared scent on the blanket behind him stirs within him. When she enters, he sees she’s in an old Hogwarts jumper from the depths of his closet. Mother had given it to him over a decade ago. A swell of emotions bulldozes his walls. Surprise (he didn’t even know she had the thing!) mixed with the familiar surge of heat and possessiveness whenever she’s in his clothing.

Any other witch he’d had a romp with usually returned whatever sock or shoe she’d transfigured into clothing for her walk to the Floo. Hermione had only ever returned the socks, leaving them on his desk with a post-it note proclaiming him a ‘free elf.’ And only Hermione had Malfoy tees. A feat she didn’t even share with Cho, who - as a Seeker in her own right - had her own Quidditch tees and had never seen the appeal of wearing his. Hermione had yet to return any Malfoy tees. He wondered if she wore them to study. If she wore them to bed. Or if they’d been stuffed in the back of the closet like she’d stuffed memories of them in the back of her mind. It was a bitterly cold day. Maybe the jumper’s utility had won out against the pang of resurfaced memories.

He builds the walls back up again, the familiar low hum in the back of his skull is a welcome sensation as he files away the swirling vortex of emotions, siphoning them off before marching them neatly into their assigned slots. A few deep breaths and he’s got some semblance of control over himself, just in time for her to finish greeting Blaise, Daphne, and Theo.

She’s in leggings and a pair of those obnoxiously bright, fuzzy socks that Pansy abhors.

He does not ask her what color her toes are underneath.

She smirks at Pansy as she settles onto her end of the sofa.

Pansy glares at her socks until Hermione crosses her legs and spreads her blanket over herself, hiding the socks from view.

He does not scoot closer to her. She does not scoot closer to him. But they do lean across the sofa to whisper to each other during the movie, retreating to their corners after a statement, question, reply, or joke.

They remain after the credits roll. The others troop out, leaving them alone. He casts a soft Lumos, and they debrief the movie. Their conversation takes a few turns – not as many as their conversations had before – but it’s a start and he’ll take it.

She yawns and he takes it as his signal to leave. She does not ask him to stay to talk more, like she would have in the past. She does walk him to the Floo and wish him goodnight.

Friday night at Ronaldo’s, they catch each other’s eyes during a joke and exchange a shared look over something Theo says. She does not join them at the Roxy to check out a new band. During the set, he nurses one drink before heading home. Alone.

SAT 03 FEB

Saturday, he joins the rest of the snakes at the movie theater, holds their popcorn and settles it in his lap as he takes his seat beside Hermione. She is sweet and warm beside him as they whisper about the movie. Her breath on his neck is buttery, salty and a bit fruity from the pack of sweets she’d pushed toward the cashier while he’d paid for the popcorn. Their fingers graze in the popcorn and still. They keep them there for a few moments until Harry leans over to ask her something and the moment fades.

At dinner after the movie, he does not press his thigh against hers. He does not rest his hand on her thigh although her leggings look so soft. He aches to feel the fabric under his palm. To see her shiver as he dips his fingers between her thighs. To watch her face and neck flush and her eyes go a bit glazed as she tries to keep up with the speed of conversation as he unravels her tortuously slowly. Because they are friends, and that wouldn’t be very friendly of him.

A text from Narcissa reminds him that he is late to the dinner with Hogwarts Administrators to celebrate a career milestone for Professor Sprout. He makes his excuses to the table and returns home to schmooze. At the end of the meal, Snape and his father adjourn to his study.

“Severus, darling, a word before you leave?” Narcissa calls after them.

“Certainly,” Snape replies, breaking his stride to turn and face Mother. “Where will I find you?”

“In my study,” she smiles.

“À bientôt,” Snape replies, more suavely than Draco had ever seen him. Who knew the man spoke French? “Draco,” he drones before taking his leave.

Narcissa smiles at Draco once Father and Snape’s footsteps have receded down the hall. “Hermione will be over for tea tomorrow, darling.”

“Why?” He croaks, then clears his throat.

She has a gleam in her eye that doesn’t match her words. “Do I have to have a reason, my dragon?”

No. But that didn’t mean there wasn’t one. But there’s no use pressing the matter. He cuts his eyes back to his rice pudding and wonders why Theo and Hermione hadn’t made any yet. He’d yet to see Hermione meet a dessert she didn’t like. She was in excellent company in that regard, but still… The French alone had two different ways of preparing the pudding. He decides to break the evening text barrier to ask her.

Her response is immediate and honestly, a bit unexpected: Because I don’t like rice pudding.

When’s the last time you had it?

Idk? Not since I was really young. I hated it immediately. One bite was all it took.

But could it be like peanut butter, oatmeal raisin cookies, and bread pudding? You hated those as a child but rediscovered them in adulthood. Now you enjoy them.

I shrugged, but you couldn’t see it. :) I’ll talk to Theo. But my expectations are LOW.

He chuckles.

What about you? What foods did you hate as a kid but enjoy now?

He’d hated three things above all others until his adult palette settled in. Zucchini bread, carrots, and coconut macaroons.

He explains the reasons for each aversion, then they compare worst dessert experiences, best desserts and conversation flows from there. He texts her good night when the texts come fewer and further between and it’s clear they’re both fighting sleep to keep the conversation going. Little, itty bitty, baby nargles.

Chapter 66: HERMIONE - HE WILL GET OVER IT

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SUN 04 FEB – WED 07 FEB

Though she and Malfoy had achieved a tenuous peace and were slowly rebuilding, Hermione didn’t think it was a good idea for her to attend Sunday tea with Narcissa at Malfoy Manor. She’d rejected the woman’s son and driven him to drink on multiple occasions. What if Narcissa hexed her. Not just the idle threats she and the snakes lobbed at each other, and not some cutesie tickle jinx… No, a real bone-crushing, teeth-gnashing, eye-gouging, tongue-shrinking, boil-raising hex? Something truly… ghastly.

When she raises her concerns to Pansy, who’s rifling through Hermione’s closet for an appropriate tea outfit, the witch scoffs! “Don’t be daft, Granger.” Then she swears on some old Sacred 28 Blood Magic book that she’ll hit Hermione with at least five different ghastly hexes of her own if she doesn’t attend Narcissa’s tea. Not least of which because it’s entirely too late to decline. “Think of the elves.” She wails mockingly, turning around with a burgundy knit, maxi-length, wrap dress with long bell sleeves.

“Pansy, I’m not wearing red.”

“Granger, for Merlin’s sake, you railed against Astoria-”

“Not that. Pansy… It’s his favorite color.”

Pansy just blinks at her. “And?”

She fidgets with the edge of the blanket on her bed. “He… looks at me when I wear it. He… you know… likes when I wear it.” She raises her eyebrows for emphasis. “It’s his favorite color.”

“Ew, Granger. Ew!”

“You chose it. You keep putting me in red.”

“Because you look great in red!”

Hermione snorts. “He thinks so too!”

“Granger! Ew, stop. Besides, he won’t be there.”

“Can I ch-”

“No, this one’s mine. Rightful colors only.”

Hermione rolls her eyes and puts on the dress. And the shoes, which are – thankfully – not red. She twists her hair into a chignon, leaves her tattoos unglamoured – since they’d be hidden under the sleeves anyway – then troops behind Pansy to the Floo.

By Hermione’s second cup of tea, she’s relaxed and can admit that she’s rather enjoying herself. It’s an intimate tea with Pansy, Narcissa, and Daphne. She doesn’t know what she’d ever worried about. They pass the time in amicable conversation. The finger sandwiches are delicious, and the tea is sweet and flavorful. She’s tried three different varieties and has decides to stock a couple of flavors in her Lab desk, including the anise and licorice teas.

Oh, you silly, silly goose, she chides herself when she hears footsteps approaching. For an instant, gray eyes lock with hers as he darkens the doorway, before he cuts his attention to Narcissa whose eyes widen in shock.

Mother,” he drawls, as he kisses her cheek.

He steps toward Daphne and air kisses both her cheeks in greeting.

Hermione shoots an ‘I told you so,’ glare at Pansy and tries not to melt as he takes in the sight of her in the dress.

He greets Pansy with air kisses then steps toward Hermione.

She can’t help the giggle that escapes her at the prospect of him giving her silly air kisses. She bites her lip.

He blushes and squeezes her shoulder instead.

Their kisses were not friendly. They had heat and promise behind them. She can’t bear an inane air kiss from him.

He sits across from her, sips his tea, and speaks only when spoken to. Hermione loses the thread of conversation on several occasions and has to be nudged by Pansy to respond to a question Narcissa’s asked… for the second time. She can feel Malfoy’s gaze on her but doesn’t dare meet his eyes. Thoughts of the last time she was in this house are front of mind and refuse to be quashed.

Narcissa clears her throat and fidgets with her pendant, staringly intently at her son.

Hermione follows Narcissa’s gaze to see Draco register his mother’s silent command. He sets his half-full teacup in the saucer as he stands and excuses himself from the dining room.

She drags her eyes down his departing form. He’s dressed casually in his signature gray head-to-toe and looks absolutely delicious. She knew his geography now. Intimately. Knew where he was soft, hard, and harder still. Knew the ripple and power of his muscles. Knew where there was just smooth, soft skin. Knew where he was tender, where he yielded, where he would keen and squirm from a tender touch, a nibble, a suck. Knew where she could press, where she could sink in for purchase, what made him buck and hiss. Knew how he moved, how he teased, how he chased, how he retreated, how he played with rhythm, how responsive he was, how vocal (so f*cking vocal!). Expressive, questioning, teasing, taunting, praising, whimpering, begging. Knew it all. Knew it well.

Months and months ago she’d sat in this very house and asserted that he wasn’t a mystery to her. Well, almost… she’d been interrupted by Astoria. But oh, how little she’d known then. How wrong she’d been. Despite all she knew about that man, he was still a mystery to her.

“We’ll leave too,” Pansy says as she and Daphne gather their purses and rise from their seats.

Hermione smiles at their host and starts to rise herself, but stills when Narcissa reaches across the table, places a hand on hers, and asks her to stay. Hermione glances at Pansy as the thumb of her other hand finds prime gnawing spot against her tooth.

Pansy nods with a tight smile and Hermione drops her hand to her lap.

‘Hex time,’ Hermione mouths to Pansy. The witch rolls her eyes as she steps toward Narcissa.

Daphne and Pansy kiss Narcissa on both cheeks and wave goodbye as they exit the room, chatting quietly.

Narcissa gestures for Hermione to follow her and leads her to a beautiful sitting room in the green zone Malfoy had led her through weeks ago. They settle into two overstuffed armchairs. Narcissa inquires more about Hermione’s interests and whether she’s decided to stay in the UK. The woman wasted no time.

“He told you?”

Narcissa smiles and nods her head. One might dare call the woman’s expression sheepish!

Hermione shakes her head. She was still researching what Medical School and Healer Academy would entail here and if there were any precedents for her transfer situation. All of which she explains to Narcissa.

“And what about a position in the Lab?”

Hermione shrugs. “Snape has expanded my role in the lab, but I’m not a threat to Draco for Lead Apprentice. If that’s what you’re concerned about. We focus on different aspects.”

“Ah yes, the truce. Is that still going well?”

Hermione snorts. “We have another truce now. We still have our moments because we’re both stubborn-”

“Yes, like goats,” she smiles, echoing her words from her birthday party.

“Yes, but at least goats can be persuaded,” Hermione jokes. She giggles then stifles it, clearing her throat self-consciously.

Narcissa smiles, a gleam in her eye. “Yes, I heard about that. You’re a clever girl. Don’t stifle your joy, darling. One thing my family shares is a disdain for the inane. We have our public masks and even our semi-private masks, but a Malfoy completely takes their mask off in private. It wouldn’t do to never feel anything, to never crack that facade… Or a smile. Dear, I want you to know you can be yourself around me. That means tattoos and all. Sure, we may have Society events for which you must be well-dressed and well-mannered but if I invite you here, I want you here. Not who you think you must be around me.”

Hermione absentmindedly gnaws a thumbnail. Besides glamouring her tattoos and being a bit more edited, she didn’t change much for Narcissa’s company. She fought Pansy tooth and nail (pun intended) on the outfit choices for balls and teas, but they’d struck a good balance. She was glad Pansy no longer treated her like a problem to be solved. Her friend had softened in her approach. She’d put some polish on Hermione, not an entire veneer. She felt like a more adult version of herself here, not a complete phony.

“I used to bite my nails too. I favored the little pinky.” Narcissa says with a soft smile, wiggling her little finger. “Lucius’ father, Abraxas, loathed the habit. His wife, Éve, found it utterly vile. They said it wouldn’t do for the Malfoy woman to be shaking hands and giving orders with doigts geules.”

Hermione translates quickly in her head. ‘Geules’ was a vulgar or derogatory way to say mouth but when translated literally the phrase meant ‘silly fingers’ or ‘slobbered fingers.’

Éve had quite the way with words.” Narcissa chuckles sardonically. “A gift she undoubtedly gave to Lucius. They never mince words. This necklace was his final courting gift to me. He put it on me and said, ‘It’s closer than your lips’.” She smiles fondly. “We were married six months later. Even sooner than obligated in the terms of our betrothal agreement… If you’re familiar with courting and betrothal agreements, you know how expensive it is for the groom if the wedding date is moved up. As well as the… implication. And then there’s the expense of burying stories to stifle the rumors.” Narcissa clears her throat, reeling herself back in. “Darling, you are a powerful witch. I see in you a fierce passion and an indomitable will. You will get to a point where all that remains against you are the little things. Eradicate them… Because I hope to see more of you. And I’d love to see you be your best self. Whatever that means to you.”

Hermione feels her shoulders sag. “I don’t know… I’m leaving in a few months.”

Narcissa reaches over and pats her hand. “Just because there may be an end date doesn’t mean we can’t see each other.” She smiles. “Why would we rob ourselves of each other’s company just because it’s temporary?”

Hermione feels the emotions well up in her chest and her face falls. She’d only just talked to Snape and was still at the beginning of her research about her options. It was too soon to be hopeful. She and Malfoy were just getting back to a good place. She couldn’t bear to think beyond today. Any farther was too overwhelming.

Narcissa purses her lips. “I didn’t mean to upset you.”

Hermione sniffles and wipes at her tears. “What did he tell you?”

Narcissa gives her a look that’s joyous and sympathetic in equal measure. “Not everything, I’m sure. But enough.”

“Enough?” Hermione asks.

Narcissa holds her gaze, and her look is so heavy. She touches a hand to her pendant again. “Enough to know he cares for you. And if you knew Draco, or if you have the idea of him that I think you have, then you know what that means. How big that is. It’s not a switch he just flipped. I dare say he never felt that way for anyone before.” Her eyes sharpen. “And he’s hurting.”

Hermione gasps. Because until New Year’s, she’d thought only she was out of her element. Out of her league. The collapse of their house of cards in Cauterets showed her that they were both experiencing big feelings they were unsure how to navigate. But to know that he was out of his depths too… That this was all so new and different for him as well. And to hear it from his own mother of all people made Hermione so… sad.

Narcissa continues, “I know I spoiled my dragon. But Quidditch and business have taught him how to pull out of bad plays.” More frost creeps into her eyes. “He will get over it.”

Oh.

Hermione gasps and the tears are falling before she can stop them. She couldn’t have what she wanted because he couldn’t have what he wanted. And instead of pressing themselves into a shape they didn’t fit or ignoring the intensity of things between them that were decidedly not casual, they’d closed the door and locked it.

But the feelings had been there. They’d crept in while she was looking the other way. And now the very thing she feared was happening. She’d developed feelings for someone and couldn’t make the relationship work. She realized that she wasn’t just angry, she wasn’t just sad. She was heartbroken.

Could they truly be friends? Could they really swallow all these big, heavy emotions… Not just hide them behind Occlumency walls? Would they all just… fade?

“Darling.” Narcissa tuts as she stands and pulls Hermione into a hug.

She sobs into Narcissa Malfoy’s soft, expensive robes. Sobs about her son! Sobs about the future they can’t have. The future he’d offered her, that she couldn’t accept. Sobs about the beautiful thing that had unfolded so slowly, carefully, and inexplicably between them. Sobs about how she’d had to kill it. And now it felt like they were navigating a minefield because they didn’t know how to be friends. They didn’t know where the lines were, and didn’t want to cross them, which made them cautious with each other.

She missed his late-night calls. She missed his heat and scent and how close he used to sit during movie nights. She missed… him. She missed him. She missed him. It wasn’t fair! It wasn’t fair to have to mourn him. To cry big, fat tears mourning them while they were still in the same country! Everything had changed, but there was nothing she could do about it. She was leaving in four months! Unless Snape told her otherwise… Until Snape told her otherwise, she was leaving!

Though much of their routine had been restored there’s decidedly less heat. They texted about puzzles in the mornings. When they weren’t bickering in the lab, they worked in comfortable silence. They texted each other most nights. He’d resumed attending movie nights and accompanying them to the movie theater.

But they did not call each other.

He did not sit close to her on the couch.

He did not forage with her and Neville.

His presence was appreciated, but his distance still stung.

TUE 06 FEB - THU 08 FEB

On Tuesday, Hermione texts Dean. He’s able to fit her in for a tattoo session in the late afternoon. She refreshes some older pieces and gets a few new ones, applying the gate-control theory, using one pain to distract from another.

On Thursday afternoon, Snape summons her and Draco into his office and notifies them that they’ll join a Ministry delegation in Spain.

Her curiosity gets the better of her and she quirks a brow at Draco who, to her knowledge, had never attended any previous delegation trips

He shrugs when he meets her gaze.

Snape informs them that they have two hours to pack and Floo from the British to the Spanish Ministry for a planning meeting then will be on site with the trolls on Friday and can return to England anytime on Saturday. They accept the assignment and return to their homes to pack. She packs business casual items and some less stuffy things to wear for casual dinners.

She’d worn a white collared shirt and black trousers under her robes. She changes her shoes, opting for the dragon-leather brogues from Pansy. Since she’s well ahead of schedule, she reviews her notes on previous case work she’d done with trolls, then Floos to the British Ministry and onward to the Spanish Ministerio in Barcelona. She arrives with 45 minutes to spare before the meeting so decides to check into her hotel. She’s delighted to find that it’s a Wizarding Hotel. That means they can Apparate directly to the trolls’ caves tomorrow. She pays the difference for an upgrade to a room with a balcony and deposits her bag in her room. The temperature is much warmer than England this time of year and she only needs a mild warming charm as she steps out onto the balcony to enjoy the view of the Balearic Sea. She watches boats passing, lost in her thoughts until her alarm rings signaling it’s time to leave for her meeting at the Ministerio. She spies Blake among the delegation members around the table and nods in greeting.

Draco arrives later, chatting with a few other delegation members. They smile at each other as he takes his seat. After the meeting she ducks out while he’s talking to a colleague, and she texts him that she’ll order room service and see him tomorrow. She declines Blake’s offer for dinner and dessert and ends her night curled up on the couch with a slice of chocolate cake and a novel.

FRI 09 FEB

The next day is a long one. Trolls were proud, venal creatures who needed to be approached with a lot of tact and equivocation. They only agreed to their own ideas, so you had to hint and coax, prodding them along until they saw reason. It didn’t help that they spoke in riddles, hiding their meanings in layers and layers of obfuscation and doublespeak. Furthermore, they took the slightest tonal change as a sign of disrespect or worse, aggression. What would take fifteen minutes with a staid, pragmatic centaur or even a proud, brash Redcap, took five hours with a Troll. And 62% more brain power. To make matters worse, Hermione had only picked at the rich, decadent food the trolls served and is positively ravenous when they return to their hotel to change out of their stuffy business wear before grabbing a bite to eat. Though her dragonhide shoes were comfortable even without cushioning charms, she wanted to get out of heels and into comfortable sneakers.

Yet again, she declines Blake’s invitation for dinner, citing prior plans.

“Ooh, hot date, huh? Raincheck?” He offers, co*cking an eyebrow.

“Blake-”

Draco, who’d been walking a few steps in front of them, cuts in. “How’s Astoria, Fischer?”

Chapter 67: DRACO - SALSA

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FRI 09 FEB

Git that he is, Fischer doesn’t even blanch. In fact, he expects Draco to commiserate with him. “Oh, you know how she is.” He chuckles.

“sh*t or get off the pot,” Draco deadpans.

“Why? Do you want her back?” Fischer smirks. “We can sh-”

Draco clears his throat. “I consider the Greengrasses personal friends. I’d do anything to protect their honor. Even Astoria’s.”

Fischer smirks then throws up his hands in mock surrender before turning his attention back to Hermione. “See you later, Hermione.” The git winks – winks! – before turning on his heels and walking away, joining a group of his colleagues a few feet away from them.

Hermione turns to him. “I was handling it, Draco.”

He shrugs.

She huffs. “I wasn’t going to do anything with him. I told Mrs. Greengrass it was over. I meant it.”

He gives her a soft smile. He didn’t doubt her, that’s not what this was. Did he like knowing she had a history with the bloke? No. But he’d been telling it true. Astoria was a lot of things, but she didn’t deserve to be played. “I know. You don’t do anything that violates the terms of a relationship. I remember.”

She smiles and averts her eyes as they resume walking toward the lifts.

He walks a few paces behind her, feeling the window of opportunity closing. “Would you want to… grab dinner with me?” He asks.

Her finger stops in mid-air, a breath away from the UP button. From his vantage he can see a frown on her face.

“Friends can share meals.” They shared a meal every Friday at Ronaldo’s.

She looks up at him, biting her lip as she considers his offer. His gaze flicks down to her lips and she stills.

He pushes the button for her. “I know a good Muggle place in the nearby Gothic quarter. Ziryab.”

A modest, little tapas place in the heart of Barcelona with Arab influences. One of his favorite restaurants in the city.

She nods. “Okay. I want to shower and change first.”

So did he. “I’ll meet you right here. Twenty minutes?”

She smiles. “Okay.”

He makes it back down to the lobby first and when she joins him, she’s in black jeans, and colorful Nike trainers. He sees a black jumper under her scarf and coat. Her hair is still in smooth waves, but she’s pulled it off her face into a ponytail.

He reaches for her hand. “Apparate with me.” He knows that statement from him has always been so loaded. He tries to keep his face blank when she looks up at him.

She steps closer to him and when she takes his hand, he Apparates them to an alley a few blocks over near a permanent outdoor art installation he knows she’ll like. She stops to inspect it, marveling at the scale of the enormous sculptures and the details of the sprawling murals. She snaps a few pictures on her mobile and gives him an appreciative look as she falls into step beside him.

When they arrive at Ziryab, he holds the door open for her to enter the restaurant ahead of him.

“Draco!” The owners (Dario and his wife, Zoraida) exclaim when he enters behind Hermione.

Dario scoops him into a hug and Zoraida kisses his cheeks.

“¿Quién es esta mujer, Draco?” Zoraida asks, pointing to Hermione. “Ella no es Narcissa.”

“Mi amiga, Hermione,” Draco replies. “Hermione, meet the owners.”

Hermione smiles as she shakes Dario’s hand. “Mucho gusto!”


Zoraida pulls her into a hug. “Ven, ven,” she says as she steers Hermione to Draco’s usual table.

Draco grabs two menus off the podium near the door and smiles at Dario.

“Ella es hermosa.” Dario winks. She’s beautiful. “¿Dijiste que ella es sólo una amiga?” He asks, unconvinced that he and Hermione are just friends.

“Sí, ella es mi amiga,” Draco replies, confirming that they are indeed friends.

“Hmm, agua que no puedes beber. Dario chuckles darkly.

He knew that saying. Water that he couldn’t drink.

“No es así.” It’s not like that.

Mierda. Nunca trajiste a una amiga aquí antes,” Dario says, calling bullsh*t since Draco had never brought a friend here before.

It was true. He hadn’t brought anyone here besides Narcissa. But he and Hermione were simply friends in town on business. He shrugs. “Darío, en serio. Ella es solo mi amiga. Estudiamos juntos en la universidad. Estamos aquí por negocios.” They were friends who went to school together and were here on business. Nothing more.

“Debería cobrarte el doble!” Dario exclaims with a grin. “Me has estado ocultando negocios,” he jokes, threatening to charge Draco double since he’d been keeping paying customers from him.

Draco laughs.

“Entonces, buen provecho,” Dario says, slapping him on the shoulder. Enjoy.

Zoraida squeezes his cheek and smiles when he passes her on the way to their table. He finds Hermione settled into the booth. Her coat and scarf are already hung on a peg near their table. He places his over hers and hands her a menu as he takes his seat. He casts his eyes over her as she reviews her menu. Her jumper is a soft off-the-shoulder number, and her tattoos are unglamoured. He smiles behind his menu. He hadn't seen them in a while. He’d gotten to know them quite intimately in Cauterets and spies a couple pieces she’s touched up, and areas where she’d refreshed the ink or added shading. There are a few new flowers and a small new piece near her left shoulder. A full moon flanked by a waxing and waning moon. The trelluna rune. An odd choice for her, he thinks.

She’s not a pessimistic person, per se, but the trelluna rune symbolized hope or faith and Hermione was as scientifically minded as they came. She tended not to peddle in hope or faith, preferring hard facts and observable phenomena instead. He remembered from Prep that Oracles and Diviners – those with the actual gift of Sight – invoked the symbol to ensure safe return of their soul and manna after readings. The centaurs placed the mark over their Seers’ sacred spaces. The trelluna rune was also the written marking for the wand movement that accompanied sacred vows like Unbreakable vows and marriage rites. None of these gelled with the image of Hermione he had in his mind.

The little rune taunts him as she asks his opinion about different items on the menu and what he liked to get when he came here. The little rune reminds him that despite their early morning and late-night conversations, he still knew very little about the witch across from him. They’d never quite broken that wall. Well, no time like the present.

After Zoraida leaves with their drink order – a bottle of Cava Brut, semisweet Spanish sparkling wine with a hint of citrus and minerality – he nudges Hermione’s foot under the table. “Hey, tell me about yourself.”

She smirks. “Is this ‘twenty questions’ again?” She raises her hand to signal for Zoraida, “Should we tell her we’ll ditch the glasses and just pass the bottle back and forth?”

He chuckles and pushes her hand down to the table, covering it with his own. “I’m serious, Hermione. Tell me about yourself. What was your childhood like?”

She meets his eyes. “Draco, you do this. You start things-”

Smirking, he cuts her off. “I’ll share too. Should I start?”

He notices the subtle sign of her chewing her lip. He tamps down the surge of heat that licks up his spine at the thought that she was as curious about him as he was about her. He removes his hand from hers and launches into the story of his childhood. Governesses and nannies and tutors. So many tutors. He tells her about learning to play the piano after failed attempts to grasp the complexities of the violin. He regales her with stories of growing up with the snakes, the earliest manifestations of his magic, learning to ride a broom, and besting Theo and Blaise at Quidditch. He paused only long enough to answer her questions, thank Zoraida for the wine, and order food for the both of them at Hermione’s insistence, making sure to include many of the dishes she’d seemed most interested in. “Anything else you wanted that I didn’t say?” He asks in Spanish.

She shakes her head.

She’s sharing about her childhood when Dario and Zoraida return with their food. She’d told him about her childhood and was now recounting what it was like to attend Gotham Preparatory Academy, the premier American Wizarding School, located in New York City.

She topped up her glass and refilled his as she caught up to present day. She urged him to share whatever he felt comfortable with about life during the Almost War and close out his story of Prep. She’d taken over when he’d faltered, allowing him to take a break and collect his thoughts while she shared. He shares and answers her questions then she takes the floor once again. Just as she’s catching them up to her decision to go to Harvard, Dario returns to clear their plates and take their dessert order. They’re out of flan, which Hermione really wants. To tide her over in the meantime, she settles for lugaimat, deep fried dough smothered in date syrup and sesame seeds. They also order a bottle of Rioja to send back to the gang at Ronaldo’s.

After dinner, they Apparate back to the Barrio Mágico. The area is a frisson of activity as witches and wizards spill out from restaurants and pubs and walk in groups along the sidewalks. They weave through the crowds as Hermione hunts for a place that serves flan.

“I know a place nearby...” Draco offers. “If you also fancy a nightcap.”

She smiles up at him. “What if we split up? You get us seats at your place then text me the name and I’ll meet you there after I find some flan.”

He points in the direction of the bar and starts walking. “Okay. It’s this way.”

“Great.” She glances in that direction, doing a double take when she notices a board in front of a place down the street with large block letters boasting they’d just updated their dessert menu.

She follows him closer and closer to the bar.

“I thought were we splitting up,” he jokes.

“I’m following a hunch,” she says, squinting to read the board.

“This is the place,” he says as she stops to read the sign.

“Hmm, Sentidos. The senses. That’s promising,” she says. Smirking up at him before returning to perusing the menu. “Ooh, and they have flan. Serendipity!” She exclaims, smiling up at him as she grabs his hand and pulls him inside.

They settle in at the bar and she orders them flan and a tarta de queso (burnt Basque cheesecake) to share. He orders two glasses of the hierbas ibicenas drink he wanted her to try. She enjoys the drink like he thought she would, and they order another round. They polish off the desserts listening to current chart toppers and reggaeton. He wonders if the song he’d listened to last time he was here would play when the DJ switches gears and starts playing a salsa song.

Hermione sways in her seat to the rhythm.

“¿Bailas salsa, Hermione?” He asks. Do you dance salsa, Hermione?

She smiles and responds in kind. “A veces.” Sometimes.

He extends his hand to her. “Shall we?”

She takes his hand, allowing him to lead her onto the dance floor. They dance to a few salsa songs until the DJ switches genres again. Too soon. They smile as they part and return to the bar. He’d missed having her in his arms.

“We should get back,” she says.

He settles the tab, and they walk back to the hotel, enjoying the crisp night air. They pass Fischer on the street, walking close with Astoria, looking at something on the screen of a weird device she holds between them.

Hermione walks right past them without a second glance but Fischer notices Draco noticing him.

The git’s eyes narrow when their eyes meet. “Hot date?” He echoes the words Draco had overheard earlier. Seething, Fischer glances between him and Hermione who’s a few paces ahead since she hadn’t broken her stride.

Draco glances at Astoria who blushes and averts her gaze, shoving the device into her purse. Oh. Not Astoria. Her hair is a similar shade of pale blond, but her facial features are softer. Kinder.

“Green’s not a good color on you, Fischer,” Hermione calls over her shoulder as she pulls the door open and walks inside, letting the door close behind her.

Poor Fischer’s face falls, and Draco can tell he’s reeling, unsure what him hardest - the dig about jealousy, or the demotion to his surname.

“That wasn’t a denial,” Fischer spits as Draco reaches for the door handle.

He pointedly ignores the git and lets the door close behind him, lengthening his stride to catch up to Hermione at the lifts.

“Ignore him,” Draco says as the lift door opens.

She smirks. “You ignore him.”

“I did.”

When they arrive at the door to her room, she turns and rests her back against it, looking up at him. “Tonight was fun, Draco. I don’t think it’s ever been just me and you like that. It was nice.”

He agrees. It was quite nice.

“Good night, Draco.” She smiles.

“Good night, Hermione,” he says, returning her smile. He steps back and waits until she’s inside her room to return to his.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
The idiom Dario references is “Agua que no has de beber, dejala correr.” If the water isn’t drinkable, let it run. I wanted something reminiscent of ‘water, water everywhere and not a drop to drink,’ from Halloween.

Chapter 68: HERMIONE - CLOSER

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CLOSER

The next week at the Lab is quiet. Things feel more comfortable with Draco. Settled. Hermione no longer feels like she’s walking on eggshells. She corrects his technique a few times and he challenges her ideas. They are no longer treating each other like fragile objects, like one toe out of line could break their tenuous peace. More than the heat and fire between them, she’d missed being comfortable around him and the ways he signaled he was comfortable around her too. It felt like they could get that back, and it gave her hope.

Hermione dearly needed hope. Every day without an update from Snape tested her patience and chiseled away at her resolve and the hope that she might be able to stay. She would be unable to support herself without a job. Her parents paid her tuition, and she could remain at Parkinson Manor for free, but she was on the hook for everything else. A University job was preferable because the schedule was more conducive for her grueling study schedule. If things didn’t shake out with Snape Lab, she could always T.A. additional Herbology courses. But that was her backup plan. She hadn’t even spoken to the Herbology Dean about it yet because going down that road felt like closing the door on the path she really wanted to follow. And she wouldn’t do that until she got a definitive answer from Snape. She placed a hand over her trelluna rune, her symbol for hope, and took a few deep breaths to steady herself.

WED 14 FEB

By Wednesday Hermione’s ready to cut loose. Luna’s birthday falls on Valentine’s Day so they’re celebrating double tonight. The gang planned to eat dinner at a hibachi restaurant that Luna wanted to try. Afterward, they’ll catch a set at the Roxy.

Snape’s Scheduler shows that he’ll be away from the Lab all day with back-to-back classes and Faculty meetings. Neville convinces her and Draco to skive off and forage with him for a bouquet of winter flowers for Luna and a matching corsage for himself.

Hermione suggests they go to the incredibly biodiverse Stabbursdalen National Park and Pine Forestin northern Norway. Stabbursdalen is a taiga - a subarctic, coniferous forest, replete with spruce and pine trees and other plants that bloom in the winter. They bundle up and a set of Hermione’s illegal Portkeys.

There are a number of winter flowers blooming throughout the Park including wild pansies, winter jasmine, Christmas roses and snowdrops – striking white flowers that look like lightbulbs. The flowers have three white petals that droop like drops of milk. The flowers only bloom for two days and they get to witness a few pop open as they walk through the thicket picking them. There are also skunk cabbages, thermogenic plants that melt through snowdrifts using the heat they produce. Whilst other plants remained buried under a layer of snow, they capitalize on their advantage amidst the wintry chill, using their heat to lure in bees and pollinators. The insects feast on the skunk cabbages’ sugars and spread their pollen as they fly away.

Their trio stumbles upon a copse of winter apple trees. Hermione consults her almanac under a strong translatuscharm to ensure the apples are currently ripe and safe for consumption. They all chuckle at the memory of their prior moon apple mishap, though they agree that their friends might actually enjoy the high in a controlled environment. Later, they walk through a dense thicket of pine trees, picking cloudberries and snowberries which grow in the acidic soil. While Neville collects flowers for Luna, Hermione points out flowers with interesting histories or properties that she thinks Narcissa would like. Draco combines them into a bouquet for Mother.

Draco and Hermione help Neville arrange his bouquet then the trio Apparate to the Zone av Magisk in the Norwegian capital, Oslo, and grab a late lunch at a restaurant near the Ministry. They order pints of local lager and a few dishes to share: smørrebrød (thick slices of rye bread, toasted, buttered, and topped with smoked local fish), fårikål (stew made with lamb, cabbage, and onions), pickled herring, and pork dumplings. Neville leaves to Floo back to England via the Ministry while she and Draco walk around the Magical Zone. They duck into a toasty, little wizard café when it starts to snow. They settle in at a little table near the fireplace, sipping hot chocolate, passing the afternoon away talking about everything and nothing while the squall slowly passes.

Back home, Hermione showers and slicks her hair back into a ponytail, opting to have her hair off her face and neck since the Roxy tends to be packed and overheated. She selects a pink mini dress in the spirit of the day. A rose-pink, long-sleeved dress with a boat neck and a fitted bodice that skims her curves and flares softly from the hips. She dons thick pearlescent tights and chunky-heeled black knee-high platform boots from Pansy’s closet. She finishes the look with a long black wool coat and her beaded crossbody bag charmed into the shape of a pink love heart.

The Hibachi restaurant is decorated with Valentine’s Day decorations – banners, streamers, love hearts, cupids – and a little band is set up in one corner playing softly over the din of conversation. The rest of the ladies are also in shades of red or pink. Theo and Blaise joke that they’re also on theme.

“Our red’s just not visible,” Blaise teases.

“Yet.” Theo adds.

A hint of a blush pinkens Harry’s cheeks.

Pansy rolls her eyes but can’t fight the smile on her face.

The gang spends the night requesting violin and guitar covers of popular songs. They all giggle when some of the other patrons catch on and follow suit. The teppanyaki chef puts on his customary show and they order entrées and a few sushi rolls to share. After dinner and saké, they catch the live set at the Roxy. A new wizard band from France is playing tonight. Hermione spots Astoria and Fischer huddled close together by the bar on her way to the restroom and gives them a wide berth, hoping they don’t spot her. She returns to her friends and gets lost in the music, passing a few sets letting the music wash over her. The snakes had split off into couples – some dancing together on the dance floor while others sit at the bar or canoodling at shadowy tables. As the night progressed Hermione had gotten closer to the stage, Draco not too far behind her. They’re swaying to the music. Not touching, not dancing, just swaying. It’s nice. His scent and warmth surround her as they remark on each song, a new favorite to add to their playlist, or a song they don’t get, and that one song they’d chuckled about. A particularly tongue-in-cheek song sung in a mix of French and gibberish with the singer boasting about singing nonsense since no one pays attention to the lyrics anyway.

The group next to them gets rowdier and rowdier the drunker they get. Soon they go from bad to worse and someone jostles into them. Draco’s palm is flat against Hermione’s tummy as he pulls her into his firm, warm body to shield her while he gets elbowed by the obnoxiously drunk wizard whose friends finally take notice and carry him off.

“Sorry about him,” one of drunk guy’s friends says as he helps steer him away with a tight-lipped smile. “He just got dumped,” he explains.

“It’s fine, mate,” Draco says.

Hermione places her hand over his. “Are you okay?” She asks him over her shoulder.

“Yes, I’m fine,” Draco whispers in her ear before dropping his hand.

They remain close, swaying and whispering until the band finish their set. When the DJ announces they’re switching to slow jams, they smirk at each other, shaking their heads as they leave the dance floor. They return to the bar and survey the club in search of their friends; all of whom are coupled up on the dance floor, dancing close to the first few notes of the ballad. Hermione catches Draco’s eye, and they chuckle at the sight before agreeing to call it a night.

She accepts Draco’s offer to walk her to the Apparition Point. They collect their coats from coat check and are nearing the Point when she notices that Fortescue’s is still open. “Wow, I didn’t know he stayed open so late!”

“He keeps extended hours on Valentine’s Day.” Draco smiles. “I wonder what he did this year?”

Hermione’s eyes widen in delight. “He does Valentine’s Day specials?”

Draco’s smile widens. “He does all sorts of holiday specials. Mother and Father returned home on Halloween with a pint of pumpkin pie ice cream with walnuts and caramel. I was told there were tiny fire-breathing jack-o-lanterns that danced around the rim of their serving dish toasting the walnuts and little frogs that burped caramel onto the ice cream. This Christmas he debuted his ‘candy cane blizzard’ flavor. I’ll let your mind go wild with what that entailed.”

She squeals and grabs his hand to pull him along behind her. “Let’s see what he’s got left. I didn’t get any dessert. Biscotti and fortune cookies don’t count!” She grins.

He chuckles softly and allows her to lead him up the steps and into the shop.

“Hello, my dears,” Florian cheers as the door closes softly behind them. “What can I get you tonight?”

They review the little sign listing the day’s special creations. Hermione orders a small bowl of the safest option, a ‘Lovebird Special,’ which doesn’t have half of the pomp or promises of the other dishes. She shudders at the description of the ‘True Love’s Kiss.’ Strawberry ice cream laced with a love potion. The far tamer ‘Lovebird Special’ is a bowl of vanilla ice cream with chocolate caramel swirls topped with cherries and two little pink birds perched on the rim who’ll warble duets as they stare lovingly into each other’s eyes.

“Did you see anything you wanted?” She asks as she looks up at Draco. “My treat!”

He smiles and tells Florian to make it a medium. “We’ll share.”

After she pays, they walk toward a booth near the back of the shop to wait for their creation. They sit on the same side of the booth, and she smiles up at him as he settles in beside her. They’re the only patrons in the shop and they have a clear view out of the front windows. They sit in pleasant silence for a while, watching couples walk along the street. They sit close but not touching.

Shifting in his seat to face her, Draco breaks the amicable silence to tell her that as a friend he’d like to compliment her dress.

“As a friend, I accept.” She smiles, feeling her cheeks heat. “What’s the compliment?”

Draco chuckles. “You look beautiful tonight, Hermione.”

She smiles softly. “Thank you, Draco. You look…” She pauses to take him in. “Dashing.” So dashing.

He wore crisp gray trousers and a dark gray knit jumper with flecks of red and pink. She’d wanted to touch his sweater all night, to feel the thick ridges of the diamond and herringbone knit patterns against her fingers. She reaches her hand out to touch but catches herself when her own words from Cauterets echo in her brain. If he couldn’t touch her… she pulls her hand back in, placing it on the table instead. She can feel the heat of a blush rising up her cheeks.

His eyes track the movement, and smiling, he takes her hand and places it on his shoulder.

Hermione runs her fingers down his arm. “Much softer than I imagined. Though everything about you usually is.”

His eyes flash and he grins. “Not everything, I hope.”

She blinks, blush intensifying. Before she can respond, Florian materializes and sets their ice cream down on the table along with two spoons and a flourish. “Enjoy!”

She giggles as he hovers a dollop of whipped cream on top before returning to the front of the shop. She pets the birds who trill under her fingertips and begin to warble softly. “Thanks for not giving me sh*t. I know some of the other specials were more exciting, but vanilla really is the best sometimes.”

He hums in agreement, but his expression is unreadable. Nothing like the one from that photo in the Prophet the last time he was here. She wonders what he’s thinking.

They share the dessert in comfortable silence, watching the lovebirds sway and warble. Hermione begins to pet them again. Their songs peter off as they begin to purr contentedly under her attention. Nestling against each other their song quietens to silence as they begin to doze.

Draco chuckles. “Where’d you stay in Albania?” There’s a slight blush on his cheeks and when she meets his eyes, he blinks away.

“Did you drink it?” She asks, popping another spoonful of ice cream into her mouth.

She’d never admitted to herself how much she had hoped he would try it… and like it.

He nods slowly then smiles softly as he reaches across the table and swipes a dribble of melted ice cream from the corner of her lips.

“I was saving that for later.” She smiles and sets her elbow on the table. She places her chin on her palm and leans closer to him. “Did you like it?” Absently she starts scraping her thumbnail against her tooth.

His eyes track the motion and when he reaches out to stop her, his finger grazes softly against her lips.

She smiles.

“I did. A little bitter but the licorice was nice. And it didn’t burn too much on the way down.”

“Good. I had some pretty strong stuff at lunch the next day and it cleared out my sinuses.”

He chuckles. “Where were you?”

“Lalzit. A little beach town across the sea from where I’d stayed in Italy.”

They’ve never done this face to face before. Always by moonlight, on the phone, with the waves and thousands of miles between them. This was nice.

He hums. “Hmm… Torre something.”

She chuckles. “Yeah, Torre something,” she chides. “Torre San Giovanni.”

He smirks.

She thought back to Torre San Giovani, how good talking on the phone with him had felt. How she’d begun to look forward to their late-night conversations. She’d missed them. Although they bickered incessantly in the lab, it never led to hard feelings. But their conversations outside of the lab, especially the ones about them, had the potential to become fraught. They were on a hairpin trigger. The terrain was littered with mines that could blow at the slightest pressure. He’d helped them take the first step in Spain in the little tapas bar over candlelight and wine, talking about their childhood, their past. If they were going to secure their future, if they were truly going to become friends, they had to clear the mines.

She takes a fortifying deep breath. “Draco… about Cauterets… I wanted to say that I get how wrong it was for me to take a call from another guy while literally in your arms. I thought I was doing the right thing by being frank and open about things but that doesn’t make it any less insensitive... I can admit that now. It was never my intention to hurt you. I apologized for pushing us to finish the conversation, but I never apologized for the way I treated you when it came to Viktor… And that night with Seamus.”

She meets his gaze and its deep and… searching.

She forges ahead. “I don’t mean to… bring that all back up but-” She shakes her head. They couldn’t rehash things. They couldn’t reopen old wounds. Their time in Norway earlier and then later at the Roxy had been so nice and sweet. She shouldn’t ruin it by trying to re-adjudicate the past. She would just apologize. Apologize.

She places her hand over his on the table and gives a light squeeze. “I’m sorry.”

He places his other hand over hers and squeezes back. “Thank you, Hermione.” He gives her a soft smile. “I know I didn’t handle that conversation the best, but I’m glad we’ve found a way to move forward.”

They talk until Florian tells them he’s closing for the night and vanishes the birds and their empty dish and cutlery. They smile sheepishly at him and bundle back up against the winter chill. As promised, Draco walks her to the Apparition Point. She’s turning to bid him ‘good night,’ when he puts his hands in the pocket of his wool coat and his eyes widen.

“Wait, before you go.” He removes his hand to reveal something in his palm. “I have something for you.” He mutters an Autus charm to enlarge the item and she watches it expand into a large, wintry flower.

She gasps. “It’s beautiful!” It has a long, light green stem dotted with thorns and thick leaves. The bloom takes her breath away. She smiles up at him and thanks him for the flower as he hands it to her. She steps nearer to him, positioning the bloom to catch the beam of light from the nearby streetlamp so she can inspect it closer. The petals are an almost translucent white until they catch the light which reveals that each petal has an intricate crystalline pattern, like snowflakes. “Amazing,” she whispers reverently, as she and Draco inspect it.

He reaches out and grasps her wrist to still her hand so he can take a closer look. “Mother said it has a few names: ‘Ice vine;’ ‘Nivedia;’ ‘Winter rose’.” He tells her more about the provenance of the flower. His great-grandparents – amateur Geologists who explored the Arctic Circle – were members of the Wizarding group that created the secret wizarding version of the Svalbard global seed vault. “The Manor greenhouse has the only Nivedia plant that grows outside of its native tundra.” He smiles down at her and releases her hand. “This is Narcissa’s token of appreciation for the winter bouquet.”

“Narcissa always gives the best flowers.”

Draco smiles warmly. “She said the same about you.”

Hermione smiles. “She did?”

He tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. His fingers are warm and soft. “She did. I brought the bouquet home today and she said, ‘Miss Granger?’ She knew.”

She giggles. “Well, thank you. Both of you.”

He smiles as he steps back from her. “I’ll make sure to relay your thanks. Good night, Hermione,” he says before Apparating away.

THU 15 FEB

The next night during movie night, they meet in the middle of the couch. Hermione crosses her legs under her and Draco scootches in closer until one of her legs is propped up on his thigh. He rests his forearm on her thigh, and she enjoys his warmth and closeness. After the movie they stay close, talking for an hour until his phone buzzes and he says he has to take the call. She feels a pang of… something at him taking a late-night call but they are friends. Friends.

When he returns, he says his father’s summoned him to Luxembourg a day earlier than he’d planned in order to attend an early morning meeting.

“Ok, time to get your beauty rest. You’ll need it if you’re going to take over the world, Brain” she jokes as she stands to walk him to the Floo.

He chuckles.

She smiles as they approach the Floo. “Good night, Draco.”

His eyes flick down to her sock-covered feet. That muscle ticks in his jaw and a small frisson of excitement tingles through her. He hadn’t asked. Weeks had passed and he hadn’t asked.

She looks up at him, nearly missing the flash of heat in his gaze. His eyes were truly the window into his mind. Occluding always dampened his eyes with a creeping, dulling darkness that slithered in from the edges, sucking all the light from them like a Dementor’s kiss. She hated seeing his eyes like this. Hated seeing the light and joy leeched from his face, leaving behind a cool, indifferent mask. She preferred when his eyes were so bright and intense that they were almost ethereal. Interest enlivened them. His pupils exploded and the heat surged out from them, carrying brilliance to the shadows, making the darkness shine. Her mind and body had learned to lock onto that beacon and let it pull her in. Despite their recent frost, she still reacted to the stimulus on an atomic level. It was beyond her control. So, when that tiny spark flickers behind his eyes, the words are out before she can swallow them. “You haven’t asked.”

“Hermione.”

“What? I’m not the one with the foot fetish,” she teases.

“It’s not a fetish. I never sucked your toes, did I?”

She giggles. “I would have let you.”

There’s that glimmer again. Blink and you’d miss it.

“What color?”

The pearly, translucent white of petals under lamplight. She smiles. “Nivedia.” The dazzling flower – and the warmth of his fingers – had been fresh on her mind when she’d woken a few minutes before her alarm.

He smiles as he calls out for Malfoy Manor. “Good night, Hermione.”

FRI 16 FEB

On Friday, Hermione sleeps in until mid-morning then attends her ski lesson. During dinner, Draco texts the group chat that he’s out on business in Luxembourg. Blaise and Theo exchange looks. “Davos.” They say in unison.

“He’s nerding out about money and geopolitics right now. The swot.” Theo scoffs. “Weeks ago, he had the nerve to invite me as if I wouldn’t rather gnaw off my own foot!”

They all chuckle.

Hermione decides to text him later when she’s at her desk grading papers.

How’s Davos?

His response comes an hour later, when she’s in bed reading a new mystery novel. Fine. It helps Father and I with our investment strategies to know which way the wind is turning.

Apparently, it’s a lot of rich people talking to each other about tax havens, extinction events, climate change and all the other things they deny are real or matter in the Muggle press. Do you enjoy these kinds of things?

Yes. Not as much as Potioneering, but it scratches a different itch.

I get that.

And what does one eat in Luxembourg? She asks, getting to the heart of the matter.

Continental breakfast with fresh pastries. A lot of meat, potatoes, and fish. Good wine and better chocolate. Where are you?

My room. Why?

She’s startled when a nondescript, waxy, brown bag clunks down on her desk. She gets out of bed, pads over and hazards a look inside the little brown bag. Inside she finds… chocolates.

Draco! A brown bag full of “chocolate” just thunked down on my desk scaring me half to death! There’s no description. These could be Redcap chocolates for all I know. The horror! I think they’ve stepped up their tactics. I’ll have to turn these over to the Ministry for investigation!! :)

Seconds later her phone is buzzing with his call. She giggles as she picks up.

“Don’t do that, Hermione. Eat them. I can vouch for them,” he jokes.

She huffs in mock exasperation. “Fine. Tell me what each one is. You know I can take or leave chocolate. I think the best thing about chocolate is the smell. It’s either too sweet or too bitter-”

He huffs, cutting her off. “Because you only know sh*te American chocolate. This is the good stuff… Look for the square one. It’s semisweet dark chocolate stuffed with raisin pâté and almonds.”

She takes a bite. “Ooh, I like this one!”

“There’s one with cherry inside. It’s stuffed with the liquor and mash of the sweet, dark Amarena cherry from Italy.”

She bites into the cherry truffle and groans as the bite of liquor gives way to the sweet bouquet of cherry and deep, silky chocolate. “Oh, that one is delicious. Send more of those please.”

He chuckles. “Didn’t know you liked cherries so much, Hermione.”

She giggles. “Me neither.”

“I’ll get more tomorrow.”

“Perfect! And what’s this one with the cashew on top?”

They go through the rest of the chocolates in similar fashion.

“What time is it where you are?” She asks.

“Half eleven,” he replies.

She glances down at the time on her phone screen: 22:30 PM. “You’re one hour ahead.”

He hums in response.

“I’ve got to get back to grading papers. Thanks for the chocolates, Draco.”

“Anytime, Hermione.”

SUN 18 FEB

Sunday, after she finally finishes grading papers and the reading and assignments for her own courses, Hermione goes over to Theo’s for their cooking lesson. They make lasagna from scratch, and she tells Theo she wants to try to make apple pie for dessert.

“Apple pie is Daphne’s favorite,” he says with a soft smile.

“Really?” Her eyes widen as an idea forms. “Have her join us then!” She exclaims.

He sends a Patronus to Daphne and she joins them when they’re in the middle of forming the dough. They finish the pie with a cinnamon crumble on top and let it cool before cutting into it.

“Delicious!” Daphne exclaims, and Hermione agrees.

Theo slices the pie and prepares the samples for Narcissa and Draco. He gives Hermione that look, and she shakes her head. She’s fine.

MON 19 FEB

On Monday, she arrives at the lab while Draco’s away from his desk. There’s a box of chocolates from Luxembourg on top of her stack of lab journals. Inside are a dozen of the chocolates she’d liked the most, including the cherry truffles. Floating above the box is one of her post-it notes that he’s charmed into a little red cone, like the hats worn by Redcaps. She giggles and snatches it down. She smooths it out, writes ‘Thank you!’ on it, and charms it to hover over his desk.

Chapter 69: DRACO - EPPUR SI MUOVE

Notes:

“Amour, toux et fumée en secret ne sont demeurés.” - French proverb
Love, smoke and cough are hard to hide.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

THU 22 FEB – WED 28 FEB

On Thursday afternoon, Draco and Hermione are called into a meeting in Snape’s office. He informs them of the request for them to join the Vampire Delegation in Rome. Rooms have been booked for them in a Wizarding Hotel near the Ministero in the Zona Magica in Trevi. They have a few hours before the kickoff meeting at the Ministero in which to review the meager available data and compile a progress report about their vampire potion, “and the glacial pace of progress,” Snape seethes. “Thrilling.”

It wasn’t like vampires consumed blood or anything. Which made it almost impossible to collect usable data from their own blood, urine, or saliva that would help figure out what was wrong with them, and not a residual marker from the beings whose blood they consumed. That the Campo vampires were all afflicted with the same ailment was a start but finding the thread was like finding a needle in a haystack. And there was a spell for that! Unlike this search, which required more time and patience from the Wizengamot – rare traits they did not possess. They agree to divide and conquer. Hermione takes a first crack at the report while Draco returns to Malfoy Manor to pack then when Draco returns to the Lab, he flushes out the report and proofreads while Hermione returns to Parkinson Manor to pack.

By the time they present Snape the fifth version of the report that they’d updated to meet his frustratingly vague demands, they’re left with a scant thirty minutes to Floo to the British Ministry then on to Trevi to check into their hotel before the meeting. The Ministry bureaucrats are all agog to share “helpful” suggestions and angles of attack for the potion. He watches Hermione gnaw on the eraser of her pencil. Not that he’d ever admit to nicking them, but he’d never seen bitemarks on any of the black pencils she used in the lab. This entirely new fidget was undoubtedly spawned by her need to bite her tongue as much as he was, bucking against the bonds of his very nature not to quip, “Yes, zinthor root, how delightfully fourth year. Ah, milk of nequitia? Yes, if we wanted the poor vamps to puke up a kidney. Oh, and who could forget nimirium? The root that shrieked bloody murder when it was pulled from the ground by its thorny stem. Not to mention its jagged leaves that positively screamed, ‘pick me.’ Never mind that if not handled more assiduously than a paper-winged heebus, it gave off an odor fouler than if an asafoetida shat out mortifera. But yes, if one wanted to blast the eyebrows off Count Dracula, one knew who to call.” One would think the witches and wizards around this table had a vendetta against the vampires, with the way they slung pitch after pitch of the most creative ways to kill them.

So, he bit his tongue. And she bit her pencil. Someone really should give that witch something to help sublimate the urge to bite her nails… and her pencils. Draco tuts, nudging her.

Hermione lets out a quiet groan before dropping her hands to her lap. “Thanks Fischer,” she grits out through bright smile some twenty unending minutes later when the git adds his utterly unusable suggestion to the dung heap. Springstar. Ipheion uniflorium. A plant in the same Amaryllidaceae family as garlic. Concerning given the geezer’s mandate. But he really was better with the quadrupedal and befeathered beings.

Draco plucks the pencil from betwixt her fingers lest the witch should snap it in twain. Much as it would distract from the current tedium, it would be positively droll to have to pick pencil shavings from the git’s eye jelly. Since outright violence is a hard limit for him, Draco clears his throat, cutting off Quentin Fauntleroy and what was sure to be his fifth jejune and half-baked opinion. Five too many offerings from a wizard who’d received a ‘T’ on his Herbology OWLs. “We’ll take all of your suggestions into consideration. Thank you for your patience and collegiality.” He stands, signaling to all and sundry that he was done dodging the sh*te they were slinging.

Hermione follows suit. “Can we do dinner tomorrow instead?” She asks as they approach the lifts. “I don’t want to talk to another person besides the room service elf until 9am. That was brutal.”

He chuckles and agrees.

“I want full credit on the publication if my idea pans out,” Fischer says to Hermione in the lift by way of flirting.

She chuckles. “We’ll make you first author.”

“Perfect,” he says as the lift comes to a halt at the lobby.

She scoffs. “If we were trying to kill them,” she grumbles behind Draco as they follow the crush of people into the crisp night air.

“Are you cold?” He asks.

“No, let’s walk,” she says, breaking her vow of silence as they chat about Nebula, the novel he’d recently lent to her by Antoni Domenico.

Draco had recently gotten Father’s blessing to invest in a wizard publishing startup, Sero Press. Narcissa had even invested some funds from the Black vaults into Sero after sharing the prospectus with her solicitor. Narcissa was the sole survivor of the Black clan and hadn’t withdrawn a dime of the Black Family funds since her marriage to Lucius. The solicitor was the Black Estate’s only expense since the Malfoy Estate had absorbed the cost of the upkeep of the vast network of the Black Estate’s properties. Narcissa engaged the services of the law firm Ostrom & Ostrom and she and her solicitor, Marie Ostrom, ran the Estate with shrewd precision. They only made lucrative investments. Ostrom was confident enough in her business acumen and research to hold positions long enough to see them through peaks and valleys and beat their return projections year after year. So, their investment in his first personal business venture was a vote of confidence that he greatly appreciated. Nebula would be the first novel published under the Science and Letters imprint of Zero Press. He’d shared an advance copy with Hermione because it seemed right up her alley.

“It’s truly astounding how much research Domenico did about space travel before writing this book,” Hermione gushes. “It really shows! Wizard-folk are so spoiled with magic, but they’re trapped on earth. At least Muggles have space programs. In fact, if there isn’t actually a top-secret Magical Space Program, I’ll be deeply disappointed. Especially since it seems like space travel and the threat of nuclear holocaust may be the only two cases where the majority of wizard-kind would support breaking the Vow of Secrecy. This novel better make a case for that, Draco, or I’ll be cross with you.”

He chuckles. That’s not where the book was headed, and he was on tenterhooks awaiting her review of the ending.

“I’m actually quite dreading the room service wait time. What’s the fastest way to get some pizza into me?” She asks.

“There’s a place up ahead,” he says, pointing to a little express pizzeria that sold pies andare, to-go. He orders a small pie with prosciutto and mushrooms.

She orders a margherita pizza and two bottles of Tipopils.

Whatever that was.

He quirks a brow when she hands him a bottle outside of the door to her room. He scans the label and is surprised to find it’s an Italian Pilsner. “You don’t like beer.”

She smiles. “I can tolerate a Pilsner every now and then. This one is at the top of my list. The very first Italian Pilsner. Try it.”

He liked it.

Friday evening, they Apparate from Campo Marzio back to the hotel to shower, change and eat. When they meet in the lobby, he Apparates them to a little Muggle place near the Fountain.

They’re settled into their table, perusing the menus when Hermione signals for his attention. “Hey, where are, um...” She snaps her fingers and squeezes her eyes shut, jogging her memory. “Alessandro and Francesca?”

He frowns in confusion. “Who?”

“The owners,” she volleys, giggling.

“Ah…” He chuckles and plays along. “Vacation. First one in years, actually.”

“Ooh,” she says, leaning in with her interest. “Where’d they go?”

“Torre something.”

She laughs as the waitress comes to take their order.

He orders them a bottle of Cortese di Gavi – a deep, dry, minerally white wine made from the Cortese grape that finishes with a hint of citrus and almond. They eat fresh, crusty bread with olive oil and herbs, a goat cheese salad, clams and swordfish in lemon sauce, and pappa al pomodoro – day old bread dissolved in tomato soup topped with broiled mozzarella and shaved parmesan. They send through Zabini grappa and almond semifreddo with caramelized apples and vanilla gelato for the gang back at Ronaldo’s. For their dessert, they share tiramisu and panna cotta with caramel sauce.

The highlight of dinner for him is the conversation. In Spain they’d talked about the past. In Rome they talk about the present. They share their experience of undergrad so far, how they’d settled on their majors and Masteries, and what they loved and hated most about their respective universities. They also talk about travel and even discuss their parents, their marriages, and what they’ve learned about love and life at their feet. They scroll through the camera rolls on their mobiles to find baby pictures to share with each other.

“Do you… do you want kids, Hermione?” He asks, aware he’s pushing this further than he’d intended, but the vision of her swaddling a little blond baby with curly hair and expressive gray eyes popped into his brain unbidden and he’d only half-heartedly batted it away.

She bites her lip. “Someday?” She chuckles self-consciously. “I feel like that’s my answer for everything about the future. Do I want children? Someday. When I’m able to raise them. I’ve never even had a pet. I think I should keep a dog or cat alive first before I attempt a baby.” She snorts. “What about you?”

A month ago, he’d asked a certain witch to stay in a certain foreign country to be with him and when she’d asked what that would look like, he hadn’t had a coherent answer. So, yes, recently, he’d given this a lot of bloody thought. He nods. “Yes. I do. But the math is a bit different for me, obviously. I don’t have to carry the children or birth them or wake up to feed them from my chest. And there will be nannies and tutors. My wife will have all the support she wants, from me, the elves, our staff. Whatever she needs. And I don’t want to raise our children in the traditional way. I want to be involved from day one, not step in when they turn eight.”

“That’s admirable. Babies mean sleepless nights and early mornings. Would you cut down your time with the Estate? If you’re Potioneering at that time, would you step back?”

“That would be a conversation, yes. It will give the lawyers and solicitors a chance to work for their retainer fees for a change.” He chuckles.

They continue to talk and joke until he truly presses his luck. “It’s been a while since I’ve seen any blind items about Krum and his mystery woman,” he chides. It’s true. The stories and images in the Society page about Krum and various witches continued at a steady clip but blind items about him and Hermione were curiously absent.

Her gaze is dulled when she meets his eyes. “Octopus,” she says softly.

He promptly changes the subject. They slowly recover their easy rapport and by the time they’ve swiped the last of the gelato from the bowl, her gaze is clear and bright again. He asks her if she wants a nightcap.

She nods and says she wants to do something she wouldn’t ordinarily do. “What do you usually do when you’re here on business?”

“Sometimes I go to the Zabini Estate, get a home cooked meal. Blaise often joins me. If I stay in Milan – where the Italian Economic Ministry is – I’ll stay at the little Malfoy flat there and Remi will join me. If not, I’ll go to a restaurant, then maybe a pub or a cigar bar for whiskey and cigars.”

Her eyes light up. “Ooh, take me to one of those!”

He co*cks his head and wrinkles his nose. “Are you sure?”

“When in Rome.” She giggles.

He rolls his eyes. “Hermione, really?”

She looks up at him. “Yes!”

He gives her a small smile. “Fine, there’s a great one not far from here.”

They take in the sights and sounds of Trevi by night as they fall in with the throngs of other tourists. They stop so Hermione can admire the Fountain, which is all lit up. He asks her if she wants a picture in front of it.

“Sure.” She smiles and hands him her mobile.

He takes a couple pictures so that she has options. He’s handing it back to her when a woman walking by asks him in a thick German accent if he wants to be in the picture too. In more ways than one. He shakes his head.

The woman insists, gesturing for him to hand over the device.

He looks to Hermione for help but like the little American turncoat swipes her mobile from his palm and smirking, slips it into her coat pocket.

She nudges him toward the woman, teasing him as she steps closer to the fountain, “Give her your phone, Malfoy.”

He smirks at her before fishing it out of his trouser pocket and hands it over to the woman, giving her his most charming smile when she pats his cheek. He walks back to Hermione who pulls him in close.

As they pose, Hermione turns and looks up at him, grinning. “Say cheese!”

Another Muggle expression they’d once bickered about. He’d argued that by her logic saying,

‘Wheeze,’ put the mouth in the natural smile formulation. Or ‘Willies!’ That suggestion had not gone over well.

He looks down at her, smiling, then back at the woman after the first spark of the camera flash catches him off guard.

“Willies!” He says, less sarcastically than he’d ever admit.

There are a few more flashes as the woman snaps several pictures. “Finito!” She exclaims in her best attempt at an Italian accent. She winks at Draco as he retrieves his mobile from her grasp and thanks her. Hermione’s behind him, reaching for it to see the pictures but the woman covers the screen with her hand and shakes her head. “Later.”

Hermione smirks at him and pulls back her hand.

He slips the phone into his trouser pocket.

The woman reaches out and pats his cheek again and whispers something in his ear low enough for only him to hear, “Alte Liebe rostet nicht.”

He frowns in confusion, having no idea what she’s just said. He thinks he hears ‘liebe’ which everyone knows means ‘love,’ but none of the other words are familiar.

What about love?

She smiles at them both before returning to her partner and walking away with him arm-in-arm.

Hermione smirks up at him and rolls her eyes.

The woman’s whispered words are front of mind as he falls into step beside her. Pansy spoke at least seven languages at last count and was working toward a Runology Mastery. When he’d asked her about it, she’d confirmed that the trelluna rune was a symbol for hope and the other things he already knew. She’d informed him that it was a symbol of the continuum of life, death, and the pervading soul. The rune also served as a memento mori, a runic reminder to take bold action despite the unbeatable odds of death.

“Why would she need that?” He’d muttered softly to himself.

“Hmm?” Pansy had asked, a soft, knowing smile on her face.

Nothing,” he’d grumbled, before changing the subject.

As he and Hermione walk to the cigar bar, he vows to ask Pansy if she knew what the woman had said. Something like ‘alt-eh lee-buh ross-tet nicked.’ Although, her German skills might suit. She was rusty but they weren’t traipsing through a German forest picking happy apples. He just needed a few words translated. The stakes were very low. He clears his throat. “Hermione, how are you feeling about your German skills tonight?”

She smirks. “I’ve been practicing and besides, ich habe heute abend de flüssiges selbstvertrauen. Meine fähigkeiten sind unübertroffen!”

He co*cks an eyebrow at her. “Is that a yes?”

Her smirk widens into a grin. “I said I have liquid confidence. Tonight, my skills are second to none!”

He smiles and rolls his eyes. “Do you think you could tell me what a particular phrase means?”

She nods.

He repeats the phrase the German woman said as best as he can.

She has him repeat it again slowly, before nodding her head in recognition. “Where’d you hear that?”

He shrugs. “Weird channel at the hotel.”

She quirks a brow at him but mercifully explains the meaning. “It’s an expression that translates to ‘old love never rusts,’ but they use it to mean ‘an old flame never dies.’ It’s like…” She waves her hand as she searches for the words, “The true love you have for someone never really goes away.”

His steps falter as her words hit him. He wonders what the woman could have possibly seen between them to warrant the phrase. He thought he’d tamped those feelings down, way down deep behind his walls. He was playing by her rules… for the most part. They were friends. She was gorgeous, fiery, smart, sexy (so sexy), and they were friends. Not just, not only, not with… friends.

And he was not in love with her. Not anymore.

Hearing her giggle somewhere in the distance, he glances up to find her a few yards ahead of him. He hadn’t realized he’d stopped walking entirely. He’s back by her side in six long strides.

“Some show, huh?” She jokes as she meets his eyes. “You know what, don’t recommend it to me. I don’t want to have a crisis like that in the middle of the street.” She giggles as he swats her shoulder.

They settle into the buttery leather seats at the cigar bar and Hermione lets him do all the talking. He orders a whiskey neat and a Toscano cigar for himself. For her, he orders a whiskey mint julep co*cktail and a sweet sigaro.

She smiles at the attendant, Luca, when he returns with their drinks and cigars. Draco translates for her as Luca prepares, cuts, and lights the cigars. He explains the notes of cocoa, pepper, cinnamon, and anise she should taste along with the tobacco “Don’t inhale,” he instructs as she brings the sigaro to her lips.

Her eyes widen first in concern… then soften with appreciation. She leans further back into her seat, getting comfortable as she takes a sip of her co*cktail, then a few more puffs.

The wrapper is sweet and should have the same hints of cocoa and cinnamon that are packed in the cigar, along with clove for the taste.

“Lick your lips,” he says, eyes locked on the flash of pink as she follows his command.

“Mm, clove.” Her lips quirk up into a smile. “What about yours?”

“This one’s not as sweet. It has some chocolate and espresso, but it’s more woody and earthy.”

“Hmm, I can smell the espresso.”

He extends it to her. “Do you want to try?”

She nods and takes it from him, placing hers between his fingers in exchange. She takes a few pulls before scrunching up her nose. “I prefer mine,” she says, giggling as she hands it back.

“Me too.” He gives her a lazy smile.

“Then why’d you get that one?”

“I like this one too.”

She rolls her eyes and leans back in her seat, taking a few more slow puffs of her sigaro and nursing her drink. “I can’t finish this,” she says after a while, offering him her sigaro. “Do you want to do this one instead?”

He nods, extinguishes his in the ashtray and takes hers from her hand.

She orders another drink and sips it, mesmerized by the plumes and eddies of his cigar smoke.

“What are you thinking about?” He asks.

She sets her half empty drink on the table and slides it over to him to finish as well. “Redcaps.” She smirks. “Neville and I are going back to get more Capsanguis this week. And we’re trying to figure out how to collect samples from their mead. If we can figure out what’s in it, we can report it to the Ministry. Then maybe we can work on an antidote and something to take ahead of time for planned encounters.”

Draco considers her quandary. “You could vanish the liquid into another container in your backpack-”

“That’s what we’re thinking too!” She interjects. “We even sourced this huge Dromedarian water bladder from a survival shop in Muggle London. The shopkeeper said only the most paranoid doomsday preppers buy Dromedarians. He wanted to know if we knew something he didn’t.”

They both chuckle.

“We’ve done all this prep but I’m still not good at unencapsulated liquid transfers. And even worse wandless. I just can’t wrap my mind around it. We don’t know if this thing has potency through the skin. Surely, we’ve touched a few drops, but we can’t be too careful until we know for sure. I’m good at self-contained liquid charms like Aguamenti, but not so great at transfers or fillers like Impleo or Expleo. I’d been working on them with Seamus, but…” She clears her throat. “I won’t be ready in time.”

“I can do it.”

He just can’t help himself.

Her eyes widen. “You can? Teach me!”

He orders two glasses of water from the attendant and a third empty glass. After glancing around to ensure the other patrons aren’t looking, he disillusions the glasses and casts a Silencing charm over their seating area. He tells her to demonstrate what she’s able to do.

Under her steady gaze, one of the full glasses of water shakes then stills. She huffs then sinks back in her seat.

“Hermione, sit up.”

She rolls her eyes and straightens her spine.

He walks her through his process. “Visualize filling the vessel. Don’t visualize where it is, just think about the liquid moving from one vessel to the other. Let the other details leave your mind.”

She takes a deep breath then tries his method. She closes her eyes and when she reopens them her focus is on the first full glass. Some of the water sloshes out of it, then stills. The other full glass shatters under her gaze and the water sloughs out onto the table.

He vanishes the spilled water and Reparos the broken glass. “Do you want to try again?”

She pouts and slumps back in her seat. “No,” she replies, crossing her arms over her chest.

Chuckling, he Finites his charms. “I’ll come with you.”

She perks up at that. “Yes! That would be so great, Draco!” She beams at him. “But you still have to teach me one day.”

He nods.

Swot.

He’s in bed after his shower when his mobile buzzes with a text from her.

Another fun night, Mr. Malfoy. Send pictures, please!

With a pang he’s reminded of the last time he sent her pictures from bed. He flicks through the Fountain pictures in reverse order. He settles on one in which their eyes are open with no pesky red-eye glare and they’re both smiling. He sends it to her and continues scrolling through the images until he reaches the very first picture the German woman had taken.

He stills.

In the photo he’s gazing down at her with a fond smile. He looks every bit like the lovesick sap he often felt in her presence. Seeing it reflected to him so clearly on film is… disorienting. He swipes out of the Photos app, ensures his alarms are set for the next morning, and sets the phone face down on the bedside table.

Friends.

In the coming days they plot their Redcap approach in their Foraging group chat. By Thursday, they’re confident in their plan for ‘Operation Camelback,’ and Draco’s skill (which he demonstrates again for Hermione, Neville and Snapein the Lab). They plan for Draco to ‘sip’ first. While the goblet is near his lips, he’ll actually be transferring the liquid to the bladder hidden and disillusioned in his extended backpack. When he lowers his goblet, Neville will raise his to his lips for a ‘sip,’ while Draco transfers the contents of his goblet, and finally Hermione. They will repeat the process for six or seven rounds until they have enough liquid to test. The Redcaps would probably be beside themselves with glee… and naked hunger! Once the bladder is full, they will surreptitiously pour the contents of any additional goblets onto the forest floor like they did last time.

THU 01 MAR

Thursday evening, their trio leaves movie night early to Portkey back to the Glen in Scotland. They meet the Redcaps on the same grassy knoll as last time. The clearing smells a bit better, likely owing to the absence of the mounds of those stinky fruits. When last they were here, he’d tried to get a good look at the fruits while Neville and Hermione had been escorted off to pick mushrooms with one of the chiefs. The fruits had looked like plums, replete with a stone pit in the middle. Between their rotten condition and the faint light of the moon, it had been hard to make out the color of the fruit, but Draco would guess they’d been some shade of green.

There are more Redcaps tonight. Many are dressed in little blood red robes with tall, stiff hats. A few introduce themselves as chiefs. Maybe wizard-kind didn’t give the Redcaps enough credit. There’d been a ton of fruit in this clearing that night. It served no one to judge nature by appearances alone. Some of the most beautiful flowers emitting the ghastliest smells and hid the deadliest compounds in their leaves. And the most delicious fruits like apples and cherries, hid the most noxious compounds in their seeds. Besides, fruits and their skins had been used in various applications since time immemorial. And the color of a fruit was a poor signal of the color of its dye. After all, avocadoes were green, but when crushed and heated, their seeds dyed fabrics pink. And the lovely pink Canaigre Dock plant dyed things grey. Maybe the little beasts harvested the green plums’ skins to dye their hats and robes and used the putrid flesh for... other purposes.

Lost in his thoughts, Draco had fallen behind the others. A little Chief nudges him along. He really puts his elbow and shoulder into it because although the beast barely cleared Draco’s knee, he packs a mean wallop. Draco’s calf rather smarts. He frowns down at the wee terror before hoofing it to catch up to the others. Forced to increase his speed as well, the little fellow waddles inelegantly behind him. Served the git right.

They’re ushered to sit on the same elevated log as last time and are once again plied with goblets of warm mead. Tonight, they are also given a plate of charred mushrooms, greens and meat under a spicy slaw. Draco spies some fleshy bits in there, likely where some of that stinky pear had gone. The slaw does nothing to hide the fruit’s putrescence. Maybe his theory had legs after all. They’d each gagged the first time the vile plate was placed under their noses. They pass it among themselves, their reactions just as visceral each time but they get better at suppressing it and swallowing the bile that coils up their throats. Finally, they pass it to the Redcap standing sentry near their log. To their surprise, he polishes off half the plate, smacking noisily on his bounty before one of his clansmen barrels over and nudges him. The little fellow gestures to their trio before snatching the plate away from the sentry and handing back to Draco. He stifles a groan as he picks at it unconvincingly then passes it to Neville.

Hermione whispers for Neville to just set the plate beside him on the log so they can stop that part of the farce.

Hermione is beckoned over by the same Redcap chief they’d seen before, and Neville holds his hand out to stop Draco from going with her. She sets her goblet down on the log and he rolls his eyes when another Redcap gambols over to refill their empties. He sees one of the chiefs press a fresh goblet into Hermione’s hands as they converse. She reviews the report with them, and they beckon her to follow them through the trees to the spot in question. She looks back and pitches her voice so he and Neville can hear her say that the three of them need to see it together.

The Chief insists she come alone but she plants her feet and remains adamant. The Chiefs all huddle together and argue noisily among themselves. Their brogues get deeper and more unintelligible they longer they argue. When they finally finish the Chief has to repeat himself because neither he, Neville or Hermione understand what the man’s just said.

They all blink at him until they register that he’s said, “Yes, alright. All three of you. Hop along. Follow me. Let’s go. Let’s go. Let’s go!”

He and Neville surge up from the log and follow behind Hermione and the Chief, who instructs them to obtain soil samples from the areas indicated. After they collect the clansmen’s statements about the issue with promises to return with updates in the daytime, they are finally permitted to harvest some mushrooms and Portkey back to Parkinson Manor. They head to the sitting room in Pansy’s wing to debrief and check out the contraband bladder.

“Snape and Sprout are going to flip!” Hermione exclaims.

“This could be big!” Neville grins.

They sit and chat until Neville bids them good night and heads to the Floo. They agree that Draco will store the bladder in the Lab under Stasis and they’ll update Snape on Monday when they’re all back together again. Hermione kicks off her boots and settles into the couch, winking at him when his eyes flick down to her socked feet. She conjures two glasses, fills them with water and hands one to him.

He thanks her and drains it before filling another. Conversation soon turns to books and movies like their nightly text exchanges usually do. She yawns and says she wants to shower and get out of her foraging gear as she’s sure he does too. He nods and they walk to the Floo. She looks up at him and smiles. “It was nice talking to you. Good night, Draco.”

“Night, Hermione.”

FRI 02 MAR

On Friday night at Ronaldo’s, during a lull in the conversation, Daphne turns to Hermione and says she’d be up for baking a different kind of pie one day if she’s ever invited back to Hermione’s Sunday sessions with Theo.

From his periphery, Draco sees Pansy recoil and frown. “Excuse me? I didn’t know there were open invites to Sunday sessions, Theodore. I thought we could only attend to eat, not to make.”

Blaise glances over to Harry then at Draco, who keeps his face blank. “You guys get invited to eat?” He asks.

Harry nods his head.

Draco doesn’t move a muscle.

Theo scoffs. “Yes. Pansy and Daphne often come over to eat with us and we send samples to Narcissa and Draco.”

Blaise blinks at him in disbelief. “Samples?” He deadpans.

“Samples!” Pansy hisses.

“Everyone, calm down!” Theo commands. “Blaise what do you want out of this?”

Blaise shrugs. “Samples.”

“Done. Pansy what do you want out of this?”

“A cooking lesson.”

“What would you want to make?”

She taps a perfectly manicured finger on her chin. “Hmm, let me think.”

Theo turns to Harry. “Harry?”

Harry shakes his head. “I’ll take samples if you’re offering. But I’m easy, Theo.”

Theo chuckles. There’s that familiar gleam in his eye that signals he’s about to say something naughty. However, one look from Harry and the innuendo dies on his lips. “Fine.” Then Theo turns his attention to him. “Draco?”

He shrugs. “I wouldn’t mind a lesson either.”

Theo smirks at him. “What do you want to make?”

Draco grins. “Something citrus, of course.”

Theo grins. “Naturally. Do you have any ideas?”

It’s a no-brainer. “French orange tart.” He feels Hermione’s eyes on him but doesn’t look her way.

He can’t.

Pansy squeals and points at Draco. “Yes, me too. I want to make that!”

“Fine,” Theo concedes, his eyes softening. “We’ll make tarts this Sunday at Nott Manor! We usually make an entree then dessert. We’ll make a few tarts for everyone to take home. Satisfied?”

They all cheer and before long the conversation turns back to their after-dinner plans: a Muggle Barcade to drink and play vintage Arcade games. On a whim, they plan to play Laser Tag the next day – which Draco joins them for, along with Pansy, Daphne, and Ginevra, who has a lull in her schedule between Harpies Winter Bootcamp and Spring Training.

SUN 04 MAR

Sunday afternoon, Draco Floos to Theo’s after he finalizes the Final Exam review schedule for his T.A. courses. Theo is by the stove putting the finishing touches on the pasta sauce before he turns the heat down to simmer while Hermione mixes the filling for the mezzelune pasta. Daphne and Draco wash their hands then Theo sets them up at one end of the table to make the pasta dough. Once it’s the consistency Theo wants, they roll it out then Pansy and Hermione set the pasta sheets down on the floured workstation.

Blaise sets spoonfuls of filling equidistant from each other along the length of each pasta sheet. Then Draco and Daphne cover them with a top sheet while Hermione and Pansy crimp and cut the filled pasta into half-moon (mezzelune) shapes. Theo covers them with damp, white kitchen towels to rest and stay moist while he and Hermione boil them in batches. Pansy and Daphne clear off their work surface while he and Blaise set places for each of them. Once all the pasta is cooked and mixed into the sauce, Hermione chops fresh basil, parsley, and oregano. She sets the herbs on the table in little bowls along with a block of parmesan cheese, a grater, a peppermill and two chilled bottles of Sauvignon Blanc.

They share the meal in lively conversation and set the dishes to soak while Theo and Hermione prepare little stations for them to each make their own tart. Theo provides instructions and circulates among them while Hermione provides the demonstration of each step. While they wait for the tarts to set in the fridge, the gang watches a movie and eats slices from the tart Theo had made the day before and chilled overnight.

When Draco chides him that there’s no extra candied orange slices for him to take home to Narcissa, Theo offers to show him how to make them. “But they’ll require 24 hours to dry the Muggle way before you can present them to mummy,” Theo teases.

The rest of the gang heads out after their tarts are baked off but Draco stays behind in the kitchen with Theo and Hermione. Hermione sips ginger tea at the prep counter while he and Theo slice and boil oranges. They shock each slice in a large bowl of ice water to stop the cooking, lay them out on a sheet tray, then sprinkle them with sugar. Theo writes out drying and storage instructions for him to give to the elves back at the Manor.

Hermione turns the radio on and it’s Draco’s turn to sit on the stool, sipping the rest of her tea as she and Theo dance and sing while cleaning the kitchen. He feels a pang of sadness and longing. Being friends with her and sticking to their boundaries hadn’t done much to tamp down his feelings for her. They’d just been moved behind walls he didn’t dare touch. They hadn’t abated. They hadn’t cooled. The things he wanted most were being held just out of arm’s reach. He hadn’t figured out how to want them any less – want her any less – he just ignored the feelings. More importantly, he’d gotten some f*cking self-control around her.

Friends, he reminded himself.

Friends.

MON 05 MAR

Monday brings a new week and excitement in the lab. The trio update Snape about the Redcaps and show him the gigantic bladder with the mead samples.

His eyes widen. “Excellent! Not many people survive encounters with the Redcaps, few with their wits intact, and nonewith samples! This is groundbreaking!” Snape’s off in a swish of robes to notify Shacklebolt and Sprout.

Teams from Sprout lab and the Ministry descend upon the Lab within the hour to hear their tale and collect samples of their own. Scientists, Aurors, and MCU staff are packed cheek by jowl into the lab which has never felt smaller. Snape instructs their trio to add the Redcap report and antidote to their priority case load, in addition to the vampire potion. Minister Shacklebolt stays behind to chat with Snape. An hour later the pair depart Snape’s office.

Snape clears his throat to get their attention. “Minister Shacklebolt, this is the primary team. You know Draco.”

Shacklebolt claps Draco on the shoulder and greets him with a smile. “Draco, my boy. We meet again.”

“And this is Hermione Granger,” Snape continues.

Shacklebolt quirks an eyebrow. “Granger? The-”

“Yes.” Snape nods.

Shacklebolt turns to Hermione with a smile that barely covers the shrewd interest in his gaze. “Miss Granger, nice to meet you. I’ve heard so much about you. You’ve done fantastic work here.” He and Hermione shake hands and he asks her questions about her time in England and Snape Lab, her studies, and her thoughts on this or that case. He tells her that she’s made a name for herself in the Ministry. “I find I quite look forward to reading your notes in any creature delegation reports that cross my desk.”

She smiles shyly and thanks him for his kind words.

Draco frowns and wonders if she’s Occluding.

Lastly Snape and Shacklebolt turn their attention to Neville. “Great work, Mr. Longbottom. How’s your grandmother?” The men all chuckle, having crossed paths with Neville’s grandmother at one point or another.

Hermione glances at him in the way she often does to Daphne and Pansy, silently imploring them to give her the backstory to explain a joke she didn’t have their years of shared history to understand.

‘Later,’ he mouths to her with a soft smile. He notices that her eyes are in fact a bit dull but vibrancy leaks in as she nods. He searches her face, watching it soften and warm as color returns to her cheeks and her chocolate brown eyes sparkle once again. He’s sure he’s staring, but he’s almost spellbound as he watches the minutiae of the transformation. The spell is broken when Shacklebolt claps Snape on the back and takes his leave.

Snape walks him to the Floo and calls a debriefing meeting when he returns. Between their multiple looming, conflicting deadlines and their own coursework, the pressure is mounting. There’s one more week of class before Reading week and Finals. A total of three weeks stand between Draco and Spring Break. He keeps his eye on the prize: Two weeks with the gang in Ibiza before he and the boys head to the Caribbean.

He wonders how he and Hermione will coexist on this trip. The last group trip they’d taken had ended in flames. And he hadn’t returned to the Cauterets Manor since. Although they’d rebuilt stronger than ever, he wondered if it would ever be as sweet between them as those first few days in the mountains. He wonders if they could attempt a casual arrangement during the limbo of vacation. Whether he could tamp down his feelings. Whether their peace was strong enough to handle that facet of their relationship again. His friends had ribbed him mercilessly for the numerous time he’d backslid with Astoria before making a clean break. Despite knowing her for years, his relationship with Astoria had no roots. No grit... No meat. Every single time he’d rekindled things, he’d been reminded just how empty and shallow it was. And how nothing had changed.

In contrast, things had fundamentally changed with Hermione since Cauterets. They knew exponentially more about each other now. They’d set a course and committed to it and had both held firm. They’d planted the seed of friendship deeper this time. With time and tender care it had developed deep roots. They had a stronger foundation now than they’d had in Cauterets. One that wouldn’t crumble under pressure… Right?

Right.

He was sure of it.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
- “Lick your lips,” in the Cigar Bar is inspired by the clove cigarette scene in Ladybird (2017).
- The dromedary camel (Camelus dromedarius) - also known as Arabian camel, or one-humped camel - is a large camel with one hump on its back. Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dromedary
- Glossary > Sero (Latin): to sow, plant
- Draco’s vibes in this part of the story are essentially this Jane Austen quote from Persuasion (1817): “You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone forever. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it, eight years and a half ago. I have loved none but you. Unjust I may have been. Weak and resentful I have been, but never inconsistent. For you alone, I think and plan.”
- This chapter was originally titled ‘What Happens in Rome,’ until I watched the West Wing episode ‘Eppur Si Muove’ (S05E16) and looked up the meaning of the phrase! Eppur si muove, ‘and yet it moves.’ In 1633, during the Roman Inquisition, Galileo Galilei was forced to recant his claims that the Earth revolved around the Sun, in support of the prevailing doctrine that the Sun moved around the Earth. When he was freed, he looked to the sky then down to the ground, stamped and wailed ‘Eppur si muove!’ Asserting that despite the beliefs of men, and despite being forced to say otherwise on pain of death, the Earth still moved. Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/And_yet_it_moves

Chapter 70: HERMIONE - DANCE WITH ME

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The few days after Snape looped the Ministry and Sprout lab into the Redcap project were grueling. Shacklebolt further increased the pressure on the vampire potion when the Wizengamot hearing for his new bill got moved up to the first week of April. Any progress they could make on the potion before Spring Break would help bolster the bill and gain supporters. A solution would almost guarantee the bill’s passage. And Shacklebolt was trying to rack up all the wins he could on the long road to re-election. Every Lab Apprentice worked around the clock including late nights and early mornings. Hermione did nothing but attend classes, sleep, study, eat meals, and work in the Lab.

THU 08 MAR

On Thursday they finally, mercifully have a breakthrough. The potion doesn’t congeal or release an acrid scent when samples are added to Petri dishes with vampire blood. This development means they can now progress from in vitro testing (lab testing) to in vivo testing (in the body). As such, they can now design and run a research trial testing the potion in living vampire subjects. There is much jubilation and glee as Snape pops open a bottle of champagne to toast the breakthrough. They call for Snape to make a speech and there’s a hint of a blush on his cheeks as he rises. He clears his throat then looks around at the sea of robed witches and wizards holding plastic champagne flutes. He thanks them warmly for their hard work and dedication. The second the applause dies down he says he must cut the celebration short since it’s not the end of the road for the potion. Over a chorus of groans, he instructs Malfoy, Granger and their Junior Apprentice, Penelope, to write up the results. “Send it me once it’s complete,” he calls over his shoulder as he strides to the Floo to update Minister Shacklebolt at his Ministry office.

Penelope, Draco, and Hermione race to their desks and divvy up sections of the Lab Report. Penelope summarizes their research and methodology, Hermione drafts the brewing instructions and the rationale for every single ingredient in the potion, while Draco composes the findings, enumerating the failed attempts and lessons learned. When Penelope and Hermione complete their parts, they hand them over to Draco who compiles the report with Hermione proofreading over his shoulder. Everyone else has left for the evening by the time they’re done. Draco duplicates the report and hands it off to Penelope who snatches her backpack off her desk and races to the Floo.

Draco turns in his desk chair and looks up at Hermione. She sees herself reflected in his countenance. Tired. Drained. He smiles sleepily as she runs a hand through his hair, smoothing some loose strands off his face. He reaches out and wraps his hands around her waist, slowly pulling her into a hug. She steps into his embrace and hugs him back. He rests his head on her shoulder with his face in the crook of her neck. She rests her head on his and lets out a long, deep breath. When she attempts to pull away from him, he tightens his hold.

Hermione,” he whispers.

And she’s putty in his hands when he’s like this. When he says her name like that, she can’t deny him. And she doesn’t want to.

“Please. Stay here for a minute. Just one more minute,” he pleads.

She bites her cheek and stills, letting him hold her. Warm in his embrace, she breathes him in, feeling his heartbeat against her chest. When it slows, she pulls away.

He releases her and presses one soft, lingering kiss on her cheek.

She smiles softly at him. “Good night, Draco.” She returns to her desk, gathers her bag and papers, and exits the Lab.

She does not look back. She cannot bear to see the look on his face. It was always so hard to walk away from him. A test of her self-control. Her resolve. Every time he walked her to an Apparition Point or to the door of her hotel room, he’d look down at her and wish her good night… and she’d get the urge to press up on her tiptoes, rub her nose against his, and kiss him. His cheek… his lips… his neck. Soft, tender, sweet. She always fought the impulse. Knowing they wouldn’t stop at just one kiss. Could never stop at just one. She’d fight the growing, hulking wish, the soft utterance in her ear, whispering that it was just one. One little peck. One little kiss. One. Just one, it said, teasing and taunting her with how tantalizing it would feel. Just one. She’d press her back against the door and make a joke or change the subject. Anything to quell the rising tide she was so tired of fighting.

It wasn’t fair.

FRI 09 MAR

The next night at Ronaldo’s, the snakes toast Hermione and Draco with champagne and welcome them back to the world of the living. It’s an unseasonably warm night so they sit on the patio under light warming charms. Hermione removes the Hogwarts sweater she’d worn to combat the nonexistent chill and stuffs it into her crossbody bag. She notices he mostly drinks water and nurses one single ginger beer throughout dinner. She can feel his eyes on her but does not meet his gaze.

She’d hoped for a quiet night in to read and relax after the grueling week at the Lab, but she lets herself get talked into going to a Muggle club with the rest of the gang.

Daphne and Theo urge her to let loose. “Harry and Blaise know the owner’s son. They got us a free table in VIP. Your books will be there when you get back, Granger!” Daphne chides, a very Theo-esque statement that earns her a scowl from Hermione before she acquiesces.

Everyone’s on the dance floor while she and Draco remain at the table, sipping ginger beers and talking about the week at the Lab and ideas for the Redcap antidote. The Slughorn method had been a dead end, and they were now scouring the shelves of the Malfoy, Nott and Parkinson Manor libraries for every book, journal and pamphlet from any dead wizard who could so much as spell the word ‘cauldron.’ The Parkinson Manor library had borne no fruit since the Parkinson ilk had always been more partial to spells, charms, and different magic systems. Journals from the Malfoy and Nott libraries had led to promising leads, but the trails had run cold. The tiny silver lining was that while her reading provided nothing of use for the Redcap potion, it had led to a new angle for Hermione’s ongoing goblin case. So, loathe as she was to admit it, maybe being out at a club with friends and good music may actually have been better than another night scouring old journals.

When the DJ starts playing reggae, Hermione leans in closer to Draco. “Sometimes after Sunday dinner, my parents will turn to the Caribbean radio station and dance to reggae and rock-steady while they clean the kitchen.”


Draco smiles. “I’ve recently been introduced to the joys of singing and dancing while cleaning the kitchen myself.”

Hermione blushes and stands, holding out a hand to him. “Will you dance with me?”

Draco chuckles and shakes his head. “No way, Hermione.” He shakes the half-empty bottle in his hands, “I haven’t imbibed enough liquid courage tonight.”

She gives him her best imploring look. “Dance with me, Draco?”

His face is unreadable as he looks from her eyes to her outstretched hand then back up again. “Fine.” He sets his drink down then swats her hand away playfully as he stands. He follows her down the stairs and out onto the dance floor.

The first few songs are quite chaste. Draco’s hands skate up and down her waist and hips as they sway to the beat and sing along to the lyrics.

The saddest day of my life is when she left me with a broken heart. I was feeling the pain... Tried to erase all the memories, they’re the ones that haunt me. What if my dream’s never meant to be? Then I’ll be living in misery.’

‘Shorty you’re my angel. You’re my darling angel. Girl you’re my friend when I’m in need!’

She notices him singing along to more of the songs than last time.

When she shares this observation with him, he smirks and pulls her in closer to him. After a few more songs, his hands are low on her hips as she dances against him.

‘If love so nice,’ the speakers boom, ‘tell me why it hurts so bad. If love so nice, tell me tell me why, I’m sad.’

‘Some things were meant to be. So why not let it be? And stop worryin’ about it? As long as we know what’s in our hearts, we know our inner thoughts. No reason for concern, no.’

Soon her hands are on top of his as he grips her hips. She can feel him hardening in his trousers as she grinds against him to the rhythm of the music.

‘She's hot. She's blazing. Everybody wants her name and I gotta get her home with me tonight. She's hot. She'sblazing. Everybody wants her name and I gotta get that girl in my life.’

‘Everyone falls in love sometimes. I don’t know ‘bout you but it ain’t a crime.

Draco says he wants some air as the DJ transitions back to Top 40. He leads her to the restrooms and then out the side door of the club into the alley.

Hermione leans against the wall. “This is the part where we usually make out.” She giggles.

His gaze meet hers as he steps even closer to her.

Surprised, her breath hitches in her throat.

“Tell me to stop,” he whispers.

She puts her hand out between them as he takes another step forward. One more step and her hand is on his chest. He raises his arms and braces them on the wall on either side of her.

She co*cks her head. “Is this why you stayed sober tonight, Draco?”

His gaze is heavy, deep, as he nods. “It’s been a rough couple of weeks,” he croaks. “That’s part of it…”

She bites her cheek, willing herself to stay silent as she meets his dark gaze. Willing him to finish the rest of that sentence.

“Mostly, I wanted to see what it was like,” he whispers. “To not be tipsy. Or drunk. To dance with you… and to want you so much. I always want you so much. And to act on it sober.”

She lets out the breath she didn’t know she’d been holding. Slow, deep, as his words sink in. A thrill licks up her spine as they settle heavy and deep inside her. “And?”

Hermione,” he whispers. His eyes are dark with yearning. And hunger… And sadness.

“And this is casual?” She asks. She won’t… They can’t… If it’s not casual. They had to abide by that rule or risked imploding again. She couldn’t lose him again. Not again. She didn’t know if she could claw back from yet another clash.

His eyes flutter closed.

She waits, a minute, then two, then three. He has to be sure. He has to be really, really sure. They couldn’t go backwards.

She repeats the question. “And this is casual, Draco?”

His eyes remain closed as he nods. She doesn’t know what she’ll find when he opens them. She needs his word… or she’d use hers. ‘Octopus.’

Octopus and they could return inside.

Octopus and they could forget this ever happened. They could dance, they could chat, and they could remain friends.

Octopus and no one got hurt.

Octopus and this ended here. Now.

She taps a finger on his chest. Once, twice.

“Yes!” He growls.

She lowers her hand slowly. Her fingers trail a path lower and lower until she hooks a finger into the waistband of his trousers and pulls him against her.

He crowds her into the wall. His warmth and scent surround her. She’d missed him this close, clouding out everything beyond pleasure, desire, and heat. So much heat. She’d missed how good he made her feel. So f*cking good. His hand closes around her throat and she tips her head to meet his lips, his tongue, and the teasing, teasing kiss that he deepens and deepens until she’s whimpering and moaning. He slides his thigh between hers and rocks against her. She runs her palms against his hard length, up his hips, his belly, his chest. Her hands are in his hair, raking along his scalp, tugging him down into her and swallowing his delicious moans. He grabs her by the waist and hauls her up. She mutters their usual charms as she wraps her legs around his hips, his co*ck flush against her core as he rocks into her, faster, faster. More friction and stimulation, more heat pooling, more pressure deep in her core as her org*sm builds and she lets her head fall back, boneless as she c*ms with his name on her lips, “Draco!

Wordlessly, he steps back from the wall and Apparates them to his bedroom. He throws her down onto his bed and tears his clothes off as she does the same. He’s standing at the side of the bed, inside her with her legs around his hips, f*cking into her in long, tight strokes, her hands gripping his over her breasts. She throws her head back and squeezes her eyes shut. If she sees the ferocity of his gaze on her she’ll cum so hard she might cry at the release of endorphins and yearning even her devices and fingers couldn’t quell these past few months. Because this is not casual. This is not casual. This is not. f*cking. Casual.

“You’re so wet, Hermione.” He groans.

She knows. She can hear it. Only gets this wet for him. Only aches this much for him and his lithe, powerful muscles flexing as he moves over her, on top of her, inside of her.

“You feel so good, Hermione,” he mutters as he drops his head to her neck.

She knows. She can feel it too. He’s so big and fits so right. Feels so good inside of her, stretching and filling.

She babbles and keens under his praise, chancing to open her eyes and meet the ferocity of his gaze as he thrusts into her. Those eyes. “Kiss me,” she begs, snapping her eyes closed again as their lips meet in a fierce kiss. Dear gods how’d I get so f*cking lucky? And how does he feel so right inside me? Filling and stretching, hitting that spot over and over and over and over again. So good. So good. So good that she’s gushing. So good that she’s whimpering. So good that it’s all she can focus on. It’s all her body feels. It’s all her mind hears. There’s just her and him and this pleasure and the tingles down her spine and the warmth in her belly and the friction against her core.

He pulls out and her walls quiver and constrict, chasing the pressure of him deep inside her. “Look at me,” he growls, chest heaving, his co*ck slick with their shared essence bobbing in the space between them.

She shudders as she meets his gaze. When he thrusts back into her, pleasure thrums through her veins. Every nerve ending is abuzz. This is electric. This is everything. This is it. There is nowhere else she’d rather be. This is all her body cares about. All she can feel. All she can focus on. She chases the bliss unfolding at a feverish pace and surging from deep within her… that only he can release.

His fingers tighten on her breasts, stimulating her taut, sensitive nipples. She arches deeper, her tummy presses into him, deepening the angle of his strokes.

“Hermione. Hermione, f*ck. I’m close. So close,” he growls as he bottoms out.

She’s close too. So, so close.

He’s bent over her, his lips on her cheeks, her jaw, her face, her neck, sucking and licking and nibbling. Scraping his teeth over sensitive spots and taking his fill. So many points of contact. He’s everywhere. So many points of pressure. Pleasure. Her mind is frenzied. Can’t pick what to focus on. Settles on one sensation then another comes crashing in, then another and another, building to the crescendo. She shudders as the dam breaks. The wave surges and there’s a few seconds of freefall before it crests and she org*sms, sobbing his name. He slumps down on top of her, his full weight pinning her beneath him as he finishes in short, tight thrusts, buried in her to the hilt and warm, oh so warm, filling her with everything he has. Her hands are in his impossibly soft hair, scratching softly at his scalp and twirling his hair around her fingers. He’s humming – content, sated, home.

And this…

This is not casual.

Notes:

AUTHOR'S NOTES:
Reggae track list at the club:
- ‘Saddest Day,’ Wayne Wonder (2003)
- ‘Angel,’ Shaggy, Rayvon (2000)
- ‘If Love So Nice,’ Junior Kelly (1999)
- ‘They Gonna Talk,’ Beres Hammond (2001)
- ‘She’s Hot,’ T.O.K. (2003)
- “Everyone Falls in Love,’ Tanto Metro & Devonte (1999)

Chapter 71: DRACO - CASUAL

Chapter Text

FRI 09 MAR – THU 15 MAR

‘This is casual,’ Draco reminds himself as he casts a cleansing charm over them, extracts himself from her, and rolls over onto his back to catch his breath.

Casual, he reminds himself again as she c*ms on his tongue. Her hands fisted in his hair. His head buried between her thighs; arms curled around them for purchase as he feasts.

Casual, as they shag again. Cowgirl. His hands on her breasts, her hips, her waist, her thighs as she rocks and scoots and grinds against him. His co*ck buried deep in her for what feels like forever. His head back against the pillows as she teases their shared org*sms out slowly, slowly. Uses his body to seek her pleasure. Cumming again and again. Until her breaths are ragged, her voice is raw, and her thighs quake. She f*cks him like this is their last time. Like this is their last chance. When she slumps against him, he hugs her to him as he goes soft inside her. His mind reels from the deep and tender intimacy of this moment. He slips out of her, and their shared essence dribbles out of her onto him. He groans as his brain short circuits at the sight. Something primal and possessive shoots through him, an arc of heat right down his spine.

How is he supposed to share her when it’s like this?

How is he supposed to settle for less when it gets like this?

How is he supposed to forget this? Forget her? How? When it’s this f*cking good?

He carries her to the shower, and they sleepily soap up and rinse off. Another pang of intimacy as he helps her sleepily braid her hair in two French braids then squeeze the excess moisture with a towel according to her sleepy, whispered instructions.

She mutters a drying charm as he settles her beneath the covers and curls himself around her. Another pang when she rolls over and seeks him out in her sleep, chasing his warmth, nestling in closer and whimpering softly as she snuggles into him. He feels her lips curl into a smile against the soft skin of his neck and it takes everything in him not to wrap his arms around her, hold her tight, and never let go.

Casual, he cautions himself as he’s stirred from sleep by her scent and a kiss to the cheek. Not nearly sated, he catches her by his closet door pulling a fresh Malfoy Quidditch tee down over a pair of his joggers. He pulls her into the closet and pushes her against the wall. Facing the wall, she pulls the joggers down as he steps closer and pulls his co*ck through his briefs. Slowly, inch by blessed inch, he sinks into her tight, wet heat. He sets a fast pace as he f*cks her from behind, his balls drawing up tight as his org*sm surges through him. The thwack of skin-on-skin echoes in the space around them, mingled with their ragged breaths and her moans and cries. Her spasms milk him as she crests, and he follows her over the edge again, cumming with a growl and his fingers buried in her curls. He casts a cleansing charm as she pulls her joggers up. Her eyes watch hungrily, her bottom lip between her teeth, as he tucks himself back in.

Casual, his mantra, as he settles in beside her later at the movie theater, half hard under the popcorn in his lap. His fingers tangle with hers and her breath is warm and buttery on his neck in the dim theater.

Casual, a rote reminder, as he sits across from her at dinner, his eyes tracking the path of hickies he knows dots her skin under her glamours. He’s caught staring, too engrossed in his own filthy thoughts to catch her tell and avert his gaze. She smirks, playing with her collar to signal she knows what he’s thinking.

Casual, in the Lab Tuesday as she licks orange juice off her fingers, and he’s reminded of all the times she’d-

“Malfoy,” she cuts in, “Counterclockwise now.” She motions with the hand still holding half her orange.

He blinks. “Er, right.” He glances down at his notes to reorient himself to their current step. sh*te. There it is in her tight scrawl: Counterclockwise once the pentock root dissolves and the sheen disappears.’ Double sh*te.

“Hey,” she says, catching his attention and quirking a brow at him. She looks down at the rest of the orange in her hand. “Catch,” she says as she throws it to him. “Didn’t know you were hungry too.” She chides, crossing to her desk to collect the second orange.

Ravenous,” he mutters, not missing the hitch in her step.

Casual, in Snape’s office Thursday as she rubs ChapStick all over her lips and he wishes it was his-

“Malfoy.”

His attention snaps back to Snape. An indolent “Hmm,” echoes in his throat before he can squelch it.

Snape narrows his eyes. “I asked if you had any questions,” he spits, not one to repeat himself.

It takes Draco a few long seconds in which an impatiently waiting Snape’s eyes darken with fury. Right... pack, British Floo to Swiss Ministry, delegation meeting Thursday, Centaurs Friday. Back home Saturday. “No, sir.”

They’re dismissed with ample time to prepare the customary Snape lab report for presentation to the delegation. A boon and a bane. More time to prepare the customary progress report (boon). More time for Snape to nitpick every part of the report and make ceaseless requests (bane). So much to do and so little time. They’d hit the next milestone with their centaur potion. The Ministry had vaccinated the first herd (Herd 0) and were now broadening their reach to the other major herds. Snape Lab will assist with data collection and documentation as part of the delegation.

Another Ministry delegation trip. This one at the end of Reading Week, staring down Finals week. One could really use a time turner!

FRI 16 MAR

Friday afternoon finds Draco and the rest of the delegation members sweaty and dusty from tramping around the forest all day. All Draco wants when they finally return to the hotel is a hot shower, hot food, and a stiff drink. In that order. The delegation members agree to return to their rooms to rest and recharge then meet in the lobby in forty-five minutes to grab a bite to eat. Any longer than that and they risk succumbing to the sweet, beckoning call of sleep. Fifty minutes later, only a handful have made it back downstairs. Fischer, the git, suggests a local Wizarding restaurant he likes. His colleague Williamson pipes in, suggesting a Muggle happy hour afterward.

Hermione shrugs and follows them out onto the sidewalk. She’s in a ribbed dress like the one she’d worn to Friendsgiving, only this one is light gray. She’s ahead with Williamson while he takes up the rear with Fischer, talking politely about the day’s events but he knows both of them are checking her out. He can’t keep his eyes off of her. He’s never seen her in gray. He loves her in red. But she looks so soft in gray. It sends a thrill right down his spine. So soft.

Draco sits next to Williamson at the restaurant, across from Hermione. Wishing they were alone. He’d come to enjoy their ‘Ministry dinners,’ as he’d termed them in his head. The booth is comfortable, if a little cramped. He stretches his legs out under the small table, and they graze against hers.

She pauses mid-sentence, but recovers quickly, asking Fischer what he recommends from the menu. She does not move her legs.

He does not move his.

They order cheese fondue for the table with bread, meat, potatoes, and other vegetables to dip, along with steaming bowls of beef and barley stew.

Fischer signals the end of the meal by signaling the waiter for the check. Hermione pouts when she realizes this means there won’t be any dessert.

He smirks, barely stifling a chuckle.

Her gaze snaps to him, too quickly for him to neutralize his expression. She narrows her eyes at him. ‘Don’t make me hex you,’ she mouths.

He rolls his eyes, knowing he’d wipe the floor with her in a hex-off. Literally.

Bill paid, their group Apparates out of the Quartier Magique to an alley near the Muggle bar. They head for a curved corner booth and slide in. Williamson and Fischer sit across from him and Hermione. Fischer toys with the deck of cards on the table after the waitress leaves with their drink orders. After confirming there’s a full deck, he shuffles and asks, “What should be play, boys and girls? Are you any good at poker, Hermione?”

She shrugs. “I prefer rummy.”

“Rummy it is!” He grins.

They each wager 100 galleons.

Draco eyes her and smirks when she says she has some betting money in her vault that she’s won from him and the boys.

She wins the first game and they’re reshuffling for a second one when Fischer’s mobile buzzes and he announces he’s done for the night. He peels off a few bills from his billfold and sets them on the table. “Next round's on me.”

Williamson calls over the waitress and they put in their drink orders for the next round.

Hermione asks if they have a dessert menu, swatting Draco when he chuckles.

Movement on the street outside the window catches Draco’s attention and he glances over to find Fischer, head bowed, talking to a woman with platinum blonde hair tucked into a red Waheelas baseball cap. He knows she’s a witch because the Waheelas are Canada’s lousy Professional Quidditch team. And despite the almost negligible difference in their hair color, he knows that witch is not Astoria because Astoria would never be caught dead in Quidditch paraphernalia… or a baseball cap.

What are the chances it’s the same witch from that night in Spain? And what were they up to?

He doesn’t know the terms of Fischer and Astoria’s relationship. Therefore, he doesn’t know if the fact that he’s seen the git with this same witch twice violates those terms in any way. Besides, both times he’d seen Fischer and Blondie together had been in public spaces. It wasn’t like they were hiding. Nevertheless, his hackles are raised. He’d have to keep an eye on the git.

In a few minutes, the waitress returns with the drinks and the menu. Williamson wanders off to chat up a bloke by the bar, leaving Draco alone with Hermione.

“I can’t believe Fischer didn’t ask if we wanted dessert,” Hermione winges in a tone appropriate for judging a crime much more heinous than denying her dessert.

“It was technically lunch. No one orders dessert after lunch, Hermione.”

She narrows her eyes at him. “I’m going to spend the rest of the night holed up in my hotel room grading Potion’s Review papers and studying for my Binders Final. I need the sweet treat to get me through.”

Fair point.

He chuckles. “Fine. What were you thinking?”

She scans the menu. “Rhubarb tart and… the sugar torte?”

“Excellent.”

They put in the order when the waitress passes by their table again and she returns ten minutes later with the pastries and two spoons.

Hermione moans as she tastes the torte. “Mmm, I’ve got to get Theo to make this. I saw there was a variation with caramel and chopped walnuts. That would be divine.”

“Mother adores walnuts,” Draco muses.

“So, we’ll send you two huge slices.” She giggles and Draco smiles. “And what does your father like?” She asks with genuine curiosity.

His smile falters. “Father doesn’t like sweets.”

She gasps. “At all?”

He thinks back to any dessert the man had ever touched. “Maybe mincemeat?”

“Such an unfortunate name.” She scrunches her nose. “So, he likes dried fruit then?”

“Yes. Mother thought he would at least try the strawberry shortcake you and Theo made this summer with the freeze-dried strawberry garnish... But he just picked at the crust. He liked that it was crumbly and not too sweet.”

“That was my least favorite dessert for those exact reasons.” She grins before her expression turns serious again. “So, if we made a mincemeat tart (if that’s even a thing) he might eat a slice?”

Draco shrugs. “Maybe. But why do you care?” He furrows his brows. “You do not have to do anything nice for my father.”

Especially since the man would undoubtedly misconstrue it. No one ever did anything nice for Lucius Malfoy without ulterior motive. As such, he was rather suspicious of nice gestures.

Hermione frowns. “We send things for you and your mother all the time. It might be nice to have something your father likes every once in a while. Narcissa has welcomed me into her home and has always been kind to me. It might bring her joy to share something with her husband, Draco.” She nudges his thigh under the table.

He nudges back.

“What about stuffed prunes?”

He nods. “He does like those! But only from Remi.”

She grins. “Let me guess. She does something that no one else on the planet does.”

He chuckles. “Yes. She soaks the prunes in liqueur for two days.”

She rolls her eyes. “You’ll let me know if he eats them?”

He chuckles. “I’ll send a report posthaste.”

She puts her hand on his thigh. “I’m serious. Text me.”

Smiling, he covers her hand with his own. “Why is this so important to you?”

She shrugs. “It just is. Some bloke once told me not everything needs to have a deeper reason.”

He chuckles, removing his hand from hers as he spots Williamson approaching in his periphery.

Hermione squeezes his thigh before returning her hand to her lap.

“Ready to call it a night? I know it’s a school night for you two,” Williamson chides.

Hermione chuckles and rolls her eyes. “It’s Reading Week. So yes, I actually would like to return to my room. Draco?” She looks up at him.

“Same.” He nods.

Williamson smirks. “I guess I’ll keep the party going here all by myself.” He claps Draco on the back before bidding them good night and disappearing into the crowd.

Hermione follows Draco to the bar to pay their bill. “We should get a bottle for everyone back home.”

He flips his wrist and they both look at the time on his watch. It’s just after 5pm here, so a little after 6pm back home. The gang would have just sat down at the table. “Right, almost forgot,” he says. They order a bottle of Swiss Pinot Noir to send through after they return to the Magical Quarter.

“If you need a study buddy, you know where to find me,” Draco offers as they step onto the lift at the hotel.

She giggles. “Actually, I don’t. Which room is yours?”

He smirks. “Room 319.”

“Hmm, I’m in room 306. If you need a study buddy,” Hermione teases.

They exit the lift, and he turns to walk her to her door. She holds her hand out to stop him, looking up at him as she giggles. “There’s still some daylight left, and my room is right there.” She inclines her head in the direction of her room. “I’ll be fine. Good night, Draco.”

Chapter 72: HERMIONE - ONE MORE NIGHT

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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FRI 16 MAR - SAT 17 MAR

Hermione can feel Draco’s eyes on her as she walks away. “Later, Hermione,” he says when she arrives at her door.

She watches him walk to his room on the other side of the elevator bank before she unlocks her door and steps inside. She changes into her sleepwear: a Krum Quidditch tee and soft jersey pajama shorts. She grades papers at the desk then mocks up Wednesday’s Herbology 100 exam on her laptop. She glances at the time in the upper right-hand corner of the screen. 21:00 PM. Almost four hours had passed since she’d sat down to study and she’s starting to flag. Room service ends in an hour so she must act fast. She orders a pot of coffee and some chocolate to help her motor through her final task for the night: reviewing the notes in her Binders text ahead of Tuesday’s final exam.

She grumbles to herself about the 45-minute wait, kicking herself for not ordering earlier or packing sachets of instant coffee. She plans to read outside on the balcony while she waits, hoping the brisk night air is enough to keep her awake. She rifles through her luggage for a sweatshirt. She’d packed the soft, faded Hogwarts sweatshirt from Malfoy that had swiftly become one of her favorites. She puts it on and carries her textbook out to the balcony, muttering a light warming charm as she plops down on the balcony sofa. She considers texting him to ask if he has a Rejuvenating potion. Half a vial and some coffee would give her just the boost she needed to power through the rest of the night.

There’s a knock on the door and she checks her watch. Only 30 minutes had passed. “Une minute!” She calls as she shoves her feet back into her fluffy slippers and trudges to the door, grabbing a few galleons for tip as she passes the desk. She opens the door and gasps at the sight of Draco standing there with a backpack slung over his shoulder. He’s in a soft gray shirt, joggers, and trainers.

His eyes snag on her sweatshirt as he smirks down at her. “C'est juste moi.”

She rolls her eyes and ushers him inside, telling him to take the desk as the elevator dings and she sees an elf in a bellboy cap and blazer wheeling the room service cart.

With a smile he calls to her, “Chambre 306!”

“Oui.” Hermione nods and hands him his tip before accepting the tray. She turns to close the door with her hip and finds Draco behind her. Not at the desk where he was supposed to be.

He drops his backpack to the floor and takes the tray from her. He walks ahead of her, stopping mere inches from the coffee table to exclaim, “You have a balcony! How do you have a balcony?”

She picks up his backpack, slings it over her shoulder, and follows behind him. “Complimentary upgrade.”

He quirks an eyebrow as he sets the tray down. “Just like that, eh?”

She smirks as she walks over and sets his bag down on the chair in front of the desk. He removes his trainers and sets them beside the couch. She duplicates the single mug, pours coffee into it and hands it to him before pouring herself a cup. She settles onto one end of the couch and pulls the coffee table in closer. She pours in a splash of cream and two sugars then mutters a weak mixing charm as she turns to rest her back on the arm of the couch and crosses her legs under her.

Draco prepares his cup and sits on the other end of the couch. They each take a square of chocolate off the tray.

“What are you working on?” She asks.

“I’m almost finished grading. Then I can move on to my own work. I need to finish my Fungi identification notes.”

“Making picture cards with the distinguishing details for each fungus helped me in that course. And those are easy to put together with magic.”

He smiles and nods. “I’ll try those.”

“Any tips for Binders?” She asks.

“That’s a strong area for you in the lab.”

She was inclined to agree. If their history of explosions was any indication, their weak area was Stabilizers.

“You’ll be fine. I took the course last term. Should’ve taken it sooner though. Could have avoided a few hiccups.” He smirks. “For the Final, I found it most helpful to memorize what not to use each Stabilizer with since that’s how Jensen frames a lot of his exam questions.”

“Ooh, that’s a great tip. Thank you!”

They swap ideas for their other courses, noting what helped them if they’d already taken the course. Then they discuss the upcoming term. They discover they’ll share three courses next semester. A Monday afternoon Poisons course. A Tuesday morning Analgesics & Anti-inflammatory Plants course. And a Wednesday afternoon Resins course. Snape had even arranged for their work on the Redcap mead reverse engineering and antidote project to serve as their capstone for their Poisons course.

He smiles. “How’d you catch up to me so fast in your Potions curriculum?”

Hermione rolls her eyes. “Snape gives me practical exams for each course that I use Lab credits for. To keep the system fair,” she drawls in her best Snape impression. “Speaking of Snape, I have a meeting with him this Monday. A last-minute thing he-”

“Me too,” Draco interjects. “Any idea what that’s about?”

She feels a pang of dread. “Oh. I thought this would be an update meeting. We’d discussed my options if I was interested in staying… Nothing firm. He told me not to get my hopes up.”

Draco frowns. “When was this discussion?”

Hermione meets his gaze. “After Cauterets.”

His eyes darken.

“Pansy made some good points about how it seemed like I was building a life here. She suggested that I inform Snape of my interest in staying at the Lab and inquire if he’d be willing to keep me on.”

Pansy made some good points?” He quips.

She ignores the challenge in his voice and continues. “Yes. And Theo.”

Theo made some good points?” His voice is tinged with challenge and incredulity.

She smirks and nods.

He quirks a brow. “Has Daphne made any good points?”

She and Daphne hadn’t exactly spoken about Hermione staying permanently. But Daphne had invited her to spend some time with her and Theo this summer. There’d be a room for her at the Nott Penthouse in Paris while Theo took some courses at Le Cordon Bleu. He had one more summer before he would finish his Culinary Arts degree and be able to call himself a Chef. “In her own way... Yes.”

“Has Potter made any good points?”

Harry had asked her if she’d be willing to go skydiving for his birthday in July. She’d told him she wasn’t ready for diving from an actual plane but would be on the ground waiting for them when they landed. So, she supposed that was his way of saying he expected that she’d still be around. “Not in so many words.”

“And Blaise?”

She smiles. “Theo’s points were also made on his behalf.”

“And… me?” He asks softly, so softly.

She shrugs. “I thought this meeting with Snape would be some good news. For weeks, I’ve tried not to get my hopes up. I reviewed my transcript, I’ve been prepping for the entrance exam, and I spoke to the Administration about my interests and goals. They said they’d search for a precedent for my situation. Snape said it came down to budget and what line items got approved for the Lab next year.”

She sighs, her shoulders sagging under the crushing weight of disappointment.

“I let in a glimmer of hope when I saw the meeting on my Scheduler. But you’ll be at this meeting too and for all we know it’ll be another Ministry case. So now I have to punch all that hope down again because it’s too soon.”

She feels the strain in her throat and the prickle behind her eyes that signaled tears were forming. She can’t bear to meet his gaze.

“It’s too soon to have the ‘what about us’ conversation, Draco. It would be just hypotheticals. That’s not fair to either of us. And nothing’s changed. If I stayed and we got together, I’d have this feeling in the back of my mind that you feel obligated. It will haunt me. I worry that you’ll see me as some sort of obligation. Like you owe me for staying. So, if you…” She takes a deep breath. “If you still want to be with me… I need my decision to stay not to factor into your decision to be with me. I need you to want to be with me simply because you want to.”

He reaches for her hand. “I’d want to be with you, Hermione. I do want to be with you. These past few months, I’ve enjoyed getting to know you. I’ve tried to be your friend, but I wanted more than that. Deep, down... I still do. I stay away because you tell me to. But the minute you say the word-”

She feels the heat of his gaze upon her. She stands and releases his hand, letting out a shaky breath. “Draco.”

He exhales and closes his eyes. “I know. I’ll change the subject.” When he opens them, his gaze is still clear. Unshuttered. He grins. “Ready?”

She bites her lip and shakes her head.

He gestures to her sweatshirt with his chin, and she looks down in confusion. “That jumper looks familiar.”

“Oh.” She grins. “It should. It’s yours. I took it during the mad dash to the Floo on New Year’s.”

“I see. It used to be Father’s.”

She pales. “sh*t! Do you want it back?”

“No.” He chuckles. “No. My grandfather, Abraxas, gave it to Lucius when he was a boy. Father gave it to Mother when they were dating. And Mother gave it to me.”

Her jaw drops. The sweater had so much history. She couldn’t keep it. “Draco,” she whispers as she grips the hem, lifting it to pull it off over her head.

“Hermione. Keep it.” He stands and steps closer to her, stilling her hand. “If only so I don’t have to see that blasted Krum tee.” He smirks as she pulls the sweater back down in a huff. “You couldn’t have packed just one Malfoy tee?” He chides. “How many do you have so far?”

She snorts and points to the desk as she crosses over to the balcony in lieu of answering. “Study, Draco.”

She hadn’t counted but she knew she had a nice little stash. Some were softer than others and all smelled deeply like… him. As did this room. There were the scents of coffee and chocolate. And him. It was… distracting.

She needed air… and space. She casts a light warming charm, allowing a bit of cool air to break through to help keep her awake while she reads through all the sections that’ll be on the test. To close out her study session, she conjures a post-it note and lists all her trouble areas before allocating time on her Scheduler to review them in depth.

She prepares for bed in the bathroom then walks over to Draco at the desk. She peers over his shoulder at the progress he’d made on the picture cards for his Fungi class. “How’s it going?”

“Almost done,” he says when he finishes the card he was working on.

She conjures two glasses of water, fills them, and sets one on the desk beside him.

She takes a few sips then sets it by the bedside before Accio’ing a half-finished novel from her bag. She’s quickly re-immersed into the world of the protagonist. A Swiss expat in Germany who’s fallen back into a life of petty crime. She stifles a yawn when she closes the finished book, flicking her eyes to the bedside clock which reads 01:30 AM - two more hours had passed. “You can stay,” she says sleepily, as she stretches and snuggles deeper into the pillows.

She looks over at Draco, who straightens in his seat and glances over at her.

It’s late. And it’s a big bed.” And he had come all this way. She gives him a lazy, sleepy smile. She’s too tired to decode the look in his eyes. And too sleepy for questions. “Stay or don’t. I won’t be offended, Draco. I promise.” She yawns as she turns away from him and Finites her light charms.

She knew she was pushing her luck. They’d been doing so well, and until last week they hadn’t crossed that line. But he was here. So close she could touch him. She could smell him. His scent delicious and complex and warm. And so what if she was greedy? Greedy, greedy, greedy! Because all she wanted was for him to come to bed and hold her. And really, that wasn’t too much to ask. For him to climb in beside her, mold his body to hers, wrap his arms around her and hold her tight. Just for tonight. That would be enough to get her through whatever Snape had in store for her on Monday. The signs did not point to it being good news. Her faith was faltering and the door on this chapter of life was slamming shut. She needed one more night. Just one. One more night in his arms. One last night with him.

She doesn’t know what time it is when Draco comes to bed. Can’t bring herself to check the clock. But she feels the mattress dip under his weight. Then his heat envelopes her as he wraps his arms around her and pulls her in close. She sighs as he curls around her. She’d missed this. All of this. So much. So, so much.

The sun is already high in the sky when Hermione wakes the next morning. She glances at the clock as she stretches and feels him beside her in bed. 09:30 AM. She turns on her side to face him.

He looks so peaceful in repose. She smiles and runs her hand through his hair.

He stirs and smiles sleepily, slowly opening his eyes.

She touches her forehead to his. “You stayed,” she whispers.

He pulls her in closer to him and nuzzles into her neck.

She sighs as his nose grazes her skin.

Of course,” he murmurs as he kisses a particularly sensitive spot.

“Draco,” she whimpers as he kisses along the column of her throat. Her senses heighten, heat blooms in her core, her nipples tighten. He trails kisses down the soft, sensitive flesh. She shudders as his path reverses back up her neck, her jaw, across her cheek, closer and closer to her lips.

Draco,” she moans before he captures her lips and flips her onto her back, settling in between her thighs. Her body thrums in anticipation. She groans, feeling how hard and ready he is as he rocks against her.

Hermione,” he whispers, rocking against her again, swallowing her next moan with a kiss. One of those deep and disorienting kisses she’d missed. The hungry ones that promised more and more and pulled her in deeper and deeper.

The sex is slow and tender. So tender. So sweet. She feels him say with each touch, each caress, each kiss, each fond look, ‘Have hope;’ ‘Stay;’ ‘Choose me;’ ‘Choose us.’

Hope and love swell in her chest. The emotions so hard to tamp down in his arms, with him inside her, on top of her and everywhere, making her feel so good. So, so good.

His eyes are soulful and knowing when he kisses her trelluna rune, her symbol of hope. He knows her too well already. Can fit her disparate and contradictory pieces together with ease and read her like a book. It’s always so disorienting. She can't hide from him. He saw her.

The prospect of Monday’s meeting with Snape had gotten her hopes up and a vortex of dread stirs in her stomach at the knowledge that Draco will be there too. The meeting means nothing. It’ll be just another run-of-the-mill meeting about lab business. Just another Monday at the lab. And she doesn’t have many more of those left! So, this - this tender, beautiful thing - had to be the last time. It had to be. Because the feelings she’d suppressed were back in full force. Bigger and stronger and harder to tame! And each second in his arms broke her resolve and made those feelings harder to deny. Made them harder to fight because this was goodbye. It had to be. They’d spend the next three months saying goodbye and it would be easier if she didn’t have to keep being broken and rebuilt in his arms like this. If she didn’t have to keep being reminded how right this felt and how she could never ever have him again.

This had to be the last time.

They fall asleep in each other’s arms, unable to let go. When the pang of hunger and rumble of hungry tummies is too much to ignore, they settle on a lunch spot then shower together before Draco returns to his room to pack. They meet in the lobby and grab lunch at a local restaurant near the Ministry. “No dessert,” he jokes as he signals for the check.

She giggles and rolls her eyes. They Floo from the Swiss Ministry to the British and walk in comfortable silence to the Apparition Point. They pause and he turns to her. They hold each other’s gaze, unsure of how to part, unsure how to address last night… and this morning.

She’s aware that they are not alone and likely drawing attention the longer they stand just... gazing at each other. She absentmindedly raises her hand to her lips and gnaws at the nail of her thumb.

He chuckles and pushes her hand away from her mouth. “Granger.”

She huffs and drops her hand. “Habit.”

He smiles. “I know. I’ll text you later?”

She bites her cheek and nods.

“Hermione, I-” He’s interrupted by his phone buzzing in his pocket. He fishes it from his trouser pocket and his face falls when he looks at the screen. “It’s Father. I have to take this. Bye Hermione,” he says before disapparating.

“Goodbye, Draco.”

Notes:

“And, when you can't go back, you have to worry only about the best way of moving forward.” - Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Chapter 73: HERMIONE - THE OFFER

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SUN 18 MAR

Hermione and Theo decided to go full French for their menu on Sunday. Their main dish was a Tourtière, ground beef pie. Ground beef with tomatoes and onions baked between two layers of puff pastry. For dessert they made prune stuffed prunes, riffing off the French style. They pitted the prunes and simmered them in a syrup made from wine and prune juice. Theo made the stuffing, a prune cream with Armagnac, while Hermione prepped the ingredients for French style rice pudding (riz au lait). They packed the Tupperware for the Malfoys and Hermione included a note with the prunes that said, ‘For you-know-who.’

After dispatching the owl with the treats, they cleaned the kitchen. Theo cut on the radio and settled on a station playing a Whitney Houston Power Hour. ‘How Will I Know’ sees them cleaning and organizing the table and work top.

‘How will I know if he really loves me? Falling in love is so bittersweet. This love is strong. Why do I feel so weak?’

‘I Wanna Dance With Somebody’ gets them through soaking and washing all the dishes.

‘I need a man who’ll take a chance on a love that burns hot enough to last. So, when the night falls, my lonely heart calls. Oh, I wanna dance with somebody. I wanna feel the heat with somebody. Yeah, I wanna dance with somebody. With somebody who loves me!’

Hermione belts out ‘I Will Always Love You,’ as Theo dries the dishes.

“If I should stay, I would only be in your way. So I’ll go, but I know I’ll think you of every step of the way... And I will always love you!”

She can feel the prickle of tears in her eyes as she belts out the last chord. Theo’s eyes are softened with empathy and all too knowing as he pulls her into a hug, and she wills herself not to cry.

Her feelings are still a tangle when she walks to the Floo in a daze. Her spirits are still low as she wraps herself in her towel after a long, hot shower. She flops onto her bed to scroll through her missed text messages when her phone buzzes with a message from Draco.

Father liked the rice pudding. He said he prefers the baked version ( Teurgoule) with nuts, raisins, and spices. It bakes low and slow and the sugars in the milk caramelize into a crust on top. He says if you ever make that, send him extra.

Good to know. :) And the pruneaux?

Délicieux. He sent his compliments to the chef. Literally, he selected his own bouquet to owl to Theo tomorrow morning. It’s a point of pride for Father.

She grins.

He also wanted me to send you his deepest appreciation. I told him that you’d asked about him.

Oh, to have been a fly on the dining room wall for that conversation!

Was he surprised? Concerned? Disturbed? She asks.

He was… perturbed. His confusion gave mother quite a laugh. I don’t think anyone’s done anything nice for Lucius Malfoy without ulterior motives since he was a small boy. Maybe never. It only served to make him more suspicious. He asked a million questions about you. Mother reminded him that he’s met you on several occasions.

Hermione rolls her eyes. Though she’s happy to find that’s she’s not in the least bit offended that Lucius didn’t remember her. She couldn’t imagine any benefits from being on Lucius Malfoy’s radar. She remembers his icy mien on New Year’s when he’d cut into her dance with Draco. With such chilly reception, it was better for her that she blended into the background.

Well, I’m happy he liked the treats, even if he has no earthly idea who I am.

He knows enough to send you a token of his gratitude. Expect an owl with his official thanks tomorrow morning. Good night, Hermione.

:) Good night, Draco.

MON 19 MAR

The promised owl arrives early the next morning. Hermione’s on the balcony, completing the Puzzle page with Draco via text, when the largest owl she’s ever seen crests the balcony and lands on the ledge. His golden eyes gleam against his deep brown coat. Startled into action, Hermione throws her phone and newspaper onto the sofa behind her before dashing into the room to retrieve the treats tin. She uncovers it and approaches the beast slowly, holding out the tin. She lets him take his fill as she retrieves the beige envelope from his leg. He ducks his head for scratches before shaking his wings out and taking flight.

The envelope is a thick, raw cardstock sealed with the Malfoy crest stamped into dark-green wax. Inside is a single piece of creamy, stone paper that’s soft and cool to the touch. Hermione’s eyes widen in shock and disbelief as she reads the neat, sloping script once, then twice.

“Pansy!” She shrieks, dashing back into the room. “Pansy!” She runs down the hall to Pansy’s room and bangs on her door. “Emergency, Pansy, wake up!”

“Granger! I will hex you. Desist!” Pansy calls from inside.

“Balsams! Barghams!” What was that book they swore on? “Bantams? Bonhams! Brontham’s!” Yes, Brontham’s. “Brontham’s, Pansy!” She hears the lock snick then the door flies open.

“Speak, Granger!” Hisses a bedraggled Pansy.

She shoves the paper at Pansy whose eyes widen as she reads. Hands trembling, she asks, “Granger, how did you get this?”

“The biggest owl I’ve ever seen in my entire life dropped it off five minutes ago.”

Pansy quirks a brow. “Was it brown?”

Hermione nods.

“Yvain, the head of the brood. Why would Lucius invite you to his birthday party?”

Hermione bites her lip. “We made him his favorite dessert last night-”

“You what?” She exclaims. “Why!?”

Hermione shrugs. “When we were in Switzerland, I asked Draco what his father likes. Theo and I make things that he and his mother enjoy all the time, but his father doesn’t partake. I thought it would be a nice gesture.”

Pansy sighs and narrows her eyes. “Hermione, you can’t decline this.”

She scoffs. “Why not?”

Pansy rolls her eyes. “For one, you’re shagging his son-” She holds up her finger when Hermione starts to object. “Granger, don’t even. And secondly – don’t hex me – it’s Lucius Abraxas Malfoy. He doesn’t invite just anyone to his birthday party. You cannot decline.”

She feels her shoulders sag. “Pansy, what would I even wear?”

Pansy waves her off. “I’ll take care of that. Just get through this week. And send back an owl with your response.” She flips the paper over and whispers an incantation that Hermione’s never heard. Swirls of green and gold coalesce into checkboxes for Hermione to accept or decline the invitation.

Hermione is doing a final review of her notes for her Minerals Final when she receives a notification that Snape moved their meeting up to 2pm. While she now has one less hour to freak out about the meeting, the move increases her anxiety because he was moving the freaking meeting up! Why was he moving the freaking meeting up? She shrieks and Pansy comes rushing in. Hermione apologizes for startling her again and explains - at wand-point - that, “Snape moved the meeting up. He moved the meeting up!

“Hermione, you’re shaking!” Pansy grabs her shoulders. “Take a break. Put on a swimsuit. We’re going to Lido. Heated pools and massages.”

“Pansy, it’s Finals week! I can’t. I have my Minerals final at 11:30-”

Pansy stops her. “Hermione, you’ve been doing long days in the Lab, and studying, and grading, on top of stuff for the Ministry, and now this meeting. You can and will take a break. You have fifteen minutes to put on a swimsuit and comfortable clothes and meet me by the Floo. End of story.”

Hermione scoffs but complies. The heated pool and massage turn out to be just what she needed to turn her brain off for a while. She showers when they return home and Apparates to campus to sit for her Minerals Final. After the exam, she sits on a bench outside comparing responses with some of her classmates before heading to the cafeteria for lunch. She fishes her lab robes out of her bag and dons them before walking to the Science building.

“Ah good, you’re both here,” Snape drawls as Hermione enters the lab and places her backpack on her desk.

She glances over at Draco to find him reviewing a case file at his Lab station. “Follow me.”

Snape beckons, leading them down the hallway and into his office. They settle into two of the seats in front of his desk.

“I wanted to notify you both of a few developments. As you are intimately aware, Snape Lab has expanded. We take on creature cases from the Ministry, attend their delegations, and collaborate with Sprout Lab on research for the Ministry and Mungo’s. You’ve both been instrumental in these collaborations, and you’re technically working at the level of Fellows. As such, I am promoting you to Fellows. Thanks to an Anonymous donation, we are fully funded and able to expand further. You shall co-run a Lab in this division under my charge. We’ll staff your Lab with mix of Potions and Herbology Junior Apprentices. You will do casework and research for the Ministry and Mungo’s. You will no longer brew quota potions. After this current term ends, you will no longer be required to T.A courses, so you can focus on research and travel obligations. Miss Granger, I hear you’ve done an overhaul of the Herbology Review and Herbology 100 courses, so you may want to continue those. The Dean wishes to add a supervised Foraging component to another Herbology course. He may work with you to schedule those to coincide with the Foraging you and Mr. Longbottom already do. Longbottom will be transferred to your new Lab as Senior Apprentice so you three can continue your fruitful collaboration. We can re-evaluate your positions after you both complete your Potions Masteries.”

Snape turns his attention to Draco. “Malfoy, when you’ve obtained your Mastery, you will be made Assistant Professor. You can design and pitch your own courses and continue your research under my bannerhead until you complete your Doctorate and are ready to strike out on your own.”

Draco nods. “I’ll need to discuss this with Father.”

“Naturally,” Snape says before turning his attention to Hermione. “As for you, Miss Granger. You are planning to obtain your Healer rites and complete Medical School. If you choose to accept my offer and stay in England to complete those through Oxford/Hogwarts, we can work on an arrangement wherein you satisfy some of your requirements through Lab work and complete the rest of your Medical School requirements through Oxford and Mungo’s. The Dean of College has drafted a Curriculum plan for your review. I have offered to serve as your Academic Advisor and will help you navigate the rest of your schooling and visa arrangements. I’ll give you some time to gather your thoughts. We can schedule a meeting in a few days to discuss logistics and next steps, regardless of your choice.”

She nods. “Thank you. I’ll need to discuss this with my parents as well.”

She turns to look at Draco who gives her a soft smile.

Snape nods and dismisses her. “Miss Granger, you may go. Malfoy, please stay.”

Hermione races to her room after she steps through the Floo into Parkinson Manor. She shuts the door and leans against it, her chest heaving as she gulps down air in deep breaths. She needs to regain control of herself and talk to her mother. It’s 10:30am back home. Her mother and father would be just ending their weekly team meeting and settling in to check emails.

She texts her mother that she needs to Skype with her ASAP. Her mother’s text response is immediate. We’re heading back to the office from the conf room. Talk soon sweetie.

Hermione crosses to her desk and powers up her laptop. She smiles when the video call connects, and her mom's face comes into view. “Sweetheart, your father got pulled into a patient consult. It’s just me for now.”

Hermione smiles. “That’s okay, mom. I have news!”

Her mother gasps. “Oh, Hermione! Is it what I think it is?”

Hermione grins.

Jean squeals. “I’m so proud of you! Have you decided? Are you staying?”

Was she staying? Was she willing to give up their puzzles? His texts and calls? Movies and foraging? His kisses, his touches, his heat? She thinks about how nice their meals alone had been during their recent delegation trips. And Valentine’s day… Their outings had almost, almost felt like… dates. That night in Switzerland. Waking up in his arms… How hard it was becoming to part from him! All the sorrow and heartache at the prospect of never having him again. Of telling him goodbye. Of telling them all goodbye. Was she staying?

“Yes, mom. I’m staying.” Hermione smiles and feels tears prickle in the corners of her eyes. The moment is bittersweet. Reopening the door to life in England but closing the door on her life in the States.

“Good. We’ll visit! We’ll visit you there, you’ll visit us here, you’ll join us on our travels. You have all these new friends and family, sweetheart. This is the start of another chapter for you! I’m so excited for you! Your father will be thrilled. We’re so proud of you. But you seem sad or conflicted. I can see it in your face. Is it Draco?”

Hermione nods.

Her mother’s face falls. “Is it too late with him?”

Hermione bites her lip and shakes her head. She tries to blink away the tears, but they still pool in her lashes. “Mom,” she whimpers.

“Sweetheart, I wish I was there to hug you. Why the tears, my love?”

Hermione lets out a shaky breath. Why the tears?

“Hermione, dear, we always knew you would go far. And we’re so proud of you! But how much of keeping these men at arm’s length has been about sticking to your plan and protecting your future? And how much of it has been about protecting your heart? If you don’t let them in, they can’t distract you… or hurt you. But if you don’t let them in, they can’t love you either.”

The dam breaks and the tears fall.

“You let Draco in further than you’ve let anyone before. Why, sweetheart?”

Her mother waits patiently as Hermione cries, letting all the pent-up emotions wash over her. Then slowly, slowly she wracks her brain. How’d he done it? How’d he get past all her defenses? Hermione huffs. “We were friends first. Well, we were nemeses first. Then friends. And we really tried to be friends. But it always felt… different.”

Her mother quirks a brow. “Different, how?”

“There was always this intensity. This… heat. I know when he’s looking at me. I know exactly where he is in a room. What he’s doing. I know if he’s happy or sad, bored or excited, nervous. I know when he’s Occluding. I know when his walls are down. I can smell him. I can taste him. I can feel him. He is… everything.”

“Then sweetheart, what’s the problem? You deserve a chance at happiness. And if he’s trying to give it to you, you should hear him out.”

Hermione takes a deep breath. “I’m scared, mom,” she admits, the words are barely above a whisper. “He complicates things that should be so easy. And he thinks the most difficult things will be a piece of cake. He’s so… frustrating.”

“Then stick to your guns. If you want to finish your M.D. before you get married, tell him that. If you don’t want kids until after your residency, tell him that. Hermione, you keep telling that man what you don’t want, it’s time to tell him what you do want. Life isn’t just about success. Who are you sharing it with?” Her mother pauses to let her words sink in.

“Sweetie, if you see that man in your future, you’ll have to tell him how you see y’all getting there and ask if he’s willing to follow along. And if you don’t see him in your future, tell him that too. Draw that line in the sand. But if the thought of seeing him with another woman, not just in the papers, but actually having to see him and her with your own two eyes; having to welcome her into your friend group; having to hear details about them during girl talk; having to help plan surprises for her; seeing her have his babies, and make him smile like you made him smile… If the thought of all that makes you mad, then Hermione Jean Granger, go get your man.” Jean’s smile is warm and playful. “Talk to him, sweetheart.”

Hermione nods and her mother is a blur on the screen through her tears.

“I love you, Hermione. My darling girl.”

She smiles a watery smile. “I love you too, mom.”

“And sweetheart?”

Hermione braces herself. “Yes, mom?”

Mere seconds pass but it feels like much longer as Jean’s lips quirk into a smile that slowly spreads into a grin. “I can’t wait to meet him.”

Hermione groans and slumps down in her chair. “You already have!”

Her mother quirks her brows in confusion. “When?”

“New Year’s.”

“Did I?” Jean shrugs. “I was drunk.”

They descend into fits of giggles because despite her earlier objections, Jean Granger was definitely drunk on New Year’s.

“You nearly bit my head off when I told him you were drunk that night.”

“That’s because I was drunk, sweetheart.” She chuckles. “That should have been your first clue.”

Hermione rolls her eyes. Third clue, but who’s counting?

She sees her father approaching over her mother’s shoulder and he smiles when he sees her face on the screen. They share the news with him and the look he gives Hermione is full of pride and joy… with a hint of sadness. It makes her heart swell. “I love you, dad.”

“I love you too, sweetie.”

She puts a calendar invite on Snape’s calendar for 8am the next morning. After he accepts, she goes to Pansy’s room to update her.

“Yes! You’re staying! Everyone’s going to be so happy, Granger! You made us wait long enough to hear-”

“Pansy. I just got the news today!”

Pansy waves her hand. “So, what’s next? You already know you’re staying in your room. Did you tell your parents?” She continues after Hermione nods. “Okay, and we’ll tell my parents at dinner tonight. How do you want to tell everyone else? Ronaldo’s?”

“I think so. I don’t want to say anything until I finalize everything with Snape tomorrow.”

They talk about her plans for the rest of the week: meeting with Snape to finalize details; updating her parents if there are any snags; finishing Finals week; Lucius’s party on Saturday (Pansy is mum on the dress details); then Spring Break! They’d recently finalized their itinerary and would be spending the first two weeks with the rest of the snakes at the Parkinson’s new villa on Ibiza. They’d all split up for the final two weeks with the girls heading to Tahiti while the boys island-hop through the Virgin Islands.

TUE 20 MAR – THU 22 MAR

The next day Hermione meets with Snape in his office to accept his offer and hammer out the finer details. He routes her visa request through the Ministry and helps her complete the transfer paperwork before they plot her schedule for the next term. He admits that while he’s not exactly effusive with his praise, none of this would be happening if she wasn’t such a bright witch who produced stellar work and showed tenacity and commitment. “Your work has gained you fans at Mungo’s, the Ministry, and throughout the Oxford/Hogwarts Administration. You have a very bright future, Miss Granger, and I’m honored to advise you.”

She smiles brightly and thanks him.

There’s a twinkle in Snape’s eye as he says, “It’s back to surly brusqueness when we return for Trinity term, however. You’ve been forewarned, Miss Granger.”

She snorts.

“And finally, you have a dearest fan and sponsor in Narcissa Malfoy.”

Her jaw drops.

“Send her a flower arrangement and a handwritten note immediately after you leave this office, Miss Granger. I am dining at Malfoy Manor tonight. I expect those flowers to be centerpiece- worthy.” With a waggle of his fingers he adds, “You are dismissed.”

After gathering her bag and parchments, Hermione races to the Floo. Winded, she finds Pansy in her room packing for Ibiza. “Pansy. Another emergency,” she huffs between breaths.

“Three in one week, Granger. What is with you?” She chides.

Hermione pants, the words tumbling out between breaths. “Snape said… I need to send… Narcissa a note… and a flower arrangement… She helped convince him… to make me... a Fellow.”

Pansy’s eyes widen. She’s on her feet in an instant, dragging Hermione down to the greenhouse.

“He says he’s going to be at dinner tonight… and that the arrangement needs to be centerpiece-worthy.”

“Of course he did.” Pansy snorts. “Narcissa prefers roses. I was saving these for a special occasion, but I guess this counts. We planted these when we learned of your namesake. Hermione roses don’t bloom until late May, but we can coax them. They’re blush pink-” She pauses to roll her eyes at Hermione’s snort. “So, we can do an arrangement that goes from blush to purple (her favorite color, as you already know). Hermiones, Sweet Madame Blues, Neptune Hybrids with purple creepers as the focal point. They’ll offer dimension and visual interest. We’ll do purple limoniums for filler and their lemony scent (she’s also a fan of citrus, as you should already know). And we’ll round the bouquet out with Eucalyptus (for additional color, visual contrast, and scent).”

Pansy conjures a thick piece of blush-colored cardstock paper and Hermione fishes her fountain pen from her bag. She pens a note thanking Narcissa for believing in her and advocating on her behalf. Pansy wraps the bouquet, tucks the note inside, then summons a large, imperious Eagle Owl to deliver the bouquet swiftly.

In the note they receive by owl later that night, Narcissa thanks her and Pansy for the flowers and kind words. She tells Hermione that she’ll let her be the one to tell Draco she’s staying and that she’ll see her at breakfast Saturday morning for the customary pre-party spa outing.

FRI 23 MAR

Another Friday evening finds the gang on the back patio of Ronaldo’s chattering excitedly over appetizers. Suddenly an unmarked bottle of clear liquid and several ripe coconuts appear on the table. Their phones buzz with a text from Draco in the group chat informing them he’s in Mauritius on business (“Money business.” Theo mutters) and that the cane rum is handmade from sugarcane on the island. He tells them to drink it with the coconut juice and a dash of lime (which they should order from the waitress).

Hermione tells the group her news after their dessert arrives. They shriek and applaud, ordering a bottle of champagne and toasting her.

“Have you told Draco?” Theo asks, his eyes narrowing with suspicion.

She bites her lip and shakes her head.

“Should he be worried?”

Hermione winces.

Theodore,” Blaise warns.

Hermione meets Theo’s gaze. “No, he shouldn’t. It’s just a conversation that should happen in private. End of story.”

Theo nods.

“Well then, more champagne!” Blaise exclaims, nudging Theo before signaling to their usual waitress when he catches her eye.

After demolishing the second bottle, the gang decide to Apparate to Parkinson Manor instead of a club. They watch a movie and people Floo home after they sober up a bit. It’s midnight when Hermione finally climbs into bed. She wants to text him, but a quick Google search shows her it’s 3am where he is. She figures she’ll see him later at his father’s party and can ask him all her questions then… And share her news. Hoping against hope that while everything had changed for her, nothing had changed for him.

Chapter 74: HERMIONE - GO GET YOUR MAN

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SAT 24 MAR

Early Saturday morning, Pansy okays Hermione’s dress selection for the pre-birthday spa day. A short, fitted, navy blue shift dress with a low scoop neckline, elbow-length sleeves and two rows of braided tassels along the hem. The neckline on the back is quite low as well, the soft curve of the neckline hits her midback. Hermione glamours her tattoos, twists her hair into a chignon at the nape of her neck, and completes the outfit with silver slingback kitten heel sandals from Pansy’s closet. She meets Pansy and her mother at the Floo, and they depart together for Malfoy Manor.

The Greengrasses are already seated when their trio enter the dining room. Draco is absent but when she greets her, Narcissa gestures for Hermione to take the same seat as the previous brunch. Hermione pours herself a glass of fresh orange juice and puts a slice of quiche on her plate. She’s munching quietly, listening to the other women converse when Narcissa clears her throat and asks if she’s told Draco yet.

Hermione’s about to respond when he walks in with the morning paper in the crook of his arm, his hands in his pockets. He’s in head-to-toe gray, tall and beautiful with a faint hint of silvery blond stubble. He runs his finger along his cheeks and jaw when he catches her staring.

She smirks behind her glass.

His eyes flick up and down her torso, taking in her dress as he greets his mother. “Told me what?” He asks, as he takes his seat next to her.

“Yes, told Draco what?” Astoria echoes, glaring at Hermione.

Pansy clears her throat in warning.

Draco frowns as Hermione turns to him, pointedly ignoring Astoria. “Snape meeting update. We’ll talk later.

“Secrets are no fun unless you share with everyone,” Astoria croons mockingly.

Draco cuts his eyes to Astoria, silencing her with a matter-of-fact, “Lab business.”

Chastened, Astoria rolls her eyes and jabs a slice of melon.

“Draco. Shave,” his mother spits between sips of her tea.

“Yes, Mother,” he bites out as he places a slice of quiche on his plate.

Pansy pipes up about something she’d read in Witch Weekly, mercifully steering the conversation away from one fraught area into another. Something about the recent Milan runway shows. Pansy’s on about the new ‘it color’ which is blue, to her utter delight (“Azures and cobalts!”)

Hermione uses this as cover to whisper to Draco, “When’d you get back?”

“Thirty minutes ago?”

She chuckles. “And you’re eating breakfast?”

He shrugs. “Mauritius is only four hours ahead. This is brunch.” He grins. “Besides, I never pass up Spinach quiche.”

She smirks at him. Spinach quiche is such a tame thing to ‘never pass up.’

He unfolds his morning paper as conversation continues around them. From the corner of her eye, she catches the glint of his ring as he taps the page. She follows his finger and sees the story he’s pointing to is an update on the erumpent from December. She snorts and leans in to read the story. She whispers the next sentence in her best Patrick Stewart impression, and he chuckles. She knows the eyes of the rest of the women are on them, but she can’t bring herself to care. She glances at him, and his eyes flick up from her cleavage to meet her gaze. She smirks as she leans back in her seat. His eyes pause on her lips before he blinks away, turning his attention back to the paper.

Later that afternoon – after breakfast and the spa and a nap – Hermione's just finished packing for Ibiza when there’s a sharp knock on her door. She opens it to find Pansy and the glam team in the hallway. They enter and set up shop. Hermione agrees to light makeup – mascara, bronze eyeshadow on her lids and a soft, peachy-pink glossy tint on her lips.

Hermione gasps when Pansy reveals her dress for the evening. A red strapless mid-length dress with a bustier bodice complete with ties in the back. It flares from her hips in soft pleats and there’s a side slit on her left thigh. The hem of the dress stops at her mid-calf. She puts on the morse code necklace from Malfoy, a pair of silver sunburst statement earrings she’d purchased on a Coastal walk, and a pair of red strappy open-toed heeled sandals from her own closet. She charms her nails Pansy pink and gets a nod of approval from Pansy who’s in royal blue with silver accents.

When Stan and Brigitte are ready, they all Floo over to Malfoy Manor. They’re approaching the door to the dining room where Narcissa’s birthday party had been held when she spies Draco off to the side of his parents, greeting their guests. She sees something flash in his gaze when he notices that she’s wearing his necklace. His gaze is dark and fathomless when their eyes meet.

“Thank you for having me, Lucius,” Hermione says to his father when he turns his attention to her. She simply refuses to call him ‘Mr. Malfoy;’ that’s reserved for him.

“My pleasure, Miss Granger. My family speaks highly of you.”

She feels the heat rise in her cheeks and knows she’s blushing. She glances at Narcissa who’s smiling and musters a soft smile in return.

“I’m glad to hear that, sir.”

He nods. “Enjoy your evening, Miss Granger.”

Pansy’s parents hang back to talk to the Malfoys while Hermione enters the party with Pansy. They pick at the passed apps and champagne with Daphne and Theo before Narcissa cuts in and requests for Hermione to take a turn with her. Hermione blushes when Narcissa extends her arm.

“Darling, don’t be nervous,” she coaxes, looping her arm through Hermione’s before leading her away.

Narcissa introduces her to many new witches and wizards, and helps her catch up with others she’d met at her birthday and the New Year’s Eve fete. Narcissa brags to a few about how she and Draco had just been made Fellows at Snape Lab. She steers Hermione over to where Minister Shacklebolt is conversing with his Under-Secretary and beckons Snape and Draco over to join them as well. A heated discussion ensues about the preparations for the Vampire Bill and the timeline for the other cases they’re currently collaborating on.

When his father joins the gaggle, Draco steps closer to Hermione and whispers for her to meet him in the greenhouse. After making his excuses, Draco exits through a set of double doors on one side of the ballroom.

After a few more minutes of conversation – during which the Minister and Snape commended Hermione and Neville (in absentia) for their foraging prowess, which had slashed timelines and costs for numerous potions that would still be languishing in a cauldron otherwise – Hermione makes her own excuses, and heads for a set of doors on the other side of the ballroom. She’s waylaid by a witch who asks about her dress. Quick thinking has her searching the party for Pansy’s glossy, black pixie cut. Once sighted, she signals her over to talk fashion with the woman, mouthing a silent ‘thank you,’ as their paths cross. Behind her, she hears Pansy inform the inquisitive witch that it’s a Malkin original as she slips out of the ballroom into the quiet corridor.

Draco pulls her in close when she enters the greenhouse and tips her chin up. “There’s something about having you here in my home that just… Can I kiss you, Hermione?”

She bites her lip and nods. The kiss is soft, and sweet, and over too soon. “More,” she whispers, leaning into him.

“That’s my line,” he jokes before kissing her again. Soft, sweet, and tender. “Walk with me,” he whispers, offering her his arm. She loops her arm through his, and he points out new acquisitions and a number of pots he’d planted with cuttings from their recent foraging excursions.

Notes of scents she associates with him get stronger and stronger as they approach a few rose bushes that have the familiar coloration of amortentia roses (pale outer edges that grow more vibrant toward the center of the bud). However, these roses are different colors and sizes than the usual amortentia roses. “Amortentia splices?” Hermione asks, stepping away from him to inspect them.

When she looks back up at him, he smirks. “How did you know.”

“I’m an Herbology Master,” she chides in her Snape voice, earning her an elbow nudge.

“As an Herbology Master, how did you know?”

She chuckles. “You mean besides the smell?”

His eyes darken and narrow slightly as he nods.

“The coloration. Amortentia roses have that unique pale color that deepens toward the apex of each petal and the center of the plant. Like a heat map. No matter what flower they’re spliced with they seem to override the RNA responsible for phenotype. They allow the plant to keep its color but the amortentia dominates the pattern. It’s fascinating.”

“Indeed,” he agrees. There’s a splash of pink high on his cheeks when he adds, “What does it smell like for you?”

She remembers her visions of him, them, as she’d inhaled the amortentia rose on New Year’s. “You.” She smiles, stepping closer to him. “Same as it did on New Year’s.”

He scoffs (and he never scoffs). “New Years? Your list was nothing like me.” He recounts her list with a look of indignation. “Leather. Ginger. Apple. Pine?” He adds incredulously. “And mint.”

She rolls her eyes and chuckles, counting off each scent note on her finger. “Leather: Draco, you have a dragonhide shoe for every day of the year; Ginger: Tea, Crabbies, your tooth sticks; Moon apples – need I say more?” She giggles. “Pine: Foraging. And there’s a faint hint of it in your cologne; Mint. Don’t think I don’t know you steal my gum and my winterberries. There were more that I didn’t say: eucalyptus, citrus, soil… Draco, it was you. It was all you.”

He tilts her chin up again and this time his kiss is deeper and more passionate. Demanding. She lets herself fall into it, into him. She wraps her arms around him when they break the kiss. “What about yours?”

“You: Mint; citrus; vanilla; berries; ginger; herbs. You, all you.”

She smiles. “We should talk, Draco.”

He closes his eyes and rests his forehead on hers. “My study?” She nods and he presses a soft kiss to her lips before stepping away and taking her hand in his, leading her back through the greenhouse toward his study.

“Do I need a drink for this?” He asks, crossing to his sideboard, his back to her.

She snorts and shakes her head.

Probably imagining the worst, he tenses, straightening to his full height before turning to face her.

Her eyes widen. “Sorry! I shook my head. No.”

His posture relaxes. He walks around his desk and leans against it in front of her.

“No Occluding needed either.”

He quirks a brow. “Oh. Good news, then?”

She smiles.

“Come here,” he says, reaching for her.

She steps closer and he raises his hand, running a finger along her necklace, then up the column of her throat, trailing goosebumps in his wake.

“I’m staying,” she says, cutting to the chase.

His eyes lock on hers, fingers faltering on her neck. “And?” He urges.

“And… I’d like to give us a chance. A real chance. If you’re still game.”

“Oh, I’m game, Granger. Hermione,” he whispers.

He drops his hands to her waist and pulls her the rest of the way into him. She wraps him in her arms and nuzzles into his neck. “I really like you, Draco.”

“I really like you, Hermione.”

She feels the rumble of his voice in his chest.

“I’m all in... but-” She’s interrupted by a sharp knock on the door.

He frowns.

She steps away from him, wiping her lip gloss from his neck and muttering smoothing charms over them.

The second knock is louder and more insistent followed by, “Draco!” The resounding, unmistakable voice of his father.

“Enter, Father,” Draco calls.

Hermione leans against the lip of his desk.

Lucius strolls in, his steps falter when his eyes land on her and he appraises her coolly.

She meets his gaze and does not look away. She supposes she’s passed (or failed) his test when he breaks their stare-down and turns to face his Draco.

He crooks a finger. “Son,” he says, luring Draco a few steps away from her, before he starts to whisper.

Hermione can make out only a few words, “Mauritius;” “Deal;” “Renege-”

She points to the door. “I can lea-”

Lucius holds up a finger to silence her as they continue their murmured conversation. She makes out, “Bank;” “Cayman;” “Tonight.”

Draco recoils. “Now, Father? But-”

“Yes, now,” Lucius snarls. “The Cayman banks are still open. You can get the account hiccup sorted before the business day starts in Mauritius. Son, if I go, I’m blowing up the f*cking deal. This is unacceptable!” He seethes.

Draco places a hand on his father’s shoulder. “I’ll handle it.”

Lucius nods and turns on his heel to exit the study. “Miss Granger, dinner will be served in five,” he tosses over his shoulder as he strolls out.

Draco closes the door behind him and walks over to her. “Stay.”

She chuckles.


He rolls his eyes. “After the party,” he clarifies.

She opens her mouth to object.

“I know you’re leaving tomorrow. Are you packed already?”

She bites her lip. She’d learned her lesson on New Year’s. “Yes.”

“Then stay,” he pleads. “Go to my room after the party. Come to the study and go through the door,” he points to the secret door behind him. “You won’t miss your Portkey.” He smirks.

“I promise.”

“Okay.” She rises on tiptoe to kiss him.

“We’ll talk later?” He asks before kissing her again.

She nods then leaves his study. She enters the dining room and takes her seat to Narcissa’s right, across from Pansy.

“Darling, did you talk to him yet?” Narcissa asks, placing her hand over Hermione’s.

“We started, but we got interrupted.” She glances down the other end of the table at Lucius whose eyes are curious upon her and his wife.

“Hmm,” Narcissa hums, nodding in understanding.

Pleasant conversation flows between Hermione, Pansy and Narcissa throughout dinner. As their dinner plates are cleared and the spread is being laid for dessert, Hermione turns to Narcissa. "Narcissa, can I ask you a question? You’ll tell me if this is not the right time or place?”

Narcissa sets down her wine glass. “Of course, darling.”

Pansy narrows her eyes at Hermione, but she soldiers on anyway. “If Draco and I…” She glances at Narcissa who nods in understanding and motions for her to continue. “What about Society events?”

Narcissa smiles. “I assumed you wouldn’t go.” Narcissa chuckles when Hermione’s jaw drops. “My dragon only attends Society events at the request of his father and I. Trust me, he only appears at the ones for which he doesn’t have a compelling excuse. And even then, we have to drag him through the Floo kicking and screaming. I believe he’d relish the opportunity to have a valid excuse not to attend.”

Hermione chuckles. From the dry way he talked about those events, she was sure Draco would use her as an excuse at every opportunity. “And if I wanted to go?”

Narcissa quirks a brow. “I’m the Chair of most of the events. If you want an invite, an invite you shall have.”

“And the ones you don’t Chair?”

Narcissa raises her chin impudently, straightening their spines. “Darling, any event at which you are not welcome will not be graced with my presence. Or my husband’s. They’ll get the message,” she deadpans.

Hermione glances at Pansy, who smirks.

“And Harry?” She asks, flicking her gaze between Narcissa and Pansy.

Pansy’s expression falters and the witch squirms almost imperceptibly in her seat.

“Birdie told me they’d killed some stories, but I didn’t realize it had been... Oh dear, months.” Narcissa eyes Pansy. “From what you said all those years ago… Is it serious, darling?”

Pansy’s eyes flicker nervously to Hermione before she keeps her gaze trained on Narcissa... and nods. “Yes,” she whispers.

Narcissa rests her hand on her pendant for a fleeting second. “Ah.” Turning her attention back to Hermione she adds, “Miss Parkinson has not asked.”

Pansy scoffs. “Harry only tolerates New Year’s for the gifts and the games afterward. He’d hate the stuffier balls and events…” she says, unconvincingly.

“And if he didn’t?” Hermione asks.

“Then I’d bring him. And anyone who had an issue-”

“Would face the wrath of the Malfoys and the Parkinsons,” Narcissa interjects, hand on her pendant and a smug smile on her lips. “And they shan’t have an issue for long. Any other questions you have for me before your talk with my son, darling?”

Hermione shakes her head. Narcissa had deftly put one of her major concerns to bed.

“Then I expect the conversation will happen forthwith?”

Hermione smiles. “Yes.”

“Delightful,” Narcissa says, nodding for the elves to plate the desserts.

After the party, Hermione tells Pansy she’s staying the night.

“Granger, the villa Floo isn’t set up yet. Do not miss this Portkey. Don’t waste one of your illegals on this either.”

“Yes, mom,” Hermione jokes when they arrive at Draco’s study. “I’ll be there, Pans.”

“Don’t Pans me, Granger. Did you pack?”

“Yes. Mom.” Hermione bites out in mock exasperation.

Pansy tuts and rolls her eyes. “Later, Granger.” She says turning on her heel and walking toward the main Floo.

Hermione vanishes her makeup, dons a Quidditch tee from Draco’s closet, climbs into his bed and reads a novel from his bedside table until she falls asleep. She doesn’t know what time it is when he returns. She’s awoken by the groan of pipes as he runs the water for a hot shower. She can’t bear to check the clock to see how little time they have left together. She removes the shirt and joins him. Sleepily, he soaps her up as he kisses her. She delights in the feel of his fingers all over her body. They switch places so he can soap himself up and she moans as the stream of hot water thrums all over her sensitized skin. She distracts him with sleepy, sloppy kisses as he rinses off. They towel off and she puts back on the Malfoy tee before snuggling against him under the covers. They lay on their sides, kissing and exchanging whispered stories about their days until they slip off to sleep.

SUN 25 MAR – FRI 30 MAR

Hermione’s awoken mere hours later when Draco rolls over and sits up on the edge of the bed. She glances out of a window and finds the twilight sky is still rather dark. “Draco, it’s still dark,” she says, reaching for him as he stands and turns to face her.

He bends down and kisses her cheek. “I know. We’re on a deadline to get this deal fixed before their Parliamentary session tomorrow morning.” Another kiss. “I’ll see you soon. We’ll talk in Ibiza.” He kisses her lips. “Do you have your alarms set? Don’t miss your Portkey. Pansy will kill me,” he chides.

“Yes,” she says, closing her eyes against the brightness when he unlocks his phone screen.

“I’m sorry for all this...”

“Don’t apologize, Draco,” she says, squinting.

He rests his forehead on hers tantalizing her with another slow probing kiss that he breaks when his phone buzzes. “We’ll talk in Ibiza.”

She nods and slips back off to sleep while he dresses.

Later, she’s awoken by a pop of Apparition a few minutes before her alarms are set to go off. She’s greeted by a cheery Céline who says Master Draco wanted to make sure she ate before she left to catch her Portkey. She’s touched by his thoughtfulness and asks Céline for orange juice and oatmeal with berries.

She Floos back to Parkinson Manor with thirty minutes to spare and smirks at Pansy when she pops her head out of her room door. “Granger.”

“Parkinson.”

A grinning Harry pops his head out behind Pansy. “Granger.”

She snorts. “Potter.”

“The others will be here soon,” Pansy informs her. “Parkinson Estate has some skin in this Mauritius deal. My father said the deal was solid before this money mix-up. Draco should join us by tomorrow night.”

Draco did not join them the next night, or the next one, or the one after that. Days turned to a week in Ibiza with no clarity on his return. In fact, he seemed to be having an odyssean journey as the moving parts of the deal got more complicated and he was moved like a chess piece to wherever Lucius played him. He Portkeyed between Mauritius, Cayman, Switzerland, and now Pretoria, the executive capital of South Africa – since the Mauritian parties no longer trusted the Cayman money men and wanted a bank on the continent involved in the deal.

Hermione’s days passed in a whirlwind of excursions, snorkeling and water sports, partying and lounging on the beach, fun and laughs, but something was missing: him. He spent long days in business meetings and closed-door sessions. And some nights, she could tell that his brain was mush, and his body was taxed. They texted each other when they could. Which often meant sending texts before bed that the other would read and respond to when they woke up and so on for days. She missed him. When he did snag some time in his schedule to call her, spotty cell service during their excursions meant she often missed his call. Other times she missed his call simply because she hadn’t heard her phone buzzing in her bag at the pool or on the beach. It was a comedy of errors, and everyone knew Merlin had a sick sense of humor! She’d let all the hope she’d suppressed these past few months come flooding in, and the final step was getting her man. But the uncertainty of their preempted conversation and the insufferable distance were killing her.

SAT 31 MAR

“My loneliness is killing me,” croons an older woman with an unbelievable voice. “And I, I must confess, I still believe!”

“Still believe!” The rest of the karaoke bar croons, singing backup for the woman on stage.

“When I’m not with you, I lose my mind. Give me a sign! Hit me baby, one more time!”

Saturday night found the snakes at a local karaoke bar. Hermione stared down another empty night alone in the bed she’d envisioned sharing with him all week. The ‘I miss you’ text she’d sent Draco earlier was still unanswered. And she was down to her last pair of sensible underwear, having packed way too much lingerie that she’d likely never get to use on this trip.

She checks her phone again before slipping it back into her bag, mocked by the empty seat where Draco should have been.

“We’re up!” Theo exclaims as the woman finishes her Britney solo to thunderous applause.

They each knock back their shots before trooping behind Theo onto the stage for a handful of group songs. The rest of the gang return to the table, leaving Blaise and Ginny on stage to perform the sappiest rendition of Jessica Simpson’s ‘Take My Breath Away.’

Hermione nurses a ginger beer while searching for a song to sing with Pansy and Daphne. She stops them when they get to a page of Janet Jackson songs. “Do you guys know any of these?” She asks.

“Pleasure Principle!” Daphne exclaims. Pansy nods.

“Okay, let’s do that one. And you guys can sing backup for me on ‘All For You’.”

Daphne giggles and they plug their song codes into the remote.

The title card for ‘Pleasure Principle’ cues up after a bachelor party group demolishes the Backstreet Boys’ ‘I Want It That Way.’ Pansy, Daphne and Hermione climb up onto the little stage and belt out their lyrics. A group of Muggle girls cheer and clamber on stage to join them when the intro to ‘All For You’ starts.

‘All my girls at the party, look at that body. Shaking that thing like you never did see. Got a nice package alright. Guess I’m gonna have to ride it tonight.’

Hermione would not be riding a nice package tonight, but a gal could dream.

‘Edit; four, three two, one.’

Chapter 75: DRACO - INEPTITUDE

Chapter Text

SAT 31 MAR

It’s all for you. If you really want it. It’s all for you. If you say you need it.’

Draco knew that one. Janet Jackson, circa 2001. He’d had Blaise and Potter rip him CDs full of Muggle music as part of his recent Muggle Education. He’d asked for every reggae and calypso song they could find, since those genres were important to Hermione, and she pulled him up to dance with her whenever the DJs played reggae. He knew Seamus had taken her to dance at reggae clubs and wouldn’t mind continuing that tradition with her. If her staying in England meant what he thought it meant – what he hoped it meant – there’d be plenty of salsa clubs and reggae lounges in his future.

He hoped there’d be a lot of her in his future. He was ready. He was so f*cking ready. This week had been torture. Pure torture to have her so close then slip through his fingers. Again.

When his mobile had buzzed in his pocket earlier during a break in the negotiations, he’d glanced at Father to see if the text could be from him. The man tended to glare until he received a response. But Lucius had been whispering ominously with Stan Parkinson. Father had shouldered his way back into the stalled deal on Wednesday, blaming Draco’s ‘ineptitude’ for the lack of progress.

The man had eaten crow, however, when the deal continued to languish for days although Draco and his ‘ineptitude’ had been banished back to Cayman. And then to South Africa with the new money people that the Mauritians wanted in on the deal instead. Back in Mauritius – tired, weary, aching for his witch and a good night’s rest – it was all he could do not to excuse himself from the meeting and call her. Between the time differences, dropped calls, missed calls, bad reception and the distance, Murphy and his stupid law were running Draco ragged. He’d fished his mobile out of his pocket and read the message from Hermione just as the Prime Minister re-entered the room, clearing his throat to get their attention.

‘I miss you.’

He'd wanted to leave the country the minute the ink dried on the deal, but Father had pulled him in for lunch at a nearby restaurant to debrief. “Draco, I’ll remain in town until the vote comes in. You may return to your vacation if you believe that is wise.”

Which meant he’d better sit his arse in whatever seat Father wanted him in and stay there until he was dismissed.

“Son, what is the nature of your relationship with Miss Granger?” Father had asked after their dishes were cleared and Stan stepped out to take a call. Lucius had never much cared for the goings-on in his dating life. He’d simply told Draco to choose wisely and not embarrass the Malfoy name, leaving the particulars of the witch hunt to Draco and Mother.

Draco frowned.

A curious gleam glinted in Lucius’ eye, which could mean anything since the man took delight in the hunt, the kill, and the feast alike. “I interrupted something that night in your study.” Not a question or observation; a statement of fact.“What is the nature of your relationship with Miss Granger?” He asked again, this time through clenched teeth.

Weeks ago, Draco would have classified their relationship as ‘meionic,’ a dull nothingness with the potential to transform into matter. Ending things with Hermione before they’d even begun to take shape had hollowed out a piece of him and he’d been filling the lacuna with every bit of her he could find. Because she was the missing piece. After Cauterets, friendship had been the best he could hope for with her. So, they’d built it back up stronger than ever. Sharing stories about their pasts and delving into areas of his life he hadn’t shared with anyone but the Theo and Blaise. He’d told her more on their few Ministry dinners than he'd shared with countless witches on hundreds of dates combined. Today, he could truly call her a friend. But tonight, he wanted to call her something more.

“Nascent.”

Father quirked a brow. “So, you two are not together?”

Draco shook his head. “No.”

Father blinked, his expression blank. “You two are not dating?” He presses.

“No, we’re not dating... Well, not yet… I think. Snape offered us Fellowships last week, as you know, and she made the decision to accept and remain in England. We have not yet discussed what that means for us. We were getting to it in the study.”

“I see. When you get clarity, you’ll let me know?”

Draco frowned. “You can take this as clarity. If something changes, I’ll let you know,” he countered.

Lucius chuckled. Chuckled! “In that case, do be careful, son. You are not anonymous, and you have not been pictured with a witch in some time.”

He’d noticed. The Prophet had stretched the images of his final crop of Marriage Mart dates for months. Featuring them weeks after they happened and recycling old images and blind items. Even speculating that he was getting cozy with the last witch he’d taken out, Spanish heiress Camila La Voran.

“And you trust Miss Granger?”

This again. He’d already received the third degree after the pruneaux! He wouldn’t be pursuing the blasted witch if he didn’t trust her. “Father, did anything go missing the last time she was in the house? She spent the night after your party.”

Father’s eyes narrowed.

“Did any of the paintings report her absconding with anything from my wing in a mad dash to the Floo?”

“Draco, the silver is one thing. Your reputation is another,Father warned. “Do you trust her?” He hissed.

“Yes. Father,” Draco bit out through clenched teeth. “If she wanted to ruin my reputation, she would have already tried. She’s had plenty of stories to leak.”

He suspected she’d collected so many dares from Blaise and Theo once she learned what New Year’s would entail just so that she wouldn’t have to answer any questions from them. All the while knowing her mother planned to call her around midnight their time to wish her a Happy New Year. She’d thrown the game and spent the rest of it in his room, choosing to brave the amortentia instead. And that was just to evade his friends. He’d revealed countless personal details to her since Halloween and none of them had been leaked to the press. So yes, he trusted her.

“She’s no stranger to secrecy. She’s dated Viktor Krum for years.”

“Years? I’ve never- Ah.” His father’s gaze darkened as he identified the one constant in years and years of Krum coverage. “Mystery woman,” he muttered, a distant look in his eyes as if some pieces had just clicked into place for him. “How long have you known her?”

“Since the summer.”

“How long have you had feelings for her?”

“Not as long,” he deadpanned.

“And how long have you been pursuing her?”

“Since Halloween.” Since he’d cut off that bloke and followed her up to the bar. Since he’d glanced her way, and realized he wouldn’t mind taking a belly shot off her. Wondered now if that had been Theo’s plan all along.

“Ah, Halloween? The Prophet pictured you at the Leaky Cauldron on Halloween above a blind item about streaking-”

“Your point?”

“The narrative,” Father spat.

“She didn’t leak that.”

Lucius quirks a brow. “She wasn’t in the photo.”

She. Didn’t. Leak. That.”

“Son, is there a shred of objectivity left in you or are you too far gone for her? Why isn’t she a suspect? She wasn’t in the photo. She had nothing to lose.” He quirked a brow in smug satisfaction, as if he had Draco cornered.

She was the streaker. Well, one-”

Unable to paint her into one corner, Lucius pivoted to another. “Then I must question her judgment-”

“As was Theo,” Draco interjected.

Lucius cleared his throat, having cast the last of his aspersions. “You will talk to me before you enter into anything binding with Miss Granger, yes?”

“Father, we’re not there yet.”

Yes?” He pressed, not deigning to repeat himself now that he’d finally gotten to his f*cking point.

Draco rolled his eyes. “Yes.”

“And how long will that be?”

Draco scoffed. “Father a minute ago you were insinuating I didn’t know the woman. Now you’re rushing me to the altar. Which is it?”

“No, no,” Lucius cooed condescendingly, waggling a finger. “Not rushing you to the altar, my boy, but to clarity. To an agreement. I deal in agreements, Draco.” He tapped the sleek black folio with their copies of the signed Mauritius agreements in quadruplicate. One for himself and the solicitors, one for Stan, one for Draco, one for the vaults. “Signed agreements,” he hissed. His gaze hardened when they locked eyes again. “How long do you expect me to wait for your heir? How long do you expect to wait for your heir?”

Ah, so that was the point. At least Lucius found her suitable. Draco would take that as the silver lining. He supposed it was some consolation. “Father, we have not had any of these conversations. She has not given her conditions and I have not given mine-”

“Oh, good,” Father cooed sarcastically, smiling darkly. “I’m glad you are still thinking rationally. I worried…”

Draco frowned.

“Marriage is a business, son.” Lucius pressed on with a finger held up to silence Draco when he muttered in disdain under his breath. “Doubtless, you think your mother and I entered into matrimony without this understanding. But you are wrong. I’ve let your mother fill your head with her talk of romance and such because I believed she held the reins on your decision. You seem to have gone outside of her acceptable pool. However, to your credit, she is charmed by Miss Granger and respects the way she carries herself. For obvious reasons, she is not thrilled by her career choice. But it is an interest you both share. I think her career choice is a credit to the witch. I am not thrilled by her tattoos. Though none appear untoward.”

None appeared untoward, sure. There was no mudflap girl on her ass or a fisting Pooh bear, sure. But some actually were untoward. Draco would know.

Lucius pressed on. “She seems to keep them glamoured in mixed company. Which she did not have to be told to do. So, she is not completely uncouth.” The finger was airborne again as Draco spluttered. “My duty and yours is to the Malfoy Estate,” he spat. “What you owe the Estate is an heir. A child. She is a career woman. Children may not be in the cards for her.” Father paused and quirked a brow, awaiting his confirmation or objection.

When none came, Lucius soldiered on with a show of mock pity. “I suggest you ask your questions, son. Sooner, rather than later. Before you’re too deep into the morass and cannot pull yourself out. I fear your feelings may have already clouded your judgement. You like puzzles, son. Here are the pieces.” He enumerated the points on his jeweled fingers. “If that woman will not give you an heir, then you cannot marry her. I will not bless the union. If marriage to this woman is not in the cards, then this relationship will not have my blessing and you must continue to date other more-appropriate witches until you find a suitable match. I will not tolerate all this…” He paused for dramatic effect. “Uncertainty. Without my blessing, such a… mésalliance will not have my acknowledgement. Or my protection.”

Draco recoiled. The twists and turns. Visions of the Delaires fleeing France in the middle of the night - scared, exhausted, and alone. The whiplash. Protection? “Your protection?” Draco spat. “Speak plainly, Father. What are you insinuating?”

There! That gleam in Father’s eyes again. Draco could now place it with certainty: taunting. Lucius opened his black folio and passed Draco a taupe folder made of heavy, vellum cardstock. “Son, let’s hope what I’m insinuating does not come to pass.”

With that, Draco was summarily dismissed. He slipped the folder into his backpack and exited the restaurant.

When he returned home, Draco stalked to his study, emptied his backpack and organized the folders, prospectuses and notes from the deal. He tossed the folder Lucius had given him onto the ‘to-file’ and exited the study. Business could wait a few weeks. Everything he wanted was in Ibiza. It was time he got himself there as well. He showered and unpacked several things he no longer needed for his truncated trip. One consolation to his delayed arrival was that the Floo had finally been connected at the villa. So, he was able to Floo from Malfoy Manor to Parkinson Manor then directly to the villa from there.

When he arrives at the villa, Poppy and their Spanish elf, Hugo, greet him by the Floo. Poppy serves him a light dinner while Hugo deposits Draco’s bags into his room. Pansy, likely notified of an arrival via the Floo alarm, texts him that they’re at the karaoke place at the nearby resort. He heads over after he compliments the elves for the fine meal.

Janet Jackson starts playing while he orders a drink at the bar area outside of the main room where Pansy and the gang are. The door to the main room opens and closes and he spots Theo heads and shoulders above the other patrons. Theo claps him on the shoulder as he mozies up to the bar and orders a round of double shots for the table. Draco smirks when he accepts his single drink from the bartender, leaving Theo to carry the little tray with the shots for the rest of the group. He’s not a complete animal, so he holds the door open for Theo and lets him enter the room first. Then he notices that it’s her up on stage and stops in his tracks.

‘It's all for you, if you say you need it.

It's all for you, if you gotta have it.

It's all for you. Tell me I'm the only one.

It's all for you.’

When the song finishes, Hermione meets his rapt gaze. And he knows her broad smile matches his.

Blaise, who’s too perceptive by half, turns his head to follow her gaze and waves to beckon him over, signaling for Draco to take an empty seat nearby.

Draco gently tugs a curl as he walks past Hermione to his seat.

She accepts the shot Theo thrusts into her hand before she’s pulled back on the stage by a group of women.

“Drink up!” Theo grins, placing a shot in front of Draco. “We’re doing some Justin Timberlake in a few minutes. You’ll need some liquid courage to hit those high notes.”

Draco chuckles and knocks the shot back.

He's swept up onto the stage with the boys to sing some boy band hits. While the girls sing Madonna, he searches through the song book for something to sing lead on with the boys. He selects a song and programs it into the remote.

“This is us,” he nudges Theo and Blaise a few songs later, when the first few synth chords start playing. They hop on stage and he takes the lead.

‘’I belong to your heart. You alone can possess me. I belong to your heart.’

He tries to keep his eyes off of her, he does. Tries to look anywhere else. But he’s drawn to her. He can’t help it.

‘And when you kiss me, I know that for now and all time. I just have to be yours, my love. You just have to be mine.’

This is for her. He’d selected this song for her. When she’d first played the song for him, it had been nothing more than a pleasant song on a pleasant evening. The next time he’d heard the song had been in Cauterets. It had captured the very essence of his predicament. Caught in the dragnet, unwilling to be free.

‘As I kneel at your throne, say you love me alone.’

Now he’s singing it for her. This is his message. He’s in. All in. No matter what. As he croons the next stanza, he meets her eyes and all he sees is longing in her deep, dark gaze.

‘Let me hear from your heart, my love, that I belong!’

The crowd roars as the final chords of the song fades. Theo takes the lead as the track cuts over to Cher’s Believe.They close out the next song and take their bow to a standing ovation. When they return to their table, he catches Hermione’s hand and pulls her into him. “Do you want to get out of here?” He whispers.

She nods, grabbing her bag from the table.

He leads them out into the fresh night air. They walk along the beach hand-in-hand until they’re alone then she steps into him and Apparates them back to the villa. He pulls her in for a kiss when they land.

“Finally,” she whispers when they part. His sentiments exactly. “You look exhausted.”

He rests his forehead on hers. “I am.”

“Sleep with me.”

He chuckles.

She grins. “Sleep with me.”

Finally.

Finally, she’s back in his arms as he falls asleep to the sound of the waves and her sleepy breaths.

The moon is still in the sky when Draco awakes sometime later. Alone. He pads over to the balcony and sees faint light down on the beach. He hops off the patio and heads off in that direction. He finds Hermione in a beach chair, reading by the light of candles she’s charmed to float around her.

She smiles up at him when she hears him approaching. “Couldn’t sleep either?”

He shakes his head. “Have you been here long?”

“Not too long.”


“What are you reading?”

She smirks and shows him the little leatherbound book with silver lettering that purports to be ‘A Compendium of Fairies’ by Oberon Puck.

He chuckles. The author’s incorrect and it’s a tenth of the size of the real thing she’d blathered about her first day in the lab. That shy, lip-biting Hermione had been swiftly replaced by the snarky swot he’d come to know and love. “Ah yes, but what is it really?”

Chapter 76: HERMIONE - THE BEACH

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SAT 31 MAR – SUN 01 APR

Hermione smirks as she quits the glamours to reveal the book’s real title, ‘Lady Olivia and the Rakish Duke.’ She pulls Draco down onto the beach chair next to her and he reads a bit over her shoulder before dozing.

She finishes a scene about sex on the beach and remembers that she has her own warm-blooded partner beside her. She closes the book and vanishes it back to her room. She feels him stir beside her as she shifts in the seat. “Come swim with me,” she whispers as she rises to her feet. She floats the candles behind them as they walk down to the water’s edge, slowly stripping off their pajamas.

They swim into the surf before floating on their backs and watching the stars fade into twilight. They float back into the shallow water near the shore, and she climbs on top of him, kissing him softly in the pre-dawn haze.

“Is this okay?” She whispers, rocking against him.

He groans and deepens the kiss. “I need you.”

She mutters a spell to still the sand, before slipping him inside of her and sinking down onto his warm, hard length. She rides him, in the faint dawn light with the water lapping around them. His eyes dark and intent upon her face. Every time their eyes meet, her emotions surge and she can feel herself clench and tighten around him. Her moans heighten as he hits that place deep inside her that makes her unravel. She looks away. She feels so much, she has to look away.

He surges up and places one hand on her back before flipping them over until she’s on her back in the surf and stilled sand, and he’s on top of her. He grips her jaw, eyes locking on to hers as he growls, “Look at me, Hermione!”

She arches into him, moaning at the delicious angle change as he starts to thrust.

His pace stutters. “Be here with me.”

For so long she’d had to split her focus whenever she was with him. Couldn’t sink into the depths of her emotions because she’d had to keep her wits about her to pull them back from the brink. She wasn’t used to being able to experience him fully. To feel everything. It was so much, so right, so good, so intense. So intense.

Draco!” She cries, arching into him, moaning and whimpering as she crests.

He hits a spot even deeper, and she trembles. Deeper, harder, faster as he slips a hand between them and circles her cl*t with steady pressure. Another org*sm crashes through her and they crest together then slump back into the sand, the water lapping at their feet and toes as they catch their breath. As the sun illuminates the horizon with its first ruddy ray of sunlight, they disentangle their limbs and gather up their clothes, walking back up the beach toward the outdoor shower. Scrubbed, rinsed and free of sand, they Apparate back to Hermione’s room and are lulled back to sleep by the waves, entwined in each other’s arms.

Later she feels herself being pulled into him, her back flush against his front as he snakes his hand between her thighs. She wakes with a moan on her lips and reaches up to run her hands through his hair. He mutters a Silencing charm then kisses her before nuzzling into her neck and thrusts lazily into her until she c*ms. He pulls out and flips her over, pushing her down into the bed as he f*cks her from behind, his lips on the side of her neck and jaw as she pants and moans, arching her back, pushing her ass into him, driving him deeper and deeper. He groans and grips her ass. “Hermione,” he moans into her ear.

“Cum for me,” she whimpers.

“Hermione... Hermione. You... feel... so... good,” he bites out between thrusts. “How do you feel so good… this good all the time?”

“You do this to me,” she moans.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. I only get like this for you. For your co*ck inside me. So good. So thick. So big. You make me cum so hard.” She gasps as he picks up his pace. “Cum for me Draco, let me feel you.” She moans, clenching as he erupts.

“f*ck,” he grits out, pouring into her in a few lazy strokes. Panting, he slumps over her after he c*ms. He mutters a cleansing charm after he falls out of her then rolls over onto his back.

She snuggles into him, pulling his head closer to meet his lips in a deep, lazy kiss. They kiss for endless minutes, just because they can, exploring a rhythm they like. Their fingers dance along each other’s skin, exploring, coaxing, teasing. Gentle… soft… until they drift off to sleep again curled around each other. He hums contentedly as she snuggles in closer, nuzzling into his neck, breathing him in.

Hunger coaxes Hermione awake a few hours later. She disentangles herself from Draco’s warm embrace and pads over to the shower. They cross paths on her way out of the bathroom and she summons Hugo to bring a lunch tray for two while Draco showers. They take lunch… then dinner, on the balcony. Sunset finds them snuggled together on the couch reading separate novels. Suddenly Draco shifts and plucks her book out of her hand, setting it on top of his on the cushion beside him.

“Race me to the water,” he says as he springs off the couch and vaults over the balcony.

She chuckles and races down the steps, sprinting after him through the sand. She strips off her underwear and Malfoy Quidditch tee before bounding naked into the surf behind him. They splash and swim and laugh until he gets that look in his eye, stalking toward her through the waves. She walks backward, retreating one step for every step he advances, back through the shallows and up the beach where the water barely tickles her toes.

He mutters a sand-stilling charm before commanding, “Sit.”

She sinks down into the sand.

“Lie back.”

He drops to his knees before settling himself between her thighs, licking, sucking and laving at her sensitive flesh until she c*ms with his name on her lips.

“I want you on top,” he growls as he rolls over onto his back.

She situates herself on top of him, rocking against his erection, then crawls up higher when he gestures to his lips with a smirk.

“I wasn’t done yet.”

She kisses him before crawling up further, bracing most of her weight on her arms and hands before sinking down onto his lips. She moves her hips in a pace she likes, setting a rhythm he follows with his tongue and lips. He braces her thighs when she c*ms, bucking against him as the pleasure surges.

He props himself up on his elbows as she moves back down his torso, trailing kisses down his chest and tummy until she reaches the little dragon. She kisses and licks the sensitive head of his co*ck before taking him into her mouth. His first org*sm is swift and powerful, his hands fisted in her hair as he c*ms on her tongue. She crawls forward then sinks down onto him, relishing the velvety warmth and firm pressure as she takes him in inch by inch. She sets a languid pace, letting the ecstasy build slowly between them. He wraps his arms around her as he starts to crest, her walls fluttering around him as she bucks and scoots on his thick, hard co*ck.

“Hermione,” he groans as he moves her hips more forcefully on the downstroke again and again and again until he finds his release, face buried in her neck, her name a ragged cry on his lips. He keeps her there, kissing her softly as she rocks slowly, swallowing each other’s moans as the pace increases, and his strokes lengthen. He slips a hand between them to tease her cl*t while their chorus of moans drowns out the waves and they’re chasing one final, rhapsodic, shared release. Breathless and panting, she rolls off of him and hoarsely mutters her charms.

“Water,” she rasps and he conjures a glass, handing it to her when it’s filled.

“Thank you,” she croaks, handing the half-empty glass back to him.

He snuggles into her and they drift asleep, naked on the beach. Just him and her, the moonlight, and the waves.

Chapter 77: DRACO - SOLET

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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MON 02 APR

Draco had awoken to the rising tide lapping at his calves. He’d blinked groggily in the early morning sunshine, slowly getting his bearings as a precocious wave splashed up to his knees. He tapped Hermione, rousing her from sleep before they trudged back up the beach, retrieving the clothes they’d discarded in their wake. After retreating back to her room, they’d showered and climbed back into bed. Hours later, they took lunch on her balcony then spent the rest of the day watching old episodes of Futurama on her laptop, a choice inspired by their debate about the Nebula novel she’d finally finished. They disagreed on the fate of the protagonist, Valentina, and the merit of her actions. He believed the Valentina’s final act was a valiant – if misguided, he’d finally conceded – act of martyrdom. In contrast, she believed Valentina was still alive – captured and imprisoned in a Black Op site – and that her final act was selfish and too small to accomplish its aims. She posited that if extraterrestrial life forms actually decoded Valentina’s secret message they were essentially walking into a trap since Valentina didn’t know if likeminded people or beings would carry the mantle of her cause. After they agreed to disagree, Futurama – which he enjoyed, to Hermione’s delight - felt like topically appropriate, neutral ground.

“Have dinner with me tonight,” he asks, as another episode’s end credits roll.

“Sure,” she replies. “Hu-”

He chuckles, cutting her off from calling for Hugo to serve them dinner in the room again. “Outside of this room. Outside of this house. I’m not ready to share you with the other snakes just yet.”

“Okay, where to?”

“I know a place.”

“Mm, your Ibiza place.”

“One of them. I told you I had places. I want to take you to my places.”

She kisses his cheek. “What’s the dress code at this place?”

He nuzzles into her neck and nibbles on her earlobe. “Red,” he growls.

She says she has just the thing. A linen mini dress with adjustable ties on the spaghetti strap and bodice that flares over her hips. She leaves her hair a curly halo around her face and dons sandals that she has him lace up her legs, “So you know how to unlace them later,” she whispers, tiptoeing to kiss him before he Apparates them to a spot near Solet, the quiet beachfront restaurant in Old Town. Little sun.

They walk hand-in-hand down the cobblestone street. Then hook left down the steps to the restaurant. He sees the owners’ son, Agustí, a few steps below them and calls out to him. Agustí turns and smiles when he notices Draco. They exchange a few pleasantries in Catalan after Agustí climbs back up the stairs then Draco introduces him to Hermione. Agustí informs them that he’d just brought back clams and a couple grouper fish he’d caught and was heading back down to the beach to check his lobster traps.

“On és la teva mare?” Draco asks him, so he can introduce Hermione to his parents, Eulalia and Andreu.

“Al davant!” Agustí calls over his shoulder, pointing to the front of the restaurant.

Draco thanks him and leads Hermione around front.

“Drac petit! Es bò veure't!” Eulalia calls in greeting when he steps through the door behind Hermione with a hand on her shoulder, playing absentmindedly with one of the ties on her dress.

“It’s good to see you too, Eulalia,” he says, stepping in to hug her. A pan clatters in the kitchen then Andreu pops his head out.

“On és Narcissa?” Eulalia and Andreu ask almost in unison.

Draco chuckles. “She’s back home in England.”

“I qui és ella?” Eulalia asks, pointing to Hermione.

Yes, who was she? They’d gotten... caught up in each other and still hadn’t had the conversation about what her staying in England meant, what they were, and where they were going. He looks down at Hermione and she smiles. “Ella és la meva amiga, Hermione,” he says, to twin looks of consternation and skepticism from Eulalia and Andreu.

Eulalia scoffs. “Segur. I aquest és el meu amic, Andreu,” she says, pointing to her husband of twenty years as she sarcastically refers to him as her friend too.

Andreu guffaws. His booming, tickled laugh startles some of the patrons. “Ho sento!” He calls to them in apology.

“Per què no hem conegut mai aquest amic?” Eulalia asks, stepping in closer to Hermione who she kisses on both cheeks. Why have we never met this friend before?

“És una nova amiga,” Draco replies. A new friend.


Andreu chuckles as he exits the kitchen with a chilled bottle tucked under his elbow and four shot glasses in his hand. “Encantat de conèixer-te, Hermione.”

After Draco translates, Hermione smiles at him. “Nice to meet you too, Andreu.”

Eulalia hands them each a shot glass while Andreu uncorks a bottle of Catalonian Ratafia and winks at Draco. They’d toasted like this the third time he and Narcissa had dined here and were told from then on, they’d be considered family.

“A nous amics!” Andreu toasts as he holds up his glass, winking at Draco. To new friends.

They clink glasses, meeting each other’s eyes for ‘bon ànim,’ good spirits, as they knock back the shots.

Eulalia ushers them to a table in the corner, nestled between two large open windows, with a light cross breeze and a view of the beach. They see Agustí returning from his traps with a veritable bounty. Eulalia returns with a bucket of ice, silverware, two wine glasses and a bottle of white wine from the local Ibizkus winery. She uncorks the bottle and tells them they don’t need the menus. They’ll be eating pasta and the fresh fish Agustí had brought in. She leaves the bottle chilling in ice on the table before circulating among the other patrons.

He and Hermione spend their meal talking and laughing with Eulalia, then Agustí, then Andreu, enjoying the wine and the food. Draco makes sure Hermione gets her dessert. They share the tocino de Cielo (a richer, airier version of flan) and Técula Mécula (a sweet pie made with almonds and egg yolks).

After dinner, they walk along the beach marveling at the brilliant sunset over the placid sea in the inlet. When the sun winks below the horizon, Draco pulls her in for a kiss and Apparates them to her room.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
Solet, which means ‘little sun,’ is a term of endearment in Catalan

Chapter 78: HERMIONE - PINKY PROMISE

Notes:

"I can be someone’s and still be my own.” – Shel Silverstein, The Missing Piece (1976)

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TUE 03 APR – SAT 07 APR

The next morning, Hermione summons Hugo who serves them brunch in bed. After their dishes are cleared, she and Draco pad over to the shower. He slips into her from behind and teases circles around her cl*t as he f*cks into her slowly, teasing out her org*sm. They crest together then soap up and rinse off. He dresses and perches on the edge of the bed, smiling when she pulls a red bikini from her drawer.

“Hey, come here,” he says, reaching for her hand and pulling her closer to him. She steps between his legs.

“What constellations are in your galaxy?”

She frowns. “My galaxy?”

He smiles. “Yes. On your neck.”

She quirks a brow. “You’ve never…?”

Chuckling, he shakes his head. “You said it would take half the day to plot.”

“You call it my galaxy?”

He shrugs. “You don’t?”

“Hmm, Granger galaxy.”

He motions for her to turn around.

She sits in his lap, and he pieces stars together into constellations, running his finger over each one as he names them. “Vega.”

She smiles at him over her shoulder.

“Perseus.” He traces a path larger than the previous constellations. “This one is Leo. It’s a palindromic constellation-”

“A what?”

“Flip it 42 degrees and it’s the same as this one.” He traces another large swath of stars near the first one. “Andromeda. These 16 are Andromeda.”

“Your aunt,” she whispers.

He kisses her shoulder. “The Dark Lord killed her as retribution for Narcissa’s betrayal.” He extends a hand in front of her and hooks the last word in air quotes.

She leans back against him, and he wraps his arms around her. “Tell me all about her,” she coaxes.

He takes a deep steadying breath before launching into tales of his Aunt. The woman had bailed him out of tutoring sessions, dance lessons, piano lessons, violin lessons and etiquette lessons for trips to Quidditch games, air shows, yacht races, museums, aquariums, and even the odd Motorcross and Formula One race. Though his voice and eyes light up whenever he talks about the amazing woman who’d sparked his interest in science and the stars, she can sense that there’s a deep, haunted, guilt-soaked grief that pulls him deeper into himself and behind his walls. She feels his heartbeat thundering in his chest behind her.

Hermione stands and steps between his legs. She rests his head against her chest and runs her fingers through his hair, rubbing circles along his scalp. When his pulse slows, he wraps his arms around her, and she stills her hands. “She sounds like an amazing woman. Thanks for sharing her with me.”

He looks up at her. “Thanks for listening.” His eyes snag on her trelluna. “Tell me about the rune.”

“You know.” He’d eyed it repeatedly at the little tapas restaurant in Barcelona and when he’d kissed it in Switzerland… In that instant, she’d known that he knew.

He smiles. “Mm, I want to hear you say it.”

“Hope,” she says, kissing him softly.

“For?” He asks, a gleam in his eye.

“Life,” she replies, biting her lip. “Us.”

They were having this conversation now. Finally.

He smiles. “Yeah?”

“And what about this one?” He asks, trailing his finger along the blackbird. “It’s your only all-black piece.”

She smiles. “We agreed on birds during our Girls’ trip but since mine is also a cover-up, it just happens to be a blackbird. The birds were Daphne’s idea to symbolize how she felt like a bird going from the pretty cage of her parents’ house to the pretty cage of her husband’s. Only freed long enough to stretch her wings during that short flight.”

“Did you feel like that? Caged? Trapped?”

“About my parents? No. About the prospect of marriage and relationships? I think so. And that’s why I kept it casual. No strings. No cages.”

“And now?”

She bites her lip. Now? “No cages, Draco.”

He hugs her tighter then kisses her chest before patting the bed, gesturing for her to sit beside him. “What’s next, Hermione? What does staying mean for you?”

“Lab, Potions Mastery, Med School, Healer Rites, Residency.”

She had one more year of undergraduate work before she obtained her Potions Mastery. Then four years of medical school followed by three years of residency. If all went to plan, she’d take her Healer rites in three years, halfway through Med School. Then she could start working as a Junior Healer at Mungo’s. Her work at Mungo’s would count toward her Med School practicum, which would allow her to complete her residency in three years rather than the requisite five.

“I’ll be an MD in eight years. Eight years, Draco.”

He blinks.

“By that time, I aim to be a Senior Healer and step back from direct bedside patient care to focus on research and complex cases. That should give me some more flexibility in my schedule…”

She’d had time to sit with these numbers, to wrap her mind around just how much time it would take. But since it’s his first time hearing the math, she lets him sit with the information. Watching his face for any miniscule fractures. For any infinitesimally small flash of emotion that might ripple across his face. Nothing. Maybe he needed more time.

“What’s next for you, Draco?”

“I should complete my Potions Mastery and Herbology Minor next year. Then I’ll work toward my Potions Doctorate.”

“Okay. How long will that take?”

“The Oxford/Hogwarts Potions Doctorate is a six-year program but with all my Research experience and our early fellowship placements with Snape, I may be able to finish in four or five years. So, I’m looking at another five to six years of schooling. I’ll continue my research under Snape Lab’s imprint until our interests diverge and then strike out on my own.”

“What about your Estate business?”

“Father may wish to step back from the helm and only stay involved with his pet projects and his Wizengamot seat. I fully intend to have a team. I do not intend to steward our Estate and Holdings alone. Especially not when... when I have children. Can I say ‘we,’ Hermione?”

She nods her head and smiles. “How does it feel?”

He smiles and kisses her cheek. “So good,” he says, running his nose along her cheek. “So good,” he repeats, turning her head gently with a finger to capture her lips in a kiss. “Can you say it?”

“We?” She jokes.


He chuckles, nipping her lip. “Our children.”

She takes a deep breath. Pausing to steady the tumult in her gut. Unable to reconcile his request for assurance with the feeling of being cornered. Trapped.

His eyes darken. “I have to produce an heir, Hermione. I can’t commit...” He sighs, his shoulders drooping. “I can’t wait for you if that’s not in the cards. As much as I… As much as I like you, I can’t-”

Longing and a pang of... regret slash through the tumult. A chorus of ‘what ifs’ echo in her mind.

What if you lose him?

What if you commit?

What if you say yes?

What if you don’t?

Her mother’s words crash in next. ‘Tell him what you do want.’

“Draco.” She reaches for his hand and squeezes, smiling as his gaze softens. “I want kids. Not now. But I do. I understand your obligations. I want to be there for my children as well. My plan is to gain the experience and knowledge I need and then parlay that into research and case work. That way I can have more control over my schedule when I do finally get pregnant. I don’t want kids with twelve hours shifts, double shifts and overtime. Give me eight years, then we’ll start making babies.” She squeals as he pulls her on top of him, her legs straddling his.

He runs his hands up her thighs then quirks a brow. “Eight years?”

She smiles and nods. “Eight years.”

“Promise?” He asks, holding out a pinky.

She leans down to kiss him before looping her pinky through his. “Pinky promise.”

The rest of the snakes tease them when they finally emerge from her bedroom and join them by the beach. Theo and Blaise clap Draco on the back. “We had bets going for when we’d finally see the two of you,” Theo chides, nudging Hermione in the ribs.

“Pay up, suckers!” Blaise calls. “Three nights, two days!” He plants a wet kiss on Hermione’s cheek. “I have you to thank for that. Theo was banking on him keeping you in there for the rest of the week!”

Draco smirks. “We actually left the villa once.”

“Where to?” Pansy asks, a wicked gleam in her eye.

“A restaurant,” Draco replies.

Pansy grins. “Pay up, suckers!” She exclaims, mimicking Blaise.

Hermione passes the rest of Spring Break in a haze of fun, sex, and sun. The gang do group activities together during the day – snorkeling, paddleboarding and jet skiing on the private villa beach or at the nearby public beach – and split off at night to do their own things. One day, they even join a party cruise upon the invitation of a group of wizards they’d met at the beach. Hermione enjoys being in a bubble with Draco and falling asleep with him every night.

The night before they’re set to part ways – the girls to Tahiti and the boys to the Virgin Islands – Draco invites Hermione on a date when they return to England. “A right and proper first date,” he clarifies as he pulls her into him. “Monday,” he offers.

“Harpies game. We promised,” she presses when he groans.

“Tuesday?” He asks.

“I’m free on Tuesday.” She smiles, as he kisses her neck.

He mutters a Schedulos to add it to their calendars.

SUN 08 APR

The next morning, Draco wakes her up with a trail of kisses down her neck and chest then back up to her lips for a deep, slow, parting kiss. She wraps her legs around him and pulls him down onto her. “Stay.”

He chuckles, “I can’t. The Portkey leaves in 30 minutes. I have to go pack some more hiking and snorkeling gear.”

“I miss you already,” she whimpers, chasing his lips for another kiss.

“One more kiss and then you’ll let me go?”

“Fine,” she groans, relishing his lips on her, his hands in her hair and his weight and warmth on top of her. She’d gotten used to having him like this. And now she was expected to just quit him cold turkey? They’d gone several rounds into the wee hours of the morning, f*cking each other hoarse until they passed out in a tangle of limbs. “f*ck me before you go.”

His turn to groan. “Blaise and Theo will turn my hair green and won’t let me shave the entire time we’re in Tahiti if I miss that Portkey.”

“Fine,” she says, releasing her hold. She didn’t want to see green pubes whenever they video-chatted. “You’ll Skype me later?”

“Looking forward to it,” he says, rocking against her before kissing her deeply.

“What did you wager if you didn’t miss the Portkey?” She asks when they part.

“They have to be green gods in Hawaii instead.”

Her eyes widen in shock. “And they took that bet? I must have some kind of hold on you, eh?”

He chuckles and rolls off of her. “You have no idea.”

Chapter 79: DRACO - FOURTH DATE TERRITORY

Notes:

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Draco enjoyed the two weeks he spent in the Virgin Islands with the jolly green giants. He and Harry ventured through Tortola and Anegada without the stares and lighthearted jests of tourists and locals alike and were able to Skype with their witches sans green hair and pubes. He and Hermione also sent each other fruits and snacks they knew the other might like. Soursop, passionfruit and sugarcane from him; Dragon fruit, lychees and pomelos from her.

MON 23 APR

Monday at the Lab is just like any other day. Draco and Hermione bicker, they laugh, they part for separate quiet lunches and projects with other Apprentices. The prospect of sharing classes with her is new. They exit Lab at the same time for their Professor Calmette’s Monday afternoon Poisons course. The stolen kiss they share just outside the Lab before Clearwater pops her head out to ask Hermione a question is also new. He leaves them chatting as he departs for class.

Having her slip into the seat beside him sans Snape Lab robe in said Poisons course is also new. “Fancy seeing you here, Mr. Malfoy.” She grins, tugging the collar of his white Oxford as his eyes skim down her body. Black collared shirt, sleeves folded up to her elbow, tattoos unglamoured; a short, pleated skirt; black knee-high socks; and black Brogues.

“Where are you headed now?” He asks a few hours later as they depart the classroom, smiling down at her as he lifts her backpack off her shoulder and onto his.

“Draco-” She says, reaching for her backpack.

He winks. “I insist.”

She grins up at him. “I’m headed to the library. I need access to the Tofana grimoire from the Restricted Section for the Trinity paper.

Their first assignment in Poisons class was a paper on a plant or metal used as a poison because it had the trifecta of deadly traits: tasteless, odorless, and colorless. “Right, which topic did you choose?”

“I’m writing about Giulia Tofana’s use of Aqua Tofana. She created it in the 17th century by mixing arsenic with lead and belladonna. I figured I’d write the paper now to keep ahead of my schedule. What are you writing your paper on?”

He explains that he’ll most likely write his paper on thallium. A bluish-grey metal he’d learned about in his Herbology coursework. Though the deadly metal was grey when exposed to air, it was translucent in water and tasteless when ingested. 19th Century witch and chemist, Jean Beguin, had used thallium to poison her husband and partner, Gene Beguin, when she discovered he’d doctored her files, stolen her patents, and taken credit for all the work written in her name. He’d reserved the Beguin grimoire and now was as good a time as any to review it for his paper. “May I join you?”

“You may, Mr. Malfoy.”

He gives her a lazy grin. He loved when she called him Mr. Malfoy. It was cheeky… naughty. He’d catalogued every time she’d said his name like that. At first, she’d used it sarcastically, affecting Snape’s drawl to connote frustration or exasperation with him. Now she used it when he was being naughty, or when she was being dominant… Or when she was pleased with him.

After arriving at the library, they’d settled into a table tucked away in a dusty corner and pawed through the thick tomes they’d reserved. They’d read and took notes in comfortable silence for a couple hours. All that changes when Hermione shuts her laptop and closes the grimoire she’d been reading. Quiet as a mouse, she scoots her chair closer to his and places her hand on his knee. “What are you working on?” She whispers, raking her fingernails slowly up his thigh.

After finishing his review of the Beguin grimoire and fleshing out the outline for his Trinity paper, he’d moved on to the required reading for his Economic Doctrines course. He closes the text to show her the title.

“A History of Economic Doctrines by Charles Gide,” she whispers.

“Mm-hmm!” He all but squeaks as she starts unbuttoning his trousers.

“The only Economist I know by name is Keynes. Are you reading about Keynes?” She asks, scrunching her nose. She's too cute by half.

“Not yet. I’m up to the 19th century Optimists. I’m reading about Ricardo and Malthus. The theory of rent and the law of population.”

She quirks a brow. “Malthus as in ‘the law of the commons?’ Wasn’t he a eugenicist?”

“They took his theories to an extreme conclusion,” Draco deadpans.

“He didn’t leave much room to pivot,” she retorts dryly as she unzips his fly.

“I don’t want to argue with you,” he mutters. He’d much rather have whatever she’s gearing up to.Hermione,” he husks.

“Draco.” She smirks as his excited co*ck springs free. She mutters a Muffliato. “Tell me about these theories,” she whispers before slowly licking her palm.

He barely stifles a groan, fisting the folds of her skirt as she takes him in hand. He leans back in his seat and lets his head fall back as she finds a rhythm. He shivers as she runs her thumb over the head, swiping precum to lubricate the shaft on the down stroke. Back up, down. Up, down. Up, down. Pleasure courses through him, supplanting any cohesive thought he had on the text he’d spent the last hour reading. “Fuuuuuuck,” he whispers.

“Draco, sit up,” she hisses, tightening her grip.

He bucks into her fist. The chair screeches in protest, scraping against the hardwood floor as he straightens his spine.

“No, no, no, no, no. C’mon, please,” he begs as she releases him.

She taps the hand bunched in her skirt twice, signaling for him to release her.

He grips harder. “I’ll be quiet. I promise,” he whispers.

She smirks. “I don’t think you can.”

“I will,” he whines, shuddering. “I will.”

“Tell me about these theories.”

He blinks a few times, trying to call up anything he’d just read. Just one blasted thing. His words tumble out one on top of the other. “Low wages and high prices crush the laborer and diminish his ability to bargain. The wages of the worker are barely enough for him to subsist on.” He lets out a long, slow exhale as she mercifully, mercifully grips him again. He babbles incoherent nonsense as she works him up in long, tight strokes.

They hear the muffled “hush” of the Reference Librarian somewhere close by.

“Read to me,” she urges. “To make this look believable.”

The hand not gripping her skirt shakily tracks the text on the page as he struggles to read the words aloud to her. “Turgot had long since given utterance to the tragic thought that the wages of the worker are only just sufficient to keep him alive. His contemporary, Necker, gave expression to the view in terms still more melan-”* He barely stifles a groan. “Oh, yes. Oh, f*ck,” he moans as she concentrates her attention at the head.

‘Draco,” she urges.

“Um… er-” He splutters, trying to find where he’d left off on the page. “[According to Necker], ‘Were it possible to discover a kind of food less agreeable than bread (but having double its sustenance), people would then be reduced to eating only once in two days.’ And Ricardo still more emphatically declares that “the natural price of labor is that price which is necessary to enable the laborers to subsist and to perpetuate their race without either increase or diminution.”*

After a while, Draco gives up and drops his head into his palm.

Her pace stutters.

“Don’t stop. Don’t stop,” he begs. “I’m close.”

She leaves him a sopping mess under the table. Panting, he slumps down in his seat and lets his head fall back as he catches his breath.

She stands, muttering cleansing and smoothing charms over herself as she gathers her things. “I’m meeting Pansy and Daphne for dinner before the game. I’ll see you at the stadium?” She whispers, tousling his hair with a smirk before heaving the grimoire into her arms and strolling toward the Restricted Librarian’s desk.

“Yep,” he squeaks, shuddering as a final aftershock hits him. He mutters his own charms and puts his dick away as he watches her depart.

She’d pay for this.

The girls catch up to Draco and the boys as they’re walking through the gates of the Quidditch field. He drinks Hermione in. Black ripped skinny jeans, a fitted long sleeve black shirt with a hint of midriff and a pair of Muggle Birkenstocks. Her toes are a soft peachy pink, a few shades deeper than Pansy pink. He quirks a brow at her in confusion. She only wore blush pink shades under threat of hex.

“The color of your cheeks this afternoon in the library,” she whispers as he gestures for her to walk in front of him to take her seat.

He feels his face flush as he sits down beside her.

She turns to him and grins, pointing to his cheek. “Yes! That color. Like two ripe peaches.” She wiggles her toes in her sandals. “Twins.”

The cheeky witch!

Definitely paying for that as well.

He’s engrossed in the game, marveling at how much Ginevra’s skills had improved since he’d last played against her at the Burrow. She’s more honed and powerful. Her dives are looser, her feints are more precise, and she does her Snitch sweeps with a less predictable pattern. She’d be a menace at their next Burrow game. He couldn’t wait to face off against her.

He’s engrossed in the game, sure, but he doesn’t miss the first time Hermione shifts in her seat. The second time she shifts – during a melee for the Snitch that ends when it winks out of sight – she crosses her legs. Curious, Draco casts his eyes down to the page and skims the text. The Duke of Peckham had Lady Rollins squeezed into an alcove, teasing an org*sm out of her with deft fingers as he whispered all manner of filth into her ear, admonishing her to silence herself lest the ladies in the nearby Retiring Room hear her moans.

He grips Hermione’s thigh. “Snack run! Anyone want anything?” He calls to the gang as he stands.

Theo pipes up, “Pea-”

Blaise calls out, “Pop-”

He cuts them both off, “No takers? That’s fine. I’ll still go. Hermione, a little help?” He says, smirking at them. “Lady Rollins,” he whispers with a mock doff of the hat, pulling her beneath the stands and pressing her back into a post as he unbuttons her jeans and hooks her leg around his waist. He staves off her org*sm once for the library, twice for her toes, before allowing her to cum with a sob amid the roar of the crowd. He sucks her juices off his fingers, and she pulls him in for a kiss they break after the announcer declares the final scores. The stands squeak and groan as hundreds of people stand to leave.

“Snacks?” Theo asks when he and Hermione meet up with the group by the Apparition Point.

Draco shrugs. “Sold out.”

Back home, he returns to his study to organize the documents he’ll need for a Sero Press meeting with Lucius and the solicitor at the end of the week. He sees the taupe folder his father had given him in Mauritius peeking out from under the stack of folders in the pile waiting to be filed. It’s out of place among the textured beige file folders he and his father used in their respective studies. The folder is a reminder of their ghastly conversation in Mauritius which still left a bad taste in his mouth. He tidies up the pile to hide the offensive interloper, refusing to engage with whatever tripe it contains.

TUE 24 APR

The next day in Analgesics, Professor Serturner splits them up into pairs for the practical portion of the lesson: the painstaking and complicated prep of Mitragyna parvifolia, a rare and expensive plant native to India and Sri Lanka. Draco and Hermione are the first pair to de-thorn the stem, pluck the hundreds of tiny, sticky petals from the bulb of their Mitragyna, and crack the bulb to reveal the seeds and liquid within. They brew a decoction with the seeds and liquid and set it to cool. Once cooled, Serturner skimmed the essence off the top of each cauldron and poured it into vials. The distilled liquid will be used to impart cooling properties to various balms and antidote potions.

He and Hermione part ways for separate Muggle courses and lunch then spend the rest of the afternoon working on their caseload in the Lab. He puts the finishing touches on his Kelpie potion report and sends it off for Snape’s review before packing up.

“I’ll meet you in the Parkinson Floo room at 7pm for our date,” he whispers to Hermione before exiting the lab.

Back home, he rests and showers before dressing in a lightweight charcoal grey jumper, slacks, and matte grey dragonhide shoes from the Astana Greywyrm which prowled the steppes of Kazakhstan. He smirks when Hermione walks into the Parkinson Floo room also dressed in grey. Wide leg trousers and a darling corset top that makes her cleavage looks spectacular. “I thought you’d wear red,” he teases as he pulls her in for a kiss.

“I am,” she whispers.

He squeezes her delicious arse, and she presses into him, leaning her head back and signaling for him to kiss her again. He happily obliges.

“Ready?” He asks, taking her hand. When she nods, he Apparates them to an alley near their restaurant in Covent Garden. They stroll through the streets hand-in-hand until they arrive at the nondescript black doors. He knocks twice and gives the password, “Boombox.” They’re ushered down the steps into the basem*nt that houses a Speakeasy and their restaurant, Stereo.

“Ooh, swanky, Mr. Malfoy,” she remarks as they settle into their plush leather booth. The hazy, dimly lit restaurant has great ambiance and soft jazz piping through the sound system. They order a red wine blend to share and a number of dishes for the kitchen to send out as they’re ready. They enjoy shrimp co*cktail with trout roe; halibut with seaweed butter; steak and fries; and a lobster and fish pie. They sit close and talk and laugh as they share their meal. Draco's comfortable, relaxed, open, and his walls are down. They take a beat to digest, even stepping out onto the dance floor for a few songs before returning to their table to start another bottle and decide what they want for dessert.

Hermione sets down her menu.

Draco smirks at her. “Have you decided what you for dessert already?”

She smiles. “You haven’t asked me any first date questions.”

He quirks a brow. “First date questions?”

“Yes, questions you ask on a first date,” she says, in a page out of his own book.

“It doesn’t feel a first date.”

She bites her lip. “Yeah?”

He nods.

“What date does it feel like?”

“Third date.” He waggles his eyebrows. Although, he did plan to end the night with his head between her thighs. That was definitely, “Fourth date territory.”

“What do you usually talk about on a third date?”

“Strategic appearances. Escort requests.”

She rolls her eyes

He chuckles. “What do you usually ask on a first date?”

“Oh, no, Mr. Malfoy. You still haven’t answered my question.”

He sighs. “I usually just let the witch talk. I’m coming in at a disadvantage. I only know what I know of them through idle chatter and what Mother tells me. Whereas they know everything about me from rumors and the papers. I let them get out who they think they have to be for me and then we get to the heart of it.”

Her eyebrows raise and she leans in with interest. “Which is?”

“How they treat the waitstaff. Whether they order the most expensive items on the menu. The most expensive bottle. Whether they are familiar with the cuisine and want to take the lead in ordering, or whether they want me to. Do we share? Do we laugh? Is there excitement? Heat? Interest? Something to tease out further on a second date.” He smiles self-consciously but when he meets her gaze, he finds delight and understanding. “What do you ask, Hermione?”

She shrugs. “My questions don’t apply. I know your favorite color. I know how you treat waitstaff. I know you tip well. I know you’re thoughtful, generous and kind. All wrapped up in a prickly protective shell because everyone is always watching you for clues on how they should behave and collecting ammunition if you make a mistake. I know you’re curious, but skeptical. I know your closest friends. I know I like you-”

“Yeah?” He asks, reaching across the table for her hand, threading his fingers through hers. “I like you too.”

“I know I want to kiss you,” she says.

His eyes flick down to her lips. Those beautiful lips.

“I know you want to kiss me too,” she teases, sucking her bottom lip between her teeth.

“I’ve waited so long,” he whispers.

She smiles. “Thank you.”

He letsout a deep, shaky breath.

“Thank you for seeing this, Draco. The potential. When I couldn’t.”

“Hermione.”

“I know what your first impression of me was,” she chuckles.

“You don’t.”

“We’ve been through this,” she rebuts, quirking a brow. “Lab swot…”

“That wasn’t my first impression. No, you were supposed to be ‘Graham’.”

She frowns in confusion.

“Some pompous, insubordinate geezer from the States,” he clarifies. “Graham and I were going to butt heads as he chased my title and kissed Snape’s arse. But you came in there with your little white collar and your jokes. And those lips. And your eyes, which saw everything! Youwatched me Occlude, Hermione. You went toe to toe with me, round for round, day after day after day.In a singlenight,you hopped to Spain and back and picked the bloody roots I’d spent weeks impotently trying to source. And that wasjustanother Tuesday for you!” He exclaims.

She chuckles.

“You gutted my favorite texts and swotted out about knives. In just a few days, I went from being threatened to intrigued… then back to threatened. I was… disoriented, for Merlin’s sake. And just when I think I’m catching my bearings, catching a break, you show up at Ronaldo’s! And the swot from the lab is now the witch my closest friends all love after one bloody week. It was…”

Disorienting.” She giggles.

He nudges her foot under the table. “Hermione, eventually I stopped trying to get my bearings and just leaned into the fall. I’ve never done that. I couldn’t pull out of it in time.”

Cauterets.

“I spent so much time being angry with you for not feeling the way I felt but it’s like asking the moon to admire the sunset. It can’t.”

Blinded by the sun, the moon couldn’t even see it. Couldn’t appreciate the kaleidoscope of colors the setting sun painted across the heavens, clearing the way for the moon’s muted brilliance to gently illuminate the night sky.

“And of course you didn’t feel likethat.Youwere thinking about what would happen in just a few months. And I was thinking about the next time I could have you to myself. This may be tipping my hand, Hermione, but I don’t want to lose you again. You are in my blood. I am selfish and I want what I want.”

“And what do you want Draco?”

“You, just you.”

She unlaces the fingers their fingers and slots her palm in his, squeezing his hand. “You have me. You have my undivided attention.”

Eight years.

He smiles. “Dessert?”

She grins.

The don’t finish the second bottle but they pick the pecan pie and chocolate ganache plates clean. Afterward they check out the adjacent Speakeasy where they order co*cktails made with apple moonshine and play a friendly game of pool.

He distracts her during her turns, skimming his fingers along her decolletage, her waist, her hips, her arse. He wraps his arms around her and presses into her when she loses, letting her feel how hard he is through his trousers. “I’d like to claim my spoils now.” She grinds against him, and he groans, letting his head fall to her shoulder. “Hermione.”

She turns in his arms and kisses him. “Let’s get you home, Mr. Malfoy.”

He’s on her the second their feet touch down in his room, kissing her and walking them backwards toward his bed as she takes off her trousers. When the back of her thighs hit the mattress, he pushes her down.

She mutters a renodo charm to loosen the ties of the corset top.

He pulls the string through the ties, and she removes the top. He kneels in front of her and kisses down her neck, chest, breasts, belly and inner thighs before he vanishes her red knickers and hikes her legs over his shoulders. He feasts until her legs are trembling. Her hands are fisted in his hair as she c*ms once, then twice on his tongue. He peels off his clothes then climbs over her and f*cks into her, building a slow, steady rhythm that has her whimpering, moaning and crying his name as heat pools low in his gut and the base of his spine. He remains inside her after he c*ms, kissing, sucking, and nibbling at her neck as he hardens again. He starts to move again, resuming the same languid pace with sharper, deeper thrust, his gaze taking in every detail of her face as he watches her unravel.

“Cum for me, Hermione,” he whispers, feeling her tighten and clench around him as her org*sm builds, milking his out of him as she crests.

“Let me hear you, Hermione,” he says, snapping his hips, watching her tit* bounce with each thrust. He dips his head and kisses her as he picks up his pace.

Her breath hitches and she arches into him. He f*cks in deeper and her moans turn to cries as he hits that spot he knows she likes, snaking his hands between them to play with her cl*tor*s as she quivers around him.

He groans. “f*ck, Hermione.” He snaps his hips again and she cries out. He’s on the razor edge now, so close. He slows his pace and watches her, face flushed, eyes squeezed shut, hands fisted in the sheets. “Look at me, Hermione,” he urges, snapping his hips again.

She shakes her head.

He snaps again, unravelling.

“You’re so intense right now,” she whimpers.

He slumps over her and nuzzles into her neck, sucking and nibbling as he strokes slowly into her. “I’ve waited so long to have you like this.” He strokes again. “I’m not rushing this.” Again. “I’m savoring this moment.” She trembles when he thrusts into her again.

“Dracoooo.” She’s close. So close. He can feel it.

He’s close, feeling the swell of delicious heat lick up his spine as he loses himself to the ecstasy. He pushes himself up so he can look at her again. Her curly hair is a halo around her flushed face. “You’re beautiful,” he whispers. “You’re mine,” he growls, snapping his hips again.

Draco,” she pleads. He knows what she wants. He’ll give it to her. He’d give her anything. Everything.

“Mine,” he growls again, burying his face in her neck, hissing as her nails press half-moons into his skin as she c*ms, arching into him. He raises his head to watch her as he f*cks into her, cresting with her as her spasms pull him over the edge.

Her look is deep and tender as she watches him cum. Now under her intense gaze he knows exactly how she feels. But he can’t help it. Wouldn’t change a thing. Another wave hits him. His hips buck involuntarily, and a groan escapes him.

She moans and pulls him down onto her, muttering a cleansing charm.

Later, he’s stirred awake by the rustle of sheets. She’s attempting to leave. “Stay,” he urges, reaching for her.

He can hear the smile in her voice when she says she’s just going to shower. He joins her for a sleepy shower before they fall back into bed. In the morning, she’s up before his alarm, kissing him softly. When she leaves him, she’s in last night’s trousers and a Malfoy Quidditch tee. She could have them all.

THU 26 APR

Thursday night they Floo from the Lab to Parkinson Manor to study in the library before movie night. They part to return to their own rooms to shower and change into comfortable clothes before meeting the gang in the media room. He snuggles into her as Pansy starts the night’s film selection, Pride and Prejudice. His mother was a Jane Austen buff, so he’d seen it at a special screening in 2005, a few months after it was released. Four years later he’s watching it again and it means something different with her in his arms.

I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.’ Gods, if that wasn’t how he felt already.

‘You may only call me Mrs. Darcy when you are completely and perfectly and incandescently happy.’ He thought again of the transformation of ‘Mr. Malfoy.’ What she had once used to call him in derision or mocking, was now reserved for when she was impressed or surprised. When he was being mischievous or naughty… or when she was. She utterly refused to call his father ‘Mr. Malfoy,’ which rankled the man to no end. Lucius had even commented on it several times, to his mother’s utter amusem*nt. Eight years, he reminded himself as he shifts on the couch, wrapping his arms around her and kissing her neck as the credits roll and the other couples take their leave. Eight years until he could say it aloud. But there was nothing stopping him from saying it in his head. Mrs. Malfoy.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTES:
- *Gide, et al. “A History of Economic Doctrines by Charles Gide and Charles Rist.” Project Gutenberg, 13 July 2018, www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/57500.
- Poison Professor’s name is inspired by French scientist and physician Albert Calmette, who is credited with creating the first snake antivenom.
- Analgesics Professor’s name is inspired by Friedrich Wilhelm Adam Serturner, who discovered and isolated morphine. “The word "analgesia" entered the medical, chemical, and related literature with the discovery and isolation of morphine by Serturner in 1803. Through self-administration and dosing three volunteers… he suggested that 15 mg of the drug was the optimal dose and named the substance ‘Morphium’ after Morpheus, the Greek God of dreams. (https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5125194/).
- You may only call me "Mrs. Darcy"... when you are completely, and perfectly, and incandescently happy.” – Pride & Prejudice Screenplay (Deborah Moggach)

Chapter 80: HERMIONE - ARE WE... COURTING?

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Chapter Text

FRI 27 APR

Hermione embraced the many little changes that occurred once she started dating Draco.

Being more open with Pansy and Daphne about her relationship with Malfoy: change. It had started in Ibiza and continued during their time in Tahiti. She’d started with little things like how much she missed him. The vast majority of time they spent together was truly a meeting of the minds, but their chemistry had always been quite palpable and she missed him when he wasn’t near. Not to mention their intense physical relationship. Pansy thought of Draco as a brother so did not care to hear as many details as she’d heard about Wood, Krum, Seamus, and Blake. Daphne had no such qualms and shared even more than Pansy and Hermione combined about her own sex-capades with Theo.

The second change came when Hermione arrived at the back patio of Ronaldo’s for their Friday dinner. Pansy was sat in Hermione’s usual seat and had left her usual seat on Malfoy’s right free for Hermione to claim. She smiles at Pansy. It was truly a thoughtful gesture but Malfoy couldn’t keep his hands off of her and had lost all scruples since Ibiza.

“Pansy, please return to your usual seat,” she says as she approaches the witch, cutting into her conversation with Daphne, who smirks at her. “Malfoy has wandering hands,” she says, wiggling her fingers. “I can’t sit there.”

Pansy frowns. “Granger, speak English.”

“Friendsgiving,” she says, raising her eyebrows to signal her double meaning.

“Oh,” Daphne says before dissolving into giggles. “Pansy, switch back. Draco won’t eat much, and Hermione won’t speak much if you let them sit near each other.”

“You and Theo don’t- Ugh, never mind!” Pansy exclaims as she returns to her usual seat.

The next change is kickstarted by the bar at the Roxy after dinner when Theo asks to tweak the setup of their Sunday cooking sessions. He asks if they can test out some French pastry and dessert recipes he’d want to feature in his future restaurant or bakery. She wholeheartedly agrees, excited when she learns their first contender will be Clafoutis, a pastry with dark cherries.

“Yum, that sounds delicious!” Hermione exclaims.

Theo chuckles. “Thought so. A little birdie told me you liked cherries,” he smirks before he walks back to Daphne with their drinks.

SAT 28 APR

The next afternoon the gang meets at the theater to see Public Enemies, a new movie about infamous American bank robber, John Dillinger. They order their usual drinks and popcorn and sit in their usual seats.

“Blackbird,” Draco leans over and whispers to her when Dillinger’s girlfriend’s nickname is revealed. His breath is warm and buttery on her neck. No change there. But their kiss during the end credits is new.

They linger while the rest of the snakes head to the restrooms. She smiles at him and they agree that it’s cool (and weird) that a man wanted for stealing people’s life savings from banks could walk among those same people as their ‘hero’ without fear that he’d turn them in.

“I envy him,” Draco whispers. “His face was literally plastered on WANTED posters. He was infamous, yet he could still enjoy the pleasures of anonymity. I could go live under a rock and the bloody Prophet would still find me.”

She snorts. She can’t imagine having her every movement chronicled in the press and being under as much scrutiny as he was. She’d choose anonymity over fame every time. “I’m sorry, I know that’s hard for you.” She squeezes his hand. “I can ignore if you’d like.” She giggles as he tickles her.


“Don’t you dare.”

The kiss they share in the empty theater before joining everyone in the lobby is also new.


The gang decide on Vietnamese food for dinner. She parts ways with them after dinner, returning home to study while the rest of the snakes headed out to a nearby karaoke bar.

During their nightly text conversation, Draco invites her on another date.

Can I take you out again Tuesday night?

Of course. 7pm by the Floo?

Yes. Dinner and dancing. :)

It seemed Tuesdays were becoming their date nights.

SUN 29 APR

Hermione’s study sessions with Draco were yet another change. Their first had been Monday in the library before the Quidditch game. A second one on Thursday before movie night. And yet another Sunday afternoon in the Malfoy Manor library before her cooking session with Theo. She wondered if they appealed to him so much because he was quickly coming to associate ‘study sessions’ with ‘hand jobs.’ A concern she whispered in his ear in the Manor library, smirking, as he came in spurts over her fingers, white-knuckle gripping the hem of his shirt.

“Clean up your mess, Mr. Malfoy,” she chided before kissing mutter a cleansing charm over herself, kissing his cheek, and standing to gather her things.

Since she’d remain in England for the foreseeable future, Draco and Theo had recently updated their Manors’ wards to allow her to Apparate in and out as she pleased.

She looked down at him - panting, eyes dazed and hungry, face flushed. She loved the sight of him wrecked and horny like this. She bit her lip. A thrill ran through her as he tracked the motion. “See you tomorrow,” she said, taking one last look at him before disapparating.

When she arrives at Nott Manor, she deposits her textbooks and parchments on a couch near the Floo before venturing to their usual kitchen. She washes her hands and helps Theo make a few variations of the thick, flan-like batter for their Clafoutis. They pour the batter into several buttered dishes and sprinkle either whole, macerated or liqueur-soaked cherries into each batter variation. While they wait for the Clafoutis to bake, Theo tells her the history of the dish and shows her the relevant recipes and journal entries that informed his recipe development. She also skims the brief Wikipedia page for the pastry and learns that some variations are made with the kernels found in the seeds of the cherry. Since they contain cyanide, the kernels are lethal in large doses. She makes a mental note to look up cherry kernels in her Poisons text to get a jump on her cyanide paper.

Daphne arrives as the desserts are cooling and helps them make several batches of whipped cream. They top the clafoutis with the whipped cream and powdered sugar and send their top three versions off to Draco and Narcissa with new rating cards Theo had developed.

Daphne and Theo decide to make dinner and Hermione leaves them to it, opting to return to Parkinson Manor for family dinner there.

TUE 01 MAY

For their date on Tuesday, Hermione wears low heels for dancing and a sleeveless black dress with a wrap skirt detail and a high slit. The dress highlights her cleavage tastefully, and both the back and front of the dress feature low scoop necklines. She slicks her hair into high ponytail to keep it off her face while dancing though she coils a few wisps with her fingers to frame her face. She finishes the look with a red rose behind her ear that matches her lingerie.

Draco pulls her in for a hug and a deep, questing kiss at the Floo as he skims his hands down her body, settling on her bum as he licks into her mouth.

“Hi.” She smiles up at him, placing her hands on his chest when they part.

“You’re beautiful,” he whispers, capturing her lips again.

He Apparates them to Mayfair and they walk along the streets to their restaurant, Sabor. The space is bright, colorful, and warm. The first floor of the restaurant has open-plan seating with large wooden tables. A long bar flanks a large open kitchen. They sit at the open kitchen area and sip their Cava as they watch the chefs prepare the food. They order ceviche and seared tuna to start. Then they split a radicchio salad and paella before finishing their meal with berry tart and a goat cheese ice cream with licorice caramel sauce. He traces slow circles along her thigh as they chat idly and linger over another glass of wine. He signals for the check and pays while she retreats to the restroom to freshen up.

He meets her by the door of the restaurant, and they walk hand-in-hand, taking in the city streets amid the bustle of other people enjoying the warm spring night. They turn a corner, and Hermione instantly recognizes the street they’re on, smiling up at him as they near the salsa place she’d frequented with Seamus. She remembers the feel of dancing salsa in Draco’s arms that night in Spain. Joy sparks through her knowing that night had become the first of many, rather than their last.

Now they could establish traditions, and salsa can be one of them.

WED 02 MAY

Hermione awakes on Beltane in Draco’s bed in a tangle of limbs and sheets and the blaring of several phone and wand alarms. They’re slated to forage with Neville and Luna in Poland’s Białowieża Forest today and have forty-five minutes to shower and eat breakfast before they’re all supposed to meet by the Parkinson Floo.

Hermione returns to Parkinson Manor to shower and dress for the day. After a brief text exchange, Draco joins her for breakfast on her balcony. They complete the Prophet puzzles and set a loose game plan for the day. They had all day to explore the forest to their heart’s content, but they absolutely could not leave until they found everything on the list she’d created with Neville. One last minute addition is the Polish hawkweed Hieracium boratynskii. The antibiotic plant is the primary ingredient in the respiratory panacea potion they’d be brewing in Analgesics class this week, and Hermione had volunteered to forage and prep the plant ahead of their next lesson.

They hear Neville and Luna’s cheery voices call out from the Floo down the hall and gather their things to join them. Draco chats with Luna and Neville while Hermione programs the illegal Portkey to Poland. Białowieża is one of the last and largest remaining parts of the immense primeval forest that once stretched across the European Plains. The forest had amazing biodiversity and some of the largest herds of bison and centaurs. Last trimester, Luna had worked with the centaur herd as a requirement for her Centaur course so she’s deeply familiar with the layout and terrain.

“All set!” Hermione exclaims as the LEGO portkey begins to vibrate in her hand. She holds it out to the gang. One by one they place their hands on top of hers and within seconds they’re transported to the forest. As they venture in deeper, sprites and fairies zip and whizz past them, preparing for the night’s moonfire ceremonies. They come upon a clearing with a veritable bounty of fruiting trees and shrubs. Hermione and Neville consult their charmed almanacs to determine if the fruits are ripe enough to eat. They pick sweet Surinam cherries from the thick, squat Eugenia uniflorashrubs before moving on to the dark, tart dewberries from a patch of Rubus kaznowskii bramble bushes. Draco’s tagging the cuttings he’d taken from each tree and shrub and shrinking them into the pocket of his backpack when the gang notices the earlier buzz and bustle of the forest has been replaced by an eerie stillness. When the silence gives way to a static of whispers, Draco, Neville and Hermione instinctively gravitate toward each other. Hands on their wand holsters and their backs to each other, they scan for incoming trouble.

Luna looks over to them and her dreamy eyes flutter with excitement. “You hear it too!” She smiles distantly.

This moment must be an incredibly rarity for her, since she’s usually visited by creatures or experiencing phenomena that only she could see and hear.

She puts a finger to her lips when Neville starts to speak. They’re startled by a branch snapping nearby. “The susurrus is about us. You’re known here, Draco,” she says in an eerie, awed voice.

Hermione and Draco glance at each other over their shoulders. Draco frowns in confusion. “What do you mean?”

“The centaurs send an envoy to entreat with you,” she replies distantly.

Hermione quirks a brow at Luna’s florid language.

“Their words.” She smiles. “Don’t stone the messenger.”

They all roll their eyes at her little tinkle of laughter.

A centaur steps into their clearing and bows low.

“Rudy!” Luna exclaims. She gives him a customary bow before bounding toward him and wrapping her arms around his neck. Luna introduces the centaur to the trio. “This is Aldrudin.”

The trio ease out of their phalanx and step closer to Luna and Aldrudin. They introduce themselves and Luna translates their names into Centauri. He smiles at each in turn before delivering his message in smooth, musical Centauri which Luna translates for the gang.

“He says that news of Draco’s heart potion for the Abbasi giants has made it to the Stolem giants of this very forest. The Stolem request your aid. The Polkan centaur herd recently grazed this forest and vouched for you.”

The negotiations with the Polkan herd had finally concluded and they were set to receive their vaccination doses in the coming weeks.

“He says he can take us to meet with their Elder Council,” she finishes in breathy amazement.

Hermione offers for them to split up. Draco and Luna leave with Aldrudin to explain the intake and request process to the centaurs while Neville and Hermione set off to forage for the plants they need. Two and a half hours later, Aldrudin leads the pair back to Hermione and Neville who are in front of another Eugenia tree which boasts sweet, yellow Pitangatuba cherries.

“Rudy says humans like those star cherries in preserves and jams. He says we can pick as many as we want. He’s also gifting Draco a mature tree for the Manor garden.”

Hermione glances at Draco who grins and shrugs his shoulders. Say what you wanted about the man, but he knew what he liked. Hermione and Neville stuff their foraging satchels with more star cherries before they bid goodbye to Aldrudin.

Luna and Draco fill them in as they troop out of the forest and Apparate to the capital, Warsaw. They decide to eat lunch at a Muggle riverboat restaurant on the Vistula river that Luna and Neville liked the last time they were in town. The riverboat motors around the bay while they eat local seafood and pasta dishes. After lunch, Luna and Neville return to England through the Ministry Floo while Hermione and Draco explore the Strefa Magiczna, the nearby Polish magical zone. They’re just exiting an Apothecary when there’s a loud crack of thunder followed by a sudden downpour. They duck into a café they spy a few doors down and snag a table by the fireplace to pass the afternoon over tea and pastries.

THU 03 MAY – FRI 04 MAY

The next afternoon, Draco Floos home with her after they finish up at the Lab and they study together for their Resins course before movie night. They’d agreed to split the creation of the charmed picture flashcards for the memory-intensive course 50/50. She sucks him off under the table while he recites the cards they’ve made so far and edges him, staving off his org*sm over and over and over until he finishes the last card. By the time he finally finds sweet release, he’s a pink-cheeked, sweaty, panting, squirming mess, and already ten minutes late for a meeting with his father!

His phone had begun buzzing incessantly after the five-minute mark. But he’d ignored it in his single-minded pursuit of the bliss that had been denied him for almost an hour.

She smirks and exaggeratedly wipes her mouth with her fingers. “Craft your excuse as you stumble to the Floo, Draco.” She crawls from under the table and uses his legs for leverage to climb up to her feet. Her eyes flick down to his pink co*ck bobbing over the band of his boxer briefs and the mess in his lap. “And clean up your mess.” She grins and drains the glass of water he’d Aguamenti’d for her before refilling it and handing it back to him.

Help me,” he croaks before taking a few gulps of water.

She casts a cleansing charm over herself. “If I lend you a helping hand, you’ll miss the meeting entirely. And daddy will be livid. Is that really what you want, Mr. Malfoy?” She asks, reaching for his co*ck again.

He shakes his head and ekes out a coarse, “Mm mm,” of denial through another gulp of water.

She chuckles as she gathers her books. “Later, Draco,” she says, smacking a wet kiss on his flushed cheek.

She returns to her room to do yoga, shower, and call her mom.

Draco ends up skipping movie night and comes by later. He gives her several org*sms on the balcony before they stumble into bed. The next morning, they wake and do the Prophet puzzle page together over breakfast before he returns home to dress and prepare for the day, while she prepares for her coastal walk.

Today’s destination is the village of Blakeley in Norfolk. She walks along the salt marsh and climbs the small windmill, taking in the 360-degree views before grabbing lunch at the beachfront Victoria Inn. As she’s driving out of the village, she sees signs for the nearby Winbirri vineyard. She tours the vineyard and does a mini wine tasting, coming away with a few bottles of their premier Bacchus wine, a dry white wine she knows the gang will enjoy at dinner.

Blaise is vociferous with his praise and asks her for the vineyard’s address so he can investigate for himself.

She tells him they have a wine garden with beautiful foliage and comfortable seating that would make a great setting for a date. She feels Draco’s eyes on her and when she glances at him, he winks at her.

Her phone buzzes on her knee with a text from him. Let’s go tomorrow.

She smiles at him and agrees.

After dinner the gang does karaoke, and the couples pair up and compete to see which couple can croon the best duet. Ginny and Blaise win by a landslide with Mariah Carey’s ‘Always Be My Baby,’ while she and Draco are voted a distant second with Percy Sledge’s ‘When A Man Loves A Woman.’

SAT 05 MAY

As planned, Hermione meets Draco for a tour at the Winbirri vineyard the next day before their lunch date in the garden.

“I have something for you,” Hermione says as the waiter clears their plates and sets down a tasting flight of dessert whites.

Draco quirks a brow. “A gift?”

She smiles. “Yes.”

“A courting gift?” He asks, and the earnest look on his face melts her heart.

She bites her lip as his words sink in, really sink in. On Halloween, which felt like an eternity ago, he’d explained to her that courting gifts were unidirectional.

He’d said many things on Halloween. None of which she’d imagined would ever apply to her. “Are we… courting?” She asks.

“We’re not not courting.”

She frowns at the March Hare muddiness of that statement.

“Hermione,” he says, reaching for her hand across the table. “I told you I wanted to take someone special to all my places. That’s what I’m doing.” He squeezes her hand. “I’m in this for the long haul. And to me... that means we’re courting. Or we’re at least,” that muscle ticks in his jaw when he clenches his teeth. A tell that he was editing himself. Or censoring himself, “on the road there.”

She meets his eyes and gives him a reassuring smile. She’s in it for the long haul too. As long as he gave her eight years, he could call them whatever he wanted. “Eight years?” She asks, flipping her hand palm-side up under his and threading their fingers together.

He gives her a lazy smile, rubbing his thumb along her palm. “Eight years,” he agrees.

She smiles. “This gift is a token of my appreciation for trusting me with your places. Spain. Rome.” She smirks. “Ibiza.”

What did one get a wizard who had everything? The same things they got a witch who had a history of refusing gifts. Something meaningful. The Delaire widow, who’d sold Hermione the Paladruvian gloves last year, had contacted her back in March. Her husband had travelled to Kyoto, Japan in 1962 as part of the delegation to create the Suzuka Formula 1 Circuit track. He’d gone out to a casino in the Kyoto Magic Zone with some of the delegation members and won big at the mahjong tables. His loot included a bolt of raw dragonhide from the Ginryuu dragon. His widow had only recently discovered the hide while cataloging his Gringotts vault. Ursule had driven a hard bargain, but they’d ultimately agreed on a price. Hermione had used a chunk of the galleons she’d won from Draco in Cauterets to buy both the Ginryuu and another hide the widow offered. The Ginryuu had a matte finish similar to the ones Lucius preferred but was in a shade of gray she knew Draco liked, and the silver striations throughout the hide caught the light and gave it dimension.

She’d commissioned a foraging satchel and wand holster for Draco and the rest of the hide had gone into her Gringotts vault. When she’d commissioned the pieces, she’d originally meant them to be a parting gift, but now that she was staying, she had the option to give him the pieces as soon as they were finished.

She and Pansy had also begun planning Draco’s birthday surprise and she delighted at the thought of him wondering whether she would underdeliver or overdeliver for his birthday if she was giving him dragonhide on a random Saturday.

“Should I close my eyes?” He asks, closing his eyes then peeking at the shrunken box she places in his outstretched palm. ‘Autus,’ he mutters, enlarging the box.

She smiles as he neatly undoes the bow and wrapping paper.

His eyes widen in surprise. “Ginryuu,” he whispers reverently, grazing a finger along the ridges of the hide.

“Of course,” she mutters, smirking. Stars and dragons.

He chuckles. “Granger, the Japanese are just as protective of their ancient hides as the French. How the heck did you get this?”

Hermione smirks. “I have a gal.”

He shakes his head and asks her to tell him everything about the process of procuring it and the details of the hidesmith who’d made the piece.

“His card is in there,” she says, pointing to the box. “Under the second piece. My connect suggested the grandson of the hidesmith who’d originally culled the hide. Masaharu Tetsujin.”

He smiles as he pulls the satchel out of the box.

“Now you can shrink your cuttings into your satchel instead of the pocket of your robes or trousers.”

He’d told her of the countless times Gabriel and Zadie had Apparated to his study in a tizzy about the weird stasised berries and shrunken cuttings he’d left in his pockets.

“I love it,” he says, leaning over the table to kiss her.

She smiles into the kiss, holding his chin and kissing him again before he settles back into his seat. “When I learned the hide was gray, I knew it would be for you.”

His gaze is intense and appreciative, and she blushes, waving at him to inspect the other piece to dissipate the moment.

Later, he kisses and nibbles her neck during the movie. She swats at him and pushes him away. “Desist,” she whispers.

“I want to show you my appreciation,” he whispers.

Later.”

He gently turns her face toward him and kisses her before leaning away and playing with her fingers in the popcorn. His hand remains on her thigh throughout dinner. “Stay with me tonight,” he offers as the waiters clear their plates.

She returns home to get her textbooks and notes for their study session the next day and a change of clothes before Flooing to his wing of Malfoy Manor. He shows his appreciation… twice, then they shower and fall asleep watching a movie in bed.

SUN 06 MAY

Sunday, after breakfast in Draco’s room, they study together in the Malfoy library. They continue their search through the journals of ancient foragers and Potioneers for information on run-ins with Redcaps, theories about their predation, and any research or potion work their predecessors may have done. Something Draco and Luna had relayed to her about their meeting with the Stolem giants sticks in her craw. The giants had asked Draco to add Clematis to the brew. The Polish wildflower was native to their forest, and they claimed it had duch życia, the spirit of life. It was paramount to them that any medicinal potion contain this important plant.

Since Clematis only grew in that forest and its cultivation was closely guarded by the Stolem, the plant had no other known uses and Draco had to run fidelity and reaction tests with every single ingredient in his potion to ensure the Clematis wouldn’t react with them or decrease the potion’s potency. Any ingredient that failed testing had to be replaced, potentially disrupting the delicate balance of the other ingredients, sending Draco back to square one over and over again.

His Sisyphean fidelity tests inspire another angle of attack for their Redcap predicament. Hermione suggests that they plot the flora, fauna, and mineral deposits of the Glen to narrow down prospects for the toxic elements in the Redcap poison. Hermione texts Luna her idea.

The witch had extensive knowledge of the Polish forest after months spent ingratiating herself with the centaur herd and could undoubtedly help them plot the Glen’s terrain and resources in a fraction of the time it would take Hermione alone. Luna agrees to help and Hermione schedules time for them to meet in the Lab to begin the map.

When they finish their respective reading and assignments, Draco pulls Hermione into his lap to ‘snog’ until her wand alarm buzzes signaling it’s time to gather her items and Apparate to Theo’s. They test his recipes for crème brulée and crème caramel, which Draco and his mother give glowing reviews after dinner.

MON 07 MAY

The next day in the University library, after a clandestine romp in the stacks, Hermione and Draco settle back at their table to work on their cyanide papers for Poisons class. His angle is accidental cyanide poisonings while her paper will discuss intentional poisonings. She’d chosen to write her paper on poisons delivered by pastries and had coined the term douce-morts, or ‘sweet deaths,’ to describe them. She’d gone down a rabbit-hole from the Clafoutis Wikipedia page last week and emerged with an outline for her paper.

She spends the rest of the afternoon skimming reams of old Prophet newspapers for articles about the Mad Baker, Esme Manon, whose French bakery, Mazot, was a jewel of 19th century Diagon. The almond scent from her bakery wafted all the way down to the gritty streets of Knockturn and was commented upon in dozens of articles from the time. Manon made her Clafoutis the traditional way with the cherry flesh and the ground kernels. She was not a suspect in the slew of mysterious deaths that started in 1863 until the bodies began to pile up and her clients were offered deals to testify against her. The toxic quantity of kernels in her douce-morts gave the pastries their signature almond aroma. That scent was actually the smell of the amygdalin, which broke down into the deadly compound, cyanogenic glycoside, when consumed. The Mad Baker also ground up the kernels from peach pits to extract their almond-scented essence, noyaux. She whipped the noyaux into a beige-colored cream with flecks of almond and placed a dollop atop the douce-morts, thus separating them from the benign pastries in her display cases.

Infamous dark wizard, Mairon Smith requested a Clafoutis with extra cream as part of his last meal. He was even pictured with the douce-mort in the 09 August 1870 edition of the Prophet in tattered Azkaban prison garb and a knowing gleam in his eye. Stuffed with lobster, oysters, brisket and a Clafoutis with two dollops of noyaux cream, Smith was dead before the Dementor’s Kiss.

Since Dementors couldn’t siphon souls that had already crossed over, the affronted Dementor had caused a ruckus, wailing about cheaters and vacant souls. This gave the investigating Aurors their first break in the serial murder case that inevitably led to the Mad Baker’s demise. When her crimes were discovered, Manon was tried and sent to Azkaban and her bakery was bought by new owners who expanded the kitchen and sitting areas and renamed it ‘The Leaky Cauldron.’

TUE 08 MAY

Their third date is a double date with Daphne and Theo at the advanced opening of Fausse, a wizarding restaurant owned by one of Theo’s friends from culinary school. Hermione leaves her hair in big juicy curls around her face and wears a sleeveless black midi dress with a high slit and strappy black sandals. She meets Draco by the Floo and nearly dissolves into a puddle under the heat of his gaze. She’d left her tattoos unglamoured and his eyes rove over her skin. She teases him that there’d been no changes since his last inspection as she steps in to kiss him and run her hands over the textured fabric of his sweater.

He’s in dark gray today. A ribbed, collared, fine-knit, short sleeve sweater, trousers, and gray suede trainers. She’d taken to asking him about the provenance anytime he wore dragonhide. They both shared a fascination with his namesake, though her collection was a mere pittance compared to his. Though they don’t appear to be of dragon origin at first glance, he informs her that today’s trainers are actually suede from the soft belly of the Jura Wyvern from the Jura mountains near Lake Geneva in Switzerland.

“I have something for you,” he says, after he finishes his story about the Wyvern.

“A gift?” She asks, feeling her face flush when he pulls a long, narrow jewelry box from his pocket.

“What is it?”

He chuckles. “Open it.”

She lets go of his hand and rests both of hers on the box.

“It’s not another morse code necklace,” he adds. “I know that one was rather… ‘icy,’ as the Muggles say. This one’s a bit more you.”

The morse code necklace was indeed a lot and she preferred to wear it to events where she needed the armor. She smirks. “Who taught you ‘icy?’

“Blaise.” He chuckles. “It was on this mix CD some bloke sold him in Brixton for five quid.”

She giggles at the thought of Blaise picking up muggle slang from bootleg CDs and mixtapes.

Hermione,” Draco says, urging her to open the jewelry box.

She bites her lip and takes the plunge, snapping it open to reveal two drop earrings with baubles in shades of red and pink, each adorned with a tiny green gem. “Berries,” she whispers. A symbol of all the times they’d traipsed through forests on their foraging adventures picking berries, apples and other edible plants. She’d gifted him his own foraging satchel, signifying he was a forager too and not just tagging along for the adventure. Now it was his turn to give her something to commemorate another facet of their friendship, their foundation, and their shared interests. “It’s beautiful,” she says, rising on tiptoe to kiss him. “Thank you, Draco.”

He rests his forehead on hers and closes his eyes.

She allows them to stand still in this moment, breathing each other in as she feels her emotions surge.

“Will you wear it?” He asks, breaking the silence after a few minutes.

She smiles and nods. “Tell me about them,” she says as she swaps out a pair of her studs for the new earrings and vanishes the box and swapped earrings to the desk in her room.

He tells her about how he’d formulated the idea for the earrings and enlisted his mother’s help in designing them. Narcissa had even allowed him to use silver and gems from the Black Family’s ancestral vaults.

“Thank her for me,” she says as he takes her hand to Apparate them to the restaurant.

“Of course.”

When they arrive at Fausse, they’re led through the restaurant toward the Chef’s table where they find Daphne and Theo already seated, sipping co*cktails. Dinner is a tasting menu highlighting the chef’s Mediterranean roots with influences from Greece, Italy, and rustic French country cuisine.

Theo’s expansive culinary knowledge and constructive critiques are awe-inspiring.

Hermione enjoys seeing him in his element. She and Daphne ask him if he’d given any more thought to how he’d design the décor and menu of his own restaurant. He lights up as he shares his new ideas.

“And there will be a twist, of course. I’m not just doing traditional Fine French cuisine, but also incorporating cuisine from Francophone countries all over the world.” He smiles at Daphne. “We’ll need to travel to places like Vietnam, the French West Indies and Francophone Africa to hone my point of view, and so I can learn traditional cooking techniques and flavors, and establish relationships with vendors. That’ll be for the second restaurant,” he says, with a smirk. “The first one will be more traditional and family-style. Something like Ronaldo’s but… ours.”

“The wizarding Ronaldo’s!” Hermione exclaims.

Daphne giggles. “Ronaldo’s with a Floo.”

“Exactly!” Theo agrees.

To Hermione’s chagrin, the dessert menu is not being workshopped during the advance opening, but the gang agree to Apparate to Fortescue’s for ice cream.

Daphne and Theo share a sundae while Draco and Hermione get their own flavors.

Hermione orders the peppermint bark.

Draco orders the mint chocolate chip.

They proceed to debate with Theo and Daphne for at least fifteen minutes about how the two flavors are, in fact, different.

WED 09 MAY

On Wednesday, Hermione and Draco grab tea and scones at the cafeteria after Draco’s 8am Herbology class and eat them in the Lab. They spend most of the day working on the Redcap reverse engineering project and meet with Luna to discuss her map progress before leaving for their Analgesics class.

When they return to the Lab after class, Snape calls them into his office and notifies them that they’ve been requested to join a Ministry delegation to Ireland tomorrow to meet with the Tuatha goblins in Ulster. Similar to their arrangement for previous delegation trips, they’ll stay at a Wizarding Hotel in the Draíochta, the magical zone near the Irish Ministry in Dublin, and Apparate to the goblins’ caves in the Glenariff Forest on Friday.

During their nightly phone conversation, they agree to Floo to Dublin after class the next day and hike to the Glenariff waterfall before the 5pm delegation meeting at the Ministry.

THU 10 MAY – FRI 11 MAY

On Thursday afternoon after their hike, Draco and Hermione return to their respective hotel rooms to shower and change before the Ministry meeting. The delegates also notify Draco that the Fomori giants of the Glenariff Forest have requested their own cardiac potion consult, which he’ll provide after they collect the blood samples from the goblins. While the itinerary for the next day is being passed around, Fischer, who’d arrived and snagged the open seat on Hermione’s left, leans over and asks her if she’s free for dinner later.

She shakes her head and whispers, “I’m seeing someone.”

“Well, he’s not invited,” Fischer teases with a hopeful smile.

She ignores him. Even if she weren’t exclusively dating Draco, the answer would have been a resounding ‘no.’ She’d soured on him in Barcelona and while she could stomach him in group settings, there wasn’t an ice cube’s chance in hell she’d ever do solo anything with him ever again.

“Besides, he doesn’t have to know,” Fischer presses.

Hermione shakes her head. “No more solo dinners for us, Fischer.” She places her hand on Draco’s knee under the table to quell his exasperated tapping. She squeezes his thigh when he tries to move her hand up and barely stifles a chuckle.

“Are you two exclusive? Is that it?”

She nods. “Yes, like you and Astoria,” she replies.

He snorts. “We’re not exclusive.”

Draco clears his throat.

Fischer lowers his voice and leans in closer, grinning conspiratorially. “Is he anyone I know? It’s not this guy, is it?” He points to Draco. “You two-”

“Work in Snape lab together.”

“So, not him, huh?” Fischer says, lowering his voice even more. “I thought- Well, you only started turning me down after he started attending trips with you. I thought maybe you two were- Never mind. If you’re ever free, you know where to find me.” He smirks as the Delegation Leader starts running through the itinerary.

These days, the only thing Hermione found Fischer was annoying. She invites Draco back to her room after the meeting and they order room service and fall asleep watching a movie. The next day when they return to the hotel to shower and change out of their dusty forest clothes, they agree to check out a Muggle place she knows and likes for dinner. They meet in the lobby and she Apparates them to the village of Glasthule in the suburbs of Dublin. They watch the sun set as they walk hand-in-hand along the bay.

“I came here on a Coastal Walk.” She smiles up at him. “They do local seafood and farm-to-table. Everything is just delicious. I had the lunch menu last time, so I’m excited to explore their dinner options.”

The food was spectacular, and they ate everything from fresh oysters, clams and crab claws to lobster and sirloin with baked potatoes. They finish the meal with berry cobblers and a chocolate Guinness cake. They send the gang back at Ronaldo’s a bottle of single malt whiskey and a few slices of the Guinness cake.

Draco asks her if she wants to plan their next date. “Something devastatingly muggle,” he says.

She smirks. “I know just the thing.”

When they return to the Magical Zone, they see Fischer stumble into the lobby a few yards ahead of them. He’s giggling with a platinum blonde witch who is definitely not Astoria. Draco grabs Hermione’s hand and nestles her between him and the wall so he can get a better look at the git. He and Blondie head to a bank of elevators serving the upper floors. Fischer tucks a lock of hair behind her ear and the blonde licks her lips. Their moment is cut short when an empty elevator dings and opens its doors.

“That f*cking git,” Draco seethes after the elevator door closes and they resume their walk into the lobby.

Hermione frowns. “He said that he and Astoria aren’t exclusive. Why’s it such a big deal.”

“He lied, Granger. Daphne said Astoria wouldn’t share much with her, but they’re negotiating. Besides he tried to leave things rather open-ended with you. He has no intention of committing to her. I need to talk to her.”

Hermione wanted no part of the he-said-she-said and knew Astoria would not be thrilled to learn Fischer still hit on her. Much as she loathed the witch, Draco was saving her from future embarrassment.

By the fourth week of the semester, the changes felt routine. Sunday study sessions in the Malfoy Manor library where she made him beg for release as he recited their Resin picture cards, followed by cooking sessions with Theo. Study sessions in the University library after their Monday class were bookmarked by a romp in the stacks or dissolving him into a quivering puddle under the table before attending a Quidditch game with the gang or returning home to study. Wednesday afternoons she went foraging alone and continued her post-movie-night foraging sessions with Draco and Neville. There were also Thursday afternoon study sessions in the Parkinson library where he made her beg for release as she recited facts and notes about the plants they’d studied in their Analgesics class. Then yoga, shower, and phone or video conversations with her mom before movie night. He’d sleep over Thursday night, and they’d eat breakfast and do the Prophet puzzle together on her balcony on Friday morning. Saturday, she studied before meeting up with the gang for their theater visit, dinner and karaoke. They continued their nightly text or phone conversations. And Tuesday was undoubtedly their date night.

TUE 15 MAY

For their next date, Hermione took Draco mini-golfing for their utterly Muggle date night. They’d bonded over the fact that although their dads were avid golfers, neither of them cared much for the sport. Draco golfed to the extent it was necessary to network and close business deals. For him, golfing was a means to an end. As such, she thought he might enjoy the gamified, obstacle course approach to golfing, remembering how much Blaise and Theo had enjoyed it the first time they’d played. She’s delighted when her suspicions are confirmed.

His eyes lit up as he quickly took to the game and trounced her soundly. At the start of the game, he’d step in close, wrapping his arms around her and pressing against her backside as he lined her up for the best shot. As the game progressed, he kissed her neck and cheek, played with her hair, ran a hand down her back, and palmed her ass, all in the name of distracting her as her score caught up to his. His distractions worked. She was putty in his hands after all.

“We’re coming back soon.” He smirks as they walk out of the mini-golf place hand-in-hand. She tugs him into the nearby alley, and he crowds her into the wall as he kisses her.

“I like this outfit,” he whispers, running his hands down her waist, hips and around back to her ass.

“Yeah?” She says, rocking against him. “What do you like about it?”

“This,” he replies, palming her ass. His hands skate back up her waist and around to her breasts. He trails his fingers along the lacy bit around her cleavage. “And this,” he whispers, capturing her lips in another bruising kiss. “Touch me,” he pleads, rocking against her when they part.

She snakes her hand between them and gives him a light squeeze he meets with a groan. “What’s with you and alleys?” She teases.

“It’s you and alleys,” he retorts, rocking against her.

“Later,” she whispers before stepping away.

He groans. “Give me a minute.”

When he’s tamed the little dragon, Hermione Apparates them to the pizza place in Brighton she’d been to a couple times with Harry. Over dinner, Draco informs her that he’s escorting Astoria to the Debutante Ball this weekend.

Hermione remembered him saying his escorts were pre-arranged well in advance or he took the woman he was dating... but he wasn’t dating Astoria anymore.

Draco smiles at the look of consternation on her face and kisses her cheek. “It’s a strategic decision. It’ll give her more leverage in her courting negotiations with Fischer. Makes it seem like I’m circling again and might snatch her up if he doesn’t.”

He was such a noble wizard. Astoria was such a spiteful witch. She didn’t deserve him.

“Also, since I haven’t been seen on a date in quite some time, the Prophet’s been recycling old stories. This will give Skeeter something fresh to report. Keep them from poking around.”

Then again, he was a Malfoy, so there was always something deeper afoot.

Furthermore, with fresh meat, they’ll stop circling Camila, the last witch I dated. She began courting negotiations with the Fawley heir, but the Prophet has not made a definitive post about our separation and it’s stalling her progress.”

How noble of him. As if Hermione’s mind isn't already reeling, he heaps more onto the pile.

“I’m escorting Violette Lalonde to the Parkinson’s Litha fete in June. She’s the premiere debutante this Spring and her family does business with Father. Her parents want her affiliated with me to raise her profile… and her fetching price,” he says darkly.

He had told her that these things were planned in advance. Technically, she’d been aware of this. Aware, but not prepared. That Hermione hadn’t envisioned any of this ever mattering to her. Now it was her business. Now it affectedher. As with Viktor, she carefully choreographed her movements to avoid detection and being splashed in the pages of the Prophet. Meanwhile, these women got to be seen dancing and laughing in the arms of her man while she stayed in the shadows. But now it felt different.

Now she didn’t want to share.

Now, it didn't seem fair.

And the icing on this crappy cake? She couldn’t give him sh*t for any of this because he had no choice.

“Thanks for telling me all this, Draco. Your mother invited me for tea on Sunday after the Deb Ball. She says it’s her tradition on the years she doesn’t host. Daphne said Astoria will be there. She’ll be insufferable but at least I’ll be prepared.”

“Stay with me Saturday night,” he offers. “I’ll text you when I make my excuses from the Ball. We’ll eat popcorn and watch a movie?”

She smiles. “Okay. What’s with all these courting negotiations? Why isn’t it enough for two people to just say they’re courting?”

“Because it isn’t,” he quips.

“Oh, okay. Then what are courting negotiations?”

“Negotiations about the terms of the courting agreement,” he replies in that delightfully obtuse March Hare way of his.

“Like what?”

He shrugs. “The duration of the courting period; The media strategy; Penalties for breach and voiding penalties; Terms for nullification; Robaire. Some contracts may contain both the courting and betrothal agreements, or betrothal may be negotiated separately. Courting signifies consideration of marriage whereas betrothal agreements denote intent. But they usually have similar kinds of terms. And then of course there’s the marriage agreement, which talks about the combination and allocation of assets, children, breach terms. There may also be another robaire and a separate allowance, etc.”

According to Draco, both parties could walk away from a courting agreement unscathed if they decided not to wed and no other terms were violated. That was not the case for betrothal agreements. The mere decision not to wed was a breach of the betrothal contract and came with hefty penalties for the party in breach.

Every term made sense to her but one. “Robaire?” She asks.

“Yes, fascinating piece of linguistic anthropology. You’ll love this. These agreements follow the French tradition, so they have a bunch of French terms. I spared you a bit of the faff. It’s the dress allowance or ‘allocation vestimentaire.’ The English love to shorten things so that became ‘vestimentaire,’ then shortened even further to ‘vestiaire.’ But that means changing room and they hated the connotation, so they said hmm, ‘robe’ means dress in French, let’s call it ‘robaire.’ Et voila. It’s the money the courtee receives to help procure dresses and other frippery for all the courting events and balls the couple attends. It’s meant to offset the cost the bride’s family incurs for the wedding and dowry. And meant to incentivize the courter’s family to keep the courting period as short as possible. Some opponents of it charmingly call it the ‘robber’ clause.”

“Will our courting agreement have a robaire clause?”

“If you’d like.” His eyes are keen and clear when she meets his gaze. “You should talk to Pansy about this. This is not something you can negotiate yourself. Lucius is… not nice. Talk to Pansy when you’re ready to make it official.”

“It’s not official?”

“Without an agreement, no.” His eyes darken and he glances away. “Especially not to Lucius.”

She rests a hand on his. “What have you told him about us?”

“The truth. That we’re figuring it out but that this is serious. That I’m committed to this. Committed to you. Hermione, I don’t want to pressure you-”

“I don’t feel pressured. Pressured into what?”

“Into anything. Into agreements… Signed agreements. That is how Father operates. But I want you to have all the information. Pansy and Daphne have been prepared for what it’s like on the other side of the table. You should talk to them.”

She would. “How long are courting agreements usually?”

“They’re usually a year or two. Whichever side would benefit most may stretch or shrink the courting period. For instance, if there’s military service involved. Betrothal agreements are one year at most. Just enough time for any final negotiations and the planning of the wedding and honeymoon.”

“So, not eight years?” She chuckles darkly. “Does that weaken my bargaining power?”

His eyes darken. “You can have whatever you like.”

“Draco-”

He reaches for her hand. “Hermione, I’m serious.”

She squeezes his hand. “I want you.”

He leans over and kisses her cheek. “I know. And that’s why I’m waiting. Take your time. I want you to be really sure about what you want.”

She was.

“There’s no going back once you sign these things.”

She knows.

He kisses her again. “Don’t back out on me.”

Her sweet, tender dragon.

She’d stayed for this. For this feeling igniting and spreading warmth through her belly, through her bones. For this man. She didn’t want dresses and jewelry and mansions. She wanted him. Just him. She could love this man.

He hooks an arm around her shoulder and pulls her closer to him in the booth. He kisses her temple. A slow, lingering kiss, breathing her in.

She snuggles in even closer.

Might love him already.

Her phone buzzes in the pocket of her jeans. For their date she’d told him to dress casually. She was in black skinny jeans and a top with lace detail, and he was in grey linen trousers, a gray oxford, and another pair of light gray dragonsuede trainers. She shifts in the seat and looks down at her back pocket. He smirks and fishes the phone out, handing it to her.

She flicks through the messages. “It’s Dean. He says he’s doing a stint at some celebrity ink shop in Muggle London and his last client of the night just fell through. He asked if I want to book the slot-”

He grins. “Let’s take it.”

“Are you sure?”

“It’s tattoos in a Muggle shop. That counts as utterly Muggle.”

She scoffs. “No way are we doing tattoos the Muggle way. If we let it heal naturally you can’t swim for six weeks.”

“It’s his last client of the night. He can heal them with magic.”

“Have you given any thought to your next tattoo?”

He shrugs. “The boys and I have been discussing something.”

“Really? What?”

“That sad cancer movie that you and Harry made us watch after Blaise asked about the Muggle fascination with antioxidants got us thinking. The idea of a bird on your shoulder to whom you pledge to be your best self and to take challenges as they come. We got smashed one night and I told Theo what you said about Daphne. She’d told him the same thing but not in those words. We made a pledge to not keep our birds in cages, but to let them fly free. He went into a trade that was unthinkable for Pureblood wizards and wants to open restaurants, which are money pits and have a 90% failure rate in London alone, and she never batted an eye. Those would have been dealbreakers for any other witch, but she supports him. The bird resonated with him too.”

“And what does it mean for you?”

“For me, it’s a reminder not to use my status and power to trap my bird, but rather to let her fly and sing. To admire her beauty. To do what I can to prevent another Voldemort. And to live a life I’m proud of.”

She smiles and kisses his cheek. “Let’s go get your bird.”

He and Dean hit it off and design his bird piece while Hermione conceptualizes her runic piece. Draco’s phoenix will be a companion piece to his dragon, designed in a similar style and color palette to tie both pieces together. The bird’s head is on his left shoulder, the body on his arm and the wings wrap around his biceps and triceps. They take care not to overlap the piece with his nargle. Even though they were much closer now than they’d been in January, she hadn’t asked him for the true meaning of the nargle. She figured he’d tell her when he was ready. Or just as he often did to her, she’d tell him when she’d puzzled it out.

For herself, she chose a solaris sun rune which signified the journey from chaos to clarity. Even when he’d been misguided (or drunk) he’d always been intentional with her. If her trelluna was her symbol of hope and the manifestation of her decision to start a new life in a new country, her solaris was her symbol of commitment to her path. The second rune also provided symmetry and balance as she started this new chapter in earnest.

She kept her word and talked to Daphne and Pansy about courting, betrothal, and agreements. Pansy said her father would gladly serve as Hermione’s executor in the negotiations since he knew all of Lucius’ tricks. “Potter’s a sweetheart so Father won’t get the vicious fight he’s been spoiling for all my life. I’ll make him take an Unbreakable vow to protect your interests. Whenever you’re ready,” Pansy offered.

Hermione nodded. “I don’t think that’ll be necessary. Draco will be fair.”

“It’s not Draco you have to worry about,” Pansy chided. “Lucius puts his duty to the Malfoy line above all else. It’ll help to understand this for the negotiations. He’s being vicious on behalf of the very thing his power, money and status comes from. Therefore, to him, there are no rules. So, when you’re ready, make sure you’re ready.”

Hermione nodded.

“Are you ready?”

Hermione met her gaze. “I don’t know. I’ve only just started allowing myself to imagine our life together. Just us. I like imagining just us. It’s all this other stuff that makes me weary.”

“Have you raised your concerns?”

“They’re not concerns, per se. I think I just get inside my own head. He doesn’t feel like mine yet. I still have to share him. With Astoria. With Violette at Litha.”

The Parkinsons had recently extended an invite to Hermione for their fete. After all, it would take place in the house she lived in. She’d be there, sans date, while her boyfriend was there with some other witch on his arm. Pansy was on dress duty and promised it’d be a showstopper. “He’ll be there with her, but his eyes will be on you. “I’ve instructed Draco to get you a few new pieces of jewelry to accompany the gown. You will accept,” she coaxed, brooking no argument.

“A courting agreement would change that.” Pansy urged, back in the present moment. “What are you waiting for, Granger?” She asked, backing her into a corner again.

What was she waiting for?

As if courting agreements were the norm for everyone and she was the oddball. What was she waiting for? “Love!” She exclaimed, exasperated.

Love.

The thing that made her heart skip a beat, made her weak in the knees, made her ache for him, kept her chasing his lips, his touch, his warmth. She was waiting to know these feelings were more than just... lust. That something had taken hold inside of her that could sustain her through their arguments and lulls, that could stand up to Lucius’ withering gaze, the trials of planning a wedding, the trials of childbirth and childrearing.

She would not yoke her life to Draco’s unless she did so with a clear head and a full heart. Not because she was afraid of losing him or wanted to prove her worth to the likes of his father… or Astoria. She was waiting to silence the little niggling voice in the back of her mind that spat vitriol at her when she was alone in her room – woken with a start at 3am – taunting her that she’d uprooted her life for a man. It sneered at her and called her names. Pathetic!

Droll!

Sad!

Typical!

But every time he said, “Eight years.” Like a promise. Like a vow. That voice got quieter. Every time he looked at her like she was a revelation, like he was trying to figure out how he’d gotten so lucky. Every time he touched her like she was precious, like she was rare. Every time he was tender. Every time he said her name like a prayer. Like she was magic, and those three syllables were an incantation. Like it was the last charm he’d ever speak. She knew. Every time. Every single time. She knew she loved him. She couldn’t take that plunge until she knew he loved her too.

“Only he can help you there, Hermione.” Pansy reached for her hand. “Talk to him.”

Hermione chuckled darkly. He said talk to her. She said talk to him. They were a riot. A hoot and a half. She and Draco were talking. But some things she just couldn’t voice. Not yet.

SAT 19 MAY

On Saturday, Pansy selects an orange dress for Hermione to wear to Narcissa’s post-ball tea. “I can’t wear orange tomorrow, Pansy. I’m wearing orange on Tuesday. We’re going to Lucard.”

Draco had already called in the reservation.

“I didn’t get to do the tasting menu the last time I was there,” he’d said.

“I had it-”

He’d smirked. “I know.”

“Delicious.”

“Hm, certainly looked so.”

Pansy quirks an eyebrow at Hermione before returning to the closet and fishing out a cream number. “Now, come distract me while the Glam Team does my hair and makeup.” She calls over her shoulder as she strides to her own room.

She and Harry were attending the Deb Ball at McMillan Manor together. It would be the first time a non-Pureblood would attend the premier event of Pureblood Society. Pansy was nervous.

Hermione had never seen Pansy nervous.

“Pansy, everything will be okay. If anyone has an issue with you and Harry tonight, your parents and the Malfoys will make them regret the day they were born.”

Pansy chuckles. “You’re right. And it’s Harry f*cking Potter. He’s the Golden Boy. People love him.”

“And you love him.”

Pansy smiles. “I do.”

“Then that’s all that matters.”

Later in bed, she asks Draco how it went.

“Better than expected,” he replies with surprise evident in his voice. “There were one or two dirty looks, but they were promptly dealt with and turned their frowns upside down.”

She’d taught him that expression.

She giggles. “And how was Astoria?”

“Lovely,” he says, snuggling into her. “Talks with Fischer wrapped, and she won’t be moving forward with him. She’s already acquired her next target though.”

Hmm, maybe Draco had been right to be suspicious.

“You’ll love this. She accused me of being distracted.”

“And were you?” Her breath hitches as he nips at her throat.

“I was,” he growls, before trailing hickies down her throat as she squirms against him. “All night I had thoughts of you waiting up here for me.”

“I wasn’t waiting for you up here all night.” She squeals as he nips again and again.

“In my mind you were. Up here. Wet and waiting.” He dips a finger into her. “Mm, just as I suspected. Wet and waiting,” he whispers against her lips.

She moans into the kiss as he crooks the finger inside of her and begins circling her cl*t with his thumb. He made the long wait worth it, rewarding her for her patience.

SUN 20 MAY

Hermione arrives early to tea the next day, foregoing the charade of Apparating home just to arrive by the Floo in the Main Hall moments later. Who would she be fooling?

She smiles at Daphne and Pansy when she enters the dining room, crossing over to greet Narcissa at the head of the table. Narcissa bids her to sit on her right-hand side, across from Pansy. Pansy quirks a brow at the sight of Hermione’s dress. While it may have been cream yesterday… it is now a vibrant crimson.

Draco, who’d watched her get dressed in his room after their morning study session in the library, had remarked that he hadn’t seen her in a red dress in a while.

She’d allowed him to charm the dress any shade of red he’d wanted.

He’d then promptly tried to get her out of the dress which, she teased, was the reason he hadn’t seen her in red. She saved that color for things he could take off.

She smirks at Pansy as she takes her seat across the table. Daphne’s to her left, flanking her. The women tell her about each witch who enters in hushed tones. Some she’d seen in passing at previous Malfoy parties, but many are new faces to her.

When Astoria enters in an aquamarine dress, she feels the witch’s shrewd gaze on her and counsels herself not to fidget under her harsh appraisal. She calmly takes a sip of tea and nods at the story Daphne is telling.

Narcissa nods at Céline and the petit* fours appear on the table. In addition to sliced fruit, there are tiny, iced cakes, savory stuffed pastries, and a variety of scones.

There’s a lull in the conversation as the ladies tuck into the pastries and Astoria seizes that moment to strike. “We’ve been over this before, Anemone. You’re in a Slytherin home, and the Malfoys’ color is emerald.” She plasters a look of mock concern and pity on her face. “Why are you wearing red every time I see you here?”

Hyperbole aside, clearly the witch hadn’t been properly chastened the last time she’d tried to pick this fight.

Hermione takes a breath, calming herself and letting the moment stretch uncomfortably. She imagines Astoria fighting the urge to squirm or squawk at the prospect of being ignored. When it feels like the earth had screeched to a halt on its axis and the sound of an amoeba’s burp would be heard amid the stark silence, Hermione flicks her gaze over to Astoria and says, “I don’t care for green. I don’t think it’s my color.”

“If you’re not going to follow the color code, then you wear neutrals. Why are you in red?” She spits.

Hermione had never encountered such obstinance back across the pond. House assignments were chosen at random at Gotham Prep and colors were reassigned each year. The only rules her wardrobe had followed before she arrived on English soil were the ones she’d set. Besides, she was in red because of… him.

The wizard in light grey with the day’s Prophet in the crook of his arm who was once again entering a tea that he had not been expressly invited to – as evinced by Narcissa’s confused, though quickly masked, surprise.

She’s sat here in Gryffindor red because of that man. The one who knew all the color rules and flouted the ones he didn’t care for all the while wearing a signet ring with the family stone Astoria had tried her darnedest to match every time she was in his presence. That man had wanted Hermione in red in his very green, very Slytherin home.

Why was she in red?

“Because red, I’ve been assured, is my color,” she counters with a smirk, glancing at Draco whose eyes are on her as he kisses his mother’s cheek.

“Sit here, my dragon,” Narcissa says, conjuring a chair for him next to her at the head of the table. Astoria’s face falls. She’d been making room for him next to herself, whispering for the witches to her right to move down a seat. No doubt hoping to bolster any claims they were back together after last night’s Ball.

He entwines his legs with Hermione’s under the table as he reaches for the kettle of licorice tea. “What were you drinking?” He whispers, glancing up from her empty teacup to meet her gaze.

“Rose, but I’m ready for licorice,” she says, nudging her teacup closer to him.

His eyes flick down to her lips as she smirks. “As you wish.”

Narcissa smiles and nudges her teacup closer to him as well. “Mine too, darling.” She winks at Hermione.

Hermione smiles and nudges his foot under the table when she notices the hint of a blush on the top of his cheeks. Her fingers graze Draco’s as she picks up the full teacup that he sets down on the saucer in front of her.

One of the witches asks Narcissa what the highlight of the Ball was for her. Hermione tunes out the response as she reads Draco’s paper out of the corner of her eye. He’s flipping through the paper to page 16 to finish the rest of the cover story about a man who relinquished a kamaitachi to the MCU that he’d originally smuggled from Japan. The animal had shredded his curtains and clothing, ripped the wallpaper from his walls and whipped dust storms through his house. She sees the flash of color as he flips to the Puzzle page. On the nearby Society page – taking up a quarter of the page – is a full-color moving photo of Pansy and Harry dancing. “You and Harry are in the paper, Pansy!” Hermione exclaims. “You two are glowing!”

In a rare feat, the photo is the same size as the photo of Draco and his date from the evening. The caption under the photo of Draco and Astoria speculates that things are heating up between them again. Both photos display a loop of the couples waltzing, but Harry and Pansy’s caption says it’s their… First Look.

“You didn’t!” Hermione squeals, snatching the paper from Draco.

“We did,” Pansy says smugly. “One and done.”


Hermione smirks. “What song did you dance to?” She asks.

Pansy waves her hand. “The traditional First Sweethearts Waltz song. Draco would know better than-”

“Three Little Words,” Draco says, glancing at Hermione.

Smiling, Daphne leans in to take a closer look. “Absolutely gorgeous. Though I’m not a fan of the headline. ‘Breaking centuries of tradition, Parkinson heiress debuts Golden Potter beau at Debutante Ball’.”

Pansy shrugs. “It could be worse.”

“Yeah,” Hermione says darkly, pointing to the line of text under the caption. “Like the op-ed they tease on page 20, ‘Keep Pureblood Society Pure,’ by Ernie McMillan.”

“McMillan?” Pansy scoffs. “He’s banned from at least half the Society events because of indecent behavior. The other half only tolerate him because his father’s the Undersecretary and third in line for Minister.”

Narcissa smiles. “He shan’t have to worry about Society Events much longer. He seems committed to gambling away his inheritance and Thomas won’t give him another red cent once he’s blown through it all. Maybe he needed the money. How much do you think the Prophet pay for incendiary drivel? Five galleons a word?” She tuts. “Chin up, Pansy.”

Astoria sighs and sets her teacup primly into its saucer. “But Pansy, you knew this would happen. Didn’t you? I’m not surprised.” Her glare shoots daggers at Hermione, who straightens her spine, sitting up taller. She turns her attention back to Pansy and continues. “Though I always thought you could do better than a ha-”

“Stori!” Daphne shrieks, her jaw dropping and eyes widening in shock.

“Darling,” Narcissa says, leveling Astoria with a no-nonsense glare. “That kind of thinking is outmoded and will no longer be tolerated. If anyone at this table has an issue, they should leave. Now.”

All eyes turn to Astoria who glances between Daphne and Narcissa as she splutters. “I- I don’t have an issue with it. I was saying I thought she could do better than Harry,” she says, placing extra emphasis on his name.

Pansy titters. “Sure. Thanks for your ‘concern’,” she says, hooking the word in air quotes. “But for me, there is no one better than Harry. One day I hope you find someone who will love you even half as much as Harry loves me and I love Harry.” She gives Astoria a tight, mocking smile.

The witch doesn’t so much as blink as Pansy continues.

“I want that for you, Astoria. I do. I really do. Love for the man, darling, and not just for his-”

Daphne clears her throat.

Name? Money? Trappings?

Pansy exhales sharply through her nose and turns her attention back to Draco. “I hope more people will take our lead. I’ve insisted Neville bring Luna to Litha. Who knows, there may even be more non-traditional couples there.”

“One can only hope,” Draco says, returning his attention to his paper and nudging Hermione’s foot under the table.

“All in good time,” Narcissa says, touching her pendant and smiling at Hermione.

She can feel Astoria’s caustic gaze boring into her.

She ignores her and smiles at Pansy behind her teacup.

The witch smirks at her behind her own, bringing the cup gingerly to her lips and taking a sip before cutting Astoria with a derisive glare.

Merlin bless poor little Peloria. She’d made an enemy of Pansy Giovanna Parkinson.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
'The bird on your shoulder' scene refers to this quote from the book/movie, Tuesdays with Morrie: “Every day, have a little bird on your shoulder that asks, ‘Am I doing all I need to do? Am I being the person I want to be?” – Mitch Albom, Tuesdays with Morrie

Chapter 81: DRACO - WORTHY

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

SUN 20 MAY

Having grown tired of memorizing the resinous properties of the Xanthorrhoea plant species, Draco had wandered down to the dining room. Mother was always begging him to attend her teas. She wouldn’t mind. He’d arrived at the tail end of a tete-a-tete between Astoria and Hermione. She’d held her own admirably, although her assertion that green was not her color was patently false. He’d prove it to her… one day.

She’s talking quietly with Daphne when one of the ladies says she wants to see the new blooms in the gardens and the party moves out of doors. He corners Hermione by the delphiniums and leads her down the hidden path to the grotto. He wanted time alone with her before she left for Theo’s. He’d shared her enough for the day.

They take a circuitous route so he can show her some new blooms. Once inside the grotto proper he casts an Impedimenta before summoning a blanket he lays out in the grass under the willow trees. They talk and laugh for much of the afternoon. He’s so light and carefree he could float. Sunset finds them cuddled up, snoring softly on the blanket. They’re awakened slowly by the buzzing of the crickets which gives way to the croaking of the frogs. Then her wand alarm starts buzzing. He nestles her closer. Not wanting the moment to end.

She turns in his embrace and kisses his neck, his cheeks, before settling on his lips. A soft, tender kiss that deepens and deepens, slowly unfolding and blooming. If he could capture and bottle this moment, he’d call it... joy.

He’s finishing dinner with his mother and father when Gabriel enters with a Tupperware container from Theo.

“Bonus dessert,” his mother says, smiling as she eyes the container. She plucks the card from his hand and he sets about opening the dish. “Ooh, Opera Cake.”

He reads the card when she sets it down on the table by the dish. ‘Opera Cake: Layered almond sponge cake soaked in coffee and topped with butter cream and chocolate glaze. Send rating on attached card.’

“It was your grandmother’s favorite.” She glances at Father. “Isn’t that right Lucius?”

Lucius nods. “Yes, dear. She liked cracking the chocolate glaze.”

“Will you have a bite, dear?” Mother asks, picking up a spoon to crack through the glaze, sinking into the six layers of sponge and ganache.

Lucius smiles as he watches her enjoy the first bite. He requests, “A small bite. Darling, small,” he urges, pinching his thumb and forefinger together. He dutifully accepts the bite like medicine. “Tell Theo to add some liqueur. And the sponge could be a tad denser.”

“We’ll relay your suggestions, my love,” Narcissa says, winking at Draco. “I was impressed with Miss Granger today.”

“Astoria is still being a thorn in her side.”

“Astoria will heel in due time,” she counsels.

“If Astoria is on the market, son, why aren’t you pursuing her? It’s not like you’re spoken for,” Father asks innocently.

Except he was very much spoken for. A fact the man knew and somehow refused to accept.

“The Prophet pictured you two this morning. Why should she be the only to benefit from this? Association with you raises her profile and does nothing for yours… Unless you leverage it.”

“Father, I am spoken for.”

“You are?”

“Yes. Hermione,” he bites out.

“Ah yes, Miss Granger. How is our little American friend?”

Little American friend? How had they regressed so far from Mauritius when he’d been all but dragging them to the altar?

“Your mother said she didn’t want to be in the papers. Why is that?”

“Privacy. Security. She forages and travels widely, often alone. And besides, she’s not from England. It’s not safe for her to be too conspicuous. She needs her anonymity. Especially while we figure out what’s between us and if this will go the distance. She’ll resent me if she can’t do all the things she planned just because of an association with me. Especially if things don’t work out.”

“Plans change, son.”

“I’d rather her plans change because she wants the change and not because the Prophet or I forced her hand. I’ve already asked her to stay. I know you helped, Mother.” He glances at her. “You talked to her and Snape. Father, that’show to affect change with her. Not by forcing her hand. I cannot trap her and put her in a cage. She will hate me for it.” He thinks back to their conversation about birds and the phoenix on his own shoulder.

“And what do you get in exchange son? You have duties.”

“She knows I need to have an heir. She wants children.”

Lucius rolls his eyes and scoffs in derision. “The woman you marry – the witch with whom you share your magic – must give you an heir. That is non-negotiable,” he spits. “What else do you get?”

“Someone I respect. Someone well-read, worldly, skilled. Someone who challenges me, excites me, intrigues me. She pulls me out of my own head. She wasn’t instantly charmed by my looks or my wealth. She wasn’t instantly impressed by my name because she didn’t even know it. I had to claw my way into her orbit, into her affections.”

Outside of his academic pursuits, he’d never had to work so hard for anything in his life. And now that he had her, he’d continue the work for as long as she would have him. If she said she needed time, he’d give it to her. If she said she needed space, he’d give it to her. If she said she needed Nundu venom, he’d give it to her. Actually, he’d help her and Neville get it because they probably knew a better way to source it than he did.

“Claw your way, son? Why?”

He frowns. “She’s not after my wealth or my status. Nothing changed once she learned who I was. I pursued her.”

Father just blinks at him, looking entirely unconvinced.

“She’s been with Viktor Krum for years. He’s taken her on trips and tried to give her jewelry and expensive gifts and she’s refused them. Pansy is the one who coaxed her to accept those kinds of things, to accept a man’s affections and gifts.”

“And does she return your affections, son?”

He feels a swell of emotion in his chest and nods his head, closing his eyes against the rising tide. “Wholeheartedly.”

Lucius narrows his eyes and purses his lips. Mercifully, he does not ask any further questions.

Draco excuses himself from the table and trudges back to his bedroom. He always felt so disoriented after talking to Lucius about Hermione. He wished the man would just come out and say what his issue with her was rather than all the double-speak and innuendo. The man insisted that he further entrench himself with the witch who would wield the power, wealth and access that came with being the Malfoy woman like a battering ram. If he married Astoria, she would terrorize Pureblood Society from her seat atop it. It infuriated him that Father couldn’t see how much he cared for Hermione. How much he liked her. How much he loved her.

Merlin, he loved her.

She’d ‘bewitched him; mind, body, and soul.’ He’d found a woman he could see himself spending the rest of his life with. A feat he hadn’t entirely thought was possible. And despite this miracle, Father – who’d sat across the dining table from him literally spoon-fed by the love of his f*cking life – had the audacity to cast aspersions on the witch who wanted him for himself and not just the perks of their association.

There are several texts from Hermione on his mobile when he returns to his room. He responds to them and picks up the phone to call her. And while he’s happy to hear her voice and talk with her as they drift off to sleep, it does little to improve his mood.

MON 21 MAY – TUE 22 MAY

As had quickly become their tradition, he and Hermione trooped to the University library Monday afternoon after their Poisons class. Several times she’d run her hand through his hair, kissed his cheek and asked if everything was alright.

His response was the same each time. “I’m fine.” Maybe he could have been more convincing if he’d put up some light Occlumency walls, but she always knew when he was Occluding.

“Are you up for a little distraction?” She asks, after she dries the ink on her second roll of Parchment for her Analgesics paper. Serturner, ever the luddite, required papers to be written with parchment and quill.

He nods. He wasn’t getting much done here anyway.


She stands and kisses his forehead. “Let’s go.”

They pack their things and she Apparates them back to her room. She lets him be tender and slow and intense with her and doesn’t look away. Her body is warm and responsive as they give themselves over to the torrent of feelings between them.

He’s awakened by the buzzing of a phone or wand, he’s not yet sure. He’d dozed off, it seems. She’s warm at his side, reading a leatherbound book, ‘Puck’s Glen Mineralia.’ They’d discussed her theory and while it was a good start, it had yet to bear fruit.

He chuckles as he runs a finger along the embossed letters on the front cover.

She smiles. “It’s not glamoured.”

“Whose phone is that?” He grumbles sleepily.

“Yours,” she replies, twirling her fingers into his hair. That feels nice, he thinks, as it slowly lulls him back to sleep.

He’s awakened by the incessant buzzing of a phone or wand, he’s not yet sure. He’d dozed off, it seems. She’s warm at his side, reading a leatherbound book, twirling her fingers into his hair. Mmm, that feels nice.

“Whose phone is that?” He grumbles sleepily.

She chuckles softly. “Again, yours. I think you should check it.”

Again?

Gods, there was only one person who texted and called incessantly until they got a hold of him. He huffs and sits up, letting his feet dangle off the side of the bed as he gathers his wits about him. She floats a glass of water over to him and he thanks her before gulping it down. She trails her nails up and down his back. That feels nice. Merlin, he did notwant to leave this bed.

He paces the room as he reads through the volley of texts from Father. The money people from South Africa who’d helped close the Mauritius deal wanted them in on another deal in order to get it across the finish line. Lucius wanted to meet in his study in 20 minutes. sh*te.

“Father wants me home to prepare for a deal tomorrow,” he says, crossing back over to the bed. “He wants me in Cape Town for the meeting after Stabilizers class tomorrow. I’ll try to be back for our date. I’ll let you know if we need to reschedule.”

At least he’d see another part of South Africa, this time, even if only from the window of a conference room.

Hermione smiles at him. “Okay.” She climbs up on her knees and pulls him in for a kiss. “I’ll see you tomorrow?”

“Yes,” he whispers.

He loved their dates. He loved taking her to the places he liked. Was looking forward to Lucard and dancing. But it becomes clear within minutes of his arrival to the meeting the next day that the deal is not where it needs to be for Malfoy Holdings to provide funding. It’s a lucrative deal for key infrastructure that could increase South Africa’s regional economic standing and revitalize its ports. After meeting with Father, he’d spent the rest of the night reviewing the deal and researching the South African economic and port systems. Today, he could speak comfortably about it with every stakeholder in the room. And he could say with confidence, that it wasn’t ready.

When there’s a break in meetings, he sends his solicitor, Philips, out for edible flowers and a small bundle of ripe sugarcane to send Hermione. Upon Philips’ return, Draco calls Hermione to reschedule their date and sends the sugarcane bundle through to her location. She’d introduced him to the taste of raw green coconut juice straight from the gourd, and he'd introduced her to Saccharum edule, the edible, fibrous sugarcane stalks from which raw sugar was harvested. He also sends a bouquet of the fuzzy, spiky edible sugarcane flowers that could be dissolved into hot tea or mixed into other food to sweeten them just like processed sugar. Sugarcane seeds could also be harvested from them, and she promised to dry them and give him some seeds to plant in the manor greenhouse.

Hermione and Neville had offered to lend their magic, expertise, and manpower in the magical expansion and reorganization of the greenhouse so they could better delineate the microclimates needed to support the recent influx of plants he’d collected from their foraging adventures. They planned to start that project in the summer after Trinity term ended. It seemed he would spend another summer in England after all. Though he looked forward to spiriting Hermione away for a few weeks and doing some travel of their own. All the other couples were making plans to travel starting the day after term ended and it seemed like he’d be alone on his birthday this year. Even Hermione had tentative plans to return to the States for a couple weeks to see her friends and family. She hadn’t invited him, though, and he didn’t want to impose. They’d agreed that he’d go back home with her for American Thanksgiving this year to meet her friends and family.

He apologizes for missing their date and asks her if it’s okay to reschedule it for next week.

“Tuesdays are ours, Draco. I don’t intend to make plans with anyone else but you.”

Tuesdays had become theirs. Nargles.

She asks if he’s going to make a tradition of sending consolation flowers when he has to reschedule a date.

“Hermione, I have no intention of this happening ever again.”

“Draco, things come up. It’s okay. We can claim Tuesdays for us but if business or work comes up, we’ll reschedule.”

“I’m starting the way I mean to continue. Tuesdays are ours.”

“Lovely as that sentiment is, Draco, you cannot promise that and neither can I. Tuesdays are ours in the best of all possible worlds, if either of us has to cancel, it’ll be for a damn good reason, and the price is a flower. Agreed?”

He smiles. “Agreed.”

WED 23 MAY

Father releases Draco from the meetings early the next afternoon when all that’s left is the contract review and signatures. He texts Hermione to ask her if he can take her out tonight, if she’s still craving French food.

‘Yes,’ is her instantaneous reply.

Next, he texts Mother that he’ll be using the Paris suite just in case she and Father had fancied a spontaneous trip to Paris for the night to celebrate the deal.

Hermione meets him by the Floo in his wing of the Manor. She’s in a long, flowy, black dress with thin straps. When he pulls her in for a hug and a kiss, he discovers that it’s backless. He trails his fingers along her skin. “Hi,” he whispers, pulling her in for another kiss.

She pulls a small pouch from a hidden pocket of her dress.

He quirks a brow. “A gift?”

She shakes her head. “No. Do you want a gift?”

He chuckles. “Do you have a gift ready to go, Granger?”

She grins. “Maybe.”

“Save it,” he says, his eyes on her lips.

“You can kiss me whenever you want, you know,” she says, pressing up on tiptoe to kiss him.

“I just like looking at you,” he says, biting his lip as she blushes.

“Take it,” she says, shaking the pouch. “It’s the sugarcane seeds.”

“Already?” He’d expected them to take at least a week to dry.

“F&B sent me a few journals from Foragers and Potioneers. One of the owners lost a brother to Redcaps and sent me some things from his personal library. One of the journals was from Mora Iola, a witch and Medicine Woman from a tribe indigenous to Connecticut. She did a lot of work with sun and moon spells and created a drying charm that harnesses the power of the sun, without starting a fire or burning the herbs. Her moon spell is a little bit tricky, but I’ve got the sun spell down pat. And…” She smiles, reaching into her pocket again and pulling out a few sugar cane stalks that she returned to their full size. “I brought some for you too. Did you get any yesterday?”

“No.” His mind had been on a million things yesterday, stopping only to make sure he cancelled properly and didn’t make her feel like an afterthought. Reserving some stalks for himself had completely slipped his mind. This. Little gestures like this were why he loved this woman. When he vanishes the seeds and the stalks to his room, he takes her hand and walks them over to the Floo.

“Floo?” She says, intrigued.

“Floo,” he replies, grabbing a handful of powder before calling out, “Malfoy Manor,” as they walk through together, then “Ritz Paris.”

“Draco!” She exclaims when they step through into the suite in the secret wizard part of the hotel. “Paris?”

He smiles. “I did ask if you still wanted French food.”

They walk along the Champs-Élysées, taking in the sites with the hordes of other tourists. “Have you been to the Louvre, Hermione?”

She nods. “Yes, but we were packed in cheek by jowl, and I didn’t get to see everything I wanted. You never really can with just one trip to a museum unless you block off an entire day.”

“Do you want to go now?”

She frowns. “When does it close?”

He checks the time on his watch. “In five minutes.” He smirks. “But not for us.”

She gasps.

He’d set up a private tour of the permanent collections. “We’ll do permanent collections today and next time we can focus on modern art. And maybe have them pull some things out of the vault?”

“Yes, that sounds amazing!”

Their guide, Maxime, meets them at the Members’ Entrance. He talks in rapid, excited French as he leads them through the Permanent Collection. He patiently answers all of their questions and clicks his tongue whenever they lean in too close. “Ne me fais pas virer,” he chides when Hermione’s nose nearly grazes a Degas.

“Yeah, don’t get him fired,” Draco teases in English, pulling her back behind the demarcation line.

“Do you have any works by Chiraka Tchela in the vaults?” Hermione asks as Maxime leads them back to the entrance of the museum.

“We do, but they’ve been loaned out to a museum in Brussels for a show.”

“Wow!”

“Who’s Chiraka Tchela?” Draco asks.

“She’s an artist banned in the US and several other countries because of the nature of her work. She has people send her bits and bobs – rubble, bullet casings, parts of exploded ordinances, and everyday items from war torn places. Then she makes art with them. Usually about the reason for the conflict or the effects of the conflict like rights that have been stripped from people, or about the body parts or bodies that have gone missing from those countries. Similar to Ai Weiwei, she was exiled from her home country and her materials are sourced from her supporters. The list of countries that allow her to enter are shrinking just like the number of countries that will display her work. The Louvre has some of her stuff in their Permanent Collection, but they don’t display them here, unfortunately. They only collect them and loan them out to braver museums.”

The guide nods. “True. Go to Brussels.”

“When does the exhibit start?”

“Soon. I can put you in touch with the curator and she can arrange a private viewing. I’ll vouch for you!”

“Ah! Merci beaucoup!” Hermione squeals and hugs the unsuspecting man.

They wend their way back down the Champs and dine on the glass roof of the Vendôme restaurant. After dinner, they join a few other couples dancing in the moonlight to the soft music played from the hotel sound system. When they return to their suite, she pushes him down on the couch and sinks to her knees in front of him. The vision of her with her mouth around him has him cumming so hard and so fast. She pumps him slower the second time, teasing out his org*sm until he’s a squirming, whimpering mess.

She moans as she sinks down onto him. “I missed you.”

He thrusts up into her, setting a slow pace. “I missed you too.”

THU 24 MAY – FRI 25 MAY

The next morning, he’s awoken by the sound of tapping. He extricates himself from her on the couch and follows the sound to the balcony where two owls are tapping on the balcony door. They alight on the little table and pip expectantly for treats as he approaches. One even nudges his hand for scratches.

He orders room service then wakes Hermione up to shower while they wait. They laugh as they transfigure bottles of soap, shampoo, and lotion into clothing. He rolls his eyes when she transfigures a hand towel into a Krum Quidditch tee and tickles her until she changes it to Malfoy.

“What ever happened between you two?” He asks as they tuck into breakfast on the patio, hoping this time she’d answer.

“We broke up, Draco, duh,” she chides as she spoons yogurt and granola into her mouth.

He chuckles. “I know, but when? It was before Valentine’s day, right? Otherwise, you would have spent it with him...”

She shrugs. “I don’t know, I think I would have still spent it with you since it was also Luna’s birthday. Krum and I didn’t really do Valentine’s day.” She clears her throat. “We uh… broke up after Cauterets-”

This witch was insufferable. He rolls his eyes, but she cuts him off before he can voice any further objections.

“Draco, literally, after Cauterets. I went to Bulgaria to see him when I left you. I called him and he asked to see me even though I said I would be bad company. I was a bit of a mess, obviously. He and I had been dating each other for so long that we knew each other pretty well at that point. We weren’t exclusive and we never wore glamours around each other, so he saw… everything.”

Better lies. Merlin, that night was so hot it was seared into his brain. He’d been in rare form that night if he said so himself.

“We’d always been very up front with each other. It was casual, but we’d always managed to hold each other’s attention when we were together. This was the first time my mind was… wandering. I was comparing him to you the entire time. It wasn’t fair… to anyone. I think it was clear to him that he had finally lost me. You were with me in mind and spirit. And of course, there was the evidence of our ‘better lies’ romp.” She smirks at him.

He remembered. He remembered all the times they’d submitted to each other. Given themselves over wholly to the will of the other person. The end goal wasn’t pain or humiliation per se. It was the buildup of pressure and pleasure and the eruptive release after the uncertainty, the chaos. How their minds almost shut down in the frenzy and they were reduced to chasing the points of pleasure and pain, and forgot how to form words, thoughts, forgot their own names. It was a deep act of trust. Trust that even in the depths of depravity they’d still remember the other was human and that the ultimate goal was shared release. That even as he used her body in the ferocious quest for his own release, he was carrying her to that zenith with him. A shared promise that it would be as good for her – as toe curling, titillating… electrifying – as it was for him. She got that. She understood that. That night his hands, fingers, and lips… his co*ck… had been everywhere. Gods. The image of her back, her neck, her arse, as she left him panting on the bed and walked to the bathroom was burned into his brain forever.

Forever.

That’s the scale on which he thought about Hermione. The scale of lifetimes and eternities. She was his nargle. Everything they did, they would be doing forever. He knew it. She was his forever.

“He said he didn’t want to lose me, but he’d step aside for someone worthy. He said something like… I wouldn’t let someone mark me up like that or I wouldn’t be in my head and unable to be present with him if the other guy wasn’t worthy. That was it.

“Worthy,” he whispers. He vowed in this moment never to give her sh*t about her Krum tees ever again. Sure, she might wear his tees, but she’d wear his jewelry, his gifts, his rings. Plural. She’d wear Krum’s name, but she’d take his. He’d always found Krum to be rather… milquetoast. The only thing he had going for him was his Quidditch stardom. And that meant nothing to a witch who read at his games. Krum had been out of his element with her. Out of his league. The best thing he’d done for her was shower her in illegal Portkeys and ultimately, step aside.

“Why didn’t you tell me at Fortescue’s?”


She shrugs. “It didn’t matter then.”

He frowns. “But it does now?”

“Yes. We’re building something now. Something that needs honesty, patience, and compassion. Those months without you… without you the way I’d gotten used to you. Those were so hard. I missed you. Like…” She pauses, searching for the words. “Bone deep. I wish there was a better way to say it, but you’d like…” She pauses and he can tell she’s searching for the right word. She sighs when she can’t quite find it, settling for, “You’d wormed your way in.”

Draco chuckles.

“Then I had to just to give you up cold turkey. Cauterets was hard, but those days when you would look through me, were harder. That day at dinner when you were Occluding, your eyes were so vacant, it was like looking at a ghost, or a corpse. I never wanted to see you like that again. And to know I caused that… It broke my heart. Cauterets broke my heart. So, Draco, I need you to be patient with me. Because I can’t have my heart broken like that again. I think there’s a piece of me left in Cauterets that I fear I won’t get back. And that scares me. Because I think- I think…” She shakes her head.

Oh no, he couldn’t go back there. He couldn’t go back to coaxing words out of her. He reaches for her hand and squeezes. “Hermione.”

She shakes her head again. “Puzzles?”

He’d give her all the compassion and space she needed if it meant she’d finish that sentence. If it meant that sentence ended the way he thought – the way he hoped – it would end.

He vanishes their trays after breakfast and pulls her into his embrace. Swaying softly with her in the morning sunshine. “Stay here with me today,” he says. They could walk around, sightsee, eat charcuterie, and drink sweet wine in the park.

“Tempting offer,” she jokes, “but we have class in an hour.”

“Skip it,” he urges.

“Draco, we have a pop quiz today. Either that or we’re brewing with the resins we collected.”

He frowns. “What makes you think that?”

“We haven’t had any cauldron time in this class yet.”

“So?”

She smirks. “Betula papyrifera, Betula pendula, Acer campestre, Acer capinifolium, Quercus alba, Quercus robur andRobinia pseudoacacia are all deciduous trees. Deciduous trees do not produce resin.” She smirks. “I’ve already told you the key to reading Herbology texts.”

That and the swot read half her textbooks before the term even started.

He recites her instructions in his most high-pitched and swottish tone. “Peruse the classifications tables and chronograms at the end of the text, then read the summary pages at the end of each chapter to glean the overarching ideas and classifications before starting the assigned chapters.”

Swot.

He’d done it for the Analgesics text… just not for Resins.

She snorts at his impersonation, pointing out that it would be spot on if not for his posh, English accent.

He rolls his eyes. “So, your theory is Professor Becker is using this as a wildcard period.”

“Yes, because genus Acer (Maple trees) and genus Betula (Birch trees) would have been first alphabetically in our picture cards.”

He would know, he wrote and recited the damned things religiously each week while she made a mess in his lap. All the while still managing to follow along intently enough to correct his errors. Letting him fall out of her mouth with a wet pop, refusing to touch him again until he finished each correction.

Mega swot.

He switches tack. He wouldn’t convince her by trying to appeal to her mental faculties. He needed to use a physical approach. He pulls her in for a kiss. Slow and teasing, until it catches fire and builds to something more, as did everything between them. It does nothing to change her mind, however. They’re breathless as she pulls away. He knows her resolve is cracking just a bit. He chases her lips, but she turns her head, not to be put off.

“Practical demonstration is half our grade in this class and there are no other class periods set aside for it.”

She’s right, of course, smirking at him when they walk into class and there are cauldrons and cutting boards on each station.

He sleeps in her room later that night after movie night and they’re doing the Puzzle page on her balcony Friday morning when her mobile buzzes with a call from an unknown number and a +03 country code.

“Antwerp?” He says in confusion as he hands the phone to her.

“Bonjour,” she greets the person on the other line. Her eyes light up at the volley of rapid excited French from the caller.

“The museum in Brussels,” she whispers. “Museum aan de Stroom in Antwerp.”

He googles the museum on his own mobile. He’s fascinated by its interesting architecture. The building is designed in the Art Deco style and made of curved glass panels and red sandstone. The Museum stands on the banks of the river Scheldt where a building that was the bustling mercantile epicenter for the river town used to stand until it was destroyed by a fire in the nineteenth century.

“She says she can show me the Tchela exhibit today.” Hermione smiles. “Oui oui. Ce numéro si bon. À plus tard,” she says hanging up the call, agreeing to see the woman later. “Did you have plans today, Draco?”

He had some catching up to do in the Lab but… “Nothing I can’t reschedule.” He grins at her.

She smiles. “Great, we can use one of my Portkeys.”

She programs the Portkey while he returns home to change. He meets her back in her room and they Portkey to Antwerp to tour the museum with the curator, Rujeko Morineau.

Morineau explains that this Museum is one of the most secure in Europe, second only to the Louvre in Paris. “Although the Stockholm National Museum recently updated their security and may rival us.”

The museum had boned up its security after a series of embarrassing heists where thieves cut artworks out of their frames and created elaborate distractions in order to abscond with priceless pieces. Because of their security, the Stroom could confidently host a revival of Tchela’s artwork and the first showing of the artist’s new works in over a decade.

The curator walks them through the exhibit and gets their opinion on the pacing and the emotional journey of the show.

After the tour, they ask her suggestion for which museum to visit next. She recommends the Museum of Natural Sciences. They tour the Science museum until their hunger rivals their curiosity.

“I’m starving,” Hermione says, pulling him away from a Jaekelopterus skeleton.

“What do you want to eat?”

Hermione jokes that there’s only one thing that they absolutely must get in Belgium. Moules frites (mussels and french fries). They find a brasserie along the waterfront and order moules frites, fresh oysters, and wine and sit outside the Muggle restaurant watching the boats and people pass by along the water. They stop by a bakery to get Belgian chocolates and fluffy fried doughnuts before Portkeying back to Parkinson Manor from a nearby alley. She puts the doughnuts under stasis, and they nap before meeting the gang at Ronaldo’s.

After dinner the gang wants to do a quiet night in, but after their great day and a restorative nap Draco’s too keyed up and needs to expel his excess energy or he won’t sleep tonight. Besides, he’s greedy for her and wouldn’t mind having her to himself for the rest of the night. He texts Hermione, ‘let’s go dancing.’

She checks her mobile under the table and glances at him, smiling and nodding in agreement. She takes him to the reggae lounge she likes and is surprised and delighted every time he knows the words – or at least most of them – to many of the songs that play.

‘No, I’ve never been someone shy, until I seen your eyes. Still, I had to try… I know everyone can relate to when they find that special someone… And she’s royal, so royal, and I want her in my life. She has the qualities of a Queen. She’s a Queen.’

‘Only you can make me feel just like a King. The love you give to me so real, makes me give in. Girl, just like magnet to steel your love keeps pulling me in. If it’s a battle I’ll fight for you, I have to win. To prove to you my love is so deep within… What am I longing for? My baby to love me more… I’ll surely make you mine, [the wait] may be long but not forever.’

They return to Parkinson Manor after leaving the club. They’re both still buzzing after their long full day, chattering excitedly about this or that moment. Between school and Quidditch and Lab and Marriage Mart dates, he’d forgotten how much he enjoyed museums. How he enjoyed having his worldview expanded and stretched by paintings and sculptures and cultural artifacts. He could make time in his schedule for museum jaunts. If they were with her.

Since Monday was a bank holiday, they’d planned to spend the morning foraging with Neville and Luna in Sweden’s Tiveden Forest before exploring the Magical Quarter near the Ministry in Stockholm. Their primary foraging priority were the red waterlilies that grew in the Tiveden lakes. The lilies had natural alkaloids that could be extracted with alcohol. Alkaloids from this new source could potentially replace the critically endangered Valerian root as the primary ingredient in Mungo’s sedative potion. This was one of Shacklebolt’s newest pet projects and part of a nine-point plan in the lead-up to the launch of his re-election campaign in the fall.

They’d originally planned to Portkey to Sweden on Monday morning. Draco suggests they go to Stockholm after dinner with the gang tomorrow instead. That way they could spend the weekend exploring Stockholm. “Saturday morning, we could check out the Swedish National Museum the curator mentioned in Antwerp.”

In 2000, thieves had gained entry to the museum by cutting holes in the roof and stolen over $30 million in art. The Rembrandt and Renoir paintings stolen during that heist were recovered intact, a rare feat for heisted paintings which were either destroyed or lost forever. The museum hung the recovered paintings in new spots next to the destroyed frames and glass fragments that remained in their previous locations.

Hermione quickly agrees to the change of plan. “We could make touring heisted museums one of our things,” she offers. “And when we’re in America for the holidays, we could check out the Gardner Museum in Boston. Twenty years ago, they were hit with the largest theft in history. Thirteen pieces of art worth 300 million dollars. Not a single piece has been recovered to this day.”

He agrees to this plan wholeheartedly.

Nargles.

TUE 29 MAY

As is tradition, Draco meets Hermione by the Floo on Tuesday before their date. She's resplendent in a deep amber dress. At this rate, he’d probably always associate Lucard with the color orange. She even smells like orange and amber tonight. He catches her scent, delicious and warm, as they hug. Though simple, the dress has everything he likes: backless with a slit and a whisper of cleavage. He runs his fingers up the slit, grazing the soft flesh of her thigh.

“I have something for you.” They say in unison.

She giggles. “Who gave the last gift?”


He jogs his memory. “Me?”

She smiles. “Okay so my turn first.” She holds out a velvet lined box to him.

He furrows his brow. “Jewelry?”

She scoffs. “What? You can give jewelry, but I can’t?”

He shrugs, so entirely out of his depth.

She chuckles. “Don’t worry, I’ll let you buy your first Vacheron yourself.”

He smirks as he opens the box to reveal two fountain pens and an extra gold nib. “Explain, Granger.”

She excitedly tells him that this was the original idea for his Christmas gift, but she hadn’t found anything she thought fit his aesthetic in time.

“You complain about doing the Prophet puzzles with pencils and you’re always breaking those stupid wren quills.”

They weren’t stupid, but he was always faffing about with the fine-tipped wren quills. And they did tend to vanish… if he didn’t snap them first. It was a rather costly habit. He’d even tried pencil (which she preferred to use for puzzles) but hated the graphite residue and the particular way pencil smudged.

“The Delaire widow knew of my search and called me last week to notify me that she’d uncovered a very old Montblanc fountain pen in her husband’s study that might interest me. The pen is made of basalt, a hard black volcanic rock, and has a 24k gold pen nib for soft, smooth writing. Apparently, basalt is the most common rock on the earth’s surface and very magically conductive. Her husband had charmed it to display any color ink he desired and would never run dry. He’d also linked it to his signet ring so he’d never lose or could locate it if he did.” She smirks. “He left all his notes and instructions in his journal which the widow included in the purchase price. I found the second pen at a garage sale during one of my Coastal walks in the early spring. It’s made of resin, like most fountain pens are these days. But I found this one interesting because it’s clear and you can see the mechanism and the ink color. It belonged to an engineer, so it includes ink level markers. You can also track the rate of your ink usage which… might interest you.”

She conjures the Delaire journal pages and points out a paragraph on one of the pages. “He says here that the gold nib is softer, so writing with it is smoother. The clear pen has a silver nib, so I purchased a gold nib for you to swap out if you prefer.” She smiles up at him.

He leans down to kiss her. “Good job, Granger.” He loved the thoroughness of her gifts. She had officially displaced Pansy as the best gifter among his friends. Though he supposed as his girlfriend, he should probably create a new tier for her. Either way, she was nonpareil… as per usual.

She grins. “What did you get me?”

He smirks and vanishes the pen box and journal pages to his room.

After the success of the berry earrings, he was on the hunt for – or in the process of commissioning – more nature themed jewelry and subtler bling for Hermione. He’d walked into Narcissa’s tea and heard her say that green wasn’t her color. He knew she didn’t wear green, but it was certainly her color. He tells her about both pieces.

He’d designed the first bracelet himself. A small silver filigree cuff bracelet with leaves that would wrap around her wrist. It matched a silver hair clip he’d seen her wear on occasion, which she’d informed him had belonged to her grandmother.

He’d found the second piece in the Black vaults. A thicker cuff bracelet in hammered gold with vine details and dark blue-green sapphires for leaves. Incidentally, it matches the small, gold leaf pins she’d used to hold tonight’s coiffure in place.

“They’re beautiful,” she says, holding out her hand for him to place the gold cuff from the Black vault on her wrist. She presses up on tiptoe to kiss him then vanishes the boxes to her room. “Ready?”

He takes her hand and Apparates them to the alley near Lucard. Theo’s friend’s restaurant, Fausse, had finally opened to the public and was the new hot French restaurant in town. As such, the vultures were not outside Lucard, but a fake name never hurt.

“Two for van Haver,” Malfoy says to the hostess when they step up to the hostess podium.

Hermione smirks at the name choice, the surname of a new Belgian artist whose song they’d listened to during lunch in Antwerp.

Lucard is markedly better the second time. He wholly enjoys the food, the wine, and the company. And this time, he doesn’t leave alone.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTES:
- “You have bewitched me body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. And wish from this day forth never to be parted from you.” – Pride & Prejudice Screenplay (Deborah Moggach)
- Resins Professor is named after a company that mined Baltic amber after the first documented discovery of amber. Source: https://uwaterloo.ca/earth-sciences-museum/resources/detailed-rocks-and-minerals-articles/baltic-amber#:~:text=Amber%20has%20been%20known%20for,shipping%20channel%20was%20being%20built.
- In addition to being the Belgian national dish, ‘Moules Frites’ is also a song by Belgian musician, Stromae, whose real name is Paul van Haver. The song wasn’t released until 2013 so it would have been anachronistic for this story but one of Stromae’s early singles, ‘Alours on Danse,’ would have been released around this time.
- ‘Best of all possible worlds’ is from Candide by Voltaire (1759):
"There is a concatenation of events in this best of all possible worlds. For if you had not been put into the Inquisition; if you had not stabbed the Baron; if you had not lost all your sheep from the fine country of El Dorado; you would not be here eating preserved citrons and pistachio-nuts."

"All that is very well," answered Candide, "but let us cultivate our garden."

- Club scene reggae track list
‘She’s Royal,’ Tarrus Riley (2006)
‘Longing For,’ Jah Cure (2005)

Chapter 82: HERMIONE - NARGLES

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

WED 30 MAY

Wednesday night, the gang is at Nott Manor for Daphne’s surprise party. Hermione’s sat next to Draco in a sleeveless black chiffon minidress with a pattern of red roses, leaves, and cardinals throughout. The dress is cut low in the back and has a slightly ruffled hem that Draco plays with under the table for much of the meal… when his fingers aren’t skimming along her thighs.

Daphne smirks at Hermione the second time she loses the thread of the conversation and answers inappropriately.

London,” Hermione croaks.

Draco’s fingers skitter to a halt. He chuckles. “The question was directed at me.”

She blinks at him. She’d just heard the word ‘tattoo,’ and responded on instinct, hoping for the best.

Luna laughs her breathy, tinkling laugh. “I asked Draco if he’d gotten any more tattoos since Christmas break.”

“Yes, I got a phoenix recently. That brings me to four pieces, including my dragon, the knot, and the nargle you sent me.”

Luna sighs dreamily. “Nargles are fascinating creatures.” Her eyes flicker to Hermione, and soften, holding her gaze as she smiles warmly. “They are more than meets the eye. They have a way of... burrowing in and making a home out of bleak, unwelcoming places. It can often be disastrous! But when they choose the right place, they can revitalize it. And other magical creatures soon follow.”

“How can other creatures follow nargles if they can’t see them?” Blaise deadpans.

Luna claps excitedly. “Magical creatures are way more in tune with auras and vibrations than humans and wizards. Nargles give off a lovely vibration and exude a warm, inviting energy. Most creatures don’t even know they’re following a group of nargles. They’re just chasing that feeling of sublime rightness.”

Theo rolls his eyes at Luna and chuckles. “What do you even call a group of nargles?”

Before Luna can respond, Blaise cuts in. “A notion?”

Luna smiles and shakes her head. “No.”

“A nattering?” Daphne offers.

Hermione joins in. Groups of animals always had the best alliterative names! “A nombril?”

Luna shakes her head.

Theo scoffs. “Hermione, is that even a word?”

Hermione grins at him. “Yes, your nombril is the space behind your belly button.”

Harry chuckles, throwing his hat into the ring. “Um… a necklace?”

“Nuh uh,” Ginny retorts, “a nibble?” She looks hopefully at Luna who shakes her head. “A neighborhood?”

“A niblick!” Hermione exclaims.

“Hermione; English,” Theo deadpans.

Hermione rolls her eyes. “Niblick, noun, a heavy golf club for getting a ball over a high obstacle.”

Draco joins the fray. “A network?”

“Of course, you’d think nargles had alliances,” Theo chides rolling his eyes.

Draco smirks at him.

“Nothing!” Blaise cries.

“Nonsense,” Theo replies.

Hermione jogs her mind for more words. A negligence of nargles. A nettle of nargles.

“A nebula?” She asks before sticking her tongue out at Theo. “Was that English enough for you, Nott?”

“That’s correct, Hermione!” Luna exclaims.

She blushes under Luna’s praise.

“A nebula of nargles. They’re always swirling around each other, never too far. You never have just one nargle, you know.” She winks at Hermione.

Hermione flicks her eyes to Pansy who quirks an eyebrow at her, her face impassive.

Unperturbed, Luna continues, “Nargles find other nargles.” Her gaze lands on Draco and she smiles conspiratorially. “Draco knows.”

Draco splutters, nearly choking on his ginger beer.

Luna’s dreamy gaze drifts back to Hermione, fixing her with a knowing look.

Hermione turns to Draco and furrows her brow at him.

He shrugs and gives her a soft smile. “What? It’s a law of nature. Everyone knows that.”

She feels her jaw drop in shock. He did believe in nargles.

“Lovegood’s Law,” Luna mutters, smiling and humming dreamily as she turns her attention to Neville, running a hand through his hair.

Theo cuts through the silence with an incredulous look. “For those of us who aren’t zonked on Longbottom’s gillyweed blend,” he says, cutting his eyes over to Luna and a steadily blushing Neville. “Charades?”

*

“Nargles?” Hermione asks Draco later when he finds her wending through the stacks in the Nott library. She steps in close to him and tilts her head up for a kiss.

“Nargles.” He echoes, planting a soft kiss on her lips, skimming his hands down her arms, to her waist and pulling her flush to him.

“Do you really believe in nargles?” She asks, echoing her question from all those months ago.

He kisses her again.

She searches his face when they pull away, watching his eyes darken.

She frowns. “Draco?”

“I believe in one,” he finally says.

“You can never have just one nargle,” she teases.

He cups her ass with both hands and squeezes. “I know. You’re a nargle.” Kiss. “And now I’m a nargle.” Kiss.

Hermione quirks an incredulous brow. “You’re serious?”

He nods. “You wanted a word for worming your way in… Now you have it.”

She giggles. “So... I’m a nargle?”

He nods.

“Since when?”

“Since the summer.”

She raises her eyebrows. “That long, huh?”

He nods.

“And you’re a nargle?” She asks tentatively.

He nods.

“Since when?”

“Torre… something.”

The heel. She gasps.

“And now we’re a nebula,” he says before kissing her again.

She smiles as he deepens the kiss, his favorite form of distraction of late. He’d try to derail her train of thought with his sinful lips. She lets him think he’s winning, running his tongue against the seam of her lips and licking into her mouth… before she pulls back.

He growls.

“Really? Since Torre San Giovanni?” She asks, turning her head from side to side as he chases her lips.

Another growl, deeper, this time. A rumble she can feel in her own chest pressed flush against his.

She giggles and lets him plant a kiss.

“Yes. It was like one minute there was nothing and then all of a sudden you were there and had been there. Mother asked me about you on her birthday.”

Hermione gasps again. That soon?

“Narcissa wanted to know why Astoria was so threatened by you. I didn’t even know you two had met prior to that morning.” He chuckles. “She wanted to know about our relationship. I told her we were Lab partners. Barely acquaintances. I told her we did this thing and that thing and then this other thing and that you were always kind of in the background. She said that didn’t sound anything like the background. It sounded like you were in the foreground.” He chuckles again. “She asked how long it had been and I… didn’t have an answer. I’d look up and we’d be weeksinto some new routine I couldn’t remember ever starting. I said you were like a nargle… just nargling your way in. I started keeping track after that. Every time something developed, every time we started something new, I’d clock it. ‘Nargles’.”

She giggles. “Nargles?”

“And just like with any nargle, I couldn’t fight it. Didn’t want to fight it because I didn’t know what I was fighting. So, I stopped. Now I’m a nargle too. And Hermione-”

The shift from playful to serious happens so swiftly and the full force of his gaze is heavy once again. A look so raw and earnest it takes her breath away.

Even after all these months, a look like that could still take her breath away. And she knew it always would.

“Hermione, just like a real nargle, you are never getting rid of me. I love you.”

She gasps. It takes her everything – her all – to keep her eyes locked on his, searching, searching. “Kiss me,” she pleads.

Their lips meet for a soft, slow kiss. He takes his time with her, before pressing in deeper. It’s hypnotic and enthralling and nothing else exists beyond this moment. She could stay here in his arms forever. She knew that now. Knew it with every fiber of her being. Like she knew the sun rose in the east and set in the west. Like she knew the earth was furthest from the sun every year on July 5th - when they’d been nothing. Just two of seven billion, barely destined to even meet. And closet to the earth on January 1st - when they’d been everything. When he couldn’t keep his hands off of her. When he’d all but begged her to stay. And days later in Cauterets… when he finally did. And like she knew the earth orbited the sun, and the moon orbited the earth, and the moon pulled the oceans in close each night then released the seas to flow freely each dawn. Like gravity, tides, and the ever-expanding universe, some things were laws of nature. Inviolable and absolute. Like nargles finding other nargles.

He’d found his.

And she’d found hers.

She breaks away from the kiss, rests her head on his chest, and wraps her arms around him. She’d cry if she saw his reaction. If she saw the depth of affection in his eyes. She was still working on feeling deserving of the heat and rawness he reserved just for her. But she needed to get this out. Needed to say it as much as he needed to hear it.

“I love you too, Draco.”

They’re swaying when he starts humming a song from a film musical they’d watched at a recent movie night. She picks up the tune and hums along. ‘So, if you ever want something, and you call, call, then I'll come running to fight. And I'll be at your door when there's nothing worth running from. When your mind's made up… When your mind's made up. There's no point trying to change it. When your mind’s made up.’

“Hermione?”

She hums into his chest.

“Are you going to get a nargle tattoo now?”

She nods her head against him.

“Do you want me to text you the image Luna sent me?”

“No need,” she says, leaning her head back to look up at him. “Nous pouvons retourner á Claude.” She smiles.

And they do. That very weekend, they visit the Cauterets tattoo shop where Claude christens her with a nargle of her very own.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTE:
The song they hum and sway to is ‘When Your Mind’s Made Up,’ Glen Hansard, Markéta Irglová (2006) from the musical ‘Once.’ [Listen to the NPR Tiny Desk version]

Chapter 83: DRACO - THE RUSALKA, THE VEELA, THE SUCCUBUS

Notes:

“What a heavy burden is a name that has become too famous.” – Voltaire

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

SUN 03 JUN – WED 06 JUN

It felt good to be in love, and to be loved in return. Really good. That high had carried Draco through classes and Lab and movie night and their weekend in France. Floo’ing with Hermione to Cauterets on Friday, sitting with her as she got her matching nargle tattoo, exorcising the Cauterets Manor, filling it with good memories, pleasure, and the chorus of their moans in his room. Saturday in Paris, dinner at his favorite little Muggle bistro, followed by sex all over the Ritz suite, and waking up with her in his arms this morning.

What did not feel good was reading a certain blind item in the Sunday paper over brunch with his parents. This morning, he'd been too busy shagging Hermione to eat, let alone to read the paper. He supposed it was for the best that he’d just stuffed it into the crook of his elbow before walking through the Floo.

‘Greengrass girl officially OUT after annual Debutante Ball.

Sources say DLM’s grass is indeed greener with new globetrotting witch.’

A dumbfounded “Mother?” escapes Draco as he slides her the paper with his finger on the blind item. “Sources?” He spits. “Did Skeeter offer you first refusal?”

“No.” Narcissa frowns. “I told the Prophet we wanted right of first refusal for any stories linking you and a mystery woman.”

“They didn’t use ‘mystery woman,” he grits through clenched teeth.

Slippery Skeeter and her f*cking semantics. Forget Animagus, that witch was a blasted Fae.

“She called me,” Father says calmly. “Your relationship with Miss Granger is known to the Prophet.

Draco recoils. “And?”

“Son, I told you I would consider this relationship to be an improper match without an agreement. And that without an agreement this mésalliance would not have my blessing. Or my protection. I was clear. You did not listen. Did you even open the folder?”

“Darling, what folder?” Narcissa asks Lucius through gritted teeth.

Lucius glares at Draco as if this was his doing.

Draco summons the folder from his desk. The folder that Father had shoved into his hand in Mauritius. The folder that stuck out like a sore thumb amid the beiges and creams on his desk as it was more akin to his mother’s stationery tastes than his and Father’s. Because it was his mother’s stationery, which, as it turns out, contains pictures of him and Hermione. Draco’s frown deepens as he sifts through each photo and the proposed headline.


There are several pictures from Spain. There’s a grainy, still image of them at the little tapas place in Barcelona. The headline reads, ‘Has a new mystery woman captured DLM’s attention?’

There are photos from later that evening when they’d Apparated back to the Zona Magica. Moving pictures of Hermione grinning up at him, pulling him into the bar near the Spanish Ministry; sharing desserts at the bar; knocking back their hierbas; twirling her on the dance floor – an obvious bulge in his trousers. ‘DLM appears smitten with new mystery woman,’ boasts the proposed headline.

There are several photos from Valentine’s Day. Moving images of them cozy at the wizarding café in Oslo. Grainy still images of him with his arm around her when he’d pulled her in close at the Roxy to evade the drunk moshers. A still of him with his head ducked down appearing to whisper in her ear. A moving picture of them sharing ice cream later at Fortescue’s shows him wiping ice cream from the corner of her mouth. A damning still image shows him gazing down at her as they held the winter rose up to the light at the Apparition point.

He'd thought they had plausible deniability on Valentine’s Day. They’d been out with their friends. It hadn’t been a date. His saving grace is that there’s no obvious bulge in those photos. He’d wanted to pull her in closer all night, to feel her warm and soft against him. Had even gotten his wish (under unfortunate circ*mstances) and then had promptly released her. ‘DLM gallivants and canoodles with mystery valentine.’ Curiously, there are no photos of their entire group at the Hibachi place.

Next on the pile is a grainy still image of them sharing dessert at the bar in Switzerland after Fischer left and Williamson wandered off to flirt. ‘DLM treats new mystery woman to sweet treats.’ The final photo is a moving image of them walking into the Swiss hotel later that evening with a bottle of wine tucked in the crook of his elbow. Fischer and his red-capped companion are stumbling toward the hotel in the corner of the photo. He rolls his eyes at the caption, ‘DLM’s new mystery woman could go all the way.’

Just then, the folder color clicks. Mother would have had these buried, then filed them away for safekeeping. That doesn’t explain how the folder got into Lucius’ hands and why Lucius had then placed it into his hands.

Father’s voice cuts back in, “You lied to me son. I asked you a month ago if you and Miss Granger were dating. You said no. You lied,” he snarls.

“I did not lie.”

“This is the folder I gave your father,” Narcissa says, furrowing her brow as she reaches for the folder. “I killed all these stories for you and your mystery woman because you said she wouldn’t want to be in the paper. I showed them to your father after the prunes. He wanted to know how you knew such a thing, and I said you two were a little more than friends-”

“I see now that I may have overestimated their significance,” Father interjects, enumerating his points on his jeweled fingers. “She knew I didn’t like sweets. She knew my favorite dessert… made it by hand with a trained pastry chef. To me, that signaled you two were serious. Why else would she do such a thing? What else was I to think?”

How had he missed the obvious? Of course, the man would think the prunes were a beau geste, a token that signaled intention to court. A peace offering before the bitter negotiations.

Draco can’t help but smile. “That’s just her.”

Father continues. “Your mother showed me the pictures. I thought the prunes a beau geste. I thought you, or the Parkinson girl, had told her it was customary.”

He hadn’t. But she and Theo sent them food every week. He hadn’t expected his parents to see the prunes for Lucius as any different from the countless other treats.

“Son, why do you think I invited her to my birthday party?”

Draco shrugs.

Pruneaux were one of only a handful of sweets his father ate. He’d gobbled them up then dashed giddily through the greenhouse picking flowers for Theo. It had been the first smile he’d seen on the man’s face in weeks. Then he’d conjured his best stone paper for Hermione’s invite.

He’d just thought the man had really, really liked the prunes.

Father rolls his eyes. “I thought we’d have negotiated the contract in the week prior and would be making an announcement. You dismiss witches after one date, but had been dating our American friend for months. I thought we would soon hear wedding bells, to use the Muggle expression. Then you told me in Mauritius that you weren’t dating. You lied-”

“Those weren’t dates.”

“They weren’t?” Lucius snarks, snatching the folder from Mother’s hands. He shuffles through the pictures, placing the most damning ones in front of Draco. The bulge. His heated looks; hers. Their hands on the rose - her gazing at it, him gazing at… her.

Those were work dinners with someone who was essentially a colleague, a friend. They’d been friends. Or at least, working on it.

“We werejust friends.” He’s thankful that only he and the German woman have seen all the pictures from the Trevi Fountain. He knew how it looked. How he looked at her. In those pictures he could see his feelings plain as day on his face and wonders how she hadn’t.

Lucius summons a folder from his study.

Another f*cking folder.

“One does not look at friends that way. You do not look at your friends like that.” He thrusts the folder at Draco. Inside are more recent photos of them taken since they’d actually started dating. These do not have captions.

There are moving images of them across several nights dancing at the Roxy. If one squints, one could almost make out the rest of the snakes in the background of a few of the images.

There’s a moving image of them talking and laughing at a small table for two at the wizard café in Poland, then walking close through the streets of the Magic zone.

Next are images of them cozy on a couch in the Swedish wizard café after foraging. Followed by a moving image of him pulling her into him and pressing her into the wall of the Irish hotel while Draco tried to spy on Fischer and Blondie.

Finally, there are several moving images of them from earlier in the week at Lucard, his hand trailing down her back in that dark orange dress as they walk to their table.

The scope and breadth of the photos disturb him. The detail. The intimacy. These photos weren’t taken by someone who had just stumbled upon them and know who he was. They couldn’t be. There was no way for someone to have photographed him 90% of the time he’d been alone with Hermione since February. Dating or not. He’d been careless on Valentine’s Day, thinking he had the cover of being out with a group. Between the pictures of them at the Roxy and Fortescue’s, the story would have written itself.

But they’d gone to a Muggle place in Barcelona. A spur of the moment decision. A restaurant she didn’t know. She couldn’t have leaked the location, even if she’d wanted to. She couldn’t have leaked any of this. Except for their date at Lucard and their utterly Muggle date night, she simply showed up at the Floo and he whisked her away to their restaurant for the night. For that very reason it couldn’t be any of the other snakes, because he never shared where he was planning to take her with them anyway.

Lucius points to the first set of images. “Here you are dating.” Then to the other set. “There you are not-”

“We were dating here,” Draco interjects, pointing to the second set of images. “Not here,” he corrects, pointing to the first folder.

“There is no difference,” Lucius spits. “If you were not dating there, then what were you doing?” He raises one hand to silence Draco when he starts to reply, leveling him with a glare. “And don’t say talking, son. I have eyes,” he hisses.

f*ck.

“We were talking. Wait-” Draco says, holding up a hand to stave off Father’s wrath. “Let me explain. We had all these big feelings (much of which we were denying), but no foundation. We were… building. We were talking. Not about everything, but about some things. Us. We were finally talking about us.”

Mother holds up a finger to Lucius and cuts in. “When did you two officially start dating?”

“Spring Break. After Mauritius.”

Mother quirks a brow. “Last month.”

He nods.

Narcissa turns to Father. “Darling, I told you this relationship had my support. Why did you act without me?”

He levels a glare at Draco. “I was not convinced,” he deadpans.

“Convinced of what?” She asks calmly.

“Her intentions. And you could not give me clarity,” he spits, turning to face Draco. “Why should the Malfoy Estate pay hush money for him to chase her tail all over Europe while he gives more appropriate witches nought more than a passing glance? I did not raise a lothario or a libertine. Nor a rake! I am not draining the Malfoy vaults so that you can keep your dick wet. You have duties. I am the Malfoy Estate.”

Narcissa recoils.

Lucius misses the subtle cue, barreling along. “I told you this relationship would not have my protection without an agreement. Without a betrothal agreement,” he clarifies, “I will not pay off the Prophet to protect her. And without a betrothal agreement, you will continue your Marriage Mart dates. The Malfoy vaults will not be your private bank to keep your whor*.”

When had they moved from courting to betrothal? Courting set the intention to marry; betrothal required it. He couldn’t accept that. Hermione wouldn’t. Not yet.

Narcissa touches her pendant, her frown deepening. Her eyes are dark and stormy, no longer an exact match for the rare blue diamond at its center. Only ten specimens existed on the face of the earth. One of them – the second ever discovered, mined in 1966 – had sat raw and untouched in the Malfoy vault for two decades until Lucius gave it to Narcissa on her pendant necklace the week before he proposed.

Draco glances between them. “We have a… verbal agreement.”

As Father’s face twists into a sneer, Draco wishes for the umpteenth time that pinky promises were legally – if not magically – binding.

“Ah,” Father says, curiously. “Averbalagreement,” he spits. “Not worth the paper.”

Draco rolls his eyes. He’d heard Lucius quote some version of Goldwyn’s Law too many times to count.

“What’s this verbal agreement, dear?” Mother asks gently.

He sighs. “She’s agreed to get married and provide an heir after she finishes Medical School and has become a Senior Healer and MD. Eight years.”

His mantra.

Eight years.

His wish.

“That is…” Narcissa clears her throat. “Pragmatic.”

“It gives me time to finish my Potions Doctorate and to assume more responsibilities with the Estate,” he flicks his eyes to Lucius.

“Son, I am the executor of this Estate. I decide when you take on more responsibilities. Not you. And certainly not her.”He snickers. “What she has fed you with this verbal agreement hogwash is wishes. And folly,” he spits.

“Darling,” Mother warns. “It’s astart.”

“Wishes and folly!” Lucius growls, voice louder this time. “It’s preposterous!” Seething, his eyes cut to Draco. “Eight years,” he spits like a curse. “Eight years you’re willing to wait for your heir. This must besome witch.”His snarl is dripping with venom. His voice is distant and deceptively placid when he says, “I want to meet her.”

Draco frowns. “You have-”

“No! No, nother. Not the blushing, giggling maiden you all gussy up and trot out for parties. I want to meet theRusalka. The Veela. THE SUCCUBUS!” He bellows. “Show me hertrueform.” He spits. “Thiswitchwho has you twisted up and chasing her for wishes and folly. Who has you putting your life on hold for eightf*ckingyears, while you let far better candidates slip through your fingers and go to wizards who aren’t half the man I raised you to be!Surely,she has you under a spell. What fruits has she fed you in your little forests? What has she slipped into your food? Into your drink? What does shewhisperto you late at night?” He hisses. “You’ve lost yourself-”

Rusalkas? Water sprites that tempted men into the depths of the forest, f*cked them senseless then drowned them in the lake?

Veelas? Beautiful, flaxen-haired women who tempted men to do unspeakable things with their pretty songs until they lost their minds?

Succubae, really?

He’d see these allegations as Lucius’ ringing endorsem*nt of the raw magic he felt crackling off his witch and her intellectual prowess as relayed by Snape at a handful of Manor dinners – if it weren’t so bloody backhanded.

“Father-”

“No.You can’t be my son,” Lucius jeers. “The son I raised would never-”

Lucius Abraxas Malfoy!” Mother spits through clenched teeth. Her face is flushed and there are tears in the corner of her eyes. “This is the son I raised,” she hisses.“And you will not speak to him this way. His relationship with Miss Granger has my full-throated support. Why do you think I have her in this house? Why do you think we increased funding to the Snape lab? Why I added additional funds from the Black Estates.

Father’s eyes widen in shock and fury.

Anonymous donation.

Narcissa’s inheritance had sat untouched for 25 years. Much of it was tied up in lucrative business dealings while the rest sat in Gringotts collecting hefty Goblin interest. She’d received the first half of her inheritance when she turned 18 and the rest upon her marriage to Lucius, uniting two ancient families. On top of that, since she’d outlived her brother and two sisters, she’d also received their portions, except for the funds and property Sirius had entailed for Potter. Her solicitor was the Black Trust’s only expense.

She’d never used that money for anything except lucrative investments… until now. She had invested in Hermione. In him. In their future. All this time he’d thought Father’s approval of his future bride was paramount. A sign that he and Mother had chosen wisely. But Father’s list was short and inelegant: well-bred witch with childbearing hips to birth him an heir. Turns out Mother’sapproval mattered more. Because her list was more exacting; second only to his own.

Narcissa’s approval would ease the path for the witch he chose, catapulting her Society ascension. Mother’s tutelage would help his wife wear the heavy, barbed crown of the Malfoy name with grace and aplomb. He’d always thought Mother’s acceptance was a given since he'd ultimately select a witch that she’d pre-approved and served up to him on a silver platter. But he’d chosen Hermione all by himself. The hotheaded, expat, tattooed swot he’d sworn Narcissa would loathe if they ever met. The one witch he thought she’d never approve. And somehow, Narcissa had become enamored with her. As had he.

Not only had Mother guided him in his pursuit, she’d then shelled out funds from a vault she’d left untouched for nearly three decades just to help him. Narcissa only used the Black vaults for lucrative investments.

Lucrative investments.

By investing in Hermione, in them, she’d given more than her approval. Narcissa had given herblessing.Mother believed in love… and romance. She believed that it was possible to make a good matchandto be in love when you did it.

He and Mother must look likethe loony Lovegoodsto Father right now. Chasing nargles. That’s why she’d let him run down the list of every single eligible witch in Europe. Why she never huffed, sighed, or scowled when he rejected the umpteenth Pureblood witch and let her slip through his fingers to be scooped up by a wizard not half the man his father’s son was. Mother believed in nargles too. And that’s why her approval, her support, her blessing, meant everything to Draco. It meant more to him than Father’s.

“Anonymous donation,” Snape had said that day in the lab when he’d shared the news with Draco and Hermione. He’d even repeated it after Hermione left and Draco had asked about the sudden windfall. He’d seen the pittances the Ministry and Mungo’s had originally coughed up to fund Snape’s budget for next year. They unabashedly held their purse strings tight even though they made a beeline for Snape Lab whenever there were creature potions or consults – especially with vampires, goblins, and other creatures that could fork over buckets of galleons in exchange for their services. The Oxford/Hogwarts Administration had increased their funding by 0.03% citing Snape’s interdisciplinary approach, but that had not been enough to fund the multi-year plan Snape had devised.

“Worry not, Malfoy. They’ve been properly thanked. If your concern is etiquette and decorum,” Snape had said, eyeing Draco curiously.

‘ANONYMOUS DONATION.’ He’d seen on the revised budget in his files. And on the original versions he’d found while snooping in Snape’s desk. Snape had always said ‘a nosy researcher makes the best researcher,’ and Draco had been blindsided by Granger once before because he hadn’t heeded this advice. He’d vowed never to be blindsided again.

Which made today even more infuriating.

Mother continues. “Wewillpursue this relationship with Miss Granger with or without your support. Yourheir has made his choice.Your heirhas found the mother of his heir.”

Her voice breaks and Draco reaches across the table to squeeze her hand. She squeezes back.

Your heirneeds your support and your guidance. Not your threats. Not your vitriol. He needs your love… If he is to find his. Like you found yours.” Mother takes a slow, steadying breath. “Any concerns you have about Miss Granger, Lucius, you bring them tome.

Father starts to object but Mother raises her other hand to her pendant and grips the chain. Not an idle threat. He’d only ever seen her make that motion once before.

“Fine,” Father spits.

His concession stills Mother’s hand.

Today, the necklace stayed on.

Draco feels the swell of emotions in his chest. “I love her. I love her. This is the woman I love. The woman I intend to marry.”

No cages,’ she’d said.

“I cannot rush this. She will hate me for it. And I will lose her. I cannot lose her.”

Not again. Not after all of this. Not after the work they’d done to claw back from Cauterets. Not with how beautiful it had become. Nargles. So many nargles. He loved her. She was his. He was hers.

“Does she return your affections, my stars?” Narcissa asks, a hopeful gleam in her eye.

Did she love him? “Yes.”

“Son, are you sure about Miss Granger?” Father asks. “Beyond a shadow of a doubt?”

“Yes,” he breathes.

Mother chimes in. “Lucius, if you forbid the continued use of Malfoy Estate funds to bury these stories, then I will use funds from the Black vaults.” Her inheritance. Again.

Lucius stares at Draco, searching his face with hard, dark eyes. Draco didn’t know what else the man was looking for. Certainty? Reciprocity? Intention? Hadn’t he made them clear. “I want to meet her.”

Draco scoffs andFather holds up a finger to silence him.

“Before I play my hand, I have questions of my own. I want to meet her without distractions.” Father brooks no further argument.

Mother squeezes his hand.

Draco mutters a spell to refile the images into their respective folders and tucks them under his arm as he excuses himself from the table and stalks to his study. To ruminate. To seethe.

He felt the least like a Malfoy in moments like these. These moments reminded him that he was still under Father’s thumb. Despite the money, power, status, and access, he was still his father’s son. At his beck and call. His mercy. His will. He’d told Hermione he could wait eight years. Eight years of courting. But Lucius would only accept eight years if the wait ended in marriage. Father had turned the soft nest he’d offered Hermione into a hard cage. Draco feared she wouldn’t accept.

He locks himself in his study and pores over the photos and the timeline. By the time Zadie Apparates in to ask if he’ll be down for dinner, he has a theory. He asks her to serve him in his room and trudges through the closet and up the stairs.

Few people intimately understood the pressures Draco faced as the sole heir of one of the largest fortunes in the world. Even fewer were in the same exact position.

Few people understood what it would mean if his match was thought to be a mésalliance. How it would whip the press and society into a frenzy. How the very notion hung like a sword over his head on the gossamer thin thread of public perception every time he was photographed with a witch. How the sword would slice their necks clean off if the public weren’t gently, gently coaxed into accepting his relationship with Hermione. They’d be stark raving mad that a Muggleborn witch from across the pond had swooped in and snatched him up right under their noses. Especially if they could be led to believe that she was the reason he’d stopped dating a particular Pureblood witch in the first place, and the reason nothing had rekindled between them after the Deb Ball. The timing of the blind item was curious indeed.

Public acceptance of his relationship with Hermione was separated from public outcry and denouncement by another gossamer thin line. Their perception had to be carefully, carefully managed over months – even years – and required a well-heeled and well-paid Prophet. He hadn’t discussed any of this with Hermione yet. He’d thought he would have eight years to bring her on side. If he sprang this on her now, she’d run for the hills. They’d be finished. And he could think of three people who thought they might benefit from him and Hermione calling it quits. But only one person wanted Hermione this bad. Only one person had been rebuffed by her for months.

Only one person could have gotten this ball rolling, a Muggle bowling expression Potter had taught him. Only one person had been with them in Barcelona, and Switzerland. Had been at the Roxy on Valentine’s day. Had been caught traipsing back to the hotel with the witch Draco had told Astoria about in Ireland. She’d only believed him after calling in a favor with Skeeter to see any proof herself. Said proof may well have been images made possible by his very own tip. Fischer, the git, hoist by his own petard.

Draco turns toward the tapping on his window to find a tawny little owl from the Nott brood laden with a parcel. Inside lay pain aux raisins and canelé from Theo. He fears they’ll turn to ash in his mouth, so he puts them under stasis and vanishes them to the kitchens.

He feels like a zombie staggering brainlessly through class on Monday. He can’t stomach affecting Hermione with his sour mood and skips their usual Monday afternoon study session citing urgent Estate business.

“I’ll miss you,” she says, pressing up on tiptoe to kiss him in the empty classroom.

Tuesday, she cancels their date. The Ministry business she cites is real, however. She’s joining a delegation to Scotland to inoculate the Tay River Kelpies with the potion he’d finalized last month. They talk on the phone later that night after she’s returned to her hotel in Dundee. She tells him about her day and Fischer’s latest antics. He falls asleep to the sound of her sleepy murmurings, his favorite feeling besides falling asleep with her in his arms.

Wednesday morning at breakfast, Father asks him when they can expect Miss Granger for dinner.

“Soon.”

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTES:
- “A verbal contract isn’t worth the paper it’s written on.” – Samuel Goldwyn
- Sword metaphor is reference to the sword of Damocles. “Damocles flattered King Dionysius, praising him for his fortune as a man of great power and authority, surrounded by magnificence. King Dionysius offered to switch places with Damocles so he could experience the fortune firsthand, surrounded by rugs and perfumes and flattered by beautiful attendants. The paranoid King also arranged for a sword to hang above the throne, held at the pommel by a single strand of hair from a horse’s tail to evoke the dread of being King: the ever-present anxiety of lurking dangers and usurpers. Damocles begged the King to take back his throne, for although the King had everything he could ever want at his feet, it could not make up for the danger lurking above his crown.” Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Damocles

Chapter 84: DRACO - LAST FERRY TO THASSOS

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

THU 07 JUN – FRI 08 JUN

It’s Thursday night. Movie night. They’re watching Lion King. Draco’s on their usual couch. Alone.

No one saying do this. No one saying be here. No one saying stop that. No one saying see here. Free to run around all day. Free to do it all my way.’

He hears a door close in the distance as silence ricochets through the elephant graveyard. Hermione. He excuses himself and pads over to her room. He knocks on her door and hears her call, “Who is it!” over the distant rush of water.

“It’s me.”

“Come in!”

He sits on her couch while she finishes showering.

She smirks when she steps out of the bathroom, wrapped in her towel. “You didn’t want to join me?”

“I missed you,” he says, pulling her into a hug. “Come to the beach with me. Pack a bag.”

He needed to get away. Somewhere. Anywhere. With her.

She looks up at him and searches his face. “Draco-”

No, he wouldn’t beg. “Hermione, I need you.” Fine, he would beg. “We need a word for irrational requests. You know? Drop everything and go. Do what I say. Trust me. The opposite of octopus.”

Her eyes are curious as they search his. “Is everything okay?”

Hermione.

Taking a page out of his own book, she changes the subject. Turns them down a shady tree-lined path, away from the chaos of the intersection. Inexperienced with her detours, he wonders where this path will lead. “You never asked me why I chose ‘Persephone’.”

He chuckles. “My Classics tutor would have your head for what you’re insinuating.”

She giggles. “And you never asked me why I chose ‘Octopus’.”

Now that he didn’t know. He frowns. “Why’d you choose Octopus?”

“Big, beautiful brain.”

That night in the grotto.

She smiles. “They’ve got these big ass heads, bulgy eyes, too many arms… or are they legs? They’re little suction cup aliens. They get into everything. They squirt that noxious ink, and you can’t see. It’s too much. It’s all just too much.” She smirks. Octopus.

Reeling, he steps back. Was she saying octopus or was she saying… ‘Octopus?’

“Are you- are you breaking up with me?” He’s only half-joking.

She chuckles darkly. “That is not funny. I chose the last two words. You need to choose this one. Especially since you mean to invoke it,” she says, closing the distance again.

Was she coming? Was she dropping everything and running away with him to the beach? His mind races, trying to find a word while simultaneously running through their beach options. He knew he’d know when he saw her if he needed to get away. He’d packed a bag and shrunk it to fit inside his trouser pocket, just in case. Now he just needed the word. One word. There are so many on the tip of his tongue, but he can’t choose a single, solitary, one. “C’mon, you’re better with words.”

She scoffs. “Only because you don’t use yours. You like for a word to have seven possible meanings before you plunk it down all heavy and loaded for someone to unravel while your mind zips fifty moves ahead. You’re the March Hare. You talk in riddles with no answers.” She chuckles. “Your mother once-”

Nargles,” he whispers.

She turns her head to follow his gaze, her eyes darting around the room. “Where?”

He grins. “Exactly.”

She frowns up at him in confusion. But then… her face slowly breaks into a grin as understanding dawns. “The beach, you say?” She asks, backing up toward the closet, floating an empty duffle bag onto her bed.

When she’s packed and dressed, she pads over to her desk and pulls out a little pouch. She opens it and two little toy cars drop out onto her upturned palm. One green, the other yellow. “Where to?” She asks, looking intently up at him.

To the place that started it all. To the first time he wondered where she was. What she was doing. What she was wearing. What she saw. When they’d fallen asleep on the phone for the first time with the sound of the waves and the birds in the distance. “Greece.”

A smile spreads slowly across her face. “Last ferry to Thassos?”

He nods, glancing down at his watch to calculate the time difference. They might just make it. They do. With a cheeky bit of magic and distraction, they catch the last ferry of the night.

They check into the hotel and drop their bags in the room before taking a walk along the beach in the moonlight and light drizzle. When the rain picks up and thunder rumbles in the distance, they jog back up to their hotel. Draco falls asleep with Hermione snuggled beside him, her fingers swirling soft, lazy circles on his tummy, listening to her breaths and the waves and the birds and the rain.

They spend Friday in bed. Picking at room service, reading, shagging, watching the rain and the churning waves.

Blaise lampoons them in the group chat for failing to send through booze and treats to the gang at Ronaldo’s.

Draco suggests that Blaise order a bottle of ouzo and imagine it’s from them.

Blaise’s response is immediate. Draco, darling, do me a favor. Have Hermione hex you and imagine it’s from me.

SAT 09 JUN

The clouds part on Saturday, and they eat an early breakfast before setting off on a hike through the Pine Forest. They cool off in the ocean and lounge on the beach eating bar snacks and sipping co*cktails until they smell rain again. They shower and nap with the balcony doors open, watching the storm settle, dump out its torrents of rain, then move off toward the mainland. They go for dinner at one of the hotel’s beachfront restaurants and ask the waiter to serve them one of anything and everything he likes on the menu.

Back in their room Hermione leads Draco over to the couch and pushes him down onto it. “Thank you for being so patient with me,” she says, sinking down to her knees in front of him.

“For giving me time.” She palms him through his shorts before pulling him out over the waistband.

“Thank you, for not rushing me or pressuring me,” she says before taking him into her mouth and sucking him off nice and slow.

Heat licks down his spine and pools in his belly. Her mouth is warm, and soft, and wet. He feels his org*sm building and building until it crests. He c*ms on her tongue once. Then twice – much quicker this time, her hands pumping faster as she sucks and licks at his sensitive head. His moans echo through the room. His hands are fisted in her hair, hips bucking as he chases friction and heat, pressure and release.

For round three, she settles onto his lap. “I love you,” she says, the words sweet and tender, as she eases him inside her then kisses him deeply.

Thunder rumbles in the distance as another storm rolls in. He groans as he licks into her mouth, tasting himself on her lips as he f*cks into her. She feels so good, riding him, chasing her pleasure. He grips her hips and plays with her cl*t, feeling her clench around him as she c*ms, milking another org*sm out of him. They catch their breath as they kiss lazily, hands tracing each other’s skin, swallowing moans and heated breaths. He slips out of her.

“I love you too,” he says before carrying her into the bathroom where they shower before falling into bed.

SUN 10 JUN

He doesn’t know if it’s the thunder or Hermione shifting in bed beside him that wakes him. It’s twilight. The sky is a deep, hazy blue and thick clouds cover the moon. He doesn’t know what time it is. Doesn’t want to know what time it is. She stirs beside him, taking his hand and guiding it where she wants it. He obliges her. His questing fingers drag one org*sm then another out of her. She crests and slumps against him as another flash of lightning shocks the sky. Everything seems to slow and freeze until one final peal of thunder startles the clouds into pelting the earth with galleon-sized drops of rain that thunk heavily on the concrete and tile of the balcony. They’re lulled asleep by the rain drumming on the balcony and the roar of the waves breaking against the shore.

They wake again to the sun streaming in through the balcony doors. They breakfast on the balcony before studying at the desk they’d magically enlarged. Hermione sits on the duplicated chair, and they volley facts back and forth about the resins and analgesics they’re studying this week. It’s the last week before Reading week. Three weeks left of term. Where had the time gone?

In two weeks, he’d turn 22. Alone. The snakes had firmed up plans that didn’t include him. The most he could get the snakes to commit to was dinner on the 29th. They’d be celebrating the day before his birthday with dinner at Ronaldo’s like it was any other Friday night. For the first time in years, the only thing he had to look forward to on his actual birthday was his annual birthday brunch with Mother. He wouldn’t be alone for long, however. Hermione and the rest of the snakes would be off on their adventures for a week, then they’d all meet up in Portugal for a couple weeks to decompress after another marathon term. Then he and Hermione would spend two weeks alone at the Malfoy Estate in the Douro Valley. Then he’d whisk her off to Greece for a week before they were due back in the Lab. Snape had already applauded himself for his munificence in granting them a month of leave, blinking mutely at Draco when he countered that it was the vacation time they’d earned. He’d requested the time to attend to Estate business matters and Hermione had cited the need to spend time with friends and family then pack up the rest of her things to make the move to England permanent. She was heading back home the day after his birthday. Her mother had pressed her to relay the news of her transfer and permanent move to her friends and family in person. He'd meet them when he accompanied her back home for Thanksgiving. Thoughts of family reminded him of his parents’ request to meet with her and all the things he hadn’t told her. Couldn’t tell her.

Not yet.

Not just yet.

He wanted to stay in the Thassos bubble just a little while longer.

They lag around 2pm and decide to go for a walk on the beach and a final swim in the ocean while the sun slips behind ominous gray clouds. Mercifully, the weather holds just long enough for them to sip co*cktails and pick at bar snacks at another beachfront restaurant. The clouds move in as they amble back to their hotel room. Thunder rumbles in the distance as he she reads beside him on the balcony sofa. He dozes beside her as her protagonist, Clarissa, dressed in a top hat and ill-fitting suit bribes a footman to drive her to the gaming hell in an ill-advised ploy to win back the deed to her family’s mansion from the devilishly handsome owner.

He feels her squirm beside him and chuckles, opening one eye to look up at her.

Her cheeks are flushed and there’s a gleam in her eye. She smirks and leans down to kiss him. When her lips are a millimeter away from his, she whispers, “f*ck me,” before capturing his lips in a bruising kiss.

She’s arched into him, her leg hooked over his waist as he thrusts into her, hitting that spot she likes when he hears a phone buzz.

His paces stutters as he tries to remember where their phones are.

“Ignore it,” she whimpers.

He smirks, turning his attention back to her and slowing the pace.

She smiles and lets her head fall back. “Mm, right there,” she moans.

When the buzzing resumes five minutes later, he figures it must be an alarm she’d set.

“Don’t stop!” She cries, pulling him down for a kiss.

He picks up the pace, snapping his hips. Short, tight strokes hit just where she needs. She’s quivers around him, her fingernails biting half-moons into his shoulders, pressure building at the base of his spine. Heat pools low as he unravels too. They crest together and he slumps down over her, panting, as a mobile buzzes again, longer this time, signaling it’s a call.

This time he’s sure it’s actually his mobile. Would bet a heap of galleons on the identity of the caller. He rolls off of her to catch his breath and she mutters a cleansing charm over them as he stands to his feet on jellied legs. His brain is mush, his legs are soup, and he’s thrumming from a post-coital high.

When the buzzing starts up again, he coaxes his legs to follow the sound. It leads him to the desk where the screen shows an incoming call from – ding ding ding – Lucius Malfoy.

“Hello, Father,” he says when the call connects.

“Not. Dead.” Lucius spits. He hears the clatter of rings as Father places his hand over the mic. Not that it helps much as he yells, “Dear, he’s not dead! Just insolent,” he hisses when he returns the device back up to his ear.

Whatever endorphins Draco had released from his prior activities had surely shriveled up and died. “Father, how may I help you?”

“I require your presence at dinner. Tonight. Thirty minutes.”

Click, and the line is dead.

He pads back out to the balcony.

“Draco?” Hermione asks, concern evident on her face.

“Did you hear that?”

She chuckles darkly. “No. Just that you’re not dead.” She kisses his tummy. “Everything okay?”

“I need to be home for dinner.”

“Okay, I can re-program the Portkey,” she says, then starts to kiss a slow trail down, lower and lower.

He groans before taking a step back. “No, not just home. Dressed, and walking into the dining room. In thirty minutes.”

“Okay, I can re-program the Portkey now,” she says, rising to her feet to pull on her shorts and tank from where they’d discarded them on the couch earlier.

She chuckles. “You should get dressed too,” she coaxes, throwing him a pair of his shorts, before dashing around the room, floating things pell-mell into their bags.

He gets himself together with ten minutes to spare and helps her do a final sweep of their items before zipping their bags and extracting the Portkey pouch from the desk.

“Wait.” He stills her hand. “This is a Muggle hotel. We have to check out.”

“sh*t! See if you can check us out over the phone.”

He races over to the telephone and presses the Reception button.

“Reception, how may I help you?”

“Hi, we have to catch the ferry. Is it possible to check out over the phone? We’ll leave the cards in the room.”

“Yes, sir, that is possible. But the last ferry is at 5pm on Sundays. And that ferry just left. Should I extend your stay for an extra night?”

What were the f*cking odds? His eyes dart to Hermione.

“What?” She whispers.

‘The last ferry just left,’ he mouths.

She snorts. ‘Say we’re on it,’ she mouths back.

“Er, right... Yes, we- we’re on that ferry. We left the keys in the room.”

“Sir, you’re calling from the room.”

“Odd. I’m on my mobile. It shows up as Room 302? Odd-”

“Indeed-”

“We left the keys in the room and would like to check out over the phone.”

“We’ll have to charge you extra, sir.”

“That’s fine, charge it the card on file and email me the list of charges. Is that possible?”

“Yes.”

“Great.”

“We’ll have someone go up to process the room right away.”

“Great. Have a good day!” Placing the phone back on the receiver, he turns to Hermione. “We have to go. Now!”

She finishes programming the Portkey while he sets the room to rights. He vanishes the duplicated chair and returns the desk to its rightful size just as the Portkey activates and zaps them to his room.

He smirks when he registers the familiar surroundings. “My room. Nice touch,” he says, tackling her to the bed. “I have five minutes left and I wasn’t done with you,” he growls, lifting her tank to reveal her glorious tit*. He’s got one in his mouth and she’s squealing that his parents will hex her senseless if they find out she’s the reason he’s late when he hears the faint pop of Apparition. He stills as Hermione shrieks, thanking his lucky stars he’s shielding her from view as he lowers her tank back down. He climbs off of her and stands to his feet, eyeing Céline.

“Yes, Céline?”

“Master Draco, Master and Mrs. are requiring your presence at dinner.”

He nods. “I’ll be down soon.”

“And Miss Granger?” Celine says with a polite smile.

“No, no, I was just leaving,” Hermione says, sitting up in the bed.

“Kindly speaking, Miss Granger, but your presence is required most especially by Master Lucius.”

“Fine!” She huffs behind him, falling backward onto the bed.

He smiles at her. “Thank you, Céline. Please tell them we’ll be down in fifteen minutes.”

She nods and disapparates with a soft pop.

He turns to Hermione. He couldn’t let her walk into that dining room and be blindsided by his parents. “Hermione, we need to talk.”

“Are you breaking up with me?” She jokes, sitting up in bed.

It wasn’t funny when she said it either.

Notes:

AUTHOR’S NOTES:
- Yellow and green are the color of the rings that take Polly and Digory to and from the Wood Between the Worlds in The Magician’s Nephew by C.S. Lewis (1955) (HP author said CS Lewis inspired her; also those rings undoubtedly inspired Portkeys so I wanted a teeny, tiny nod to them.)
- You’re the March Hare. You talk in riddles with no answers references this quote: “Alice sighed wearily. “I think you might do something better with the time,” she said, “than waste it in asking riddles that have no answers.” Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland. (1865)

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